#200 – Michael Malice: Totalitarianism and Anarchy

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• 0:00Michael Malice?

  The following is a conversation between me and Michael Malice. Michael is an author, anarchist, and simpleton, and I'm proud to call him my friend. He makes me smile, he makes me think, and he makes me wonder why I sound so sleepy all the time. And now, enjoy this conversation with Michael Malice in the Dupagolov language that I'm increasingly certain I'll never quite able to get the hang of.

• 0:32Lex Fridman?

  For those of you listening to just the audio portion of this podcast may be confused by the introduction, so allow me to explain. That was Michael Malice doing an impression of me, Lex Fridman, introducing Michael Malice on the Lex Fridman Podcast. I do not find this impression humorous, but as a sign of my friendship, I've issued him a rare, one-time warning. The second time, of course, if it were to occur, will promptly proceed to a termination. I send his family and his friends condolences. He will be missed.

• 1:13Lex Fridman?

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• 2:41Lex Fridman?

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• 3:26Lex Fridman?

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• 4:11Lex Fridman?

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• 4:51Lex Fridman?

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• 6:58Lex Fridman?

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• 8:00Lex Fridman?

  Hello, comrade.

• 8:03Lex Fridman?

  So Animal Farm by George Orwell is one of my favorite books. It's an allegory about, at least I think, about the Soviet Union and the Russian Revolution of 1917. So for people who haven't read it, it's animals overthrow the humans and then slowly become as bad or worse than the humans. So, comrade, if we lived on this farm, in the book Animal Farm, which animal would you most rather be? Would it be the pigs, the horses, the donkey Benjamin, the raven Moses, the humans, Mr. and Mrs. Jones, the dogs, or the sheep?

• 8:44Michael Malice?

  I'm gonna go with the Milton answer, which is it's better to rule in hell than serve in heaven, right?

• 8:51Lex Fridman?

  It's better to rule in hell than serve in heaven.

• 8:54Michael Malice?

  Yeah, so I would have to go with the pigs. So I guess I'd be a cop.

• 8:59Lex Fridman?

  At the very top, so the leader, the main pig, Napoleon, versus like the...

• 9:03Michael Malice?

  Snowball and the others. I would say it's not, sure, it's an allegory about the Russian Revolution, but I think Orwell's point was this is broader towards most totalitarian dictatorships. I mean, it could very easily be read as an indictment of Mussolini or Hitler or many of these others. I'm a huge George Orwell fan. One of the things that I think people on the right need to appreciate is the courage of many of these undisputably left-wing voices who were the strongest ones to take on totalitarianism, totalitarian communism. And the three I could think off the top of my head who are all in my top 10 heroes of all time are Emma Goldman, Albert Camus, and Orwell being the third.

• 9:47Michael Malice?

  You know, something that leftists like to throw in the face of people on the right who constantly invoke Orwell is that Orwell said, and I don't have the exact quote off the top of my head, but something to the effect of, "Every word I have written is in, should be taken as a defense of democratic socialism against totalitarianism." So people like Truman, you know, was obviously very hardcore, in many ways, anti-communist. We like to parse things out.

• 10:15Michael Malice?

  You're gonna laugh into binary fashions that, you know, left good, right bad, or right good, left bad. But historically speaking, it was this not fall away into these camps as easily as people would like. And I think it is important for those of us, it takes a lot more courage to fight the right from the right, or to fight the left from the left. Because in a sense, a lot of your countrymen or your fellow travelers are gonna regard you as a traitor to the cause. So I, every chance I get, I will sing the praises of these three figures, among others, who not only, even if they hadn't done what they had done, just lived just amazing lives

• 10:54Michael Malice?

  that all of us can learn from and admire and regard as somewhat a role model.

• 11:01Lex Fridman?

  What was the nature of their opposition to totalitarianism? Is it basically freedom? The value of freedom?

• 11:09Michael Malice?

  So let's go to the three of them. So Emma Goldman, she was an early anarchist figure, you know, we'll talk about her later, I'm sure. She got deported from the United States with her partner in crime, Alexander Berkman, literal crime, he tried to assassinate a frick who was Andrew Carnegie's main man in the Pittsburgh Steel Mill Strike. She got deported to the Soviet Union, and they're like, they're like, oh, you want socialism? Because at the time, the anarchists were regarded as socialist, you know, go choke on it. And she's there, and she was watching in great horror what was going on. And she actually went to Lenin's office, and she goes, this isn't what we're about. The revolution is about the individual and free speech, and everyone working together to further society. And he told her that, you know, you know, free speech is a bourgeois contrivance, and

• 11:54Michael Malice?

  regardless, you can't have these circumstances in the midst of a revolution. And when she left the Soviet Union, and, you know, she went to Britain, and at the time, before the 1917, there was a lot of discussion among socialist circles about what would the revolution look like, right? Would there be the Bakunin anarchist model? Would there be the Marxist model? Obviously, the Bolsheviks ended up winning, but even then, it wasn't obvious, because there was the Bolsheviks and the Mensheviks, and what people, you know, you and I know what those words mean, but... Bolsheviks were kind of funny because Bolshe means bigger and Menshe means smaller. The Mensheviks had the numbers. It was sarcastic that they were called Mensheviks and the Bolsheviks were called Bolshe. And Lenin, you know, destroyed all his foes in a very merciless way, obviously.

• 12:38Michael Malice?

  Beforehand, you know, there was the idea like, with all these cockamamie ideas, we have to work together. You know, we don't know what it's going to look like for the cause. Then as soon as he seized power, he's like, yeah, yeah, we're not doing that kind of pluralism anymore. This is going to be the right approach. So she left the Soviet Union, as did Berkman. She wrote a book that they titled My Disillusion with Russia. And I remember this one anecdote, which I'm going to discuss in the forthcoming book, where she goes to Britain and the British were very red at the time. They really had something called the Fabian Society, which was the predecessor to the British Labour Party, which were like, all right, we're going to get rid of liberalism and have a socialist kind of nation. And she gave talks and there was this one time where she gave a talk and she started and there was a standing ovation.

• 13:23Michael Malice?

  By the time she was done, you could hear a pin drop because she dared to look at these people in the face, something they'd been fighting for all their lives and saying, you know, we've been to the future and it works. And she's like, guys, this is worse than the czar. You know, people are under house arrest. You're not allowed to have, you know, newspapers are being shut down if they have heretical views, so on and so forth. And, you know, she was just even more of a pariah than she had been previously. So she is, you know, deserves huge accolades in that regard. I brought her up and we're talking about with our conversation with Yaron. Orwell, I think you don't need me to explain what he has done and continues to do to use fiction to demonstrate the horrors of a totalitarian state.

• 14:07Michael Malice?

  And Camus, who might be my all time, you know, great lighthouse, so to speak, in terms of being a man of conscience, you know, he joined the Communist Party. And for a lot of people in the States, you hear, oh, you joined the Communist Party. So I need to hear, it's all you need to, he was a communist, all you need to know. He joined the Communist Party because they were the main ones fighting the fascists in France and other locations. And he took Nazism, as did many others, of course, very, very, very seriously. He wasn't some committed communist. This was just his mechanism to take on, you know, be part of the underground and fishy France and so on and so forth. So he had the quote, which is ascribed to him, which is kind of a misquote. Howard Zinn is the one who actually said it, that it is a job of thinking people not to be on the side of the executioners.

• 14:50Michael Malice?

  And he very much felt, if you read his speech when he won the Nobel Prize, I forget, in the 50s, where he goes, it's basically the job of writers to keep civilization from destroying himself. I don't think I'm ever going to be a man on the level of Camus and what he's accomplished, but I think that vision of it is the job of writers to be the conscience and to point out, you know, this is the leftism at its best, when, you know, giving voice to the voiceless. When you have the machine of the state crushing and marginalizing people, and they might not be educated, literate, or have any power at all. He's the guy who's like, you are ruining humans, these humans matter,

• 15:32Michael Malice?

  and I'm not going to let you look the other way and act like you don't know what you're doing.

• 15:37Lex Fridman?

  So in this time, whether we look at the time of fascism or we look at the fictional Animal Farm, what's the heroic action then? So Camus joined the Communist Party. There's a bunch of different heroic actions, some more heroic than others, not just for the, you know, hero is the wrong word in terms of like effectiveness. What's the effective action, I guess, is what I want to ask. As a writer, as a thinker, as somebody with a mind, what's the heroic action?

• 16:05Michael Malice?

  That's a tricky question, because a lot of times in the West, heroism is regarded as intertwined with martyrdom, right? So it's kind of this idea of like, you have to speak to, you know, Camus always talked about, let justice be done till the heavens fall. This is a common kind of motto among people with conscience, and that you have to do the right thing, even the consequences might not be what you like. And I think that is a good loose definition of heroism. So if you me, I'll give you one example of heroism. This was on Twitter, and I really feel bad that I don't remember the guy's name. Uh, this was the line to Auschwitz, I believe it was. And you know, there's the Nazi guards keeping everyone along. And if you were a certain, I think if you were under 12, they killed you or some, there was some age limit where some kids were killed or some were not.

• 16:49Michael Malice?

  There was some circumstances. And he asked the mom how old this kid was. And she's like, he's 14. And she's like, no, he's 12. And she's like, no, he's 14. She goes, he's 12. And she realized what this Nazi was telling her, even in that circumstance. And it ended up saving the kid's life. So I think heroism in this context is defiance and standing true to values of liberalism, humanism, and venerating the sanctity of human life. I think that, and I think it's also important to pick your battles. I don't think if, you know, he got on that Nazi over there, got in a bullhorn and said, hey, this is the rules, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. That's not going to help anyone do anything.

• 17:33Michael Malice?

  So I do think, you know, people a lot of times attack me for my anarchist views. It's like, oh, you know, would you call the police? Would you use the roads? Would you pay your income taxes? You know, I got in an argument with Tim Poole because there was that couple, I think in, what was that, Missouri or Illinois, when they had their guns and they were being arrested? And they basically took a plea deal and he said, you should have fought. I go, it's a lot easier to say you should fight, but we don't know what circumstance someone is under. And what these totalitarian regimes did very, very well, as you know, is if you were a target and they can't get through to you, that's fine. You have a family. So you can sit there, Lex, and gird your jaw and you can stand up to all the torture. Cool. What are we going to do about your wife? What about your mom?

• 18:18Michael Malice?

  One thing Stalin did, he made it a law that kids up to 14 and up could get the death penalty for certain crimes. So after that, the rule was from the NKVD, if you were interrogating someone, they would have death warrants for the kid's child on the desk visible. So I'm interrogating you, asking you to commit to, I'm sorry, to admit to some crime that you're not committed. And those piece of paper, it's, you know, Svetlana, she's got a death warrant. You're going to admit to any crime you want. So this is something Americans, this is even the case right now in North Korea, which I know you had Yonmi Park on, it's something I talk about a lot. Let's talk about it instead of the hypothetical, but this is happening right now on Earth. You can look at the map on Google.

• 19:03Michael Malice?

  The great leader Kim Il-sung, the founder of North Korea, said, "Class enemies must be exterminated to three generations." So when people talk about individualism versus collectivism, Rick Santorum, former senator, says, "The family is the basic unit of society." Unit. North Korea takes that seriously. The family is punished as a unit. So if someone does something wrong, three generations have to pay the price. And you often don't know who it is that got you all in trouble. There's not a trial. This to Western minds is something almost incomprehensible.

• 19:34Lex Fridman?

  It's a lot easier to be brave when it's just your skin. There's something when it's, yeah, when it's your child, your loved ones, every man becomes a coward.

• 19:45Michael Malice?

  But also, what bravery is there for me to write an essay for The Guardian to say I don't vote? There's no consequences to me, there's no possibility of consequences to me. This is the wonderful thing about living, excuse me, in a free country. It would take a lot of courage to be in the Soviet Union and say, "I'm not going to vote." And what would that courage accomplish? Very little. So I think heroism in the sense of kind of the suicidal stuff and taking a stance with no consequence is a bit overrated.

• 20:12Lex Fridman?

  There is some aspect, like the way I think about heroism is something like you said about the Nazi soldier, which is quietly, privately, in your own life, live the virtues that you want the rest of the world to live by.

• 20:28Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 20:29Lex Fridman?

  So like without, like writing about it is not as heroic as living it quietly.

• 20:35Michael Malice?

  I'll give you a great example of this. I sometimes give talks on networking and I tell the kids, If you know someone's in town and it's their birthday with nothing to do, take them out. And I say, I do this for selfish reasons. And everyone laughs. And I go, think about it this way. The guy who takes people out for their birthday is awesome. That could be you. Like, you have that capacity to be that person, and you're making that day feel special. They're gonna remember for a long time. What's the cost? Dinner, thirty bucks, twenty-five bucks? So it's very disturbing to me how often people have opportunities to slightly move the needle and make things a bit better at almost no cost.

• 21:19Michael Malice?

  And they just literally don't think in those terms. And one of the things Camus talked about, you know, he's often described as an existentialist, which he did not like that term. He regarded himself as an absurdist, is the idea that we're basically blank canvases. And this isn't something that is dangerous. This is an enormous opportunity. And you have the ability to become the kind of man or woman that you admire and want to be. You don't have to be, you know, I don't know, George Washington or one of these great heroes of all time. But everyone out there has the capacity, excuse me, to be a hero to their kids, or to be a hero to maybe some... There's nursing homes, and there's old people who are lonely. I think that you take in a dog that's on its last legs.

• 22:03Michael Malice?

  These are little things. Terry Shepherd does that a lot. I regard him as a hero. These are, not Terry Shepherd, I'm blanking his name. These are things that people do that aren't heroic in the sense of Superman, but that I find admirable extremely, and I think are very underrated because these people aren't championed.

• 22:22Lex Fridman?

  Is this some kind of weird passive-aggressive and direct way for you to tell me that I should take you out for your birthday on Monday? Is that why you gave that whole speech?

• 22:32Michael Malice?

  That wasn't it at all.

• 22:34Lex Fridman?

  That was a joke, Michael.

• 22:35Michael Malice?

  No, it was a failed joke.

• 22:37Lex Fridman?

  Nevertheless.

• 22:38Michael Malice?

  There was no punchline.

• 22:40Lex Fridman?

  Without failure, we would not have triumph. Can we stick on the Camus absurdism versus existentialism?

• 22:47Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 22:49Lex Fridman?

  What do you think is the difference? In your ideas about anarchism too, it seems like those are somehow intricately connected because existentialism is connected to freedom and freedom is connected to anarchism.

• 23:07Michael Malice?

  Sure, but I mean, Sartre was a defender of the Soviet Union. He said explicitly about things like Gulags, like even if it's true, we shouldn't talk about it. So what people don't appreciate is how human beings can have contradictory ideas in their minds at the same time. So one would think, okay, someone's a Democrat, they think A, B, C, therefore they can think D, E, F. People can have all sorts of contradictions and it's not at all clear and they'll have a clean conscience because the human mind is very sophisticated and is capable of doing this. So Sartre, you know, was, you would think, he's this radical individualist, you know, this sense of ultimate freedom, but he's defending the Soviet Union. Camus, on the other hand, would probably be, was very much like a social democrat.

• 23:52Michael Malice?

  He didn't really talk about what politics should be so much as it shouldn't be. His essay, Reflections on the Guillotine, is one of the great masterpieces of all time, an attack on the death penalty, not in terms of no one's evil or it's wrong to kill murderers, but in terms of what does it do for a society? If you have someone who takes a person and locks them in a room and says, you know, in two years, I'm going to murder you, and you lock them for that, this is not someone we regard as moral, we regard this as someone who's a complete monster, but that's what the state does, you know, with the death penalty. And he challenges us to think, is this the kind of people we want to be?

• 24:34Michael Malice?

  And again, he's saying, I'm not saying killing a murderer is wrong, I'm not saying evil is wrong. His entire career was dedicated to fighting the concept of evil. But are we the kind of people who want to be doing these things that in any other context we regard as torture or depraved? So. I'm much more of a Camus person than a Sartre person.

• 24:56Lex Fridman?

  So he was probably against war in that same way. So I don't, I have to admit, I don't know much about the political side of Camus.

• 25:03Michael Malice?

  Well, and I don't think his political side is that interesting or relevant. What I find, sorry to interrupt you, what I find fascinating about Camus and what I think about on a daily basis from him is his insistence that you have to live a life based on conscience, that you have to be accountable to yourself when you put your head on the pillow at the end of the day and ask yourself, did I live a righteous life with integrity, true to my values? Did I not needlessly cause harm to innocent people? You know, that kind of mindset. Did I, if someone is weak, am I using that as an opportunity to exploit them or to harm them? Or do I feel a bit of sympathy or empathy for this person?

• 25:44Michael Malice?

  Because maybe they didn't have circumstances that were, you know, as beneficial as other people had.

• 25:50Lex Fridman?

  Well, how does that fit absurdism where everything is absurd? Nothing has meaning. You know, it really borders on nihilism.

• 25:58Michael Malice?

  Yeah, so he, his, he regards not, his, his philosophy explicitly said is a response to nihilism and a attack on nihilism. He, you know, he regards cynicism as the worst value people can have. And I agree with him 100%. A lot of times people call me cynical online and I push back very, very hard because to be a, you know, I had this quote in the new right where I said, I'd rather be naive than a cynic because a cynic is a hopeless man who projects his hopelessness to the world at large. Camus, this is the metaphor I use and I find it very inspirational. I thought it was in his work, but I guess I thought if it described it to him. There's two types of people.

• 26:39Michael Malice?

  Imagine you go to a mountainside and you see a blank canvas on an easel, standing in front of this mountainside. One, people be like, why is this blank canvas here? You know, what was this, what's going on here? And just be confused. Whereas the other type of person will be like, this is a blank canvas here in this beautiful countryside. What a great opportunity. I can paint this river. I could paint that bird. I could paint my friends or myself in the background. Infinite choices, and this is a gift that I have been given. And I think that also ties very heavily into what I was, I went to yeshiva as a kid, which is Jewish school. What we were taught incessantly, how to look at life is this beautiful gift that God

• 27:24Michael Malice?

  has given you and that God wants you to be happy. He wants you to live to the fullest in a moral way. I remember the first time I went into a church and they were asking questions about the Jewish concept, the afterlife. They weren't familiar with Jewish thought. And it took me a second because I didn't really have answers. And then I remembered what we were taught, which is, let's suppose you're at this banquet, the best chef on earth, and the table's so heavy because you've got steaks and you've got chicken and you've got sushi and the wine's flowing and you've got your Dr. Pepper and Mr. and Mr. Pibb and the store brand, everything you want. And you're looking around at this amazing bounty, right? And then you turn to this best chef on earth and you're like, oh, so what's for dessert?

• 28:06Michael Malice?

  I mean, the offensiveness of that is just so, you know, insane. Like you have this, eat the meal. Like, I promise you, if I could deliver this meal, the dessert's going to be okay. So this focus on the afterlife, when we've been given this amazing gift, you know, on this earth is, is a very kind of different mindset from both the Jewish tradition, as I'd been taught, and the Camus mindset. Obviously, Camus was an atheist, didn't believe in an afterlife. But this concept that life is, is meaningless, but that means you have that opportunity to find value, to seek for truth, to seek for happiness. And Camus has this quote, it's ascribed to him, it's like a meme. I've never found the source, so maybe he doesn't really say it.

• 28:50Michael Malice?

  But he says, maybe it's not about happy endings, maybe it's about the journey. And I think when you have that mindset, and as you and I, I think you and I have both found this, because neither of us, when we were kids, thought we'd be doing this. Right? But now that we are really fortunate.

• 29:04Lex Fridman?

  Definitely this.

• 29:05Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 29:06Lex Fridman?

  And definitely that.

• 29:06Michael Malice?

  Yeah. But now that we're fortunate enough to do this and that we're blessed enough that there's people who find this of value and interest and we could pay the rent doing this, there's not a day that goes by where I don't think you and I think this is pretty absurd.

• 29:20Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 29:20Michael Malice?

  But it's also pretty wonderful. And as a consequence of us thriving, it also shows other people that happiness is possible on this earth. And I think cynicism is the lie. It's not just a worldview, it's a lie that happiness is not possible on this earth, or it's only possible if you sell your soul and you're like a bad person, you screw other people over. I reject that in every aspect. You know, as you said, my birthday is coming up. I've been feeling just a lot of really great things have been happening very, very recently. So it affects me very heavily emotionally, especially when I see the response it gives to like the kids.

• 30:02Michael Malice?

  Right? So it's one thing to say, this is what I'm for. But when you can provide proof of concept that what you've been advocating does result in positive responses. I got a message from this kid who had tried to kill himself a year ago. Okay? And then he was like, look, I found your work. I found some other stuff. And now I realize I'm going to make something of myself. I was born in a meth house. You know, I'm whatever 19, 20 years old. I should be in the garbage. But I'm going to try to be a stand up because I have opportunity on this earth. Even if he fails as a stand up, you know, he's still such, whatever he does, washing dishes, there's no shame in that. Is it so bad to have a crappy job and a girlfriend who you don't really like?

• 30:45Michael Malice?

  But as compared to the alternative of like, I'm going to kill myself, this is heaven.

• 30:49Lex Fridman?

  Well, I think there's beauty to be discovered in all of it, in all of those experiences.

• 30:54Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 30:55Lex Fridman?

  So, but at the same time.

• 30:59Lex Fridman?

  So I often think about, I just recently reread The Idiot by Dostoevsky. I often feel like the idiot. That's why when I say I'm an idiot, I often think about Prince Mishkin. That kind of idiot, which the world sees you as naive. I don't think he's naive. I don't think I'm naive. But I tend to see the good in people and the good in every moment. And the world often is cynical. And in fact, especially in what we do, often the intellectual is supposed to be cynical.

• 31:30Michael Malice?

  This is very much an urban, elite, educated mindset, where if you write a book about someone who's, let's suppose, a drug addict or a prostitute, that has heft and that's valid. But if you're writing a book about like a love story, you know, two people fall in love and it's, they're on roller coasters or carousels, that's less legitimate. I hate that. I hate that. I hate that so much. Because the message it gives to people is you have to choose between thriving and happiness and silliness and seriousness and depravity. And I'm not saying a drug addict or prostitute is depraved, but they're basically, their worldview is if it's, unless it's dark and twisted, it doesn't really count as art. And I despise that mindset, that subtext.

• 32:11Lex Fridman?

  So the internet and people around me often will call me naive.

• 32:14Michael Malice?

  I think the word they want is innocent, don't you think?

• 32:17Lex Fridman?

  But it's not that innocent.

• 32:19Michael Malice?

  No, but innocent in that you genuinely, in your heart, I know you fairly well at this point, believe that goodness is possible and that people can, if not be good, at least be better than they were yesterday.

• 32:31Lex Fridman?

  See, even the word naive or the word innocent presumes that there's not wisdom in that. Presumes that somehow that's, oh, isn't that beautiful to live that life of a child who sees the world with these bright eyes and is hopeful about the future, but just wait until they grow up and realize that reality is much harsher than they think.

• 32:53Michael Malice?

  Right.

• 32:53Lex Fridman?

  But that child might be wiser than all of the adults in the room.

• 32:58Michael Malice?

  And don't you, don't you want to be, if the world is like that, don't you want to be the guy who takes it on and changes it for the better? Right? So it's like saying, well, you know, cancer's everywhere. It's inevitable. Well, don't you want to be the one who says, not anymore. I'm here and I'm going to make that change and I can see it being better than it is now. So I think you and I have the same. Analysis of your worldview, and I don't think that there is a good word for it. So I guess it's this idea of inherent benevolence might be maybe wordy, but I think that's more accurate because you and I did not have such easy lives growing up, to put it mildly. You constantly talk about just horrific aspects of life.

• 33:43Michael Malice?

  So to claim that you kind of don't know that they exist or you sleep on the rug is completely not accurate to your work and your mindset.

• 33:52Lex Fridman?

  Can we talk about World War II in the Soviet Union?

• 33:55Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 33:59Lex Fridman?

  So on Sunday, June 22nd, 1941, Hitler launched Operation Barbarossa, which was the surprise invasion of the Soviet Union. If I could read to you a few lyrics from a song that for some reason has stuck throughout my childhood. It was a famous song during that time.

• 34:22Lex Fridman?

  22 июня, ровно в 4 часа Киев бомбили. Нам объявили, что началась война. Война началась на рассвете, чтобы больше народу убить. Спали родители, спали их дети, когда стали Киев бомбить. The song talks about Kiev, like that moment as part of that operation that Kiev was first bombed and it was announced on June 22nd. The song says at exactly 4 o'clock that the war has begun. For some reason, this song haunts me because the exactness of that time

• 35:05Lex Fridman?

  and this realization that at any moment you can have this thing happen to you in your own personal life. Maybe we had something like 9/11 happen where everything changes. And it's just like haunting because it makes me think that at any moment, something like that could happen that changes everything. And I just think about like normal life going on in Kiev at the time. And then all of a sudden, the bombs are dropping and they announce that the war has begun. And you thought you were going to stay out of the war.

• 35:50Michael Malice?

  This is something that is very intensely emotional for me because you and I are both Russian Jewish. So to know that my grandparents and my great-grandma were told

• 36:04Michael Malice?

  that the Nazis are coming. And this wasn't a dress rehearsal. And that if they get here, which they do, they did, Lviv is very Western Ukraine, that 100% you and all your relatives are going to be murdered. And

• 36:23Michael Malice?

  there's a monument now in Lviv where I'm from about this, but I don't think either of us can imagine what it's like

• 36:34Michael Malice?

  to know, to think that we're about, you know, minutes or whatever, hours, or there's just, there's just the Russian army standing between us and everyone, everyone we are related to are going to be murdered for no reason. And

• 36:54Michael Malice?

  you know, like, what's the closure here, right? Like, they evacuated a lot of people, and, but they didn't evacuate enough. And to know that there is this force coming to 100% murder you, this isn't some kind of, you know, the TV news being hyperbolic, they're coming to kill you. And if they get you, they will kill you. And you have to, you know, we all think about war like, oh, you know, we hope America wins in Iraq, rah rah, but if America got their ass kicked kind of in Vietnam, it's not really going to affect America in the sense that you're going to have the body bags and all the kids being killed. And that's something that's, I'm not sweeping under the rug. But no one in America thought the Vietnamese are going to come here and kill them, right?

• 37:39Michael Malice?

  They were secure in their person. So to have that sense of, we really need to win. Because if we don't win, we are 100% if we, they, the Russian army doesn't win, we are 100% all going to be slaughtered. And often in not just a bullet to the head and in sadistic ways. It's something that, to know that people who share my blood saw and went through is very hard for me to kind of.

• 38:11Michael Malice?

  Wrap my head around.

• 38:12Lex Fridman?

  And there's no possibility to delude yourself.

• 38:16Michael Malice?

  Yeah, yeah, yeah.

• 38:17Lex Fridman?

  Because, I mean, they would, as the song also talks about, but they would burn the factories. So it's basically saying, we're in the war now. This is like.

• 38:29Michael Malice?

  This is your life, yeah.

• 38:30Lex Fridman?

  This is our life now.

• 38:31Michael Malice?

  You know how yesterday you worried about like, oh, I misplaced my pen. Where is it like, it's like, yeah, this was paradise.

• 38:38Lex Fridman?

  Most of us are gonna, our life now is that most of us are going to die. And if we want to prevent all of us from dying, we have to fight.

• 38:51Michael Malice?

  And we also can't sit down in some kind of weird like desert island or, you know, plane crash situation and be like, let's decide between us who's going to be the first to die. Maybe the like Titanic, the Titanic, right? They sat down and there were like women and children in the lifeboats. You know, they had this rational agreement. You don't have those choices in a war. So it's something that I, it's just very chilling. And it's something I don't really have the emotional space to understand or grapple with. Even, you know, obviously I've been to North Korea, you can see it and so on and so forth. You and I can't, or anyone listening to this, except for maybe on me and people like that.

• 39:37Michael Malice?

  You can't imagine what that's like to live it. We can't, we can't imagine what it's like to live in those situations where it's not like before Hitler came, everyone's, you know, dancing around and having a great time. I mean, imagine how, what that life is like where your preference to Hitler is starving and waiting in line for hours for bread and to have the secret police and your friends turn you in and your phones are all tapped and you're a prisoner. But to you, this is infinitely better than the alternative. Like, these are the choices that, you know, our family had to deal with. It's something that no matter how much you. It's like a, let me put it in terms people can understand. You know what I mean? It's like your first bad breakup, right?

• 40:21Michael Malice?

  Like, that's a much simpler thing to wrap your head around because it's like, if you've never had it, you can't really, but when you feel it, it's just so intense. But you can't tell someone what's like, we could sit down for days and hours and have people tell us. But until it's the totality of your environment and your life and your mindset. I remember my grandma,

• 40:47Michael Malice?

  I should talk about, I was like,

• 40:51Michael Malice?

  when you're, when you're that hungry,

• 40:56Michael Malice?

  all you're thinking about is bread.

• 40:59Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 41:00Michael Malice?

  Because your brain won't let, you know, human beings, you're evolved, we have instincts, whatever. And the mind is telling you food, food, food, food, food, food. And that there's kids thinking this and that there's, they're not going to get the food.

• 41:15Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 41:15Michael Malice?

  And imagine being a parent and your kids.

• 41:18Lex Fridman?

  Watching your kids without food and knowing they're not going to get the food.

• 41:23Michael Malice?

  And the fact that this happened in North Korea in the 90s.

• 41:27Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 41:27Michael Malice?

  I, I met a refugee.

• 41:31Michael Malice?

  And he had to watch his dad starve to death. And thank you.

• 41:38Michael Malice?

  And we have no concept of what it's like. I mean, we kind of, you know, it's just like, last night here in Austin, all the places were closed and I couldn't get my protein powder.

• 41:55Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 41:55Michael Malice?

  And this is the extent of my suffering when it comes to food. You know, or if I couldn't, there was a restaurant that I went to in Brooklyn, where for some fecal reason, they weren't serving sashimi, they only had sushi. So I had to have the rice and the carbs. To live a life where that is the extent of your food problems, as opposed to the choice is either Hitler killing you or being hungry 24/7. You know, my grandma told this story of how,

• 42:26Michael Malice?

  They had a close call. It was her and her brother and her mom, my great grandma, who passed. And I think there was like either helicopter overhead or something. And my great grandma jumped on top of my grandma's brother and not my grandma. So she basically did a Sophie's Choice, my grandma's name is Sophia, and chose the brother. And this is something that she felt, you know, all her life, that her mom had chosen her brother over her. But these little things that happen, these little kind of a decisions we have to make in war. There's a book I read called Five Chimneys, I think, this woman who was an Auschwitz survivor. And what she talked about, what people don't appreciate,

• 43:07Michael Malice?

  it's not necessarily the slaughter and the torture, it's that there's no rhyme or reason to it. Like, she talked about how they had a camp just for people from Czechoslovakia, and they were treated better than the Jews. And then one day, they just killed them all, right? And she's like, I still don't understand why they're giving them food and treating them well. And then the next day, they're all killed. And we will never get answers, you know? And she's, and, and things like, she talks about how they decided to kill all the kids. And they didn't really, either for some reason, they didn't have the courage to, or they wanted to be cruel. So instead of shooting them, they just kept walking them in the snow until they all died. So it's things like this, that the fact that

• 43:50Michael Malice?

  you and I dodged these bullets, and that we can be here and be doing this and, you know, running our mouths for a living. I, I think about it all the time. And it's, it's just very disturbing to know, and I know you know this as well, that there's lots of places on earth where if people had a choice, they would kill us on sight and be proud of themselves for it.

• 44:16Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, there, I don't know what to make of the contrast. You, you were talking about the fact that you've been truly happy the last few weeks and months.

• 44:26Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 44:27Lex Fridman?

  There's been a lot of moments of happiness and joy. And that joy is built on a history of human suffering. Like, in your roots, in your blood, is a lot of people that were tortured, that suffered, so that you could have this joy. And you have both the, you have the responsibility to truly be grateful for that joy.

• 44:47Michael Malice?

  But it also shows that there's the happy ending, that it does end in a good note, that it does get infinitely, infinitely better. And that, I think, there's a, I don't like using the word responsibility, but there is an opportunity for those of us who did dodge that bullet to give testimony to these people, and more importantly, to give testimony to the people who are going through this now. So, you know, one of the reasons I, you know, talk about North Korea so much, why I wrote Dear Reader, is because it's very easy, and this is human nature, I'm not condemning people. I don't, I think that's just how people are wired. When you see an Asian country with Asian people, and things are, you know, bad over there, you, you know,

• 45:31Michael Malice?

  I think in the West, it's like, oh, you know, Asia, they're all crazy there. They're wacky, they, you know, they eat dogs, or so on and so forth, some weird stereotype, and they think of them as kind of Martians. So it's important for people who aren't of that kind of ancestry to kind of speak on behalf of these people, because it's very different how just people just naturally react when you have a Westerner talking about this. Instead of it becoming their, you know, them over there, it becomes, you know, this could have been us very easily. I have a friend, Peter, Ehanski, great dude. And I was showing him photos when I was in Pyongyang, and he goes, "This looks like a Russian city with Asian people." It was, it completely disturbed him. So, you know, that was one of the reasons I did go to North Korea, because that was as close as I would get to see what your family went through,

• 46:16Michael Malice?

  to see what my family went through. And they're still living under this regime. And one of the things I fought very hard to do with Dear Reader, which I was successful in amazingly, and it just, I said, like, "I could die now." Like, I feel like if you make, if you just move the needle a little bit, then you've kind of paid your due for, be your time here on this earth. To have it change from being a laughing stock, you know, and I think Team America did a good job. They made Kim Jong Il into a clown and they made a joke of it, but you're going from nothing to joke. So at least now people are aware of it that it exists, right? And then I and many others took it from a joke to like, guys, this is really,

• 46:58Michael Malice?

  really, really bad. And none of us can even appreciate how bad it is. And I think now there is an understanding, other than a few people who are just looking at through a Trump lens and wanting Trump to fail because Trump's an asshole and that's fine, to be like, these poor people. And it's really unfortunate because there's a segment of Western culture who thinks that correctly. Often when you're complaining about or discussing the plight of another country, that's just your prelude to war and an excuse to invade. Like the Kurds in Syria, you know, we're talked about if we don't in Syria tomorrow, it's going to be another genocide, blah, blah. I'm not saying let's invade North Korea or anything like that. All I'm saying is, you know, thank God that this isn't your

• 47:40Michael Malice?

  life. I bring this up all the time. The woman who was my guide when I was there, I'm aware of what she's up to now. She's still, she's extremely rich by North Korean standards, but she'll never be in a position to buy medicine. She'll never be in a position to go on a vacation. Things that you and I just, you know, whatever, she can't go on the internet. She can't get an encyclopedia. She can't better herself as a person other than through what the state allows and meaning better yourself as a person in service to the state. So I mean, there's, it's also frustrating because there's only so much that I can do as an individual.

• 48:21Lex Fridman?

  What's your takeaway about human nature from looking at North Korea and looking at how the rest of the world is looking at North Korea?

• 48:28Michael Malice?

  I always, this is a great question. I think about it fairly often. I always say human beings are animals, right? When you say someone's an animal, it's like a slur, like he's like a beast. Animals are capable of enormous kindness, empathy, sympathy, you know, they look out for one another, groom one another. There's a thing with- Apes where they groom each other for parasites and you're even if there are no parasites, they pretend there's parasites just to have that kind of bonding. You see infinite photos online of like cats raising puppies because the puppy's mom died, things like this. That's part of being an animal. Part of being an animal is also just the most monstrous cruelty, killer whales. You know, there's this big PC move to not call them killer whales

• 49:13Michael Malice?

  and just call them orcas. They will murder blue whale pups, calves, excuse me, and play with them and not even eat them. So they just murder for the sake of fun. So there's and cats, you know, kill birds all the time, things like this. So it runs the whole gamut. And I think it's I'm, you know, when Yaron and I were on your show, I don't think Lord of the Flies is accurate. I don't think Hobbes is how reality works when you're in that kind of state. But I think we've seen countless examples of human beings, especially when human beings have power over someone who's powerless, of allowing themselves to engage in not just harm, but cruelty. And that

• 49:58Michael Malice?

  is something as Soviets, you and I are very painfully aware of. It's not just about the oppression, which as bad enough as it is, it's that mediocre person with that little bit of power. And now they're standing between you and your daughter having medicine, and they love it to make you dance, to be like, oh, you need me to get this medicine, make you go through hoops? Because now they feel like for the first time in their life, they're in a position of strength and power. I think that is, in many ways, the more common nature of evil, that what Hannah Arendt talks about, the banality of evil, than someone who's like an SS guard just shooting someone in the head. Like that, I think we could all wrap our heads around to some extent, like, okay, I'm a military.

• 50:41Michael Malice?

  It's not easy. I have to execute people, pulling a trigger. You could kind of have this mental disconnect between the finger and the victim. But like that little day to day stuff, like, are you doing the right thing on a day to day basis? That I think is far more common and far more disturbing aspect in certain senses of the human psyche.

• 50:59Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, there's something especially disturbing about a weak man.

• 51:07Lex Fridman?

  Given power and just abusing that power. There's something about not just weak, but like mediocre at everything he does or less than mediocre.

• 51:17Michael Malice?

  A great example of this, which I'm also talking about the next book is Ceausescu, who was the dictator of Romania. So, you know, the Cold War is still somewhat poorly understood in, you know, popular culture, but the different countries in the Second World, the Soviet Bloc, some are more liberal than others, some are more sane than others. And Ceausescu at first was one of the, you know, more Western friendly, more the free ones. Then he met the great leader Kim Ilseong from North Korea and he had the idea to impose a personality cult on Romania. And it's the kind of things like forcing people to breed because he wanted to make people taller. He, I think he made like the biggest building in all of Europe, the People's Palace, but it was just for him. Bodies, no electricity, you know, elsewhere. But you look at this guy, you

• 52:00Michael Malice?

  know, Stalin's a badass, right? He was a bank robber. If you look at photos of him as a kid, he was a hunk. Lenin was clearly intellectual. These were not, these were powerful Trotsky, these were powerful men with huge egos, huge force of personality. But you look at this Ceausescu guy and you could like, for example, on my driver's license, instead of my address, I'm like in my real address being like 1234 Fifth Avenue, by mistake, it says 1234 Fifth Street, right? So you can imagine him being in the post office and me giving him my ID to get my package and him being baffled because this says street, this says avenue instead of understand. And this, the look on his face, this dullard that you can see how, you know how sometimes I'm gonna, can I curse?

• 52:42Lex Fridman?

  Fuck, yes.

• 52:43Michael Malice?

  Yeah. So if you know, like how if you're in the airport and you see someone and you look at them, an adult, and you think, okay, this person was born fucked up, just like on sight, like something's wrong with them. How are they traveling alone? You look at Ceausescu, you look at him, you're like, something's not right with this guy. Not in the sense of like evil, but in the sense of he's a simpleton, right? And now he's in charge of this whole country and everyone's taught to regard him as one of the great geniuses of all time. And it's this, the idea, this mediocre nobody, this guy would have in any other culture been accomplished, nothing, or, or, or would have had an honest job where he's like, okay, he works at the mail, mail service and he's bad at it. Okay, fine. He's not hurting anyone. And now as a result of this, he's responsible for mass death, secret police and incarceration.

• 53:25Michael Malice?

  And, uh, you know, one of the greatest things I've ever seen, which I'm sure many people have seen as well. If you go on YouTube, it's his speech. And it's the first time the crowd turns and his head kind of like, because they start booing him, which was unheard of. And, you know, he was shot with his dog faced wife not that long after. It was just a great moment. But it's things like this. I agree with you that that mediocre, weak person is now in a position of power over somebody else. And that sense of vindictiveness, like, I'm gonna feel strong for once in my life, but it's gonna be at your expense. That, I think, is, you know, human nature. It's most primal.

• 54:01Lex Fridman?

  And every time I meet a person in this world.

• 54:04Michael Malice?

  You're the first person to get me to cry on a fucking podcast. Fucking, the robot gets me to cry. What the fuck is going on?

• 54:10Lex Fridman?

  Every time I meet a weird person, somebody, to me, heroism is also taking a risk to rebel against mediocrity.

• 54:22Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 54:22Lex Fridman?

  Like, in the most simplest of ways, like, the license address, like, taking a risk to break the little bit of rule that nobody will know about, to take that little bit of a leap of like, that little protest against the bureaucracy.

• 54:38Michael Malice?

  Like that Nazi guard where he just spoke out. He's like, hey, lady.

• 54:41Lex Fridman?

  But that's a big one.

• 54:42Michael Malice?

  Oh, that's a sure.

• 54:43Lex Fridman?

  I mean, like, literally at the line at Starbucks or something like that. Like, even in the tiniest of ways, when I see people, just like, it's almost like that little, like, glimmer in their eye, a wink, like, we're in this together. This, there's, there's all this conformity all around us, that's, at a different time, could have been Nazi Germany, could have been Stalin and Soviet Union.

• 55:07Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 55:07Lex Fridman?

  We're in this together. We're going to rebel against that conformity by just, just taking the risk, that little bit of risk against mediocrity. I don't know. And that, and then, once again, I see this in companies, too. When I see the mediocrity, I see this, you know, I used to work at Google, I see it in Google. And when the companies grow, that mediocrity is overwhelming.

• 55:32Michael Malice?

  The Peter Principle, right?

• 55:33Lex Fridman?

  The Peter Principle.

• 55:33Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 55:34Lex Fridman?

  My hope is that all of us have the possibility for that glimmer, that, that risk-taking, the leap of faith, or whatever the heck that is, the leap out of the ordinary, out of the conformity, out of the mediocrity.

• 55:49Michael Malice?

  So this is where you and I disagree. I think most, a lot of people are not capable of that.

• 55:56Lex Fridman?

  They're accustomed to it. I don't know if they're not capable.

• 55:59Michael Malice?

  No, I, my, I understand your position. I'm disagreeing with it. I'm saying I do not think they're capable. I think a lot of people effectively don't have souls. They do not have a conscience in this sense where they're going to look at an issue, bring their critical thinking and say, all right, I am going to do the right thing, although I'm taking a risk.

• 56:20Lex Fridman?

  Do you think thinking is involved or is it just taking that leap? There, there's something about that basic human spirit. Forget the thinking part. It's, it's just saying like, I'll take that risk. They're taking that adventure. The same thing that got people to explore the seas, you know, that, that,

• 56:39Lex Fridman?

  throughout human civilization, explore land, explore the oceans, like that explore exploration. Like we've done stuff this way all this time. I'm going to take a leap and that comes out of nowhere seemingly.

• 56:52Michael Malice?

  But those people are the heroes, but I don't think that's universal.

• 56:57Michael Malice?

  I remember there was, I'm going to use a very gauche example. There was a show called Scare Tactics, which was basically a candid camera, but they would scare people. Like they'd have vampires, whatever, and hidden camera and people's reactions. And so a lot of, but sometimes the prank didn't work out like they expected. So there was one where they were hiring the people who were the marks, you know, the contestants, so to speak, was hired to be a security guard. Okay. And you have to watch this, this factory overnight and you get paid. And what the setup was, some people were breaking out of the factory in the middle of the night, like in rags. And they were saying they were keeping us prisoner here, like blah, blah, and just watch the person's reaction to this. And there was one security guard.

• 57:42Michael Malice?

  Where they're, he basically forced them back into the building and they're like, they're working us 24/7, we're getting beaten. He's like, I'm here to do a job, get back in there. And you watch this and it never even enters his head to be like, something's wrong here. He was given his orders, he's following his orders. And to me, that is not uncommon. And that person, although they look like you and I, there's something essentially human missing with them. Now, very quickly, the reaction is, well, it's one step from there to Nazism. I don't think it's something that, I'm not saying this person should be killed, but I'm just saying to expect that every human being

• 58:26Michael Malice?

  has the capacity to have that defiance, especially at a cost their own life. That I think is not realistic. And I, but at the same time, I feel like an octopus on the eighth hand. It is those few of us, or if you want to include me in this, who do make these tiny little protests, who look the other way when someone is hungry, who's stealing food from the supermarket, right? It's like, all right, like I'm going to pretend I didn't see anything. That, those little elements of heroism are what move humanity forward and demonstrate the validity of the human experience. Whereas everyone else is kind of like scenery.

• 59:09Lex Fridman?

  I think almost everybody in the world can derive deep meaning and pleasure from having done those courageous acts. And I also think they have the capacity to do them, to discover that meaning and happiness.

• 59:22Michael Malice?

  So you're the cynic, then why aren't they doing it?

• 59:24Lex Fridman?

  They haven't gotten a chance to, like, I've never tried LSD or DMT. You haven't gotten a chance to try this amazing journey, which is taking the risk.

• 59:37Michael Malice?

  That's nonsense, because as you just said two minutes ago, everyone has that chance every day to do the right thing.

• 59:45Lex Fridman?

  We have the chance to do a lot of things and we don't realize. There's a lot of stuff right in front of our nose that we don't realize.

• 59:51Michael Malice?

  Right.

• 59:52Lex Fridman?

  You have to kind of wake up to it. Sometimes you need the catalyst. There needs to be some kind of thing that happens that wakes you up. That- The fact that most people don't take the small acts of rebellion doesn't mean they don't have the capacity to both do so and to derive a lot of meaning from it. Then it's a discussion about how to create societies that get more and more people to be free actors and free thinkers. That's, that's the question. And that, that probably leads us into a discussion of anarchism and so on, but

• 1:00:31Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 1:00:31Lex Fridman?

  I just think we are very young as a species. We're trying to figure out how to get ourselves to first be collaborative, but at the same time be free spirits. And I think both of those are within human nature for most of us.

• 1:00:46Michael Malice?

  I think another big concern is that there's enormous disincentives, and this is Michael Malice speaking.

• 1:00:54Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:00:55Michael Malice?

  For human beings to be kind and for tenderness. And I think, especially when you're young, you know what I mean? When you're immature, a lot of times someone will reach out to you with kindness or vulnerability, and you think it's funny to kind of dunk the head underwater in a pool or something like that.

• 1:01:11Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:01:12Michael Malice?

  And when you get older, you look, you know, there's this one example of this. This was, this was in the nineties, and there was a woman, she became a like stripper or something like that, or whatever it was. But she had this amazing body, she was just gorgeous. And the show was, she was talking about how when she was in high school, she was bullied a lot. And that there was this football player, he messed with her every single day. And like at one day, she even threw pickles in her hair, and her hair smelled like pickles, and it was laughing at her. And this really screwed her up. I mean, it's up to that show. And they took her backstage and they brought out the football player, and now he's a dad and a vaguer dude. And he's like, do you know, they're like, do you know why you're here? And he's like, no. And they're like, oh, what were you like in high school? He's like, I was kind of a jock, you know, bully, whatever.

• 1:01:57Michael Malice?

  And they brought her out and he didn't even remember her really. And she was just starts crying about the pickles and whatever. And this is something that affected her for like 20 years. And I've never seen a clear example of someone who wanted to kill themselves in this guy. Like the guilt on his face and he's looking at her and he's desperate to be like, what can I do to take your pain away, to make it better? Like I, I, he was just crippled by it because he knew there's nothing he could do. He knew he a hundred percent did the wrong thing. He knew he did the wrong thing unthinkingly. Like you can imagine, you know, I gotta screw over this lady to feed my family. You know, that, that's fine. But it was, at the time, it meant nothing to him. So of course he didn't remember. And he was just paralyzed by this sense of crippling guilt.

• 1:02:41Michael Malice?

  One of the reasons I always try to do the right thing isn't because I'm inherently good person, which I do not think I am. I don't think anyone is inherently good, but because I will feel guilty about it for a very, very long time. Because if you do the wrong thing, this is a very Camus idea. If you do the wrong thing to a good person, that's really, really bad. Because what kind of person are you? In the same way that everyone can be that guy who takes someone out for their birthday. Everyone has that ability for someone who did the wrong thing to someone who's a normal person. And do you want to be that guy as well? My friend Bitstein, he's a big gold, excuse me, Bitcoin person.

• 1:03:25Michael Malice?

  My biography, Ego and Hubris, is like $500 now on eBay. It's like hard to find, came out in 2006. And he had told me that, you know, you can get it on torrent. It's downloadable. And I'm like, oh, I thought if you're my friend, you know, you'd want to buy it. At the time, it was not $500, I assure you. And he goes, I did buy it. I'm just telling you that you could also get it for free. This information that you might want to use. And I felt, I'm like, I snapped at this kid. Who was doing right by me. And I felt it just stuck in my head. I'm like, you're an ass.

• 1:03:59Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:04:00Michael Malice?

  And then years later, I apologized. He had no memory of this at all. And I'm glad to be able to reiterate the apology again. But, you know, this is, you know, a lot of times I'm extremely aggressive on Twitter and in other venues. I always try to, and maybe I fail, and that's my moral failing. Always do it as a counterattack. If you're gonna start going personal, if you're gonna start being aggressive against an individual, I'm not going to necessarily hold back when I reciprocate. And it's something that is very common on social media, but I don't think it is normal. I just because a lot of, this is you're talking about the quiet little rebellion. Just because everyone else around you thinks it's okay to just go up to people and attack them in the most personal ways, imprompted, because of their views.

• 1:04:45Michael Malice?

  Really, just take a step back and realize what you're engaging with. Now, if that's the fight they want, then, you know, my Soviet cruelty could come out. And that's kind of why I don't drink, because I do enjoy it.

• 1:04:56Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:04:56Michael Malice?

  But at the same time, be aware of what you're doing. And, and, and again, this goes back to Camus' sense that conscience really is what makes us human beings. But that's the thing, what I'm saying, I don't think most people think in terms of conscience. They don't think it, they, we are taught, this is that, this is that, that creeping cynicism. That, oh, grow up. When you're an adult, you have to make sacrifices, blah, blah, blah. And even if I buy that for a second, which I don't, but if I have to make sacrifices sometimes, that doesn't mean it's okay for me to make a sacrifice of my values in this moment. If I have to maybe be at work and my boss is a jerk to me and calls me names, I have to be humiliated,

• 1:05:39Michael Malice?

  but I gotta put food on the plate, that doesn't mean it's okay later if I'm at a party and I'm just, you know, extremely offensive to someone for no reason.

• 1:05:48Lex Fridman?

  You know, my own flavor of a little bit of rebellion.

• 1:05:53Michael Malice?

  Sometimes I use the number two.

• 1:05:58Lex Fridman?

  Is, uh, you know, you're very witty on Twitter.

• 1:06:02Michael Malice?

  Mm hmm.

• 1:06:03Lex Fridman?

  And my, and Twitter likes mockery and wit. And, um, I'm a counterattack is, uh, Twitter loves that. Somebody who's skilled at it. My own flavor of a bit of rebellion is to say things very simply, bordering on cliche.

• 1:06:28Lex Fridman?

  With, with, uh, with, uh, authenticity and like genuinely meaning the words I say. But knowing that those words would be, are easy to attack.

• 1:06:40Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 1:06:41Lex Fridman?

  And that, sometimes those attacks can hurt because people would just mock me.

• 1:06:46Michael Malice?

  Sure. People don't like earnestness because they've been taught to be too cool for school.

• 1:06:51Lex Fridman?

  Yeah. So like, there's this pressure for me to be sound way more sophisticated.

• 1:06:56Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 1:06:56Lex Fridman?

  Use bigger words, uh, sometimes throw in, um, a criticism of institutions or something like that. Like, uh, like almost as if I have a deep wisdom about the way the world is broken. But when you speak very simply about beautiful things in life, it's very easy to sound like you don't know what the hell you're talking about.

• 1:07:19Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 1:07:19Lex Fridman?

  And I kind of, I stick by that. I don't know where that's gonna end up, but it's like the idiot from The St. Yaski. It feels like that's the right, uh, that's the right thing, even if it hurts when I'm attacked for it.

• 1:07:32Michael Malice?

  I, I do something similar sometimes, which is I'll have some innocuous comment about like bubble gum. I mean, just it's not even political. And a lot of times people, a few people respond with this paragraph of just invective.

• 1:07:45Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:07:46Michael Malice?

  About like blah, blah, and then this, and you say this, and you're an ass and, and just really trying to get at me. And what I, in those situations, they're very specific circumstances, I will respond, and I mean it every single time, I will say, I wish your parents had been kinder to you, or your mom or your dad, because if someone is some, even if I'm some idiot on Twitter, right, who's just talking about bubble gum, and this is your, I'm not talking about politics, where I can see how people get emotional, COVID, my grandma died, now you're talking about her, and you, I realize, this isn't about me, like, I'm someone you've never met, making some inane point about nothing, and you're getting agitated about this, it's clearly something else that's going on here, and someone taught you, someone had to teach

• 1:08:29Michael Malice?

  you, that this is how to respond in this kind of very, kind of harsh way, and a lot of times, they'll, you know, they won't say anything or get deleted, and I hope, every single time, there's no asterisk here, that they take a second, and they realize that the way that they were talked to, growing up, was not acceptable, that they don't have to carry this forward, and that they don't have to be kind to me, I'm nobody to them, but take a second and ask if this is the kind of mindset you want to be, your norm, as opposed to a weapon you pull out of your pocket sometimes, where it's warranted, or even when it's not warranted. I think there's a lot of those people out there, you know,

• 1:09:09Michael Malice?

  and we forget how, you know, how hard it is for a lot of people to grow up, how they're trained from their, their parents, or the single parent, that the only way they're gonna get attention is by acting out, that when they do good things, it doesn't get comment, but if they do bad things, they gotta smack upside their head, that, I think, is far more common than we realize, and that's such a, it's not even, it's not hitting the kid that's gonna last, it's, the pain's gonna give five seconds, but when you're training this child, helpless child, is something that's really, really bad.

• 1:09:45Lex Fridman?

  I don't know if it always can be mapped to that, I always wonder about them, like, what their motivations are, and I just kinda, like, whenever I think about them, I think only positively, and I don't even think about the childhood thing, I think. I don't know. I I I kind of imagine that all of us can go through that stage where we enjoy the derision of others. We go through stages of being.

• 1:10:11Michael Malice?

  I I enjoy the derision of others, but it has to be, you know, Billy, I'd have that quote, like, I like it when people are mean to me, I got to stop pretending to be nice. But like, what's the worst thing someone can say about you? You're not, what harm are you doing? Maybe your podcast is garbage and the people are, the conversations suck and the people are losers.

• 1:10:27Lex Fridman?

  Well, um, no, the main, the main thing I would say is I'm way more popular than I deserve to be.

• 1:10:32Michael Malice?

  What does deserve mean?

• 1:10:34Lex Fridman?

  The reality is, there's people out there that just enjoy hating on others. And I don't, um, I don't fault them for it. Like, I don't even think of them as haters. I think of them as just people that in this particular part of their life are enjoying this activity of, uh, of deriding others on the internet. I'm, I'm not sure what to do with that. I, I just don't wanna, I, I don't wanna allow myself to think badly of them, I guess, is the thing.

• 1:11:06Michael Malice?

  I'm, I'm the one saying, don't think badly of them. I'm saying that I don't think they're inherently bad people. I think that their thinking is screwed and that I'm, I'm, I'm steel manning them. I'm saying, let's assume everything you're saying about Lex is true. This is an opportunity for you to outdo Lex. Like, it's.

• 1:11:21Lex Fridman?

  No, but are you saying they should stop hating? Cause I'm saying like, maybe they shouldn't just keep.

• 1:11:27Michael Malice?

  I, I don't believe in should, right? I'm an anarchist, but I'm saying is like, if this is your belief about Lex.

• 1:11:32Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:11:33Michael Malice?

  You know, you know what it is? I, I made this comment in my book, The New Right, when people make fun of Andy Warhol. And they're like, oh my God, he painted a soup can and now he became a millionaire. I could do this. Well, why don't you?

• 1:11:44Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:11:45Michael Malice?

  So basically, if I go up to you with a check and I say, I will give you a million dollars, you could see the check, you gotta paint a soup can, what am I waiting for? So clearly there's a disconnect in their thinking between what they're perceiving and the reality. Because if it was as simple or as, maybe not simple, but as, as, as possible for them as they perceive it to be, why are they leaving comments instead of, uh, outdoing you? How great would it be for them to have your bigger audience and drive you into the ground? I don't know how that would work, cause it's not the NBA, but.

• 1:12:15Lex Fridman?

  No, but you wanna point out, you, you do this too on Twitter. You wanna point out the.

• 1:12:21Lex Fridman?

  Hypocrisy, the fraudulence of others, right?

• 1:12:25Michael Malice?

  Sure, but what are you, you're not claiming anything other than this is, the following is the conversation between me and, and Machiki, whatever his name is, right? I got the voice down, dude. I got it down. I've been walking around my house doing my Lex impression. I've been leaking motor oil everywhere.

• 1:12:41Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, but, yeah. I don't know. I, I don't know. I don't know what to make of it. Cause I think there's, there's a more general statement to be made. Like I see Twitter this way too. When I read a tweet, I try to read it with like the best possible interpretation. Meaning like, what is the wisdom in this tweet?

• 1:13:00Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 1:13:00Lex Fridman?

  As opposed to what I think a large number of people, not a large, but some fraction, try to see what is the worst possible interpretation of this tweet? And they want to, they, they want to destroy you for that worst interpretation. Like they wanna, um, there's people, I'm already aware of this with me and certainly with a lot of people. They're waiting for me to fail. They want me to be like, this guy talks about love all the time. They want me to be some dark, like a Bill Cosby type character.

• 1:13:32Michael Malice?

  Pain, yeah. They want you to be in pain because they don't.

• 1:13:34Lex Fridman?

  Why?

• 1:13:35Michael Malice?

  I'll tell you exactly why. Because this is why I'm so for being white pilled and being for hope. Because if you are black pilled, meaning if you think it's pointless, we're all done. You're just wasting your breath. If you have any counter examples to this thesis, if there's even a little bit of hope, your entire hypothesis falls through, right? So if it's, it's kinda how like you have all these stories of people who are like painting swastikas, who aren't Nazis, but just to show that, oh, there's all this Nazism. So I'm gonna, you know, kind of force the conclusion. So for them, when they see you thriving, you are as a mediocre person with a crappy show, but you're demonstrating that people can succeed. This bothers them. So you are.

• 1:14:17Lex Fridman?

  Anyone can succeed, that bothers them.

• 1:14:19Michael Malice?

  Yeah. So, because then why haven't they? So now you're a counter to their worldview and that is going to cause anxiety when you have data that contradicts other data in your, in your worldview. This is, and your mindset, this is a big issue. Issue for them.

• 1:14:31Lex Fridman?

  Yeah. So anyone listening to this, they're annoyed by the look of my face. Remember that you could probably do way better than me and you should.

• 1:14:40Michael Malice?

  But also, what would you failing look like? Like, let's suppose this podcast went from whatever views you had to 100 views an episode. That's still success. You are talking to people you like, having conversations about important issues. You're having a good time. They're giving a time. How is that a failure? If I have dinner with a friend of mine, there's zero viewers and we enjoy that time. That is the height of human success. When you are sharing.

• 1:15:07Lex Fridman?

  Happiness.

• 1:15:08Michael Malice?

  Happiness.

• 1:15:08Lex Fridman?

  Joy.

• 1:15:09Michael Malice?

  Joy over love.

• 1:15:11Lex Fridman?

  So what's the difference between joy and love, Michael Malice?

• 1:15:14Michael Malice?

  Uh, I think joy is easier to attain. It's more common. You could share it with everyone.

• 1:15:20Lex Fridman?

  Give me an example of joy, like what was a moment of joy for you recently?

• 1:15:25Michael Malice?

  I could give you a great example of joy. And this is part in the absurdist mindset. Okay? I love having a bad meal at a restaurant. And I'll give you, you can see why.

• 1:15:36Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:15:36Michael Malice?

  You go with your friend. It takes you 45 minutes to get seated. Okay, I'm starving. Waiter's not paying attention to you. They bring you water. It's got a hair in it. They get the food wrong.

• 1:15:47Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:15:48Michael Malice?

  It comes out again. It's ripe, but it's cold. At a certain point, you're like, okay, I'm hungry. I'm living an anecdote. This is something that you, if you were at dinner, we could talk about this for years because how great is it that the worst thing that's happening to me is I gotta wait an hour for this meal. That's gonna be cooked wrong, right? That to me is joy, is holding on to that idea that happiness and thriving are possible, even when in the moment, it's, uh, everything's going the wrong way.

• 1:16:20Lex Fridman?

  Doesn't every moment have the capacity to, uh? Fill you with joy then?

• 1:16:24Michael Malice?

  Yes, yes.

• 1:16:25Lex Fridman?

  Shitty moments and the good moments.

• 1:16:27Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 1:16:28Lex Fridman?

  But that, see, that's the way I usually talk about love is like, I love life.

• 1:16:34Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 1:16:35Lex Fridman?

  And in, because life can generate every, everything, the pain, the loss, but also just like simple or complicated bliss, all of that. I just love all of that. And that, because it fills me with a, with a kind of, I guess, joy, but joy has a connotation that it's supposed to be somehow positive, like you're supposed to be smiling. Uh, to me, you know, Man's Search for Meaning with Viktor Frankl, you know, just, it's, you're, you're in the Holocaust, you're in a concentration camp, just having a little bit of food that you didn't expect you will have, uh, or even just thinking about food.

• 1:17:14Michael Malice?

  Or what about there's a kid there, you tell him a funny story and you crack him up?

• 1:17:18Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:17:18Michael Malice?

  Like you take away this child's pain for like five minutes. That is the height of joy.

• 1:17:23Lex Fridman?

  Yeah. So to me, like all of like life is like infinitely full of possibility for joy.

• 1:17:28Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 1:17:29Lex Fridman?

  And that's what I mean by love, because oftentimes like romantic love is what people think about when they think love. But to me, it's all like part of the same thing. And it's almost like love, romantic love, or love with a friend, friendship, is like, you both notice each other. It's like dogs, they look at each other and then they look at the thing they're interested in. You both notice each other and that moment of joy, you share that moment of joy together.

• 1:17:56Michael Malice?

  Yeah, like the restaurant, yeah.

• 1:17:57Lex Fridman?

  The restaurant. Yeah, if you're both, almost without conspiring, notice the absurdity of how shitty this meal is. And, and like that, again, that little glimmer of realization, that's, that's what makes life beautiful. You mentioned, uh, your grandmother in Lvov, you were thinking of returning there. The plans got a little bit delayed, but what are you hoping from that trip of going back to Russia, going back to Ukraine? What do you?

• 1:18:31Lex Fridman?

  Hope to get out of it, but what do you think you will feel?

• 1:18:34Michael Malice?

  A lot of things. First of all, I'm going with my buddy Chris Williamson. He hosts the Modern Wisdom Podcast. He is one of my closest friends. We've never met.

• 1:18:44Lex Fridman?

  Oh, really?

• 1:18:45Michael Malice?

  We've never met. He's in Britain. He's trying to get his ass over here to Austin. He's filling out his form right now.

• 1:18:51Lex Fridman?

  He's too good looking. It's a crime.

• 1:18:53Michael Malice?

  We call him, I call him Apollo and I'm Loki. So right away, you have a buddy comedy because we're going to film it, right? You have these two guys who on paper are very dissimilar, but we're very, very close.

• 1:19:04Lex Fridman?

  In which way are you similar?

• 1:19:07Michael Malice?

  I think we're both very intense people, very strong emotionally.

• 1:19:14Michael Malice?

  We're both very ambitious in the sense that, not in terms of career, but like we want to grab life by the short hairs kind of thing. We're just both like good experiences.

• 1:19:26Lex Fridman?

  Do he bench more than you?

• 1:19:28Michael Malice?

  Oh, yeah. He's, of course. I mean, the guy's jacked. He's just.

• 1:19:32Lex Fridman?

  Because, you know, he's so good looking. He could be one of those guys who is mostly biceps and.

• 1:19:36Michael Malice?

  Oh, no, no, no. If you look at, go to his Instagram, Chris Will X is his handle. It's like head to toe. It's just sculpted.

• 1:19:44Lex Fridman?

  So he's perfect in every way. That's great.

• 1:19:46Michael Malice?

  He, he.

• 1:19:48Lex Fridman?

  What flaws does he have? Because I need.

• 1:19:50Michael Malice?

  He's that taste of friends.

• 1:19:53Michael Malice?

  And his accent is all crazy.

• 1:19:56Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:19:56Michael Malice?

  He pronounces it, he's an underwear model. Now I spell it M U D L. So just us two, British and American and just two different dudes. It's going to be a lot of fun. Although, to be fair, as you know, I'm an underwear model now as well. So.

• 1:20:10Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:20:11Michael Malice?

  We're going to talk that in a second, maybe. But yeah, sheathunderwear.com.

• 1:20:16Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, this episode is brought, this episode is brought to you by Sheath Underwear. Are we going to get some pictures eventually?

• 1:20:21Michael Malice?

  I think we might. Yeah. Yes, I have them on my phone. We're going to, we'll have them. We could shit them right, you could slice it in right here. So to be able to go with someone who is a very close, I mean, me and him talk like every day, right? So to someone who generally cares about you, who, who's, he's very, very grounded.

• 1:20:42Michael Malice?

  Right, so like a lot of times I'll have like some concern and he's really good. And if you're listening to the show at slicing through the noise and being like, hold on a second. I can't do the accent yet. Have you considered A, B, and C? Because you know, whenever I had the situation, this is what I did. So he's really good with that.

• 1:21:00Michael Malice?

  So to have a, first of all, just like two buddies on a trip is a real lot of fun. Second of all, I know that if it's gonna be very intense. So for you, you left Russia much later than I did. How old were you? Thirteen. Thirteen, right. So you remember it, I'm sure, very, very well. I left when I was one and a half, two. I don't remember it all. To go to the streets where, you know, my family had to go through this stuff, to see the, you know, they came to Lviv, they slaughtered all the Jews. I mean, to have that little memorial there that's there now and to just look around and know yesterday, basically, they came here, they rounded everyone up. And also, from the other side, you had the Stalinists coming in and starving all the people. It's just to know that so much horror and death.

• 1:21:43Michael Malice?

  There's this quote I saw once about a woman who went to Auschwitz. And she just made the comment like, grass grows here. Because we think, you know, that when it comes to the nature of evil, that you're gonna go there, there's gonna be this pits of hell or whatever. There's birds, you know, there's, you know, robins hopping around looking for the worms or whatever. They think it's perfectly nice and you stand there to understand that so much suffering happened here or there is gonna be very jarring. I know that it's going to be an issue because I speak Russian and not Ukrainian. And to speak Russian to Ukrainians is like a big deal. So that's gonna be a concern. I'm also worried about going to Russia because every Russian has this idea that even though they've just met you, they feel they're in a position to tell you what you're doing

• 1:22:28Michael Malice?

  wrong with your life, what you should be doing if they're a cab driver. I have no tolerance for unsolicited advice on a basis at all. That's gonna be horrible. They're gonna be telling me I need to speak Russian better because

• 1:22:39Michael Malice?

  I'm not hearing it. I'm not interested in hearing it. So that, I think, and also, you know, given my upcoming book, The White Pill, and covering what happened back in the day with under Stalinism and later, to see this was the Lyublanka, this was the basement where they would, you know, you know, this is something that people might not realize. There's a superb film, The Death of Stalin, which was kind of, does what I do with North Korea, you know, puts a humorous spin on it. Then when you take a step back and you realize what they're actually saying, it's just like, it's very, very disturbing. How, when Stalin was dying. He had a stroke. He's laying there in a pile of his own piss. He's unconscious. He'd be fright before he died, he thought the doctors were all plotting against him. So they were being tortured to confess that they were trying to murder him.

• 1:23:23Michael Malice?

  They had to get the doctors out of the torture chambers to attend to him, and they did it. So this kind of thing to like, go there like Red Square and see, this is where it happened. To see Lenin's body, like, this is the guy who Emma Goldman yelled at. It's gonna be really, um, cause I've worked so much in this space, jarring and intense and emotional. And as intense as it is for me sitting here talking to you about it, to see it and to see the faces and to see Cyrillic everywhere, you know, other than Brighton Beach in Brooklyn. It's gonna, I'm sure it's gonna do a huge number on me because as a, as Western and as the Tupoy Mirakanyets, as the Russians will say I am, this is still where I came from.

• 1:24:06Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:24:06Michael Malice?

  So no matter, to see it face to face, I don't know how I'm gonna react, but I don't think it's gonna be like meh.

• 1:24:13Lex Fridman?

  You've assembled a number of essays from anarchist thinkers in a new book called The Anarchist Handbook.

• 1:24:19Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 1:24:20Lex Fridman?

  You mentioned Emma Goldman. What interesting things do these thinkers agree on and what do they disagree on?

• 1:24:28Michael Malice?

  The anarchist handbook dot com is the website. It covers from the 1790s to, I think my essay's the last one from 2014, which a friend of mine who's a kind of a mediocre scientist is gonna be reading for the audiobook.

• 1:24:41Lex Fridman?

  Also podcast.

• 1:24:42Michael Malice?

  Also podcast. I never, but it's not a podcast anyone would have heard of. It's like Tom Woods, but even worse. So what they all agreed on was the illegitimacy of government and also the malevolence of state actors and the consequences of governments. So they range in terms that most people would easily regard as either left or right wing. But it tackles the nature of government and also creates positive, non-state alternatives from really many different angles. The slogan I have is the black flag, which is the traditional flag of anarchism. The black flag comes in many colors. So they were really all over the map in terms of what they're for,

• 1:25:27Michael Malice?

  but their disagreement is about the nature of state and the nature of power. And it's very edifying because this is an ideology that's been in many ways swept under the rug. No one takes this seriously. Grow up. That I can allow people to sit down and read these essays and see for themselves just how beautiful this tapestry over the decades and centuries has been woven about people who genuinely believed in freedom as the most important and how to maximize that for society.

• 1:25:59Lex Fridman?

  So maybe it's useful to talk about a few contrasting thinkers in there. So one is Leo Tolstoy.

• 1:26:06Michael Malice?

  Oh, yeah.

• 1:26:07Lex Fridman?

  Who I think not many people know is an anarchist.

• 1:26:13Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 1:26:14Lex Fridman?

  A Christian anarchist.

• 1:26:15Michael Malice?

  Christian anarchist, yeah.

• 1:26:17Lex Fridman?

  So he came to despise government for its deceit and its violence. But to him, the Christian principles of nonviolence, I think, are important.

• 1:26:28Michael Malice?

  Oh, yeah, and this kind of pacifist kind of mindset of, you know, it's better to someone to punch you than to punch them back.

• 1:26:35Lex Fridman?

  So he's in that way, at least I've read, he influenced MLK and Gandhi. What do you think about this flavor, color of the anarchist flag of nonviolence, nonviolent opposition?

• 1:26:47Michael Malice?

  I will put the caveat that it bothers me when people bring up MLK because he's become so corporate and everyone just brings him up without knowing about him. One of the things that Martin Luther King did so very well was that he forced people to face the consequences of what they were putting forward. You want to be racist, you want to be for Jim Crow, you want to be for segregation. Okay, it's easy for you to do that for your living room. Now turn on your news and you see men and women in suits being attacked by dogs, being attacked by fire hoses and beaten by cops just so they could sit on the front of the bus. And now for a lot of people who were still racist, who were still had animus toward black people are watching this.

• 1:27:32Michael Malice?

  And it's going to be a lot harder to be like, I'm okay with this. I'm okay with human beings, even ones I regard as somehow bad or inferior, to be beaten and attacked by trained dogs and they're not doing anything in response. That strikes to, I think, a very basic nature of, especially American, like, okay, whatever you're for, I'm not for people getting beaten and attacked when they're not really doing anything. So I think pacifism is something that's very easy to make fun of, but people don't underestimate how powerful it is for someone to say, you can do what you want to me, I'm not going to fight you back. I just want to live peacefully and have the same rights as you.

• 1:28:16Michael Malice?

  And to say, screw you, you should get beaten. That's a hard pill for a lot of people to swallow. So I think he was really, and Gandhi, of course, as well, were excellent in that regard. There's a little bit of Machiavellianism to it. You know, they've both been beatified in regard as saints, but their strategy worked very, very well for their purposes. So I think just all of us, when you see someone, you know, in this kind of Christian, I know you're on, obviously it's not thing very highly Christianity, but if he's someone who's willing to, you know, take a punch and to say, you could do whatever you want to me. I'm not going to hurt somebody else. Instinctively, and maybe this is kind of a hack,

• 1:28:59Michael Malice?

  most people want to side with that guy, step in between and be like, oh, okay, let's take a step back because whatever led to this is not tenable. We need to go back to the drawing board if the consequence is people are having these as a result of my decisions and actions. So I think that aspect of anarchism is very, very, in certain contexts, healthy and much smarter and more sophisticated than people give it credit for. And let's also point out that Tolstoy wrote War and Peace, and he wrote Anna Karenina. So this was not some naive or innocent, whatever word you want to use. He knew the nature of evil. He knew how bad things get. So he wasn't saying at all that human beings are inherently nice and kind.

• 1:29:42Michael Malice?

  He was saying it's much more effective to not fight back and to force them to face that. I, I, I, I'll give you another example. I was talking to, I was on the show of Trigonometry. And I was talking to the hosts and one of them talked about how someone he knew had been the Gulag or his mom was born the Gulag grandma. And after Stalin died and the Soviet liberalized and lots of the people in the Gulags were freed by Khrushchev and so on and so forth. He's, I didn't know this, many of the, or some, let's say some, of the guards of the Gulags killed themselves because they had genuinely believed that everyone in these camps was there for a reason. And when they found out that these people were completely innocent, didn't even have

• 1:30:26Michael Malice?

  trials and that they were the ones forced into work themselves to death and starve, they couldn't deal with that guilt. So when you are a pacifist or non-retalatory and you're forcing someone who's using force, like, look what you're doing, look what you've become. For some people, some people don't care. You know, like the guy in Scare Tactics, like I mentioned earlier, where for a lot of others, they're gonna be like, okay, is this who I wanted to grow up to be? They will have that little flame of conscience that you and I talked about earlier. There will be like, how did I get to the point where there's this lady who wants to ride the bus and she's, you know, lovely dressed, put together, and I have a, sending a dog on her? What kind of person am I?

• 1:31:07Michael Malice?

  For some of those people, they're gonna be like, okay, I can't be a part of this. I don't even understand the politics. I still am racist, but I'm not going to take part in this atrocity.

• 1:31:19Lex Fridman?

  Well, that was for him, from the individual perspective, perhaps he calls that Christian, but listening to that voice of conscience, like, whatever that is in you. So for Tolstoy, it seems like anarchism, from the individual perspective, is silencing the rest of the world and listening to the, for him probably, God-given voice of conscience.

• 1:31:46Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 1:31:47Lex Fridman?

  And so that, that's what it means to live. Embodied anarchism.

• 1:31:52Michael Malice?

  And to embody Christianity, I would think he would say.

• 1:31:54Lex Fridman?

  But he would see those as basically.

• 1:31:56Michael Malice?

  Yes, correct.

• 1:31:57Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, so in terms of forms of government, the Christian government is one that's no government.

• 1:32:04Michael Malice?

  Yeah, correct.

• 1:32:08Lex Fridman?

  What do you think about that as advice for an individual, turn the other cheek? Do you think, I tend to believe that that's a really good way to live.

• 1:32:17Michael Malice?

  I think it's very underrated, and this is me talking. I think a lot of times when someone, let's suppose you're having an argument and, but you have to, you have to pick your battles, right? Let's suppose you're having a heated argument and someone says something very cruel to you. We are tempted to double down and hit back twice as hard. But if it's someone who at all cares about you, when they're just in the moment and you just stop and you just say, did you hear what you just said to me? For some cases, that person will take a step back and be like, just like we, when I snapped at Michael at Bitstein years ago, I'd be like, wow, okay, this, this is bad, this is bad, I'm sorry. And they kind of, you know, it's kind of like, they have to get to 10 before they re-control or delete, to use your language.

• 1:32:59Lex Fridman?

  Thank you.

• 1:33:00Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 1:33:01Lex Fridman?

  But for overflow, I appreciate that.

• 1:33:03Michael Malice?

  But, and for some, they're gonna, they're gonna just twist the knife. But I think this is a very useful technique. And also, you can also sleep well at night, because you could be like, as much as this person tried to hurt me, I still didn't reciprocate. And yeah, I, I took that punch and it sucks, but at least I never said anything that I could feel guilty about.

• 1:33:26Lex Fridman?

  Exactly. Do you think that's ultimately a good way to implement anarchy in your personal life?

• 1:33:32Michael Malice?

  Anarchy, implementing anarchy in your personal life just means respecting people's boundaries. It means not forcing people to do things they otherwise wouldn't want to do.

• 1:33:45Lex Fridman?

  I think. You then have to take case by case. Like, there's so many human interactions that are required for life. And there's tension and all those kinds of things. It's not always.

• 1:33:59Lex Fridman?

  You're being so naive. No.

• 1:34:01Michael Malice?

  Should I put the hat on?

• 1:34:04Michael Malice?

  The hat's on the other head now.

• 1:34:05Lex Fridman?

  Well, I had to take off the hat because it's like Frodo with the ring. I was starting to feel like powerful. I wanted to give you orders and I went. No, I just, I think there is ways of dealing with the tensions that are natural to human interactions that can't be simply, you know, it's not as simple as saying you want to respect the freedom of others and the boundaries of others. It's like you both have to agree on stuff and work something out. And the mechanisms of that agreement, the game theory of that agreement requires different hacks and strategies.

• 1:34:44Lex Fridman?

  And the question is, for an anarchist collective that's well functioning, what kind of hacks?

• 1:34:55Lex Fridman?

  What kind of ways of behavior are more likely to be productive and not? You know, that's almost like the question. Do you want to turn the other cheek? Or do you want to stand your ground really firmly? When somebody is an asshole to you, you walk away. Or when somebody is an asshole to you, you turn the other cheek and give them a chance to rise to the best version of themselves and then find a common ground kind of thing. It's an open question of how to form those collectives when there's people with difficult childhoods and all that kind of stuff.

• 1:35:27Michael Malice?

  Well, this also comes down to what is your relationship with this person? Is this out of character? If you and I got into a disagreement, all of a sudden you started getting very personal. First of all, I'd be very hurt, but then I'd be like, this is out of character for Lex. I'm sure I could be like, whoa, whoa, whoa, let's take a pause here. Like, you're getting heated. I'm trying to work this out. What's going on here? And you get a kind of a meta-conversation. But again, you and I have a relationship of mutual respect. So as opposed to if it was a stranger, you know, who's just wants a piece of you. It's just like, I don't, you are coming at me not correct. I don't have to reciprocate in kind. I'm not going to shoot you, but I'm not going to pretend that you deserve respect when you're treating me with such contempt. I do defer.

• 1:36:08Michael Malice?

  Especially with people I know, because this is smart, long-term game theory, as well as the right thing to do. I do try to give them the benefit of the doubt at first, right? Because if you're gonna go aggro, you can't go back. But you could always go from like, let me hear them out, and then I could go aggro. So there's a big asymmetry there.

• 1:36:25Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, and that's, I mean, I don't think anyone has the answer to this question. Is that the right strategy? To me, game theoretically, it seems the right strategy is to...

• 1:36:34Michael Malice?

  Well, reciprocity is what game theory says is the right strategy. They did the prisoner's dilemma, and they found tit-for-tat is the one that's the most advantageous.

• 1:36:41Lex Fridman?

  So that's for when it's perfectly rational actors. But when you have, I mean, there's noise.

• 1:36:47Lex Fridman?

  There's, I think, benefit to just, even if they keep being shitty to you, still being nice to them.

• 1:36:55Michael Malice?

  Well, there's the inverse, where girls are turned off. Some people, like if you're in a relationship, and not just girls, but girls, like, some people, when you're kind to them, they find you less attractive, right? It's like, that is kind of this weird, what am I supposed to do? Like, you're only into me if I'm mean to you. I don't want to be mean, but then I'm getting punished for doing the right thing. That's another tricky one. And I mean, this is nothing that necessarily do with anarchism so much as like, you know, human beings are infinitely complex. We don't often know the backstory. Like, for example, just yesterday, Jay, who's here, is one of my closest friends. I had a dinner with a bunch of people. I couldn't bring a plus four, so I didn't, he wasn't invited. He didn't know the circumstances. He just thought we were having dinner without him. He was hurt. Once I spelled it out, he completely understood.

• 1:37:39Michael Malice?

  And I felt horrible, because for me, to have any of my friends feel left out is just a very, very cruel thing. And I was, I felt bad, and I'm glad to apologize again publicly that that's ended up being the circumstances. But yeah, it's, it's, it's, a lot of times, we're also in Plato's cave. When you're dealing with somebody else, you have very, very limited information about their background and circumstances. And that's why I will always, if it's someone I even have a little bit of a relationship with... Try to give them benefit of the doubt because I've found, especially this comes from being a co-author. When you co-author books and you're walking other people's shoes, you don't know what's a lot of the information. So it's a lot of times it's just a misunderstanding.

• 1:38:18Lex Fridman?

  But isn't that a fundamentally anarchist question of how we figure out this puzzle of human complexities in order to form voluntary collectives? Like, we have to figure that out, how to make people feel good, how to make people.

• 1:38:31Michael Malice?

  I agree, that's fair.

• 1:38:32Lex Fridman?

  And that.

• 1:38:33Michael Malice?

  I think not only anarchists have to think about this is my point, of course.

• 1:38:38Lex Fridman?

  Well.

• 1:38:39Michael Malice?

  But we have to think about it more than others do.

• 1:38:41Lex Fridman?

  Right, I feel like I should try to argue against anarchism at some point, out of love, out of love. And so because people.

• 1:38:49Michael Malice?

  Out of joy.

• 1:38:50Lex Fridman?

  People enjoy seeing me, what is it, when like Ben Shapiro argues against like a 20-year-old feminist.

• 1:38:57Michael Malice?

  Ben Shapiro destroys high school students with facts and logic.

• 1:38:59Lex Fridman?

  This is this video of Michael Malice destroys a Marxist Russian communist pig. So anarchism is opposed to hierarchies.

• 1:39:10Michael Malice?

  Well, that's left anarchism, yeah, anarcho-communism, yeah.

• 1:39:13Lex Fridman?

  The state.

• 1:39:14Michael Malice?

  But there are many hierarchies that are not the state. We have a hierarchy here, this is your show, I'm differential to you.

• 1:39:18Lex Fridman?

  Right, but they're, okay, rigid hierarchies.

• 1:39:20Michael Malice?

  Forced hierarchies is the.

• 1:39:21Lex Fridman?

  Forced hierarchies, forced hierarchies, okay. So do you think it's possible that humans, when left on their own accord, they form hierarchies naturally?

• 1:39:32Michael Malice?

  Yes, inevitably, in my opinion.

• 1:39:33Lex Fridman?

  Inevitably.

• 1:39:34Michael Malice?

  Which is why I disagree with the left anarchists. I think it's not a coherent thing to argue for non-hierarchical relationships, even in theory, it doesn't make sense to me. And I know the old-school anarchists will call me stupid or uninformed, but I've never been able to even wrap my head around this claim that you could have relationships without hierarchy.

• 1:39:54Lex Fridman?

  Right, so I guess there's a certain sense in which we're living in anarchism now. And I don't mean just like because the nations, as you've said, are in anarchism relative to each other. But isn't the United States just a collective that was formed in anarchy? And this is just the collective that we're operating under, this hierarchy that was naturally formed.

• 1:40:15Michael Malice?

  Well, the United States was not naturally formed. It was formed by force and by fiat. But to your point, I stress this throughout the book. I always say this anarchism is not a location, it's a relationship. So, yeah, you and I do have a hierarchy in that this is your show, but neither of us really has an authority over the other. Like, I'm here voluntarily, you can kick me out if you want, I can leave at any want. Neither of us has the power to force the other to be in this relationship we've chosen. My lawyer, you know, I defer to his judgment. He's not forcing me to do it. He gives me his advice and I could take it or leave it. Same with the doctor. So there is a clearly like who's in charge and who's not in charge, but they're not in a position to impose their will on everybody else.

• 1:40:54Michael Malice?

  And you could very easily see John is Stephanie's lawyer and Stephanie is John's doctor. And in each of those contexts, one has this position of ostensible authority over the other. So anarchism is in fact not some utopian crazy thing. It is the norm of human relationships where you meet people, you're not necessarily equal. Someone's gonna be taller, someone's gonna be stronger, someone's smarter, wealthier than others, but you're not at all thinking, I am here and I could tell you what to do and you are legally or morally obligated to follow my wishes. That is the basis of anarchism.

• 1:41:30Lex Fridman?

  So in what way is the United States imposing by force something on you, do you think?

• 1:41:36Michael Malice?

  If you leave your house, you will go to jail. My money being taken from you via taxation.

• 1:41:42Lex Fridman?

  Right, but don't you have the freedom to not operate under that?

• 1:41:46Michael Malice?

  No, but that's like, yeah, like technically if someone comes up to you and mugs you and says your money or your life, you are making a choice. But what the anarchist argument is, they're not in a position to force you to make that choice. That is not morally binding, even though they have practically the power to force you into that dilemma.

• 1:42:04Lex Fridman?

  But you have the freedom to live under the United States or not. So even...

• 1:42:09Michael Malice?

  I see, yeah, the argument is if you don't like it, leave, right?

• 1:42:14Lex Fridman?

  Not necessarily leave like geographically, but there's ways to live.

• 1:42:19Lex Fridman?

  Outside the force of the United States. There's ways it's just very difficult to operate that way.

• 1:42:24Michael Malice?

  But that's like saying you could outrun the mugger, which is true. But the issue is, does that mugger have the right to tell you at gunpoint, you're either giving me your money, or I'm gonna shoot you, or secret plan C, you get to run away. Is that person a moral actor? And the anarchist answer is never. And the different, just one more thing. The anarchist view is the difference between that mugger and the government is only an air of legitimacy. Literally, they're morally identical.

• 1:42:54Lex Fridman?

  So is it possible that every hierarchy that gets big enough and successful enough such that it can monopolize a bunch of services it provides? Isn't it always going to be amoral? In your sense, the way the United States government is amoral?

• 1:43:11Michael Malice?

  Well, I don't want to say just like the United States government is immoral, because that implies the United States government is uniquely or especially immoral.

• 1:43:17Lex Fridman?

  Government.

• 1:43:18Michael Malice?

  I just want to clarify that, because I know you didn't mean that, and I want that to be the implication. Can you repeat the question? I'm sorry.

• 1:43:24Lex Fridman?

  So like, won't every?

• 1:43:27Michael Malice?

  Okay, so that's right. This is, so that's progressive economics.

• 1:43:30Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:43:30Michael Malice?

  So the argument is, in any market, at a certain point, things tend to centralize. And then that organization, de facto, can dictate price, can dictate so on and so forth. That is completely historical. If you look at any market, the trend is always towards decentralization. The music industry, right? When we were kids, there were four or five record labels. They were the ones who made all the songs that you're gonna see in the Billboard Top 100 with a few exceptions. Now, anyone can go to direct to market. If you look at TV stations, right? It went from CBS, NBC, ABC, then you got Fox, then you had cable, which is 100. Now you have satellite, which have sounds around the world, and you have YouTube, which is literally infinite. So as technology improves and as wealth increases, which is a function of free enterprise,

• 1:44:13Michael Malice?

  you are going to always have more and more choice, even within a monopoly. Coca-Cola, right?

• 1:44:20Michael Malice?

  This is an example I used, I think, in The New Right. When we were kids, every terrible comedian would be like, oh, now that I've got diet caffeine-free Coke, what's next? It's like, yeah, that's good. You want to have, what was his name? Caiman, the guy who invented the Segway. If you go, Dean Caiman, if you go into some restaurants right now, you will have those machines, you have like 80 kinds of Cokes. And then you could have whatever flavor you want to add to it, grape, cherry, lemon, lime, so on and so forth. So in any field, you're going to have more and more competition. You're going to have less competition and less choices when the state gets involved because the state wants control. The state wants one big neck with one leash around it.

• 1:45:04Michael Malice?

  And that way it could just pull that dog in one direction or another. And you saw this last year with the lockdowns. Carol Roth wrote this amazing book called The War on Small Business. And she talked about, we have seen for the first time in history, a massive wealth transfer from small and medium business towards organizations like Target and Amazon, who made trillions of dollars last year. Whereas mom and pop, which to me at least is like the acme of American achievement. You come to America, you have a fruit stand, a laundromat, you make socks, whatever it is. You're that unique artisan creating something special. They're the ones who didn't last, whereas Target and Amazon did. So when you have the state involvement, it will always be in favor of Jeff Bezos. And for the simple reason that it's going to be a lot easier for Jeff Bezos

• 1:45:49Michael Malice?

  to get Nancy Pelosi and Mitch McConnell on the phone than it is for me making socks on Etsy.

• 1:45:55Lex Fridman?

  But your sense is that there'll be less and less over time Jeff Bezos is, like whatever industry we look at, there's be less, there's a trend towards decentralization across all industries.

• 1:46:09Michael Malice?

  And when I say decentralization, I just mean choice, right? So if you look at, again, networks, you're gonna, if you were in the eighties and you had a network just for LGBT issues, first of all, it's going to be completely heretical. That's not going to happen. And there's not going to be enough necessarily people identify as that to have an audience. Then there was something called Logo, they had that. There's lots of other shows like that in this way. So more specifically, look at websites. I'm positive that you and I, if we wanted to look up breeding guinea pigs, would find thousands of websites about different breeds and all this other stuff. Twenty years ago, thirty years ago, like you're going to have two books.

• 1:46:47Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:46:47Michael Malice?

  And they're not going to be dynamic as these new breeds are developed.

• 1:46:51Lex Fridman?

  So at the same time, it does. Following on your argument, it does seem easier to move and immigrate from state to state within the United States and to other countries. Do you think that's a form of freedom that embodies anarchism, where you can resist the force of state by choosing where you live?

• 1:47:14Michael Malice?

  To some extent, but the line, people, some of these boomers will go at me on Twitter if I'm going after the police or something and be like, if you don't like America, get out of here. And I tell them, freedom means I do what I want, not what you want. Freedom means I don't have to move, you don't have to move. Free speech is a good example. It doesn't mean I have to be on Twitter, right? Twitter has the right to ban me. But what I'm saying is, if I'm saying something and you don't like it, too bad. You're the one who has to accommodate me because I have a right to do what I want with my person as long as I'm being peaceful.

• 1:47:45Lex Fridman?

  So I guess I'm trying to get to the difference between the state and what you would naturally want in anarchy, which is like a security company.

• 1:47:56Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 1:47:57Lex Fridman?

  All of those things, they will, as they become successful, start looking more and more like the state because you get to elect, you give them money, they

• 1:48:08Michael Malice?

  I got you.

• 1:48:08Lex Fridman?

  They have leaders.

• 1:48:09Michael Malice?

  Yeah, yes.

• 1:48:09Lex Fridman?

  What's the difference between a government and a very successful service provider in anarchism?

• 1:48:18Michael Malice?

  This gets a little confused in America, because big companies necessarily are in hand in hand with the government, ended up in bed with them. The answer to this question is a long, complicated one, and thankfully, it's all in the anarchist handbook. There was an essay by Murray Rothbard, who Dave Smith is, this is the essay that converted Dave Smith. So maybe it's not as good as it could have been otherwise, called Anatomy of the State.

• 1:48:37Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:48:38Michael Malice?

  And Murray Rothbard points out that state is the only agency in a country which gets its goods through force. The state is the only agency that is not a producer, but inherently a parasite because it does not get its money voluntarily, but through taxation and by imposing its values on a country. That is what makes a state uniquely different from, let's suppose, an Amazon, or a Barnes and Noble, or a Target. Jeff Bezos. Does not have the authority or the moral legitimacy to get an army and go into somebody's house, whereas Andrew Cuomo or Ron DeSantis, Donald Trump and Barack Obama certainly do.

• 1:49:17Lex Fridman?

  But is it possible that to reframe, so Jeff Bezos does if he hires a security force.

• 1:49:26Michael Malice?

  Right.

• 1:49:27Lex Fridman?

  Also, is it possible to reframe taxation as a form of payment? Like, if it was done much better, if you could pay this collective that we call government in ways where you could pay for things that you care for, so your money would be much more directly contributing to the things you care for. If you care for a service like healthcare, you'd be able to buy essentially insurance from the government.

• 1:49:54Michael Malice?

  Why am I buying insurance from the government as opposed to insurance from an insurance company? What do you perceive as the difference between a tax and a price? Do you see the difference?

• 1:50:02Lex Fridman?

  Yes, I know on the surface level, I'm trying to get deeply to say there's a lot of similarities.

• 1:50:08Michael Malice?

  But what I'm saying is there's one essential difference, which is taxes are imposed on you and you have no choice. Here's an example, my book, Ego and Hubris, my biography, it goes for $500 on eBay, someone paid for it, some crazy person. People are showing me that it's on Amazon for $3,000, something like that. You could put a million for it, you could charge whatever price you want. The question is, is someone paying that 3,000 for it? Is someone paying that million for it? And it's actually the buyer who establishes the price, because the seller can put any price tag he wants, $80 trillion, but unless someone's paying that amount and clearing the market, that price has literally no real meaning, right? It's not an indicator of value or worth or market price. Taxation, on the other hand, is by fiat.

• 1:50:52Michael Malice?

  I can decide it's fair that you, Lex, have to pay 40% and Joe has to pay 45%. Joe and Lex are in no position to be like, this price is too high. Not only is that money set just completely out of their hands... It's for people who are employees, it's taken out of their paychecks before they even see it. So they don't even have the choice to be like, you know what? I agree that the government has the right to pay taxation. Here's my check for 40%. It's going on. It's completely different paradigm than you are when you're paying.

• 1:51:24Lex Fridman?

  The government provides a lot of services in the current system.

• 1:51:27Michael Malice?

  Right, but there's no service the government provides that cannot be, that would not be provided better, more efficiently, and with more choices in a market.

• 1:51:34Lex Fridman?

  Well, that's a hypothesis, very likely. No, that's not, that's.

• 1:51:37Michael Malice?

  I can demonstrate to you very easily.

• 1:51:41Michael Malice?

  I love it when you get flustered. This is, this is what people like. It's so cute. The robot.

• 1:51:48Lex Fridman?

  Don't make me put on the hat again.

• 1:51:49Michael Malice?

  The robot has the fire, there was the smoke coming out of his ears. What is price?

• 1:51:57Lex Fridman?

  Okay, so.

• 1:51:57Michael Malice?

  I will tax love.

• 1:51:58Lex Fridman?

  You know, like, you know, people like, I think of the government as a kind of subscription service.

• 1:52:04Michael Malice?

  No, no, that's the anarchist view. The anarchist view of private security would be a subscription service. So that's exactly correct.

• 1:52:11Lex Fridman?

  But everyone hates when you sign up to a gym and then you realize in the contract, it's very difficult to cancel that membership. And then they up the price. I mean, that's, there's a lot of unpleasant things with a, with a, with a subscription service that then you can elect to go to another subscription service.

• 1:52:29Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 1:52:30Lex Fridman?

  Yours.

• 1:52:30Michael Malice?

  Or you could go on Yelp and complain. And if there's enough people do that, the gym will be receptive. Look at the power of Yelp versus the power of the vote.

• 1:52:38Lex Fridman?

  Well, this, we could talk about that too. So you're saying Yelp is more effective than voting?

• 1:52:45Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 1:52:46Lex Fridman?

  The thing is, I agree with you, but you go, take a further step. You say that Yelp is ethical and moral and voting is amoral. Or like, not voting, but government is amoral. So like, it's not only is one more efficient than the other, you're saying like, because I would say government sucks at doing what it does and has gotten a lot better at it. And I believe it can get, keep getting better.

• 1:53:16Lex Fridman?

  As it gets smaller and you leverage these companies more and more. But you're saying, no, no, no, government is fundamentally, as an idea, gets in the way of companies that should be doing those things anyway.

• 1:53:29Michael Malice?

  Correct, correct.

• 1:53:30Lex Fridman?

  I, I just think that companies, when you take away government, will start looking like government.

• 1:53:35Michael Malice?

  Just because something looks like something does not mean it's the same. If someone puts out a yarmulke and to fill in and they go to shul, they're not Jewish.

• 1:53:44Lex Fridman?

  Right. The, the basic objection you have with government, because you can leave, like, I, I, I apologize that this is that stupid Twitter cliche statement.

• 1:53:53Michael Malice?

  Okay, sure, sure.

• 1:53:54Lex Fridman?

  But your opposition to the, this idea of leaving the United States is that it's just, it's a lot of effort. It's too much friction.

• 1:54:04Michael Malice?

  That's not the option. The opposition is, in the introduction to the book,

• 1:54:09Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:54:09Michael Malice?

  I say anarchism can be summed up in one sentence. You do not speak for me. Everything else is application. So the claim that somebody I've never met or who I voted against, let's say, I hate Donald Trump, I despise him, you know, I want Hillary Clinton to be president. Too bad Trump's your president, but that's not what I want.

• 1:54:27Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:54:27Michael Malice?

  The idea that this person can come on me and make any claims onto one second of my time as opposed to try to persuade me, that is something that I, an anarchist, regard as inherently evil and nonsensical.

• 1:54:40Lex Fridman?

  But to operate large organizations, like you, you see this with cryptocurrency, there's governance. You have to make difficult decisions. It's a block size wars for Bitcoin.

• 1:54:49Michael Malice?

  Sure.

• 1:54:49Lex Fridman?

  So you will, there is a voting mechanism often with membership, when you're a subscription service.

• 1:54:54Michael Malice?

  But, but see, the thing is, you're using these words and you're switching definitions. Because like, if I go to a store, I can technically say I'm voting for Tropicana orange juice as opposed to another one, but to kind of say, oh, well, you're making a choice, therefore every choice is a vote. I, I don't, I think that that's something that the Venn diagram is not.

• 1:55:12Lex Fridman?

  No, I literally mean vote in this case, not money.

• 1:55:14Michael Malice?

  Okay.

• 1:55:14Lex Fridman?

  There, there's some, some decisions, like, should Bitcoin have increases block size?

• 1:55:19Michael Malice?

  Okay.

• 1:55:20Lex Fridman?

  There's a bunch of different, they're called soft forks or hard forks.

• 1:55:24Michael Malice?

  Oh, I'm not saying you should never vote, like, stockholders have to vote, right?

• 1:55:28Lex Fridman?

  Exactly.

• 1:55:28Michael Malice?

  But there's no pretense. Here's, let's look at this. If you want to build robots, right? You would sit down with the company, you would, you guys would be like, we should do this kind of robot, we should do this kind of robot. The stockholders would have a vote or the board. In proportion to their investment in the firm. Me, who knows nothing about robots, I am, the idea that I'm in a position to walk in and be like, this is what you should do, is crazy and bizarre and wrong because I'm not in an informed position. So what democracy does is it forces people who run businesses well to run businesses poorly by people who don't know how to run businesses at all. That's the, that's one of the many concerns.

• 1:56:06Lex Fridman?

  But you're saying that's the fundamental property of the state. I have a sense that the state could become as effective as what we think of as companies. I mean, that as-

• 1:56:16Michael Malice?

  This is why they can't, because the state does not have access to data the way that firms do. And this is one of Ludwig von Mises's great points, what he called the calculation problem. If I'm looking at comic books, right, and I have Detective Comics. If Detective Comics 26 is a thousand and Detective Comics 28 is a thousand and Detective Comics 27 is 50,000, that is telling me that even if I don't know anything about comics, that Detective Comics 27 is either very, very scarce for some reason or very, very desirable. It's the first appearance of Batman, whatever, but you don't need to know that to just look at this data and be like, okay, this is the market, tell me something. If prices are set by the government, which the government is a monopoly,

• 1:56:59Michael Malice?

  I have no way of picking those winners or losers. I don't have that data of supply and demand of an entire nation or a world of people making individual decisions and having price be dynamic and informing me as the, the organization where I should allocate my resources.

• 1:57:16Lex Fridman?

  So the price is a really strong signal-

• 1:57:19Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 1:57:20Lex Fridman?

  That allows you to, uh, to operate a voluntary collective where people get what they want and don't get what they don't want.

• 1:57:29Michael Malice?

  And it tells me what to produce, what not to produce. And it also is great because if I see this podcasting industry, which didn't exist five years ago, and now these people are baking bank, that tells me as someone who's an investor, okay, they're making 50% profit, whatever, 10% profit on their capital. In, in the plant industry, it's 2%. If I, I'm going to further my capital to this 10% and that's going to lower the profit rate as, as that builds up. And that is how markets are regulated voluntarily.

• 1:57:59Lex Fridman?

  But the word government, I just think it's possible to have collectives that, of, of human beings that represent others based on their voluntary-

• 1:58:10Michael Malice?

  They, yes, of course, you have private governance.

• 1:58:12Lex Fridman?

  Right, private governance.

• 1:58:13Michael Malice?

  Any company, you're gonna have a CEO, you're gonna have a board directors, yeah.

• 1:58:17Lex Fridman?

  But then you, I, I just, it starts to look very similar to me. A successful private governance mechanism at a scale of the United States starts looking a whole lot like the current government of the United States.

• 1:58:33Michael Malice?

  What's, what's, how, even Amazon, I don't think is anything close to the federal budget, size-wise or budget-wise or power-wise.

• 1:58:40Lex Fridman?

  No, so you're saying you just, it's not even state. It's almost like anything at that size, you want to keep things smaller.

• 1:58:48Michael Malice?

  And I don't, I, there, markets are not going to combine to that level of the state because no, Jeff Bezos will never be in a position to tell everyone in America, I'm gonna take 40% of your money before you even see it.

• 1:59:02Lex Fridman?

  That to me is actually unclear. We don't know that to be true, where that Google or Amazon can't grow to the size. If you take away the US government, I'm not so sure that Amazon can't grow to the size of the US government.

• 1:59:14Michael Malice?

  Okay, so worst-case scenario is we're back where we started, right?

• 1:59:19Lex Fridman?

  That's not worst-case scenario.

• 1:59:22Michael Malice?

  But the concern is that Google is gonna be the federal government?

• 1:59:25Lex Fridman?

  That's not the concern, I'm saying like, this is what it looks like when Google is the federal government. It's not, it's like, to me, the, the US government is our best attempt so far to have large-scale representation of people's interests. It really sucks, but it's our best attempt so far, and the question is how to improve it. Like, if you take away all, if you take away the US government, I'm trying to see how do we improve on that level, that scale of representation of people's interests.

• 1:59:55Michael Malice?

  Let me give you one example, that's, that people could wrap their heads around very easily. I'm against government-police monopoly, I'm for private security, right? You don't have to be an anarchist to understand this. Can everyone agree, or at least as a hypothesis, everyone can wrap their heads around, here's a big concern, 911, right? There, I've heard this 911 call, it's very chilling, there's a kid in a closet, his family's being murdered outside, right? He has to call 911, he's whispering, it's horrifying to hear. There's no reason why the number I call for my family's being murdered is the same number I call for the fire department, is the same number I call for an ambulance. What if instead it operated like Uber? You had buttons on your phone. If there's a real emergency, like someone's gun flyers, someone's being killed, you press

• 2:00:37Michael Malice?

  this and it sends instead of the one police district, whatever company is nearby, you have a bunch of them and they're the ones who are going to come to your house to save you. People can wrap their heads around that very easily. That is one very clear way to go from having a government security monopoly towards having a more free enterprise system. So when you apply that to pretty much anything, it doesn't become that complicated of an entrepreneur.

• 2:01:02Lex Fridman?

  So what I would, you're gonna criticize this, but I believe the government, it's like the parenting thing we've talked about earlier. I think it creates a safe space for government, for a

• 2:01:17Michael Malice?

  I'm for safe spaces, so I'm not gonna laugh you about that. I want people to be safe.

• 2:01:21Lex Fridman?

  But for a safe space for entrepreneurship. So I believe that good government, hold on a second, give me a second, give me a second with this.

• 2:01:30Michael Malice?

  Sure, sure, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you're right, you're right, I'm sorry.

• 2:01:32Lex Fridman?

  I think government gives a opportunity for companies to outcompete it.

• 2:01:38Michael Malice?

  Yes. UPS, FedEx, 100%, not a question.

• 2:01:43Lex Fridman?

  So I believe you need to have

• 2:01:45Michael Malice?

  Private schools.

• 2:01:46Lex Fridman?

  Government to give a chance for UPS, FedEx, for SpaceX, oh, was an X in there, to pop up. And then government will naturally back off from that place. So like, but you need the innovators to step in and build the thing.

• 2:02:03Michael Malice?

  Okay.

• 2:02:04Lex Fridman?

  Like you can't just

• 2:02:05Michael Malice?

  When has government ever backed off, though? That never happens.

• 2:02:08Lex Fridman?

  I back, well, from, from, from, what, from FedEx and UPS, from SpaceX, from

• 2:02:14Michael Malice?

  Wait, wait, wait. Amazon. Wait, wait, hold on. The US Postal Service still competes with FedEx and UPS. So here's the other thing.

• 2:02:21Lex Fridman?

  Not nearly

• 2:02:22Michael Malice?

  Not well, but they still exist. And the point is

• 2:02:24Lex Fridman?

  They're dying.

• 2:02:25Michael Malice?

  But UPS and FedEx are taxed, so not only are they paying for their own company, they're paying For this competitor, this is the essential difference. Imagine if you didn't have UPS, excuse me, the federal government and no post office. So you had FedEx, you have DHL, you have US Post Service and many others. How about in this scenario, UPS has the capacity to take 20% of FedEx's, DHL and courier's money and put in their own pocket and they never have to do anything in return. This is going to be an enormous advantage of UPS. And then when you add the addition that UPS is not necessarily going to be more efficient than the others. This is going to be a huge distortion in the market. Can you imagine if your podcast, you just automatically got 20% of the views of everybody else? I mean, would there be any incentive for you to be great?

• 2:03:09Michael Malice?

  Or you could just sit in your laurels and do whatever you want, even more than now?

• 2:03:14Lex Fridman?

  It's hard to imagine more than now.

• 2:03:16Michael Malice?

  That's because you're a robot and lack imagination.

• 2:03:18Lex Fridman?

  I think there just has to be, of course, you can do it completely without government, but government.

• 2:03:24Michael Malice?

  That's all I need to hear. Okay, that's all I need to hear. Show's over.

• 2:03:26Lex Fridman?

  Show's over.

• 2:03:27Michael Malice?

  What's you can do without government?

• 2:03:28Lex Fridman?

  The question, the question, the question is that safety net that's needed for entrepreneurship, that's needed for, I'm sorry to say, but I have a sense that there needs to be a bit of a safety net for freedom.

• 2:03:41Michael Malice?

  I'm much more comfortable with saying you need a safety net for freedom than you need one for entrepreneurs. The beauty of markets is with your startup. If you have a startup and it completely fails, the only person who's screwed is you and your investors. If I'm a government and I make a startup, the entire society fails, like the Iraq war, right? If I have this cockamamie plan, I don't, everyone else doesn't have a choice. They are both funding it and sometimes even drafted or forced into it, right? The safety net, the, let's getting back to the early anarchists. One of the things that I admire about them, the anarchical communists, the old school left anarchists, is people don't remember what context they were in. They were in context without a welfare state. They're immigrating in huge numbers from Eastern Europe.

• 2:04:23Michael Malice?

  People are, you go to the Tenement Museum in New York, people are like 12 to a room. Kids are working in factories or if they're either working in factories or they have to starve. It's not that their parents didn't love them, it's that the parents didn't have birth control, which was a felony. And they also were in a position to put food on the table for their kids because they're uneducated and the jobs are paying nothing. So you could understand why Emma Goldman, Alexander Berkman, Prudhomme and all these other figures were like, this is untenable. We see Carnegie with 80,000 mansions.

• 2:04:50Michael Malice?

  Whereas this lady, whose husband died at age thirty, who's never been to high school or even junior high school, has ten kids, how's she gonna put food on the table? It's not gonna happen. You could understand why they would be like, all right, we need to seize this money and distribute it around the people. That makes a lot of sense. In a contemporary context, where food is much cheaper, where shelter, to some extent, is more available, when medical care, people, we're so oblivious to how bad things were that we see things are bad now, so we assume that they were better than in some context. They were much, much worse there in many contexts. So if you're gonna make an argument for government, for me, the strongest argument is like food stamps or like free lunches for children.

• 2:05:34Michael Malice?

  Because I agree that would be very inefficient and it's gonna probably make them obese because you're gonna have Nabisco lobbying to make sure that if you're gonna have this protein, you're not gonna give the kids an Oreo, aren't you? These kids are poor. You want them to have some pleasure and that's gonna have deleterious effects. But if the choice is an inefficient government program and mass starvation, that is one where, as an anarchist, I could easily see making the argument for that one.

• 2:06:03Michael Malice?

  Even though I think very clearly private charity would be more efficient and distributed more effectively. But at that point, I don't really care about efficiency. If you're throwing out food to make sure these kids get fed, I don't care.

• 2:06:14Lex Fridman?

  So would engagement in military conflict be one of the biggest negative things about the state to you?

• 2:06:23Michael Malice?

  Yeah, of course. War is the state at its worst.

• 2:06:27Lex Fridman?

  So if we take away war?

• 2:06:29Michael Malice?

  Or make it defensive instead of aggressive. Yeah, I mean, wouldn't that be a huge step forward? If war, instead of regarded, we're always, this is what drives me crazy. We're taught as kids in school that war is a last resort and I agree with that. And yet, when you look at the corporate press, war is always the first response. And these people do not talk about what war means. They'll show examples during the Bush years of soldiers coming home in caskets, which already is an unacceptable price in many cases for me. But they don't even pretend to care about the people overseas whose countries we've ransacked and lives we've ruined. And it's just like, well, what are you gonna do? Not ransack those countries?

• 2:07:11Michael Malice?

  So that war is, to me, is the state at its worst.

• 2:07:16Lex Fridman?

  See, I think that there's value from small government that doesn't engage in wars. I do think that the kind of collectives that you imagine functioning well would look like the best version of government that I imagine.

• 2:07:31Michael Malice?

  Okay, great. What a great endorsement.

• 2:07:34Lex Fridman?

  Well, I see them as the same.

• 2:07:35Michael Malice?

  Okay, fine.

• 2:07:36Lex Fridman?

  I think a lot of this is just terminology.

• 2:07:38Michael Malice?

  I have no problem saying that I'm using the word anarchism incorrectly and to go for what you want.

• 2:07:43Lex Fridman?

  I have no problem with that or anything, really. Because like I said, life is beautiful. But nevertheless, you wrote the essay, "Why I'm Not Going to Vote This Time or Ever."

• 2:07:56Michael Malice?

  Yeah. Why I won't vote this year or any other year.

• 2:07:59Lex Fridman?

  Or any year. And the basic idea-

• 2:08:02Michael Malice?

  I hope you do a better job reading it than you just read that title. I guess you'll take as many takes as necessary.

• 2:08:09Lex Fridman?

  I'll read it in Russian and then pay somebody to translate it.

• 2:08:13Michael Malice?

  This isn't even Russian at all. He's just making up words. Where'd you find this guy?

• 2:08:21Lex Fridman?

  You get what you pay for.

• 2:08:22Michael Malice?

  Yeah, exactly.

• 2:08:24Lex Fridman?

  This is anarchy.

• 2:08:27Michael Malice?

  This is what you wanted.

• 2:08:30Lex Fridman?

  Like, your basic summary is, uh, let me see. "If pressed, the simplest explanation I have for refusing to vote is this: I don't vote for the same exact reasons that I don't take communion. No matter how admirable he is or how much I agree with him, the Pope isn't the steward over my soul, nor is any president the leader of my life.

• 2:08:55Lex Fridman?

  This does not make me ignorant or evil any more than not being a Christian makes me ignorant or evil. If I need representation, I will hire the most qualified person to do so."

• 2:09:05Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 2:09:05Lex Fridman?

  "Isn't voting our current best-" Developed way of hiring the most qualified person to represent you on some things.

• 2:09:13Michael Malice?

  No, because because if I have a lawyer and the lawyer screws up, I can fire him. If I vote for someone, I don't get who I want. I get for who my neighbors want. So that makes no sense. Representation means I want you to speak for me. Whereas voting is like, I kind of want you, but I'll take what I can get. And I'm going to take what I could get regardless. So what's the point?

• 2:09:34Lex Fridman?

  Well, in governments, again, that's what with Bitcoin is you want to be represented in deciding what to do. But once.

• 2:09:43Michael Malice?

  Wait, Bitcoin isn't picking a person. They're not picking a president of Bitcoin.

• 2:09:47Lex Fridman?

  They're picking an idea.

• 2:09:48Michael Malice?

  Yeah, it's more like a referendum. And to me, a referendum is much more coherent and defensible than it is voting for representative. Because if I'm voting for Joe Biden, I'm saying this person speaks for me for abortion, taxation, environmental policy, immigration, war, right? The odds that unless you're a complete NPC, that this one person will speak for you for everything and will and will deliver what he promised and has the power to deliver what he promised is not true. Whereas if I have Brexit, if I say I want Britain to be remain part of the European Union to say yes or no question, that makes a lot more sense to me. But even that is not pure democracy, because going back to the idea of the circulation of elites, which James Burnham talked about, Pareto and Moscow and all them.

• 2:10:33Michael Malice?

  You're still going to have someone telling you what you can and can't vote for and how these questions are framed. So in contradiction to what the left anarchists said, some element of hierarchy is always going to be inevitable.

• 2:10:49Lex Fridman?

  So listen, I agree with this aspect very much so that we should be voting for ideas and issues, not voting for leaders, for leaders to represent us across the full spectrum of issues. It seems to make no sense.

• 2:11:03Michael Malice?

  Okay, good. Man, this is great.

• 2:11:05Lex Fridman?

  But I do think there should be. Leader, I do believe in voting for representatives to debate, to be communicators of ideas to us.

• 2:11:15Michael Malice?

  But that you, here's, here, let me, sorry to interrupt you, but you can, you could, you could have those two things. For example, wouldn't this be an improvement if they have that now? You have a referendum, do you want tax rate to be thirty or forty, whatever percent?

• 2:11:26Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 2:11:26Michael Malice?

  You have the guy leading the campaign for fifty, fight for fifty, then you have the lady leading the campaign for forty, fight for forty, they'll go out there, they can have debates, they can talk about the issue, but you're still not voting for one of them, you're voting for the issue. That makes much more sense to me than I'm gonna vote for him and hope that he puts forward fifty and that depends on ninety-nine other senators.

• 2:11:46Lex Fridman?

  Exactly. And, but, but also, I mean, I do like the idea of voting for certain people to debate certain ideas.

• 2:11:51Michael Malice?

  Yes. I think that's, that's a major improvement.

• 2:11:53Lex Fridman?

  But the final vote should be based on the idea. So, okay, so we agree. That would be nice to have, plus no wars, and then, then you'll stop tweeting so aggressively.

• 2:12:02Michael Malice?

  And to decriminalize things that don't hurt people.

• 2:12:06Lex Fridman?

  Drugs.

• 2:12:07Michael Malice?

  Victims' crimes. Drugs especially, prostitution is a big one. If there's, and this is me talking, mister, mister, all cops are criminals. There is no one, or, or maybe other than like abused children, who needs access to the police other than sex workers.

• 2:12:21Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 2:12:21Michael Malice?

  They're the ones who are the most likely to really put themselves in danger situation. So they need to be able to call security, because that's why they have pimps. Because you're a woman dealing with some strange dudes who are, a lot of the time gonna have weird kinks, you wanna be able to be sure, even if you don't approve of prostitution, think it's horrible, that she's not gonna be raped and murdered and have no consequences. And if you're gonna say, oh, well, she's a prostitute, she can't be raped, I, just think for a second, if you're agreeing to sleep with somebody, and then he starts choking you and beating the crap out of you and saying it's now it's a dom situation, that is clearly beyond the pale assault.

• 2:12:56Lex Fridman?

  And the same thing with drugs.

• 2:12:57Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 2:12:58Lex Fridman?

  Heroin, cocaine, you, crack, do you?

• 2:13:03Lex Fridman?

  The people that need help the most are the ones who are addicted to those drugs.

• 2:13:07Michael Malice?

  But even the ones who need punishment, let's suppose you think drug dealers should be in jail, right? It is very hard for me to say that someone who sells cocaine should be treated or in the same building as someone who rapes children or is a murderer. These are not similar types of evil, even if you believe that that drug dealer is an evil person.

• 2:13:27Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, I've.

• 2:13:30Michael Malice?

  I mean, there's an essay in there called by Alexander Berkman, who was Emma Goldman's partner on prisons and crime. And this is leftism at its best, forgetting the person is forgotten. And the fact that we have the world's largest prison population, the fact that so many people are just like, oh, you commit a crime, just put him in jail, throw away the key. At the very least, if you want to be totally immoral about it, it's expensive. And second of all, the concept that all criminals should be locked in a room together in these kind of largely inhuman conditions, and that's going to help people, I don't think that that's the ideal mechanism.

• 2:14:02Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, I tend to believe, I usually don't speak so negatively about politicians, but I do think that politicians have done more evil in the war on drugs than did the people that are supposed to be the criminals in this picture.

• 2:14:16Michael Malice?

  And I'll give you another example of how this is the anarchist critique of power. Hunter Biden, and I'm not gonna, I'm not making fun of him, I'm not taking shots at him, he had an article in The New Yorker where he talks about when he was in LA, he was buying crack and there was a misunderstanding, or like he left the crack pipe in the Hertz car and then blah, blah, this issue. He's admitting to a felony in writing to a reporter, and I'm sure this was within the statute of limitations. There was no possibility he was going to have consequences. Kamala Harris, who was a cop, talked about when she was in college, she was smoking weed, and it's like, I don't begrudge you guys smoking your crack or smoking your weed, but. For other people who are poor, or maybe just had the short end of the stick,

• 2:14:59Michael Malice?

  this is years of their life being destroyed. At the very least, even arrest is a traumatic situation.

• 2:15:05Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 2:15:05Michael Malice?

  If you have weed, or cocaine, or crack, you're arrested. That's really gonna screw up, it's gonna do a number on you being locked up. So to have that double standard, to me, is completely unacceptable. And that has nothing to do with Republican or Democrat. George W. Bush was a cokehead back in the day. He talks about overcoming his addiction, and I'm glad that he did. More power to him. But just to have this kind of, you know, it's just really kind of disturbing to me. And this is my anarchist brain, like how prevalent drug use is in college. There's that, I think it was a joke on South Park, like, there's a time and a place to try drugs, and that's called college, where people experiment. But all those college kids, which are gonna become next generation's elite, don't really have that worry that if they get caught, then anything's gonna happen to them.

• 2:15:48Michael Malice?

  But that kid in the street, who did not have that good upbringing, even if he's a piece of crap, like, he's not gonna have a different punishment. I think that's just really, that is base un-American.

• 2:16:00Lex Fridman?

  So in contrast to Tolstoy, let me ask you about Emma Goldman. You wrote that if anarchism believed in rulers, then Emma Goldman would be the undisputed queen.

• 2:16:12Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 2:16:13Lex Fridman?

  What ideas define her flavor of anarchism, would you say?

• 2:16:19Michael Malice?

  Emma was really an old-school radical. She was a radical among radicals. I don't know what ideas, I mean, what would the ideas define her was anarchism, obviously.

• 2:16:30Lex Fridman?

  There's the violence. I mean, she was more open to the idea of violent opposition versus somebody like Tolstoy.

• 2:16:38Michael Malice?

  Oh, sure, for sure. So basically, Emma and Alexander Berkman, their mentor was someone named Johann Most. And Johann Most was a very early free speech, not very early, but he was a free speech concern, because he published a pamphlet in Europe that was translated in the States about how to build dynamite. Because his idea was, all right, you have this oppressive government, this oppressive police force that use batons and bolts against us. The only way for us, as the working class, to level the playing field is through dynamite, and here's how you build it. So the question is, all right, is this something that could be allowed to be legal, now that you're allowing the layman in his own house, build bombs?

• 2:17:17Michael Malice?

  So Johann Most, basically, they had a big parting of ways because when Alexander Berkman tried to assassinate Frick, Johann said, "No, no, no, this is not something I'm for." And in fact, they thought with this assassination, this failed assassination, this would be the thing that fired off the revolution because you had this strike, the Pinkerton's involved, Pinkerton's getting killed, strikers are getting killed. You know, this is what Marx predicted. You know, they're gonna light the spark and everything's gonna come falling down. He ends up going to jail for 13 years instead, Alexander Berkman does. And then Goldman and Berkman had a big issue because when Leon Salgoz killed McKinley in 1901, it was really, it's kind of humorous in retrospect. He gets arrested and they're

• 2:18:01Michael Malice?

  like, "Why'd you kill the president?" He goes, "I was radicalized by Emma Goldman." And she's like, "Oh, damn it." She's on the run. She's like, "I don't even know this guy."

• 2:18:08Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 2:18:09Michael Malice?

  And she made the point about like, "Why is it worse than the president being killed than somebody else? We're all equal." And you would think if you're against capitalism, against the ruling class, this would be your first target. But Berkman, who went to jail, who tried to assassinate someone, he had said, "McKinley, this is your villain. He's just a party hack. He's like a symptom of the times. This is foolish." And Goldman disagreed with him. She thought it wasn't necessarily justified, but it may have done something that was defensible. So the three of them, you know, had their differences on the use of violence. And in fact, when she came back from Russia and was denouncing it in her book, My Dissolution in Russia, my first Dissolution in Russia, the last chapter,

• 2:18:53Michael Malice?

  she goes, "Look, I'm not saying I'm against violence. When there's the revolution comes, we're gonna have to use force." She goes, "But it's not the force of the state against the working class, against the masses. This is exactly what we're opposed to. This is a complete obscenity to our principles." So that was interesting, the fact that she was a, her- Periodical Mother Earth was a clearinghouse for many prominent, you know, ideas of the day that weren't anarchists but were certainly radical. So she was a bit, and also she was like tiny. She was like five one. So to have this little woman who was so feisty and

• 2:19:27Lex Fridman?

  Talk back to Lenin.

• 2:19:28Michael Malice?

  Talk back to Lenin. She took on Lenin, Woodrow Wilson, J. Edgar Hoover was the one who deported her. Someone who just, and the thing is, you have to be careful because I think, just like war, it's very easy to glamorize violence and to regard it as something admirable or heroic, like you're fighting for the cause. But if you take it out of the romanticism, you're like, you're killing someone who had kids. You are, you know, killing someone with a family. You're making, if you're gonna shoot someone, they're probably gonna retaliate twice as hard. Violence sings its own song, and this is a very dangerous road you're going down. So you really need to be careful about what you're preaching here.

• 2:20:08Michael Malice?

  And, you know, she kinda had this mixed feelings about it, but that is certainly not Emma Goldman her best. Emma Goldman her best was about the ultimate freedom of the individual of caring about people who are desperately poor, who despised the corporate idea that we all had to be made into cookie cutters and be interchangeable and all have to start work at the same time. And basically, our entire lives slave for corporation that have nothing to show for it while they get wealthy and you have no opportunity for either productive work or creative work. So that, I think, the valorization of kind of the lowest of the low is something I find very admirable. There's a quote of hers, which I think even for those of us who are, you know, for property rights,

• 2:20:53Michael Malice?

  is anarchist, left anarchism at its best, where she goes, "Go and ask for work. If they don't give you work, ask for bread. If they don't give you bread, take bread." So the idea that like, if you're that poor and you're honestly trying to work and work isn't available and you steal food to keep alive, that you shouldn't feel guilt about it? I don't know that I would disagree with that. I think that there's something to be said at that point where it's just like, you know, if property rights come between that and mass starvation, it's gonna be very hard for anyone to make the case for property rights. Now, my argument is, when you have free enterprise, food becomes so plentiful that now obesity is an issue. But at the time, she did not have, of course, have that data to, you know, access.

• 2:21:33Lex Fridman?

  Is there somebody you left out from the book that you thought about leaving in? Like some interesting figures?

• 2:21:42Michael Malice?

  Yeah, there's a couple. So Chomsky would have been one, of course, because he's probably the biggest anarchist, one of the biggest anarchist thinkers in contemporary times. I was on the fence about Herbert Spencer, because he's not an anarchist. Chris Williamson's reading the chapter for the book. He coined the term survival of the fittest, and the chapter's called "The Right to Ignore the State" from his book Social Statics. It was deleted from later editions, but people found it and reprinted it. And Randolph Born, he was an early progressive. He was the only one, or one of the very few, fighting against entering the Great War. And he had an essay called "War is the Health of the State," which is basically about how states love war because it gives them an

• 2:22:25Michael Malice?

  excuse to increase their power. And it's very hard to argue against increasing state power in a time of war. But since he was not himself an anarchist, and there was plenty anti-war in there already, I didn't include him, but those would be the ones.

• 2:22:36Lex Fridman?

  Is there some people that you think the public would be surprised to learn that they are, at least in part, anarchists? I saw that Howard Zinn is supposedly an anarchist. I mean, is there, just like Tolstoy, is there an anarchist? Is there some people like that that you think in our modern life that would be surprised to learn they're anarchists?

• 2:22:58Michael Malice?

  I can't think of any off the top of my head. I mean, you could say Carl Hess, who was like Barry Goldwater's speechwriter from the 1960s work campaign, but he's hardly a household name.

• 2:23:07Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 2:23:08Michael Malice?

  I mean, I think a lot of people would not ascribe to that term, but are certainly informed with this complete distrust of all authority. Murray Rothbard had an essay, "If I didn't include Anatomy of the State, I was going to include this one." It's much, much shorter. And his question was, "Who are our allies and who are our enemies?" And the point he made is, there's lots of people who would call themselves anarchists who are of little use, whereas someone who is still like a minarchist or for government, but genuinely hates... The question Rothbard had is, if there's a button... And if you could press it, you would end the state. Would you press it so fast your finger would get a blister? Those are allies, even if they're somewhat of a minarchist. So I think that is kind of a better lens of looking at it.

• 2:23:53Michael Malice?

  And I don't think anyone needs to really ascribe to anarchism as a whole ideology. Insofar as you're seeing right now, many people in certain fringe elements are just essentially or decreasingly fringe and increasing mainstream elements are realizing that this idea that whatever the state does is somehow morally binding or legitimate is something that at least bears strong questioning.

• 2:24:18Lex Fridman?

  Sure. And I mean, I guess there's a lot of groups like the libertarians, for example, have some element of that.

• 2:24:26Michael Malice?

  Oh, sure, for sure.

• 2:24:27Lex Fridman?

  Of harsh questioning of the ways of government.

• 2:24:30Michael Malice?

  And also, I think what I love, I mean, if there's one issue where I would want people to have this kind of analysis, it is war. And it is like, okay, are you really sure? Because this is 100% going to result in a lot of people being killed, a lot of people being traumatized, a lot of people who are never going to recover, children, innocent people. Are you really sure this is the right thing to do? And I think a lot of times the answer is, well, it's the profitable thing to do. And that is, I think, again, government at its absolute most venal and worst.

• 2:25:04Lex Fridman?

  You, Michael Malice, in many ways are a New Yorker.

• 2:25:08Michael Malice?

  Oh, yes. I'll give you one example. I don't know where Austin is on the map. No idea. Not even kidding.

• 2:25:13Lex Fridman?

  But does it even matter?

• 2:25:15Michael Malice?

  It doesn't matter.

• 2:25:17Lex Fridman?

  But nevertheless, you've decided to move to Austin.

• 2:25:20Michael Malice?

  Yes.

• 2:25:21Lex Fridman?

  Why do you think you're moving to Austin? Or why do you moving both to Austin and away from New York?

• 2:25:28Michael Malice?

  This was one of the, both, I hate it when people talk like this, but I'm gonna do it anyway. This was one of the hardest and easiest decisions of my life. It was hard because I've lived in New York since I was two. Other than college, it's the only home I've known. I know it intimately. I know all the cool spots. I love it with every fiber of my being, or I did. It was very much ingrained in my personality, my outlook about what cities can be and can't be and should be and shouldn't be. Deciding to move was not done, but when you see your crew, your chosen family, one by one whittling away, it's not easy. They all left. There's just a couple of us left in New York.

• 2:26:10Michael Malice?

  And I don't see any mechanism by which New York is going to improve. Things are getting much worse all the time. It's just completely outrageous. Here, I would have a, I have a huge crew. I didn't realize how much cheaper real estate is than in New York. This is another way money. So New Yorkers are the most provincial people on earth. We're completely oblivious to the rest of the country. So for a long time, the argument was New York versus LA, right? For certain types of people. And they would say LA is cheaper in terms of rent. So in New York, let's suppose the rent is a thousand, LA was seven hundred, but you'd have to get a car. I'm like, this is kind of a wash. So I assumed Austin would be like eighty percent of New York prices. And I'm looking at these houses and for like seven hundred thousand, you could get a house here that would cost like three point five million in New York.

• 2:26:52Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 2:26:53Michael Malice?

  So, and you could have a gun. And it's just like, I could have a yard and I could have a dog and I could have a three bedroom. And I could have, you know, aquariums and my weird plants. So to have all that and it's just to have, I am very, very lucky that I have such a supportive crew and they're also very smart. Cause they sat me down and they said, whatever excuse you have not to move here, we are going to make sure that doesn't count. So my buddy Matt said, cause I have a huge library. He goes, I will go to your house and I will pack every single book you own myself. So you can get that as an excuse the other way. I don't know how to drive and you do this ulku. She's like, we're going to take driving lessons together.

• 2:27:37Michael Malice?

  There goes that excuse. How do I find an apartment? They're like, we'll go to, with the Realtor, we'll take pictures for you. We'll report back. You could trust our judgment. And I'm like, that's very, I would do that. That sounds like fun, shopping for houses out of to buy them.

• 2:27:50Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 2:27:51Michael Malice?

  Uh, then Matt, uh, just yesterday had the idea goes, come here, rent a furnished apartment for a few months. You don't have the pressure of buying and it's just, it's going to be an easy transition. The rent's not going to be anything compared to New York. I'm like, these are all very valid things. You're here, lots of other people.

• 2:28:09Lex Fridman?

  By the way, that's what this is, is, uh, I made sure that's renting month to month.

• 2:28:14Michael Malice?

  Oh, this is rental?

• 2:28:15Lex Fridman?

  This is rental. Oh, you didn't realize this.

• 2:28:17Michael Malice?

  I thought you bought this.

• 2:28:18Lex Fridman?

  No, no, no. This is rental. Why?

• 2:28:21Michael Malice?

  I thought you bought it.

• 2:28:22Lex Fridman?

  No, it's rental. Well, I really value freedom.

• 2:28:25Michael Malice?

  Yeah, of course. Who are you talking to? Have you heard of this thing, freedom? It's really great.

• 2:28:32Lex Fridman?

  But not everybody, the implementation of freedom is different for everybody.

• 2:28:36Michael Malice?

  Of course.

• 2:28:36Lex Fridman?

  For me, I don't want to make a statement about others. I'll just speak for myself. I think when you buy a house, that is not just a wise financial decision or all those kinds of reasons that people have, investment, all those kinds of things. I think it's also a hit on your freedom. Because the positive way to frame that is you make it a home. You have a deep connection to it. But the negative way to frame it is you're now a little bit stuck there.

• 2:29:06Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 2:29:07Lex Fridman?

  And you may stay there way longer than you should when much better opportunities for life come up. There's there's stages in life when you're not sure exactly what the future will hold. I would argue that's very often the case. Basically, at every stage in life. And I just want to make sure I maximize the freedom to embrace the most ambitious, the craziest, the wildest, the most beautiful opportunities that come by. You've actually brought this up to, because I said, I really enjoyed the conversation with you and Yaron.

• 2:29:39Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 2:29:40Lex Fridman?

  Like you, talking to you and somebody else. I think you make a really significant effort. You've said this before, but it really is true. And it stands in contrast to other folks who are also good conversation. You really make an effort for that person, like to understand, like to meet the person.

• 2:29:59Michael Malice?

  Oh, for sure.

• 2:30:00Lex Fridman?

  And that's a, you make me, you made me realize it's kind of a, it's an art form. But it's also just, it's a thing worth doing of putting in that effort and that leap of humanity to like reach the, whether you're talking to Dave Rubin or Alex Jones or Joe or me, just.

• 2:30:24Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 2:30:24Lex Fridman?

  Those are different human beings.

• 2:30:25Michael Malice?

  Of course.

• 2:30:26Lex Fridman?

  And then taking that leap is fascinating. I mean, do you have a, how do you think about that?

• 2:30:31Michael Malice?

  I'm a huge introvert, as you are, I think. I, I feel very, very, very lucky that I get to get on a mic and run my mouth. And for some people, for some reason, people like this. So I know what it's like to have a good convo. And I know what it's like to have a bad convo. So before I'll do a show, I will have like some. Things I would want to talk about, then I'll think about how to say them in an engaging way. So I do my homework in that regard. I'm also very good at, or I pride myself at, taking people who are cerebral or intellectual and making them a little bit silly, but also

• 2:31:15Michael Malice?

  making them feel safe to be silly because I'm not going to be making a buffoon of them, that we're having fun as opposed to disrespecting the person. I think we all saw that with Yaron, who's very cerebral, very serious, but we were all cracking jokes. And he was having good time. And he knew, even if I'm making fun of him to his face, it is coming from a place of kindness, and he's in on the joke, and we're all having fun. That is something I try to do as much as possible. I had an episode of my show a couple of weeks ago, and someone who's been a friend of mine for a long time, and someone I admire a lot, Elizabeth Spires, she was the founding member of Gawker, founding editor of Gawker, you know, she's worked for The Observer, for Jared Kushner, she's, her resume is second

• 2:31:59Michael Malice?

  to none. And she was on my show, and she was talking, you know, her politics are pretty straightforward, like corporate journalists, blue pilled politics. And my audience was very upset that I wasn't pushing back, or like, whatever. I'm like, my job, if someone is coming to a place where like, the audience is at least going to be somewhat hostile, is not to make her have negative consequences for doing something that she didn't need to do. My job is to make sure that the experience is a positive one for her as the host. So when I'm the guest, I always feel that my job is to make the host look good, and make the host not feel like it's work. And the audience really likes that, because instead of it being an interview, or intense, it is a conversation. Neither of us know what's

• 2:32:42Michael Malice?

  going to happen. And so this is something I think about a fair amount, and I try to apply, and insofar as I do it successfully, I'm delighted. And there are times when it's not successful, and that's a shame, but all we could do is do our best.

• 2:32:56Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, I really enjoyed that conversation with her. I was surprised by the dislikes and all that kind of stuff.

• 2:33:01Michael Malice?

  Well, one of the things I always talk about is, I don't care what my friend's politics are. I care about if someone's, if I'm having a bad day, can I call them up and ask for advice? And Elizabeth has been there for me in the past. And then when I do it on a camera in front of mics, people are freaking out. I'm like, I'm practicing what I preach. Uh, my, the relationships are more important than someone's political views. And it's not hypocrisy at all to demonstrate that and not, not to push back.

• 2:33:28Lex Fridman?

  And there was great humor there. You're both a bit of trolls in very different ways, but nevertheless, that connection, the humor and the mutual respect and love that was all there. Yeah, she was fascinating. Um, you've talked to Alex Jones a couple of days ago.

• 2:33:44Michael Malice?

  Sure, yeah.

• 2:33:44Lex Fridman?

  You've talked to him many times before, but you've had him on your podcast.

• 2:33:48Michael Malice?

  This week, yeah.

• 2:33:49Lex Fridman?

  This week. I was kind of surprised that, um, he mentioned that human animal hybrids was like the number, the main conspiracy that people should look into to open their eyes to the, you know, to all this, to the globalists, to all the conspiracies that are out there. Was that surprising to you?

• 2:34:11Michael Malice?

  Um, no, because I came in there with questions and I was very focused on corralling him and having it be like a kind of a coherent intellectual conversation.

• 2:34:21Lex Fridman?

  That was a really, really good, it was only an hour, but it was a very good conversation.

• 2:34:25Michael Malice?

  Yeah, thank you. I, I, the response was overwhelmingly positive. And I'm like, all right, I'm in a unique position because Alex, I, I met Alex, well, that's not true, but I was on Alex, with Alex on Tim Poole a couple of times. It was mayhem. It was anarchy. And I'm like, all right, let me get, but the thing is what people enjoyed is I was the one who was basically able to translate Alex's ease. He's obviously very performative. And a lot of times Alex will say things that are not really, uh, particularly controversial, but he'll say them in such a way that it sounds crazier than it is. You know, I think Joe's made this observation as well. So what I wanted to have him on, on my show. Is all right, let's go through all these conspiracies which have validity, which don't.

• 2:35:08Michael Malice?

  And I knew if I asked, because he's got a lot of historical knowledge, even if you think of a lot of it's nonsensical. Let's sort out the wheat from the chaff, you know, because everyone has someone crazing them. I have this expression, you take one red pill, not the whole bottle. You take the whole bottle of red pills, you assume literally everything in the media is a lie. That's just not a coherent position to have. Is the weather a lie when they tell you the temperature is going to be wrong tomorrow? So that was fun to watch him go through that. And he felt bad because he felt incorrectly, in my opinion, that he was needlessly aggressive and disrespectful toward me on Tim. I didn't feel disrespected at all. It got heated, but I didn't take it personally. People have heated debates all the time. So I think he promised me he wouldn't interrupt and would be deferential.

• 2:35:48Michael Malice?

  But that because he promised to be on his best behavior, that gave me an opportunity to address him seriously. And not to bring the clown aspect out of him, which is easy to caricature him. My friend Ethan Suppley, who I'm sure people know, played basically a character based on him in The Hunt. Because Eric, Alex is kind of this cartoon archetype. So it was really fun to get another side of him.

• 2:36:12Michael Malice?

  And also it's just fun being on his show, just him being bombastic and just trying to be the calm voice of reason. And for once, the trickster was Apollo.

• 2:36:20Lex Fridman?

  Well, I like this, this thing he said before. And that's what makes me the most interested in Alex is the Nietzsche quote about the, you know, gazing into the abyss. I think he said on your show that he has become the abyss or something like that. I think that makes him fascinating, that when you really take conspiracy theories seriously, the kind of effect it has on your mind, that to me is fascinating.

• 2:36:46Michael Malice?

  Well, can I say one thing? The term conspiracy theory. If you ask any layman, like it's like this, you say, do you like puppies? I hate them. Do you like baby dogs? Oh, they're the best, right? People, the human mind is capable of doing this.

• 2:36:58Lex Fridman?

  Yes.

• 2:36:59Michael Malice?

  So if you ask people, do you think extremely powerful people often get together and manipulate data or rules in order to further their power and control and maintain it? I think 90 plus percent of people would be like. Of course. Then you say, oh, so you believe in conspiracy theories? Oh, no, that's for crazy people. Those concepts are identical. Now, that term is used for people who are like, all right.

• 2:37:24Michael Malice?

  You know, there's conspiracies in government to experiment on people like Tuskegee. This is not in dispute. The CIA has, you know, unsealed things, Operation Mockingbird, so on and so forth. And at the same time, conspiracy theory applies to people who say nine 11 never happened and those were holograms. Now, it's the same word for both, but these are not at all equal truth claims and they do not at all have equal evidence to them. But it's very useful for powerful people to have that term in the zeitgeist because then I don't have to explain or defend. It's like only lunatics are going to look further on this. Do you really want to be a lunatic kid? And that takes care of the issue.

• 2:37:58Lex Fridman?

  Unfortunately, the same problem applies, well, language applies to a lot of other.

• 2:38:02Michael Malice?

  A hundred percent. That's the nature of language. Yeah. It's used not just to communicate, but to obfuscate.

• 2:38:07Lex Fridman?

  Obviously, that could be fixed by coming up with different words to, uh, to label conspiracy theories that are much more likely to be true.

• 2:38:16Michael Malice?

  Yeah, like power, power elite analysis is another, is basically conspiracy theory.

• 2:38:20Lex Fridman?

  Well, this is the black pilled versus white pilled question with the abyss.

• 2:38:26Lex Fridman?

  Do you think thinking about these things can, can destroy the mind? Can, uh, make you deeply cynical about the world?

• 2:38:36Michael Malice?

  Yeah, because if you are thinking that you are not aware of, or no one is aware of, who's controlling things and that the level of their control, it gives you the sense of powerlessness and hopelessness.

• 2:38:49Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 2:38:49Michael Malice?

  And my counter is the people in charge, one of the reasons I'm an anarchist, are nowhere near as smart and crafty as you think they are. And certainly maybe the, the, the ones completing the shadow maybe are, but the ones who are in the public face most certainly are not, as social media has demonstrated. When you look at how senators and Harvard professors tweet, these are not, you know, intellects that you're in awe of, to put it mildly. So I think that kind of takes the bloom off the rose to a great extent.

• 2:39:20Lex Fridman?

  You mentioned that you've been doing a lot of amazing things, been truly joyful recently.

• 2:39:24Michael Malice?

  Yeah.

• 2:39:24Lex Fridman?

  What, uh?

• 2:39:27Lex Fridman?

  I don't know if you have a bucket list. Is there items on the bucket list you haven't done yet? Are you, are you pretty much satisfied and happy? And if you die today, if I murder you, you'd be happy?

• 2:39:39Michael Malice?

  I could die today.

• 2:39:40Lex Fridman?

  Is there an item on the bucket list you want to get done?

• 2:39:44Michael Malice?

  Um, I don't, yeah. Uh, deep sea submersible. That would be number one in a bucket list.

• 2:39:52Lex Fridman?

  Why?

• 2:39:52Michael Malice?

  Because that's where all the most interesting zoology is. And to be um, in a place where like virtually no human being has been. And to see these God's mistakes in their natural environment. Uh, my friend coined that term God's mistakes. If you look at deep sea creatures, you can imagine God making some animal being like, oh God, this is hideous. I'll just throw the bomb the oceans, I was gonna see this. Um, so that would be my number one bucket list thing. I would say go to the White House as a guest would be a bucket list thing. Russia, go to Russia would be a bucket list thing. Um, I want to go, these are secondary, like go to Eritrea would be a bucket list thing. I've got a long list of books I need to write. Uh, that's, that's, I don't know if that's really a bucket list per se.

• 2:40:37Michael Malice?

  Um, uh, there's not that much. What I'm at a point in my life is once you cross off certain things, you basically, instead of driving the car, start surfing. And just amazing thing, I talked to you about this medical thing, you know, before we started. At a certain point, and I'm sure this happens to you because your platform is a lot bigger than mine. All sorts of things start coming your way that you never would have thought of. And you're like, this is pretty darn cool. So to be, and that's happening at an escalating rate. Like I'm at a point now where I get stopped every day um, by people. So that's gonna be a weird thing for me to get adjusted to. I, every, like, without exception.

• 2:41:17Michael Malice?

  Everyone who has ever stopped me on the street has been cool. And it's been a pleasant experience. There was one exception in an event where someone was genuinely on the spectrum and they didn't understand like distance and you don't touch people and that, but that's as bad as it got. So that is something that's gonna be weird for me to have to deal with over the next couple of years, but you know, it's the price you pay and it's hardly a small price. When people come up to you and say you've made my life better, but it's just weird when you go and like, like I was at the gym and then someone tweets like, did I see you at the gym just now? It's kind of weird and I'm sure it's the same for you. When you're walking around and you don't think about it, but people know who you are and you don't know who they are that you're being watched. Even though it's not malevolent, it's still just, you don't get prepared for that.

• 2:42:02Lex Fridman?

  Michael, there were, there will be two really big names that wanted to do this podcast, will do this podcast that I considered to do episode 200 with. But then I realized, why the hell talk to somebody famous when I could talk to somebody I love?

• 2:42:22Lex Fridman?

  That nobody knows or cares for.

• 2:42:25Michael Malice?

  You just hit a random number generator.

• 2:42:28Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, just I listed all the Russians I know and who is the easiest to get.

• 2:42:33Michael Malice?

  Yeah, who's the most desperate for camera stuff? He's got a shitty book out. We could talk about that for five minutes. This garbage cut and paste that he did.

• 2:42:41Lex Fridman?

  Yeah. And it turned out okay, I think. Slightly above average. Michael, I love you. You're an incredible human being. It's an honor that you would talk to me and you'll be my friend. Thanks so much for doing this.

• 2:42:55Michael Malice?

  The respect that I got when you asked me to be the guest for the anniversary episode was similar to the respect when my two friends, Josh and Zoe, they were gonna get married at City Hall and they said, we want someone to witness it. They asked you. So it's one thing when people tell you they like you and respect you, which I had growing up. It's another thing when they show it. And this is something that I do not take lightly and I hope no one takes lightly. And if someone does right by you and shows you respect, going back to kind of taking out for dinner, thank them. Buy them a candy bar, buy them a soda, do something to show that you don't take it for granted. Because I think what you and I both want to do is increase human kindness as much as possible. And I'm gonna look at the camera.

• 2:43:40Michael Malice?

  Be kind to yourself because a lot of you deserve it. До свидания!

• 2:43:45Lex Fridman?

  До свидания.

• 2:43:47Lex Fridman?

  Thanks for listening to this conversation with Michael Malice, and thank you to Gala Games, Indeed, BetterHelp, and MasterClass. Check them out in the description to support this podcast. And now, let me leave you with some words from Jack Kerouac that perhaps begins to explain the nature of and the reasons for my friendship with Mr. Michael Malice. "The only people for me are the mad ones. The ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time. The ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn like fabulous yellow Roman candles, exploding like spiders across the stars. And in the middle, you see the blue center light pop,

• 2:44:32Lex Fridman?

  and everybody goes, "Ah." Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.