Escape Through the Blaze: Follow the Bobcat

A lost hunter inadvertently sets in motion a terrifying chain of events. As his signal fire gets out of control it becomes a massive, uncontainable wildfire. Within minutes, the blaze is rampaging west - towards the hills outside San Diego… towards the houses nestled among the slopes… like the one where Sandra Younger lives with her husband. Can they make it out in time? A Noiser podcast production. Hosted by John Hopkins. Written by Joe Viner | Produced by Ed Baranski | Assistant Producer: Luke Lonergan | Exec produced by Joel Duddell | Sound supervisor: Tom Pink | Sound design by Matt Peaty | Assembly edit by Rob Plummer | Compositions by Oliver Baines, Dorry Macaulay, Tom Pink | Mix & mastering: Ralph Tittley. For ad-free listening, bonus material and early access to new episodes, join Noiser+. Click the subscription banner at the top of the feed to get started. Or go to noiser.com/subscriptions If you have an amazing survival story of your own that you’d like to put forward for the show, let us know. Drop us an email at [email protected] Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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• 0:00Speaker 00

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• 0:33John Hopkins?

  It's October 25, 2003. Deep in the sun-parched wilderness of Southern California, a man carrying hunting gear stumbles through the brush. He is tired, thirsty, and hopelessly lost.

• 0:50John Hopkins?

  His eyes rake the arid terrain, searching for shade or a footpath.

• 0:57John Hopkins?

  But all he can see is more of the same: steep, straw-colored hillsides, thick with brittle vegetation, tumbling down into sandy arroyos, dry creek beds that snake off into the distance, leading nowhere. The man staggers weakly on.

• 1:17Speaker 02

  He had never been hunting before, and he got lost. He got separated from his partner, and he was running out of water. It was a really warm day.

• 1:34John Hopkins?

  Heat distorts the horizon behind shimmering waves. Strong, easterly winds funnel through the valley, blowing dust into the man's eyes and veiling the air in a sepia haze.

• 1:47John Hopkins?

  This is a hot, dry, sinister wind. It rollicks over the brush-covered landscape, swirling and howling like a banshee, itching the man's sunburnt skin.

• 2:00John Hopkins?

  Eventually, when it feels like he might pass out from heatstroke, the man stops. It's late afternoon. He's been wandering aimlessly for seven hours.

• 2:12John Hopkins?

  When darkness falls, he'll have no chance of being found before morning. Will he make it through the night?

• 2:20John Hopkins?

  This is his first ever hunting trip. If he couldn't shoot a deer, what chance would he have against a mountain lion?

• 2:28John Hopkins?

  And so, seeing no other way out, the man lays down his gear and begins gathering up twigs and leaves into a small pile.

• 2:38John Hopkins?

  A tip he's learned is that should you ever get lost with no way to call for help, a signal fire is one way to alert rescuers to your location.

• 2:48John Hopkins?

  Of course, such a method is only permissible in certain environments. In this part of the back country, full of dry, flammable undergrowth, lighting fires is strictly prohibited. But the man is desperate.

• 3:03John Hopkins?

  He sinks to his knees behind his mound of kindling and slides a box of matches from his pocket.

• 3:13Speaker 02

  He did what he'd been taught to do in hunter's safety school, which was to light a signal fire. Which worked, actually, because people saw the fire when it started, reported it, and a couple of sheriff's deputies went out in helicopter and rescued him.

• 3:34John Hopkins?

  But by the time rescuers reached the lost hunter, his signal fire has grown. Months without rain has turned this entire valley into a tinderbox. Coupled with the strong easterly winds, it's a perfect storm for a massive, uncontainable wildfire.

• 3:53John Hopkins?

  Within minutes, the blaze had become unmanageable. A vast wall of flame rampaging west towards populated areas in the hills outside San Diego, towards the houses nestled among the slopes, like the one where Sandra Younger lives with her husband.

• 4:12Speaker 02

  I could see out of our bedroom window to the mountain on the opposite side of the canyon, and it was engulfed in flames. And there was no doubt then that we had to leave, that we should have already been gone.

• 4:40John Hopkins?

  Ever wondered what you would do when disaster strikes? If your life depended on your next decision, did you make the right choice? Welcome to Real Survival Stories. These are the astonishing tales of ordinary people thrown into extraordinary situations, people suddenly forced to fight for their lives.

• 5:01John Hopkins?

  In this episode, we meet 50-year-old journalist Sandra Younger. In 2003, Sandra and her husband Bob have just bought a home in the mountainous backcountry outside San Diego, a beautiful, rugged region of rolling hills and canyons. Together with their pets, Sandra and Bob are living a life of quiet contentment until the early hours of the morning on October 26, when Sandra wakes to an unfolding nightmare.

• 5:30Speaker 02

  Way up in the distance, beyond the ridge lines of the mountains, I could see this orange glow. But I'd been told it was not a threat to me. Don't ever believe anyone who says that. If you feel you're in danger, you probably are and should evacuate. No one's going to bring you an engraved invitation to leave. Just follow your gut and get out.

• 5:56John Hopkins?

  Fueled by strong winds, the blaze will spread at a terrifying pace. And with their beloved home right in its unstoppable path, Sandra and Bob will have just minutes to evacuate or risk being consumed by the fire. But saving themselves isn't just a question of running. With a winding, perilous journey back down the hills ahead of them, surviving the fire will take tremendous skill, luck, and, just when they need it the most, a timely helping hand from the strangest of rescuers.

• 6:27Speaker 02

  We went from thinking to doing. Maybe this is what happens when you realize your life is on the line. By this time, we were praying out loud, "God, please help us find our way out of this fire. Please help us find our way."

• 6:44John Hopkins?

  I'm John Hopkins. From the Noiser Podcast Network, this is Real Survival Stories.

• 7:10John Hopkins?

  It's the evening of October 25, 2003, in Southern California. An SUV slowly wends its way up a steep mountain road, about 25 miles east of San Diego. Sandra Younger sits in the passenger seat, watching the headlights illuminate an alarmingly skinny sliver of gravel carved into the side of the canyon. It's been seven months since Sandra and her husband moved here from the suburbs. In that time, they've gotten used to many aspects of life in the backcountry: the remoteness, the patchy cell service, even the occasional sighting of a bobcat. But one thing that will probably take years to get accustomed to is this road, a treacherous strip of compacted dirt,

• 7:54John Hopkins?

  snaking precipitously up the mountainside, and the only route to or from their hilltop home. While Bob, her husband, drives, Sandra glances at the sheer 100-foot drop mere inches from their tires, a yawning, black chasm. Eventually, the road flattens out and widens into a freshly paved stretch of crisp, smooth tarmac. They climb a little further, until the SUV's full beams fall across the entrance to a handsome, white stone house with terracotta roof tiles set back from the road on its own sprawling plot of land. They pull into the driveway, and Bob slots the car into the garage.

• 8:41Speaker 02

  The night of October 25th, 2003 was a Saturday. Bob and I and our two Newfoundland dogs were actually at a Halloween party sponsored by our dog club. It's a little embarrassing to admit that we were part of a dog club. We did dress up in costumes. We dressed our dogs up in costumes. We got home around 10 o'clock.

• 9:09John Hopkins?

  Before the front door is fully open, Terra and Charter, the couple's two Newfoundland dogs, squeeze past their legs and bound into the hall, tails wagging as they scamper through the dark house.

• 9:22John Hopkins?

  Sandra smiles. The dogs looked charming in their Hawaiian-themed Halloween costumes, with flower garlands draped around their big, shaggy necks. Wearing matching floral shirts and traditional Hawaiian necklaces, Sandra and Bob follow the dogs into the hall and shut the door behind them.

• 9:41John Hopkins?

  Every corner of Sandra and Bob's home reflects a lifetime spent together, from the photographs and books that line the walls to the art that hangs in the hall.

• 9:51John Hopkins?

  They met over 30 years ago as journalism sophomores in North Carolina. After college and a stint in the military, Bob would go on to have a career in the civil service. But Sandra would stick with journalism, motivated by the same intellectual curiosity she nurtured as a student.

• 10:10Speaker 02

  I went to college as a biology major, thinking I wanted to be a veterinarian. And instead, I started working for the college paper called The Technician. And I loved having this little scrap of paper that passed for a press pass and being able to go anywhere on campus and beyond. It gave me a license to go places I wouldn't have been able to go otherwise, to meet and talk to people I wouldn't have met otherwise, and to ask all these nosy questions. I loved that.

• 10:52John Hopkins?

  Over the course of her career, Sandra has written for a wide variety of publications, from industry magazines to prestigious academic journals, all the while driven by those core journalistic principles: curiosity, skepticism, a desire for the truth.

• 11:08John Hopkins?

  But she's also fueled by something more personal. The idea of breaking away from certain negative patterns she's observed within her own family.

• 11:18Speaker 02

  The women in my family, on my mother's side, were somewhat incapacitated by depression and anxiety and fear. And I didn't want to be like that. I decided at a very early age that I was going to break that chain I'd seen in my family. I was not going to, as Hamilton said, I wasn't going to throw away my shot. People told me when I was in school, I was a good student, they said, oh, the sky's the limit, you can do whatever you want to do. And I wasn't going to throw away that shot. I wasn't going to let anyone stifle my potential.

• 12:00John Hopkins?

  And she didn't. She and Bob raised their two daughters in the suburbs of San Diego, where Sandra has worked for several years as the editor of a college magazine. After the kids grew up and left home, the couple decided it was time for a change.

• 12:16Speaker 02

  When my children flew the nest and my husband and I had the option of moving out of the city of San Diego into the back country, as we call it here, we did. And we bought this beautiful house on the side of a mountain.

• 12:35John Hopkins?

  The house was remote, difficult to access by road, and surrounded by nothing but hundreds of acres of rugged, boulder-strewn wilderness. Sandra and Bob were smitten.

• 12:48John Hopkins?

  Shortly after moving in, they decided their dream house needed a name.

• 12:52John Hopkins?

  After considering and rejecting various options, inspiration eventually came in the shape of their two beloved Newfoundland dogs.

• 13:00Speaker 02

  If you don't know the breed, they look like black Saint Bernards. They're big, they're shaggy, they're drooly. We love them. In Italy, and in Latin, the name of the Newfoundland is Terra Nova, which means new land, right? Newfound land. So we thought, this is perfect. We will name our new home Terra Nova, because to us it truly was our new land. It was a new chapter in our lives. We'd finished parenting. We named our new home Terra Nova, our new land.

• 13:36John Hopkins?

  Terra Nova is perched on a hillside above Wildcat Canyon, commanding breathtaking views across the valley towards Mexico.

• 13:45John Hopkins?

  The land is rugged and mountainous, dotted with ancient oak trees and granite boulders that rise like monuments from the dusty scrub. As the elevation rises, the vegetation changes. Sagebrush and buffalo grass give way to chaparral, California's native plant ecosystem, a fragrant mix of wild shrubs, small trees, and dense thorny thickets.

• 14:11John Hopkins?

  It's the extensive covering of chaparral that lends these mountains their distinct appearance, like they're covered in little green tufts of cotton wool.

• 14:21John Hopkins?

  It's also what makes this region so vulnerable to wildfires. But chaparral doesn't just burn easily. Fire is essential to its nature.

• 14:31Speaker 02

  One of the unique features of chaparral is that it's made to burn. It needs to burn about once every thirty years or so in order to clean out the underbrush and to generate new growth. There are some plants that are called "fire followers" because it's only after the heat of a fire hits the soil that the seeds are able to germinate. So, fire has always been a part of the natural cycle in the chaparral.

• 15:11John Hopkins?

  It's true that wildfires are a natural part of California's ecosystem.

• 15:16John Hopkins?

  But over the years, the frequency and size of these fires has grown to a level that is not natural. By October 2003, parts of Southern California are experiencing a prolonged drought, with several consecutive years of below-average rainfall. The chaparral and sagebrush carpeting the hills around Wildcat Canyon have been thoroughly dried out by month after month of relentless baking sun.

• 15:43John Hopkins?

  Like a hearth laid with kindling, all it needs is a spark, a discarded cigarette, a bolt of lightning, a downed power line, or a lost hunter striking a match.

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• 16:41John Hopkins?

  After arriving home from their Halloween party, Bob heads straight up to bed, while Sandra settles in the living room to read for a little while.

• 16:49John Hopkins?

  She flops onto the couch and puts her feet up.

• 16:53John Hopkins?

  She doesn't get very far through her book, however, before her eyes start to feel heavy.

• 16:59Speaker 02

  I fell asleep on the couch. Bob went upstairs, and he came down a few hours later and said, "I smell smoke. There's smoke in the air, and I've never smelled it this strongly before."

• 17:13John Hopkins?

  Sandra sits up, sleepily rubbing her eyes. She glances at the time. It's 1 a.m.

• 17:21John Hopkins?

  Bob stands there in his night clothes, a look of alarm creasing his forehead. Sandra sniffs, but she doesn't smell anything. So, at Bob's insistence, she gets up off the couch, crosses the room, and opens the door onto the back deck.

• 17:37John Hopkins?

  The night air is warm and sultry, with the wind picking up. Hot, dry gusts shriek through the canyon, blowing her long, fair hair into her face. From the darkness, the tree branches creak and moan.

• 17:54John Hopkins?

  It's eerie, otherworldly.

• 17:58John Hopkins?

  Sandra recognizes this wind straight away.

• 18:02Speaker 02

  Late October is given to very warm days and even more dangerous, these seasonal winds, we call the Santa Ana winds, the devil winds. And they're brutal. They can get up to 100 miles an hour, and they're dry. And they come at the time of year when our climate generally has not seen any rain since spring.

• 18:32John Hopkins?

  The Santa Ana winds form inland, above the high desert plains of Utah and Nevada. They then blow westward, becoming hotter and drier as they flow downhill towards the coast.

• 18:45John Hopkins?

  As they move, the winds seek out openings, ravines and mountain passes, picking up speed as the terrain narrows around them.

• 18:55John Hopkins?

  The canyon where Sandra and Bob live has in effect become a chimney, sucking and funneling hot air through the mountains.

• 19:04Speaker 02

  There were ashes blowing in the wind, which is an ominous sign. I was too naive to realize how ominous. You could hear the tree branches creaking. It was noisy out there, and it did smell acrid.

• 19:25John Hopkins?

  Sandra and Bob step back indoors and anxiously dial the local fire station.

• 19:32John Hopkins?

  They're informed that there is a wildfire burning in the back country, but not anywhere near their canyon. It's at least 20 miles away, in the town of Ramona, close enough to smell the smoke, but not enough to worry for their own safety. And the ashes, in this wind? Not surprising, no cause for alarm.

• 19:53John Hopkins?

  Sandra and Bob are unsettled, but reassured. They thank the firefighter for his time, then hang up the phone and head to bed.

• 20:03Speaker 02

  We had seen distant wildfires before. They're very common in the southwest, here in the United States. So we had seen them from afar, and it was sort of a spectator sport to us, because they were never really threatening us personally. So that's what we thought about this one, and we had a firefighter's word for it, so we went back to sleep.

• 20:27John Hopkins?

  Before turning in, however, Sandra pulls back the curtains and glances north across the foothills towards Ramona.

• 20:35Speaker 02

  Way up in the distance, beyond the ridge lines of the mountains, I could see this orange glow. And I remember saying, "God help the people in Ramona." There it is. But I'd been told it was not a threat to me. Don't ever believe anyone who says that. If you feel you're in danger, you probably are and should evacuate. No one's going to bring you an engraved invitation to leave. Just follow your gut and get out.

• 21:09John Hopkins?

  It's 3 a.m. in Wildcat Canyon, California. Sandra Younger wakes to the sound of her husband's panic-filled voice. She sits up and looks over at the window. A murky, orange glow throbs in a narrow slit between the drapes. With a pang of dread, she gets out of bed and pulls back the curtains.

• 21:33Speaker 02

  I looked out our big bedroom windows and saw flames across the canyon and a glow down in the bottom of the canyon that told me it was also on our side of the mountain. I have to say, although I didn't take time to appreciate it then, it was, in its way, a spectacularly gorgeous sight. This ring of fire and these orange and yellow and red flames just dancing against this dark night. It was stunning.

• 22:14John Hopkins?

  Fire has engulfed the opposite side of the canyon, turning it into a solid wall of flame, spitting red-hot cinders and belching columns of black smoke. Directly down slope from the house, the inferno glows an angry orange, getting brighter and louder with each second, feeding on the chabaral as it surges up the canyon side towards Terra Nova. The firefighter was wrong. While Sandra and Bob were sleeping, the blaze has spread rapidly, surging across the hills from Ramona, traveling over 20 miles in less than two hours. And it's showing no sign of slowing down.

• 22:56Speaker 02

  There was no doubt then that we had to leave, that we should have already been gone.

• 23:03John Hopkins?

  Flaming embers streak past the window, curling and twisting in the night air. Sandra and Bob snap into action. Time to get out of here.

• 23:13Speaker 02

  We went from thinking to doing. I think maybe this is what happens when you realize your life is on the line. Because we weren't really discussing strategy, but we were just moving fluidly from one action to another.

• 23:32John Hopkins?

  Sandra yanks on a pair of jeans and a T-shirt. Then she grabs a laundry basket and starts flinging things into it. There's little time for sentimentality, but she does remember to grab a few precious objects: family portraits, some photos of the girls when they were babies. Best not to think about all the other treasured items she'll be forced to leave behind. While Sandra sweeps photographs into the basket, Bob dashes off to grab his camera.

• 23:58Speaker 02

  Bob had one camera. He's an avid fine art photographer. And I was yelling at him, "Get your negatives, get your negatives."

• 24:09John Hopkins?

  Downstairs, Sandra wrangles the dogs, while Bob, camera round his neck, runs into another room to rescue their pet cockatiel, Chelsea. He charges back into the hall, clutching the birdcage, with Chelsea perched inside, flapping her wings in distress.

• 24:26John Hopkins?

  Sandra snatches her purse and goes to grab some shoes. Shaking with adrenaline, she rummages in the hallway closet for her hiking boots, but she can't find them. Outside, the fire grows louder. The ominous rumble, now a deep, tremulous roar.

• 24:43John Hopkins?

  Sandra abandons her search. There's no time. She'll have to make do without footwear.

• 24:50Speaker 02

  So I ran out of the house in socks, in jeans, and an old college T-shirt, taking my dogs with me and my laundry basket. And just as I was about to go out into the garage, the power went out and everything was dark.

• 25:11John Hopkins?

  Sandra looks at Bob in horror, his shadowy form backlit by the glow of the fire behind the house. The garage door is electric.

• 25:21John Hopkins?

  Without power, how are they going to get it open?

• 25:25John Hopkins?

  A dreadful silence hangs there. They need to get to the car. They'll never outrun this blaze on foot. Bob runs over to the garage and starts wrestling with the door. He heaves, sweat forming on his brow.

• 25:42John Hopkins?

  A few agonizing moments later, he manages to force it open. Sandra pulls the dogs into the garage while Bob rushes over to his SUV. But as he fumbles in his pocket, his eyes widen.

• 25:56Speaker 02

  Bob is yelling, "I can't find my keys." He couldn't find his car keys, and he swore that he'd left them out on the kitchen counter.

• 26:06John Hopkins?

  The fire is already licking at the eaves and the guttering. There's no time to go back inside the house. They'll have to take Sandra's car, a small, two-door Acura Coupe, far less appropriate than Bob's big SUV. But what choice do they have? Sandra starts loading the dogs onto the cramped backseat. As she pushes and shoves, she's suddenly aware of bright light spilling into the garage through the window.

• 26:33Speaker 02

  I wonder, how come I can see out here when the power's off? And it was because we had a window in the garage, and this golden light was pouring in through the window, the light of the fire that was approaching.

• 26:52John Hopkins?

  Sandra jumps behind the wheel and starts the ignition. Bob had barely managed to squeeze himself into the passenger seat before Sandra slams her foot down on the accelerator and reverses up the drive.

• 27:03Speaker 02

  And as I backed out of our driveway into night, it was as if the world had been cut in two, because behind me it was all dark as I was backing out. But in front of me, looking toward our house, the fire had created this white-hot wall that was wrapping itself around our house.

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• 28:04John Hopkins?

  Sandra reverses out of the driveway. It's hard to tear her eyes away from the nightmare unfolding through the windshield. Their beloved home is being devoured.

• 28:15John Hopkins?

  Whipped into a frenzy by the wind, the flames coil around the walls and chimneys. Windows shatter. Burning sills tumble to the ground. Cracks split open in the white plaster, letting the fire surge inside the walls. Hungry tendrils seeking more fuel to burn.

• 28:33John Hopkins?

  Barely five minutes ago, Sandra and Bob were asleep in bed, completely unaware of their impending doom. Sandra maneuvers the car out of the gate and speeds off into the night.

• 28:47John Hopkins?

  A dirt track connects Sandra and Bob's house to the main road out of the canyon. It has no lighting and no road markings.

• 28:55John Hopkins?

  It's tricky to navigate, even by day.

• 28:59John Hopkins?

  For now, the visibility is still okay. The smoke hasn't caught up with them yet, and the road unspools smoothly in Sandra's headlights as she guns it towards the top of the hill.

• 29:10John Hopkins?

  But then, just beyond the summit, she slows.

• 29:16John Hopkins?

  They've reached the diceiest stretch of the road, where it winds precariously down the side of the mountain, with no guardrail separating it from the vertical drop to the canyon floor.

• 29:28Speaker 02

  When I got to that part, the most treacherous part of our neighborhood road that led to the main road out, we hit the smoke, and I couldn't see anything. It was like being in an airplane in a cloud, and you look out the window, and it's just all white out, fog.

• 29:48John Hopkins?

  It happens suddenly. A thick bank of smoke rolls silently across the road, swallowing their vehicle. It's potentially deadly timing.

• 30:02John Hopkins?

  Sandra can't see more than a few inches past the hood of the car. Her full beams are useless. The smoke simply reflects the light back into her eyes, dazzling her. But they can't stop here.

• 30:16John Hopkins?

  The fire must be gaining on them, beating the ground beneath their tires. The only way is forward.

• 30:25John Hopkins?

  With her knuckles white around the wheel, Sandra caresses the accelerator, creeping through the smoky haze. Sweat prickles her palms. If she veers off course even a fraction, they could drive straight off the side of the canyon.

• 30:42John Hopkins?

  It is a foot-wide margin of error.

• 30:46John Hopkins?

  She calls out to Bob, her voice taut with fear.

• 30:50Speaker 02

  I yelled at him, "I can't see the road." And he said, "Well, just don't wreck the car," which is the comic relief moment in this entire story, but that's what he said. And then he said, "You're just going to have to remember where it was," which is kind of tough because we'd only lived there for seven months. And I said, "But I can't see anything."

• 31:13John Hopkins?

  Sandra leans over the wheel, squinting into the opaque grayness. But it's no use. The smoke is impenetrable, blinding. For all she knows, they could be about to plunge over the precipice to their deaths.

• 31:29John Hopkins?

  And then, something totally unexpected happens.

• 31:37Speaker 02

  Just at that moment, a bobcat leaped out of the brush, lining the road right to my headlights and stumbled a little and then righted itself and dashed off into the smoke.

• 31:54John Hopkins?

  They barely have time to take in the small wildcat. Its spotted fur, pointed ears, and sharp eyes briefly illuminated by their headlights.

• 32:04John Hopkins?

  In two quick bounds and a swish of a tail, the animal is gone, leaving Sandra and Bob staring after it in stunned silence.

• 32:14John Hopkins?

  Wherever this bobcat came from, its appearance here and now seemed like a sign, like a hand reaching down through the smoke and pointing the way.

• 32:26Speaker 02

  Something in me knew that the cat was on the road I couldn't see in the smoke, and something in me knew to follow it. So I followed the bobcat.

• 32:38John Hopkins?

  Sandra aims for the spot in the smoke where the bobcat disappeared and pushes on the gas pedal.

• 32:47John Hopkins?

  The car hurtles forward into a cloud of swirling ash and soot. For several nerve-jangling moments, she drives on blind faith alone. Any second, they could shoot off the edge.

• 33:01John Hopkins?

  But the wheels are still gripping solid ground. It seems the bobcat's instincts were right, and so were hers for following it.

• 33:11John Hopkins?

  A minute later, the smoke clears enough for her to make out two blurry fields of ambient red glow on either side of the car, with a black ribbon of road running between them. Sandra's chest tightens. The chaparral lining the verge crackles and smoulders with heat.

• 33:32John Hopkins?

  The fire has caught up with them, and it's closing in on both sides.

• 33:39John Hopkins?

  At least, they can now see the road. It is the only thing that's not yet burning.

• 33:46Speaker 02

  There was fire on both sides. There was fire shooting across the road. And I remember thinking about the gas tank that was hanging under the car and thinking, maybe it's like passing your finger through a candle flame. Maybe if I can go fast enough, it won't heat it too much.

• 34:09John Hopkins?

  Sandra floors it.

• 34:12John Hopkins?

  Pieces of burning debris are overhead, trailing jets of flame.

• 34:17John Hopkins?

  In places, low, red walls of fire barricade the path. Sandra has no choice but to drive through them as fast as she can, trying to keep the car centered between the two banks of burning undergrowth.

• 34:31John Hopkins?

  And then, at last.

• 34:34Speaker 02

  We finally got to the main road, which was the only way in or out of our neighborhood. And I remember the sound and the feel of the tires hitting gravel. And then I was on asphalt again, and I could see the center line of the road.

• 34:54John Hopkins?

  It's a relief to be back on a proper paved surface. The headlights pick up the yellow and white markings indicating the middle of the main road. Finally, something to definitively point them in the right direction.

• 35:07John Hopkins?

  But they're not out of trouble.

• 35:10John Hopkins?

  As Sandra drives, the smoke thickens once again. Towering columns of flame rise on either side of the road, bending inwards until they converge at the top, forming a deadly tunnel.

• 35:24Speaker 02

  It got to this point where, burning from both sides of the road, it sort of arched over, like a row of trees might arch over the road. And I remember saying, "Oh, my God," and just flooring the accelerator. By this time, we were praying out loud, "God, please help us find our way out of this fire. Please help us find our way."

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• 36:30John Hopkins?

  It's about half past 3 in the morning.

• 36:33John Hopkins?

  On Wildcat Canyon Road, 20-odd miles east of San Diego, a speeding white Acura Coupe burst through a giant curtain of flame.

• 36:43John Hopkins?

  The car's exterior has been scorched, the paintwork peeling off in strips. But inside, Sandra and Bob Younger are still alive. And all of a sudden, they're out.

• 36:56Speaker 02

  And I couldn't believe my good luck, that I hadn't gotten creamed by some oncoming traffic. And we punched through, and on the other side was clear night, as if nothing had happened. It was almost like waking up from a dream, like, well, that's interesting, did that really happen?

• 37:19John Hopkins?

  The difference is like night and day.

• 37:23John Hopkins?

  Ahead is darkness, clear and serene. Behind them, the mountains continue to burn, lighting up the sky with a dingy orange hue.

• 37:34John Hopkins?

  Heart still hammering, Sandra pulls into a lay-by to catch her breath.

• 37:39Speaker 02

  We pulled over for a second and just looked behind us. And what we saw was the top of the mountain right around our house that we had just driven through, where we saw the Bobcat, just exploded.

• 37:59John Hopkins?

  Maybe a sudden blast of wind swept up the mountain, oxygenating the blaze. Whatever the case, Terra Nova, their home, sits on that mountaintop, somewhere inside that massive fireball.

• 38:13John Hopkins?

  If there was any hope of anything surviving the disaster, surely, it's now gone.

• 38:20John Hopkins?

  Sandra glances back down the road. The fire is still advancing. They can't hang around. Bob volunteers to take the wheel, and they swap places.

• 38:30John Hopkins?

  As Sandra slides into the passenger seat, she notices the red dot blinking on the dash. They're almost out of petrol.

• 38:40Speaker 02

  I needed gas. Another boneheaded mistake. People who live in fire country, especially during Santa Ana season, should always keep at least half a tank of gas. Because what if you do get stuck in a traffic jam? You don't want to run out of gas. So I had to go get gas.

• 39:00John Hopkins?

  Fortunately, they should have enough in the tank to get them to the nearest fill-up station.

• 39:06John Hopkins?

  A few miles down the road, they reach a fire service checkpoint. Bob rolls down his window. A firefighter comes over and tells them to keep driving. Sandra and Bob exchange a glance. They don't need to be told. A few minutes later, Bob pulls into the gas station. There's a handful of shell-shocked people rushing around the forecourt, carrying cases of water, fuel, other essentials. Sandra heads inside to use the restroom.

• 39:37John Hopkins?

  Beneath the harsh strip lighting, she catches a glimpse of herself in the bathroom mirror.

• 39:43Speaker 02

  You know, deadhead, of course. The old college t-shirt. It was all ratty, had holes in it. And I realized that I had Bob's glasses on the top of my head. I thought they were mine. I just grabbed them. And one of the things he'd been yelling about on his way out was, "I can't find my glasses." Then we had to decide, where are we going to go? Where do you go when you can't go home?

• 40:12John Hopkins?

  After refueling, Sandra and Bob are at a loss for what to do next. They check on the dogs, both blissfully unaware of the disaster that is still unfolding, and on their cockatiel. She is far more unsettled. In her panic, she's nearly flapped all her feathers off.

• 40:30Speaker 02

  The bird was bleeding, where her feathers had broken. But we didn't know why she was bleeding. We just saw that the bird was bleeding and we said, "Let's take care of the bird. She's probably all we've got left."

• 40:45John Hopkins?

  It's a useful distraction, having something to care for other than themselves. They drive to a nearby all-night animal hospital, where the vet gives Chelsea a checkup. While Bob talks to the vet, Sandra sits in the waiting room.

• 41:01Speaker 02

  The place was undergoing remodeling, construction. So there were plastic walls, sheets hanging everywhere. And there were these two benches sitting across from each other. And the light coming in through the translucent plastic was diffused and soft. And it's felt to me, in its peacefulness after the chaos of escaping the fire, it felt like a sanctuary. The benches seemed like pews, the light, the quiet, the peacefulness of it, the blessing of normality.

• 41:42John Hopkins?

  Then, something happens that brings her crashing back to earth.

• 41:47John Hopkins?

  The door flies open, and a woman who works at the hospital rushes into the waiting room.

• 41:53Speaker 02

  She burst through the door and she said to her colleagues behind the desk, "Get ready, Lakeside's on fire." Lakeside was the name of the community where we lived. But that was a surreal moment, too. You know, just get ready. You're gonna have a lot of business here in a minute because people are streaming out of the back country right now, running for their lives.

• 42:21John Hopkins?

  How many more Sandra and Bob's must be out there? People whose lives have been upended by this catastrophic fire.

• 42:30John Hopkins?

  And then, how many others weren't so lucky? Didn't wake up in time? Didn't manage to outrun the blaze?

• 42:38John Hopkins?

  The answer to these questions, and more, will become clear in the coming days. But for now, Sandra and Bob try to focus on the present.

• 42:49John Hopkins?

  After phoning around several hotels, they end up heading into downtown San Diego, to a place that apparently allows dogs. While Bob parks the car, Sandra heads into the lobby to check in.

• 43:01Speaker 02

  And the lady behind the desk said, you know, name, address, credit card number, all of that stuff. So, I'm doing okay, talking with the receptionist behind the desk, until she asked me, "How long are you going to stay?" And I said, "I don't know. I think our house just burned down."

• 43:24John Hopkins?

  The receptionist hands them the key, and Sandra and Bob head upstairs with their animals.

• 43:30John Hopkins?

  They move through the carpeted hallway in a daze, scanning door numbers, until eventually they find their room.

• 43:37Speaker 02

  We looked around this room. We knew the bird was safe. And we had a laundry basket full of odds and ends, some pictures. The best of Bob's negatives, we did get those. We had our two dogs, and we looked around and we thought, "We have everything important right here. This is all we really need. We got everybody out, we're alive, we're untouched. We're okay. We're gonna be okay."

• 44:10John Hopkins?

  It will take 12 days, and a mass mobilization of nearly 12,000 firefighters, to finally control the blaze.

• 44:19John Hopkins?

  By then, it will have burned roughly 280,000 acres, destroyed over 2,000 buildings, and tragically claimed the lives of 15 people. Twelve of the fatalities occurred in Wildcat Canyon, barely a mile from where Sandra and Bob made their lucky escape.

• 44:39John Hopkins?

  The Cedar Fire, as it will become known, is the largest recorded wildfire in California's history. It will hold that title for the next 14 years, until the Thomas Fire surpasses it in 2017. Less than a year later, that record will be broken again. It will be surpassed seven more times before 2025.

• 45:01Speaker 02

  We have seen these fires escalating, expanding, all around the world. Really, even in the Arctic Circle, in Siberia. Everywhere, except the ice caps, we've seen these wildfires getting bigger and more extreme. And so, the reason this fire of mine is still relevant is because it was a bellwether. As one of the firefighters I interviewed said, 2003 was the year we looked at each other and said, "Something's changing." The Cedar Fire was one of the first fires worldwide that was documented and written about in professional papers

• 45:47Speaker 02

  as one of what's called the modern mega-fires, the fires that go over 100,000 acres.

• 45:57John Hopkins?

  In the days after the fire, Sandra and Bob returned to Terra Nova, where they begin sifting through the ashes of their home. There's very little left to salvage. But despite the devastation, they aren't going to give up on the place that still means so much to them.

• 46:14John Hopkins?

  Almost immediately, their focus turns towards rebuilding. Their insurance thankfully means the couple are well-covered. With help and perseverance, they're able to rebuild Terra Nova within just 24 months.

• 46:28John Hopkins?

  But after returning to their hilltop home, life doesn't go back to how it was before.

• 46:34John Hopkins?

  The blaze has left more than just physical scars on the landscape. It alters the trajectory of their lives.

• 46:45John Hopkins?

  In the years after the disaster, Sandra writes a book about the fire, part memoir, part journalistic investigation into its causes and consequences. The book goes on to become a training text for emergency responders.

• 47:00John Hopkins?

  Among the many extraordinary details of that story, one stands out, and it becomes central to the message Sandra hopes to impart to her readers.

• 47:09Speaker 02

  After I wrote my book on the launch night, a good friend was standing by me and people were in line. And I had never been an author before, so I wasn't practiced in signing books. And I just looked at my friend and I said, "What should I say? How should I sign it?" And she sort of shrugged and said, "Follow your bobcat." So every time I sign a book for someone, I sign it, "Follow your bobcat." I believe that the bobcat was a sign of the grace that can come to us when we least expect it, but most need it.

• 47:50Speaker 02

  And I believe that grace is available to all of us at all times if we just are looking for it, are expecting it, and respond to it.

• 48:03John Hopkins?

  As well as writing her book, Sandra begins a new phase of her career as a life coach and speaker.

• 48:10John Hopkins?

  In her work, she turns to examples set by other survivors, people who have lived through far greater hardships.

• 48:18Speaker 02

  I had found a quote by Viktor Frankl, the Austrian psychiatrist who survived the Holocaust and wrote this beautiful, incredibly profound book called Man's Search for Meaning. And he had said that the last of the human freedoms is the freedom to choose your attitude in any circumstance, to choose your own way. And I felt I did make that choice. I did decide that I was going to have the attitude of a survivor instead of a victim. Choose your story going forward and keep moving forward. That's what the fire taught me.

• 49:01Speaker 02

  And I'm grateful for those lessons. It was a hard way to learn it. I wouldn't want to go through that again. And yet, I can't imagine my life if the fire hadn't come. I think it's richer than it possibly could have been otherwise.

• 49:27John Hopkins?

  Next time on Real Survival Stories, we meet US Air Force captain and Vietnam War veteran George Burke.

• 49:35John Hopkins?

  In May 1970, 28-year-old George boards a transport plane bound for an airbase in Washington State. It's a routine mission, just another Monday morning, until a mechanical failure plunges this crew towards tragedy.

• 49:50John Hopkins?

  A structural failure will lead to a horror scenario in the sky, blowing out the windows, ripping apart the fuselage, and sending what's left of the plane hurtling towards the ground. Exactly what happens next will remain a mystery, even to George. But suffice to say, there will be an impact, a fire, a desperate scramble for safety, and, at the bleakest possible moment, an unlikely savior. That's next time on Real Survival Stories. Listen right now by joining Noiser Plus.

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