Why Mess Feels So Triggering

Why does a messy house feel so overwhelming? In this episode, Dr. Becky unpacks the deeper emotional roots behind why physical clutter—like the laundry pile or the half-unpacked suitcase—can feel like a personal failure instead of just “stuff.” She explores how mess stirs feelings of chaos, shame, and “not enoughness,” especially for parents carrying the invisible mental load. You’ll hear why mess taps into childhood messages, cultural myths around “good moms,” and our very real need for control and completion. Plus: practical tools for separating self-worth from clutter, listener questions, and a powerful reminder—you are not your mess. If you've ever felt like the state of your home says something about you, this episode is for you.

Speaker names marked ? are inferred from speaking time and the show’s known hosts — they are not voice-verified.

• 0:00Dr. Becky Kennedy?

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• 0:43Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  All right, let's set the scene. It's Sunday night. It's summer. You get home way later than you wanted to with your kids. You walk into your door and immediately it hits you. You walk into that Amazon box you told yourself you would return, and now you know what's one more thing on your list. You keep walking and, oh my goodness, you forgot to put the laundry into the dryer and it's just been sitting there soaking and it smells. Then when you finally get to the kitchen, there is your kids' camp lunchbox not unpacked. You open, there's a half-eaten sandwich, and as you throw it in the garbage, you want to scream out and explode, and your whole world feels like it's collapsing on you. If mess is triggering for you, if it

• 1:26Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  feels like those dishes in the sink, or that water bottle that's under the couch, or those bags in front of you that, yeah, in theory, you could unpack later, but you literally just can't sit on the couch and watch a TV show until it's already done. If that feels like, oh my goodness, that is what is happening in my brain and my body all the time, I promise you, you're not alone. There's nothing wrong with you, and this is an episode you need to finish and then maybe save, also send to a friend so you can talk about it. I am right there with you. I am in part talking about this for myself. Mess, visual clutter, oh my

• 2:11Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  goodness, it brings up so much for me, and I want to explore it with you. I'm Dr. Becky, and this is Good Inside. We'll be back right after this.

• 2:29Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Here's a question parents ask me all the time. How can I help my kid take ownership of their routine? I love this question because owning a routine is such a good way for kids to build independence and confidence. It's why I'm excited to tell you about Yodo, the screen-free audio player for kids. In the mornings, your kid can wake up with Yodo's alarm clock. When your kid gets home from school, Yodo has focus tracks, audiobooks, music, and learning content. One of my kids really likes to write and record their own stories with the "Make Your Own" cards. Then at night, your kid can build a wind-down routine with Yodo's toothbrush timer, white noise, and nightlight. With the right sounds, stories, and a bit of structure thanks to Yodo, mornings feel more manageable. Homework time feels calmer, and winding down before bed becomes something kids can run themselves,

• 3:14Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  making the whole school year feel a little easier for everyone. Use the code DRBECKY15 for 15% off your order at yodoplay.com. New customers only, ends October 31st. Terms apply. Offer valid on select products only. I don't know about you, but by the time September rolls around, I am ready for cozy season. That's when I start thinking about Thanksgiving plans and travel that allows me to spend quality time with my family. I'm thinking board games, changing leaves, maybe even a living room with a fireplace where we can read our books together. Maybe you're the kind of family that loves an adventure and wants a cabin in the mountains somewhere. Or maybe you're dreading the end of summer and need to look forward to staying at a home on the beach with a view of the ocean.

• 3:56Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Or maybe you love to cook, so you want to stay in a home with your dream kitchen. Wherever your travel plans take you, it's the perfect time to get a little reset, together as a family, before the holiday season and craziness begins. But here's something you may not have considered. If you're planning to go away this year, leaving your own space empty, you can list it on Airbnb while you're away to give another family some quality time in a home away from home. You get to make use of your space, and you can earn some extra income to put toward your family's future travel plans. Your home might be worth more than you think. Find out how much at airbnb.com/host.

• 4:36Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Why is mess so triggering for us? Okay, there's actually a couple of reasons. I think that when we have this visual mess, the sink is full. I don't know, the sand is everywhere. The clothes are still in the laundry basket, even though we wanted to do laundry before the end of the day. Why it stirs up so much in so many of us? Number one, in general, our triggers are our teachers. I'm going to say that again, it really matters. Our triggers are our teachers. That might be a new idea because if you're like most of us, we think our triggers are a sign of something being wrong with us. They're not. They're really trying to tell us a story that we haven't yet fully comprehended from our past.

• 5:20Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And we often have to kind of extrapolate beyond the concrete thing that triggers us to think about what it might represent and the lessons we learned early in our life about those themes. For example, let's just reflect on this together. How was mess, I'm going to put mess in quotes, how was mess thought about in your home growing up? Think about visual mess. Think about emotional mess. Think about academic mess. Think about, think about relationship mess. Did I grow up in a home where a wide range of feelings was tolerated?

• 6:03Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Did I grow up in a home where I had to be a fairly narrow, specific, very put together version of myself and was that encouraged in my home? You might be thinking, okay, how does how my parents dealt with my feelings relate to the fact that I really go ballistic when there are still dishes in the sink? It's because our body inside has learned lessons about who we need to be to feel valuable and worthy. And so if being perfectly in order, perfectly presentable, if you grew up in a, ah, do not air your dirty laundry kind of family, which is an interesting phrase.

• 6:48Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  It's a phrase that indicates mess, even though that usually refers to our internal emotions, then it makes sense the visual mess of your home would bring up a really big emotional reaction. So that's one. I know for me, I was kind of a quote, "perfect good girl" growing up. I had my earmuffs. I had my shit together, like, all the time. And it actually took me a while into adulthood to realize there were kind of downsides of that, growing up, because it was so praised, you know, by everyone around me. And I thought that was so core to who I was.

• 7:28Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And I think the downside was, ooh, well, when life gets messy, my internal life, my emotional life, my relationship life, my parent of three kids coming home late on a Sunday night in July, reality of what my home looks like, life, I am not so well-equipped to manage, because part of me is screaming, "This is not who I am." Like, this is unsafe. This is a three-alarm fire.

• 7:57Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Another reason why mess can be so triggering is something I actually just recently started thinking about, that I just want to share with you, because I'm kind of developing these thoughts as I go. So, a recent UCLA study found something that I think was so compelling and so validating. They looked at stress responses. They literally looked at cortisol levels in our body, right? Cortisol doesn't lie. And they looked at how cortisol spikes, meaning how stress spikes, when you're looking at mess and clutter. And they looked at differences, in general, between women and men. And guess what they found? Women

• 8:42Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  have higher levels of a stress response. Their actual cortisol levels in their body are higher when looking at mess than men. Of course, these are general patterns, which tells me something that's completely in line with what I think a lot of us experience. We're not making it up. That mess in our house is stressful. Our body actually perceives and takes in visual mess, often in a different and much more heightened way.

• 9:21Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Then many of our male counterparts. So if it feels like, oh, I have a husband and I swear we can walk into the same house, coming home late on a Sunday and he is able to, I don't know, sit on the couch or just take a deep breath and I feel like I'm in a war zone just trying to survive. You're not making that up. Your body actually registers those visuals very differently. This has actually now been established, which is so validating. Now, I think there could be a couple of reasons for this, but the one I've been really thinking about that I want to share with you, and I'm so curious to get your thoughts. Please do drop comments and, you know, tell me what you think.

• 10:02Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Is if you're the parent who holds the majority of the mental load in your family. You know, kind of the invisible clutter of our brain. For example, on a Sunday night, my kid has to get to bed because we're first in pickup as opposed to being fifth. So she has to be ready extra early. Oh, my goodness, that's where the water bottle is. I guess I didn't have to order those three new water bottles I ordered last night. Now that's one more Amazon box to return. I mean, I'm just getting started. But if you're the parent who's thinking about that kind of stuff constantly, your brain is already at full capacity for mess. Think about it. Think about how messy it is to be the mental load holder.

• 10:43Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  I know for me, three months before a certain soccer class opens up, I'm thinking about it because I know the date and time I have to sign up. And if I don't sign up in the 30 seconds after that email goes out, my kid is not going to be in the class with their friends. That is so messy. I can't close that file. I can't check that off. And so my brain feels very busy and undone. The bucket of things that I have to do and are not yet complete feels like it's at 100% full all the time.

• 11:19Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Then I come into my house and I see a whole situation of more things that need to be done. My body has a very different reaction to that than a parent who is not carrying that mental load or in a way that brain clutter and mess. So I just want you to think about that. Are you the person who carries the majority of the mental load? First of all, let me say thank you for doing that. That is very real work. I think the hardest work we ever do is the real arduous work that is invisible. It's almost crazy making, but I know how real that is because I experience it too.

• 12:02Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And I want you to then give yourself some compassion. I promise you compassion isn't dangerous. Maybe how much I hold from a mental load perspective has something to do with how much capacity I have for visual mess and clutter in my home. Now, I know insight alone doesn't change anything. I always used to tell clients that in my private practice, insight is important. It is a precondition for change. It doesn't just lead to us not yelling and rage cleaning, but it is such an important foundation. And so why are so many of us so triggered by mess?

• 12:41Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  A lot of it has to do with early on lessons we learned about the version of ourselves we had to be, clean and put together. And a lot of it, I also think, has to do with the connection to being the parent who holds the mental load or kind of the mental mess and clutter.

• 13:04Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  I don't know about you, but by the time September rolls around, I am ready for cozy season. That's when I start thinking about Thanksgiving plans and travel that allows me to spend quality time with my family. I'm thinking board games, changing leaves, maybe even a living room with a fireplace where we can read our books together. Maybe you're the kind of family that loves an adventure and wants a cabin in the mountains somewhere. Or maybe you're dreading the end of summer and need to look forward to staying at a home on the beach with a view of the ocean. Or maybe you love to cook, so you want to stay in a home with your dream kitchen. Wherever your travel plans take you, it's the perfect time to get a little reset together as a family before the holiday season and craziness begins. But here's something you may not have considered. If you're planning to go away this year, leaving your own space empty, you can list

• 13:49Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  it on Airbnb while you're away to give another family some quality time in a home away from home. You get to make use of your space and you can earn some extra income to put toward your family's future travel plans. Your home might be worth more than you think. Find out how much at Airbnb.com/host. Here's a question parents ask me all the time. How can I help my kid take ownership of their routine? I love this question because owning a routine is such a good way for kids to build independence and confidence. It's why I'm excited to tell you about Yodo, the screen-free audio player for kids. In the mornings, your kid can wake up with Yodo's alarm clock. When your kid gets home from school, Yodo has focus tracks, audiobooks, music, and learning content. One of my kids really likes to write and record their own

• 14:34Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  stories with the make your own cards. Then at night, your kid can build a wind down routine with Yodo's toothbrush timer, white noise, and nightlight. With the right sounds, stories, and a bit of structure, thanks to Yodo, mornings feel more manageable. Homework time feels calmer, and winding down before bed becomes something kids can run themselves, making the whole school year feel a little easier for everyone. Use the code DRBECKY15 for 15% off your order at Yodoplay.com. New customers only, ends October 31st. Terms apply. Offer valid on select products only.

• 15:12Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  So the other day I went on Instagram and I just decided, hey, I want to ask you about your relationship with mess. And I thought I knew what the poll responses would be.

• 15:26Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  But I was kind of shocked. And so I'm going to give you a moment to think about. I'm going to read a question. I want you to think how you would answer it. And then I want you to think about kind of the responses in general. And then I promise you, I won't make too long. I'll share the answers. Okay, here's the first question I asked. How important does it feel to have a clean house when visitors come over? This is a question I asked you, our amazing Good Inside audience. And here are the choices I gave, okay? First response, critical. I immediately panic clean. Two, very. I don't feel okay unless the sink is empty. Three, somewhat. I tidy what they'll see. Four, not really. I tell myself they'll get it.

• 16:09Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  How important does it feel to have a clean house when visitors or friends come over? Here's the response. First of all, this was one of the most highly engaged polls I've ever put up, which lets me know this is a topic on so many people's minds. So again, you're not crazy. You're not alone if this is a thing for you. Only 2% of parents told me that having a clean house when visitors or friends come over is not that important because they'll assume they'll get it. 98% of parents know that this is a big topic for them. 28% said it's somewhat important.

• 16:48Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  What that means is for 70% of the parents I asked, having a clean house feels very or critically important. If you want to know the split, very important was 32%. Critically important, I immediately panic clean, was 39%. That basically means if there were 100 of us in a room, 40 of them would say, I panic clean. This is critically important. And so please, I just want you to know you are not alone. This is not a sample size of one. I know in your home, and sometimes it can feel like this, our partner or our kids around, you're like, oh, my goodness, am I a monster for you? Just to know, you're not the only one

• 17:34Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  who panics in these situations. I just think it is so, so helpful. Now here's the other important poll I asked. Where do you feel the most when your house is messy before people come over? My chest tightens, my brain spins, I feel shame, all of the above. One third of you, 33% say all of it. Your chest tightens, your brain spins, you feel shame. 30% said the biggest thing is shame. Which goes back to why this is triggering in the first place. The truth is, nothing ever really triggers us if it doesn't carry shame. Right? Shame is kind of this feeling of aloneness or badness, unworthiness. Almost like this deep unconscious sense of unlovable ability.

• 18:19Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And to some degree, yes, going back to that Sunday night. I'm just a little bit late, but the 20 minutes coming home late feels like eternity. The Amazon box, the kind of unpacked bag, the sunscreen, the water bottle. It feels like each of those things is saying to me, you are not good at being a mom.

• 18:41Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Other people do this better than you do. Other people have figured this out. This isn't that hard. You are broken. One of the things I just want to give you, knowing how much shame there is here, is to some degree, we feel shame when we haven't separated our behavior, what we do or what's in front of us, from our identity, who we are. See, that's what just happened, right? When I was voicing it myself, my messy house is saying to me, I'm a failure. I'm a monster. And so this mantra has really helped me. I'm not going to lie, it doesn't help every time. Nothing helps every time, but it's helped me sometimes.

• 19:25Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And I think that's the best we get. My house is a mess. I am not a mess.

• 19:33Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  My house is a mess. I am not a mess. I actually really want you to join me in saying it out loud. And maybe you're somewhere where that would be awkward, but just maybe embrace the awkwardness. I feel like someone might hear it and they'd be like, oh, kind of what I need to hear. Maybe you'll make a new friend, okay? My house is a mess. I am not a mess. And if you can see me, we have these two hands. My house is a mess. That's my house. It's a disaster. It's true. I am not a mess.

• 20:02Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  I'm not a disaster.

• 20:05Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  My house is a mess. I am not a mess. I want you to hear that as something I whisper to you as many times in a day as you need it. All right, I want to move on to some parent questions I got about this topic. So many of you ask such poignant questions. I'm just going to go through a couple that came up a lot. Okay. When my kid leaves their stuff everywhere, I feel like they don't respect me or they don't respect their possessions. How do I stop taking things so personally? Okay, first of all, I just think this is a beautiful question because I know for me, when I'm spiraling, this is not the question I ask. My question sounds like this, so it's okay if yours does. Why doesn't my kid respect me? Why doesn't my kid respect their belongings?

• 20:48Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  I am not often so thoughtful as to say, how do I stop taking it personally? It just feels true. So if your house being left a mess, if your kid having their towel on the floor every time you see it makes you think that your kid is looking at you in the eye and saying, I don't respect you.

• 21:07Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  I don't respect how hard you work to get me a nice towel. Like, I have been there myself where the towel feels like it's talking in a very, very attacking way to your soul. Now, this question has that layer of self-reflection where there's an acknowledgement that, ooh, I'm taking it personally. So I'm going to roll with this question because I know we are taking it personally in that moment, and I like this parent's kind of, you know, ability to think about it in that way. I think one of the things that has helped me in moments is always kind of going back to the difference between least generous interpretation and most generous interpretation. So if this is new for you, get ready. This is going to blow your mind and be helpful in literally every area of your whole life, even if it has nothing to do with parenting.

• 21:53Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  When we get really upset, almost always, we're using an LGI, least generous interpretation. And it is the easiest thing for our brain to come up with for a lot of reasons. Most people in our life, growing up, used a least generous interpretation with us. And also, our brain sees something annoying, it just short circuits to having a kind of, this is annoying, someone is doing this to me interpretation. So let's take the towel on the floor, or the fact that, you know, my kid's jacket is like, I'm picturing my own house. It's like, the jacket is right by the door, the crocs are over here, the water bottle is here, the camp backpack, the towel somehow is somewhat out of the backpack, but as far away from the laundry as possible. It's like a trail.

• 22:37Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Least generous interpretation. My kid doesn't respect me. My kid is spoiled, right? My kid thinks I'm just gonna pick up after them. Here's the thing about a least generous interpretation. It immediately puts us as kind of an enemy with our kid. I mean, if I start thinking that, I really don't like my kid in that moment. It's the part of parenting we don't talk about enough. We interpret something our kid does, in a way, very frequently, that in that moment, just makes us not like our kid. And then you know what's gonna happen if I start seeing my kid as the enemy? I'm gonna act like an enemy right back. What is wrong with you? Did you not see the trail of shit you just left in the hallway? You think I'm gonna pick that up? I signed you up for this camp.

• 23:20Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  The least you could do is pick up one thing. Okay, people often say to me, you are so good at acting. I always love this. I think that is the most creative interpretation. I think the most realistic interpretation is, I've obviously said that. Obviously, I'm human too. All of that is an LGI. So together, let's come up with an MGI. What is my most generous interpretation of why my child left a trail of items between our front door and their cubby, where they could have put everything away in an organized fashion? Now, there's not one right answer. But here's what MGI does that is so powerful.

• 24:04Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  It changes our perspective from this, where my aperture, like a camera's aperture, is so narrow. My kid doesn't respect me. My kid thinks I'm gonna pick up their stuff, to doing this.

• 24:17Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Hmm. Instead of being certain my kid is an awful kid, now I'm just wondering. And as soon as you wonder with a most generous lens, I promise you, good things happen. So what might be an MGI? My kid had to pee as soon as he came home and knew I wanted things out of the backpack, but just couldn't get together and ran to the bathroom. Now, I'm not even saying this is true, but as soon as I make up an MGI, you know what happens first? I like my kid again. I also like myself again, but more than in that first moment, I do. Another MGI. I have a much more sophisticated understanding of what coming in from camp and putting your

• 24:59Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  stuff away looks like than my seven-year-old son does, maybe even than my 13-year-old son does. I can hold things in my head in sequence in a way my child can't. See, what an MGI allows us is it allows us to like our kid. It allows us to not take it personally. And it allows us to approach our kid and then, and there are so many ideas that now come to mind. There are so many things I could say to my son next that would actually help him build the skill of staying organized, none of which will happen if I intervene from that angry LGI perspective.

• 25:39Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  I don't know about you, but by the time September rolls around, I am ready for cozy season. That's when I start thinking about Thanksgiving plans and travel that allows me to spend quality time with my family. I'm thinking board games, changing leaves, maybe even a living room with a fireplace where we can read our books together. Maybe you're the kind of family that loves an adventure and wants a cabin in the mountains somewhere. Or maybe you're dreading the end of summer and need to look forward to staying at a home on the beach with a view of the ocean. Or maybe you love to cook, so you want to stay in a home with your dream kitchen. Wherever your travel plans take you, it's the perfect time to get a little reset together as a family before the holiday season and craziness begins. But here's something you may not have considered. If you're planning to go away this year, leaving your own space empty, you can list

• 26:24Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  it on Airbnb while you're away to give another family some quality time in a home away from home. You get to make use of your space and you can earn some extra income to put toward your family's future travel plans. Your home might be worth more than you think.

• 26:38Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Find out how much at Airbnb.com/host. Here's a question parents ask me all the time. How can I help my kid take ownership of their routine? I love this question because owning a routine is such a good way for kids to build independence and confidence. It's why I'm excited to tell you about Yodo, the screen-free audio player for kids. In the mornings, your kid can wake up with Yodo's alarm clock. When your kid gets home from school, Yodo has focus tracks, audiobooks, music, and learning content. One of my kids really likes to write and record their own stories with the make your own cards. Then at night, your kid can build a wind down routine with Yodo's toothbrush timer, white noise, and nightlight. With the right sounds, stories, and a bit of structure, thanks to Yodo, mornings feel more manageable.

• 27:22Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Homework time feels calmer, and winding down before bed becomes something kids can run themselves, making the whole school year feel a little easier for everyone. Use the code DRBECKY15 for 15% off your order at Yodoplay.com. New customers only, ends October 31st. Terms apply. Offer valid on select products only.

• 27:47Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Okay, let's go to the next question. I grew up in a house where dishes were never left in the sink overnight. I'm immediately thinking of a story. I'll come back to it. But now sometimes I do it, and it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong. Is this really bad?

• 28:04Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  I just want to give you a hug as a first step. And there's so much wrapped up here. And I'll tell you a story from my own home and my own childhood that I hope starts to answer your question, you know, without even saying it directly. So I remember being at a boyfriend's house, right, when we were dating, and waking up there. We were in college, and my now husband, I was, you know, visiting him. And I remember getting coffee in the morning. Okay? And the coffee thing was like almost empty. And so I was like, all right, I'll make some new coffee. And I went to the filter, like where the filter was, and all of the kind of wet coffee grinds from the previous pot were still there.

• 28:46Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  I think I was like 20 at the time. I was beyond confused. I thought the coffee machine was broken. Okay. And then I realized in my house, growing up, my dad would always make coffee. And immediately after making the coffee, before pouring the first cup even for himself, he would take the filter, empty it out, wash it and put it back clean. I kid you not, at age 20, I don't think I had ever seen a coffee filter that still had the grinds in it. And I felt, I felt really judgmental. Like, who doesn't do that? I mean, I've later realized that my family was definitely in the minority. Most people just wait to do that because it's annoying. And you don't even know if you're gonna have a second pot, or whoever's gonna make the second pot can do that themselves, whatever it is.

• 29:32Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And this became like a thing for me where I then increasingly started making coffee on myself. And I felt this deep internal conflict, like before I poured the first cup. Do I have to empty out the filter? Like, can I enjoy my cup of coffee? While the coffee filter still has these wet grinds? Is that selfish? Is that bad? I think so many times in adulthood, when we're saying, is this bad? Am I bad? We're kind of wrestling with a different question. Can I give myself permission to do something in my adult life? That is just very different from how the adults in my life, growing up, did those things.

• 30:16Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And then we're not really even talking about coffee grinds or about stuff in the sink. I think we're talking about separation and figuring out what do we want to take from our family of origin? What values of our families are still values of ours? Like, yes, I want to carry that on.

• 30:38Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And what are values we have in adulthood that are different from what our parents had? That become the ones we live by? And I know you might be thinking, so, so your value you want to pass on to your kid is about coffee grind? It's not like if I actually think about what this question and my experience have in common is, is it okay to do something for myself before something else is cleaned up and tidy? Is it okay to engage in self-care instead of house care?

• 31:19Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Is it okay to have a moment of pleasure before a moment of efficiency? Is rest a reward? Or is rest a right? I don't want to pretend that I have the answers to those questions exactly. And you've heard me say anything like this before. I actually think the power is actually always in asking ourself a question, not coming up with a definitive answer. And so those are the sets of questions I'd even say to you, hit back 30 seconds. Just listen to the questions again, maybe do it again and again. And just see how the questions land.

• 32:04Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  See if they do widen your aperture about what might be possible and what really feels important inside you. We covered a lot today. And I hope that even if mess still feels triggering to you, which it will, one thing doesn't make everything better, that you have a little less mess in your head in terms of understanding it. Sometimes having clarity in the things that are so confusing for us makes the thing just a little bit easier. I know talking about this with you today actually really helped me. And I'm hoping I had that impact on you. So two things as we end.

• 32:48Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  Number one, please know, even if right now or the moment you walk into your house today, it is a mess. You are not a mess. You are enough.

• 33:03Dr. Becky Kennedy?

  And second, I love hearing from you about the podcast. I read every single thing you write, every email and every single review. So if this episode or the podcast in general resonated, please take that moment to rate and review it. It really means so much. I'll see you next time.

• 33:30Dr. Becky Kennedy?

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• 34:14Dr. Becky Kennedy?

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• 34:53Dr. Becky Kennedy?

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• 35:38Dr. Becky Kennedy?

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