Esther Perel: The #1 Secret to Know if Your Chemistry Will Last & Why You’re Addicted to Your Ex

Do you want to know the secret to know if your chemistry will last? Are you wondering why you can't move on from your ex? If you have questions about love and relationships, this episode is for you. Psychotherapist and New York Times bestselling author Esther Perel is back. Esther is recognized as one of today’s most insightful and original voices on modern relationships. Esther’s TED Talks have garnered more than 40 million views and her bestselling books, Mating in Captivity and The State of Affairs, are global phenomena. Esther is also the host of the hit podcast Where Should We Begin? which is available on Apple Podcasts. If you've ever wondered when a relationship is worth saving or why we grieve after a breakup, Esther has incredible insights to share that you can apply to your own relationship. Let's discover the power of accountability in relationships and how it can trigger positive change. We discuss the art of turning conflict into connection. Also, we uncover the negative effects of losing curiosity and how it impacts our connections. The conversation also fearlessly tackles the topics of betrayal, lack of trust, and the intersection of relationships, technology, and mental health. Get ready for a fascinating exploration of the narratives that shape our relationships, the dynamics between rationalists and romantics, and what truly makes a real relationship. In this interview, you’ll learn: How to turn conflicts into genuine connection Why relationships often fail How to save your correct relationship What to do after a breakup How to boost trust and confidence in a relationship It is truly a thought-provoking and heartfelt journey into the essence of human connection. With Love and Gratitude, Jay Shetty Thank you to Soho Works 10 Jay in Dumbo for hosting us for this episode. What We Discuss: 00:00 Intro 02:12 When is a Relationship Worth Saving? 03:51 Why Do We Grieve After a Breakup? 05:14 Accountability in Relationships Can Trigger Change 10:00 How to Turn Conflict Into Connection 14:10 People Try to Overcome Fear by Gaining Control 17:14 The Negative Effects of the Loss of Curiosity 22:09 Blaming the Other Doesn’t Solve Anything 27:21 How to Make Your Partner Feel Important 29:10 Other Mediums to Express What You’re Unable to Say 36:01 Do New Things Together 38:08 There are Lingering Feelings that Stays Even After Breakup 41:53 We All Fear Betrayal and Lack of Trust 43:35 How to Value and Protect Your Relationship 50:50 The Real Story Before and After Betrayal 55:33 The Intersection of Relationships, Technology, and Mental Health 01:01:50 The False Relationship Narrative that Failed us 01:04:22 The Rationalists and the Romantics 01:06:23 What Makes for a Real Relationship? 01:10:04 Diversifying Long-Term Relationships 01:15:55 Your Partner’s Opinion Matters 01:21:11 The Real Definition of Self Confidence 01:24:59 We Are Drawn to People We Don’t Want to Become 01:28:03 Where Should We Begin A Game of Stories with Esther Perel Episode Resources: Esther Perel | Website Esther Perel | Twitter Esther Perel | Instagram Esther Perel | YouTube Esther Perel | Facebook Esther Perel | Books Where Should We Begin? with Esther Perel See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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• 2:40Esther Perel?

  Shall I stay or shall I go? Is one of the fundamental questions. And here's the thing, even if you decide to stay, or even if they decide to go, you may do so while at the same time having a part of you that actually holds the other side. If you think that the decision is a hundred percent perfect, no doubt, no hesitation, then it's a setup. If you leave, you need to be able to leave while experiencing the loss of some things that may have been good, even if it's just a dream of what was. If you stay, you have to be able to grieve the part of you that will never know what it would have been like if you actually left.

• 3:24Esther Perel?

  So the answer is not in the extreme determination, it's in the ability to hold inherent contradictions. It's a complex question, and complex questions don't have easy binary answers.

• 3:40Jay Shetty?

  Hmm, and it's interesting, isn't it? Because we crave a binary, easy answer. We want it to feel... We often seek complete clarity when we're trying to make a decision, rather than accepting that a decision is followed by...

• 3:57Esther Perel?

  Consequences.

• 3:58Jay Shetty?

  Consequences and a number of different feelings. You used the word grief there.

• 4:01Esther Perel?

  Yes.

• 4:02Jay Shetty?

  And I've seen research that shows how when someone breaks up with you or when you break up with someone, you almost crave them like we crave an addiction that may even be unhealthy for us at times. Why do you use the word grief? And can you walk us through both of those losses of identity that you spoke about on either end?

• 4:22Esther Perel?

  So grief is because I think every choice comes with loss. The consequence is the choice you didn't make. And even though you think this is the right choice and this is what I must do, the grief may be the fact that you didn't, you were not capable of making this thing work. Or that you had such high hopes and it didn't materialize. Or that you have wished that you didn't make some mistakes that you made. Or that you wish you had left sooner. There's lots of things for ways, but there is no choice that doesn't have... Loss and therefore some grief attached to it. And that is the nature of the beast. That does not mean that you didn't make the right choice. In terms of heartbreak, it's a different part.

• 5:04Esther Perel?

  Yes, some people experience heartbreak with such an ache, with such a sense of longing and such a sense of fracturing on the inside that they are, that their longing becomes obsessive, that they are trapped in rumination and that it is experienced like a withdrawal. That is not all breakups, but that is the extreme kind of breakup, which has been compared to an addiction because of those intense sense of withdrawal and because it takes place in the same centers in the brain.

• 5:37Jay Shetty?

  Hmm, let's say someone does wanna save their relationship. They want to make it work. What does that take on a deeper level from that individual? What have you seen over the years of what it really takes? I think we often think of saving a relationship as like, let's do more date nights, let's spend more time together, let's do more this. But what have you seen it really takes from a human?

• 5:58Esther Perel?

  So, look, I work with relationships for forty years. These are questions that I can answer in multiple ways. So I'm gonna answer it in one way with you today. And somebody's gonna say, but you didn't talk about that. So I just wanna preface that because there isn't a one size fits all. And when I'm gonna highlight something now with you because it's the first thing that came into my mind when you asked, what can we do to actually repair our relationship, strengthen them, fortify them, solidify them, enliven them? One of the first thing I often think about is accountability. It's actually not asking the other person to do all the changing. Somebody's gonna tell me, but what if you've done that

• 6:43Esther Perel?

  and it hasn't made any difference on the other side? So I just want that to be mentioned. In generally in relationships, we often get to a place where we think you need to change. Here, I'm gonna tell you what you could do differently that would make this relationship better. And the hardest thing to do... Is to actually say, what can I do? Because if you change, it is quite sure that it will also create change on the other side. Because we are interdependent parts. In a relationship, I start to do something which makes you do something, which makes me do something. It's a figure eight. But if I start to do something else, sooner or later, you cannot continue do the same.

• 7:27Esther Perel?

  If I no longer answer you when you say something, there's a good chance that at some point you're gonna stop saying it because you don't get the reaction that you've been used to get. So there's no better way to change the other than to change ourselves. But that's not a hundred percent thing. It's just a good principle to keep in mind. What is it that I can do differently? What's one thing I could choose that I know would improve the relationship? Because I've heard you or because I know us. And if I don't instantly walk out every time, but I actually stay and I listen and I pay attention, will that create something? Rather than thinking about, you know, all the good reasons why I should get out or leave in that moment.

• 8:09Esther Perel?

  So this accountability piece is very high on my list. But there are ten other things about what makes us work on a relationship to improve it.

• 8:18Jay Shetty?

  And you talked about there how, you know, trying to change the other person isn't necessarily the focus, but for so many of us, that seems to be the problem. The problem seems to be the other person's behaviors, their attitude, their approach to life, maybe their aspirations. I hear a lot of people say things like, they don't dream enough. They don't dream, they dream too little, right?

• 8:43Esther Perel?

  Too much.

• 8:44Jay Shetty?

  Too much, sorry, that's it, yeah. I hear some people say, they don't dream enough, they dream too much.

• 8:49Esther Perel?

  Yes.

• 8:50Jay Shetty?

  I hear people say, oh, they have too many friends, they have no friends, right? I see people at both ends of the spectrum. We always seem to have issues with how our partners live. And what I've learned, at least in my own personal reflection, and I've found is that for a long time... In my relationships, I often projected the way I lived onto my partner. And I, we so strongly believe that the way we live is right. The way we were brought up is right, that we want our partner to kind of follow suit. And I always give this very small example from my own home, but in my house, we used to eat, hang out, and then at the end of the night, we'd wash the dishes.

• 9:33Jay Shetty?

  In my wife's home, they used to eat, wash the dishes, and then hang out. And so when we got married and we started living together, and when we were having friends over, or whatever it may be, in my mind, we're gonna eat, we're gonna hang out, and then we're gonna wash the dishes. In my wife's mind, she's thinking, we're gonna eat, now we have to clean up, make sure everything's clean, and then we can hang out. And something as little as that can cause so much

• 9:56Esther Perel?

  Friction.

• 9:56Jay Shetty?

  Friction and bad communication and feelings of, oh, you don't care about me, and you don't love me, and you don't appreciate me, or you don't value the work, and there's so much that comes from something. And that's just a very small example. But it's interesting to me that in that scenario, we both had not created a new belief system for our relationship, but were operating based on two old belief systems that we'd simply adopted. Walk us through whether you agree, whether you disagree, whether you can edit that, reveal more to us about, I find so many of our challenges exist because we project our operating system onto someone else, rather than creating one with them.

• 10:37Esther Perel?

  I like the way you call it the operating system. So I'm gonna take a sentence that you highlighted and start from there. You said, here we were fighting about what's the right moment to do the dishes. But in fact, what we were talking about is you don't care, you don't see me, you don't appreciate me, you want it your way. And what you're highlighting here is something that I've actually talked a lot about in a new course that I'm doing on conflict, which is exactly that, how do you turn conflict into connection? And one of the things I say is that it's not what you fight about, it's what you fight for. You were fighting for recognition, you were fighting for power and control,

• 11:18Esther Perel?

  you were fighting for respect, you were fighting for trust and closeness. Underneath the fight, there are usually three sets of issues that we are actually fighting for. And that is power, trust, and value.

• 11:34Esther Perel?

  So you don't value me. You know, I worked on this dish, on this cooking. I made this nice meal. I prepared, I tried to be kind to your friends and you don't value me. Once you've understood that, what is the hidden dimension that you are actually fighting for? The fight, the dishes, the when to do them, becomes a lot more clear. A lot more clear, rather than it's not just I'm imposing my belief on you. And I wanted to do my way because my way is the right way. That's, you may think this way, but the question is, what happens when you have to confront yourself with someone who is different? I mean, everything about relationships is about straddling sameness and difference, you know?

• 12:17Esther Perel?

  And when you are a couples therapist, it's very typical that people come to you like a drop-off center, right? They tell you, you know, here, my relationship, here's my partner, let me tell you what's wrong with them and maybe you can fix them and I'll help you.

• 12:32Esther Perel?

  I'll be your adjunct.

• 12:33Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, yeah, yeah, exactly.

• 12:34Esther Perel?

  On how to make my partner understand why my family's way of doing things is the best way of doing things. It's a very good way. And so then the question is, if you have to change your mind, does that mean that it's a loss of your identity? Or can you actually experience that as an expansion, as something that you let in? How do you let the other person influence you without being constantly in a defense of your, you know, this is my flag and here are my values or my operation system?

• 13:05Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, I, I, I really, really relate to what you're saying and I love how you've broken it down to what we're fighting for versus what we're fighting about. I think that's brilliant. And that's from your masterclass, right?

• 13:15Esther Perel?

  No, this is from my own new course.

• 13:17Jay Shetty?

  Oh, this is from your own new course.

• 13:19Esther Perel?

  I am coming out with very soon and that is really about letting people have a very different view and set of skills for handling conflict, like this one.

• 13:29Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 13:29Esther Perel?

  You know, at first it was a nice thing, you didn't fight about, you just said, we do it. Oh, that's so interesting. No, let's do it now. No, let's. And then slowly, because you couldn't come into a unified agreement, it became a point of contention. And then that point of contention became the go-to every time you need to talk about your backgrounds, your values, your style, your priorities, your way of doing.

• 13:53Jay Shetty?

  I think we feel so robbed, or at least when I speak to people about this, they feel so robbed, as you said, of their identity, but also, as you said, people feel robbed of their power, that if I give in to this other person, my partner may be the more powerful one in the relationship. Or if I concede, then in the future, when we're making decisions, they're going to think I'm going to concede. And often that is the case, that people get into relationships because they think the other person is submissive or conceding to them or agrees with them on everything they say. And then one day that person goes, wait a minute, I didn't realize I just gave up everything I care about for you. And so how does one learn

• 14:36Jay Shetty?

  how to practice that humility and giving up of power? Or is the solution a unified agreement, as you called it just there? What are we, what are we trying to unravel? How do we do that? Because I think that

• 14:50Esther Perel?

  But you just betrayed yourself in the question.

• 14:53Jay Shetty?

  Okay.

• 14:53Esther Perel?

  Your whole question is framed in power terms. Concede, acquiesce, give in, loss of self.

• 15:01Jay Shetty?

  And that's how people feel.

• 15:02Esther Perel?

  Loss of power. Yes, some people feel this way. That is one frame for some people to enter into a relationship. But if I actually change the word power, I could go like this. In every relationship, you will find that there often is one person who is more afraid of losing the other and one person who is more afraid of losing themselves. One person more afraid of abandonment and rejection, therefore more likely to acquiesce, to pacify, to placate, to say yes, until maybe one day not. And one person more afraid of suffocation and therefore they fight for their ideas, their ways of doing it, the timing of the dishes.

• 15:46Esther Perel?

  And that is less about power. That is more about the nature of connection. The majority of power struggles in a relationship are not power struggles. Power is the defense. The control battle is the way people are defending, trying to get something for something else that they are worried about. It's the surface behavior. You know, some people, when they're afraid, they fight. But the issue is not fighting. The issue is that they're actually afraid and they're trying to deal with their fear by gaining control. So don't just go for what you see, because what you see isn't necessarily just what it is. Go always looking at a level below, otherwise you're gonna have a lot of this.

• 16:30Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, exactly. And so you're encouraging those people that feel that way to look at that layer deeper, the context of why they're finding, yeah.

• 16:40Esther Perel?

  Makes you lose your identity. Where did you get that idea? Who did you have to fight with? That you had a sense that if you don't go all the way and with fists, that's the motion of fighting, right? It's not this. You know, but you entered a relationship with that and yet you live it with this. So what happened to you? That is making you continuously interpret every situation as a fight, as a power struggle, as I have to stand up and hold on because if I give in, this is the beginning of a slippery slope. That's a frame. That is not the truth. Now, maybe you picked somebody with whom this is sometime what is going to happen. So then you ask this person,

• 17:24Esther Perel?

  what happens if you don't get your way? For you, the question is what happens if the other person gets their way? And for you, the question is what happens when you don't get your way? Can you still feel confident even if you don't trample somebody?

• 17:37Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, and I think the questions you're asking that we all need to reflect on for ourselves, I almost think they're as important to ask our partners, like to understand what happened to them, like why they're in that position, why they get afraid.

• 17:50Esther Perel?

  Of course.

• 17:51Jay Shetty?

  I think that curiosity is so often lost in romantic relationships where we don't understand why someone is the way they are. We just assume that it's about us, like we make it personal. We don't recognize that they have a whole history of relationships, of family, of parenting, of experiences that have made them that way. And maybe they are dealing with a deep fear or a deep challenge. Does that resonate?

• 18:14Esther Perel?

  Yes, you know. This thing about curiosity is the most important shift we try to make. Curiosity about yourself and curiosity about your partner or friend or coworker, whoever the other is. Curiosity is on the other side of reactivity. So everything dealing with conflict is about helping us shift from reactive to reflective and curious. But more interestingly, what you reminded me of is a thing which I talk about in the course. That's called fundamental attribution error. If you are nasty or reactive or bullying me a bit, or even just simply if you're late,

• 18:55Esther Perel?

  whatever you're doing, the tendency is to think that when you do this, it's because you have a negative personality. But if I am nasty or short or, you know, cutting a little bit, then it's because I had a tough day. Mine is circumstantial and yours is characterological. And the loss of curiosity in relationships is because we tend to think that we are more complex than our partner. And that's what makes us not ask, what is your story with this? Why do you need to get things your way all the time? Why do you have to drill it in until I finally say, whatever you want, dear? You know, we'll do it your way because unless you got it your way,

• 19:39Esther Perel?

  you think that you are, you know, on the floor.

• 19:43Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, I think people, and I say you've, I mean, you've done this for decades now. Like, I'm sure you feel that what we're really addressing here, which I'm so happy that we've kind of gone in this direction. It's beautiful and I'm so happy that we're there, that this idea of are you curious about yourself and why it's happening? And what happened to you? Are you curious about your partner and what happened to them? Are you not making it personal? Are you thinking about working as a team, building unified agreements? All of this language is so positive. And I genuinely believe that what we've just covered is so often missed in relationships because we're so busy pointing the finger and pointing the blame and pointing the responsibility that as you started off with, there's a lack of accountability. And that being such a brilliant shift to even just start with.

• 20:28Esther Perel?

  It's liberating.

• 20:29Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 20:29Esther Perel?

  It's actually liberating for people to say, let me check myself for a minute. The fear that people have is, why me? Is it my problem? Why are you blaming me? No, no, no. Taking responsibility is liberating because the only thing you can really change is you. There's a lot more freedom to do something about yourself than to go look for your partner on the other side. I had a moment like that recently. So I was on the phone and I was a little agitated talking to banks and people and administrating bureaucracy, which gets me agitated. And then my partner said, you too? And then my partner says, my husband says to me, I have a headache. I said, what happened?

• 21:13Esther Perel?

  He says, you've been so yelling here next to me in the car. And I'm like, you know, I'm trying to solve these problems. And you can't just say to me, you know, that's really frustrating. These people were like keeping you on the phone for an hour. You think I wanted to be on the phone for an hour with this? And I just felt like a little lack of empathy, please, a bit of sympathy, some support. And on top of it, I'm gets scolded now for my attitude. And I sat there and I began, you know, brooding. And I said, okay, I'm not gonna talk to you. You know, I thought if you don't wanna, if I'm that unpleasant, well, then I'm not gonna say anything. And then I sat in there and I'm thinking, I'm married almost forty years. I'm thinking to myself, am I gonna go do this one again?

• 21:58Esther Perel?

  You know? Why am I doing this? Why do I feel so upset? Why don't I just simply say, I can imagine that it was unpleasant to? So he says to me, why don't you say something about the fact that it's really annoying to sit next to someone who is so agitated? And I'm thinking, why doesn't you say something about how frustrating it is that I need to be so agitated? You know, and this could have turned into a real fight.

• 22:23Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 22:23Esther Perel?

  And luckily, a little bit of humor takes us out of this very quickly. It's like, we came like, how many minutes are we gonna do this?

• 22:31Jay Shetty?

  Yes, yes, yes. And where was that coming from after all this time? Like, like you said, you've been together for four decades. You love each other, like you trust each other. You, you've worked through so many of these things. What do you think it is that we're still fighting for in that moment? Like, what, what is it? Because it doesn't go away, you're right.

• 22:47Esther Perel?

  We have two answers.

• 22:48Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 22:48Esther Perel?

  I mean, we would, we would have very different answers to your question, first of all. Just so you understand, I will tell you. I sometimes, you know, hear him talk in a situation like this and he's very. Could you explain to me why this is? And I'm thinking, tell them that this is not right, you know? And, and he says afterwards, he hangs up, says, I was very angry on the phone. And I'm like, excuse me? That is good, you know? So I don't think I get much further by being more, you know, confrontational. Then actually, I don't think I'm any more effective. I think these situations are frustrating whichever way. But we get into an argument over which of our approaches is the better one to talk with the bureaucracy. It's ridiculous.

• 23:32Jay Shetty?

  Hmm, yeah, exactly, and it's.

• 23:34Esther Perel?

  So he thinks I'm, I should be nicer.

• 23:36Jay Shetty?

  Right, right, right.

• 23:37Esther Perel?

  And I think he should be a little more.

• 23:41Jay Shetty?

  And yeah, yeah, and, and what are you saying? Are you saying that neither approach matters? And we're arguing about something insignificant? Or is it?

• 23:48Esther Perel?

  No. Here's the thing, you're in a situation where you are bound to not necessarily be successful.

• 23:55Jay Shetty?

  Yes.

• 23:55Esther Perel?

  You're bound to experience some helplessness. It is frustrating. The situation is frustrating. Instead of dealing with the frustration of the situation, you start to blame the other person for the fact that they didn't get to the result that you wanted. Instead of this kind of situation where you go back week after week with another person on the phone, automated thing, you know? And instead of aligning together against the situation, it, you start to project onto the other. Why are you not competent so that I don't have to feel so helpless?

• 24:30Jay Shetty?

  Yes, yes, yes, yeah, wow, yeah, exactly. And I can relate to that. We, we had a similar one, kind of inverse to what you just said, but, but a similar interaction where I remember my wife would often say to me, I've had a really tough day. And I'd take that as an opportunity to say.

• 24:48Esther Perel?

  I had a tough day too, and mine was tougher.

• 24:50Jay Shetty?

  I would go further, I'd say, I had a tough week.

• 24:54Esther Perel?

  You really upped it.

• 24:55Jay Shetty?

  I'm like, really upped it, like, you know, and it's like, I'm using her opportunity to be vulnerable and to share how she feels with me and to feel comforted and supported and just heard, to be heard. I'm using her opportunity to be heard, to hear myself. And it's kind of like when you were looking at me, looking at myself earlier. It's like that, that idea of she's saying, hey, just sit with me for a second. And I'm saying, well, no, sit with me for a week and think about where I'm coming from.

• 25:21Esther Perel?

  You have it tough.

• 25:22Jay Shetty?

  Yeah. And then now it just turns into a competition as to whose life is tougher.

• 25:26Esther Perel?

  Right.

• 25:27Jay Shetty?

  And making the other person feel like their pain is not valuable, or that their stress that they've gone through is insignificant compared to mine. And all of a sudden, you're fighting for something that you don't even want to prove to your partner. Like, I don't want to make my partner feel like their pain is not valuable, but because I'm not honoring my challenge and my stress and what I'm going through, I'm expecting to use their space to do that.

• 25:50Esther Perel?

  You just explained it very well. But sometimes.

• 25:53Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, please.

• 25:54Esther Perel?

  I mean, the effect is the same. You topping her, you know, in such a big way, completely says to her, you have nothing to complain about.

• 26:01Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 26:02Esther Perel?

  Which is not necessarily your intention, but it is often the way the other person registers it. And then the question to you is, do you ever say to her, I have a tough week, without her prompt?

• 26:14Jay Shetty?

  Yes.

• 26:15Esther Perel?

  Because part of what happens is that you get prompted by the other person and it suddenly says, oh, if you give yourself the permission to say, to complain or to just vent a moment, then maybe I get that permission too.

• 26:27Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 26:27Esther Perel?

  And what changes it is to just, you know, A is to acknowledge what has just been said, and then to say, I have that feeling often too.

• 26:36Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, yeah.

• 26:37Esther Perel?

  But it is the competition. It is the, you suffer, I suffer more.

• 26:42Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, absolutely. Now, now something that's really helped me.

• 26:44Esther Perel?

  Do you use humor now?

• 26:46Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, my wife can make anything funny. So I rely on her to bring the humor in because she's just.

• 26:51Esther Perel?

  Very useful.

• 26:52Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, she's just, she's hilarious. She's a comedian. So not, as in not professionally, she's just a funny person. And so she, she can always add that. But now what really helps me, and this is more what I'm like, is I'm kind of preemptive of stress. And so I'll sit down and I'll be like, hey, I've got a really stressful week coming up. I just want you to be aware of that.

• 27:10Esther Perel?

  Yeah.

• 27:11Jay Shetty?

  And so, you know, if I'm a bit short or I'm running around or I'm not fully present, I just want you to be aware. I've got a lot of stuff going on. And if you need me, of course, I'll be there, but just know. And I like to set that up and communicate that because to me, it gives me space to at least let her know where I'm coming from, rather than to catch me in a bad moment. And then I end up behaving in a way that I'm not proud of, whereas now she's aware. So now she's mindful of that too. And she doesn't have to tiptoe around me. She doesn't have to be unaware, but it's the idea that she's conscious, that I get it. He's got three crazy days coming up and, you know, we, we can talk about something maybe the day after.

• 27:45Esther Perel?

  Can I take this one a step further?

• 27:46Jay Shetty?

  Please, I'd love to. I'd love that.

• 27:48Esther Perel?

  It's probably one of the most useful things I have seen changing in a relationship. When you do what you just do, you, you're attentive, you're caring, you let her know, you're apologetic. And being apologetic is very beautiful, but it still says, my life is very important. And I just want you to know, I'm not gonna be there. The step that really changes it around is when you say to the other person, I'm so thankful that you are here because your being here is what enables me to go take care of my busy week. Because once you say it like that, you make the other person very important.

• 28:29Esther Perel?

  And not, my life is so important, thank you for understanding it. You come after. I'll be there if you need me, but you come after. The thanking reinforces the interdependence and it's true. Because you couldn't go and attend to your life the way you do without having the other person do whatever it takes for you to be able to be absent for a while. And when you acknowledge that, it makes them feel like they're part of the story, rather than they're on hold while your story unfolds.

• 28:58Jay Shetty?

  Absolutely, absolutely. I couldn't agree with you more. And I've always found that, at least for me, doing that separately. In different contexts has at least helped me when it's not tied to the same context. But I love that idea and I I fully agree with you like, you know, I think.

• 29:14Esther Perel?

  It's a nice switch.

• 29:15Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, it's beautiful.

• 29:16Esther Perel?

  It's a it's a tweak that really changes the power dynamic in the relationship in a small move.

• 29:23Jay Shetty?

  Yes, definitely. It's switching the significance from yourself.

• 29:27Esther Perel?

  Yes.

• 29:28Jay Shetty?

  To to this relationship and the the support that you each provide. Yeah, that's beautiful. I I love that. I love what we're talking about and you've probably heard this a million times and that's what I think it's important to address. A lot of people will say, I want to talk to my partner about these things. I wanna be curious about them. I wanna ask them about their past, but every time I do, they shut down. They go quiet. They don't wanna talk about it. If I if I get curious and say, hey, you know, when we're not arguing, but when we're just talking and I say, hey, you know what? I just I just wanted to figure out like, is there anything that scares you from your past? Or is there anything that worries you? Or is there any challenge you're going through? Like, how can I help you? And the other person goes, no, no, no, I'm fine. I'm okay. I'm I'm dealing with it. And people often feel like they get shut down when they're trying to be curious. I'm sure you've heard this a million times in sessions and

• 30:13Jay Shetty?

  how have you how have you dealt with that?

• 30:15Esther Perel?

  If you've tried to ask your partner a certain set of questions and you systematically get the same answer, change tactic. The point is not doing it one more time, hoping that this time you're gonna get a better response. It's a little bit like Moses and the rock, you know, the water won't flow.

• 30:33Jay Shetty?

  Yes.

• 30:33Esther Perel?

  So what I like is not to be so direct. You know, somebody told me recently that they had gone to an offsite at work. So it started in a different context, but it's a good example. And she organized this whole offsite and she took a card from the game, from where should we begin? And the card was somebody who impacted your life and doesn't know it.

• 30:58Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 30:59Esther Perel?

  And the whole group went through this question. And basically, people spoke that have that you knew nothing about, people who never talk, and people who you thought you knew that came up with stories that you had no idea about. Try to do it in a more playful way. Try to do it sometimes as part of a dinner conversation. Try to do it with a question that is less on the nose. You know, and that invites you to start from anywhere you want. This is an interesting question that you can answer at so many levels of depth. There are many of those. If you just say, "Tell me about your past," no. You know, "You saw this movie and you saw what happened there."

• 31:44Esther Perel?

  It's like anything of that that is familiar to you and you tell your story. You need to create a context.

• 31:52Jay Shetty?

  Yes.

• 31:52Esther Perel?

  For many people, digging deep into the past is traumatizing, aversive, scary, uninteresting. You know, or they don't have the vocabulary for it. It's the other thing. So that's why people have used the arts. Books, movies, plays, songs, poetry. They speak our human experience with, and we only have to say, "That." That's my thing. So sometimes I say to people, you know, "How about you find some songs that express the stuff that you don't know how to talk about?" And that's a much lighter lift than "Tell me about your past." You know, a character that represents the parent that you grew up with. And you go and find into a series, a television series, one of these characters.

• 32:37Esther Perel?

  They've all been written about. Use other mediums, other vocabularies, to open up stuff that people don't necessarily want to be in therapy with their partner.

• 32:49Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, I love that. That's such great advice and I couldn't agree more. I always say, everyone who's listening to me, I always say to them like, "Please don't force my book onto your partner." Like, "Please don't." Like, "You may love my book, so you may love my work."

• 33:01Esther Perel?

  Put it on the night table.

• 33:03Jay Shetty?

  Please don't do that. And I always say to people, like, "It's about speaking the language that your partner connects to, and that's what you're saying." The language could be music, the language could be art, the language could be movies. And I always talk about one of the reasons why I love having my podcast is because I get to speak to so many different people from so many different backgrounds, so many different walks of life, talking about similar things.

• 33:24Esther Perel?

  You read a book a day.

• 33:25Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, exactly. And and what I find is someone may relate to athletes more. So if an athlete is opening up about their mental health and their vulnerability, or a challenge they have with a parent, your partner may respond to that more than they would a coach, a therapist, a psychologist. Or one of your partners may respond to academics and scientists more than they would Agreed. to a guide. And it doesn't matter how they open up. And so I I love that you said that. I love that you said sometimes we're just trying the same strategy for too long. And, you know, like you said, on the nose, we kind of approach it.

• 33:58Jay Shetty?

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• 36:02Esther Perel?

  Linear, literally, like, tell me about, you know, you're doing this. What happened to you before, you know, like a cause and effect, you know, play with it.

• 36:11Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, you're trying to be their therapist and you can't.

• 36:13Esther Perel?

  I think play is a good thing. I think movement is important too. Many people talk much more easily when they're walking, when they're hiking, when they're, you know, on a ski lift. Don't just sit and try to do face to face. There's a reason that fishing is so good because you do parallel play. Everybody's looking forward, nobody has to lock eyes. And it allows me to think out loud and to answer a question here and there. The other thing is sometimes the question comes later. Often there's one person that's much more articulate about some of these things than another. So find other mediums, other vocabularies and other settings. Start with that.

• 36:49Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, I love that. One of my favorite dates that me and my wife went on very early on was this activity in England called Go Ape. And what it is, is it's a, it's like a ropes course that's high up in the air. So it's like 80 feet or whatever up above in the air. And you've got all these different like activities and things. So you're like swinging, you're like trying to walk on these steps. It's, it's challenging, but it's fun. And I remember having so much fun because there were activities that she found easy and I found hard and activities that I found easy and she found hard. And we could help each other, we could talk while we were doing it. There was a sense of support. And I think what you're saying is so true that I find that doing activities where we're both novices are really fun.

• 37:33Jay Shetty?

  Because when we're both getting a chance to see a new, fresh, unseen side of each other, we really get to play and really get to understand. If I'm in a position of strength, if I know a sport really well and she's never done it, then I'm not really learning anything new. I'm kind of just being there and trying to be the teacher. And same vice versa. But if we both have no clue about something like me and my wife took a surfing lesson for the first time in our life, like a couple of years ago when we went to Hawaii. We'd both never surfed in our life, you know, we're both from London and that wasn't accessible there. And we went on a first ever lesson and it was just hilarious. It was fun. It was silly. We were both learning about how much tolerance we both had and there was humor coming in and what skillset we had.

• 38:16Jay Shetty?

  And you're so right that adding movement to being together, especially I find in ways where you're not familiar, provides a real opportunity to see someone vulnerably.

• 38:28Esther Perel?

  So you added more than just movement. You added risk. And you added playfulness. There's a beautiful book by Eli Finkel called The All or Nothing Marriage. And he talks about really what creates a sense of aliveness in relationships. And one of the things he highlights is the importance of doing new things. Not just doing things that you both enjoy, that you're comfortable with. That's good, but that breeds friendship. Whereas when you do new things that also involve unknown mystery, risk, curiosity, that's where you actually bring in excitement and in my language also desire.

• 39:06Jay Shetty?

  Hmm, I love that. Yeah, that's beautiful. That that makes complete sense. And I love those words. Those words we don't often use around relationships. Risk, mystery, like.

• 39:14Esther Perel?

  I do.

• 39:15Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, no, no, I know, but you just don't hear them as much.

• 39:18Esther Perel?

  Not enough, not enough.

• 39:19Jay Shetty?

  You don't hear them enough at all around relationships. You always feel mystery with something you had on date one or when you saw that person from across the room, right? Like that's when the mystery was and there isn't any, but I couldn't agree with you more of that.

• 39:30Esther Perel?

  But that's because people prefer sometimes to create an illusion.

• 39:36Esther Perel?

  Of familiarity, as if I know you, like you're the inside of my pocket.

• 39:40Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, yeah, yeah.

• 39:41Esther Perel?

  Until you do something I absolutely did not expect you to do, and then suddenly I realized and I say, I thought I knew you. The real beauty is to know that whoever is next to you, who you think is already so familiar and so known, is actually still somewhat mysterious, somewhat elusive. And that's where you maintain your curiosity next to the person that is with you. You know, faced with the unknown, you can either react with fear and try to flatten it and just ignore all of that and just hold on to what's familiar, or you can nurture it and then you are actually engaging with the mystery and the curiosity that is right in front of you. And that you know from your spiritual work that is very much taken from that notion.

• 40:25Esther Perel?

  How you then, because that allows you to sit like this when you're talking with your partner, because you're still attentive and curious versus like this.

• 40:34Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, definitely, definitely. Let's, let's say someone decides to break up, or maybe they're broken up with, and we can talk about both sides of that. If we talk about the side of, someone's decided to break up with someone for their own reasons, and of course, there could be a million reasons for breaking up with someone, so it's hard to be specific there. But if someone's broken up with someone, but they are having those feelings, as you said, the consequences will be, you'll still have that grief of what could have been, you have the consequences of maybe it could have worked, maybe we should have tried, that there's still a feeling of, I wish they were still around, I used to talk to them every day at

• 41:14Jay Shetty?

  seven P M. at night, I used to, on a Friday night, we'd always go to this favorite restaurant, whatever it may have been, we have these memories. What do people do with that feeling? What do you do with that feeling of craving?

• 41:29Esther Perel?

  You know, you do a lot of different things, but it's so interesting. I literally edited a new episode for the podcast, for Where Should We Begin? Of a guy who leaves his wife, who he had been very close to for quite a few years, has a young child, moves in with another woman, is on the verge a few years later of marrying that other woman, and can't do it, and has felt guilt and remorse and regret and longing for all those years, and starts to meet the mother of his child again, not just as a mother, but now they're going on a first date again.

• 42:14Esther Perel?

  And it's like, I left you and then I came back to you. It's an incredible story to see one person that, because that is a question that doesn't have one answer. But in this case, he couldn't leave her fast enough, but he could never leave her fully. And I can't tell you today if he's back with her or what, but I have a sense that something, when he was about to marry this other woman, held him back, that he couldn't necessarily put into words, and that made him feel like he had to examine himself, which is what this whole conversation on Where Should We Begin is about. And I've never had that particular version of it, but it is the one that most responds to your question.

• 42:59Esther Perel?

  But you're gonna have to go listen.

• 43:00Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, absolutely, absolutely. No, and I recommend everyone go and listen to that, if that's a question you've been asking yourself. I, I think that heartache that, that people feel often feels endless, as you said, it can just go on and on and on forever. People feel like, we've always heard, you know, time will heal all wounds, but...

• 43:17Esther Perel?

  Who instigated the breakup? Is there, really changes a lot, or if it was mutual?

• 43:22Jay Shetty?

  Is it ever mutual?

• 43:23Esther Perel?

  Yes. I think, I think that it is often mutual, where two people say, we evolved into something else, or it just didn't work, or, you know, both people may have felt it, but one person... Was able to say, let's do it.

• 43:39Jay Shetty?

  That makes sense.

• 43:40Esther Perel?

  You know, and the person who is more afraid of abandonment and rejection and all of that is often more the person who may not say it, but that doesn't mean they didn't feel it. Many people tell you, I didn't have the guts to do it, but it's the best thing that happened to me. My partner pushed it. I didn't want it then. So between what happens in the moment and how people experience the consequence, it's not one and the same.

• 44:05Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 44:06Esther Perel?

  The person who may have pushed it, may be the one who has the most regret. The person who was more hesitant, it may be the one who actually is most liberated.

• 44:15Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 44:15Esther Perel?

  It's not, it's a much more intricate puzzle than just.

• 44:20Jay Shetty?

  Of course, of course. What are some of the phases that you see people go through that can give people hope that there is another side to this? Because I think when you're in it, the emotion is, I'm never gonna be loved again. I'll never find someone as good as them again. I can't trust anyone again, right? Like, these are the thoughts that people are repeating in their minds. What does someone need to understand during that time to know?

• 44:45Esther Perel?

  You just made me think of another episode of this, but it's the daughter who describes how one day a truck came, took all of her father's stuff, I mean, never comes back home. That's a story that we hear quite often. And then all the situations of betrayal, of infidelity, of falling in love with somebody else, or discovering that your partner, you know, wants a fundamentally different relationship than you. And I think that the situations where you are like completely sight lined and you realize, wow, the first experience you have is that your whole sense of reality is shattered. I thought I knew my life.

• 45:29Esther Perel?

  This has nothing to do with where I thought I was at. How can this be happening to me? You're in a state of confusion, in a state of disbelief, and in a state of shock. And in a state where you feel like you've been just ejected from your life. You had value and you have none. That's all part of betrayal. It's not just the lying. It's the fact that somebody could toss you away like that and that you think I don't matter. And that's what makes you much more afraid. Will I ever find someone who can hold me, carry, care and carry me? You know, and can I trust that ever again? Because I trusted it here. The question is as much about how do I trust again? But not just how do I trust somebody else?

• 46:13Esther Perel?

  How do I trust my own perception? That's the piece that when you lose the belief in your ability to know that what you believe is what is.

• 46:22Speaker 02

  Yeah.

• 46:23Esther Perel?

  Then you are on such shaky ground. So it demands a real scaffolding and a rebuilding. No, you haven't lost your entire sense of perception. Because you have good friends, family, colleagues, mentors. There's not just that person. And you need to get your sense of value from noticing the other relationships that you have. So you need to bring those people into your life. Do not isolate at that moment. You need the people who see you differently from the one who just left you. And those who seek you out, those who value your presence, those who think you're great. You know, and then slowly you often will find that you connect better with other people who have experienced a sense of betrayal like that.

• 47:07Esther Perel?

  But betrayal is not only in fidelity. It can also be in a partnership. It can be in a being co-founders of something. And there are other relationships that go through this complete fracture. Slowly, you begin to say it's not one person's harming me or hurting me that is decree on who I am and my self-worth. That person hurt me deeply. I have been hurt and I learned from this. And I protect myself a little bit. But I don't have to protect myself in such a way that I don't live. Because the biggest victory on this kind of hurt is the ability to love again, to trust again.

• 47:50Esther Perel?

  You did not take that from me. That is probably your biggest vengeance is to be happy.

• 47:59Jay Shetty?

  Well, yeah, I mean, that that resonates very, very strongly. And first of all,

• 48:06Jay Shetty?

  can people rebuild trust after experiencing infidelity? And what does that process look like for someone? And how different is it to what they expected to be?

• 48:21Esther Perel?

  The beauty of your questions is that it filled an entire book of mine. Because it's actually a big, big topic. But if I was to try to summarize it, yes, yes, of course, people can rebuild trust. I mean, that is very, not everybody and not in every situation. But the process itself very much is real. And I have met, you know, I began State of Affair by going to talk to couples that I had seen five or 10 years earlier to know whatever happens to these people. Because I see them in a moment of crisis and often I don't know afterwards. You know, they decided to stay together, they worked it through and off they went.

• 49:06Esther Perel?

  So I wanted to know what does that relationship actually look like years later? Who are they? What happened to their bond? You rebuild trust through a few major stages. The first one is that whoever hurt you, especially if you choose to stay together, has the ability to express guilt and remorse for hurting you. Even if they don't feel guilty for the affair itself, even if they have hosts of good explanations, good reasons that that make it understandable, not justifiable, not condoneable, but understandable. They still can experience the guilt and the remorse for hurting you. That acknowledgement is fundamental.

• 49:47Esther Perel?

  It's fundamental in an intimate relationship, in a friendship or between nations, for that matter.

• 49:54Esther Perel?

  It's the ability to basically become what I call the vigilante of the relationship. It means it's your job now to say how much you value the relationship and to protect the relationship. So in the situation of an affair, for example, it means that instead of you're asking me questions about what I did and me hoping that you won't ask me because we've already gone through this ten times, I ask you, is there something you wanna ask me? Because if I bring it up, rather than hoping you won't bring it up, then I'm saying to you, I'm owning my thing, I take responsibility, I care about the relationship. And most of the time, if we have a good day, you may say to me, I don't wanna talk about it, I'm having a good day.

• 50:39Esther Perel?

  Because I am reminding us and I'm not letting it be forgotten and I'm taking charge. That's the vigilante, I'm the protector of the relationship. And then number three is to explain, to talk between the people. Why did you do this? What did it mean to you? And then what did it do to me? The affair always includes both sides. If you just talk about what it meant for you, you're missing a point. If we're just talking about what it did to me, we're missing a point. So the ability to not just look at the facts, what did you do? But the meaning of it. Affairs have meaning, they're stories. They tell us something about the person, about the relationship. Not always bad things for that matter.

• 51:24Esther Perel?

  So what did it mean to you? And those three stages. In the crisis phase, remorse, guilt, acknowledgement. In the insight phase, you are the vigilante and together we explore meaning-making of this crisis for us. What are we gonna do with this? And then phase three is if we do stay together, what's our vision for who we wanna be? No, we will probably not go back to what we were. Because what we were may have been part of why we got to where we are. Who do we wanna be? What does it open up? An affair topples the scorecard in a relationship. So I may have accepted all kinds of things because this was the way I conceived of our relationship.

• 52:10Esther Perel?

  And I was willing to not work and I was willing to make more money. I was willing to work all the time, I was willing to do all the childcare, I was willing to do none of it. I was willing to take care of your ailing mother, of your addicted brother, whatever. I accepted a lot of things, but now this basically gives me the opportunity to also say, I also have discontent. It's not just your affair that expresses the discontent. And so here's the fundamental line. Most of us today in the West are going to have two or three relationships in our adult life or marriages. Some of us are gonna do it with the same person. So sometimes the affair is the end of the first marriage or the first relationship.

• 52:54Esther Perel?

  But it can be the beginning of the next one with each other. And that's the rebuilding of the trust.

• 53:00Jay Shetty?

  Hmm, well said, yeah, no, and it's, I'm sure that's gonna give people a lot of hope. But also, what I love about your work and your books is that there's also a process there, there's a structure there, there's a method there for people to go, oh, okay, that's where we're at. That's what I'm struggling with. I think one of the biggest thoughts that repeats in people's minds when they're broken up with or when they've experienced infidelity that I hear from people is, Jay, I feel like I'm not worthy anymore. I feel like I'm not lovable again. I feel like I'm not desirable.

• 53:34Esther Perel?

  While they are staying with the person or while they've broken up?

• 53:37Jay Shetty?

  Both. I've heard people say, I don't feel desirable because they desire someone else, but I still wanna be with that person. And I don't feel worthy even with that person now because I'm reminded constantly, as you said, of their infidelity. And these thoughts perpetuate, but what I'm hearing you say, and I'd love for you to guide us, is what I'm hearing you say is, well, that's why you need to do the meaning making because you really need to understand their story and meaning and yours. Right now, you're just focused on yours and that's always going to be this negative repetitive pattern.

• 54:12Esther Perel?

  You remind me of a couple I saw. And this man had done something that was really egregious in some way because he had taken everything that was special to the relationship and shared it with the other person. But everything.

• 54:30Jay Shetty?

  Wow.

• 54:30Esther Perel?

  Their favorite places, restaurants, clothing. I mean, he had left nothing sacred. That's a devaluing, right?

• 54:39Esther Perel?

  And whenever they would drive, there was a way when they would arrive to a place and she would look at him. And it was like there too.

• 54:48Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 54:48Esther Perel?

  And so he would dread it because he knew he was guilty as charged. And then I began to say to him, I want you every time you drive. When there is a place, you say yes, there too, without waiting for the question. Because you know that you have to stand, but when there is, that you have to stand accountable. But when there is a place not, you say, no, they're not. Before the question comes up, that's part of the vigilante.

• 55:15Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 55:16Esther Perel?

  So that you protect the relationship and you bring back the value. You say, you know, now go create new places too, that are new for the two of you. And that you need new selves. You can't just go back and try to re-enter the spaces that you were in. The loss of value gets addressed by having someone who is slowly reclaiming the value. The feeling is true, but it doesn't mean that because they had desire for someone else, they had none for you. Actually, sometimes they had desire for someone else because you had none for them.

• 55:49Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 55:50Esther Perel?

  You know, the person who says that to you is, comes with one particular story, but there's so many stories.

• 55:56Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 55:57Esther Perel?

  You know, sometimes you have a person who was completely uninterested for a decade. And then they are upset that their partner was interested with somebody else.

• 56:06Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 56:07Esther Perel?

  It's not just, you know, I was there available for you and you dumped me for someone that you looked at with a bigger, you know, founder eyes. So what people experience after the betrayal doesn't always tell the story of what happened before.

• 56:22Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 56:23Esther Perel?

  That's why the meaning-making is so really important. You know, sometimes somebody is gonna say to the other, you devalued me for ten years. You barely paid any attention to me. You were so enraptured in your work. You were so busy with your phone. You were so, you know, you, I was abandoned long before, you know? And that also needs to be put into the story. The story doesn't start

• 56:46Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 56:47Esther Perel?

  the moment that you discover something.

• 56:49Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 56:50Esther Perel?

  Because there are a lot of moving pieces underneath. And people addressing this with care. Carefulness and responsibility is the process. The hope doesn't come from nowhere. It comes because two people say, this is important. We built something. We've been together five, 10, 15 years, 25 years. We're not letting this just go. Now we need to reclaim the value of this for both of us.

• 57:18Jay Shetty?

  Absolutely. This idea that we're going to have two to three relationships in our adult life, and they could either be with the same person or of course with two to three different people. And I think this idea of choice and selection has obviously rapidly changed because of technology and apps and the amount of people you can bump into. You know, I looked at studies saying that, you know, 25 years ago, most people ended up with someone within a five mile radius of where they grew up. We know that that's not the case anymore. People are moving country.

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• 59:55Jay Shetty?

  I hear that a lot, and we'll let's address that. And then the other thing I hear is this idea of like, you know, this guy didn't have as much as the other guy. Or, you know, and you start comparing it because you can, because you're just exposed to so many more people now. And you're almost comparing resumes of people that you've heard about, spoken to, seen on a dating app, introduced through your friends. So this idea of choice and the paradox of choice, as it's always been called in studies, from products to people now. You know, we can get stuck at a grocery store wondering which product to buy. But in dating, it feels like you can keep going because you can just keep swiping. Let's talk about both of those. The idea of how do you choose, how do you select?

• 1:00:38Jay Shetty?

  And when you're choosing and selecting,

• 1:00:43Jay Shetty?

  how do you not feel that sense of there could be more?

• 1:00:46Esther Perel?

  I said, choice comes with loss. I'm actually very excited about this question because

• 1:00:53Esther Perel?

  I'm very interested in this at this moment, right? I'm interested in the intersection of technology and relationships and mental health. And I've just done a bunch of episodes with people in the dating scene because of exactly this. So we have a frenzy of romantic consumerism in which in search of the perfect, people are no longer happy with the good. We have people looking for a soulmate on an app. That's an interesting combination between spirituality and capitalism. And how do we even think that a partner is a soulmate? Soulmate used to be God, you know?

• 1:01:33Esther Perel?

  And now we want transcendence and mystery and wholeness and all of it. And ecstasy, almost, with the person. You know, the stuff that people looked for in the realm of the divine, they now want with their person. And at the same time, they're doing it with a checklist. So that many dating experiences are like job interviews. So all of that combined, right? I do think we have more choice, but we also have a lot more uncertainty and a lot more self-doubt. And we are a lot less capable of handling uncertainty. Because we live with a host of predictive technologies that are all meant to take away uncertainties, obstacles, friction, you know, rough edges.

• 1:02:18Esther Perel?

  So we don't rub anymore with stuff that helps us deal with uncertainty, unknown, and engage with happenstance. You know, happenstance means you stand in line and you start talking to the person that is behind you in line. And after that, you go and have a drink with that person. And after that, you find yourself exchanging numbers and a story starts. Spontaneously, unprompted.

• 1:02:43Esther Perel?

  So I think that the commodification that people feel is real. It's not just because of your childhood. It's part of society at this point. There is a way in which we talk about ourselves as products. And there is a way in which we talk about ourselves online with followers as if we are religious leaders. You and me, for that matter. So the first thing, don't go in thinking that you have to find somebody at the first meeting. That's not the way it works. And that you go down your list and, you know, and then if the first thing that goes wrong, you go ick. And you just go on to the next. You know, what I'm doing now, when I address this very question,

• 1:03:26Esther Perel?

  is I show a very famous clip.

• 1:03:31Esther Perel?

  It's classic in psychology called the still face experiment. Have you ever seen it? No, I haven't. It's a two-minute clip on YouTube. In the still face experiment, the mother is playing with the little one. And the little one is pooing and showing her things and, you know. And then at some point, the mother goes still face. And the kid continues to point and continues to call her attention. And within thirty seconds or less of the mother not responding, the kid goes into a panic, a frenzy, loses its body composure, starts shrieking. And basically, you understand that we are relational people from...

• 1:04:09Esther Perel?

  And what this clip shows me is that this is what goes on in ghosting, in breadcrumbing, in checklisting. This is what is the experience of many people at this moment. You go, you have a hedonic treadmill, you meet someone, you think there's possibilities, and then they disappear on you. And you're left like this, and then you unravel. And you do this sometimes twenty times a day with the same person. This is kind of the experience of modern dating in this moment. I haven't seen many people say, "I love it." You know, maybe sixty-five percent of meeting, people meet on an app, but I don't see people saying, "I love it." Actually, it's the number one complaint of people dating at this moment. So... Try to bring back something that is more humane.

• 1:04:54Esther Perel?

  You meet somebody or a friend introduce you to someone. Don't go and meet with them alone in a bar to have a face-to-face conversation, to go down an interview. Do an activity. It's exactly what you were talking about. Do something you enjoy doing. Bring that person to a thing that you're doing with friends. You wanna get to know somebody, put them in a social situation. See how they interact with people. How they act, how they respond, how they engage with people. If you think that you're going to have epiphanies with clarity like an app, forget it. You will be exhausted and you won't meet anybody.

• 1:05:27Jay Shetty?

  Really well said. And I could agree with you more. I'm always trying to push people away. I'm like, get out of your inbox and your DMs and your messages and get out there. There's no way talking to someone over a couple of messages is gonna help you figure anything out. But you've probably spoken to so many people who've had chemistry, lost chemistry, never had it. I feel like a lot of people today that I hear from, they're meeting people, but they're like, there's no spark, there's no chemistry. I'm not feeling anything. What should we want to feel? If there is anything we should want to feel at all with someone? And what is the difference between chemistry compatibility and connection?

• 1:06:05Esther Perel?

  First of all, I think we need to differentiate. Are you looking for chemistry for a love story? Or are you looking for chemistry for a life story? Lots of people you can have chemistry with, have a fantastic night with for that matter, or more. But that's not the person you necessarily wanna make a life with. The project will determine the nature of the chemistry. Right? That's number one. So, number two is curiosity. A desire for more. I wanna, you know, it's like you read a book. A person is a book, right? Or you can use other metaphors. Do you drag yourself through the next page? You know, I should, you know, let me see where it goes? Or like, you can't wait?

• 1:06:51Esther Perel?

  You know, it's a page turner. If you have the experience of the page turner with a person, you want more, you want to have the next conversation. You wanna ask them that kind of question, you wanna go do something else with them. You're on a good track. You know, this notion of this instant combustion of emotion that fills you up, you want a religious experience.

• 1:07:13Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 1:07:13Esther Perel?

  That is not always the case. Sometimes people fall like that, you know, as we say, fall. But the majority of the time, it, things grow, you know, they grow through the interaction. You get a good text, you like what you just read, you find yourself wanting to answer a sentence and you've just answered two pages. You know, you wanted to go and meet them for half an hour and three hours later, you're still sitting on the floor in the hallway, having an enthralling conversation. That's the stuff that breeds the feelings. If you sit there like this and think that some, you know, deus ex machina is gonna fall from the heavens, you're off. You know, it's this false certainty that is not the majority of people.

• 1:07:54Esther Perel?

  And there's many ways in. Some people start hot and then they become lukewarm. And some people start lukewarm and the heat grows over time. There isn't one narrative, this notion that Hollywood has sold us, that you're like, ah, and I can't wait. And I just have this, I fall for you on the spot. That's one plot. There are many plots and if you constrain yourself in thinking, this is how I should be feeling and I'm not feeling it.

• 1:08:23Jay Shetty?

  Hmm.

• 1:08:24Esther Perel?

  Then you, you are limiting your options.

• 1:08:27Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, well, one thing that has really come up a lot with people I've spoken to recently is this idea of they find someone who makes them feel safe,

• 1:08:39Jay Shetty?

  who they feel cared for by. And the person seems to be, they consider them to be good-hearted.

• 1:08:46Esther Perel?

  Mm-hmm.

• 1:08:47Jay Shetty?

  That person makes-

• 1:08:48Esther Perel?

  I'm waiting for the but.

• 1:08:49Jay Shetty?

  Yes, exactly. You're right. You already know. You already know. This person, in their words, makes sense.

• 1:08:55Esther Perel?

  Mm-hmm.

• 1:08:56Jay Shetty?

  But they feel like they're settling because there must be someone else who has all of that, plus the other three things that they want.

• 1:09:05Esther Perel?

  You are a perfect candidate for romantic consumerism, if you think this way. You've been had. You've been, literally, you've become a good person that I can, we can, you know, you, your, your mind is set for somebody telling you, this is the product you need, the perfect fit. And then you are going to be the perfect patient who comes in thinking, I thought my person was like this and this and this, and they're not the deal that I bargained for. It's not what was written on paper. You can, the language, it's like business. You know, capitalism enters romantic life. It's, it's really crippling to people. You know, the more you have this notion of perfection, the lo, the higher you can fall.

• 1:09:51Esther Perel?

  You know, are you perfect? Are you that great? Do you think that everybody falls for, like, what is this notion? So then there is this idea that there is the sense and settling with the passion, you know, and you should have that passion. Passion is a wonderful feeling to have. It's maybe not the best thing to decide if you wanna have a life with somebody on. It's not the most important ingredient for that. You know, that doesn't mean you don't want excitement, intensity, you know, draw. But this idea that there is reason and passion, that's a very old divide. That's the, that is the divide of the 19th century. The rationalists and the romantics.

• 1:10:29Jay Shetty?

  And why do you say that? Why do you think that, and I, and I get that you're giving a balanced approach there, but to enlighten one of us in what you've seen, you compared the love story and the life story.

• 1:10:38Esther Perel?

  Yes.

• 1:10:39Jay Shetty?

  Why do you think, it almost feels like what we've been sold is for the love story, but the life story requires a different set of skills?

• 1:10:45Esther Perel?

  Yes, skills and values and compatibilities. Because there are many more people that you can love than people you can make a life with. I can have many love stories with people that I meet on a trip that I, you know, with whom I have a, a beautiful, short story with. But would that be the person with whom I can, do we share anything else in terms of how we see life? With everything else that life brings? That's a different thing. That doesn't mean you don't want love in the life story. But many more love stories can exist without life story.

• 1:11:24Esther Perel?

  Not that many life stories will exist without a love story. You know, you can call it an adventure, you can call it, you know, and it is what people used to do when they did before they're looking for someone with whom they wanna have a more committed relationship. It's very important that that we see that a lot of the things that we're looking for are the things that make for a real love story. The things we wanna feel, the things that are on the checklist are the things that we've kind of created a an impossible situation. It's really, so you don't settle. If you see, that language says what? I am fantastic, you know, or I am not fantastic, but I'm gonna find someone fantastic who's gonna make me

• 1:12:09Esther Perel?

  rise. And it is a kind of use of people that really is is creating such a psychological positivity. It's really eroding people's sense of self-esteem and sense of self-worth. It's not good.

• 1:12:25Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 1:12:26Esther Perel?

  Where are you at in your life? At twenty-three, you're gonna think differently from thirty-three. You know, at twenty, at thirty-three, it's likely that you're gonna think of a few people that you said no to at twenty-three that were perfectly fine. And you kind of didn't because you kept thinking, I can do better. And this I can do better is eating people up. Because it creates constant restlessness in relationships, in life, in pursuit. And then they need to go and meditate, to get calmer, to be less restless. But the restlessness is this constant pursuit of more, better, younger, and therefore, living with the feeling, not enough.

• 1:13:08Esther Perel?

  I don't have enough, I'm not enough, and that's the crisis that then follows around self-worth. Because you constantly want more, you end up constantly feeling not enough.

• 1:13:19Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, and someone else will make me feel more than enough.

• 1:13:23Esther Perel?

  Yes, the evaluation, you know, the meaning of finding the love partner today is that it will end my sense of constant self-evaluation. I'm evaluating myself, I'm presenting myself, I'm selling myself, I'm trying to compete on the market. It's like language, you know. The romantic language is about the market, you know, the meat. And then, when I find you, my beloved, I will finally stop the process of evaluation. This is a thing from Eva Illus, a great sociologist that studies love relationships.

• 1:13:57Jay Shetty?

  Hmm, that's such a beautiful language as well. Like, you want to end your process of evaluation, when actually a life story is an evolution of self-evaluation. It's only gonna come with more. Do you see there being inherent value in long-term committed relationships? Or is that also a construct of society?

• 1:14:18Esther Perel?

  I see, look, I work very cross-culturally, right? So I, I don't think the answer is the same if I am in Belgium, in India, in Turkey. But I think there is a lot of value in a long-term relationship, but the long-term relationship has doubled in lifespan. So a hundred years ago, we lived half of now, so the long term gets, keeps on getting longer. But there is also tremendous value in having had the possibility of finally being able to end this and to start anew, or to never have had it and to start anew. People who marry for the first time in their sixties, or people who realized that they had a beautiful relationship for certain things and that now they needed something else.

• 1:15:02Esther Perel?

  Marriage was an institution that you couldn't leave. You got in, and you got in for life. And if you didn't like it, you could hope for an early death of your partner, you know. Hopefully, because that was the only way out, and especially for women. I mean, marriage has not meant the same for men and women. Marriage for same-sex people is very recent. So the question has a lot of different pieces. I think that there is something very beautiful in a long novel. And I think that there are beautiful short stories. There isn't a one-size-fits-all at this moment. And the interesting thing is, we've been creative about a lot of things. We disrupt, we are creative about even family life.

• 1:15:45Esther Perel?

  We have blended families, same-sex families, single-parent families, accordion families. But when it comes to romantic couples, romanticism, the exclusiveness, the monogamous long-term model, has been the dominant model for two centuries and is quite strong. So I think we can be more creative. And in rethinking relational arrangements and relationship arrangements that are more diverse and that bring in other people as in the community. Because what is happening in the long-term relationship of today is not only that it is much longer, but it is also much more isolated.

• 1:16:25Jay Shetty?

  Longer and lonelier.

• 1:16:26Esther Perel?

  Longer and lonier. One person to give us what normally an entire village should provide. And that is crippling the relationships under so much weight and so many expectations. So those who do it well, do it better than the relationships of the past, as Eli Finkel. But the majority of them don't manage to climb the Olympus.

• 1:16:49Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, and I, you know, I often think about that because I think what we were talking about earlier, when I first met my wife, I definitely say that there was so much of the romanticism of the perfect relationship.

• 1:17:04Jay Shetty?

  And I often talk about in my book as well about how I proposed to my wife, which was basically based off of Instagram and YouTube videos, how I invented a proposal that was so not personal or not. She liked it? Well, I'll tell you, I'll, I'll tell you what happened. So. And if anyone's heard this story before, I apologize, but I want to. I don't know it, so you can tell me. Yeah. So we'd been together, I think, at that point for like, maybe I proposed after like a couple of years. And so we'd been together, I decided I was gonna propose. We were walking down the bank of the River Thames in London. I had an a cappella group jumped out and sing Bruno Mars, Will You Marry Me?, like Marry You to her. They gave her a bouquet of flowers, they performed this amazing number, I got down on one knee, I proposed.

• 1:17:50Jay Shetty?

  We both shed a tear, she said yes. Uh, we then had dinner on the side of the Thames where I had to kind of finagle a table from a restaurant. I had food that was brought in, but it was cold because everything had gone wrong on the timing. So we ate cold food, which was, we didn't mind, my wife is amazing, so she didn't care. But it, but I was looking at that going, hmm. And then we walked around the corner and we ended up on a white horse drawn carriage that I'd booked, that took us around London on this beautiful carriage, and it was a beautiful trip. And then we got on the train to go back to her parents. And we got home to her parents, her parents opened the door and they said, what happened to you to her? Uh, she had hives all over her face because that was the day I discovered that she was allergic to horses. And I didn't know that and she didn't know that.

• 1:18:35Jay Shetty?

  And I've always looked back and reflected at that story because my wife said yes, she's never complained about it, she was happy with it. But when I really look at it, and as I've got to know her more and more every year, and like you said, I feel like I get to know more of her, new things and old things every year. We've been together for ten years now. And I still feel like every day I'm discovering something new about her. I realized that that was the most impersonal show of love ever. It wasn't, the song wasn't specific to her, the horse drawn carriage wasn't specific to her. The the food was the only thing my wife would care about because she's a big foodie and that's her world and it was cold. And I look back at that event and go, I'm lucky she said yes, but actually the hives were

• 1:19:20Jay Shetty?

  a reminder to me of how little I knew my wife at that time.

• 1:19:24Esther Perel?

  And how eager you were to impress.

• 1:19:26Jay Shetty?

  How eager, exactly, how it was a complete show of ego. I was um twenty maybe six, twenty seven, yeah. Uh, and and just what a show it was as opposed to.

• 1:19:38Esther Perel?

  Did you come from traditional families?

• 1:19:40Jay Shetty?

  Uh, I would say we come, yeah, like, I would say we come from more traditional families. Yes, yeah, definitely. They're they're modern thinking, but generally traditional overall in the world.

• 1:19:50Esther Perel?

  Were they arranged marriages or were they?

• 1:19:52Jay Shetty?

  My mom and dad were and pretty much hers was as well. Yeah, pretty much her parents were as well.

• 1:19:57Esther Perel?

  So that's a major.

• 1:19:59Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 1:19:59Esther Perel?

  Transition. So when you ask me about long term relationships, I think people who are in an arranged marriage system answer that question very differently.

• 1:20:08Jay Shetty?

  Yes.

• 1:20:09Esther Perel?

  Than people who start with the romantic. You know what the research says, right?

• 1:20:12Jay Shetty?

  What does, I I've seen bits, but please clarify, yeah, I don't assume.

• 1:20:16Esther Perel?

  I think it's Dan Ariely's research that people who start with romantic and falling in love and passion are much more likely to then experience a dissatisfaction in the relationship than the majority of people who start in an arranged situation, which is much more rational. Actually, their satisfaction rises as they get to know each other and develop the fondness and the relationship. I think this is true if the relationship is good.

• 1:20:40Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, if it's good.

• 1:20:41Esther Perel?

  For those for whom it was really not a good match, it must be.

• 1:20:45Jay Shetty?

  Horrific.

• 1:20:45Esther Perel?

  Horrific.

• 1:20:45Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, and and I think the reason why I was sharing that story was because I think what I've realized, and you were mentioning this earlier, is that I feel like I found the person who has.

• 1:21:00Jay Shetty?

  Helped me continue self-evaluation in a way that I would have avoided with someone else. Or that I would have tried to avoid if I would have had multiple love stories. Whereas this life story that I have with my wife currently is just the most purifying and cleansing, detoxifying process internally. But in the most fun, loving and caring way. And I look at that and I, I think about that often where I think to myself,

• 1:21:37Jay Shetty?

  I would have had to learn these lessons with anyone. But maybe someone else may not be able to challenge me as much as my wife does with the lack of criticism and complaint and judgment in a safe space with humor. Which actually makes it accessible to me. And it's, it's one of these really interesting reflections I wanted to share with you to hear your thoughts on that. Because I don't think I would, there are so many skills today that I have only because I married this particular person. There are, there are so many emotional parts of myself that I've been able to discover because of this person. There have been so many, you know.

• 1:22:12Esther Perel?

  You know what you're telling me in some way is you didn't succeed in impressing her.

• 1:22:18Jay Shetty?

  I have never succeeded in impressing my wife. And it is the best lesson.

• 1:22:22Esther Perel?

  That's her power.

• 1:22:22Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 1:22:23Esther Perel?

  You know, I mean, not that you're not impressive to her, that she doesn't appreciate and admire. But you didn't succeed.

• 1:22:29Jay Shetty?

  Till this day.

• 1:22:30Esther Perel?

  Right. And therefore, her opinion matters. And therefore she can keep you on your toes. And therefore she doesn't let you sit on your laurels and get away with stuff. And therefore she can see you in a more humble way when you come home from having done forty stage events after another, where you get, you know, clapped the whole time and you kind of lose a sense of, you know, proportions. And that is an extremely, I think that you're very lucky. And not just lucky because you found her, but also because you knew, you knew that you did need someone who challenges you and who can hold hers to you. But do it in a way that doesn't feel authoritarian or humiliating or ball busting, et cetera.

• 1:23:14Esther Perel?

  And so it creates the right friction. She cares. And she can criticize. She loves and she can challenge. You know, it's both and and that the holding those tensions in a relationship is in my mind very important and very um gives a lot of strength and energy to a relationship.

• 1:23:36Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, I think I yeah, oh, sorry, please.

• 1:23:39Esther Perel?

  No, no, that's it. I think the it's your self-awareness of it that is really good. It's like if you had somebody who just looks like that, it would have been a problem. If you had somebody who just did that, it would have been a problem. But you knew that you needed that.

• 1:23:52Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, and I don't think I knew it before we started having that experience, but it it just became really evident to me that she loves me for who I am, not what I do and and what I achieve and how I try to impress, for example. And I think that's a great reminder for me to love myself for who I am and not love myself for what I achieve or what I do or what I create. And I think that that is a really, I'm like, that's.

• 1:24:19Esther Perel?

  It's very important.

• 1:24:20Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, yeah, to to have some, yeah, and and it's also how you perceive it. I think what you're saying is true, like I've talked about it with people. I could easily perceive and people could perceive and say, Jay, you're just a pushover, Jay, you're just, you know, making it up. You're making sense of something and it's bad treatment or whatever. And I'm like, well, no, because I can see that it's done from love and care and it's humor, as you said, like it it's done from such a special, loving place that I feel, that I know it's a knowingness, that it is liberating and it is it is wonderful. But it's interesting because I think a lot of people may have that experience, but they don't want to be humble, they don't want to access that point. And I'm fortunate that my my monk training is kicks in there and and allows for that

• 1:25:04Jay Shetty?

  vulnerability and self-reflection and not thinking I'm perfect. Whereas I wonder if that's we we're scared to do that because. We almost want our partner to make us feel perfect.

• 1:25:16Esther Perel?

  No, I think, I think that this, this thing of perfection is, I think we want our partners to recognize us and accept us in our imperfection.

• 1:25:26Jay Shetty?

  But it comes in the form of, at least in the beginning, demanding adoration and.

• 1:25:30Esther Perel?

  Yeah, but the beginning is only the beginning. It's one phase of a relationship.

• 1:25:35Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 1:25:36Esther Perel?

  You know, I think my, my friend Terry Real has this beautiful definition, self-esteem or self-worth or self-confidence is seeing ourselves as flawed, imperfect people and still hold ourselves in high regard.

• 1:25:55Esther Perel?

  If you actually need to see yourself as perfect, you lack the confidence. The confidence is the ability to make mistakes and not to not sleep over it for three weeks because you feel such shame and such, you know, intense attack on your identity. But I have a question from you for you that from what you've just said, do you feel that these days on both sides of, on all sides of the spectrum, of the gender spectrum, that people are so enraptured with the notion of identity and holding on to the self that they find accepting influence from another person, an instant threat of their identity, like pushover. Pushover is,

• 1:26:40Esther Perel?

  is, is like, you know, it, it, it's a power dynamic instantly when you use that word. You know, if you accept what your wife says, what kind of a man are you, right? You're just a pushover. That's more in the masculine version. The women have it in the, and but it is along the whole spectrum. Something about the way we are so busy protecting our egos is making everything that involves letting someone else actually have influence over us, which is part of what being in a relationship is about as an attack.

• 1:27:11Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, I mean, I'd love to discuss this with you and my, my reflection from what you were saying, and I was nodding along because I, there's so much of it that I agree with. I think that.

• 1:27:24Jay Shetty?

  What I see is most of us struggle to know ourself when we get into a relationship. So I think I'd propose that I don't think most people have a lot of self-awareness when they get into a romantic relationship. So they don't actually have a conscious sense of self-identity. We have a subconscious sense of self-identity in the sense of what our parents taught us and what family and media, we have all this mix of stuff. But we wouldn't, if I asked someone to lay out their top ten values, they wouldn't be able to do that because they'd be like, I'm not sure.

• 1:27:59Jay Shetty?

  And what ends up happening, I think, in that scenario is you adopt the values of the other person. And then at some point, you go, wait a minute, I've just been doing what you want. And you think that person made you adopt their values, but actually you just didn't know yours. And so I think you see that happen in some relationships. In other relationships, I think what you're saying is true. People are so definitive about their own self-identity that they go into a relationship going, I'm not going to get influenced at all by this person. And I think that also happens because we're getting into long-term relationships later in life. So if you're going into a relationship later in life, chances are you actually have, you know who you are and what you want to do and what you're building and what's important to you.

• 1:28:44Jay Shetty?

  When you're younger, you're less self-aware. When you're older, hopefully you're somewhat more self-aware. And so you're more concrete in your ideology.

• 1:28:50Esther Perel?

  But the opposite could be equally true.

• 1:28:52Jay Shetty?

  The opposite could be equally true.

• 1:28:53Esther Perel?

  When you're young, you think you know everything and you're certain about stuff you have no certainty about.

• 1:28:57Jay Shetty?

  Totally.

• 1:28:57Esther Perel?

  And when you get older, you actually become more flexible because you realize that there isn't one way for everything.

• 1:29:03Jay Shetty?

  Totally, exactly. So it can be both ways. And I think overall, I think the point that at least I think we're trying to get to, which I like, is that it's a bit of both. There's, there's, it's almost like, I read, I'm trying to find this poem and I can't find it ever since I read it. It's one of those, I'm sharing it here because hopefully someone finds it. I read this poem while I was researching and there was this beautiful poet and I can't find it. I've like, I've like looked for it and everything, but this poet was talking about how when you are single, you've been...

• 1:29:35Jay Shetty?

  Building your home with the bricks that you were given. And your home is broken and some of it's beautiful. Because that's how we are as people. Some parts of our home make sense and some part of the bricks are falling out. And he said, when you come into a relationship, you want the other person to move into your home. You want them to come to your home and the other person wants you to go to their home. But actually, what you need to do is take the bricks you both like from your own homes and build a new home together. And I really love that visual, the idea that this unified agreement, which was the language you used, or this idea that you're saying of like, how much do I allow the influence without feeling powerless?

• 1:30:18Jay Shetty?

  But to feel like we're co-creating something. You know, my wife and I have a lot of agreements that they're not rules or contracts, but they're agreements of how we deal with certain things. And it's something we've created together. It's not something we adopted from my parents, her parents or anywhere else. And I feel that if we walked into a relationship and said, what do we want to build together? What do we want to create together? What does a good, healthy relationship mean to us? To me, those questions at least feel empowering as opposed to draining of power.

• 1:30:49Esther Perel?

  One of the complementarities in relationships is that we are often drawn to a person who brings characteristics that we are trying to get away from.

• 1:31:01Jay Shetty?

  Hmm, so true, so true.

• 1:31:04Esther Perel?

  Understand?

• 1:31:05Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, so true.

• 1:31:05Esther Perel?

  So it's, I mean, when it's dynamic, it's really a very beautiful, you know, knitting of the dough.

• 1:31:14Jay Shetty?

  Yeah. So Esther, through our conversation, you've been referencing this new course of yours, which I'm so excited for people to do because I feel like so many of what things we've discovered today with your books and your work.

• 1:31:26Esther Perel?

  The Man Practice.

• 1:31:27Jay Shetty?

  Yes, exactly. How do you actually apply it? So please tell us where we can find this course and the name of the course and where it is.

• 1:31:32Esther Perel?

  Turning Conflict Into Connection. It's a one hour, eight videos with a fantastic workbook that really not just helps you fight better and more constructively, but also helps you relate better. Because if you have a different attitude toward conflict, you have a whole different relationship. It's on my website, esterparel.com, and it's coming out October 10.

• 1:31:54Jay Shetty?

  Okay, amazing. Well, I recommend everyone who's listening and watching, make sure you go and check out the course. If you've loved this conversation, I know you're gonna get so much value from it, so much insight. And of course, make sure you go and take a look at all of Esther's books as well. So please check those out. I want to do one last thing, Esther, with you.

• 1:32:10Esther Perel?

  Yes.

• 1:32:11Jay Shetty?

  Because you did our final five last time.

• 1:32:12Esther Perel?

  Yeah, because when we don't fight, I want you to play. And so first I created the game. I said, let's play.

• 1:32:18Jay Shetty?

  I love it. This is Esther's beautiful game, Where Should We Begin?, a game of stories by Esther Perel. If you don't have this, grab it too. We're gonna pick a couple of cards and have some fun with this.

• 1:32:28Esther Perel?

  Open it like a chocolate.

• 1:32:30Jay Shetty?

  Oh, there we go. There we go, like a choc-

• 1:32:32Esther Perel?

  I'm Belgian.

• 1:32:33Jay Shetty?

  Do you know what's really fun? I love chocolate, so you speak in my language completely.

• 1:32:37Esther Perel?

  We are too.

• 1:32:37Jay Shetty?

  I'm going to take this out and we're going to shuffle these cards. And then what do we do? Pick one at random?

• 1:32:44Esther Perel?

  Yes, we pick. Look, this is, you know, relationships have stories.

• 1:32:49Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 1:32:49Esther Perel?

  And we tell stories about ourselves to people at every level.

• 1:32:52Jay Shetty?

  Yeah.

• 1:32:54Esther Perel?

  And we recreate connection, intimacy, and fun. You pick.

• 1:32:59Jay Shetty?

  This is fun. Oh, I'm picking first?

• 1:33:00Esther Perel?

  Let's start.

• 1:33:00Jay Shetty?

  Then you hold it, you shuffle it too, then I'll- to make sure everyone knows that this is truly random. I want to have some fun and I love stuff like this. So I love games. I love play. Like, one of my wife's and I's favorite things to do is, we play a lot of pickleball right now.

• 1:33:13Esther Perel?

  Will you write to me after you've played with her?

• 1:33:15Jay Shetty?

  Escape rooms. Yeah, I'm gonna, this one, I'm gonna, yeah, definitely. I'd love to.

• 1:33:19Esther Perel?

  All right, off we go.

• 1:33:20Jay Shetty?

  Okay.

• 1:33:21Esther Perel?

  If you don't like it, you pick another.

• 1:33:23Jay Shetty?

  Oh, okay. Is that how it works?

• 1:33:24Esther Perel?

  Well, it works like now.

• 1:33:27Jay Shetty?

  I'm gonna do a few. I'll do a few, because they're quick. So, "At a party, you'll find me" is the prompt. And so, "At a party, you'll find me", finding the one person I can have a deep, meaningful conversation with, sitting in the corner with them, and having existential conversations for the whole night, and people may not even know I was at the party.

• 1:33:48Esther Perel?

  That would be me.

• 1:33:49Jay Shetty?

  Really? So then we'd just be sitting next to each other. Great, I love that. So I'll do that with you. I love it. Awesome. Oh, me again?

• 1:33:55Esther Perel?

  Yeah.

• 1:33:56Jay Shetty?

  Oh, you're like poking that out to me. This is like-

• 1:33:59Esther Perel?

  I caught it.

• 1:33:59Jay Shetty?

  There we go. All right. Oh, wow. If I could change something about the way I was raised, it would be. So the easy answer, the first thing that came to mind is I wouldn't change anything because I'm really happy with the human I am today and how my life has gone the way it has. I really, I really think that is my honest answer. But if I, if I could change something about the way I was raised.

• 1:34:23Esther Perel?

  And it doesn't just have to be your family.

• 1:34:25Jay Shetty?

  Yeah, I would say it would be. I would have loved earlier on to know that there were so many more careers and paths in the world. So when I met the monks when I was eighteen years old, that was the first time my mind was open to that path. But it took me years to recognize that you could have a career in media, that you could have a career in.

• 1:34:46Esther Perel?

  Do this.

• 1:34:46Jay Shetty?

  Do this. Like, I had never thought, I never knew any of that. Like, I literally thought there were like three. It sounds ridiculous, but I was so limited in my thinking growing up because of what I was surrounded by. I would change that. I want people to know that there are so many different. I didn't know you could be a therapist. I didn't know you could be a neuroscientist. I didn't know you could be, I would have wanted to be a neuroscientist if I knew that existed.

• 1:35:09Esther Perel?

  I didn't know I can be a therapist outside my office. I've worked in a field that is very confidential. I could never talk about what I did. And through the podcast, I'm able to work with people who are not patients, will never be, and so I can actually bring what is happening between the four walls to the world and bring the world inside the office and you can be a fly on the wall in someone else's session.

• 1:35:34Jay Shetty?

  Amazing. So just a reminder, everyone, the game is called Where Should We Begin? Uh, you can also order the game as well.

• 1:35:41Esther Perel?

  With your friends.

• 1:35:42Jay Shetty?

  Play with your friends and family.

• 1:35:43Esther Perel?

  With your dates, with your partner. You grab a few cards, you put in your pocket, you can leave the box.

• 1:35:48Jay Shetty?

  Yes.

• 1:35:49Esther Perel?

  And off you go into Storyland.

• 1:35:50Jay Shetty?

  I love it. And you can surprise someone with chocolates in it, too.

• 1:35:53Esther Perel?

  Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. You can mix, you can mix and match.

• 1:35:57Jay Shetty?

  Esther has been such an honor, honestly, talking to you. I, I feel so. It's really interesting when you talk to someone and you just feel like. You've immersed yourself so deeply in this space for so many decades, and the wisdom shines through your words. It shines through your empathy, at the same time, your assertiveness. I am so grateful that you do what you do for the world. Honestly, I learned so much from you. I learned so much from your work. I'm a student of your work, and I honestly feel humbled and grateful that I've got to spend this time with you. And I highly encourage everyone to go and immerse themselves in your world in all ways. So, thank you so much for the gift that you offer to the world. I really mean that.

• 1:36:35Esther Perel?

  Thank you. It means a lot.

• 1:36:37Jay Shetty?

  I mean it. Thank you.

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