Pod Insights British Scandal Sharon and Ozzy | Paranoid | 2 About this episode Sharon and Ozzy try to build a life that works: a family, a comeback, a tour that keeps the money coming in and the wheels on. But life on the road exposes every crack. Ozzy’s addictions resurface, Sharon’s ruthless instincts sharpen, and a dangerous enemy from her past turns their lives upside down.
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0:00 Matt Forde? A note before we start, this episode contains a pretty upsetting depiction of domestic violence. If you or someone you know is experiencing harm in a relationship or needs support, we've put links to free support services in the episode description.
0:14 Matt Forde? What are you working on there, Alice?
0:15 Alice Levine? Just kind of planning out the year for the show, just some decisions to be made. I kind of wanted to talk to you about it, see what you thought.
0:21 Matt Forde? I think you can just decide, you've got good judgement.
0:23 Alice Levine? No, Matt, I don't want to be like the controlling dictator on the show that just takes over, you know, I want you to be invested.
0:29 Matt Forde? Well, thanks, okay.
0:30 Alice Levine? So there's some talk about the logo, you know, like, everyone loves it, but maybe we've had the red for too long, so how do you feel, green or blue?
0:40 Matt Forde? Well, there's blue in the Union Jack, isn't there, so blue makes most sense, I think.
0:44 Alice Levine? I think, yeah, green is nice though, isn't it?
0:47 Matt Forde? Now you mention it, yeah, let's go with green.
0:50 Alice Levine? Great choice, okay, green. I notice you've been, I guess you'd call it, growing your hair out, so are we thinking for the next haircut a bit shorter or a bit?
1:00 Matt Forde? This doesn't really feel like it should be within the remit of the podcast, that feels personal to me, really.
1:06 Alice Levine? Probably shorter, though.
1:08 Matt Forde? Probably, yeah, if that's what you say and want, but it's starting to feel quite controlling, and not just that, it's patronising, I feel like you're babysitting me.
1:14 Alice Levine? Whoa, come on now, I think that's a bit much.
1:18 Matt Forde? Can I have my sucky bottle now, please?
1:19 Alice Levine? Of course you can, you've been a good boy.
1:27 Matt Forde? June 1984, Beverly Hills Hotel, LA.
1:33 Matt Forde? Ozzy sprawls on the velvet couch of his chalet, curtains drawn against the blazing Californian sun, lights on, AC blasting, two lines of medical-grade cocaine in front of him.
1:46 Alice Levine? I've never fully understood that expression, because there isn't a scenario where a medical professional would prescribe you cocaine.
1:54 Matt Forde? Isn't there?
1:54 Alice Levine? Yeah, because street grade, no thanks.
1:57 Matt Forde? Don't waste my time.
1:57 Alice Levine? Even domestic grade, not really that bother. Medical grade.
2:01 Matt Forde? That's beyond industry standard, it's kite-marked.
2:06 Matt Forde? You'd be an idiot not to do it, it's good for you.
2:09 Matt Forde? Ozzy has the whole day off and nothing else to do this morning but enjoy this first hit.
2:16 Matt Forde? He lifts his head, stares at the door. His nose twitches. He's not expecting anyone. A chill grips him. It's a raid. He dives forward, scoops up his coat, bolts to his feet. Uh, just a minute. Clutching his stash to his chest, he dashes to his kitchenette. Rips open cupboards, drawers, goes to sling it in the cabinet under the sink when he remembers. Sniffer dogs. He rushes to the bathroom, lifts the toilet mittel and peers down into the glistening bowl. But he can't let all this coke go to waste. Ozzy drops to his hands and knees, tips it out into a mound on the floor, presses his nose to the tiles.
3:03 Matt Forde? Oh. The powder tears up his nostrils, a huge cloud hitting the back of his throat. Oh, my shit. His eyes fill with water, his pulse picking up and up, but he can't stop now. Between snorts, he licks his fingers, frantically rubbing more into his gums. His heart is going like a jackhammer in his chest. Uh, I'm coming. He sprints to the door, his face bright red, throbbing. He unfastens the chain, flings it open, and his chest almost bursts open when he sees who's standing there. Hello, vegetable. Don Arden, Sharon's father.
3:48 Alice Levine? Seeing the in-laws unexpectedly, stressful. Seeing the, seeing the in-laws unexpectedly when you've absolutely gobbled a mound of cocaine.
4:00 Matt Forde? The best thing to do surely is just run to the toilet and puke it out.
4:03 Alice Levine? From your nose.
4:04 Matt Forde? But it's gone down into your belly, hasn't it?
4:06 Alice Levine? Surely, isn't that how bodies work?
4:07 Matt Forde? Or just have some sort of, um, what would it be, like a rinse, a nasal rinse?
4:12 Alice Levine? A nasal douche.
4:13 Matt Forde? A nasal douche. Ozzy's mind bubbles, anxiety crackling all over his skin. Don Arden does not make social calls. If he pays a visit in person, it's either to rob you or break your legs. Ozzy stands frozen, then tries to speak, but all he can do is gurgle. I heard about what happened with Sharon. Ozzy grips the doorframe, the floor giving way beneath him. A full-body shudder ricochets through Ozzy as Don strides past him into the room. A sly grin spreading over his face, slowly baring his teeth. "I think it's time you and I had a little chat."
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6:02 Matt Forde? From Audible Originals, I'm Matt Ford.
6:05 Alice Levine? And I'm Alice Levine.
6:06 Matt Forde? And this is British Scandal.
6:18 Matt Forde? So Alice, what are your thoughts on The Osbournes?
6:20 Alice Levine? Very different thoughts to what I entered this series thinking, actually. I think, like a lot of people listening, my main knowledge of The Osbournes comes from the MTV TV show The Osbournes, where they're portrayed as this lovable, cuddly bunch of oddballs, but it doesn't really cover any of the darkness of the Black Sabbath years and the early years of Ozzy's solo career, which was a mess, frankly.
6:45 Matt Forde? Yeah, and Ozzy himself is a unique sort of character. What's your take on him?
6:50 Alice Levine? Well, he's undoubtedly incredibly charismatic, incredibly talented, but he's his own worst enemy. You know, he's had... A really awful beginning to his life and you can see that he's such a troubled young man, so vulnerable and being an addict doesn't really cover it. The way that he interacts with drugs and booze, it's shocking at this point in the story that he's even still alive.
7:13 Matt Forde? Yes, he's a chaotic individual who's being egged on to be even more chaotic because that effectively becomes the business model and into that mix obviously is Sharon.
7:22 Alice Levine? I mean Sharon is not messing, she is a force of nature, she is a woman who has had to grow up really fast, she's sort of been neglected in the music industry by her father who's sort of just let her bring herself up. And through having this domineering dad in Don Arden, she's established this behaviour which is some combination of of sort of saviour complex and enabler where when presented with these big personalities, these damaged men, she feels like she has to take care of everything and with Ozzy she really infantilises him and that develops a really deep resentment and upset which results in these explosive interactions.
8:05 Matt Forde? It is a really destructive dynamic and if you can believe it, this relationship is about to get even more dramatic. This is episode two, Paranoid.
8:19 Matt Forde? Two years earlier, March 1982, Burbank, California. Ozzy stares at himself in the bathroom mirror, bloodshot eyes, and takes a big swig of vodka.
8:33 Matt Forde? He's dressed head to toe in black like always, but today it's for Randy's funeral.
8:38 Alice Levine? He died.
8:40 Matt Forde? Yes, so this is another infamous story in the life of Ozzy Osbourne. When they were on that tour bus, the reason why the plane hit it was the bus driver had hired a plane and he wanted to just fly low past the tour bus and sort of buzz it to give everyone a fright. He gets Randy in the plane with him, who had a fear of flying, and hits the bus and they die.
9:04 Alice Levine? My god, that is so tragic and frankly so stupid.
9:11 Matt Forde? Ozzy still can't believe it. They were on stage together last week. Now he's his pallbearer. Ozzy pulls a small, crumpled note from his pocket. A short eulogy he'd intended to read, but he's not sure he can go through with it. Sharon slides behind him and puts her arms over his shoulders. Squeezes. Come on, we have to go.
9:40 Matt Forde? Ten minutes later, Ozzy loiter's by the hearse. He pulls furtively on a joint, then feels Sharon's elbow in his ribs.
9:49 Speaker 03 One vicar accidentally stoned is enough. Don't make it two.
9:55 Matt Forde? Ozzy drops it, blows away the smoke. Sharon neatens his lapel. Make Randy proud. Ozzy hoists the coffin onto his shoulder. He feels the eyes of the congregation turn as one to face him as the church doors open.
10:12 Matt Forde? His insides squelch. He's played stadiums all over the world, performed to millions, yet sixty people in this church is sparking a full-blown panic attack. At the far end of the aisle, propped up against the altar, he sees a portrait of Randy. Beautiful. Forever young. Playing his heart out. It makes Ozzy want to turn, to run, to leave this church, this city, this country. Head home and hide. Never set foot on a stage again.
10:44 Matt Forde? Reaching the front, he lowers the coffin. Turns to hear whispers, words of gratitude. A mournful nod of respect from Randy's mother.
10:54 Matt Forde? He feels his soul lift. Then he sees pride beaming from every inch of Sharon's beautiful face. For fifteen years, rock and roll has been everything. But now, he wants more. A home, a family. He sits, takes Sharon's hand, and looking into her soft, quivering eyes, makes himself a vow. He's going to take what bits of his broken life remain and build a new one. With Sharon as his wife.
11:36 Matt Forde? Eighteen months later, September 1983, London. Sharon gazes down lovingly at baby Amy, cradled in her arms, inhaling the warm, milky scent as her daughter wriggles herself to sleep.
11:52 Matt Forde? Wrapped in this little nest of bed sheets, the horror and heartache of the last year seems like a lifetime ago.
11:59 Matt Forde? Ow, fuck! Ozzy staggers into the room, placing down a tea tray. Sharon looks at the cremated toast, the murky grey tea. Anyone else serving of this would get it flung back at their head, but from Ozzy, it's adorable. She picks up the post, flicks through a stack of cards from friends and well-wishers, when her fingers fall upon something that snags her breath.
12:27 Matt Forde? Ozzy's plane tickets. He's leaving on a world tour in a few days, and she organised it.
12:34 Speaker 03 Right, come on, costume fitting.
12:37 Matt Forde? Ozzy slumps onto the bed. Oh, can we not put this off of you, or fucking five? Sharon would give anything to keep Ozzy at home, but as his manager, she knows he has to get back out there. They have a baby to support now, and Ozzy is still her only client. She peels him up off the duvet, through to their walk-in wardrobe.
13:01 Speaker 03 This one's fun, sort of Evel Knievel.
13:04 Matt Forde? Ozzy huffs. Looks like Cheeseburger Elvis. Sharon holds out another, a white leather catsuit with a huge feathered collar. He huffs again. What if I get bat blood on it? Do they have washing machines in arenas?
13:23 Alice Levine? This is just begging for an aerial detergent campaign, isn't it? It's very Daz Doorstep Challenge.
13:28 Matt Forde? What would it be, in a light enough for the Prince of Darkness?
13:31 Alice Levine? Oh, for goodness' sake! We are wasted.
13:36 Matt Forde? If any multinationals out there want to use us to write your ad campaigns, we have very flexible morals.
13:44 Speaker 03 Never put leather in a washing machine! God, Ozzy! Don't bite any more fucking animals either!
13:52 Matt Forde? She watches him slump into an armchair.
13:56 Speaker 03 Why don't you come with me?
13:58 Matt Forde? Sharon spins round in astonishment.
14:00 Speaker 03 Ozzy, we've got a two-week-old!
14:05 Speaker 03 She's tiny, she'll fit in the fucking hand luggage! I'm not bursting my fucking fanny stitches trying to keep you in line on the road, absolutely not! She takes your breath away, she really does.
14:16 Matt Forde? Ozzy slumps down further. Sharon watches him, heart pinched. She knows he depends on her for everything. But fourteen months of near-constant touring with a newborn?
14:29 Speaker 03 Ozzy, this is insanity, even by our standards! Why? You were on the road as a kid, it was your family fucking business!
14:38 Matt Forde? Sharon pauses, picturing herself and Amy, the costumes, the chaos. Then feels a crackle of excitement as she thinks, it might even be fun. She can't believe she's entertaining this, but the Osborns are hitting the road.
15:06 Matt Forde? Six months later, the Four Seasons, Florida. Ozzy pinches a dirty nappy at arm's length as he marches through the hotel corridor, headed for the dumpsters outside. He has no idea what Sharon's been feeding the baby, but the nappies have been nuclear. Striding out along the hotel pool, he flinches as he hears his name.
15:29 Speaker 03 Hey, Oz, gonna give us some of that good shit?
15:33 Matt Forde? Ozzy spins, sees Tommy Lee and Nikki Sixx, sunbathing, surrounded by women, drinking beers. So these are the support act for Ozzy Osbourne, well-known as Motley Crue, Tommy Lee and Nikki Sixx. And Tommy Lee went on to become Pamela Anderson's husband for a brief period of time, and also, of course, her co-star in the infamous sex tape that I don't think anyone here has seen. Um, but we've heard about it.
16:02 Matt Forde? Ozzy looks down at the fetid nappy, then at the thick rail of cocaine on their drinks cooler, and seethes with jealousy.
16:09 Matt Forde? Wanna bump?
16:11 Matt Forde? Ozzy gazes longingly at it. A quick line would really take the edge off. But he promised Sharon he'd stay clean.
16:20 Matt Forde? Sorry, lads.
16:21 Matt Forde? Tommy waggles a straw.
16:23 Matt Forde? Come on, we signed up to tour with Ozzy Osbourne, not Danny fucking Osmond.
16:29 Matt Forde? Now that is a mad tour pairing. Like having Slipknot supporting Lewis Capaldi. Not, no. Ozzy's jaw clenches as the women start laughing too. He's not gonna let a bunch of fluffy-haired Yanks trash-talk him. He grabs the straw, drops to his hands and knees, then places his nose at the end of a sticky discarded lolly stick by Nicky's feet.
16:55 Matt Forde? What the fuck?
16:59 Matt Forde? Half a dozen ants fly up his nostril, tickling the backs of his eyes.
17:04 Matt Forde? Holy shit, dude!
17:07 Matt Forde? Ozzy shakes his head, then grins.
17:10 Matt Forde? Give me something to wash it down with, then.
17:15 Matt Forde? A dozen beers and half a bottle of JD later, Ozzy's in full flow, chatting to a young bikini-clad fan, when he sees the faces of Tommy and Nicky cloud over. He feels his t-shirt being yanked.
17:31 Speaker 03 I see you found the fucking trash!
17:33 Matt Forde? Sharon rips the bottle from his hand and drags him back to their room.
17:39 Matt Forde? Fuck Sharon, you're not my fucking mum!
17:42 Speaker 03 No, I'm your fucking wife, who you let alone to get fucked up with some floozy!
17:48 Matt Forde? Ozzy feels his blood boil.
17:50 Matt Forde? It's fucking hard work, what I do!
17:53 Speaker 03 Oh, sorry. Not like raising a fucking baby!
17:57 Matt Forde? Fucking madness bringing a fucking baby on tour.
18:00 Matt Forde? I wouldn't, I really wouldn't. Ozzy, this was all your idea. You said bring the baby on tour, you snorted the ants. I said don't bring the baby on tour, and I haven't snorted any ants. The maths don't lie. He reaches for the door handle, sick of this. When something explodes next to his ear. Bourbon sprays his face. He looks in shock, then fury, at a dent in the wall inches from his head. Glass shards from a JD bottle dripping down. He twists around. Rage bubbles up inside him, then erupts as he charges forward. Dives through the air, tackling Sharon onto the bed.
18:41 Matt Forde? Ozzy, no!
18:42 Matt Forde? Amy's cries cut through his temper, snap him back to his senses.
18:48 Matt Forde? Staring into Sharon's petrified face, he's immediately racked with remorse.
18:55 Matt Forde? He pushes himself off the bed, totters onto his feet, the room swaying. He wipes a shaking hand across his mouth, draws a shuddering breath. He still has over a hundred shows ahead of him.
19:07 Matt Forde? This old thing, i- i- it was a mistake.
19:10 Matt Forde? He can either be a rock star or a father, but he can't be both at the same time.
19:29 Matt Forde? One week later, Beverly Hills Hotel, LA. A Rolls Royce glides into the forecourt. Don Arden kills the engine. Pats down what's left of his hair in the rearview, then hops out, tossing his keys to the valet.
19:48 Matt Forde? He glances up at the giant billboard, Ozzy's big grinning face everywhere. But word has reached him that not all is well in the Osborne household. There's rumours Sharon left the tour, flew back to England. And for Don, whenever there's chaos in the Osborne household, there's opportunity.
20:08 Matt Forde? He bangs at Ozzy's door.
20:11 Matt Forde? Pressing his ear to it, he hears footsteps scurrying.
20:14 Matt Forde? Just a minute.
20:16 Matt Forde? Don grinds his teeth. He hates being made to wait.
20:20 Alice Levine? When he turns up at places unannounced.
20:25 Matt Forde? Eventually, the door cracks open, revealing Ozzy, wired, bug-eyed, gormless. Exactly the drug-addled disaster Don remembers from Black Sabbath's prime. Hello, Vegetable. I think it's time you and I had a little chat.
20:43 Matt Forde? He pushes past him into the room. I hear you're having some difficulties with my little girl. Anything you want to tell me? He fixes Ozzy with a cold stare, as he buzzes about anxiously.
20:54 Matt Forde? It was a squabble, that's all. Things got a bit out of hand, but that's just what we're like.
21:00 Matt Forde? Don grins. So the rumours are true, just as he hoped.
21:07 Matt Forde? You want to be careful, Oz. Sharon's not someone to push around.
21:12 Matt Forde? Yeah, no, I mean, she can be a bit nuts, but who am I to fucking judge?
21:17 Matt Forde? No, you're nuts. She knows exactly what she's doing. Don's grin widens, as Ozzy's head tilts confused.
21:27 Matt Forde? He isn't here to check in on the state of his daughter's marriage. He couldn't care less about that. He's here for himself.
21:33 Alice Levine? Yes, that's very apparent, Don. What's interesting here about the dynamic where Don kind of feeds off the chaos and the tumult between Sharon and Ozzy is that there's a very similar pattern happening in a way, where Sharon feeds off Ozzy's chaos. They kind of all need him to not be on the straight and narrow, because that's what creates the content and the attention and the shows and the controversy. That is the product.
22:00 Matt Forde? Don backed the wrong horse siding with Black Sabbath. Their last two albums have been disasters. Their tour has drawn crickets. They're done, and they're dragging down his company.
22:12 Alice Levine? Right, so Black Sabbath's still going, managed by Don, but actually, they're nothing without Ozzy, because he's the one with all the talent and the one that people are really interested in. And then Ozzy, going solo, still generating attention, still generating interest.
22:26 Matt Forde? Don has come to get even. Come on, Oz, you must have noticed. Using violence to get her way, sex, anything she can. It makes him sick that his daughter has somehow turned this gibbering coke casualty into the hottest ticket in town. Don can't stand it. There's nothing she won't do for a fucking dollar, that one. And I mean, nothing. Don doesn't care what he has to say to make it happen. Nah, you're off your fucking onion, man. There isn't a single client of mine she hasn't screwed. One way or the other. There's a word for that, and it ain't manager. Don straightens his jacket. If you ever get out from under her spell, you know where to find me.
23:13 Matt Forde? Stomping back to his car, Don grinds his teeth. Ozzy's such a blockhead, it's impossible to tell if anything he said took root. He needs this man back under his control. He can't leave it to chance. He's a goddamn goldmine right now. And he definitely can't rely on Ozzy to make a rational decision. So Don is going to take a different tack. He's going to double down on his plan. And if he has to ruin Sharon to get what he wants... So be it.
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24:58 Matt Forde? Two years later, Buckinghamshire, England. Sharon leans against a stud wall, frowning at the bathroom blueprints. Now that the builders have positioned the bathtub, the whole layout looks wrong. And she wants this house to be perfect for when Oz gets back. Life has been so much easier since she stopped touring with him. Even if it has meant she's barely seen Ozzy this past year. But two toddlers and another on the way has made the choice for her. Her time is much better spent tending to their home life.
25:33 Matt Forde? She goes to the door, expecting the plumber.
25:38 Matt Forde? Instead, she stops dead. Dad, what are you doing here? Don Arden smirks. Afternoon, Sha. It's been years since she's seen her father. They've barely spoken since she went solo. He didn't even send a card when his grandkids were born. You're not going to invite your old man in? Sharon blinks. She takes in his gold rings, his rounded shoulders. He's older, a little hunched, but he still has the same thuggish frame.
26:08 Alice Levine? And the same thuggish mentality.
26:12 Matt Forde? I hope you don't mind me saying this, you've got a very thuggish frame. Well, I mean that as a compliment, I think.
26:18 Alice Levine? Are you talking to me now?
26:19 Matt Forde? Yeah, you've got real job shoulders.
26:23 Matt Forde? Don rocks on his heels. She sees him take in the grand Georgian exterior. Looks like you ain't hurting for cash these days, Sha. Sharon's brow furrows. Get to the point, what do you want? I'm here to collect my commission. From my former client, the one you poached. Sharon feels the hairs on her arms stiffen. Ozzy, I didn't poach him, you ditched him. Either way, it's still in violation of the non-compete agreement you signed. Sharon doesn't remember signing an NCA, but her dad shoved thousands of documents at her while she was working for him. You're fucking insane!
27:07 Matt Forde? She moves back into the hallway to slam the door, but Don's hand blocks it. A hundred grand. Consider that a fucking down payment.
27:18 Alice Levine? He is a wrong'un.
27:21 Matt Forde? Sharon's eyes widen.
27:22 Speaker 03 Are you fucking shaking me down?
27:25 Matt Forde? Unless you'd rather do this... the hard way? A shudder rattles through her. Her father's entire career is built around shakedowns like this.
27:36 Speaker 03 Mommy? Who is it?
27:40 Matt Forde? She spins. Takes in Amy in the doorway. Her mind races. She tries to weigh her options. She does have cash upstairs. An emergency fund. She glares at her father.
27:53 Speaker 03 Wait here!
27:56 Matt Forde? Sharon shuts the door and scurries upstairs. Tiptoes lightly past the nursery. Past her napping babies. Slips silently into her room.
28:07 Matt Forde? From the back of her closet, she pulls a handbag. Peers inside. Her heart in her throat as she counts.
28:16 Matt Forde? Back at the door, she thumps the bag hard into her dad's chest. He looks inside.
28:24 Matt Forde? I said a hundred.
28:26 Speaker 03 I'm giving you fifty. And letting you keep your cock and balls.
28:31 Matt Forde? He grins. Thanks doll. I'll be back for the rest. He strides away. Sharon collapses. A cold, sickly feeling sweeping over her. She's let her father do the one thing she vowed she'd never let him do again. Dominate her. She might have bought some time. But she knows her dad won't stop. So she needs to make a plan to protect her family. And destroy anyone who tries to take her for a fool again.
29:09 Matt Forde? November 1988, New York.
29:13 Matt Forde? Ozzy slumps in his limo, hiding his face from the crowd. Throws another Xanax down his throat.
29:21 Matt Forde? Central Park blurs past the window as he picks up the car phone, punches in Sharon's number for the fifth time, slams the leather seat as he gets her answer machine again. He's barely seen Sharon these last six months, she's busy signing new clients. All she does is work, and he really needs her right now. Religious wingnuts are claiming heavy metal is corrupting America's children. Someone's made a death threat against him. He drains his whisky as the radio crackles.
29:51 Matt Forde? Concerned listeners claim the music contains hidden satanic messages.
29:56 Matt Forde? Ozzy snaps at his driver.
29:58 Matt Forde? Shut that fucking thing up!
30:01 Matt Forde? Ozzy's even had to employ extra security. He just wishes he had them here.
30:07 Matt Forde? Ozzy can't stay sat any longer. He barrels out of the car and sprints to the hotel reception.
30:17 Matt Forde? Ten minutes later, safe in his suite, Ozzy lies back on his bed, pours a drink, pops another pill. He turns on the telly to distract himself.
30:27 Matt Forde? It comes as parent-led pressure groups move to ban heavy metal records, claiming they glamorise occult practices.
30:35 Alice Levine? I mean, is this a case of all publicity is good publicity?
30:39 Matt Forde? Sort of, but it ended up in congress and became a huge battle about freedom of speech and artistic licence. And it wasn't just Ozzy Osbourne, people like Frank Zappa, even John Denver got involved in this and made the case that freedom of expression was effectively enshrined in the First Amendment and that they shouldn't be censored. The upshot of all this was that this is where those little warnings you sometimes get on albums, parental advisory, explicit lyrics come from. This was the resolution to it, in a way the solution. And what they ensured as well was that was a voluntary system rather than government mandated.
31:15 Alice Levine? This feels like such a modern debate because it's the idea that it's the parents' responsibility to control or limit what their children are consuming. Obviously now the conversation is about online content rather than just music.
31:30 Matt Forde? Ozzy grimaces, as his album covers flash on screen. Him, kneeling in a dark room, gripping a raised crucifix draped in a scarlet cape. Him as a werewolf, posing on a log, howling. He grabs his bedside phone, but again fails to get through to Sharon. Instead, Don's voice echoes in his head.
31:51 Matt Forde? Right. There isn't a single client of mine she hasn't screwed, one way or the other.
31:58 Matt Forde? He's increasingly struggling to control these voices.
32:01 Matt Forde? There's a word for that, and it ain't manager.
32:05 Matt Forde? He's resorted to the one coping mechanism he can rely on. He fumbles in his pocket, pulls out a vial of coke, takes a bump... And hears Don's voice again, but not in his head this time, from the TV.
32:21 Matt Forde? It's absolute nonsense. Mr Osborne may occasionally behave like a lunatic vampire, but he's a showman, not a Satanist.
32:31 Matt Forde? Ozzy blinks, convinced he's hallucinating, but he isn't. Don is on camera, defending him. His skull starts to throb. It should be Sharon on screen. What's he paying her for if not this? He picks up the phone again, his fingers hover over the buttons, but then he punches in a different set of digits.
32:56 Matt Forde? Hello? Hello?
33:00 Matt Forde? There's silence on the line, until he hears it connect.
33:05 Matt Forde? Hello, vegetable. What can I do you for?
33:19 Matt Forde? June 1989, Tower Theatre, Philadelphia. Sharon's Mercedes pulls up outside the arena. Her eyes follow the snaked queue of 20,000 raucous fans, all bristling to get inside. The muffled sounds of the pre-show playlist pulsing through the air.
33:39 Matt Forde? Sharon's been so busy getting her management company up on its feet, she's barely seen Ozzy. She knows he's been struggling with this absurd campaign against his music, so she's finally managed to join him on tour. She's missed him, and she knows he's been missing home, too. She's also brought a surprise along with her.
34:00 Matt Forde? She smiles as she takes in her three children, excitedly squeezed in beside her, faces painted with gothic makeup.
34:08 Speaker 03 Your dad's gonna go mad for this.
34:12 Matt Forde? She plucks Amy, Kelly and Jack out of the car, hustling them backstage.
34:20 Matt Forde? Huddled at his dressing room door, she smooths down their little tassled Ozzy outfits, counts them down from three, then pushes the door open.
34:29 Speaker 03 Daddy!
34:32 Matt Forde? She watches the kids race towards Ozzy.
34:36 Matt Forde? Slow, then stop completely as he turns. A dark, drunken mood hovering over him.
34:43 Matt Forde? Sharon, what the fuck is this?
34:47 Matt Forde? Sharon bundles the kids back into her arms.
34:50 Speaker 03 A nice fucking surprise, you prick!
34:52 Matt Forde? He swings round, sending pill and booze bottles clattering.
34:57 Matt Forde? Not them, this!
35:00 Matt Forde? He flings a square file at her chest. She looks down at it, then feels her stomach plummet.
35:07 Speaker 03 Kids, go and find nanny.
35:10 Matt Forde? In her hands is a lawsuit, filed against her and Ozzy, for breach of contract by her father, for ten million dollars.
35:22 Speaker 03 That rat fucking bastard!
35:25 Matt Forde? What have you fucking done?
35:27 Matt Forde? Sharon blocks his path.
35:29 Speaker 03 Me? I'm the one who's been fighting to keep this bullshit off your fucking plate, expanding the fucking business.
35:37 Matt Forde? You knew about this?
35:39 Matt Forde? Her fists clench.
35:41 Speaker 03 He's been trying to blackmail us! He's fucking insane! So I took the executive decision to pay him a retainer to-
35:48 Matt Forde? She's cut off by Ozzy wailing.
35:50 Matt Forde? Oh, fucking kickbacks to your old man! Well, I'm slugging my guts out on the road!
35:55 Alice Levine? Slugging in guts out on the road.
35:58 Matt Forde? I'm slugging my guts out, and I'm also propelling them at my fans.
36:04 Matt Forde? He paces in a tight circle.
36:06 Speaker 03 I did it to try and stop this exact fucking thing happening.
36:09 Matt Forde? He said you were always on the fucking mic.
36:12 Matt Forde? Ozzy storms towards the door.
36:15 Speaker 03 You've been talking to my dad.
36:17 Matt Forde? And I should have fucking listened.
36:19 Matt Forde? She spins round, watching him leave, frozen to the spot. Of course he's been working Ozzy as well. And from the way Ozzy's talking, he's cutting through too. She can't have her father prize Ozzy away from her. Because it won't just be her star client she loses if that happens. It's her entire marriage. Ozzy has been left alone and unguarded on tour for too long. But that's about to change. She has to protect what's hers.
37:04 Matt Forde? Two months later. Dynasty Chinese restaurant, Little Shalfont, England. Ozzy staggers out of the toilets, swaying like a ship in a storm. He slams into the walls as he makes his way back to the restaurant table. This is supposed to be a party. But he hasn't been having much fun. All he wants is a little buzz. He needs something to escape the long shadow of Don's $10 million lawsuit. Sharon has done her best to kill his vibe all day. He thought being sent out on tour was bad. Being summoned back home is a nightmare. It's like living with his ex-wife Thelma all over again. But worse. Because Sharon hits him.
37:46 Alice Levine? So they're trapped in this toxic cycle then?
37:49 Matt Forde? Yes, they were both violent and they've both been open about it. Um, Sharon would throw tables, lamps, telephones at him. She even smashed a bowl of porridge over his head. So the violence was real and it was severe.
38:02 Alice Levine? Yeah, I think a lot of people have this fuzzy, eccentric image of a dysfunctional family in their heads when they think of the Osbournes. But this is extreme.
38:11 Matt Forde? He's had to resort to sleeping pills. And a handful of Vicodin he found in his back pocket.
38:17 Matt Forde? Stepping back into the dining room, something sharp jabs his left arm, causing him to drop his pill. Ozzy turns, sees the hard, pointed ear of a carved mahogany dragon prodding him. This bastard dragon, it's been giving him the evil eye all night. Ozzy squares up to it.
38:37 Matt Forde? Fucking want some, do ya?
38:40 Matt Forde? He throws his arms wide, flares his nostrils. The dragon doesn't flinch.
38:46 Matt Forde? Yeah, didn't think so, scaly fucking prick.
38:50 Matt Forde? He turns back round and discovers he's surrounded by ninjas, dressed as waiters.
39:00 Matt Forde? He strikes a kung fu pose, lets out a high pitched battle cry.
39:04 Alice Levine? The arrogance of men that Ozzy Osbourne thinks that he can take on, potentially a full team of ninjas.
39:13 Matt Forde? You wouldn't want to do it on a full Chinese meal either. If you've just had some duck pancakes, probably the right amount of nutrition for about of this scale. But if you've had chow mein chicken balls, egg fried rice.
39:24 Alice Levine? If you've got a watery belly from sort of dumpling soup, you'd just be sloshing around, wouldn't you?
39:30 Matt Forde? Just as he's about to unleash a spinning roundhouse kick, he feels arms wrap around his waist, dragging him away.
39:38 Speaker 03 It's your infant daughter's fucking birthday party, for fuck's sake, Oz!
39:44 Matt Forde? Ozzy feels his sleeping pill start to kick in, drifting in and out as Sharon berates him again and again.
39:53 Matt Forde? She shoves him in the car.
39:56 Matt Forde? He rests his hot head against the cool car window and shuts his eyes.
40:05 Matt Forde? When he opens them next, he finds he's being lobbed into their bedroom.
40:09 Speaker 03 Don't come out until you're ready to apologise.
40:11 Matt Forde? Ozzy glowers, prisoner in his own house.
40:16 Matt Forde? But Ozzy isn't done. He staggers through to the bathroom, grabs a bottle of mouthwash, chugs it dry. He lets the minty fire burn inside him. He grabs for the mirrored medicine cabinet, goes to open it, but stops as he catches something strange in his reflection. His mouth, it's moving.
40:38 Matt Forde? But he's not the one moving it.
40:40 Matt Forde? Well, it finally fucking happened.
40:44 Matt Forde? Ozzy jumps back, squints, then leans closer.
40:49 Matt Forde? "Treat you like a dancing bear for years, now she's actually fucking caged you."
40:55 Matt Forde? He touches his lips, but can't feel a thing.
40:59 Matt Forde? "He fucking warned you, and you didn't fucking listen."
41:03 Matt Forde? Ozzy turns his head away, but the voice continues.
41:06 Matt Forde? "You knew there was money missing, and you fucking let it go. She spent all her time chasing other clients, you rolled over like a fucking pupper."
41:15 Matt Forde? He stops tensing. The voice has a point.
41:21 Matt Forde? "There's still a way out of this, you know."
41:23 Matt Forde? Ozzy looks back up at his reflection, wills it for the answer.
41:28 Matt Forde? "It's very simple.
41:31 Matt Forde? Sharon... has to go."
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43:57 Matt Forde? Ten minutes later, Amy's bedroom, the Osbornes' home, Buckinghamshire. Sharon kisses her daughter's forehead, brushes the hair from her damp cheeks, the sobbing finally subsiding as she drifts off to sleep. Sharon feels her anger return. She thought she had cleared the house of booze, his drugs, but he could hardly walk tonight. He must have secret stashes everywhere. She storms downstairs and starts tearing the living room apart. Behind the black velvet cushions of his armchair, she finds a bottle of brandy. She flings his leather-bound black magic books from the bookshelves, little baggies of Coke slipping
44:40 Matt Forde? from their pages. Stuffed in the mouth of the skull on the mantelpiece, a block of hash. In the kitchen, she finds gin, whiskey, rum, all tucked into empty cereal boxes. Four bottles of vodka in the oven stacked on their side. Cracking them open, pouring them down the sink, she begins to wonder how she let things get this bad. If she was a good little housewife who dusted or used her oven, she'd never have missed all this. I don't like to victim blame Matt, but it does feel that way. Yes, it's her fault that he hid vodka in the oven. He was actually trying to encourage her to be better by hiding stuff. I can tell this is easy for you. Yep, go on.
45:24 Matt Forde? So that she would find them and that would mend their relationship. He was doing this out of love. You got there. Yep. Draining the last bottle, she turns and leaps in fright to see Ozzy looming silently in the doorway.
45:40 Speaker 03 Fucking hell!
45:42 Matt Forde? She clutches her chest.
45:45 Speaker 03 Come to stop me throwing out all of your precious booze?
45:48 Matt Forde? Ozzy doesn't move.
45:50 Speaker 03 Or are you here to apologize?
45:52 Matt Forde? Sharon narrows her eyes. He looks wrong. His face is pale, lifeless, hair stuck to his damp forehead.
46:00 Speaker 03 Ozzy?
46:02 Matt Forde? Nothing.
46:04 Matt Forde? She peers closer. He looks zombified.
46:07 Speaker 03 Oz?
46:08 Matt Forde? Slowly, he lifts his head, speaks in a clear, calm voice.
46:16 Matt Forde? We've been having a talk and we've decided you've gotta go.
46:22 Matt Forde? His tone turns her spine to ice.
46:26 Speaker 03 We? Who the fuck is we?
46:29 Matt Forde? He takes a step towards her, straight and sharp as a dart.
46:35 Matt Forde? We're sorry, but we've decided.
46:44 Matt Forde? Sharon steps backward, bumps into a chair.
46:48 Speaker 03 Knock it off, Ozzy. This isn't funny.
46:51 Matt Forde? Dread creeps up her spine as he presses forward.
46:55 Matt Forde? You've gotta go.
46:57 Speaker 03 Ozzy, stop. You're scaring me.
47:00 Matt Forde? She hits against something solid, looks down and back to see the kitchen counter, turns back, and his hands are around her neck, squeezing. She screams, but it's pinched off in her throat, only a tiny gasp escaping. She grabs his wrists, tries to wrench them apart, but it's like he's possessed. She swings her hand full force at his head.
47:27 Matt Forde? He doesn't flinch. Panic rises as she feels his thumbs pushing harder. Blood swelling in her head. Her hands scrabble around the counter for some sort of weapon. Her fingers brush a spatula, an ashtray, a bread knife. But Ozzy swings her round, clattering into the kitchen table.
47:45 Alice Levine? Jesus Christ, this is horrible.
47:49 Matt Forde? Her vision starts to darken, pulsing purple. She sweeps her arms around the table, searching for something she can fight back with. And then she feels it. Small, light, plastic. A panic button.
48:06 Matt Forde? Her eyelids growing heavy. She slips her thumb onto the little red button. Musters all her strength to squeeze and slips into black.
48:22 Matt Forde? Twelve hours later, the hallway.
48:26 Matt Forde? Sharon stands in front of a plain white wall, freezing. Her throat roar and ragged, her eyes vibrating with fatigue. All she wants is for this nightmare to be over, to be left alone for one minute. But the police need to document her bruising.
48:45 Matt Forde? The photographer gestures at her. Can you lift your arms for me? Sharon does as instructed, her joints grinding in agony. She winces in pain as the camera flashes. The longest night of her life stretches on. Looking up at the hall clock, she can't believe it isn't even midday yet. God knows how she found the strength to serve the kids their breakfast this morning. How she held back the tears long enough to put them in the car, pack them off to school with a smile as if nothing had happened.
49:17 Matt Forde? She can't believe they slept peacefully in their beds as their father tried to kill her. As alarms blared, sirens wailed, police kicked indoors, dragged Ozzy away, hollering in cuffs. The photographer lowers her camera. My colleague just has a few final things to discuss with you about the charges. Sharon sighs as her assistant hands her a top and a mug of tea. How are you holding up, Sharon? She stares at the swirling milk. I just keep seeing his eyes. It was like a shatter had come down, no spark of him left, just a zombie.
49:53 Matt Forde? Mrs Osborne.
49:54 Matt Forde? A police officer steps in.
49:56 Matt Forde? We recommend you speak with a lawyer as soon as you can. They'll advise you on the next steps.
50:03 Matt Forde? She clutches her mug. I just want my babies to be safe.
50:07 Matt Forde? The officer nods. Well, we can say to that.
50:12 Matt Forde? Her assistant enters, phone in hand. Sharon looks to her, loitering in the doorway.
50:19 Matt Forde? What is it?
50:21 Matt Forde? She looks sheepish. It's your dad. He was at the courthouse this morning. Offering to help Ozzy. The air rushes out of Sharon's lungs. What's left of her world crashing down around her. He wants to meet. She balls her fists. Tell him to fuck off. As far as I'm concerned, I no longer have a dad. Her assistant twitches nervously. Uh, no, I meant Ozzy. Every muscle in Sharon's body tightens at the sound of his name. A cold sweat prickling her scalp. The idea of seeing that demon again. It chills her to the marrow. She tried.
51:04 Matt Forde? Against every single one of her better judgments, she tried with Ozzy. But there's nothing left to save. She's had enough. Of his drinking, his drugs, his foul temper, his violence. No, she doesn't want to see Ozzy. Not now. Not ever again.
51:32 Matt Forde? From Audible Originals and Samistat Audio, this is the first episode in our series Sharon and Ozzy.
51:38 Alice Levine? A quick note about our dialogue. In most cases, we can't know exactly what was said, but all of our dramatizations are based on historical research.
51:46 Matt Forde? If you'd like to know more about this story, you can read I Am Ozzy by Ozzy Osborne, Extreme by Sharon Osborne, Black Sabbath: Symptom of the Universe by Mick Wall, and Off the Rails by Rudy Sasso. British Candle is hosted by me, Matt Ford.
52:02 Alice Levine? And me, Alice Levine.
52:03 Matt Forde? Written by Chris Lockery. Additional writing by Alice Levine and Matt Ford. Our story editor was James Maniac. Sound design by Dan King. Our engineer was Jai Williams. For Samizdat, our producer is Chika Ayers. Our assistant producer is Louise Mason. Our senior producers are Joe Sykes and Dashar Lissitzina. Executive producers for Wondery are Theodora Leludis, Estelle Doyle, and Marshall Louie.
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