985 How to Read People and Make Winning Decisions w/Maria Konnikova

“If you pick the easy route, then you’re picking it to give yourself an out.”Lewis is joined by New York Times bestselling author and Psychology PhD Maria Konnikova, who recently attempted to become a poker champ in order to study social dynamics and decision-making. They discuss how you can learn more from reading people's bodies than their faces, how to become aware of emotional triggers and establish routines to prevent them, and why the process is always more important than the outcome. Mel Robbins: The “Secret” Mindset Habit to Building Confidence and Overcoming Scarcity: https://link.chtbl.com/970-podDr. Joe Dispenza on Healing the Body and Tranforming the Mind: https://link.chtbl.com/826-podMaster Your Mind and Defy the Odds with David Goggins: https://link.chtbl.com/715-pod Get more from Lewis! Get my New York Times Bestselling book, Make Money Easy! Get The Greatness Mindset audiobook on SpotifyText Lewis AIYouTubeInstagramWebsiteTiktokFacebookX

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• 0:00Lewis Howes?

  This is episode number 985 with New York Times bestselling author Maria Konnikova. Welcome to the School of Greatness. My name is Lewis Howes, former pro athlete turned lifestyle entrepreneur, and each week we bring you an inspiring person or message to help you discover how to unlock your inner greatness. Thanks for spending some time with me today. Now let the class begin.

• 0:33Lewis Howes?

  Actor Edward Norton once said, "Life like poker has an element of risk. It shouldn't be avoided, it should be faced." And former US General David Shoup said, "The commonest mistake in history is underestimating your opponent." Happens at the poker table all the time. Welcome to this episode. My guest today has quite the resume. Harvard undergrad, Columbia PhD in psychology, New York Times bestselling author, and New Yorker contributing writer. But listen to this. A few years ago, she decided to become a professional poker player to see if her ability to understand how people think and act could translate to

• 1:14Lewis Howes?

  cards. She actually didn't know how many cards were in a deck before she started. This is a crazy story. But now she's become a champion with more than $300,000 in earnings in a couple of years. She also realized that poker taught her as much about life as any psychology class. Now she's documented her journey in a new book, The Biggest Bluff. And we had a fascinating conversation about what makes people tick and how you can use psychology to your advantage in life. In this episode, we discuss why your decision-making process is far more important than the outcome of those decisions, how to become aware of

• 1:54Lewis Howes?

  your emotional triggers, and establish routines to prevent them from harming you, what you can do to win in any interpersonal negotiation, and so much more. If you find this inspirational and helpful in any way, share this With someone who needs to hear it. Again, you have the power to change and improve someone's life by sharing this message. Just copy and paste the link wherever you're listening to it, or you can post the link lewishouse.com/985 with all the resources there as well. And a quick reminder, make sure to go to Apple Podcast and click on that subscribe button on the School of Greatness podcast and leave us a rating and review as that really helps us spread the message of greatness to more people. And now, without further ado, let's dive into

• 2:39Lewis Howes?

  this episode with the one, the only Maria Konikova.

• 2:47Lewis Howes?

  Welcome everyone to the School of Greatness podcast. I am so excited about who we have coming on. Maria Konikova is here and you have an incredible resume. You went to Harvard undergrad and then you got a psychology PhD from Columbia. You're a bestselling author and contributing writer to The New Yorker. And with your successful career, you decided, I want to go play poker, even though I have no clue what I'm doing in poker, I've never played before, and I'm going to go be a professional poker player, win a bunch of money, and learn social dynamics and human psychology from the pros. And it's fascinating what you learned. And I'm curious, why did you choose this social experiment?

• 3:31Speaker 01

  I became really interested in the notion of luck and the role that luck plays in our lives, and how we can learn to really spot luck and to tell the difference between what we control, what we don't, where our skill ends, and where luck and chance begins. And I decided I really wanted to write my next book about that. That's, that's not a book. That's just a broad question. And so I did a lot of reading, which is what I always do whenever I'm starting something new. And so I decided to pick up John von Neumann's Theory of Games, which is the foundational book of game theory.

• 4:12Speaker 01

  And I didn't understand most of it, found it very boring. But learns that John von Neumann was a poker player. And that not only was he a poker player, but that poker inspired game theory. That he, so here's this guy. Who is one of the most brilliant minds of the 20th century. John von Neumann is the father of the computer. Like we wouldn't, you and I would not be doing this right now if it weren't for him. Also, one of the fathers of the hydrogen bombs. So a lot of different sorts of creations and game theory. But just brilliant guy. And he wrote that poker was the most perfect analogy for strategic decision maker that he'd ever come across.

• 4:57Speaker 01

  And he actually thought that if you could solve poker, if you could solve No Limit Hold'em, which is what I ended up playing, you'd solve life, basically. You'd have a roadmap for the most complex human decisions.

• 5:07Lewis Howes?

  Is this, is this why I'm a failure? Because I haven't figured out poker yet?

• 5:10Speaker 01

  Yes, yes. That is exactly right. No, so, well, no one has solved poker yet. Poker is actually still an unsolved game. But, and it's kind of at the forefront of AI research. They use it as the golden standard of AI because no one has solved it. But he said, you know, poker is a game of incomplete information. So unlike chess, which you can see the whole board, you can see all the pieces, and there's always a right move. If you give me enough computational power, I can solve it for you. I can tell you exactly where I'm supposed to move. But poker, you can't do that because there are the cards that you have and I don't see them. I don't know what cards you have. And you don't know what cards I have. And we don't know what cards are still coming in the deck.

• 5:54Speaker 01

  So, you know, it's not a chessboard. All of a sudden, half the pieces are obscured. And then it's a game of people, of intention, of trying to figure out, what do you know? What do I know? It's a game of information. And that's starting to look like life. That's starting to look like actual decision making. I was really intrigued and I thought this poker thing sounds interesting. Let me read a little bit about it. I started reading about it and just something clicked. I thought, this is my book. This is what I want to write about. Why don't I learn the game? Why don't I get someone really, really good to teach me? Because one of the things I've learned throughout my life is it's always much better if you have someone who's really good on your side.

• 6:32Lewis Howes?

  Absolutely.

• 6:32Speaker 01

  Coaching is good, mentors are good. And so I've learned to always ask for help. I think it's the most powerful thing we can do is to say, I don't get this. I don't know. Help me, teach me. And so I decided, let me find someone to teach me and let me spend a year, it was supposed to be a year, learning this and just use my journey as a way into these questions of skill versus chance and decision making and trying to answer all of those philosophical queries that I had before I got started. And I didn't know if I was going to be good. I didn't know what was going to happen. I wasn't planning to become a professional player. I was just planning to do this experiment.

• 7:13Lewis Howes?

  Research experiment, yeah.

• 7:14Speaker 01

  Research experiment.

• 7:15Lewis Howes?

  Did you have a certain amount of money? Okay, here's $10,000 and once I lose it, I'm done?

• 7:20Speaker 01

  No, no. So I was always, I was going to play and I was planning to use a part of my book advance to finance this. And I was going to play, eventually the endpoint was going to be the main event, which costs $10,000. Yep, the main event of the World Series of Poker. But, so I got Eric Seidell, who's considered one of the greatest players of all time, to agree to take me on as a student. I'm still, talk about luck, one of the luckiest things ever, because I think he was very interested in the project and in the note, and in its implications for poker, that I could potentially bring poker to a new audience of people who don't play poker yet. And he loves the game. And I think he saw this as an opportunity

• 8:04Speaker 01

  to share that love and to grow the game. But one of the things he taught me right away was bankroll management, which is such an essential skill for life.

• 8:12Lewis Howes?

  Bankroll management?

• 8:13Speaker 01

  Yeah. So you have a bankroll. That's your, the amount of money that you have. And you have to figure out, how do I budget it? How do I manage it correctly? How do I play within my bankroll so that I don't go broke? So that I don't reach, you know, the end of the line and say, oops, there went my $10,000. Um, and so he actually forced me to move up organically. I thought I'd be, you know, playing with the big boys. He was like, no, you're going to start off by playing online in these $1 and $5 tournaments. And then we're going to move you to live poker. But you can't play anything above 35 bucks. So he, he made me actually start from the bottom and work my way up.

• 8:55Speaker 01

  And the only time I was allowed to move up in stakes was when I started winning enough money to actually finance it.

• 9:02Lewis Howes?

  Wow.

• 9:02Speaker 01

  So, so I organically financed the journey from the beginning.

• 9:06Lewis Howes?

  That's pretty cool.

• 9:07Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 9:07Lewis Howes?

  Amazing. Now, there's this notion, I guess, of, of, of luck, right? And you've done a lot of research on this now. Do most people believe that life happens because of luck? Or because of their ability and effort and research and hard work?

• 9:24Speaker 01

  Um, I think it depends where you are and what country you are. I think in the U S, most people would say, American dream baby, you know, skill and hard work. And I honestly, I just think that's total BS. I think that there's so much luck to life. Um, and there's so much more life, more luck than we'd like to admit to ourselves.

• 9:44Lewis Howes?

  Really?

• 9:45Speaker 01

  Being born, right away, I mean, you've won the lottery. Most, most people, I have a quote in my book from Richard Dawkins, that most people are never born. Right? So poets greater than Keats and scientists greater than Newton. Never born because they didn't win that, that particular combination.

• 10:04Lewis Howes?

  Lottery.

• 10:05Speaker 01

  Yeah, exactly. That sperm and ovarian lottery didn't happen. Um, so we were, we're just lucky to be alive. Then we're lucky that we were born now. And you're, you know, I'm lucky that I was born to my parents with my genetic makeup. I'm lucky that my parents came to the United States, that they left the Soviet Union. I mean, I would have a very different life had they stayed in the Soviet Union. Who knows what would have happened and who knows who I'd be today? So I think things like that, that we take for granted and people are like, oh, well. You know, I I worked really hard. Sure, that's important. You need to work hard, but you also need to get lucky.

• 10:40Lewis Howes?

  Hmm. Should we be, should we be ashamed of our luck, no matter what level of luck that is?

• 10:46Speaker 01

  Absolutely not, absolutely not. I think one of the, well, why would you be ashamed of it? It's not that.

• 10:53Lewis Howes?

  If someone else doesn't get that's that that ticket, whether it be I was born in America, I was born with this, or I wasn't, I was able bodied, or I was had these parents, or I wasn't.

• 11:02Speaker 01

  Yeah, I think we need to be aware of our luck. I don't think it's something to be ashamed of because it's not something that we did. I think we should only be ashamed of bad choices that we made. That's what we should be ashamed of. If we did something that was ethically or morally compromised, that's where shame comes in. But this is not on us. This was, so one of the things poker teaches you is that you need to focus on what you can control, on your decisions, on the things that you can actually take responsibility for. That's where shame comes in, but you can't be ashamed that you won a hand or that you lost a hand because that's outcome. That's luck. That actually has nothing to do with you. And so you can be aware of it and being aware of it is incredibly important and you can

• 11:47Speaker 01

  make up for it. Like, for instance, if you've gotten, you know, incredibly lucky, you can give back and figure out, you know, how do I help those who are less lucky, who who didn't actually have those sorts of advantages, who lost the hand, so to speak. But that's not being ashamed of it. I think that's actually using it um in a powerful way. I think it's so important to frame these things correctly and to frame them in a positive light rather than a negative light because that's what will help us.

• 12:16Lewis Howes?

  Would you say winning a poker tournament is luck then, or is it skill, hard work and?

• 12:23Speaker 01

  Yeah, so over the long, I mean poker is definitely a game of skill. Um, and over the long term, the most skilled players are gonna kick the ass of the players who are less skilled and take all of their money.

• 12:33Lewis Howes?

  Mm hmm.

• 12:34Speaker 01

  Um, but in the short term, so.

• 12:38Speaker 01

  Skill comes out over the long term. Immediately in one hand, anyone can get lucky. I mean, you can be dealt the best cards in the deck and you had nothing to do with it, but you can win against the best player in the world in one hand, or in one game, or even in one tournament. And so in the short term, luck is a much greater factor. I think that's true in life, too. In the short term, there's always a huge luck element, but over the long term, skill becomes much more important. That said, you know, in poker, if you, if you get unlucky, you can still play and enter another tournament. And in, and in life, the bad luck might actually sometimes be so bad that you never get to see the long term. You know, you might get a really unlucky draw of the cards, if you get sick or something like that, and long term just doesn't happen.

• 13:22Lewis Howes?

  Yeah. Now, it seems like there's this idea that people credit luck for good things in their life, but then blame themselves for the bad things. Why do, in, in general, people do that where it's like, oh, I was just lucky, or this? It's like, why do we do that?

• 13:40Speaker 01

  Yeah, that's some people. So there's an idea in psychology, and it comes from the work of Julian Roder, called the locus of control. So where do you think control resides? And there's something called the internal locus. So it's in me, it's internal, and, or external locus. So it's external. And it ends up that people have different signatures, different ways that they actually look at the world. So some people, when good things happen, they take all the credit for it. They say, yep, I'm good, I deserve this.

• 14:09Lewis Howes?

  That was me, I'm the greatest.

• 14:11Speaker 01

  Exactly.

• 14:12Lewis Howes?

  I worked my butt off for this, I deserve it.

• 14:14Speaker 01

  Exactly. Then when something bad happens, they're like, you know what, no one could have predicted this market environment. This happened, that happened, I made all the right decisions. It was nothing to do with me. And that's actually quite common. Some of my favorite psych studies have group decision-making, where a group is supposed to do something, and then they totally rig the results where your group underperforms, and then you're asked to like, give a little assessment. And every single person in the group says, I worked harder and we didn't do as well because of everyone else.

• 14:44Lewis Howes?

  Wow.

• 14:45Speaker 01

  So I'm good and all my group members were just terrible. Every person in the group did that.

• 14:49Lewis Howes?

  Wow.

• 14:49Speaker 01

  So that just goes to show. How how strong this bias is, but as you say, there are some people who are actually the opposite. There are some people who whenever anything good happens, say, oh, no, no, I just it's just luck. You know, I I lucked out. And whenever anything bad happens, they say that's my fault. And that can also be very psychologically damaging, because if you're taking all the bad stuff on you and really not accepting credit for any of the good stuff, you're gonna get depressed.

• 15:14Lewis Howes?

  Right.

• 15:15Speaker 01

  That's actually not a great thing.

• 15:16Lewis Howes?

  So it sounds like we should be we should be working hard on the the process and doing our best and trying to make the best decisions every single day and taking accountability. And also recognizing like, oh, a few things fell my way at the right time and

• 15:32Speaker 01

  Exactly.

• 15:32Lewis Howes?

  there was some luck involved, but I worked myself to get in this position.

• 15:36Speaker 01

  Absolutely. I think both things are important. I think a lot of people listen to to what I'm saying and they're like, oh, so like, if if it's all luck, then why why do anything? No, I think it's actually an imperative to work really hard and try your hardest, because you want to reclaim agency wherever you can and make the best decisions possible. And I think you can. And I think that it's just so important to focus on you, focus on the things that you can change, that you can control, and that you can actually affect. And then and yes, be very cognizant of the luck, because we also oftentimes, we can be conscious of it for ourselves, but not for others. Like, we'll, you know, someone's not doing well, and you're like, oh, that person's lazy, like, or of course, and and

• 16:20Speaker 01

  maybe not, like, maybe they actually worked their butt off, just like you, but they just didn't get lucky. Like, those things did not come together. So I think we need to be, I think, being aware of just how much luck there is, and that we should still be working really, really hard. I think that that makes us kinder and less judgmental.

• 16:40Lewis Howes?

  Yeah, I was a buddy of mine, Scooter Braun, who I've interviewed a few times on the show. I was like, what do you think it was, man, that that helped you become, you know, one of the most influential people in music industry and have the biggest talent in the world, and Justin Bieber, and Ariana Grande, and Demi Lovato, and Kanye, you know, all these big names?

• 16:58Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 16:59Lewis Howes?

  What was it? And he go he was like, a lot of it was luck. He goes, to be honest, like, being in the right city at the right time. And, yes, I showed up to the events, I networked my butt off, I added value to people, I built these relationships, I failed and worked, worked, worked, but I was in the right place, and I did the right actions at the right time, which led to You know, seeing Justin Bieber on the internet. And then, then I took the actions. I reached out to his mom. I did this, I did this, I did this. And it blew up, like, the timing and everything worked, but I worked the process as well, which leads to greater success, which leads to the next thing. And then,

• 17:40Lewis Howes?

  we could all mess up and make poor decisions, like you said, which could be, face unluckiness afterwards, I guess, like, so.

• 17:48Speaker 01

  Yeah, I mean, I, I think that's so important. Like, everyone who's like, oh, I had that idea, like, I could have created Facebook. Yeah, but you didn't.

• 17:55Lewis Howes?

  Right. You didn't execute it. You didn't go through years of crap and failures and financial stress and headaches and, yeah.

• 18:03Speaker 01

  It's al- it's always Facebook. Everyone always.

• 18:05Lewis Howes?

  Right. I was thinking about Google years ago, yeah.

• 18:09Speaker 01

  Exactly, exactly. It's always like one of the big ones. And you're like, yeah, but you didn't. And so, so yes, I think it's so right. It's so true. You do have to be in the right place at the right time. And you do have to, but some people might actually be in that same place at the same time, but they didn't do the work. So they don't even see the opportunity. They don't even realize what they're looking at. So they can't take advantage of it. Preparation. I think that's working hard. I think that's being open-minded. It's being attentive. I think one of the things that I've learned over the years, both through poker and, and just before, is how essential it is to be present and to actually pay attention, actively pay attention throughout our days.

• 18:51Speaker 01

  It's so hard. People are like, yeah, yeah, I always pay attention. No, you don't. Our actually, our brains do not pay attention. Our brains are all over the place. Like, how many browser tabs do you have open right now on your computer? Don't answer that question. Right? Like, we, we're pulled in a million different directions. And that's how our brains are wired. Our neural wiring, so we have something called the default mode network, which is what's active when we're not doing anything, when we're just kind of sitting and relaxing. And what it's really doing is just scanning the environment. And so the modern world is just. Basically, it's like junk food to the default mode network because there's always something going on. And so our minds are just wandering constantly. I'm like, ooh,

• 19:36Speaker 01

  this, ooh, that, ooh, this. Excellent. Fascinating. And that's the default state. What's really hard, what takes a lot of energy is to say, no, I'm going to pay attention to one thing. I'm just going to focus. I'm just going to look at you. And I'm not going to look at anyone else. And I'm not going to have anything else going on. I'm not going to be checking my phone. I'm not going to be doing this. I'm not going to be multitasking. I'm actually going to make that conscious choice to be present. It takes so much energy. Most people don't do that. But that's what allows you to have enough awareness and open mindedness to actually spot opportunities and see what's going on. Maybe Justin Bieber is sitting

• 20:18Speaker 01

  in a cafe and singing at an open mic night, and someone is really just busy getting drunk. Someone else is hitting on a girl. Someone else is doing that, and no one's paying attention. And one person is actually just paying attention to the singer. And it's like, wow, this person actually has presence.

• 20:36Lewis Howes?

  Seeing the possibility, yes. What could happen. You know, maybe it works out great. Maybe it doesn't. But there's something.

• 20:43Speaker 01

  Yeah. Because if you actually, I think music's talent spawning is a really great example of this. Because, so I don't know if you've ever interviewed Brian Koppelman. But he's someone I know. He's a writer. The show Billions, he's the one who created it with David Levine. It is a great show. The movie Rounders for poker fans. That's Brian Koppelman. And he actually started out in the music business. And he discovered Tracy Chapman at a college show. And so I always think of moments like that and think, how many people were at that show? I mean, anyone could have discovered.

• 21:21Lewis Howes?

  Anyone could have went up to the person and said, "You've got talent. Let's do something together. Let's build this. Let me help you."

• 21:27Speaker 01

  But most of the time, nobody does. And nobody actually spots the possibility and actually says, "This is going to be, this is going to be great." And now, Brian had some preparation. His father's in the music business. So he actually knew kind of what, he had worked to that moment. So it wasn't like he was a random college student who was like, "Whoa."

• 21:46Lewis Howes?

  This is cool, dude. Yeah.

• 21:47Speaker 01

  Yeah, exactly. He could have been, but he wasn't. So he actually had a lot of the tools to-

• 21:52Lewis Howes?

  He had some of the skills, the preparation, the mentorship, the awareness around bingo language-

• 21:59Speaker 01

  Exactly, but that's- But it's such an important thing to realize, like, how many people are at those silly shows? And yet, and so, no one said, so many people say, "Oh, I knew way back when that, you know, Bob Dylan was gonna be huge." No, you didn't.

• 22:17Lewis Howes?

  It's also figuring out, like, there's opportunity everywhere. It's like, I could walk down the street and say, whatever, there's an opportunity to have a restaurant here. But I'm not in the restaurant business. I don't want to be in the restaurant business. That's not where my passion and my mission lies. And so I think you need to be aware of, what do you love in your life? What brings you fulfillment and happiness? Where do your skill sets lie? That you could channel the energy into something meaningful, or purposeful, or financially rewarding for you-

• 22:43Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 22:44Lewis Howes?

  -in life.

• 22:44Speaker 01

  I completely agree with that.

• 22:46Lewis Howes?

  That's a great artist. "I'm gonna go sign her." No, I'm not in the music business.

• 22:50Speaker 01

  This is true. However, I think you also need to remain open-minded, at least, um, open-minded enough to realize that your life is not always gonna go the way that you think it's gonna go. So like, had I stayed on my tried and true career path, I never would have gone into poker. I mean, people thought I was insane. They're like, "You're leaving The New Yorker to play poker? Like, are you-"

• 23:12Lewis Howes?

  Crazy.

• 23:13Speaker 01

  Are you for real? Yeah.

• 23:14Lewis Howes?

  You sound like Liz Gilbert. "You're leaving to go, uh, e-pray love?" Like, you're-

• 23:19Speaker 01

  Exactly, exactly. And I was like, "Well, you know what? Yeah, it's scaring me. I'm really, I don't know if this is the right decision, but I'm open to it, so let me just see what happens." So I think sometimes we also need to make those leaps, if we know why we're doing it. Right? So I, I wasn't just randomly doing this. I was using it as a means of channeling something else. Exactly. For my mission, for writing, for all of these different things. But I do think that sometimes- We do need to, we do need to be open to the fact that life never looks like you thought it was going to look like.

• 23:52Lewis Howes?

  Of course, of course. Yeah, you thought you'd be ballerina in New York or something, you know?

• 24:00Speaker 01

  Hey, I thought I'd be on book tour right now, right?

• 24:03Lewis Howes?

  Oh, right.

• 24:04Speaker 01

  Who in the world knew that we'd be, that we'd be in the middle of a pandemic?

• 24:06Lewis Howes?

  It's crazy.

• 24:07Speaker 01

  Right now, I was actually supposed to be in Las Vegas during the World Series of Poker. The main event is this week, or was this week.

• 24:14Lewis Howes?

  No way.

• 24:15Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 24:16Lewis Howes?

  What is it? How are they doing it right now?

• 24:17Speaker 01

  They're not.

• 24:18Lewis Howes?

  No way.

• 24:19Speaker 01

  The World Series was canceled because of COVID.

• 24:21Lewis Howes?

  Oh, man.

• 24:22Speaker 01

  So now they actually moved some.

• 24:23Lewis Howes?

  I thought Vegas was open.

• 24:24Speaker 01

  Nope, not, not, not for tournament poker.

• 24:26Lewis Howes?

  Oh, wow.

• 24:27Speaker 01

  Yeah, so, so the world is very different from what I even thought six months ago I was going to be doing.

• 24:34Lewis Howes?

  Right, and you have to be willing to adapt in all these times.

• 24:37Speaker 01

  Exactly, exactly.

• 24:38Lewis Howes?

  Now, I'm curious, how much money have you won overall? Is that public?

• 24:41Speaker 01

  Yeah, it is, it is. There's a site called the Hendon Mob, which shows all your tournament winnings, and I don't remember the exact number, but it's a little over 300,000.

• 24:50Lewis Howes?

  Wow. Did that include all the money you've lost too, or is that just?

• 24:53Speaker 01

  No, no, that's just, that's, that's just net.

• 24:56Lewis Howes?

  Wow.

• 24:57Speaker 01

  So, it doesn't include, I think it should, I actually think it would be really useful. I'd be happy sharing that information, but there's no database where you can be like, oh, well, how many tournaments did this person actually play? Did they actually turn a profit?

• 25:09Lewis Howes?

  Wow.

• 25:10Speaker 01

  I'm happy to answer it because I did actually turn a profit.

• 25:13Lewis Howes?

  Sure.

• 25:14Speaker 01

  But, but I think that that's also important information, because otherwise it gives a skewed, very, way too rosy picture.

• 25:23Lewis Howes?

  Yeah. Now, how, how did you separate going into something with your own money, the decision-making process from your emotions, or your social anxiety, or your fears, or whatever, judgment, insecurities, by not being this professional going into this?

• 25:41Speaker 01

  I think that that's, that was one of my biggest challenges, and one of the things that I actually asked Eric right at the beginning was how in the world he's able to play the tournaments he plays? So here I was, like, playing $35 tournaments.

• 25:57Lewis Howes?

  Right.

• 25:58Speaker 01

  Meanwhile, he's playing a $25,000 tournament. The next day, you know, I've moved up to a $50 tournament, I'm, I'm pumped, he's playing a $50,000 tournament, $100,000 tournament. The guy's played tournaments with a million dollar buy-in.

• 26:11Lewis Howes?

  Wow.

• 26:12Speaker 01

  I mean, I... Like my jaw just drops and doesn't come back up. I can't close my mouth at those numbers. I'm just thinking like, what in the world? And he told me something really important. He said, you know, you have to, you have to just forget it. The moment that you buy in, you know, that's, that's done. That's a sunk cost. You've already done that. And now you just have to play. You have to make the best decision. These are just chips. And if you can't do that, that means that you're in too high a stakes situation. If you actually aren't incapable of making that separation, and if it's affecting how you're making decisions, that means that the decision to do this in the first place was a bad one

• 26:54Speaker 01

  because you're playing with money that you can't afford to lose.

• 26:58Lewis Howes?

  So if you're feeling anxious and sweating, you're in the wrong game.

• 27:03Speaker 01

  Yes. If you're feeling anxious and sweating because of the money, because you can't afford to lose that money.

• 27:09Lewis Howes?

  Right. And you're making decisions based off that anxiety of like,

• 27:12Speaker 01

  Exactly.

• 27:12Lewis Howes?

  Uh, what if I lose this? Then that's when you're gonna lose.

• 27:15Speaker 01

  Because now you're not, then you're not making optimal decisions. You are no longer thinking logically. Now you're making decisions based on just emotion and factors that are irrelevant, that are incidental, that are external to the decision. That's not how you make good decisions. You make good decisions by evaluating every, all the information that's present in the situation. And by actually going through that and being able to take out the noise. And so when I was playing, you know, thirty-five dollar tournaments, that was okay. The first time I played a thousand dollar tournament, I was terrified and it was really, it was really hard. And then you kind of get used to it and, and over time.

• 27:58Lewis Howes?

  You kinda gotta feel a little anxiety at first.

• 28:01Speaker 01

  You do.

• 28:02Lewis Howes?

  To break the barrier. You're like, ah, I've never done this much. And then you're like, okay, well, I lost and it wasn't that bad. Let me go do it again.

• 28:09Speaker 01

  And it's so funny that you, that you phrase it that way because.

• 28:12Lewis Howes?

  I'm still alive.

• 28:14Speaker 01

  One of the, one of the mental habits that I've had for as long as I can remember is before I do anything. And I, I don't know if, if other people do this too. So I don't know if you do this, for instance, but I always play out the worst case scenario in my head.

• 28:28Lewis Howes?

  Yes.

• 28:29Speaker 01

  Like every single time, I'm like, okay, what is like the worst possible thing that can happen? Always, like whenever I do anything that, that scares me. And then after I do that, like if it was, um, it's almost like it already happened. I'm like, okay, I could deal with that. And if I already know the worst possible thing, then it actually makes me a little bit less anxious. And it makes me okay with it.

• 28:51Lewis Howes?

  Is that a psychological process or term that you?

• 28:55Speaker 01

  Sure, it, it must be, um, but I, no, it actually, it is a, there is a psychological term for it. I don't remember what it is, but.

• 29:03Lewis Howes?

  This is what I do, this is what I learned in public speaking, overcoming my fear of speaking in public. Uh, terrified to get up in front of two people and say a sentence because I was always afraid of the way people would view me and their perception of me and looking stupid and not having the right things to say and being worried about that. And as I started to do more and more, did my training, I went to Toastmasters and practiced every week in front of a, a small group. And I got better and better every week when there was nothing, let's say, on the line, except for my own emotional anxiety and stress and worry about this group of people. And as I started to practice speaking more and more and then started getting paid for speaking and then started speaking in front of 500,000, 5,000, 15,000, whatever.

• 29:48Lewis Howes?

  After years of this, seven, eight years, I was like, man, why am I still a little nervous? When I have a New York Times bestselling book, I have this big show, I've got this, like, people want me to come, like, they're excited to hear. And I called a coach before one of my speeches and I said, I don't understand, like, why do I still get like, like a little anxiety? Like I go out there and I, and I perform and I do well, but I'm always like a little anxious. And he said, Because you're so focused on the way you look and the judgment that people are gonna have on you as opposed to being in service to the audience, no matter what happens. And he did this scenario with me, he goes, what's the worst thing that could happen? I I forget my my speech, okay, and then what? And then I pee my pants, and then what? And then everyone laughs at me, and then what?

• 30:33Lewis Howes?

  And then the lights go out, and you get booed offstage, and then what? You just keep going down the scenario, and at the end of the day, it's like, okay, well, maybe people laugh at me and I'm embarrassed and it's painful emotionally, but then I get up the next day and I try something else.

• 30:46Speaker 01

  And you have great material for your next talk.

• 30:48Lewis Howes?

  Exactly. I can use my my adversity to my advantage.

• 30:52Speaker 01

  Yeah, it's so funny, I actually, I still get so nervous before public speaking. I I do it too, probably not as much as you, um, but every single time, I always get butterflies in my stomach. Um, I will try your, I will try your approach, but it happens to me, I mean, I get nervous a lot before big things.

• 31:09Lewis Howes?

  You get nervous before poker tournaments?

• 31:11Speaker 01

  Yeah, I do, I do, I always have this, and then once I start playing, it goes away.

• 31:15Lewis Howes?

  What's the big fear?

• 31:17Speaker 01

  I I don't know, I'm just, it's, I guess, nervous anticipation. Um, what if, I think, I think there's a fear of letting myself down and letting letting Eric, my coach, who I still work with and who's become a good friend down, like just letting people down, being like, oh, what if I just, what if I suck today? What if I'm terrible?

• 31:38Lewis Howes?

  How have you learned to manage your emotions and triggers under anxiety and stress?

• 31:43Speaker 01

  So I, this was really interesting, because I have a PhD in psychology and I actually worked with Walter Michel, who people might know as the marshmallow guy, so the guy who created the marshmallow test, you know, can you wait for your second marshmallow?

• 31:56Lewis Howes?

  Wow, that's interesting.

• 31:57Speaker 01

  Um, and

• 31:58Lewis Howes?

  Not the chubby bunny test.

• 31:59Speaker 01

  No, no, the marshmallow test.

• 32:01Lewis Howes?

  Exactly.

• 32:03Speaker 01

  So the kids who waited for, who were able to wait for

• 32:06Lewis Howes?

  Twenty minutes or whatever, yeah.

• 32:07Speaker 01

  Yeah, exactly. Got an extra marshmallow and that ended up predicting how well they did in life in a lot of ways.

• 32:13Lewis Howes?

  Delayed gratification is the key to success.

• 32:16Speaker 01

  It is, it is. So Walter, I was his final grad student.

• 32:18Lewis Howes?

  Wow, that's amazing.

• 32:19Speaker 01

  And so he was an amazing, amazing man. I actually dedicated the book to him. He died, he knew I was working on it, but he unfortunately died before I was finished. It was, it was, he was, he was a great man, a great man. But he gave me so much in terms of that research. That's what I studied in, in grad school. And I actually did a lot of studies. So I had no idea what poker was at the time. And I had people play stock market games, which are also, it's a similar environment, right? Incomplete information, uncertainty, risk, all these different things. And we put them under all these stressful conditions, like we'd put, you know, these red counters on the, on the screen that would start

• 32:59Lewis Howes?

  Flashing lights.

• 32:59Speaker 01

  Flashing, exactly. And then I started playing online poker and I'm like, holy shit, what was I doing to these people? I was torturing them. This is awful. Cause I realized how bad it was. But it worked, that's why it worked. It actually put them under these conditions. And so we, we learned a lot about how they made bad decisions and what sorts of techniques they could use to, to get better.

• 33:21Speaker 01

  And a lot of those were, you know, self-control techniques and distancing techniques. And so I thought I was pretty damn good at this. And then when I got into

• 33:28Lewis Howes?

  Then you played poker.

• 33:29Speaker 01

  And then I played poker.

• 33:32Speaker 01

  I was like, I was like, I got this covered. Like this is what I do. This is what I studied. And then I sat down at a poker table and I ended up working with a mental coach as well. Because I realized that after, I, I only started, the mental coach reached out to me very early on in my journey. And I kind of dismissed him. I was like, I don't need you. I'm a psychologist.

• 33:51Lewis Howes?

  Right. I am the mental coach.

• 33:53Speaker 01

  I am the mental coach. And you know what? Maybe I am to someone else.

• 33:57Lewis Howes?

  Right, but not to yourself always.

• 33:58Speaker 01

  But not to myself, because one of the things, and I should have known better. I mean, we don't see ourselves objectively. We're objective about, we can be objective.

• 34:06Lewis Howes?

  We're emotional, we're irrational, we justify.

• 34:09Speaker 01

  Exactly. As soon as it comes to us, we're subjective. I mean, it's, it's almost impossible to be truly objective about yourself. Because you're you and you're egotistical. I mean, you see the world from your perspective. There's no way around that. And so when I started working with a mental coach. He actually forced me to go through like my tournaments, my decision process. And we started and he made me do this and I was so mad at him. I was like, I hate Excel spreadsheets. Why are you making me fill in all of these different columns? But he'd make me basically do these exercises where I would write down, like actually describe a situation. What was I feeling? Okay, now let's figure out like, how do I react to that? Let's make a plan the next time something like this happens. This is what I'm going to do.

• 34:54Speaker 01

  This is how I'm going to implement it. It was really hard work. And so we'd have a session and we'd figure out, you know, things that tilted me. There's a wonderful word in poker, tilt, which means that you've gotten emotional and you've let emotions into your decision process.

• 35:08Lewis Howes?

  What was that trigger for you?

• 35:10Speaker 01

  There were lots of triggers for me.

• 35:11Lewis Howes?

  Like what Matt said, sexist comments?

• 35:13Speaker 01

  Yes, that was actually the most, that was the most prevalent one because poker is 97% male. And I'd always thought of myself as a very kind of independent thinking, strong female. You know, I've been successful in other parts of my life. But I didn't realize just how much I'd internalized a lot of the socialization that comes with sexism, you know, that we did. And that I was making bad decisions because I had internalized a lot of these lessons. Like I wouldn't be as aggressive as I needed to in the spots that I needed to be because I didn't want people to think poorly of me. I wanted them to like me. I wanted them to think I was nice. And I was like, when I realized this was happening, I just, it was a jaw dropping moment again. And I just thought, wow, this is bad.

• 35:57Speaker 01

  This means that I've done this in real life. I've let people, you know, walk all over me probably and I haven't realized it. I always thought I could stand up for myself. At the poker table, all things like that come out. And you have to, unless you recognize them and change them, you're going to lose money. You're going to actually bleed cash. It affects your bottom line, so you have to start working on it. And then, of course, there were people who were just assholes.

• 36:19Lewis Howes?

  Right, right, right.

• 36:20Speaker 01

  I got called everything at the table. Yep.

• 36:23Lewis Howes?

  Wow. So these things tilted you or triggered you to be, make irrational or not the best decisions?

• 36:29Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 36:31Lewis Howes?

  How did you learn, once you studied the game film as an athlete, it's like, okay, let's watch the game film, see what you did wrong, that sounds like what you did with Excel spreadsheets and analyzing it. What was the game plan moving forward when someone would say, oh, whatever, something sexist or...

• 36:47Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 36:48Lewis Howes?

  How did you then see, oh, heart is fluttering and I'm getting triggered, but what was the shift mentally?

• 36:54Speaker 01

  I think, so first, the awareness is key, right? That's what they always say, being aware of the problem is, is a huge part, not even half the solution, it's more than half the solution. So being, learning to pay attention, not just to other people, but to yourself, and to learn to recognize the situations that are likely to trigger you before they do. Because, once you're already in the heat of the moment, it's much more difficult to stop.

• 37:21Lewis Howes?

  You're gone.

• 37:22Speaker 01

  You're gone. So you need to actually learn to anticipate it. So I'm also someone, so I'll give you an example that's very, very different, but I think that gets to it. So I'm someone who's suffered from migraines my whole life, really awful migraines. Like, once my migraine gets started, I'm just incapacitated, I'm out. Like, I, sometimes for multiple days, and it's not pretty. And so, I've had to get very, very good at noticing the earliest signs that I might be getting a migraine, and taking preventative action before that spiral can start.

• 37:59Lewis Howes?

  Like meditation, sleep, or rest?

• 38:02Speaker 01

  Yes, meditation, sleep, rest, all of these things, Advil, a lot of Advil, so I don't, no, seriously, like, you can't kill it.

• 38:09Lewis Howes?

  Stop throbbing, yeah.

• 38:10Speaker 01

  So that you can, so that your head will never get to the point where you need the migraine medication. So, I have a lot of things that I know I need to do. Sometimes I can't do all of them, you know, poker actually really messed with it, because you don't have as much control over your sleep schedule and over all of these things. I would still meditate and do yoga every morning, so that I could be in my best mindset, but there are not, there are certain things that you just can't control. But, I got very used to reading my own body, because I had to, because the cost of not doing it was so high.

• 38:43Lewis Howes?

  Of reading your own body, what does that mean?

• 38:45Speaker 01

  Well, reading the signs that my body is sending me that you might be getting a migraine.

• 38:49Lewis Howes?

  Got it.

• 38:50Speaker 01

  I've learned to know, like, before I get it, you know, five hours before, my head is gonna start hurting right here. I'm gonna have this, like, slight.

• 38:59Lewis Howes?

  Yeah, yeah.

• 38:59Speaker 01

  Exactly, exactly. And then this might ha- and this might happen and that might happen. And most people aren't that actually aware of what their body is telling them all the time, because we don't have to be.

• 39:10Lewis Howes?

  From a psychological point of view, then, we hear this all the time in self-help, personal development space, of the power of habits and routine, positive habits and routines to, to set yourself up for being prepared under stress and overwhelmed. And in, in the mornings for me, most of the time, I do a lot of what you do. I think about what's the, what do I wanna create today? I think about my vision first, and I focus on my vision, but then I'm also focusing on, what if this happens and this happens? And I get in an argument with someone up here, and my girlfriend and I have a disagreement, and someone flips me off in the street, and, and I go down all those things. I think to myself, how will the best version of myself respond?

• 39:53Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 39:54Lewis Howes?

  How will I show up that will continue to keep me on track towards my vision, as opposed to ruining my day and being ruminating and, and angry about that moment or that situation all day? Because I've done that so many times in the past, and I know it doesn't help me. So I try to prepare to react in a more positive way. How important is that from a psychological point of view, to have positive routines to set yourself up for when bad things happen?

• 40:22Speaker 01

  Hugely, hugely. And it's so undervalued, because most people think that they'll be able to take care of it when it happens. We need to think in advance. Once you're in the situation, it's already too late.

• 40:34Lewis Howes?

  Too late.

• 40:34Speaker 01

  Because you're, you're already emotional, and you're, and you're too emotional to recognize that you're emotional.

• 40:39Lewis Howes?

  To be aware.

• 40:40Speaker 01

  Everyone tells, so if someone tells you, hey, you're emotional right now, you'll say, no, I'm not. Shut up.

• 40:45Lewis Howes?

  Yeah, I know.

• 40:45Speaker 01

  You'll start yelling at them, right? So, so you have to do it. So in what you're talking about, um, there's a psychological process that's actually, that has to do with goal attainment and it's called implementation intentions. So I have an intention. How am I going to implement it? And the way that you do it, you know, if you're going, it's exactly what you do. But the way that we do it in psych studies is you have people actually write if then statements. So like, if this happens, then I will do this. So what are, so what's your, so like, if my intention today, let's do something very simple, is to go to the gym and to work out because it's something I've been working on and, you know.

• 41:27Lewis Howes?

  It's part of my goal.

• 41:28Speaker 01

  Really important. It's one of my goals. So today I really like, today it's really important for me to accomplish this because I already haven't gotten the last four days. So, okay, now think about all the things that could get in my way and that will often prevent me. And how will I react? If it starts thundering outside and pouring rain and the weather is horrible and I don't want to go outside, then I will take an umbrella and, you know, do the, and walk to the gym and, you know, take a shower and whatever, whatever it is you're going to do, like very specifically.

• 42:01Lewis Howes?

  So no matter what the excuse, you're still going to have a way to make it happen.

• 42:06Speaker 01

  Exactly. So that's why it's an implementation intention. How am I going to implement my intention?

• 42:12Lewis Howes?

  That's powerful.

• 42:12Speaker 01

  So if I, you know, if I'm just too lazy and it's so comfortable, then I'm going to call my friend Ben and I'm going to say, Ben, you're going to come to the gym with me. And I'll tell Ben in advance that he's going to be my gym buddy and Ben is going to come and pick me up and we're going to go to the gym together.

• 42:30Lewis Howes?

  What's more powerful? Someone else holding you accountable and accountability partner on your goal? Public accountability, which is like, I'm going to do this world on social media and hold me accountable? Or investing in a coach or accountability or mentor to hold you accountable? Which one is more powerful in psychological terms, you think?

• 42:51Speaker 01

  It depends on the person. So, so different people are motivated by different things. Overall, usually the most powerful, like statistically speaking, but it might not be for you, um, is public accountability. So if you actually publicly commit yourself, because then there are lots of people who are.

• 43:10Speaker 01

  Who are watching this and you're failing publicly if you don't do this. Even more powerful is to tie that to a financial outcome that's very unpleasant to you. So what studies have shown is if, for instance, you say, you know, my goal is to go to the gym every week, since we're using that three, at least three times a week for one year. And I'm going to publicly commit to this. And if I don't, then I'm going to be donating $10,000 to the NRA or whatever organization you hate. And you have to actually take that money at the beginning of the year and put it in escrow with someone else.

• 43:43Lewis Howes?

  And put it in escrow so you know it's.

• 43:45Speaker 01

  Exactly. So that you can't, you can't change your mind. And if you combine those two things together, so like, take the organization that you hate the most. And say, I'm going to give a money, an amount of money that actually hurts. Can't be $10, can't be, you know, it can be a hundred of a hundred dollars is really going to hurt for you.

• 44:03Lewis Howes?

  Now, is it.

• 44:04Speaker 01

  Substantial.

• 44:05Lewis Howes?

  Is it outcome based in terms of, I'm going to go to the gym and lose this amount of weight by this date? Or is it process based?

• 44:14Speaker 01

  It depends. It depends. It depends on what, what you want to do. But like I said, it's also very personal. And I mean, I think that the process based is much more important.

• 44:23Lewis Howes?

  Yeah, it's like showing up three times a week. Yeah, you might.

• 44:25Speaker 01

  Exactly. You can't control the outcome.

• 44:27Lewis Howes?

  Or your goal might have been too big for your.

• 44:29Speaker 01

  Exactly. You might not have realized it and that's, that's different. Um, and so, but for some people having, you know, a close, a close friend is enough. The like, that's actually someone whose opinion you really care about. And someone whose opinion is, is really important to you. And that might actually be more powerful for some people than public accountability. Because there are people who don't care what the public thinks and they're, they just care. Yeah, they just care.

• 44:52Lewis Howes?

  They care what the one person thinks.

• 44:54Speaker 01

  What the one person thinks and then make sure that that's the one person. So it's important, I think, what we keep coming back to is it's important to do a self-assessment and to realize what's going to motivate you, what's going to work for you. And then to pick the hardest, you have to pick the, the road that's the hardest, that's going to hurt. So if this is the person whose opinion you really care about, then that's the person who you should be accountable for. Don't pick the other person because you're too scared of picking this person.

• 45:17Lewis Howes?

  So interesting. Why, why is that important to pick the hard route than the easy route?

• 45:22Speaker 01

  Because that's what's actually going to motivate you. Because if you pick the easy route, then you're picking it to give yourself an out. Because you know that this person's going to be kind to you.

• 45:32Lewis Howes?

  So true.

• 45:32Speaker 01

  You can't have it out if you actually want to be accountable.

• 45:36Lewis Howes?

  This is so funny.

• 45:37Speaker 01

  And the gym and the weight is like the easy example because it's something that a lot of people struggle with and going to the gym is something that is hard for a lot of people. But this can be on so many different levels and in so many different areas of your life and it's so powerful.

• 45:54Lewis Howes?

  It's huge. I mean, I love talking to psychologists like yourself because it edifies a lot of things I've done, you know, whether it be instinctively or maybe just by random luck.

• 46:05Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 46:06Lewis Howes?

  Where when I was doing Toastmasters, I remember I knew how much it crippled me to speak in front of an audience of two or 20.

• 46:15Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 46:16Lewis Howes?

  In high school and college, it crippled me to stand up and read aloud everything. It was just like miserable. And I met, actually overcoming another fear of mine, which was salsa dancing. I was overcoming this fear of salsa dancing by doing it every day and going out to the clubs three times a week and doing group lessons and private lessons and putting myself in front of a sea of Latino people as the tall white guy standing out and feeling so humiliated and embarrassed, but I was dedicated to my vision of becoming a great salsa dancer. I met a guy who was unbelievable salsa dancer and I said, what do you do, you know, for your living? And he said, I'm a professional speaker. And I go, really? And I was like, I've always been afraid of speaking.

• 46:57Lewis Howes?

  You know, I'd love to learn how you became this so I can understand it. And we went to lunch and he told me about Toastmasters. I'd never heard about it before. He goes, I want you to join Toastmasters next week and do some research and join it and do it every week for a year. And just out of like trusting the guy, I was like, okay, that's what I'm gonna do. And what I did, I didn't just find one Toastmasters. I found five different ones that I went to as a guest, like a club to teach public speaking. And I went to five different ones within a week. And what happened is there was one that was so intimidating, way beyond all the others. It was like everyone was a professional speaker. Everyone, people at New York Times were selling books and it was like these, everyone was

• 47:37Lewis Howes?

  in suits and I was like this 24-year-old punk, like kid. And I was just like, uh, what am I doing here? But I was like, this is the place I need to be, the place that brings me the most fear, anxiety and stress. I need to go here because they're gonna elevate me quicker than the easier place, right?

• 47:55Speaker 01

  Yes. That's so important. A lot of people, I wrote this piece a number of years ago, back when I was still writing regularly for The New Yorker. And it was about red shirting kindergarteners. So do you do you actually?

• 48:10Lewis Howes?

  Red shirting.

• 48:11Speaker 01

  Red shirting, so it comes.

• 48:12Lewis Howes?

  Wait till they're six, not five?

• 48:13Speaker 01

  Exactly, exactly. So it comes from sports, right?

• 48:16Lewis Howes?

  Yes, yeah, yeah.

• 48:17Speaker 01

  So you you wait a year and it was very popular for a long time because your kid's bigger and stronger and does better. And it's actually, it ends up that it's much worse for kids over the long term. Because what is going to make you stronger? Is it going to be being a weaker, like a smaller fish in a stronger pool where you actually have role models and have to push yourself and have to strive and be the kind of best version of yourself?

• 48:43Lewis Howes?

  You're gonna struggle, because there's gonna be people smarter and older than you.

• 48:46Speaker 01

  Exactly, or do you want to be, you know, ahead above everyone else? So you never have to learn to work hard at these crucial formative years. And and all of a sudden, it actually comes back to bite you because you were always the best. It's not good to be the best. I've I always tell people that one of the reasons I love being a writer and being a journalist is I get to go to the smartest people in the world and say, "Teach, tell me what you know. Teach me." I what my goal in life is to always be the dumbest person in any given room.

• 49:16Lewis Howes?

  Speak in my language.

• 49:17Speaker 01

  Because that's how you learn. That's how, I mean, it's so inspiring. I just want to be surrounded by people who are better than I'll ever be. I I want to, I want them to shed, I I want to see what they're doing. I want that to inspire me. I don't want to be surrounded by people who, you know, who I can't learn from.

• 49:36Lewis Howes?

  I know.

• 49:36Speaker 01

  And so.

• 49:37Lewis Howes?

  This is why I continue to interview for the last seven and a half years, the brightest people in the world. Because I'm like, wow, I'm just learning so much and then I can implement it. And I love that you said red shirting because I was a football player in college. And I was the only freshman to not red shirt at the college I went to out of like, I think, thirty or forty freshmen that came in. Because I said to the coach, part, half of it was my stubborn ego.

• 50:01Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 50:01Lewis Howes?

  I was like, I want to play. And, you know, part of me was like, I wish I would have red shirted after the fact because I didn't play, I played, but not that much. But what it forced me to do is I was on the field during games with all the upperclassmen. And I was terrified. I was like, don't mess this up. And I was like, everyone's watching and all the freshmen are back at home on away games because they don't get to travel. So I'm experiencing it as an eighteen year old where most of them are like, okay, we just practice and show up to home games. And I remember because. It accelerated my process for the next year. I was a starter and I was dominating where all these other freshmen that were now with their first year playing is like,

• 50:41Lewis Howes?

  "Okay rookie, you're now in your second year, but Lewis had experience, we're gonna put him in the mix." And it was a powerful experience. I mean, I, I lost some, some time maybe playing where I didn't get as much playing time where maybe that other freshman would have, but it accelerates the learning curve quicker when you're thrown in the mix.

• 51:02Speaker 01

  It does because you're forced to get better. I mean, there's just, there's no other way around it. You, you actually have to challenge yourself. You have to get better, otherwise you're just, you're gonna be cut. You're not going to be able to make it. And I think challenging yourself is just, it's a very powerful way to grow. I mean, that said, of course, there are certain kids who, who don't benefit from that. So I don't want it like, there are always exceptions. Um, and so I'm not saying that this is true of everyone, but I think

• 51:32Lewis Howes?

  Sure.

• 51:32Speaker 01

  It's such an inspiring thing for, for a lot of people. Um, and it's so, I mean, it's also liberating. It's so funny because it's very difficult for a lot of people to say, you know, I don't know, I don't understand. For me, it's so liberating. I, I love saying that after I became comfortable with it. I remember the first time when I just started uh, being a writer, when I was kind of in journalism, just starting out, I'd often be tempted to, when someone said, would give me an explanation to be like, uh huh? And I didn't quite get it. And then I realized, I did that once or twice, and then I realized I couldn't write the piece because I didn't really get it.

• 52:10Lewis Howes?

  You didn't ask the dumb question.

• 52:12Speaker 01

  I didn't ask the dumb question.

• 52:13Lewis Howes?

  Which has been how I've succeeded my whole career is asking dumb questions.

• 52:17Speaker 01

  So then, so then I realized, okay, I have to really understand it. And I have to be, it has to be fine. I have to be okay looking stupid in front of all of these smart people. That's fine. I mean, they're the experts. I'm not. And so then I became, it was so liberating and I became very good at saying, No, tell me again. I'm sorry, I still don't get it. I don't understand this. And then I would try to explain it back to them. So is this what you're saying? And sometimes they'd say, yes, exactly. And other times they'd say, no, you still don't get it. Here you go. Keep. And then eventually I would get it. And I had experiences, usually the toughest things I've written about, like in, in, not emotionally, but

• 52:55Speaker 01

  in terms of, I just didn't get the material at all. Cause I, you know, I studied psychology, but I did not study hard science. Like I, I don't understand a lot of that. And I was writing this piece because I was interested in sleep, but it was very physiological, complicated research into, you know, the neuroscience.

• 53:13Lewis Howes?

  Biology and chemistry.

• 53:15Speaker 01

  Biology, biochemistry. And I did, like, I couldn't get it. And this interview lasted forever. And I think the woman was getting a little frustrated with me. Um, and then she actually, I got the nicest note I've ever gotten from her after the piece was published. She said, this is the clearest explanation of my work I've ever read. And I was like, I got it. See, I tortured you for hours and you hated me. But I, at the end, I got it.

• 53:40Lewis Howes?

  I think a lot of us, one of my, um, goals for my show is to find the complicated things and break it down so that my eight-year-old self can understand it. Cause in a lot of ways, I still feel like I'm living in an eight-year-old minds and, you know, I'm physically bigger, but I still like, ah, I don't know this. I don't get this. And I still ask in a way where I feel like is very ignorant, but it's also like, most of the world is ignorant.

• 54:08Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 54:08Lewis Howes?

  Yet we're faking it that we know these things or whatever, you know?

• 54:12Speaker 01

  And being willing to admit ignorance is actually already a huge step up. And I think you're so lucky that you're still an eight-year-old because something that we, that I think kids have, and then it's just drummed out of them in school and by society, is just innate curiosity and the willingness to experiment and to try different things. And then that's just like, that's just beat out of us by the world because, you know, we, we don't get rewarded for it. And people will stop saying, oh, that's a great question. They'll be like, why is your mind wandering? That's not what we're talking about. No, this is the way to do this. Not that. Don't do it this way.

• 54:48Lewis Howes?

  Yeah. It's funny. We just brought a, a new member on our team. And I, after a couple of weeks, I checked in with her over emails, just like, hey, I'm just really appreciative of your hard work. I know you have a lot of onboarding and learning to do, but you know, keep asking questions and keep showing up with a positive attitude. And if there's anything I can do, let me know. And she emailed back, she goes, this means a lot to me. You know, I'm so grateful for this team, the culture, because in my last company, I wasn't allowed to ask dumb questions. They just expected you to have the answer.

• 55:18Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 55:19Lewis Howes?

  And here, I feel comfortable. I can just ask at any time and I'm not shamed for it. And I think that's important to constantly cultivate people in being okay to ask questions. Otherwise, we're going to be stuck in certain ways. I'm curious, it sounds like you've mastered to a certain point and degree, not fully, how to manage your anxiety and controlling your nerves in poker. Would I say that's safe to say?

• 55:47Speaker 01

  I mean, I think it's something that I'm constantly working on, but I'm definitely, I've definitely learned a lot about it.

• 55:53Lewis Howes?

  Yeah. How, but I heard you say that you still get nervous when you're speaking in public and this and that, maybe a little more nervous there. How do we translate the skill of nerves and anxiety in one category over into other areas of our life?

• 56:08Speaker 01

  I think, I think

• 56:11Speaker 01

  the first, the first step is this kind of metacognitive awareness and of realizing that, oh, these skills really do transfer. So there are so many poker players who are amazing at poker and suck at life.

• 56:23Lewis Howes?

  Really?

• 56:24Speaker 01

  They actually, they actually don't transfer any of the skills over because they've never, they don't have metacognitive awareness. They've never actually sat down and

• 56:31Lewis Howes?

  What does metacognitive awareness mean?

• 56:33Speaker 01

  Thinking about thinking. So thinking about your own mind. So being aware of your own thought process.

• 56:38Lewis Howes?

  Got it, got it.

• 56:39Speaker 01

  Being, being aware. So it's like not cognitive, but meta cognitive.

• 56:42Lewis Howes?

  Uh huh.

• 56:43Speaker 01

  You add meta to anything and it sounds smart.

• 56:45Lewis Howes?

  Sounds cool.

• 56:46Speaker 01

  And deep.

• 56:48Speaker 01

  Neuro, let me add neuro in there somewhere.

• 56:52Lewis Howes?

  Neuropsychology, neurobiology, guys like.

• 56:56Speaker 01

  There we go, there we go. So it's just being aware of your own thinking and having kind of a bird's eye view of yourself. And a lot of poker players don't, don't do that because they don't care. And so they can be amazing decision makers at the table and then go and blow it all at the craps table. Because they just, it's a totally different world.

• 57:14Lewis Howes?

  Or be horrible in their relationships or whatever.

• 57:16Speaker 01

  Exactly, yes. So you have to, you have to have that awareness. But that's step one, is to realize that, okay, I'm learning important skills and they're actually going to transfer. These aren't poker skills. These are life skills. These are decision making skills. Then you have to do the exact same thing you did to help in the poker process. And by the way, I still get nervous in poker. So this, I think you need to realize that learning to manage tilt, learning to manage your emotions, it doesn't mean that your emotions are suddenly going to go away. It just means that you've learned to anticipate them and already anticipate responses to them.

• 57:54Lewis Howes?

  So let's walk through a scenario. You're about to go into a tournament. I don't know what, what's big for you right now? Is it 10,000? Is it 10,000?

• 58:01Speaker 01

  Yeah, 10,000's big.

• 58:02Lewis Howes?

  So you go into a tournament, maybe it's $20,000 tournament. It's your first time going in. And it's all men. You're the only woman. How do you mentally rehearse the day before, the morning of? All the scenarios that are going to go wrong. What do you say to yourself? Give me like a 60 second recap of awareness, preparing, and then do you script in your mind like, okay, when I feel like I'm, I really don't like this person right here? Like, okay, I take three breaths. I have a mantra. What is that process for you?

• 58:33Speaker 01

  Yeah, I actually have noise cancelling headphones, which is much better than a mantra.

• 58:39Speaker 01

  Just drown them out. Drown, drown out the noise. But yeah, so I always, um, this is something that my mental coach taught me to do. And it's, I think it's really powerful and it works not just in poker. But he said, when you're feeling intimidated, when you're feeling anxious, when you're seeing and starting to think, oh, I don't belong here. Look at all of these amazing people and, and me, and they are used to playing these tournaments and I'm not. And you have to, you have to think this is a person first and a poker player second. Everyone is only human first and everyone has backstories and everyone started somewhere and you have no idea when they got lucky.

• 59:22Speaker 01

  You have no idea if some billionaire decided to spot them the buy-in for their first big break because they thought, ah, this kid's nice. I like his face. Here you go, kid. Take this 20 grand and go play this tournament. That happens, by the way. That happens a lot. And so he said, you don't know all of those things about them. So don't assume, you are making so many assumptions when you look at people and when you're intimidated by them, you are assuming that, oh, this person is kind of this perfect decision maker. They're so much better than I am in this and that and that. But you can't instead realize this is just a person and this is a person with issues and this is a person with problems and this is a person who has all this stuff going

• 1:00:04Speaker 01

  on and humanizing them and actually bringing it down does so much to relieve that anxiety and to actually make you dread it less because you realize, oh, well, okay, sure, they're probably good, but they also got lucky. And so if I don't do well today, that also doesn't mean that I'm horrible. That also, that might mean, you know, I got unlucky too. So a lot of things have to come together and it's also. Taking a little bit of the pressure off of your off of yourself because a lot of anxiety comes from performance anxiety and from pressure that you're putting on yourself that oh, what if I fail, he says, well, reframe it. It's not failure, right? It's you've challenged yourself to do something that scares you to kind of go to this next level. You've already succeeded.

• 1:00:49Speaker 01

  If you can succeed in conquering your nerves enough to do this, because you've challenged yourself to do this. So now the outcome doesn't matter, right? Divorce yourself from the outcome. Obviously, it would be nice to do all-

• 1:01:00Lewis Howes?

  What if the outcome matters to you? I want to win. I want to write this New York Times bestselling book.

• 1:01:04Speaker 01

  So that can't you can't do that. You can't do that. No, you can't-

• 1:01:08Lewis Howes?

  What should the out what should you be committed to?

• 1:01:09Speaker 01

  You can't you can't be focused. So this goes back to our to our question earlier on about weight loss. You can't your goal cannot be the outcome. Your goal has to be the process because you do not control the outcome. The outcome, that's luck. That's variance. That's chance. That's noise. What's in within you to control is the process. What you're there to do is to make the best decisions you possibly can. If you do that, you've won. You've accomplished your goal, whether or not you actually win. If you don't do that, if you end up making horrible decisions and lucking out, you played badly and you just got really, really lucky. You should not be proud of that. So you might have gotten the outcome, but your process is flawed, which means over the long term, you're actually going to give all that money

• 1:01:54Speaker 01

  back.

• 1:01:55Lewis Howes?

  Right.

• 1:01:55Speaker 01

  Because you have the wrong process.

• 1:01:57Lewis Howes?

  You should stop gambling or not gambling. You should stop playing poker.

• 1:02:00Speaker 01

  Exactly.

• 1:02:01Lewis Howes?

  At Tom. Yeah.

• 1:02:01Speaker 01

  Exactly. Take the money and run because-

• 1:02:04Lewis Howes?

  Take it and run and never play again because you'll lose it all and then you'll keep losing to try to get it back.

• 1:02:09Speaker 01

  Exactly. Exactly. So your goal cannot be the outcome. Your goal has to be the process. Once you realize that you say, wow, I actually, these are things that are within me to control. So it's funny. You say New York Times bestselling book. I was to be very honest, I was really hoping that this new book would be a bestseller. My last two books were New York Times bestsellers. I didn't know that we'd be in the middle of a pandemic and in the middle of this national, you know, movement, race movement, and all of these things would be-

• 1:02:37Lewis Howes?

  And financial crisis.

• 1:02:39Speaker 01

  Happening and financial crisis and all of these things would happen when my book came out. So The Biggest Bluff sold more copies in its first book in its first week than either of my previous books. Both of those made the New York Times bestseller list. This one did not. Because

• 1:02:53Lewis Howes?

  This one sold more copies, you said.

• 1:02:55Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 1:02:55Lewis Howes?

  The first two.

• 1:02:55Speaker 01

  Than the other, but it didn't make the list because.

• 1:02:58Lewis Howes?

  Why is that?

• 1:02:59Speaker 01

  Circum. Because the backlist was so strong on it because there are so many books that came out over the last 10 years that are now on the list because of all of these different things.

• 1:03:09Lewis Howes?

  Right, right, right, right, of course.

• 1:03:10Speaker 01

  So the, so the sales are.

• 1:03:11Lewis Howes?

  So it's not based on how the quality of your work, it's not based on the process.

• 1:03:16Speaker 01

  Not any of that. So I actually still, I think that.

• 1:03:18Lewis Howes?

  It's bad, it's bad timing for your goal.

• 1:03:20Speaker 01

  Exactly. And so that can't, that can't be my goal. My goal is to write the best book I can. And I think I did. I think this is actually the best book I've ever written. I think it's better than my other two books and.

• 1:03:30Lewis Howes?

  Luck plays a lot into our life is what I'm hearing.

• 1:03:32Speaker 01

  Exactly. But I can't, I can, I could control the process. I could control what I did. I mean, I worked really hard. I tried to do as much promotion as I could. You know, I did what I could, but I can't control ultimately what's going to happen. I can't control the outcome. So that can't be my goal. My goal can't be to write a New York Times bestselling book. My goal has to be to write the best book I possibly can, to write a book that people, that will give something to people. Um, and I hope I've done that, um, even though, you know, obviously it would have been nice, but that's not, that's not something I can or can't do.

• 1:04:10Lewis Howes?

  Right. What did you learn about social and human dynamics, uh, with, uh, reading emotion and body language, whether it be movements, fidgeting, hand gestures, eyes. What was your process? And what do you, what do you do now to master the game of human dynamics?

• 1:04:31Speaker 01

  I think that poker teaches you to really pay attention to how people act and how they deviate from that. So what's someone's baseline? What do they normally act like? And what's their usual demeanor? How much do they talk? How do they sit? What's their body language? And when does it change? And. What does that mean? So you have to start noticing kind of the have the baseline samples and notice the deviations from it, which means you're really paying attention closely to someone.

• 1:05:01Lewis Howes?

  You have to pay attention to everyone all the time.

• 1:05:03Speaker 01

  Yes. And then you also realize that most people are really, really good at controlling their faces, so that's just a waste of time. Almost everyone has a pretty good poker face because we're used to it. We're used to controlling our faces. But other parts of the body, we don't control nearly as much. So one of the things that I actually learned that's in poker, but it actually so because you played football, you'll you'll get a kick out of this. So it turns out that most of the tells, the physical tells are in the hands.

• 1:05:29Lewis Howes?

  Yes.

• 1:05:30Speaker 01

  So there's actually a lot of research now that's been done that shows that if people are looking at the hands of poker players only, even people who know nothing about poker are able to say with better than chance accuracy, who has a strong hand and who doesn't. Because we don't control our pulse and our, you know, the way that we normally gesture our hands, we don't realize just how much our hands give away. The reason I said you'd get a kick out of this is there's actually parallel work that was done in rugby that some so people who are spectators, even people who don't know anything about rugby, by looking at a player's hands can actually predict the direction of the ball. And it's so cool. And so I'm assuming that if it's true in rugby, it's probably true in football, too.

• 1:06:13Lewis Howes?

  You read tells for sure. I mean, you could read tells based on like the wide receiver, based on their hand placement.

• 1:06:17Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:06:18Lewis Howes?

  Okay, you know, it's a pass or if it's a run, if it's down, like you can tell. It's I think I saw in this, there's a friend of mine, Vanessa Edwards, she has a site called Science of People, where she studies like the science of human behavior. And one of her studies, I don't know if it was her study or psychological study, she found, she said like the first thing that one of the first things we look at as human beings when we're walking down the street is actually not the eyes, but it's like the hands for safety, to make sure there's nothing in the hands. I don't know if it's maybe I'm off in some way there, but it's like, well, quickly, like it's just a brief second, like a glance at the hands. I don't know if it's women do that for men or men do that for women or what that is, but I remember hearing that.

• 1:07:01Speaker 01

  Yep, and sometimes looking at the faces actually give you the wrong signals.

• 1:07:05Lewis Howes?

  Right, like the con man book that you write, yes.

• 1:07:07Speaker 01

  Oh, yep, that was, exactly, exactly.

• 1:07:10Lewis Howes?

  So don't look at the face for the tells.

• 1:07:13Speaker 01

  No, no, because you also, you get them wrong information. So people read a lot of things into faces that they shouldn't. Like, we have subconscious stuff, like the jawline, someone's eyebrows, you know, someone's nose. Those are signs of, there can be signs of trustworthiness that, you know, evolutionarily, for some reason, we think, oh, this is a trustworthy face. We make this judgment in milliseconds, fractions of a second, and they oftentimes have nothing to do with reality. There's some fascinating research in Princeton where this guy, Alexander Todorov, is able to tell how someone is going to vote, basically what candidate is going to win an election for local elections,

• 1:07:55Speaker 01

  based on doing scans of people and just showing them faces and giving them likeability judgments that they, that they solve within fractions of seconds. If you tell people, do you realize that the more likable candidate, based on just facial structure, when you don't know anything about the candidate, is the person you voted for?

• 1:08:14Lewis Howes?

  Really?

• 1:08:15Speaker 01

  They'll laugh.

• 1:08:16Lewis Howes?

  Facial structure?

• 1:08:17Speaker 01

  Yeah, so the way that he does it is actually like...

• 1:08:21Lewis Howes?

  So you might, so you might be so, you might, it doesn't matter how good of a politician you are, or how eloquent you are, sometimes the luck is how your face is shaped.

• 1:08:28Speaker 01

  Exactly, just...

• 1:08:29Lewis Howes?

  Shut up.

• 1:08:30Speaker 01

  And your height and all, yes, for sure. So the way that he actually was able to do it is he did local elections that had already happened, but where people didn't recognize the candidate. So if it was like a local Virginia election, you know, he would do this study in California or whatnot. So not, not national politicians, and he was able to predict the outcomes of those elections.

• 1:08:50Lewis Howes?

  No way, just based on shape of face, or like facial...

• 1:08:53Speaker 01

  Yeah, just, exactly, just, just, just a, just a quick...

• 1:08:58Speaker 01

  Quick little scan of the face.

• 1:08:59Lewis Howes?

  Wow.

• 1:09:01Speaker 01

  And people don't realize that they're using these cues. And of course, in real life, it doesn't always work that way because we have other cues as well. But it's crazy and it's really important to know that we have such strong subconscious biases.

• 1:09:14Lewis Howes?

  Yeah, I love the book Influence.

• 1:09:15Speaker 01

  Yeah, Robert Chaldini.

• 1:09:18Lewis Howes?

  Yeah, Robert Chaldini is amazing. I think it's the seven, seven cues of influence, like liking, social.

• 1:09:24Speaker 01

  He's great. He's a wonderful psychologist.

• 1:09:27Lewis Howes?

  Social proof, liking, all these different things. It's really powerful. And it's what, it's the book a lot of online marketers have used for years on how to persuade people to buy or to opt in for something. It's like giving a free gift. You know, all these different things is what marketers use to get people to buy into their, their products or services.

• 1:09:47Speaker 01

  Absolutely.

• 1:09:48Lewis Howes?

  All big brands do this, you know, in, in real life.

• 1:09:51Speaker 01

  Do you know what the Bible of con artists is, as I found out?

• 1:09:55Lewis Howes?

  That book Influence?

• 1:09:56Speaker 01

  No, Dale Carnegie's How to Win Friends and Influence People.

• 1:10:00Lewis Howes?

  I guess. What, they studied that book?

• 1:10:02Speaker 01

  Yeah, a lot of con artists, they, they read that book and they think it's just the best thing ever.

• 1:10:06Lewis Howes?

  They're so good at getting people to like them and trust them, right?

• 1:10:09Speaker 01

  Yep, exactly.

• 1:10:11Lewis Howes?

  Wow, this is fascinating stuff. I have so many other questions for you, but I want to be respectful of time and, and get to the final few questions. I want to, before I ask the final few questions, I want to make sure everyone goes and checks out this book. Do you have an audiobook any chance also?

• 1:10:24Speaker 01

  Yeah, I did my own audiobook.

• 1:10:25Lewis Howes?

  Amazing. I know how hard that is. I've done a couple of those. The Biggest Bluff, How I Learned to Pay Attention, Master Myself, and Win. Make sure you check this out. A really powerful book and some, some crazy stories in there as well.

• 1:10:41Lewis Howes?

  You're not that active that I've seen on social media, but where should we follow you if you're going to be on there more?

• 1:10:47Speaker 01

  I'm most, I think I'm the most active probably on Twitter and also on Instagram. So on Twitter, I'm at M. Konnikova and on Instagram, I'm Girl Named Maria, but girl with no I because somebody had already stolen Girl Named Maria with an I. So G R L named Maria.

• 1:11:03Lewis Howes?

  Okay, cool.

• 1:11:05Speaker 01

  And if, if, if you can teach me how to influence the person with the I to give up that screen name to me, I will be very grateful.

• 1:11:13Lewis Howes?

  I, I've gotten three Instagram accounts to give them over to me, three big names actually.

• 1:11:22Lewis Howes?

  And I've, I haven't been able to influence the person with Lewis.

• 1:11:25Speaker 01

  Ah, at Lewis, that would be, that would be something.

• 1:11:29Lewis Howes?

  But I do have at Lewis on TikTok, so you know, something there, something there.

• 1:11:34Speaker 01

  Nice.

• 1:11:35Lewis Howes?

  So make sure we, make sure we go follow you. We got the book is on Audible, I'm assuming. And it's on Amazon and everywhere books are sold. Check this book out. I think it's gonna really help you. For me, I'm fascinated by human dynamics and, and, uh, social dynamics and psychology. I, I think I would have loved to have studied this in school, but I just try to find brilliant people like yourself and try to use what I can learn. Couple final questions for you. This one is a question I ask everyone at the end of my interviews called the three truths.

• 1:12:05Speaker 01

  Okay.

• 1:12:06Lewis Howes?

  I'd like you for to imagine for a moment a hypothetical situation where it's many, many years away, but it's your last day on earth. And you can live as old as you want to be, but at one point you gotta turn the lights off and go to the next place. And you have accomplished every dream you can think of, or at least you've accomplished every good decision. Maybe the outcomes didn't happen, but you accomplished every good decision making process. And you've written many books and done other things you want to do. They've all come true. But for whatever reason, you gotta take all of your written work and audio and video content with you to the next place. So no one has access to it anymore. And you get to leave behind three things you know to be true from all your lessons in life that you would share with us.

• 1:12:52Lewis Howes?

  The three biggest lessons you've learned that you would want us to know about how to live a better life. What would you say are your three truths?

• 1:13:01Speaker 01

  Um, let's see. People matter the most. I think that would be number one. Um, and that's, I think where, where you really want to focus your time. Because everything else you can, everything else is replaceable. But your, your family, your friendships, your relationships, I think that that's the single most important thing. And too many people realize that too late. And when it's no longer possible to have. A meaningful relationship and so I think the earlier that you can do it, the, the better.

• 1:13:33Lewis Howes?

  Yeah.

• 1:13:34Speaker 01

  Um, and this, yep, so the second one is actually related to what we were talking about with, uh, with decision making, it's the experience is not the destination. So, so focus on the experience and do things for the experience and be motivated by that. Because that's also what you're going to remember and that's what you can control. And I think that that's, those are the things that you can do in your life to make it more meaningful and also to make yourself happier because if you focus too much on the destination, on the outcome, then you're never going to be satisfied. And I think it's just so important to be in the now, be in the present and to just focus on, on that.

• 1:14:19Speaker 01

  I think that if these are, these things are all related and interconnected.

• 1:14:23Lewis Howes?

  Yeah.

• 1:14:24Speaker 01

  And I think that's really important. And three, never do things because you think that they're going to be useful. Do things because you care and because you're passionate about it and because you think that it's important intrinsically to do. I think so many people make poor decisions because they say, oh, I'm gonna study this because it's gonna be the useful career path. If, how will I do, I don't wanna learn about this, how's it gonna be useful? They always wanna know how is this going to be useful? Well, you never know what the future holds and you never know what's going to be useful or not. And you never know how your life is going to work out, so just relax. You can't plan for that and living your life by the useful principle is not going to,

• 1:15:08Speaker 01

  is not going to lead to the results you think. The people who are the best poker players aren't the ones who are motivated by money. They're the ones who are motivated by love of the game, by making good decisions, by actually, they're, they're fascinated by the thought process. The guys who wanna get rich are the guys whose names you forget and who end up going broke. And so I, I think that that's the better motivation for everything, you know? Try to, try to live to, to be better, to better yourself, to leave the world a better place and not because you think that something's gonna have some sort of use or utility. Don't try to put that sort of calculation on it.

• 1:15:46Lewis Howes?

  It's great coming from my analyzer yourself from Russia. I like that. Maria, I want to acknowledge you for a moment before I ask you the final question. I want to acknowledge you for your ability to risk and go out on the, you know, what we call the skinny branches and try something new when you had this amazing career and, you know, you're making good money and you were studying the things you wanted and writing for the New Yorker and all these different things were happening, but you said, you know what, I want to try and experiment. I want to go try this thing and who knows if it's going to work or not, but I'm going to do it. So I acknowledge you for the risk taking, for your constant curiosity and human behavior and for, for showing up powerfully during this interview. It means a lot to me.

• 1:16:26Lewis Howes?

  Of course, yeah. My, my final question for you, Maria, is what is your definition of greatness?

• 1:16:35Speaker 01

  My definition of greatness is someone who leaves the world a better place than they found it and leaves a situation and leaves the people who interact with them better than they found them.

• 1:16:47Lewis Howes?

  Maria Konnikova, thank you so much. Appreciate it.

• 1:16:50Speaker 01

  Thank you so much, Lewis. This has been an absolute pleasure. What a fun interview and so different from anyone else.

• 1:16:55Lewis Howes?

  Yeah, thank you.

• 1:17:00Lewis Howes?

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• 1:17:56Lewis Howes?

  And information back on the page there for this full episode. And if you want inspirational messages from me like thousands of people do every single week, text me the word PODCAST to 614-350-3960. And I want to leave you with a quote from Jack London. "Life is not always a matter of holding good cards, but sometimes playing a poor hand well." Ooh, I just got the chills on that one because I know so many of you have not been dealt great cards. At birth, you haven't been dealt great cards in high school, college, and your career, and you've always had to learn how to play a poor hand well.

• 1:18:42Lewis Howes?

  I feel like that's been my entire life. How do I make the most of the cards I've been dealt so that you become the card dealer at some point? That's what this is all about. And if you haven't been reminded lately, you matter, you are loved, and you are worth it. I'm so grateful for you. And as always, you know what time it is. It's time to go out there and do something great.