#596 - Ibogaine Advocate Bryan Hubbard

W. Bryan Hubbard is a veteran attorney and policy advocate for Ibogaine. He is the CEO of Americans For Ibogaine, and previously served as the 1st chairman of the Kentucky Opioid Commission. Bryan joins Theo to talk about all things Ibogaine. They discuss how it’s used to treat symptoms of addiction and PTSD, their own experiences with plant based medicine, and how government corruption can stop new treatments from reaching a broad audience. W. Bryan Hubbard: https://www.instagram.com/w_bryan_hubbard Americans for Ibogaine: https://www.americansforibogaine.org/ ------------------------------------------------ Tour Dates! https://theovon.com/tour New Merch: https://www.theovonstore.com ------------------------------------------------- Sponsored By: Celsius: Go to the Celsius Amazon store to check out all of their flavors. #CELSIUSBrandPartner #CELSIUSLiveFit https://amzn.to/3HbAtPJ Oracle: Head to https://www.oracle.com/theo to try OCI for free with zero commitment. Morgan and Morgan: Visit https://forthepeople.com/THEO to see if you might have a case. Morgan and Morgan. America's Largest Injury Law Firm. Symmetry Sauna: Go to http://symmetrysauna.com/THEO to learn more ------------------------------------------------- Music: “Shine” by Bishop Gunn Bishop Gunn - Shine ------------------------------------------------ Submit your funny videos, TikToks, questions and topics you'd like to hear on the podcast to: [email protected] Hit the Hotline: 985-664-9503 Video Hotline for Theo Upload here: https://www.theovon.com/fan-upload Send mail to: This Past Weekend 1906 Glen Echo Rd PO Box #159359 Nashville, TN 37215 ------------------------------------------------ Find Theo: Website: https://theovon.com Instagram: https://instagram.com/theovon Facebook: https://facebook.com/theovon Facebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/thispastweekend Twitter: https://twitter.com/theovon YouTube: https://youtube.com/theovon Clips Channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/TheoVonClips Shorts Channel: https://bit.ly/3ClUj8z ------------------------------------------------ Producer: Zach https://www.instagram.com/zachdpowers Producer: Trevyn https://www.instagram.com/trevyn.s/ Producer: Nick https://www.instagram.com/realnickdavis/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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• 0:00Theo Von?

  Today's guest is a veteran attorney and policy advocate, most known for his focus on Ibogaine, a possible new treatment for things like addiction and PTSD. He's currently with the Reed Foundation doing this research, and he's CEO of Americans for Ibogaine. It was a fascinating conversation. I'm grateful for his time. Today's guest is W. Brian Hubbard.

• 0:41Theo Von?

  Dude, you brought me a cake today. That's nice of you. What is that you brought?

• 0:46Speaker 01

  My wife, who's here sitting with us, many years ago, found this bakery in Nashville that has this chocolate ganache cake. I had never had it before till about three months ago, and I like to eat, especially chocolate. So she introduced me to this chocolate cake, and it's the best chocolate cake I've ever had in my life. You can leave it sitting out on the counter for four days, and it tastes just as good as when you bought it. So we wanted to give you a touch of something that, once you taste, you can't untaste.

• 1:14Theo Von?

  Oh dang, yeah, something chocolate too, huh? Hell, yeah. I might end up meeting a mixed girl after eating that, you know? You just never know what could happen. But thank you. That's just beautiful of you guys. It's so sweet of you to thank me. And thank you for coming. Thank you for making the trip over from, you guys live in Kentucky.

• 1:31Speaker 01

  Yes, sir. We live in Lexington, and thank you for the wonderful hospitality to visit with you.

• 1:35Theo Von?

  Yeah, we're looking forward to it, man. I know, I want to talk to you. So you've had a lot of experience with like Ibogaine, with like treatment. I know there's new laws that have been passed in Texas. I want to get into, into like what Ibogaine is, right? But first, I just wanted to start with like, like I know that it's a plant medicine, right? And so what is something you've seen? Like, take me on a story of somebody that you've seen use a plant medicine, use Ibogaine, and an experience that they've had, or a transformation that they've had. I just wanted to kind of start with an experience that you've witnessed.

• 2:09Speaker 01

  In terms of personally witnessing a transformation, my wife and I, we traveled down to the Ambio Clinic in Tijuana, the south of Tijuana, in November of 2023. And the way that the whole transportation system occurs is we flew from Kentucky to San Diego, and then a shuttle took us from the airport in San Diego to a Sheraton nearby. And then the clinic sent a driver to pick me and her and the other folks who were coming down up to go there on a Monday. And when we landed at the airport in San Diego and went to check to the airport shuttle, there was a gentleman who was standing down about 30 feet from us.

• 2:52Speaker 01

  And Brandon Glasser, if you hear me talking, you know exactly who I'm referring to. Brandon Glasser, that was his name? Yes, sir. Mm-hmm. He was, um, kinda had longer hair, looked to be about my age. I pegged him probably somewhere in his, uh, early, you know, mid 40s or so. Uh, he was kinda ashen. He kinda had that thousand-yard stare that comes with an individual who has experienced tremendous trauma. And just the way that he looked, the way that he was standing, the way that he was looking, he looked like somebody who had come to the end. Hmm. And my wife and I looked at each other and we said, I wonder if he's gonna be getting on the shuttle with us on Monday morning.

• 3:37Speaker 01

  Well, sure enough, Monday morning comes along and the driver comes to pick us up. And Brandon gets on the shuttle with us and we're sitting behind us. And we'd go down the road and he makes a couple of observations about, you know, what's bringing him to have an I begane experience. And he talks about that he was in, uh, he was a Green Beret and he'd seen a lot. And his entire affect was one of just, this was a guy who had had it. Hmm. Who had had it with life, who had had it with... Himself, probably at that point. Himself, yeah. Oh, that's the worst sickness. Yes, sir. So, um, we, we get to the clinic on Monday. We go to a sweat lodge ceremony Monday evening, Tuesday.

• 4:20Speaker 01

  We have some group activities with, uh, two of the other gentlemen who were there. It was a group of five of us. And then we go in for ibogaine on Tuesday night. And leading up to that, Brandon's affect was consistently just flat. And what I would describe as just kind of checked out. So we go in on Tuesday night and they give us our ibogaine. The next time we all see each other is on Thursday morning at the breakfast table. And I don't know how many of your audience members may be familiar with the Bible story of Lazarus. When Lazarus had passed away and Jesus called him from the grave.

• 5:01Speaker 01

  After he having been dead and he emerged and they unwrapped his burial clothes and he was as he had always been. Seeing Brandon at the breakfast table on Thursday morning is the closest that I will ever come to seeing what the people who saw Lazarus emerge from that grave saw. His entire affect and demeanor had been transformed. This guy who had the thousand yard dead eye stare. His eyes were clear and bright. All that consternation and, and, and brokenness that was on his face and that had drawn it in was gone.

• 5:40Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 5:40Speaker 01

  He was a radiant being.

• 5:42Theo Von?

  Amen.

• 5:43Speaker 01

  And when I sat down at the table, I just looked at him and, and I started crying. I said, dude, your transformation is unbelievable. I feel it. It's visible on your face and I mean, it was just a

• 5:59Theo Von?

  It was a miracle.

• 6:00Speaker 01

  It, it, it truly was a miraculous, beautiful transformation that had occurred over those 36 hours.

• 6:06Theo Von?

  Wow. And you could just feel it. I mean, that's so powerful when you can just, when you can see it in somebody. Yeah. Cause that pain of feeling, I mean, it's just like you're looking like somebody's so just, they're broke and they're sick of themselves, you know? They can't even, you know, it's like they're hunting without a gun. They just have that look on their face, you know?

• 6:23Speaker 01

  Yes, sir. And I, I got to solve this at scale at a place called Beyond that's located in Cancun. My wife and I went there in December of 24. And there you have people coming and going at all times. And we were able to come in and see people who were coming to the door, who were at death's door. They had tried everything in the world to resolve either their trauma or their addiction and nothing had worked. And as people are coming, people are also going. And as they walk out the door to leave, there is a community circle to celebrate their departure home.

• 7:00Theo Von?

  Wow.

• 7:01Speaker 01

  And the people who, as they were leaving, were coming through the door, you could see and feel that same radiant transformation that we saw individually through Brandon Glasser. And we got to watch that occur over the course of a week. And you could see when people would come through the door, they were just, they, like, what am I here for? What am I doing here? How did I even manage to get into this place?

• 7:24Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 7:24Speaker 01

  But by the time they left, they knew why they had been there, and it was to be restored.

• 7:29Theo Von?

  Amen, dude. Were you able to talk with Brandon at that moment? Like, were you able to speak with him and ask him how he was feeling? And like, was he able to iterate kind of what he felt like was going on with him?

• 7:39Speaker 01

  At the breakfast table, he explained what his journey was like. It was very visual. It was very spiritual. And many of the things that had troubled him in mind and heart, he found relief. He found catharsis, and he felt assurance that what we see on this side of life is only a fraction of what true ultimate reality is all about. We are here as earthly creatures to have an earthly experience, but at our essence, we are spiritual beings who have eternal significance.

• 8:19Speaker 01

  And what I begain and some of the other plant medicines can do is affirm that reality. As an individual has a new beginning to reorient their relationship with their self, the world, and their maker. It ain't gonna solve all your problems. It ain't a magic wand, but it essentially provides you with an opportunity to establish a brown new, a brand new foundation that is grounded on your significance as a spiritual being with eternal value.

• 8:52Theo Von?

  Amen. God, sign me up. My God, if that's a pyramid scheme, I want to get to the dang top. You know what I'm saying? No, I mean, you say, I mean, it just like, I feel it, dude. I mean, I've had my own experience with ayahuasca and you even describe it like, God, I just remember like processing so much. Like it was like all these things that I could, you know, in regular life, even by going to therapy, it was almost like pulling weeds, right? The weeds would grow and I could go in therapy and pull them, right? Or I could go through 12 step and pull them. But now with ayahuasca, it felt like I was underground, like I was part of the earth. And I could, I could pull the dang roots, right? Or I could at least see the roots.

• 9:36Theo Von?

  I could see the roots and I could organize them better and I could, uh, prune them even. I could prune my own roots. And so it gave me a chance. So, so suddenly the stuff on the top, it wasn't just weeds when I got back out of the experience. It was a little bit more like my garden made a little bit of sense. It wasn't just a constant struggle to like manage my own like little acre of existence, you know? Um, and it's hard to explain sometimes, but I will say this, uh, you know, I've probably done it. I think five times over the past three years. And recently I have started having this feeling that, oh, man, this is just a little part of existence. Right? Like, whereas I used to feel so connected and so scared about dying.

• 10:19Theo Von?

  And I do still, you know, I like, I want to be alive. I want to spend time with my loved ones and, and see if I can see certain experiences or dreams through. But I don't feel like, yeah, you almost feel like, oh, we'll just be getting back on the train. You know, after that, like it'll be something else is going on. Like this is just a stop at a Buc-E's, you know? Out in the middle of space that we're stopped at, you know? And you can get you a damn snow globe with Dolly Parton in it, or you can do whatever you want. I mean, it's a Buc-E's, you know, it's earth. So, but, uh, but yeah, I start to think that, oh, there's more after this. And it does make me less afraid about, um, just the weight of every moment of my life. And my life weigh, every moment weighed so heavy and I don't even know why sometimes.

• 11:04Theo Von?

  Um, so take me through Ibadan itself. Like what happens with Ibadan, like the medicine itself, right?

• 11:12Speaker 01

  So the one thing that is cool about Abigail is its intelligence and its ability to produce an effect within the individual, which is unique for that individual. Now, there are certain common themes that exist within it. Let's go back to the very beginning, which is this is an alkaloid found in three West African botanical sources. There's three plants that grow in Africa. One is called the Iboga root. That is the mother plant. There's another plant called the Voicanga africana. The Voicanga? Voicanga africana. Voicanga africana? And the third one's not named. It's the more minor. Okay, so the third one is a more minor root. Okay. So the the Bowidi peoples. The Bowidi?

• 11:54Speaker 01

  Of West Africa, and they primarily reside in Gabon. Gabon? Gabon, yes, sir. They are the cultural possessors of all the ancient knowledge around Iboga and Abigail. They have used Iboga and Abigail in their cultural and religious traditions for centuries now. They are humanities caretakers of all of the knowledge and wisdom that comes from this plant. So like the librarians kinda? Correct. They have known and understood its abilities to connect us with divine source for centuries. God, and they weren't sharing it, were they? Well, there there was no opportunity for them to share because they're a self-contained

• 12:39Speaker 01

  society and the contact was made with them by the West. And of course, that first contact came through the establishment of the transatlantic slave trade. Right, so they didn't, not a good foot, not a good start off. Not a good start off. Got off on the wrong foot. So you have this society that has ancient knowledge, knowledge which until now has essentially been dismissed by the reductionist perspective of the West. And now that the West is being strangulated by the consequences of its materialism, deaths of despair, driven by a lack of any sense of spiritual significance, we find ourselves now looking across the Atlantic Ocean to a people who we have dismissed, who we have enslaved, to say to them, please

• 13:24Speaker 01

  help us understand how to utilize what you've known from centuries. To emancipate us from the prison that we've built for ourselves.

• 13:32Theo Von?

  Facts, brother, facts.

• 13:33Speaker 01

  And Theo, as we start to create this process of medicalization within the United States, I firmly believe there is a beautiful unity opportunity here.

• 13:45Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 13:45Speaker 01

  For us as civilizations and for us as people within the United States, black and white alike, to come together to illustrate our universal kinship as children of our Creator, whose destiny is rooted and grounded in divine love.

• 14:05Theo Von?

  Amen, brother. To the core, I believe that.

• 14:07Speaker 01

  Theo, in all honesty, if someone had said to me five years ago, "Hey, you're gonna be getting to go all around the country talking to people about plant medicine and the way in which it has been designed to affirm human divinity and your own experiences with these medicines," I would have looked at them and said, "What in the world happened to me and what have I got to do to go in back in time to make sure it does not?" I mean, I was the president of the teenage Republicans in high school.

• 14:39Theo Von?

  Oh, wow.

• 14:40Speaker 01

  I was president of the college Republicans in college. So to have gone...

• 14:45Theo Von?

  So you had Rush Limbaugh mixtapes probably at the house.

• 14:47Speaker 01

  Oh, yeah. I mean, to talk to 25-year-old, conventional, conservative, haircut Republican me and tell me that I'd be sitting here with you having this discussion, I'd have been like, "You're out of your effing mind. There's no way possible that that's gonna occur." And yet here we sit.

• 15:04Theo Von?

  Here we sit, brother. And sometimes that's we have, we have to realize, sometimes I'm like, "Man, I don't know where I'm supposed to be right now, but I'm supposed to be right where I am," you know? That's what Cat Williams reminded me of when I talked to him. I was like, "Man," he's like, "If you're here and you're in a conversation, then this is the time to have it," you know?

• 15:21Speaker 01

  You were talking about the earth being Buc-E's.

• 15:24Theo Von?

  Mm-hmm.

• 15:25Speaker 01

  And how this is a potpourri experience, but there's not all that there is. As I have walked the pathway to come to your studio for this discussion. I've come to conclude that everything that happens from those things that are our earliest memories in life, all the way to as we sit here and talk now, they are designed to prepare us to become who our maker wishes for us to be in this life as a preparation for the next. And plant medicines, I believe, have existed for thousands of years in cultures whose wisdom has been dismissed, they have been looked down upon, and that has been to our detriment here within Western society.

• 16:09Speaker 01

  And now that we see the garden that we have grown here, expressed as 1.5 million people who have died since 2015 from a combination of drug overdose, alcohol-related disease, and suicide, we're missing some things here. We treat the body, we treat the mind, but we've done a bad job of acknowledging the soul.

• 16:33Theo Von?

  So, well said, man.

• 16:35Speaker 01

  Thank you.

• 16:36Theo Von?

  This is just a rest area for your soul, you know? Get you a snack and urinate, and then we gotta hit the high road, you know? Cause I think, and also when I start to believe that after this, you're off to something else even wilder, it make, it's all, it's like, adds so much more like, appeal to your own life, right? That's what I've really, that's one thing I noticed, um, but yeah, I do believe that, I do believe that God's just got us here in the dang pep boys or whatever, you know, and he's just kinda sprucing some things up. Let's talk about ibogaine and what it is, cause that's kind of your specialty, is that fair to say?

• 17:10Speaker 01

  That's fair to say.

• 17:11Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 17:12Speaker 01

  By pure accident, by the way, not by design or ambition.

• 17:15Theo Von?

  You just ended up just ibogaineing?

• 17:17Speaker 01

  Yes, sir.

• 17:18Theo Von?

  Okay, well, look, hold on. Now, were you like an after-school user, or what happened, really?

• 17:23Speaker 01

  Well, I came to it in the same way that most people come to it, and it was through desperation. I'd practiced law in Kentucky for 16 years, and then went into state government service. I ran the state's social security disability system and some other things, and after being in place for about six years, there were some folks who said, you know, he kinda does a decent job with some things, and we'd want him maybe to run the state's opioid commission. And- Kentucky, like a lot of Appalachian states, has been ground zero for the opioid epidemic that began with OxyContin being introduced back in the late 90s. So, all these opioid manufacturers and distributors had settled with a bunch of states and paid them money for all the damage caused by the opioid epidemic.

• 18:08Speaker 01

  So, when it came time for Kentucky to get its money, they had to set up an agency to administer and oversee it, and they called it the Kentucky Opioid Abatement Advisory Commission. So, a guy by the name of Barry Dunn, who was Deputy Attorney General at the time under my boss, Daniel Cameron, came to me and said, "Hey, the legislature has set up this opioid commission, is this something you'd be interested in running?" And I thought, "Oh, I think you probably know, being a Southerner, that as much as we love home and the society at home, sometimes the governments have not always functioned the way they're supposed to." You know, Boss Hogg and the Dukes of Hazzard was an illustration of some of that old-timey way of doing business where everybody who's a working person gets their bones picked

• 18:52Speaker 01

  clean by the people who are in power. Amen, always. So, when Barry said, "Hey, would you be interested in doing this job?", I said, "Barry, this is a very treacherous opportunity, because we've got some aristocratic power structures here in Kentucky that are used to having their way with anything that involves the dollar bill. If y'all are willing to allow me to run the commission so that it is accessible to the every, average, average, everyday Kentuckian, that grassroots organizations that ain't used to getting these sorts of opportunities can be resourced, and that we do it in a way that is accountable and transparent, I'd be interested in the job. But I don't want to take it if the expectation's just going to be to hand the money over to the usual vultures." Amen.

• 19:36Speaker 01

  And he said, "We'll back you 100%." I said, "All right." So, I went through an interview process, and in the interview process, I was asked, "What do we need to do with this money?" I said, "Well, let's put the big picture in context here." We're getting eight hundred and forty-two million dollars. Now, that's a big old bunch of money to anybody.

• 19:54Theo Von?

  Oh, yeah.

• 19:55Speaker 01

  It's massive. I mean, you just hope you win eight hundred and forty-two million dollars on the lottery.

• 19:59Theo Von?

  Oh, that's damn Scrooge McDuck.

• 20:01Speaker 01

  Yes, all the way, Richie Rich.

• 20:03Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 20:04Speaker 01

  But the problem is, when you put it in context, Purdue Pharma made a hundred million dollars a month on OxyContin sales for 12 years.

• 20:14Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 20:15Speaker 01

  So, the entire state of Kentucky with 4.8 million people is getting about eight and a half months of Purdue Pharma's OxyContin sales, but over 15 years.

• 20:23Theo Von?

  Right, so it's really spaced out. And put up a picture of the Sackler family, just so I can just tell them to go fuck themselves, if you don't mind throwing it up there. I'm sorry if you ladies have to hear that language, but there you go. That's a group that got off scot-free that's still alive. Well, hundreds of thousands have been killed by their greed, so hope they're doing well. Hope you see them on the street.

• 20:45Speaker 01

  And they've had a lot of enablers in politics.

• 20:47Theo Von?

  Oh, yeah, for sure. And you can, and there's a lot of roads you can go down that, and we will get down some of that road. I want to get down how politics has helped or not helped the opioid crisis, and what do you think like we can do to solve that? But I want to just stay on track of this story. So, you're locked in with the government now. You have the ability to kind of administer how the funds are put out.

• 21:05Speaker 01

  Yes, sir.

• 21:06Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 21:06Speaker 01

  And they said, what do we need to do with this money? And I named off a couple of priorities, beginning with children. And I've done a little homework on you, and I think you and I've probably had some things that we got in common. I said, the first thing we've got to do is take children whose families and communities have been destroyed by this and give them connection to sanctuary from chaos, the stability of loving relationships, and an affirmation of their individual spirituality. Any child who's disconnected from these three things is going to have a tough time making it in this world, and if we can create a structure for that to happen, we've got to do it. I said, the next thing we've got to do is take people who are trying to get their lives

• 21:48Speaker 01

  back together and help them in whatever way we can, because someone whose life has been ravaged by addiction, they face all kinds of legal problems and financial problems and just logistical problems. Like, where do I buy clothes to go to work? How can I get to work? We've got to do everything we can to give a helping hand to folks who are trying their very best to rebuild a shattered life.

• 22:08Theo Von?

  Amen.

• 22:09Speaker 01

  And I said, the final thing we've got to do is figure out a way to pioneer a therapeutic breakthrough for opioid addiction. I said, the options that we currently have are basically opioids with which we treat opioid addiction. And probably it's better than nothing, government has as a job, an obligation to improve everybody's life.

• 22:29Theo Von?

  And that's methadone, suboxone, things like that?

• 22:31Speaker 01

  That's correct.

• 22:32Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 22:32Speaker 01

  They are opioids produced by the very same people who created the problem.

• 22:36Theo Von?

  Nuh-uh, really?

• 22:37Speaker 01

  Yes, sir. The companies that produce the opioid epidemic are the same companies that produce its treatments.

• 22:44Theo Von?

  Really?

• 22:45Speaker 01

  Yes, sir.

• 22:45Theo Von?

  Let's look that up. Who makes methadone?

• 22:48Speaker 01

  And check out Indivior, which is the parent company of Suboxone and Sublocade and others. And Indivior has its own criminal rap sheet with the federal government from the way in which it sought to manipulate and increase in the issuance of those prescriptions. There's something that's called the opioid record archive at the University of California in San Francisco. And in that record archives, a Harvard faculty member by the name of Dr. Matt Bevan has pulled out documents that show that the companies that created the problem very much celebrate the fact that they're the ones who are basically making money off of the treatment on the back end.

• 23:32Theo Von?

  Unreal.

• 23:32Speaker 01

  And that's the system that we find ourselves with.

• 23:34Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 23:34Speaker 01

  It's, there are, now, don't get me wrong, there's thousands of people that have been saved by these and they should be options on the table, but we need to diversify, expand, and improve upon those options if we can.

• 23:45Theo Von?

  Wow, that's unbelievable. I think a lot of times we don't realize, right, that evil, evil has a plan, right?

• 23:54Theo Von?

  Evils do not just running around your neighborhood, just tickling people or whatever and yelling profanities and stuff like in the street like way, you know, evil will, will sell you the problem and sell you the solution.

• 24:06Speaker 01

  That's right.

• 24:06Theo Von?

  That's how far they've already thought ahead.

• 24:08Speaker 01

  That's right.

• 24:09Theo Von?

  They've already made the solution half the time before they made the problem. If evil makes a solution, they, they won't say, let's offer the world a solution. They'll say, how do I create a problem so I can sell you this and then I can sell you that, right? You know, I don't know, I'm preaching. Sometimes I don't notice for myself that evil is smart. Evil is not ignorant.

• 24:30Speaker 01

  It's very sophisticated and on the exterior, it's not scary. If evil look like all the monsters of our imagination, it's easy to identify it and avoid it. But it's slick and Bible says the devil will appear as an angel of light. There's also phraseology in modern literature that refers to the banality of evil. It's very boring. Evil often appears in very high scale, white collared business suits and ties, carrying fancy degrees in law and finance from Ivy League institutions. All these measurements of external respectability. Evil knows how to put it on and shine.

• 25:09Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 25:10Speaker 01

  And they're there to sell us whatever they can sell us to make us its subject.

• 25:17Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 25:17Speaker 01

  And that's where we find ourselves.

• 25:19Theo Von?

  Dang, man, it's true. And it happens, there's a lot of ways it can happen. But yeah, I think just the psychology of evil, I've thought about that more recently in my life, like evil is a strategist. Evil is a wizard.

• 25:29Speaker 01

  Yes, sir.

• 25:30Theo Von?

  You know, and you have to be a wizard for your own life, you know? We have to try and do our best to do that. Okay, so you accept the job.

• 25:38Speaker 01

  Accept the job.

• 25:40Theo Von?

  And you're like, and, and one of the things you just mentioned, you have to find ways to, create better pathways for people to get treatment.

• 25:47Speaker 01

  That's correct.

• 25:48Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 25:48Speaker 01

  Now, in 2018, you know, I had heard about psychedelics growing up. I remember watching commercials and shows on TV of a bunch of hippies rolling around in metal mushrooms. And I thought, Lordy mercy, this is how you collapse an entire society, a bunch of crazy. Nuts out of their mind, drug taking people. Those were my thoughts on psychedelics. Um, in 2018, one of my very close friends, uh, he, his sister was somebody who I had known for years as a underground psilocybin provider. And she's a little out there and I never really give it much thought, but.

• 26:26Theo Von?

  And shout out to all the underground psilocybin providers out there. I just wanna, they, you guys never, you don't get a holiday. You know what I'm saying, dude? Where's the fricking Juneteenth for underground psilocybin providers that have kept us all able to manage semi decently over the past few years?

• 26:45Speaker 01

  At great risk.

• 26:46Theo Von?

  At great risk. At great risk, dude. And half the time you're on mushrooms when they bust you. And so that's spooky, but go on.

• 26:53Speaker 01

  In 2018, I, I do a lot of reading about things related to politics and society and science when there's opportunities for progress. And I come out of a family that has a championship history of alcohol, substance use and, and mental health issues. And my family has generationally had a wicked relationship with alcohol.

• 27:16Theo Von?

  Oh yeah, I could see that. You remind me of Hacksaw Jim Drogen, you know what I'm saying, dude? And I mean that in a loving way, but.

• 27:22Speaker 01

  I appreciate that.

• 27:23Theo Von?

  Okay, yeah. So your family, it's there a lot, huh?

• 27:25Speaker 01

  They're, well, I'll put it this way. I can remember certain great uncles of mine who had served in war, been to World War II in Korea and sitting next to them and on a hot summer day, and they wouldn't have had a drink, but you could smell the alcohol being sweated out of them.

• 27:39Theo Von?

  And did you think you had a problem growing up at all or no?

• 27:42Speaker 01

  You know, fortunately I never developed any sort of alcohol or substance use problem, but that was because of the presence of God's love in my life through my grandparents. My earliest memories as a child were of screaming and cussing and chaos between my parents. I scared to death as a kid. And I had two grade school educated coal mining grandfathers who spent a lot of time with me for the first 12 years of my life. And they were both men who had grown up under tremendous hardship. They had no bitterness. They had nothing but love and grace within them. And when I would go and spend time with them on the weekends, as early as I could remember

• 28:26Speaker 01

  them speaking language to me that I could understand, at some point before they'd take me home, they'd put me on their knee and they'd sing a lesson. Papa loves you, but more importantly, God loves you. And he has a special and unique purpose in your life. No matter how bad it gets, no matter how abandoned and scared you may feel, no, God has you in his hands. Don't ever lose sight of it. Cause if you will maintain faith, he's gonna bring you through. Theo, if those beautiful gentlemen had not given me those lessons consistently, if I were alive at all, and there's a substantial likelihood that I would not be, I would not be sitting here with you as I am.

• 29:12Speaker 01

  I'd be living in some dark hole somewhere, wondering what someone who held jobs like I've held, was gonna do to come pull me out of them.

• 29:20Theo Von?

  Wow.

• 29:21Speaker 01

  It made all the difference.

• 29:22Theo Von?

  Yeah, I think it's like, you don't realize the effect you can have on somebody by showing them attention, showing them care, you know? You know, I believe that like parents, like especially when they look at their children, like, whatever you look, whatever you, however you look at your children, you're like a pitcher and you are, that is the look that they will have inside of them, right? Like, you know, like in our family, I was, I always felt like there was a ton of look of like, you were, you were wrong, you weren't doing it right, like, uh, nothing was ever okay. I didn't never get one look from my mother that I, I fuck, I don't think she looked at me until probably about 13, but when she finally looked over at, she'd fucking pissed. I was like, God dang. I've waited all that time for that. I'd have fricking left sooner.

• 30:06Theo Von?

  But, and no shade to her, like, you know, times have gone on. But I've just, I think to parents, and I'm not trying to preach, but I think, if you always look at your child like they're, what they're doing is something is wrong, then the feeling that they will have in them is that something is wrong, right? However you look at your child the most, that is what they, that's the feeling that gets created in them. Do you think that's a possible thing or not?

• 30:28Speaker 01

  Oh, the absence of love is lethal. We as human beings are animals. At our nature, our core, we are animals. And the existence of love within us is the surest evidence

• 30:45Theo Von?

  The surest evidence.

• 30:47Speaker 01

  Of a divine creator, whose essence is almighty unconditional love for all of us. And but for that touch of divinity within us, I don't believe that any human being would have the capacity to feel or receive love. And it is being born on this side of eternity with the evil that coexists with the light that defines much of our lifelong journey of struggling to attain that light. I heard somebody say about six months ago that really the struggle in life is always the struggle to attain genuine, authentic love.

• 31:21Theo Von?

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• 32:06Theo Von?

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• 32:51Theo Von?

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• 33:36Theo Von?

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• 34:19Theo Von?

  best be serviced. How do you get then into IbaGain? How do you come to that?

• 34:26Speaker 01

  In 2018, I read a study that was published about the effect of the psilocybin or psychedelic mushroom on alcoholism and the fact that it had demonstrated within this study a profound ability to help people overcome alcoholism. And having come from a family that has just a generationally wicked relationship with alcohol, this caught my attention. A friend of mine has a sister who is a little out there, but she's an underground psilocybin mushroom facilitator. I became curious after I read this article and I thought, well, there must be something to this, given the scientific research and what it shows about its ability to basically effectively treat alcoholism.

• 35:11Speaker 01

  So I reached out to her. I said, I know that you understand the mushroom and have for some time. I want to understand it. I'm curious and I want to see what this is all about. After for years thinking this is just a bunch of hate, crazy hippie stuff I didn't want nothing to do with. So between 2018 and 2022, I had a series of psilocybin mushroom journeys. The first one was just very mild at three grams. It was enough to kind of get the extrasensory ability to kind of see and hear and feel things a little differently. And then I had probably eight to 10 additional journeys of various intensities.

• 35:52Speaker 01

  Most of them were beautiful. Some of them were terrifying. All of them were profound. And at the end of that process, I became an absolute believer in what other civilizations have known for thousands of years. And that is our Creator has put plants on this earth whose purpose is to work with human chemistry to provide us with just a small window of opportunity to look behind the veil and into eternity. So to understand who we are, where we come from, and how our true alignment is with the source of divine love that flows through all of us. Amen.

• 36:34Speaker 01

  So I read about a lady who, she actually wrote about her own stories with psilocybin and had helped her overcome her anxiety and depression that had crippled her for most of her life, as well as a near fatal eating disorder in addition to her atheism. So I reached out to her and I said, hey, I've been given this job in Kentucky. You wrote about your experiences beautifully. What can you tell me about the world of psychedelics? And whether there's anything in it that has special application to opioid addiction? On July the 29th, 2022, down in Siesta Key, Florida, on family vacations, when I had this call, and it was the day that I heard the word ibogaine for the first time. She said, are you familiar with this? I said, I've never heard of it in my life.

• 37:18Speaker 01

  She said, I'm gonna put you in touch with another lady who can tell you about her recovery experience with ibogaine. She put me in touch with a lady by the name of Juliana Mulligan, who gave me her story. And basically, she had been an opioid-dependent individual for almost a decade, and she said she had done it all. Heroin, fentanyl, she'd been in and out of jail, she'd been homeless at different points in time. Wow. She said she'd been through every recovery process that could be invented. Abstinence programs, 12-step programs, and she'd been through Suboxone treatment. And she said, what they don't tell you about Suboxone is that the way in which it attaches to your system, she said, for me, Suboxone withdrawal made heroin withdrawal seem like

• 38:03Speaker 01

  a cakewalk. And she said, it was the awfullest thing I ever experienced. She said, I became so tired of the life I had to live to secure my supply, I relocated to Columbia to teach English as a sacred language. God. And in Columbia, they have open pharmacy, meaning you can go in there and just get whatever you want. Oh, yeah, most of my dreams take place in damn Columbia. Yeah, well, that's, that's where she found herself. And why? So, she said, one day I got up and looked in my mirror, and she said, I knew I was gonna die. Wow. And she said, I, I was just desperate to give myself one more chance to be able to live, because I, I knew I wasn't gonna make it. She said, I got online and started researching, and I came across this thing called ibogaine.

• 38:47Speaker 01

  And she said, it just sounded ridiculous in terms of what it was supposed to be able to do. Yeah, it sounds like a damn protein powder, you know? Yeah. She said, it, it, it sounded too good to be true. It just sounded like a bunch of, of kookiness, really. She said, but I was desperate. And I was willing to try anything that could give me my life back. So she said, um, I went to an ibogaine place in Guatemala, somebody who could provide it. And she said, but I didn't know at the time is that ibogaine comes with a very serious cardiac side effect, meaning if you take too much of it, though it is a stimulant, it will slow your heart down, stop it and you'll die. You have to, ibogaine is a very serious medication.

• 39:30Speaker 01

  It has no recreational purpose whatsoever. You know, you hear about parties and raves of different kind, cocaine parties or heroin parties, nobody's ever heard of an ibogaine party.

• 39:40Theo Von?

  No.

• 39:41Speaker 01

  Because unless you think being semi paralyzed for 10 to 12 hours and throwing up over that same time's a good time, you ain't gonna have a good time.

• 39:48Theo Von?

  Yeah, let's go get food poisoning or whatever.

• 39:50Speaker 01

  That's right. There's no food poisoning parties happening in the United States, just like ibogaine. So Juliana makes her way to Guatemala and she gets ibogaine treatment. She was given about three times what she should have and she went into cardiac arrest six times and almost died. She said that she could somewhat remember her journey. She said, but the first thing that she remembered after getting her treatment was waking up in the intensive care unit of a hospital in Guatemala. And she said, when I opened my eyes, I felt the best I had ever felt in my life. And she said, despite the fact that it almost killed me, I would go back and do it all over again.

• 40:36Speaker 01

  She said, my desire to use was gone. I didn't experience any withdrawal symptoms. She said, I had spent years being told that I was diseased, that I had a disease that I could not overcome, that was going to be with me for the rest of my life. And the best that I could do was treat those symptoms. And she said, for me, that led to this sense that I was not in control. I didn't have ownership of myself. She said, after ibogaine, all that thinking went to the wayside. I came to recognize that I had ownership of myself and my destiny and that my future would be henceforth defined by my choices rather than any compulsion tied to a disease that was fictitious.

• 41:17Theo Von?

  Preach, brother. Wow.

• 41:19Speaker 01

  And she said, most significantly for me, she said, there was no question in my mind after my ibogaine experience that there is an eternal creator.

• 41:29Speaker 01

  Whose essence is pure and unconditional love for all of us. She said, I know it, and that made all the difference for me. And that was the first Abigail recovery journey that I got to hear about. What in now, three years later, has been hundreds of such similar stories of just unbelievable Lazarus-like restoration.

• 41:50Theo Von?

  Amen. Wow, man. Yeah, I think just having, hearing you say that about how it gives you the autonomy over your life. Cause that's what I think you start to feel. I think that's one thing that's, that's like, I mean, I know for me is missing a lot of times is like just that belief, like that core belief that I'm in complete control of me, right? I, I just like, yeah, cause you start to wonder, well, where does people's messaging come from? And I think a lot of times parents just don't know that a lot of it does, it can, can come from them, right?

• 42:25Speaker 01

  Well, we all grow in the soil in which we are planted, whether we're children or whether we're parents. And when we look at where we're at, especially over the past 30 years in American society, there's a whole lot of messaging through popular culture, through government, through institutions of cultural influence, that individuals are not their own. They are in many ways captives of circumstance. And if they are captives of circumstance, they are also going to find a lack of empowerment, a lack of autonomy, a lack of control, which leads to feelings of a lack of worthiness, a lack of relevance, and a lack of meaning.

• 43:02Theo Von?

  Amen.

• 43:02Speaker 01

  It all goes together. And what plant medicine broadly, and Abigail specifically, seems to have is this ability to liberate the individual from the surly bonds of their earthly thinking that has been reinforced by systems of power and control that prefer people to live on their knees instead of on their feet.

• 43:25Theo Von?

  Yeah, it's really like a new, uh, it feels like almost like an emancipation proclamation kind of for the soul, you know, of a spirit. Cause I think that's right. I think most of my life, I've probably thought, man, something's wrong. How do I fix something that's wrong? Right? Instead of thinking, hey, I'm right. Right? Instead of like stacking things on that other side of the scale that like I was created to be okay. Right? I was created to be right. There's like a lot of probably, I don't know if it's just Western society, but it's like, yes, something is wrong, right? There's how this is broken. Something's wrong, right?

• 43:59Speaker 01

  Oh.

• 44:00Theo Von?

  And that's from a place of being defeated. Kind of you're, you're operating from a place, um, not of power then, you know?

• 44:06Speaker 01

  There is a, there is a philosopher out there. You know, a guy by the name of C.S. Lewis, who was this great Christian thinker. He wrote the Chronicles of Narnia. He wrote Mere Christianity. He wrote a book called The Screwtape Letters. He was a great thinker. He began his journey as, as a total non-believer and he went on this academic exercise of trying to disprove the authenticity of God. And through that process of trying to disprove it, he became a believer.

• 44:34Theo Von?

  Amen.

• 44:35Speaker 01

  He was friends with another philosopher who I believe his name was Bertrand Russell. And they had this dialogue with each other. Bertrand Russell made this assertion essentially that there is no greater meaning, that everything that we see and experience now is all that there is. And that the universe itself is destined for total and complete distinction.

• 45:00Theo Von?

  Extinction?

• 45:01Speaker 01

  Extinction. It is only through embracing and internalizing what he called the unyielding despair of, of, of nothingness that we find meaning in human beings. Now, I would argue to you. That much of what folks our age and younger have seen in American society today is founded upon the unyielding despair of nothingness, where we are reduced to nothing more than physical beings who are accidents of astrophysics with no greater purpose or meaning that follows us after the grave. That this is the totality of it all, and you better make the best of it now, because once it's gone, it's over. Yeah.

• 45:44Speaker 01

  Those are the roots of the anguish that we see today in American society, where we've been told for 50-plus years, God is dead. There is nothing beyond your material self. You better grab it, smash and grab life while you can. Yeah, it's just a target. The world is a target right now. Is your target. You better get in there and get shit and wear a mask, brother. That's exactly right. That's not the truth. That is where we are at. That is why this society is in the condition that it is in, and the only way that folks like you and I are going to be able to help create a shift in social consciousness so as to create a future worth living in is if we acknowledge, elevate, and celebrate

• 46:29Speaker 01

  our human divinity. Amen. When you look at our elemental composition, what we're made of, what is in our blood, there's only one place that iron that is in our blood comes from, and it is through the incredibly destructive force of the death of a star and a supernova. Wow. A supernova is the only thing that produces iron. Our blood is the content of stardust. Damn. That is not by accident, and I'm not here to proclaim any sort of universal truth for a particular sect of human man-made religion, but what I am here to say is that there is no question in my mind with the blessing of having received the plant medicine experiences that I have. Yeah.

• 47:11Speaker 01

  We are in fact spiritual beings who have eternal significance. And that is the only reality upon which our society can be reestablished to have a future worth living.

• 47:24Theo Von?

  Amen. Bring that up. Is that the truth too? And hell yeah, I'll have the damn pork sausage. I feel you today, brother. You know what I'm saying? I have patties. I hate when they have links and not patties, don't you?

• 47:36Speaker 01

  You know, I'm a link and patty guy together. I'll take a sausage links and put on a piece of bread with some mustard. That's good eating.

• 47:43Theo Von?

  Yeah, I just love the patty so much. Maybe I need to have a new experience.

• 47:47Theo Von?

  Let me see what that says. Supernova explosions are a crucial step in the chain of events that generate the iron we find in interstellar space and the solar system, including Earth. Iron is formed via nuclear fusion in the cores of stars that are eight times more massive than our sun. I mean, if you're looking out at the stars, you know what sometimes I've thought, man, when I'm looking at the stars? It feels like they're looking back at me, bro. And that was a crazy feeling for me. I was like, why did, it feels like they're looking back here, you know?

• 48:17Speaker 01

  The starry sky is one of the most tangible and profound expressions of the specialness of the human species. Now, there are many creatures that are nocturnal that they become activated at night. And that's when they go about wandering and eating and killing and procreating with each other. But those creatures don't have the unique capacity to look up at that sky

• 48:44Speaker 01

  and be in awe of everything that it represents. There was a story that I heard out of a lady who defected from North Korea. She basically, there's an underground railroad, a organization called Duri Hana that is based in South Korea that helps North Koreans escape through China to get down to the South and have freedom.

• 49:03Theo Von?

  Duri Hana?

• 49:04Speaker 01

  Duri Hana is the name of the organization. It's like the Korean Underground Railroad. And

• 49:11Theo Von?

  Yeah, sorry, I'm looking at it. Duri Han, a North Korean, North Korea mission is a defector aid Christian organization based in South Korea founded by Peter Chun. The organization assists North Korean defectors escape from North Korea and China, often by helping refugees to pay their broker fees, which allows them to cross borders. Wow.

• 49:28Speaker 01

  There was a North Korean defector who had grown up in that society her whole life. And of course, the first thing about communism is there is no God. It is aggressively and officially atheist. And this woman, when she left her home and crossed the river into China, she said, I looked up at the sky before I was taking a journey that I thought I may very well not survive. And she said, I was always taught there was no God, but when I looked at that sky, the only thing I could say was, God, please help me, even though I had no frame of reference. All of my instincts said, there's someone there and they're going to watch me and see me through. She made it.

• 50:11Speaker 01

  Our human instincts all propel us toward the acknowledgement of human divinity that is rooted in love. And the estrangement from divine love, I believe, is a source of all human suffering.

• 50:29Theo Von?

  Wow.

• 50:30Speaker 01

  Through the advancement of plant medicine and specifically the medicalization of Ibogaine for the treatment of trauma and addiction, we have the opportunity to refound modern American society on a spiritual foundation, which is necessary if it's going to have a future worth living.

• 50:49Theo Von?

  Agreed. To get, literally to get back to our roots, right?

• 50:51Speaker 01

  Yes, sir.

• 50:52Theo Von?

  And yeah, I mean, I think that's one thing. It's just like when you look at the Native American cultures and like the things that they were so in tune with, it felt like they knew so much that we came through and just like built, like we're just like this strip mall of existence. It's great. And it's, I'm not discrediting being an American or like. The gifts that it's offered us or that it's offered me just to be able to exist here. But I think, yeah, we've gotten so estranged from like connections to the source, right? Connections to the source. I mean, just from my own experience with plant medicine, with ayahuasca, I just felt like, yeah, just like, man, it just makes everything so much less about you and makes it more about just love.

• 51:37Theo Von?

  It really does. I mean, it just, I met a shaman dude at a smoothie shop and then, um, dude, next thing you know, I'm back at his place and he had, this was in Maui and he has some like, DMT, but not like the gas station DMT, like the legit.

• 51:54Speaker 01

  You gotta stay away from that gas station stuff.

• 51:55Theo Von?

  Oh, yeah, dude, that stuff will just make you damn sell your car and then you have to walk home. Then you're high walking home.

• 52:02Speaker 01

  You're just about a high step away from melting down shoe polish to drink it when you start buying out a gas station for something that's gonna cure you.

• 52:08Theo Von?

  Yeah, that's bad. I've had a lot of friends that have just like really wrecked their vehicles out there on that spice and that bullshit they're selling over there.

• 52:17Theo Von?

  But yeah, next thing you know, I'm at his house and like I tried this, I tried this DMT and, uh, and like, I just remember feeling like I was leaving the planet kind of. And that everybody I knew and everything was gonna be okay because we were all gonna leave the planet one day. And the feeling I was getting when I was leaving was like, man, all the, like, it was such an overwhelming feeling of love and of like, um, light and that worldly thoughts and ideas didn't even matter. And there was one moment where I had like, oh shit, all that mattered while I was there was did I love? Everything else was a ruse. Everything else was, um, was a trap door. Everything else was a waste of time. All that mattered was did I try to love the best I could?

• 53:01Theo Von?

  And yeah, I think as a society, we have gotten away from that and as humans, a lot of times, especially in Western society, that we have gotten away from that. And I think at this point, it is organized for us to stay away from that. People don't want you to know you're created. They don't want you to know, to know you were created for a purpose. That you are here to love and that you're capable of it. They want you to believe that there's always a problem with you.

• 53:22Speaker 01

  The dividend of division is control. And the more that the powers that be can separate us from each other, the easier it is for those power structures can control us for their own selfish purposes and ends. And since hearing the word I am again for the first time on July 29th of 22, I have come to very much believe that all of this that we see in front of us is spiritual warfare.

• 53:51Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 53:52Speaker 01

  There are two sides at war with one another, and these are the sides. It's all of us who can come to recognize that we are of God versus those among us who aspire to be God. And when the human hand aspires to be God, there is suffering at unimaginable scale, spiritually and physically. And we have come at a time in our history where all those who can recognize that we are of God have got to band together to push back on the heels those who aspire in their arrogance to be God.

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• 55:10Theo Von?

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• 55:50Theo Von?

  So, Brian, so I interrupted you kind of about the roots and I've interrupted you a couple of times and I'm sorry about that, but how did we come to, uh, once you, once they figured out the ibogaine, the buiti?

• 56:00Speaker 01

  The buiti.

• 56:01Theo Von?

  The buiti. Um, how did they come to use it? How is it used? What is the actual usage of it like?

• 56:08Speaker 01

  So, in, in the sixties, this guy by the name of Howard Lotsoff, who was from the United States, he was kind of a substance omnivore. If it was there, he was gonna take it. He took ibogaine. And on the other side of that ibogaine experience, though he had struggled with heroin addiction for a decade, on the other side, he didn't want no more heroin.

• 56:27Theo Von?

  Okay, so after the use.

• 56:29Speaker 01

  Withdrawn.

• 56:30Theo Von?

  Wow.

• 56:31Speaker 01

  So in terms of how it works, a person will usually receive, in a clinic, if they go to Mexico, they'll receive two or three pills. And within about an hour, you might hear some clicking in your ears and some heaviness. And then you lay down. And depending on the individual, that begins what is about a 10 to 12 hour process whereby you go on, and it's always respectful of your choice, an internal journey within.

• 56:59Theo Von?

  When you say pills, what do you mean? It's pills?

• 57:01Speaker 01

  It's like a capsule.

• 57:02Theo Von?

  Capsule of the root?

• 57:03Speaker 01

  Uh, of the root or of the ibogaine alkaloid that has been extracted from the root. It's kind of, think of it as a lack of vitamin supplement.

• 57:12Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 57:13Speaker 01

  They've taken this tree bark, they've done a chemical synthesis, and they have created a powderedized version of ibogaine that they put into a capsule, and you take it. So that's the first thing, you take it by pill form.

• 57:23Theo Von?

  And, um, okay, so you take it by pill form, then you have, uh, an experience, you're laying there, are you by yourself, are you in a hospital room? What's the experience?

• 57:31Speaker 01

  If you're gonna do it right, you have to be in a clinically controlled medical setting where there are medical professionals around you to monitor your heart at all times, to make sure that you are receiving magnesium in connection with the ibogaine to mitigate that cardiac risk that comes with its slowing of your heart. You have to have someone there with you at all times who has medical skill, training, and expertise to assure that it is a safe experience. So as you are laying down, because you develop what I've called ataxia, it's a tremulousness in your joints. You can't stand or walk on your own, and you have to have mobility assistance.

• 58:10Speaker 01

  When you, you are at all times oriented to where you're at and who's around you. Abigay is a respecter of individual choice and autonomy. It's not going to do what ayahuasca or psilocybin does in terms of, you know, when you take it, it's going to take you where it's going to take you. You really ain't got no control over the experience. Abigay is an intelligent medicine, meaning if I don't want to see what it's going to show me, the only thing I've got to do is open my eyes. I could have taken two or three Abigay pills three hours beforehand and be sitting here talking to you just as clear and coherent as I am right now. But if I close my eyes and let the dark come in, then I might start to see some things

• 58:55Speaker 01

  about myself, my wife, and what it means. That was certainly my experience as well as the experience my wife had. If at any time I wanted to interrupt that, or I didn't like what I was seeing, I could ask it, "Show me something different." It may show me something different. If I don't want to see any of it, I just open my eyes and it's gone. It at all times allows you to engage with it or disengage with it as you wish. I can only really speak to my personal experience, and I've had two.

• 59:26Theo Von?

  Okay. But you're, so you're laying there, you've taken the medicine, you're in a facilitated environment?

• 59:32Speaker 01

  Yes, sir.

• 59:33Theo Von?

  There's people around you that can take care of you?

• 59:34Speaker 01

  That's correct.

• 59:35Theo Von?

  So you feel completely comfortable?

• 59:36Speaker 01

  Yes, sir.

• 59:37Theo Von?

  Okay. Now, you can open your eyes if you want it to stop?

• 59:40Speaker 01

  That's right.

• 59:41Theo Von?

  You can close your eyes if you want it to go there. If you close your eyes and start to, do you, is it like a daydream that starts up? How would you describe that feeling? And then, does it feel like you've had your eyes closed for five minutes? Does it feel like you've had your eyes closed for five years? Like, what does that kind of feel like?

• 59:56Speaker 01

  It's like a waking daydream. You know, different people will describe different levels of visuality. So for instance, my first Abigay journey, there were a few images at the beginning, but for the most part, it was something that I felt rather than saw. My wife, on the other hand, had a very visual experience. It was something that she felt and saw simultaneously. It was tremendous.

• 1:00:19Speaker 01

  Lindisly beautiful for her.

• 1:00:21Theo Von?

  Oh, yeah. Women are always like, well, guess what I saw?

• 1:00:23Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:00:24Theo Von?

  And that's okay. We're not judging them. But yeah, I mean, you could send your woman into their mailbox and she'll see eleven things, you know, and that's fine. But I'm good. We need them out there looking at stuff.

• 1:00:34Speaker 01

  I begane gave her a Van Gogh painting in terms of the beauty of it. My second experience was much more, I both saw it and I felt it. And my wife had kind of a similar experience where it built on the first. For both of us, each of our journeys built on the other in terms of what it showed us and affirmed for us by way of those things in our lives that we needed to have reconciled for us.

• 1:01:07Theo Von?

  Can you go ahead?

• 1:01:08Speaker 01

  No, that's what it does for the individual.

• 1:01:10Theo Von?

  Right.

• 1:01:11Speaker 01

  It's gonna go where you need it to go. And I remember being prepared. They said, you know, it may not give you what you want, but it's gonna give you what you need.

• 1:01:20Theo Von?

  Got it. And is it male or female? What is it? Like, is the medicine?

• 1:01:26Speaker 01

  It can be, I've heard people describe Ibogaine as having a very male energy. It's like the grandfather. Ayahuasca being the grandmother and with a more feminine energy. Now, I've never had an ayahuasca experience, so I can't speak to that part of it. But Ibogaine is consistently described as the grandfather. And the grandfather might be corrective, or the grandfather may be loving. But the grandfather's gonna give you what the grandfather perceives that you need.

• 1:01:53Theo Von?

  Got it. Now, say if you lay there, can you just fall asleep?

• 1:01:57Speaker 01

  At a certain point, through the effect, people can and sometimes do fall asleep. If Ibogaine decides that you need that rest, you're gonna get the rest.

• 1:02:07Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 1:02:08Speaker 01

  If what you need is different from that, then you're not gonna get the rest.

• 1:02:12Theo Von?

  Got it. Yeah, I mean, that's just very similar with ayahuasca. It's like, you know, you can go on with a couple of ideas. They say, write down some things, like, I would like to know about this. Why do I think like this? Why does this happen in my life? And some of them will be addressed by like mother ayahuasca, that's what they call it. And then some of them may not be, right? But you'll kind of get what you need in there. Yeah, you can sit there and close your eyes and really get into a crazy experience or a unique experience. I shouldn't use the word crazy, but like all of times, yeah, I went back to my childhood and like, I would see why I behaved certain ways as a kid or be able to process certain things. And kind of even a lot of it for me, a lot of times was like just crying, like crying over things that had happened a long time ago. But getting those tears out of my system, it was like squeezing a sponge.

• 1:02:57Theo Von?

  So that now the sponge could hold something new. I mean, just, I was just so waterlogged with, uh, pain from my past that I couldn't get it out of me. And so this thing was like, really like, uh, just a damn spin cycle to pull that stuff out of you. And not just do it in a way where it's just sucking the, the pain out of you, but to show you along the way and even to be there as almost like, with ayahuasca, it feels like God or somebody has their hand right there with you on their shoulder on the back of your neck. And it's just helping you process these things. It doesn't feel like you're doing it alone, right? Um, so that was always very fascinating to me, like all these things that I, I don't know, I, I kind of knew, but I didn't really know.

• 1:03:41Theo Von?

  And it just helped me like process them all. And so then,

• 1:03:45Theo Von?

  I just felt like I could finally breathe, like there was this room in my lungs for, uh, for new air, you know, and I'd never felt that my whole life. You know, that's what it felt like. So, so that experience, now you get done with the experience, you're there for, I mean, say you're, you, you said, cause it's like in a taxi, you can't move. Does that go away after a few minutes and then you're just laying there? What's that like?

• 1:04:05Speaker 01

  It's 10 to 12 hours. So once you take them pills, you're on the front end of what's going to be a 10 to 12 hour experience. And that experience is the ataxia. For many people, it is also nausea where you're throwing up a lot. It's also the visuals. It's also the feeling. So in that 10 to 12 hours, you are in the high wave acute phase.

• 1:04:24Theo Von?

  Do you paralyze kind of in a way?

• 1:04:25Speaker 01

  Yes. Now you can move your hands and arms and toes, but you can't stand, you can't support your own weight. You're real jittery. It's a neurological effect that it produces of immobility. And I would argue that it does so intelligently because it intends for you to be still. So that it can do with you and, and, and speak to you quietly. And you don't have the capacity to be restless and distracted. It's got you. It has your attention. Got it. Um, and then usually the, the next day, they, most people have what they call the gray day. You've been up at this point for 24 hours. You're going to be up for at least another 12.

• 1:05:05Speaker 01

  You're physically exhausted. Your brain has expended all of these neurochemicals that Ibogaine has produced, which is at the core of its restorative function for the organ of the brain itself, but you're wore out. For me, it felt like I had the flu on steroids for about 24 hours. I went back and just laid in the bed all day. Um, you're somewhat emotionally dysregulated. I remember looking at my wife the day after and I said, this is the worst mis- I was making the worst decisions I've ever made. I should have never came down here. I was filled with a tremendous amount of distress and doubt and felt bad and sad. I mean, you're just emotionally dysregulated. Mm-hmm.

• 1:05:45Speaker 01

  But then the following day, 48 hours out, everything starts to kind of come together, mentally, physically, and spiritually. And most of the clinics, the ones that we've been to, will give you five M E O D M T two days later. And the analogy that I've heard is that if Ibogaine sandblasts you, five M E O D M T polishes you. Hmm. And that was certainly what my experience of it was. Um, I made a volcanic analogy. If Ibogaine put magma in the mountain chamber, five M E O D M T blew the top off of that mountain. God!

• 1:06:28Speaker 01

  And it is not recreational. It is not a party. Hell, no. But it is profound. Okay. And it is not an end. It is not a destination. It is a beginning.

• 1:06:44Speaker 01

  And what you do with that beginning is within your full and complete control, looking at yourself and the world with a new set of eyes.

• 1:06:53Theo Von?

  Understood. What, um, so the day between, just to go back to briefly, just to the, uh, actual, uh, day to day of it, of y'all, you guys' experience, are you guys back in a room together and you're just kind of like, just kind of recovering that day before the five MEODMT?

• 1:07:10Speaker 01

  So, the day after Abigail, we were in a room together. We just kind of laid in bed. She cried tears of joy all day long while I was over curled up in a fetal position, just couldn't, wondering what in the world I had done to myself.

• 1:07:24Theo Von?

  And why was she joyous then?

• 1:07:26Speaker 01

  Um, Abigail gave her a tremendous amount of love and affirmation that was connected to her own divinity, her relationship with her mother, whether, uh, she was a daughter that was worthy of the kind of mother that she had. Her mother was a saintly individual and she had always struggled with feelings of inadequacy of, of not living up to who her mother was. Abigail helped her reconcile that conflict that had been at the center of her adulthood in a way that was just spectacular.

• 1:07:56Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 1:07:57Speaker 01

  Um, when she came over to me, I was, so you asked where we were at. During the treatment itself, the first time we did it, we were in a treatment room and there were three special forces guys between us. She was on one end of the room and I was on the other. We were laying on mattresses in this big treatment room and, um, she came to quicker than I did. And I can remember she tapped me on the shoulder and I lifted my eye mask and I mean, she was just beaming.

• 1:08:23Theo Von?

  Hmm.

• 1:08:24Speaker 01

  The radiance of joy on her. I looked at her immediately and I thank God because-

• 1:08:30Theo Von?

  Yeah, she's cute.

• 1:08:31Speaker 01

  Uh, over the history of our relationship, she'd always been very much a life, a left brain rationalist. She wasn't somebody who would have any sort of real spiritual discussions or anything like that of, of real, she is a left brain rationalist, alpha female kind of lady.

• 1:08:47Theo Von?

  Mm-hmm.

• 1:08:48Speaker 01

  Uh, I got time for a bunch of, you know, spiritual this or foofy that or whatever.

• 1:08:53Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 1:08:54Speaker 01

  And when I initially talked to her about receiving it, she's like, I'm not into that. If you want to go do it, I'll go down there with you. But as she heard the testimonies in Kentucky, when I was running the commission, we had hearings to have people come in and talk about it. To inform the people at home as to what this was and what it could do and why it was worthy of taking a little bit of our settlement money to try to have it developed as a drug. She said, you know, I, I think if for no other reason, I want to see if I can come off of my Celexa. She had had a mood disorder that she developed after her son was born in 2001. She went into a profound postpartum depression. Whatever that depression did to her mind, to her brain, caused a chemical imbalance.

• 1:09:39Speaker 01

  And that chemical imbalance became manifest through the development of a psychotic mood disorder. Where she would experience these really violent mood swings. And when she would have these episodes, she was, she could be a danger to herself and others, in my face. You know what I'm saying? So before we went to the clinic, uh, in 2023, they said, um, she's going to have to come off of her Celexa for five days because if she's taking it, when she gets down here, it will blunt the effect. And Theo, I like, I had, I had just like broke into a cold sweat. Yeah, we gotta keep her on it. I said, gentlemen, we ain't gonna make it. Yeah. I said, I can't be in this house with her, one day without it, let alone five. There's, it's impossible.

• 1:10:23Speaker 01

  I'm sorry, we ain't gonna come. They said, we hear you. We work with people like this all the time. We're gonna give you a supplementation regimen. She's gonna get edgy, but you'll get her down here. Hmm. She did get edgy. She got edgy. Did she? But we got her down. I mean, a little bit more grumpy, a little bit more cussy. Alexa Bliss or something like a damn wrestler? Uh, yeah, she, yeah, you could have put her in a pro wrestling ring and she'd been ready to rip some lady's head off. Yeah. We could have probably got her in that condition. So, but we get her to Mexico. Theo, her last Celexa was November 23rd, 2023. Really? She's not had a pill since. That's true. And the metamorphosis. Is it shocking to you that that's the truth?

• 1:11:07Theo Von?

  It is.

• 1:11:08Speaker 01

  I would never, never have believed that it would have been possible. I thought on best case, you know, after we get home, she'll probably make it three to six months and we'll have to put her back on. She's been off ever since. And the metamorphosis that has occurred within her, uh, and that continues to occur, demonstrates to me the reality of the fundamental evolution that an Ibogaine experience specifically, and a plant medicine experience more broadly, can produce for the human being when it is approached with the right intention.

• 1:11:43Theo Von?

  Amen. So how, how do, how does Ibogaine help, um, for alcoholism, for drug addiction, for PTSD? How does it actually help?

• 1:11:55Speaker 01

  Ibogaine's mechanism of action, or what is the question of how, is a mystery. No one understands how it does what it does, but we know what it does.

• 1:12:06Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 1:12:07Speaker 01

  When it comes to polysubstance dependency, and I mean opioids, stimulants like cocaine, meth, for which we have absolutely zero medical treatments in the entire sphere of Western medicine.

• 1:12:22Theo Von?

  Wow.

• 1:12:23Speaker 01

  Uh, alcohol, or any other physiologically dependence-causing substance, Ibogaine has the unique and singular ability to essentially restore the brain itself and its neurochemical processes to the condition that it was in before an individual ever took the first substance. So for instance, with opioids, no matter how long somebody has taken opioids, there is published literature which says that for 80% of folks who take a single dose, that

• 1:12:58Theo Von?

  A single dose of Ibogaine?

• 1:12:59Speaker 01

  Yes, sir. A single treatment completely and fully eliminates any desire for reuse, as well as any semblance of opioid withdrawal syndrome. So for somebody who's opioid dependent, their brain can't produce dopamine and serotonin. These are their, our instinct chemicals. There's what, they're what drive eating, drinking, procreating, fighting, and, and running, dopamine and serotonin.

• 1:13:27Speaker 01

  When an opioid dependent individual can't get their pills, and when they engage in what everybody thinks is just depraved criminality, where we're actually looking at are the symptoms of a profound neurochemical brain injury, where that person is starved for dopamine and serotonin production. The brain has to be completely free from opioid exposure for at least a year and a half before it will begin to produce its own dopamine and serotonin. So, Suboxone and Methadone are substitute opioids. They're given at dosages that are lower so that an individual can have a restoration of functioning without experiencing withdrawal.

• 1:14:09Speaker 01

  And the prolonged depression and craving that lasts sometimes for years that go with the absence of opioids. Ibogaine essentially, in 36 to 48 hours, fully and completely restores the brain's own organic dopamine and serotonin production to that which existed before the person ever had their first substance. Wow. So, for instance, Special Forces veterans. We've been at war for 25 years now. We have thousands of young men and women who have returned home with wounds to their mind, body, and soul. They have gone through the Veterans Administration, which has at its disposal all the synthetic pharmacology

• 1:14:52Speaker 01

  that the big pharma industry has produced. The sum total of which is to basically numb the individual to their pain, whether it's in the case of opioids, the physical pain, or whether it is the emotional pain through which people get Prozac and Xanax and all those others that numb us and anesthetize us. As these veterans would experience these repeated treatment failures, where no matter how much numbing agent they were given, they could not escape. The consequences of physical and emotional trauma of war, they became ready to end their life.

• 1:15:33Theo Von?

  Well, for sure, because I think one of the things that doesn't, it doesn't fix your soul. I mean, your soul doesn't want to be at war. Imagine like your soul is built for love and for connection. And then you go and are a part of something that is, you know. Now, I understand it can be good for the society you're from and that that is your job and what you've committed to do and to do it well on behalf of the peace of your people. Right? I totally understand that. But I think there's a deeper part of us that doesn't want to do that at all. Right? And so, yeah, that part, how do you start to heal that part? Because Big Pharma can't do that, you know?

• 1:16:10Speaker 01

  The consequence of war is profound trauma. And profound trauma cannot be resolved through medications that do nothing other than numb you to the consequences of that trauma. It is still there.

• 1:16:23Theo Von?

  Thirty thousand 177 suicides amongst US service members and veterans of the post nine 11 wars. Wow. The study finds that at least four times as many active duty personnel and war veterans of post nine 11 conflicts have died of suicide than in combat. And an estimated 30,177 have died by suicide. The report notes that the increasing rates of suicide for both veterans and active duty personnel are outpacing those of the general population. An alarming shift as suicide rates among service members have historically been lower than the suicide rates among the general population.

• 1:17:02Theo Von?

  The report finds that these high suicide rates are caused by multiple factors, including risks inherent to fighting in any war, such as high exposure to trauma, stress, military culture and training, and the difficulty of reintegrating into civilian life.

• 1:17:20Theo Von?

  But the study also finds there are factors unique to the post nine 11 era, including a huge increase in exposure to improvised explosive devices, IED, and an attendant rise in traumatic brain injuries.

• 1:17:33Speaker 01

  Wow. So, as veterans are returning from war with traumas that could not in any way be adequately addressed by the treatment options that we have, there were people who had traveled to Cabo, who had come into contact with the weedy knowledge of the restorative effects that iboga and ibogaine can produce. And they set up shop south of the border in Mexico. And slowly but steadily, veterans in the late 2000s, early 2010s, started going to Mexico to get ibogaine treatment as the Hail Mary passed to save their lives. Veterans were in 2010, they started going? Late 2000s, early 2010s. Got it.

• 1:18:14Speaker 01

  This dynamic of veterans returning home, hearing word of mouth about ibogaine, thinking, this sounds crazy and out of this world, but I'm gonna kill myself. Right. And I've gotta do something to see if I can get some relief. Well, as they came back, you know, steadily an increase in numbers, there became this recognition that these veterans, who were being treated with, in some cases, dozens of prescriptions, taking handfuls of pills every day, for conditions that were not being effectively treated with this bombardment of synthetic pharmacology, were returning with these miracle stories of recovery that

• 1:18:58Speaker 01

  just sounded too good to be true. Not only had they essentially obtained relief from treatment-resistant anxiety and depression, post-traumatic stress, and had seen a restoration in their ability to function globally, but they were no longer substance-dependent. Wow. They were not substance-dependent on the alcohol that they were drinking to kill their pain, didn't want no more of it. And they didn't need to take all those drugs that had been prescribed through the VA system, produced by Big Pharma. They were restored individuals who had been liberated from all of those chemi-cological dependencies. A philanthropist wanted to understand what was going on to explain what sounded like miraculous recovery

• 1:19:41Speaker 01

  experiences. And the question was, is there anything to this, or is this the placebo effect? These guys just gone down there, they've had some sort of, you know, they've had some sort of psychological experience, and it's just flipped this switch that's made them see things different. What is going on? So in 2018... A researcher by the name of Dr. Nolan Williams, who is a neuropsychiatrist at Stanford University, collected a cohort of thirty veterans who were ready to end their lives, who were suffering from the effects of post-traumatic stress, treatment-resistant anxiety and depression, as well as traumatic brain injury.

• 1:20:21Speaker 01

  And each of these veterans, through an organization called Vets or Veterans Exploring Treatment Solutions, were about to go to Mexico to get ibogaine treatment. So Dr. Williams and his team conducted MRI images of the brains of these veterans before treatment, so that they would have a comparison to make after treatment. Simultaneously, they constructed this enormous database of hundreds of thousands of MRI images of healthy brains covering the adult lifespan, so that there would be a baseline by which to compare the veterans as they, both before and after their treatment.

• 1:21:02Speaker 01

  After the results were produced and compiled and generated by Dr. Williams's team, he looked at them. And he had everything deleted and told his team to go back and start from scratch because he thought the results were the result of a tremendous calculation error. Hmm. And he told his team, "There's no way this is correct. Delete everything, go back and rerun all of your data, and let's see if what you have produced is replicated." And sure enough, it was. Wow. And what the data showed was this. As you may know, there's not a single pill, medication, or treatment somebody can get that will regenerate brain tissue.

• 1:21:45Speaker 01

  When it's gone, it's gone. In the cases of these veterans, the white matter that covers the surface of our brains is the highway across which all of our thoughts and impulses travel, grew and thickened in size. The centers of the brain responsible for emotional regulation and executive functioning grew in size. And according to Dr. Williams... The average reversal of brain age among the cohort of thirty veterans is one and a half years with the top group of five seeing a reversal of brain age of almost five years. All the little black dots that were on the pre-treatment MRIs which indicated dead

• 1:22:25Speaker 01

  brain tissue from traumatic brain injury were gone on the post-treatment MRIs. This came from a single treatment for each of these thirty men. And the symptoms of treatment-resistant anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress for eighty-eight percent of them was in complete and total remission, six months out. They continued to be monitored. All of them experienced a significant increase in their ability to just function and exist in day-to-day life. And in almost every case, none of them had to go back on any of the medications that were given to them through the VA system. Marcus Luttrell, who as you may know is a lone survivor who was portrayed by Mark Wahlberg,

• 1:23:06Speaker 01

  is probably the most notable living example of what I began can do to restore the mind, body, and soul of the traumatized individual, whether that trauma was produced by war or through the horrors of a terrible childhood captive to parents or no parents, and who were just left to be raised by the coarse hands of this world. He is somebody who exemplifies what it can do to reorient an individual's relationship with themselves and the world and to produce an entirely new reality that is rooted in their human divinity.

• 1:23:44Theo Von?

  Wow, and that's Marcus Luttrell?

• 1:23:46Speaker 01

  Yes, sir.

• 1:23:47Theo Von?

  I'm not familiar with him. He's a living man?

• 1:23:50Speaker 01

  He is a living man. He's a big living man as well.

• 1:23:53Theo Von?

  Marcus Luttrell, he began training for the US Navy SEALs at age of fourteen, enlisted in the US Navy in March nineteen ninety-nine. He went to BUDs, became a Navy Go Back Down?

• 1:24:06Theo Von?

  Budz became a Navy SEAL, deployed to Afghanistan with SEAL Team 10.

• 1:24:13Theo Von?

  Involved in a lot of operations. He, his SEAL team was ambushed, only Latrell survived. Wow. He was awarded the Navy Cross for his actions during the operation. Man.

• 1:24:24Theo Von?

  Yeah, I know you mentioned, and thank you for your service, Mr. Latrell. Yeah, I would like to meet that guy. It seems, he sounds very interesting. Do, and so you guys had an experience recently in Texas where you were able to achieve some litigation, right? Or was it litigation or was it?

• 1:24:44Speaker 01

  It was the passage of the largest single public investment for psychedelic research and medical development in all of history. And we got it done in the state of Texas. It was the successful completion of the project that I began in Kentucky. We began our conversation discussing me coming into the role of running the opioid commission in that state. I had proposed that we take $42 million of the state's opioid settlements to get Abogaine through the FDA's drug development process as a breakthrough therapeutic for opioid dependency because of what it can do within 36 to 48 hours to essentially fully resolve any withdrawal from opioids. That project was terminated. Well, let me, let me back up.

• 1:25:28Speaker 01

  That project received great bipartisan support while it was under consideration in Kentucky. Yes, sir. And I am convinced that if it had gone to a ballot vote, the way they do in California for different initiatives, people in Kentucky would have voted for it 60, 40. But unfortunately, that state has a history whereby its power structure oftentimes serves itself first and foremost, often to the detriment of everyday people. And in the case of Abogaine in Kentucky, that's exactly what happened.

• 1:25:58Theo Von?

  Even in a state that was so afflicted by the opioid epidemic?

• 1:26:02Speaker 01

  That's correct, because you have some people in power there who have profited handsomely off of their association with the creators of the opioid epidemic, for instance. Current Kentucky Governor Andy Beshear and his father, Steve Beshear, were partners in a law firm called Stites and Harbison. While Stites and Harbison represented Purdue Pharma in their litigation against the people of Kentucky. A case that was worth $1 billion was settled for a measly $24 million just days before Andy Beshear became the Attorney General of Kentucky.

• 1:26:40Theo Von?

  Wow, so that feels like allegedly that it's some stink to it. Because that should have been a much bigger settlement.

• 1:26:47Speaker 01

  Should have been a much bigger settlement. And there certainly should have been some examination and interrogation in connection with how that settlement came to pass.

• 1:26:55Theo Von?

  Break up a picture of Mr. Beshear, just so I even know what he looks like. So often we have people making choices for us and we just don't get a gander at him. Look at this fella right there and where is he from?

• 1:27:07Speaker 01

  He is the son of former Kentucky Governor Steve Beshear. He is a guy who I think you and I, Theo, grew up around a lot. Born on third base, thinks he hit a triple, likes to talk a lot about his religiosity.

• 1:27:23Theo Von?

  Oh, yeah.

• 1:27:24Speaker 01

  His positions in the church house. And likes to do a whole lot of using performative public piety to hide what happens behind them closed doors at the Capitol.

• 1:27:35Theo Von?

  Yeah, it's just unfortunate. I don't understand how you wouldn't give every opportunity for your people, especially in a state that was so devastated. Uh, yeah, born in Louisville, um, went to Vanderbilt. That's a bummer. I mean Vanderbilt's great, but, uh, I just think he would, you know, that just bums me out because it's here in town. So he was willing, he was just milling around here. Um, he was hired by the law firm Stites and Harbison.

• 1:28:01Speaker 01

  Uh, oh, you're not going to see that on his Wikipedia entry.

• 1:28:04Theo Von?

  Oh, they won't put that on there, huh?

• 1:28:06Speaker 01

  They're, they're not going to draw the fine line of association between he and his daddy, their law firm, and Purdue Pharma. They're going to try to run him for president in 2028.

• 1:28:16Theo Von?

  Did they really, did that really happen?

• 1:28:18Speaker 01

  That really happened.

• 1:28:19Theo Von?

  Well, just Google it, Andy Beshear and, uh, did Stites and Harbison?

• 1:28:23Speaker 01

  Beshear, the governor's office points out, worked for Louisville-based Stites and Harbison, the law firm representing Purdue Pharma against the people of Kentucky.

• 1:28:31Theo Von?

  Wow, there we go. I can't believe $24 million.

• 1:28:35Speaker 01

  It's grotesque.

• 1:28:36Theo Von?

  I remember thinking 24 million was an awfully low amount, Robinson said. I mean, look at what Oklahoma got and they haven't been hit with the crisis we have. Let me see. Stumbo goes further in his criticism of the cases handling by both of his successors and lends credibility to an attack being levied by Republican Governor Matt Bevin, who has raised conflict of interest questions surrounding Beshear and Conway. Beshear, the governor's office points out, worked for Louisville-based Steitz and Harbison, the law firm representing Purdue Pharma against the state, before being elected Attorney General in 2015. So, he worked for the law firm representing Purdue Pharma against the state?

• 1:29:12Speaker 01

  That's correct.

• 1:29:13Theo Von?

  So, uh, he worked for Purdue Pharma?

• 1:29:17Speaker 01

  He worked for the law firm that worked for Purdue Pharma. And Theo, I am a lawyer. I went to law school. I was a partner in a couple of law firms and I can tell you, any law partner who draws a partner's draw from a firm is receiving cash from its collective clientele. There's not one pot of cash that comes from one client to one lawyer and another pot of cash that goes from one lawyer to another, particularly in an insurance defense firm like Steitz and Harbison. There's one big communal pot of money. So if Steitz and Harbison is making money representing Purdue Pharma against the people of Kentucky as partners in that law firm, Steve and Andy Beshear were making money off of Steitz and Harbison

• 1:30:01Speaker 01

  representing Purdue Pharma against the people of Kentucky. And that is the very best that can be said for the situation.

• 1:30:08Theo Von?

  I mean allegedly that would be how it would work. But then how does he get over to represent? How does he retire from there and just get to come into office?

• 1:30:17Speaker 01

  Well, it's his dad who retires. His dad retires as governor, he goes back into law practice and then Andy becomes the Attorney General. In the meantime, while his daddy's governor, the firm's representing Purdue Pharma and when Andy goes in to be Attorney General, the firm is still representing Purdue Pharma. You see how all that works? And lawyers would tell you, "Oh, we have these ethical rules and we didn't talk about it and we didn't discuss it." What was it that we talked about in terms of how evil operates? It does so with the respective ability of white collar suits and fancy degrees. I think that we can see what underlying reality might be as opposed to what's presented.

• 1:30:59Theo Von?

  I mean, it feels like there certainly would be a conflict of interest there to me. That's what that does feel like and is so, but did he get elected to Attorney General?

• 1:31:07Speaker 01

  He was elected to be the Attorney General by-

• 1:31:09Theo Von?

  So the people voted on it?

• 1:31:11Speaker 01

  They didn't know about this. So at the time that he was running for Attorney General, state media did not in any way confirm or advertise the fact that Andy Beshear was a law partner at the firm that was representing Purdue Pharma while he was running for Attorney General. This was not a fact that came out before he was elected. He was elected by, I think, a thousand votes in that election. And he received criticism from then Governor Matt Bevin for the relationship and essentially Governor Bevin's criticisms, as you saw, they were repeated by one of the state's paper. But that relationship has never received any sort of real in-depth examination or investigation. Hopefully that'll happen before he runs for president in 28.

• 1:31:56Theo Von?

  Oh, that's pretty fascinating. And so who's the governor now?

• 1:31:59Speaker 01

  Governor is Andy Beshear.

• 1:32:00Theo Von?

  It is.

• 1:32:01Speaker 01

  So he went from being Attorney General to being Governor. And now he is talked about as a top-tier candidate for president in 2028. And anybody who listens to this show just needs to know, he was a law partner at the law firm that represented Purdue Pharma against his own people while he was a partner there.

• 1:32:19Theo Von?

  And then that settlement happened and then recently after that settlement, he ended up as Attorney General?

• 1:32:23Speaker 01

  That is correct.

• 1:32:24Theo Von?

  Dang dude, what?

• 1:32:27Speaker 01

  So this is not a Democrat or Republican issue, though. This is a bipartisan issue.

• 1:32:32Theo Von?

  Oh, yeah. Well, I think it's at this point, it's, it's become the people versus the government. It's neither one of these sides. I think we've started to realize certainly here on this show is that nobody has our interest, very few people, it feels like have our interest anymore. It's us against both of them. It feels like 95% of the time.

• 1:32:54Theo Von?

  It's scary.

• 1:32:55Speaker 01

  It is the conflict between those of us who recognize that we are of God. Versus those of us who aim to play God.

• 1:33:03Theo Von?

  Hmm.

• 1:33:03Speaker 01

  That is the conflict. And there are members of both parties on each team. And what's important in the here and now is that those of us who recognize that we are of God, regardless of what we call ourselves, gay, straight, trans, black, white, purple, green, red, rich, poor, middle class. We are all one human family under the hand of our benevolent, loving Creator, whose stardust runs through our veins. And it is us versus every other hand that would seek to control and separate us from each other.

• 1:33:40Theo Von?

  Amen, man. Yeah, it's time for people who believe to rise up, I believe, you know? And I don't mean that in any like, yeah, anybody if, because it's like, how, how much more proof do you need that they're trying to extinguish uh, uh, like what makes us us, you know? That they're that, that like, how much, like, what other proof do we need, you know? Um, it's, it's dark.

• 1:34:04Speaker 01

  So you had the convergence of Democrats and Republicans in Kentucky. The current Kentucky governor, the current Kentucky attorney general, Democrat and Republican, came together with the University of Kentucky to kill the Abogaine Project there in that state. I came to work for a foundation called the Reed Foundation, whose founder Rex Elsas had a son, who he lost to a fentanyl overdose in 2019. His name was Reed. And the Reed Foundation stands for reaching everyone in distress. Went to work with them for about a year and a half, looking for a state that would have the sort of leadership with the vision and courage to take this on. And then in the fall of 2024, I reached out to former Texas Governor Rick Perry, who had supported me in the Kentucky campaign,

• 1:34:49Speaker 01

  and advised him that I had been contacted by some stakeholders in the state of Texas, who said, hey, our state passed a $2 million psilocybin research project back in 2021, called House Bill 1802. And Texas has a $16 billion budget surplus for its 2025 legislative session. What do you think Texas's next big project around the advancement of psychedelics should be?

• 1:35:13Theo Von?

  Wow.

• 1:35:14Speaker 01

  And my answer was, Texas needs to finish the job that I started in Kentucky. So, once I received confirmed interest that there were some legislators who would be willing to do that, I reached out to former Texas Governor Rick Perry and I said, Governor? I have, uh, I'm not from your state. I ain't no Texan, but here's the telephone call I've had. What do you think? He said, you know, I've tried to stay out of the way since my great successor came into office in 2015. But if you're telling me that you're willing to come to Texas and help make Ibogaine a reality here, I'm ready to get back in the scene. And so Theo, as we sit here, Texas is just a little under one month out,

• 1:35:53Speaker 01

  and Governor Abbott has haven't signed the single largest public investment in psychedelic research and medical development in all of history, and that is $50 million to create a public-private partnership to see Ibogaine developed as a breakthrough therapeutic for substance use disorder, co-occurring, alcohol use disorder, and any other mental health or neurological conditions for which it demonstrates efficacy.

• 1:36:20Theo Von?

  Wow. Can that be include gambling, sex and love addiction? It could be a lot of types of addiction, do you believe?

• 1:36:26Speaker 01

  There are individuals who have gone in for Ibogaine treatment with substance dependencies, have come away with the unintended reality of having some behavioral compulsions broken as well. It is an all-purpose addiction interrupter, which seems to give a folk person a window to basically reorient their relationships with substances and behaviors in a way which they have the choice of, they have the control of choice, rather than being driven by compulsion.

• 1:36:56Theo Von?

  So when you say that they have a window, like, what does that window look like that's created by Ibogaine and the experience from Ibogaine, like, after Ibogaine? Like, you get back home after your Ibogaine, right? What does that window look like, feel like? How do you best operate within that window as someone who's just gone under the, uh, under the influence of the medication?

• 1:37:16Speaker 01

  So there's another researcher by the name of Dr. Gul Dolen, D-O-L-E-N.

• 1:37:23Theo Von?

  Gul Dolen? It's a woman?

• 1:37:24Speaker 01

  Woman. She has Turkish background, and she has published research around what is called the reopening of the brain's critical period. When we are children... From birth until about three years old, our brains are very malleable, as you previously discussed. And the things that we experience make a significant impression upon us during those first three years, which is when people like you and I have had a series of what they call the aces, or at first childhood experiences, they can make a significant impact that become manifest in behaviors in adulthood that can be destructive. What Dr. Dolan has been able to do is quantify the reopening of the brain's critical period

• 1:38:07Speaker 01

  that can be triggered by different plant medicines that basically put us back in the same state of malleability within the brain that existed when we were born. Wow. So this is an exceptional opportunity to rewire the brain for new habits, thoughts, and behaviors. Dr. Dolan has been able to quantify that among all the psychedelics or plant medicines, that ibogaine opens up the critical period for the brain for the longest period of time among them all. Wow. So if we think about medicalizing ibogaine as a treatment that we would introduce through

• 1:38:48Speaker 01

  the United States substance use and mental health care infrastructure, we are talking about a profound opportunity to revolutionize how we treat trauma, addiction, as well as a host of other neurological conditions that adversely impact the brain for which we have no effective treatment. There's another researcher I'll mention by the name of Dr. Dalibor Samish, and that's D-A-L-I-B-O-R-S-A-M-E-S. He is a genius neurochemist with Columbia University, and he has coined a phrase called matrix pharmacology to describe ibogaine's effects.

• 1:39:27Speaker 01

  His goal is to apply artificial intelligence to pull apart this extremely complex molecule so that it can be specialized to address conditions of the brain for which we have no good answers. Among those would be Parkinson's disease, multiple sclerosis, Lyme disease, and perhaps even multiple forms of dementia, among which Alzheimer's is one. The matrix pharmacology, as Dr. Samish explains, is unparalleled in the annals of modern science. So what began as an understanding of profound spiritual significance attached to this alkaloid by the West African Bouedi peoples, translated into knowledge of its addiction interruption

• 1:40:10Speaker 01

  properties within the US countercultural of the 60s, has now emerged as an opportunity to create a number of therapeutic breakthroughs across conditions that are literally hobbling, if not ending, the lives of millions of people within the United States and around the world.

• 1:40:30Theo Von?

  Wow.

• 1:40:31Speaker 01

  This is a once in a multiple lifetime opportunity to change the future trajectory of medical history in a way that can lift up and improve the lives of millions of people alive and yet to be born.

• 1:40:45Theo Von?

  And are there recommendations when you leave the facility that they're like, this is what you should do, these are things you should do in the next month here, like in this window? What do they recommend? Or is it just that you go back into your life and you're so relieved not having these things that finally the new things you've already been trying to do are better able to take hold?

• 1:41:07Speaker 01

  Oh, Abigail provides a beginning. That beginning requires ongoing, long-term engagement with support services that can maximize its potential to allow a person to essentially recreate who they are on the basis of new thoughts, behaviors, and relationships that can help them redefine their future in a way that is entirely different from their past. If we find ourselves prisoner to patterns of thinking, just think about it like a ski slope.

• 1:41:41Speaker 01

  When a ski slope opens, people go down the same slope thousands of times over the course of a season. That ski slope becomes almost ice. The pathway is frozen in. What I begane does is like a big blizzard coming through that dumps a whole bunch of fresh snow on all of those paths that previously had been entrenched in ice and were unmovable. You have an opportunity to create entirely new pathways. But if you take somebody, so for instance, with the generation that I come from, I think you might be about a half a step behind me. I'm Generation X and I'm going to be 50 years old in October.

• 1:42:23Theo Von?

  Okay, well.

• 1:42:24Speaker 01

  We are the children of a great social experiment. And that social experiment saw the dissolution of families. For 50% of us who are alive, we've never known anything by way of a familial relationship that we didn't choose to create on our own. We had families created around us in the aftermath of divorce. Some of us have had no families at all and have been allowed to essentially free roam the world and to be raised by its calloused hands. That is why we see the symptomatology of disconnection as expressed through the fatal deaths of despair that we've talked about here today.

• 1:43:05Speaker 01

  With a recognition that these are our generational realities, the opportunity before us is likewise a generational opportunity to put a fresh coat of snow across our whole society whereby we get to reform who we are and how we will relate to each other in the aftermath of what has been generational trauma.

• 1:43:26Theo Von?

  Yeah, I've walked out of plant medicine ceremonies and been like, man, this could change the whole world, you know?

• 1:43:32Theo Von?

  This could literally change the whole world because it just brings you back such like to what you're here for. It like just takes all the bullshit away.

• 1:43:42Speaker 01

  When the opioid epidemic began, you had individuals who were going in to have legitimate medical conditions treated, who came out on the other side of that treatment as dependent individuals. I'll use a story of a young woman whose name I'm gonna use a pseudonym for. And I heard about this lady in a town hall I conducted in Kentucky when I was running the commission. We wanted to hear from communities about how the money should be spent instead of just making the decision on our own and spending it. So in one of these town halls, I heard about the story of a young woman by the name of Tamara. And this lady who told her story had met her as a volunteer at a clinic for the survivors of childhood sexual

• 1:44:24Speaker 01

  abuse. She met a young girl named Tamara when Tamara was 10. Tamara had been horrifically sexually abused by one of her family members for years. She had to undergo a series of reconstructive surgeries because of the physical trauma that this family member had inflicted upon her. As she had these surgeries, she was given opioids to treat her pain. This volunteer lost touch with Tamara after she had come to this clinic over the course of a couple of years. So after about age 12, she went off, went back to the family that

• 1:45:05Speaker 01

  was going to take proper care of her, and she didn't see her again. This volunteer, several years later, was going in to provide yoga therapy to inmates at the Perry County, Kentucky County Jail. And she said, one day she was in there providing yoga therapy, and she noticed this young woman who was kind of standoffish and withdrawn under herself, but she had this look of familiarity to her. So she walked over and said, what's your name? You look familiar to me. And the young woman looked at her and she said, my name's Tamara. And she said, I know who you are. And she refreshed her memory about the context

• 1:45:48Speaker 01

  of their relationship and where they had met. And the volunteer, she had, she looked at her and she said, how did you end up here? Because her last reference was this little 12-year-old girl who she had worked to overcome. The trauma of sexual abuse. And she said, Tamara looked up at her and she said, well, you remember I had to have a series of surgeries and was given opioids. And she said, because, you know, while I got past my physical pain, I never got past the emotional pain that came with all the memories of what I can recall happened to me. And I kept taking the pills because the pills could give me some relief from that unending pain of those memories.

• 1:46:33Speaker 01

  And she said, I got bested. So a young woman who was traumatized at the age of 10 was treated for legitimate medical injury with opioids, found herself met by a system that imprisoned her for how she had to continue to treat her pain because there was no other effective choice for her to kill the affliction that was on her inside. There are millions of people locked up behind bars in this country who have had similar experiences. The fact that trauma and addiction have been met with the butt end of a gun in some jail

• 1:47:15Speaker 01

  is a criminal result for a society that is dying for restoration. And what we're here to talk about and what we have been talking about is an opportunity to pursue that restoration. And I thank God that however I have come to sit in this seat, this opportunity is here, it is now, and I aim to do everything I can to serve it as best I can.

• 1:47:37Theo Von?

  Amen. With that said, how do we best move forward from here, right? How do we best move forward to, do you feel like, like, I mean, Texas has granted $50 million towards, but will most of that go towards lobbying? What will go that, what will that go towards? Is there enough science behind it now for, or is it like, how are you going to defeat Big Pharma? Like, there's obviously these, these giants that you're up against, you know? Cause it's true. It's like, you know, they, as long as we have a problem, then they have a medication. If you can't figure that out, then you. You know, a lot of times those people still, the trauma's not healed, they end up in the correctional system. It's all a big ru- it's all just a big circle of humans just being like, it's just this

• 1:48:21Theo Von?

  profit sharing between these kind of dark artist entities. And I, I agree with you. It feels like we have a pathway now to solution here, to actually have a chance to get back to our roots of humanity and being connected to a divine power. And I believe that it's through medications like this. How do you get from this judgment that's happened in Texas? Uh, how do you move forward from here? How do we best move forward from here, do you feel like?

• 1:48:47Speaker 01

  I'm gonna give you the answer.

• 1:48:49Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 1:48:49Speaker 01

  But before I give you the answer, I'm gonna ask you a question.

• 1:48:52Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 1:48:52Speaker 01

  Okay.

• 1:48:52Theo Von?

  Yeah.

• 1:48:53Speaker 01

  If someone had said to you just a year ago, the state of Texas is gonna pass the largest single public investment ever to advance psychedelic research and medical development, what would you have said?

• 1:49:08Theo Von?

  I'd have said, I could see it.

• 1:49:09Speaker 01

  Really?

• 1:49:10Theo Von?

  Yeah. Now that Joe Rogan is down there, I could see shit like that starting to happen.

• 1:49:12Speaker 01

  This is before Joe Rogan. Take yourself before Joe Rogan, before all this became a thing. If somebody had said, the state of Texas is gonna give the biggest bunch of money that a government has ever given for psychedelic research, what would you have thought?

• 1:49:25Theo Von?

  I would have honestly thought, I, I would have thought that it was possible, I think. I mean, I know you have a lot of people that stick to their guns down there in Texas, but I believe that also we've gotten to a place where people that normally would stick to their guns, that they're, people are desperate for something new, right? And Texas, I feel like has always been a bit of a pioneer state, even though there's a lot of tradition in it. It's been a proud state of doing things on its own. Um, and so here's what I would say. I don't know if I would think that they would, but I would hope that they would channel that pioneer spirit into something. I could see that enough of the story would have gotten around where they'd have been like, this is something that we could do.

• 1:50:03Speaker 01

  What Texas has done, in my opinion, what we have done in Texas is make the improbable inevitable. However, inevitability requires work. Texas is the beginning of what Governor Perry and I hope to build by way of the unstoppable external force of a national movement whereby Texas has planted its flag to begin the medical development of I begane and over the next eighteen to twenty-four months, we'll see anywhere from six to twelve additional states emerge to partner with it to make the medicalization

• 1:50:44Speaker 01

  of I begane within the United States, the Manhattan Project of our time. Amen. Governor Perry has founded an organization called americansforibogaine.org and it is my honor to be the very first chief executive officer of that organization. Yeah. He's the chairman of the board and he and I are going to spend every last measure of everything that we are pouring ourselves into making I begane a medical reality within the United States as quickly and safely as we possibly can. Amen, brother. You think you can get it done? I think that Governor Perry and I exist to make the improbable inevitable and as

• 1:51:27Speaker 01

  long as we have the good hands and hearts of people like you and those who follow you engaged in this mission with us, using their voices, using their network, using their social media, to make the demand that a federal system that has been corrupted for at least thirty years begin to reorient itself toward basic humanity and to the restoration of our society so that people with trauma and addiction can get help that can be transformative as a prelude to transforming our broader society. The time is now. I agree. We've got the need, we've got the opportunity, and we've got the answer. And now we've just got to get on it. Yeah.

• 1:52:10Theo Von?

  Yeah, I mean, it's up, you're gonna be up against the dark arts, you know, they're gonna battle against you, but this is how we meet up and this is how we fight, you know? I think that we, all we can do is just tell the truth, you know? Yeah, my experience with plant medicine has been that it's nothing like taking drugs, it's like taking a chance. It's like taking an opportunity to give yourself something new, you know? That has certainly been my own experience. First of all, where can people go right now if they need help? If someone in their family needs help, if they want to try Ibogaine? How, because that is also gonna create the message, right? Is people being able to go and get this help? Where can people go to get the help right now?

• 1:52:47Speaker 01

  Here's why I'm gonna have to answer this in the negative, because there are a lot of options out there, and I've got to be careful, because I don't want to misdirect somebody to a place where they may or may not have experiences. I can tell you that my wife and I, we are personally familiar with the Beyond Clinic in Cancun.

• 1:53:04Theo Von?

  The Beyond Clinic, you said?

• 1:53:05Speaker 01

  Yes. The Abio Clinic, that is south of Tijuana, we both have experiences there. I can't endorse, I can't say, "Yeah, yeah, this is where you should send your family." I can just simply say that my wife and I have been to both places, and each of them offer their own experiences. Your audience can do their own personal research, they can call and see what works best for them.

• 1:53:29Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 1:53:30Speaker 01

  In terms of what we need by way of the movement within the society.

• 1:53:36Theo Von?

  Yeah, how can we best help? How can like listeners of this episode best help? People that feel inspired, people that have had a family member that's been positively affected by psychedelic medicine to overcome things? How can we help?

• 1:53:48Speaker 01

  Please go to americansforibogaine.org, and it is there that your audience member can follow the audacity that we are undertaking. They can sign up to receive regular updates, they can sign up for social media, they can become not just an observer, but an active participant in helping us advance this mission to create the unstoppable external force that's gonna break down the walls of the federal government to make this society have what it should have for restoration.

• 1:54:21Speaker 01

  In addition to that, I would just encourage individuals to be individual pollinators of our culture. Get the word out. Take what you see on Americans for Abigail and Org and blast it through your social media networks. Tell your friends, family, and neighbors because just as individuals went into the medical system and received Oxycontin and came out as harbingers of the disaster to come, a disaster that has claimed almost the lives of a millions, of a million Americans since Oxycontin was approved in December of 1996. We have the opportunity to do the exact opposite by creating a genuine emancipation medication that can take and reverse the process of subjugation to one of restoration.

• 1:55:05Speaker 01

  That is the opportunity that is before us, and that is one if we will be good and faithful servants, we can see come to pass within our life.

• 1:55:12Theo Von?

  Amen. God, amen.

• 1:55:14Speaker 01

  I want to think.

• 1:55:15Theo Von?

  I need help. I think I need to go sometime to get a treatment, man.

• 1:55:19Speaker 01

  Well, if a person does not need to come to the table with a substance problem, or even with a wartime trauma problem, every single person in life has a problem. And even if that problem doesn't debilitate you, even if you're a highly successful individual, the Abigail experience is one that has the capacity to optimize the human experience if it is approached with reverence and if it is properly supported as the beginning that it is rather than the destination. I saw, and this will be the last thing that I would have to offer you independently.

• 1:55:55Theo Von?

  Okay.

• 1:55:56Speaker 01

  I want to make sure that I get it out there. I remember in 2018, I went to a community center where there was a fatherhood program led by a gentleman named David Kozart. David Kozart is an associate minister at Lexington, Kentucky's second largest black Baptist church called Bracktown Baptist.

• 1:56:18Theo Von?

  David Kozart?

• 1:56:19Speaker 01

  David Kozart, and he leads what's called the Commonwealth Center for Fathers and Families. I first met David in 2018, and I met him at this community center, and he was taking me on a tour of the fatherhood program that he runs to connect youth to their fathers. And within the context of that tour, I saw this Bible verse.

• 1:56:42Speaker 01

  And it struck me like a bolt of lightning when I read it. And it stayed in my mind from 2018, almost like a, um, like an echo that just would not go away. And as this mission has appeared around Ibergame, I go back to that verse in my mind and think about the reality that it demonstrates. And at this point, personally, in my quiet times, when I'm trying to draw the energy necessary to stay focused and to be an effective servant of the mission, the verse, while a declaration, is one that I have turned into a prayer. And it's a prayer that I would articulate, not just for myself personally, but for you,

• 1:57:26Speaker 01

  members of your audience, and other folks who come into contact with this message, who can embrace it, and that is this. I hope with everything that we are doing, Governor Perry and I, with Americans for Ibergame, that we are able to hasten the day, whom we can deliver good tidings unto the meek, whom we have the ability to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound. Lord, give us the strength, give us the grace, and may we succeed.

• 1:58:05Theo Von?

  Amen. Amen. W. Bryan Hubbard, thank you so much, man, for spending time with me today, man. Thank you for just sharing the message. I feel inspired, and I do feel hope, man. I do feel hope, and I believe wholeheartedly, I believe wholeheartedly that these medicines, medicines like Ibergame and medicines like ayahuasca are the purest opportunity we've had in a long time. And, uh, and thank you today for being a messenger, and, um, yeah, we appreciate you so much. And, and thank you for, uh, just believing in yourself enough to, uh, to go out there and fight the good fight, man.

• 1:58:40Speaker 01

  Well, everything that I am has been given to me by the grace of love from on high, and I just hope that I can be the good and faithful servant that's necessary to get the job done.

• 1:58:50Theo Von?

  Amen. Amen brother, thank you so much man, we'll see you in the future and you guys can check out the support for Americans for Ibogaine, we'll put all your links below. Best of luck to you guys out there. Thank you. Amen.