469: Dangerous Secret Missions. With Army Col (Ret) Bill Reeder.

>Join Jocko Underground< https://www.jockounderground.com/subscribe COL (Ret.) William S. Reeder is a legendary aviator who has made contributions to survival, evasion, resistance, escape (SERE) training and the attack helicopter community. His 30-year career included two combat tours in Vietnam flying armed OV-1 Mohawk reconnaissance airplanes and AH-1 Cobra attack helicopters. On May 9, 1972, he was leading a team of AH-1 Cobras supporting two Vietnamese ranger battalions and their American advisors. He was shot down, his co-pilot/gunner killed. Severely wounded, he evaded the enemy but was eventually captured spending nearly a year as a prisoner of war (POW). Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/jocko-podcast/exclusive-content

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• 0:00Jocko Willink?

  This is Jocko Podcast number 469 with Echo Charles and me, Jocko Willink. Good evening, Echo. Good evening. The war raged. It had been raging for some time. I arrived in the country in the middle of the night on Halloween, 1968. I was young, a 22-year-old newly-promoted US Army captain, eager to find my manhood to learn what I was made of. I was anxious over the explosive light displays I'd seen in the distance as our World Airways flight abruptly dropped into a steep, spiraling approach, landing at Ben Hoa Air Base, just outside Saigon, the capital of South Vietnam. As I walked toward the military bus there to pick us up,

• 0:45Jocko Willink?

  I noted with some concern the heavy gauge wire mesh across the windows. Our escort told us it was to prevent anyone from throwing grenades through the windows as we drove down narrow streets on our way to Long Bin Army Post a few miles northwest. "Welcome to the combat zone," I thought. Little did I know how far this was from the reality of war I'd soon come to know. I'd heard the unit I was going to, the 131st, flew special, highly-classified missions, some of the most hazardous in Southeast Asia. Many of its aircraft had been shot down far behind enemy lines.

• 1:29Jocko Willink?

  Only a few crew members ever recovered. General Wes Morland, the commander of all forces in Vietnam, authorized the black flight suit for the aviators, the only Army unit in Vietnam given that honor.

• 1:46Jocko Willink?

  And that right there is an excerpt from a book called "We Dared to Fly Dangerous Secret Missions During the Vietnam War", written by retired Army Colonel William Reader Jr. This is the third book written by Colonel Reader. He wrote another book called "Extraordinary Valor", about Special Forces Major John Duffy, Medal of Honor recipient, who fought, led, and saved a South Vietnamese battalion from being completely overrun and obliterated. And Colonel Reader flew his Cobra attack helicopter in support of Major Duffy. And that was before Colonel Reader was shot down over the central highlands of Vietnam,

• 2:28Jocko Willink?

  was captured by the North Vietnamese, placed in a jungle prison camp, was starved, tortured, beaten, subjected to mock executions, and eventually forced to march 200 miles on the Ho Chi Minh Trail to Hanoi, where he spent months in the Hanoi Hilton Prison Camp before finally being released on March 27, 1973. And he detailed that experience in his book, Through the Valley: My Captivity in Vietnam. And Colonel Reader has been on this podcast twice before, episode 63, where we discussed his book Through the Valley and his experience as a prisoner of war. And then on episode 342, where we talked about his book,

• 3:10Jocko Willink?

  Extraordinary Valor. And it is an honor to have one of my heroes back again, Colonel Reader, to discuss this latest book, We Dared to Fly, which describes his first tour in Vietnam, in Vietnam, flying harrowing missions over Vietnam, Laos, and Cambodia in the Grumman OV1 Mohawk Observation and Attack Airplane. Colonel Reader, thank you for coming back. It's great to see you and an honor for you to come back and talk to us one more time.

• 3:42Speaker 01

  Jocko, Echo, thank you. It's a pleasure to be here. Thank you very much.

• 3:46Jocko Willink?

  And you kind of wrote these books in reverse order, right? How'd that happen?

• 3:53Speaker 01

  Oh, there's definitely a story behind that and so many things. The first book that I wrote, Through the Valley: My Captivity in Vietnam, was about my prisoner of war experience. I was really driven to write that, motivated to write it, because I felt there was an important story to be told about

• 4:13Speaker 01

  My prisoner of war experience, but even more than mine, to use my story to get the account out of the entire southern experience, prisoners who were captured in South Vietnam. Most of the information, most of the books written, most of the publicity about prisoners of war when we came home, dealt with those guys shot down and captured in North Vietnam. The Air Force, Navy, Marine Corps fighter and bomber pilots who went down there, moved immediately into the prison system in the north, and then eventually finding their way to one of the major prisons like the Hanoi Hilton. There have been very little, very few accounts of what happened to those others who were captured in the south. So I thought that was an important story to tell.

• 4:57Speaker 01

  I wrote my account, I tried to, well, in each of my books, but this one particularly, to include the story of the other prisoners who were captured in the south, what they endured for much longer than I did, until their release. I got the manuscript written, and then I found that writing is a difficult chore, but that's only half the project. Yeah. Once you get the manuscript written, you have to find someone who's going to publish it. Or you can self-publish, I mean, a lot of people do that, but I really wanted to find a reputable publishing house to publish my book. That took about another year. Eventually, I got connected with the Naval Institute Press, and they published the first book. So, that was done, that was out.

• 5:40Speaker 01

  Now, in my story of my captivity, I start with my arrival at Vietnam in my second tour of duty, and go through the deteriorating situation as the Easter Offensive of 1972 erupted, and then how I eventually found myself, and, well, I was in harm's way every day, but a particularly horrendous battle on May 9, 1972, that I got shot down and captured. In laying out that account from my arrival at the end of December until getting shot down in May, I described this deteriorating situation and some of the battles that I was involved in that led up to that. Some of them pretty hairy battles. One took place at a location called Firebase Charlie on Rocket Ridge.

• 6:27Speaker 01

  I shared that in my first book. It takes about, I don't know, a few paragraphs, no more than a page, page and a half. As in all my work, I want to be sure I get my facts as absolutely correct as I can. Dust off my old memories from all those many, many years long ago and be sure I've got them right. So in trying to describe, though briefly, that Battle of Firebase Charlie, I talked to guys in the unit that flew the mission with me. One recommended if I really wanted to get all the detail, to find, track down the American advisor who was on the ground with that Vietnamese paratroop battalion, of which, and as I found out, and found the advisor, John Duffy, I found out that battle

• 7:07Speaker 01

  was even more horrendous than I thought. That airborne battalion went into that fight with 471 South Vietnamese paratroopers and their one single American advisor, Special Forces Major John Duffy. After two weeks of battle, three very intense days at the end, there were 36 paratroopers that survived and Duffy to get off of that hill and get rescued. Duffy wounded five times during the battle. So that was, that was pretty spectacular. Now, in talking to John Duffy, over many times to get those facts right, he started dropping hints. And if you come to know John, you'll understand this. He said, hey, you know, that was really a big battle, a very significant battle. Nobody really knows much

• 7:50Speaker 01

  about that battle. Someone ought to write the history of Firebase Charlie. So I said, oh, finally, okay, John, I got it. Just, I'll do this. And I had envisioned, you know, do some maybe 12 to 20-page monograph, get the facts. And here, John, look, you got the history of the Battle of Firebase Charlie. But as I started researching, talking to him, talking to the senior surviving Vietnamese officer who had made it to the United States, and he had assumed command in the middle of the battle when the battalion commander got killed in shelling, there was a story to be told. So I started taking notes, interviewing people, doing archival research, and that ended up with the book Extraordinary Valor,

• 8:34Speaker 01

  the second book that I wrote.

• 8:36Jocko Willink?

  That book's phenomenal. And yeah, we covered that book on on Podcast 342. It's like you said, it's such an insane battle. And the amount of detail that you have, and I remember we talked about it last time you were on the podcast. You were able to sit down with some of these survivors and pull out battle maps and go through the terrain and talk through. So you have detailed and there's recording of radio calls. Coming from Major Duffy and, you know, calling the aircraft in. It's just, it's, it's incredible, incredible book. And obviously, and when you were on the podcast, he was just awarded his, his Distinguished Service Cross was upgraded to the Medal of Honor.

• 9:20Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 9:21Jocko Willink?

  Finally, after however many 30 or 40 or whatever, 50 years. It got upgraded and he received the Medal of Honor. He was awarded it.

• 9:30Speaker 01

  Yeah, for that battle. And, uh, and it was, the, the timing was interesting. That book was not the reason he got the Medal up upgraded to the Medal of Honor. Because the book was, was in work, the Medal of Honor was already approved. But the book was published on, in July of 2022, on July 5th, he was standing in the White House, getting the Medal of Honor and hung around his neck. I had the, the privilege, the honor to be invited and join him at the, at the White House. That was, that was extraordinary. But yeah, so, so I got that book written and, uh, and, and published and thought that I was probably done with, uh, with my publishing career, which I had never set out to become any kind of an author, other than get that first Vietnam POW book done, which led to that.

• 10:13Speaker 01

  And the same thing with that. I got the manuscript done. Naval Institute Press, uh, was, I'll, I'll go ahead. Naval Institute Press was not, they wanted to publish it, but, uh, they didn't like the narrative style that I incorporated in the book. I recreate a lot of the dialogue, just to make it an interesting story. But the dialogue is true to the memories of the guys that I interview and true to my recollections. That was okay in my memoir. They didn't particularly want it in this next book. They, and they told me, they said, if you'll just, uh, get rid of some of that narrative and make this more just a factual, historical account, we'd love to publish it. And I said, no, no, I'm a storyteller. I want to tell the story. That's not getting changed. So once again, I'm off in search of a publisher.

• 10:57Speaker 01

  And it took me another year or so to finally get connected with Lyons Press, who agreed to publish it. They were very happy with it. And after this was already published for some time, my editor came to me and said, hey, we really like what you did on this book, Extraordinary Valor. We'd love to work with you on another project. Do you have any ideas? So I guess I've arrived when a publisher comes to me and says, would you write a book for us? So that led to this, this third book, We Dared to Fly. I popped out a couple of ideas. One was a fiction novel thing. He goes, no, no, we want another, we want another nonfiction true story. So then I came back to my first tour of duty, flying the Mohawk. I knew there

• 11:42Speaker 01

  was a good story, some good stories there to tell, but my concern, that mission, well, both books have classified missions. In my first, Through the Valley, we had been supporting MACV SOG, and all those missions were, were very highly classified. So for years, I couldn't say anything about what I did on that tour, other than I flew Cobras. But thanks to a guy named John Plastra, he wrote a book, America's Secret Commandos, about the SOG missions and got permissions. And so that all got declassified. The Mohawk, though, those were secret, some top secret missions, and I could never talk about those. But with the invitation to write another book, I started doing a little bit of research and checking.

• 12:23Speaker 01

  And to my amazement, I was coming across unclassified document, or declassified document after declassified document, including on the CIA website, CIA documents were stamped undeclassified. Wow. So I found that there was material there that I could use. I could finally tell that story, including some of the stuff we did connected to the CIA in Laos, and wrote the manuscript and sent it to the publisher. And here's the book. So that's, yeah, that's how I came to write all three books in reverse order. If someone was to start from scratch and wanted to read all three of these as Reader's Vietnam Trilogy, they should read them in exactly the opposite order that I, that I wrote them. Start with the third book, then the second, then the first.

• 13:09Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, well, the book came out awesome. It's incredible book and I guess we can jump into it. We read about your arrival at Phu Bai Airfield, where you're going to be working with the 131st. And 131st was originally called something else, ASTSA or something like that?

• 13:29Speaker 01

  It was, yeah, not to go too deeply into the whole Mohawk history. The Army acquired the aircraft. It was originally a joint Army-Marine Corps project. The Marines, well, the Marines didn't want to drop out. The Navy, who controlled Marine Corps funding, put those Mohawk funds against something else. So the Marine Corps couldn't go with the project anymore. Army got the aircraft. The Army tested the aircraft. Originally, it was designed and intended for use as both a recon surveillance platform and a gun platform. It had the capability to hang a good amount of ordnance on the wing stores on the aircraft. And tests were done in the early 60s at Fort Benning, Georgia, in the, this new concept of air mobility.

• 14:11Speaker 01

  The Mohawk was included and used for both recon and strike aircraft. Eventually, the Army started deploying some units to Vietnam. The first unit to deploy was the 23rd Special Warfare Aviation Detachment, 23rd SQUAD, went down to Vong Tau and worked in southern part of Vietnam. And they had armed Mohawks, did recon and attack. The next unit to go was the 20th ASTA, the 20th Aerial Surveillance Target Acquisition Detachment. It went first in the Chang and then eventually moved up to Way Phu Bai. Both the units had successes, both the units had a number of losses. The 20th ASTA took the most losses because its

• 14:55Speaker 01

  mission became primarily outside of Vietnam. With all the losses, though, because of the criticality of the information that was being gathered, the Army kept resupplying aircraft, new replacement aircraft, more crews, and by 1960, let me get my dates right, I think it was late 66 sometime, decided this unit needed more capabilities. So they increased its size from a detachment up to a full-blown aviation company and re-designated it from the 20th ASTA to the 131st Surveillance Airplane Company, went from six aircraft up to 18 aircraft with all the crews and support personnel to run that operation.

• 15:38Jocko Willink?

  And that's what you show up into. Um, and let's get into this. You show up there. Uh, it says,

• 15:46Jocko Willink?

  "The building was painted a dull gray. Fifty-five gallon drum, drums stacked too high and filled with sand lined the outside, save an opening for the entry door in the front and two exit doors, one on the far side, another onto a small concrete patio out back. The sand-filled barrels were there to provide some protection from the frequent mortar and rocket attacks that pounded the base. Our enemy lurked close by. I stepped through the door to see a couple dozen people standing in front of the bar. These were the pilots not out flying missions that night, along with the intel officers and civilian tech reps supporting the unit. Many of the aviators wore black flight suits. Others standard jungle fatigues. They all smiled. I saw three familiar faces straight

• 16:27Jocko Willink?

  ahead. John and Joe Loudermilk, identical, identical twin brothers, and Billy Wood. We were flight school classmates. The three of us were among the six top graduates in our class, picked to go directly into the qualification course to learn to fly the Grumman-built OV1 Mohawk, the most sophisticated and expensive aircraft in the army. The airplane I'd now come to Vietnam to fly. The Loudermilks and I had carpooled together every day for the first half of flight school. We were close, good friends. The group faced me in a crescent. My friends in the middle, they support, they supported the biggest grins. John put out his hand. I began, began raising mine as I walked toward him. I'd only taken a few steps when everyone began to chant. He's on

• 17:12Jocko Willink?

  the Hawk, on the Hawk. New guy stepped on the Hawk. I heard the bell over the bar ring loudly. He's buying the bar. I looked down. My feet stood squarely on top of a large black Hawk inlaid into the club's tile floor, right in the center of the room. You'd only miss stepping on it if you knew it was there and understood the penalty imposed on all who dared tread upon the sacred image. Or, as I would later learn, were thrown onto it. "Welcome aboard, Wild Bill," John said, laughing. "You're paying for drinks. That's what it costs when you step on the Hawk." "Wild Bill?" I inquired. "Yes, Wild Bill. We remembered your, we remember your antics in flight school, so gave you that nickname. Everybody's here got a nickname. That one is quite appropriate for you." Okay, Wild Bill it is.

• 17:59Jocko Willink?

  So that's your welcome aboard. How rare was it? How awesome was it that you showed up and these buddies that you had from flight school in there?

• 18:07Speaker 01

  It's I never heard of anything else like this in my life. You know, first of all, the army is signing two twin brothers to the same combat unit. That is not supposed to happen, but but it did. And it ends up that more guys show up. There were six of us in our flight school class, and only six of us were selected to go into the Grumman OV1 Mohawk from our flight school class, flight school class around 100 people, I guess, something like that. So six of us, top grads in the class, we get picked for the Mohawk, we get qualified, training at Fort Rucker, Alabama, training at Fort Wachuk, Arizona, off to Vietnam with orders just to Vietnam. Nobody knew where we were going. I had no idea those guys were there. So I get there, three of them are already at Phu Bai, and that's when I my first night, I just arrived in the unit in the story, dropped

• 18:52Speaker 01

  my stuff in a hooch, walked to the club, and there's those guys, hey, hey, I'm happy. Okay, now I buy the bar. Later on, there's going to be two more guys from our flight school class show up. So we had a total of six guys from flight school into the Mohawk course, and all of us in the same unit in Vietnam.

• 19:10Jocko Willink?

  There are so many good stories in here. By the book, of course, we're going to cover a little bit of it. But he's the nicknames, everyone's got them. So you got Sweet and Sour Louder Milk. That's who they were.

• 19:19Speaker 01

  Yeah, the guy that was married got sweet. The guy that was single got sour.

• 19:24Jocko Willink?

  Billy Wood was Sac Rat, because I guess he slept a lot. Pretty soon, a tall major walked over, and it's the CEO, a guy by the name of Gary Alton. As John introduced me around, Joe asked, what are you drinking? You're buying? I'll have a Scotch and soda if you if they have it. Oh, yeah. And Major Alton's nickname is Mr. Clean.

• 19:42Speaker 01

  Yeah, he's a tall, bald headed guy. He looked just like Mr. Clean in the cleanser ads, yeah.

• 19:49Jocko Willink?

  Back to the drinks here. I'll have a Scotch and soda if they have it. How about Chivas Regal? How do you say that?

• 19:55Speaker 01

  Chivas Regal. Yeah, that was a response back to me.

• 19:58Jocko Willink?

  How about Chivas Regal? Costs you all of 25 cents a shot. The cheaper stuff is a nickel less. Chivas it is. The bartender, an off duty sergeant named Joe Jack Ballet, opened beers and poured drinks. I put $10 on the bar. That would cover things for a while. We drank away the evening. My classmates celebrated my arrival, and I chatted with strangers who would soon become my brothers. It got late. I got drunk. I went to bed.

• 20:26Jocko Willink?

  The beautiful prose.

• 20:28Speaker 01

  Oh, Jacques Balle, I think he was originally a French Canadian, a French, and one of our NCOs. So yeah, one of our NCOs is in there tending our bar, seeing all the nonsense going on in the officer corps.

• 20:42Jocko Willink?

  Uh, fast forward a little bit, before you start flying missions, you have to do a checkout.

• 20:46Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 20:46Jocko Willink?

  Um, we met the aircraft. I was still in awe every time I looked at the Mohawk. It was unlike any other airplane. It was fast by army standards. The plane was acrobatic, capable of loops and rolls and any number of other slights of aerial ballet. It was strong, able to sustain punishing G-forces and keep on flying through the, through battle damage that would bring other aircraft out of the sky. The Mohawk was built by Grumman Aircraft, whose Long Island factory was popularly known as the Grumman Iron Works because of its longstanding reputation of building nearly indestructible airplanes, which is normally what they call shipyards, like Bath Iron Works, so I don't fucking mean. Some said it was not a pretty airplane. They likened it to a bug-eyed, pregnant guppy.

• 21:31Jocko Willink?

  And it is a very unique looking aircraft. I found it beautiful. I'd seen my first Mohawk a year earlier while in flight school in Fort Stewart, Georgia, about 40 miles southwest of Savannah. Uh, fast forward a little bit. One student pilot bragged, "That's what I want to do. I want to be a Mohawk pilot." A classmate snidely jabbed, "You'd better worry about graduating from flight school first." The test pilot heard and proclaimed to all, "Only a few of the very best ever get to be Mohawk pilots." He turned and pointed at the three vertical fins at the back of the aircraft. "It takes quite a superb aviator to be able to handle three pieces of tail so close together." That was a wise crack about the Mohawk I'd hear often over the years. What's the purpose? Why do they have three tail fins like that? Is there any reason?

• 22:15Speaker 01

  The, the first prototypes were built with just a big, single tail. And, uh, and they found they could get better stability with the aircraft with, uh, with three control surfaces back there. So it's got a triple tail. And I like the, like the old constellation airliner.

• 22:27Jocko Willink?

  Heck. Uh, I asked the pilot if I could step forward and touch the side of that marvelous thing. He nodded sure. I walked over, put my hand, hand against his olive drab metal skin. I fell in love.

• 22:39Speaker 01

  It's a little corny, but absolutely positively true. I love that airplane. I just, and I'd had no idea I'd ever be allowed to fly it at that point. But I saw that and just really fell in love with it.

• 22:50Jocko Willink?

  So you're going through flight school with like a hundred people in your flight school and most of them are going to get helicopters in the Army?

• 22:54Speaker 01

  No, no.

• 22:55Jocko Willink?

  Aviation or was this fixed wing?

• 22:56Speaker 01

  This is an interesting time. Back then, this is 1967, the Army had two flight schools. Uh, helicopters were just coming to their fore through the Vietnam War. Uh, we had two flight schools, a fixed wing flight school and a rotary wing flight school. I got, I got selected for fixed wing flight school. So we were all just going to be fixed wing pilots in.

• 23:15Jocko Willink?

  And generally speaking, in the Army, that would be like C-130s and cargo aircraft?

• 23:19Speaker 01

  No, it would be generally, uh, O-1 bird dogs, which is a small, little Cessna two-seater, tandem seat. Uh, that was most of the Army aircraft were bird dogs. We also had some U-6 beavers, which I will mention in here. We had one for resupply aircraft. But as I describe in the book, that looked kind of like the spirit of St. Louis. It's an old big radial engine propeller airplane. It's got room for a little bit of cargo or some cargo behind the, uh, the pilots. Uh, and then we had the, uh, that was the U-6. I think it was a U-1 was Otter. It was just a bigger version of the Beaver, but an old clunky, high wing, uh, built by De Havilland in Canada, uh, airplane.

• 23:54Speaker 01

  And that was almost, we had a couple larger fixed wing that were on some signals intelligence missions, uh, some VIP twin turboprop. That was at those smaller.

• 24:05Jocko Willink?

  Got it. So it was all the little ones. Okay.

• 24:07Speaker 01

  All the little ones. Yeah. The Air Force.

• 24:08Jocko Willink?

  Yeah. The Air Force, the C-130s. Got it. That makes sense. Um, you're doing a check flight. Uh, you take off, you're flying around, you're getting to know the operating area, kind of getting it figured out. The guy that's taking you on the flight, Ed.

• 24:22Speaker 01

  Paquet.

• 24:23Jocko Willink?

  Ed Paquet, right. Ed offered, you know, you will only see South Vietnam for takeoffs and landings, don't you? I'd heard something like that. Yeah. Our missions are all out of the country, over the border into North Vietnam and Laos. We don't have a mission inside South Vietnam. Those are for the four other Mohawk companies. There's one in each core tactical zone. The battle space in South Vietnam is broken up into four sectors, four core. There's one Mohawk company for each of the core, and then there's us. We flew a bit more and he continued, "We are the fifth company, the bastard company, the special unit. We're assigned directly to the highest headquarters in the land, MACV. That's Military Assistance Command Vietnam. Their intel section owns us, MACV J2.

• 25:08Jocko Willink?

  All our operations are classified at least secret. And our mission results are not, are sent not only to headquarters here in the war zone, but also to the Pentagon, State Department, and other national agencies. This is important stuff we're about." He paused before adding, "But there's been a cost for what we do. We've had a lot of airplanes shot down, lost too many air crews. You be careful." "I will." So that's kind of your intro to what you're going to be doing.

• 25:35Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 25:38Jocko Willink?

  Then there's the call sign, "Spud." You, where, where's the call sign "Spud" come from? Not, not sure exactly. An iron spud is supposed to be some sort of heavy construction tool used on the railroad. That's our official, official call sign, "Iron Spud." We just use "Spud" on the radio. It's a good call sign. Brief, unique, and easy to understand. You won't find any prouder unit than us. We're all spuds.

• 26:01Speaker 01

  Yeah, and that became a noted call sign, yeah, particularly out over Laos. Most everybody from all the air force and, and, and army units, well, the army didn't fly out there except us, but the air force units, Air America, most everybody knew the call sign "Spud." Yeah, that was, that was us.

• 26:16Jocko Willink?

  And you guys called each other "Spuds," and that was your aircraft when you were reporting on, it was "Spuds."

• 26:21Speaker 01

  Yeah, and it still is. I'm still in touch with the Louder Mo, so, you know, he'll, he'll call me or I'll say, "Hey, Spud."

• 26:28Jocko Willink?

  What's the name of the bar? The Spud Lounge?

• 26:31Speaker 01

  It was a Spud Club, yeah.

• 26:33Jocko Willink?

  The Spud Club, that's it.

• 26:34Speaker 01

  And the, the, the thing you were describing at the beginning with the gray walls and the, and the 55 gallon drums filled with sand, that was the Spud Club we were talking about. It was our little tiny officer's club in our unit area.

• 26:44Jocko Willink?

  Yeah. Uh, here's another funny one. Two things to remember, Ed said, FUBAI is alright and the wind never blows, heat there, it always sucks.

• 26:54Speaker 01

  That was, that was FUBAI.

• 26:56Jocko Willink?

  Uh, we've got a couple of different models of the, of the Mohawk, the Alpha, which is a suite of cameras and it's used for visual recon and that's the one that you actually end up putting weapons on, right?

• 27:08Speaker 01

  Yeah, those were the, and, and by that time, all the other units in Vietnam had lost their armament. We were the only unit left with, with arms authorized. There'd been some Air Force Army agreement that the Army agreed that we wouldn't be striking and would give up, uh, but, uh, we kept, we kept our armament. So yeah, the A models were armed because we flew two aircraft, uh, visual reconnaissance, photographic missions out over the Ho Chi Minh Trail during daylight hours, took a lot of fire and it was the A models and the visual reconnaissance platoon that lost most of the aircraft and most of the pilots were lost out of that platoon.

• 27:39Jocko Willink?

  Yeah. Um, the Bravo is a side looking airborne radar, SLAR.

• 27:47Speaker 01

  Right.

• 27:48Jocko Willink?

  And then the last one is a IR infrared equipment. So it's the, the, the A, B and C, Alpha, Bravo, Charlie. Those are the different aircrafts that you're flying. And as you mentioned, the, the visual recon one, which is the ones that are armed, that's, that's the most dangerous mission, daytime and, uh, close combat.

• 28:05Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 28:05Jocko Willink?

  Striking people on the ground. So you don't get to do that out of the gate, which you learn. Um, they gotta, you gotta get some experience before you go into that role.

• 28:15Speaker 01

  Yeah, that, that was our most experienced pilots flew, uh, our most experienced and those that had the mindset to do it. There were, um, a lot of pilots who wanted nothing to do with that VR mission. The side looking airborne radar that you mentioned, which looked out to the side for 10, 15, up to about 30 miles out, uh, would pick up anything moving along a road, highway or trail, uh, going more than three miles an hour. And this was valuable information, but they flew that mission at 5,000 feet AGL above the ground. So that was a little bit safer altitude to operate at.

• 28:45Jocko Willink?

  Quite a ways away from the target that they're using the radar.

• 28:48Speaker 01

  Yeah, usually right along the coast of North Vietnam, though we did lose one of those aircraft with SAM missile and the, and the crew was lost. Uh, the C model's a more dicey mission, but it was a nighttime mission, infrared, uh, had to fly below 2,000 feet, preferably about a thousand feet or lower above the ground at night over Laos through dark mountain valleys and, uh, uh, lost a few, few aircraft on, on infrared missions out there. Uh, but the, uh, the most crews were lost flying A model. Visual reconnaissance.

• 29:17Jocko Willink?

  We'll get into that. Uh, fast forward a little, little bit. I flew my first tactical mission a day after my new guy check out with Ed. So he's one day checkout, you're.

• 29:25Speaker 01

  Oh, yeah. And it's single, you know, you're by yourself then it's single pilot and enlisted observer in the right seat.

• 29:32Jocko Willink?

  I was assigned a morning side looking airborne radar run up the north coast of Vietnam. Operations paired me with our most experienced law operator specialist, uh, fifth. How do you say that in the army?

• 29:44Speaker 01

  We do say spec five, right?

• 29:46Jocko Willink?

  Spec five. Spec five, Ed McCarthy nicknamed Ichabod. He'd be my right side. McCarthy got that nickname because of his tall, slender appearance. Our enlisted right seaters had all earned the military specialty of airborne system operator. We referred to them all as TOs, technical observers. They trained to operate all three Mohawk systems, side looking airborne, infrared and visual reconnaissance. Each specialized in one specific system after arrival in the 131st, some able to manage two. Fast forward a little bit. Did, did, did these guys, I, some of the aircraft had controls on both sides, right? But mo, which one had the controls on both sides?

• 30:25Speaker 01

  The A models.

• 30:26Jocko Willink?

  Okay. So.

• 30:26Speaker 01

  Just the daytime visual photo reconnaissance missions.

• 30:29Jocko Willink?

  And how, how much did you let these guys, did you let your TOs fly very much?

• 30:33Speaker 01

  Yeah, I let them fly a bit because we, we want them to be able to at least fly the aircraft, not, not land the aircraft. But if the pilot got wounded, I don't know that this ever happened, but this was our attitude.

• 30:42Jocko Willink?

  I would think so.

• 30:43Speaker 01

  If the pilot gets wounded, you can at least take the controls and fly that aircraft back to Fubai, get somewhere over the airfield at Fubai, point the aircraft towards the water, which is very close. And.

• 30:53Jocko Willink?

  Eject.

• 30:54Speaker 01

  And eject, yeah, and get out of it.

• 30:57Jocko Willink?

  Is it that hard to land one of those things?

• 30:59Speaker 01

  Um, not, it's a tricycle gear, so it's not that hard. I mean, the bird dog with, with the conventional gear is more difficult. Nah, it's not that. I mean, there's some things you have to go through. You need to know what you're doing. Yes. But, but for a pilot, an experienced pilot, the Mohawk's not particularly difficult to land.

• 31:14Jocko Willink?

  So it's safer to eject for a guy that's like a TO, it's safer for him to eject?

• 31:19Speaker 01

  I, I, I would want to, I, I don't think I'd want to have any of the TOs land me.

• 31:24Jocko Willink?

  No kidding. That's, that's interesting to me because it always seems to me like eject is such a last worst case scenario.

• 31:31Speaker 01

  It is, but we never, for whatever reason, I mean, probably particularly it would be absolutely illegal to do it, but to let them actually land the aircraft to get practice landing the aircraft so they could do it. I never, never did that with a TO.

• 31:43Jocko Willink?

  Interesting. Uh, fast forward a little bit. Once I took off, all I had to do was check in with the combat aircraft controller, call sign water boy, climb to 5,500 feet, switch on the autopilot and turn to whatever heading McCarthy directed. We flew up, we flew along North Vietnamese coast to our sign turnaround point, largest city central of North Vietnam and almost halfway to the communist capital of Hanoi. The United States placed critical importance on our North Vietnam SLAR missions. Only days before my arrival in Phu Bai, President Johnson declared a bombing halt in all North Vietnam. That was on October 31st, 1968. He hoped to energize peace talks. No one flew in the airspace after that. Only

• 32:28Jocko Willink?

  us, as far as I knew, alone, unarmed, and scared shitless.

• 32:34Speaker 01

  That's a recon pilot's motto.

• 32:40Jocko Willink?

  Fast forward a little bit, more missions followed. We became the principal source of intelligence to track North Vietnamese convoy movements as they pushed men, supplies, equipment, southward towards the D militarized zone and across Key Mountain Pass into Laos and onto the Ho Chi Minh Trail. Uh, you're on one of these things. Fast forward a little bit. A rattlesnake sounding audio alerted me. So you're flying, you're doing a mission. At the same time, a dashed strobe appeared on the scope. One of the blocks on the rectangular box lit up. I sat straight up. McCarthy glued his eyes to the ECM. You know the drill? He asked. I do. I remembered back to my training flights in the Mohawk course at Fort Rucker. My instructor pilot, Major Max Davidson, crammed so much into my head that I started

• 33:25Jocko Willink?

  my, that, so that I might survive my combat tour in Vietnam. Max was tough. He was demanding, oftentimes demeaning. His intentions were always clear, though. Make me the best pilot I could be. Mold me into what I needed to be to live through a tour with the 131st. Should I be assigned there? He pounded the procedures and flight skills into my mind and muscle memory. Drilled me over and over again. Max had served in the unit. He knew the risks, but he loved the spuds. He spoke so reverently of the unit and its classified mission that there was no doubt that's where I wanted to go. I sought assignment to the 131st because of Max. And now I was there. I'd made it. Yes, I remembered the drill. Max had described the ECM gear. The escalating series of warnings.

• 34:07Jocko Willink?

  First, a dashed strobe with a rattling sound and a yellow warning light on the box. Then, that yellow warning light then indicated that you were being tracked by enemy radar.

• 34:18Jocko Willink?

  That's gotta be freaking nasty.

• 34:21Jocko Willink?

  Next, a solid strobe with a continuous tone and an orange warning light on the box. That orange warning light meant the enemy locked their missile to the radar track, ready to fire. Finally, the bold, solid strobe with a screaming tone and red warning lights on the box. They'd launched a SAM and it was coming at you. If the ECM went through the sequence and showed a launch, the drill is to immediately push the stick down and dive into the direction of the strobe, go straight toward the missile that was coming for you, and gain as much speed as possible. Strain your eyes, looking ahead, searching for the telephone-pull-sized object hurtling toward you to blow you to pieces at night, hoping to see the propellant flame at its tail.

• 35:03Jocko Willink?

  The instant you saw the thing, roll left and pull back hard on the stick, making the highest G-turn you could bear. The theory was that the missile could not match the tight turn and would tumble harmlessly out of control and crash to the earth. Our strobe stayed dashed. The warning lights didn't advance. The sound never went beyond a rattle. In a few minutes, all fell silent again. No missile launch.

• 35:29Jocko Willink?

  I relaxed and lit a cigarette. Specialist McCarthy picked up a Coke he'd brought along and took a sip. He breathed deeply and said, "You know, we had a crew shot down here a while back." "No, I didn't. I heard several 131st crews had been lost, but nothing specifically about a route PAC mission." "It was about two years ago, right off the city of Vin. Lieutenant Jimmy Brasher and Bobby Pittman. They'd flown the same track as us, but a late night mission. Waterboy saw several missiles fired in the area, announced warnings, on guard, called Spud 09, Brasher and Pittman. No reply. Never found the aircraft or the crew. A SAM missile got them right here."

• 36:10Speaker 01

  Yeah. Those were a dicey few moments. That was the first time that I experienced that radar warning system come on, and it definitely makes you sit up straight in your seat. Old McCarthy over there, he'd been through it a few times, so he just, as I said there, took a sip of his Coke and made that comment. We later find out that we frequently got radars locking on us up off the North Vietnamese coast. Only rarely did it go beyond just a track, but occasionally it did, and we had lost that crew up there. And that sounds exciting, and it was, but I think, and I think we get into it, that

• 36:53Speaker 01

  mission became one of the most boring missions I ever flew, because you'd fly for four hours plus, just making tracks up off the coast of North Vietnam, but getting some essential intelligence off of the traffic activity that was taking place up there. But the TO would keep track from his system. He could see, he got a depiction in the cockpit of where you were and where the movers were, and so he'd give you the navigation, the heading information. You'd just follow his commands and sit there and smoke cigarettes and drink cokes for four hours plus, and then go land back at food by. And that Martin Baker MK5 ejection seat was hard as a rock. Oh, God.

• 37:34Jocko Willink?

  Check. Fast forward. That night, like most, I spent in the Spud Club. Fast forward a little. Well, you popped your cherry. You're now officially 131st Combat Aviator. You're a Spud. You know what that means? I raised my eyebrows. You buy the bar.

• 37:54Jocko Willink?

  You weren't saving much money. I guess you were saving. It was only 10 bucks.

• 37:57Speaker 01

  There's always reason to buy the bar.

• 38:00Jocko Willink?

  Uh, here's where you notice something. I noticed a small cluster of black suited guys standing separate from the rest of us at the right side of the bar. They appeared to be a little older, more seasoned with battle hardened furrows on their brows and a slightly crazed look in their eyes. Joe Lattimer caught me staring. That's the VR platoon, he said. They fly the daytime visual reconnaissance missions and take aerial photographs over the Ho Chi Minh Trail across the border in Laos. They fly in pair pairs of old A models, all armed with rockets for self defense. That's the most dangerous mission in the 131st. A lot of aircraft have been shot down. They've lost many crews over the past couple of years. Some killed outright, others missing in action. Very few ever recovered.

• 38:48Jocko Willink?

  And of course, you're thinking that's what you want to do.

• 38:50Speaker 01

  That's what I wanted to do.

• 38:52Jocko Willink?

  What are you, 22 years a lot?

• 38:53Speaker 01

  Twenty two and a captain. I got commissioned out of officer candidate school when I was 20 years old. I made second lieutenant, got commissioned as a second lieutenant. The war was cranking up. Promotions were accelerating. I only spent a year as a second lieutenant to first lieutenant. And then the the promotion times kept coming down, coming down. So promotion to captain then was only one year as a first lieutenant. I got promoted to captain. I was a 22

• 39:16Jocko Willink?

  So two years.

• 39:17Speaker 01

  22 year old captain showing up in Vietnam, flying the most sophisticated airplane and armed that the army had. But no, that's what I wanted to do. I was a young kid, essentially at that age, wanting to get over there and see what see what war was like and how I would react. And that's that was my goal. Fly A model Mohawks.

• 39:38Jocko Willink?

  Cook Waldron shows up. Cook M. Waldron, Mitch Waldron. This is your fifth guy from your flight class that shows up to the 131st. This is again, just crazy that all you guys are showing up there.

• 39:49Speaker 01

  Yeah, nobody knew he was coming. Mitch shows up. Yep.

• 39:53Jocko Willink?

  Fast forward a little bit. I got into a daily pattern of work and flying coastal SLAR missions. That's kind of what you're doing. Uh, and eventually it's you start talking about Laos.

• 40:05Jocko Willink?

  It was a bad guy territory out there, at least in the eastern part of the country where we flew surveillance of the Ho Chi Minh Trail. Thousands of enemy soldiers occupied that turf. Many thousands from North Vietnam, North Vietnamese troops moved along the route. It would be a good place, it would not be a good place to go down. The Ho Chi Minh Trail was much more than a trail. It was a heavily defended network of roads and footpaths, crossing the Anamite Mountains from North Vietnam into Laos and stretching southward over a wide geographic swath before reaching into South Vietnam along multiple infiltration routes. The network delivered logistical and manpower support to the North Vietnamese Army and Viet Cong forces fighting there. And then you go into some pretty good history about the other people that, that fly over Laos,

• 40:49Jocko Willink?

  the other American air assets flying over there. More than 600 daily airstrikes pounded the zone with a variety of aircraft. That's, that's a lot. And then you go into the OV1, OV2, OV10 spotters, the F-100 Super Sabre, you've got a whole list of them here. Then you get search and rescue elements over there, Jolly Greens, Sky Raiders, which we've talked about a lot on this podcast, in support of the SOG assets down there on the ground, AC-130 Spectres, A-26 propeller airplanes, B-57s, A-4s, A-6s, F-4s, B-52s. Like, it's, it's all going on.

• 41:27Speaker 01

  There's a slew. I, I did that for a couple of reasons. One, I didn't want to have this book try to even imply that we're the only ones flying this hairy mission out there in Laos. There are a lot of people flying in Laos, in what was at the time and for years after, a secret war. This, I mean, we got 600 airstrikes a day going in this classified, all the missions were classified, secret. We, we weren't in Laos. It was a neutral country by, by, by.

• 41:55Speaker 01

  UN proclamation. So I wanted to show there were other people flying out there and then I wanted to give an idea of the variety of the aircraft for me and I think I've mentioned it somewhere in here when my first time I landed out at Nankom Phnom Penh and looked around. This is like something, well, I had my first take was it was like something out of Terry and the Pirates. My wife says, "Nobody knows who Terry and the Pirates are."

• 42:16Jocko Willink?

  She's right. She's right in my concern over here.

• 42:18Speaker 01

  It used to be a cartoon thing. It was in the paper every week, but no, that was, I'm a little older. So, yeah, so I think we put, I don't know what I put, but it wasn't Terry and the Pirates. But yeah, just a bunch of old exotic aircraft that were World War II Korea era aircraft that were out there operating and supporting not only the strikes against the Ho Chi Minh Trail, but then what I'll get into later, the very secret, very special war up in northern Laos, supporting the Hmong tribal peoples up there. So, yeah. At any rate, that was my intent, just to show A, we're not the only ones, and B, though we were the only US Army unit operating in, flying airplanes in Laos. There were, as I did on my second tour, the unit I was with my second tour, supported MacVie SOG and

• 43:00Speaker 01

  flew Cobras and Hueys, and then some Air Force Lift aircraft, putting in the SOG teams. Those were on the eastern parts of Laos. So, yeah, all right. There we are.

• 43:13Jocko Willink?

  Getting into Laos here, you say it's, it only seemed right that on this first mission into Laos, I should be baptized by fire. A stream of tracers. What kind of mission was this, your first mission in Laos?

• 43:24Speaker 01

  That was, I'm still flying SLAR, still the safer mission, up at altitude. So, up off the coast for 5,500 feet AGL, we're still about that distance AGL, but it's 7,500 feet on the altimeter. So it's high, but it is over Laos. There's a lot of anti-aircraft and I'm going to experience some of that.

• 43:42Jocko Willink?

  "A stream of tracers reached toward us through the dark sky. I snatched the controls off autopilot and slammed the stick hard right. Pushing the intercom switch, I said, 'Taking fire 10 o'clock.' I surprised myself with the calmness of my voice. This was the first time I'd ever been shot at in my life. McCarthy simply replied, 'Roger,' as he pulled his face away from the screen and glanced toward the fireworks show. Obviously not his first time." The enemy fire continued like beads of water streaming from a hose bending in arcs as the gunners moved the tracers searching for us. Hard for them to see us at night, sir, McCarthy, sounded only somewhat anxious. They just shoot at the noise and see if they can hit anything. He paused and added, there are some radar controlled guns out here, but we got nothing on our ECM.

• 44:26Jocko Willink?

  And he wasn't that close, not radar controlled, or at least he wasn't using it. I took a deep breath, double checked the, that the position lights on our wingtips were off and the tail lights were off, so the enemy would not see them. After four hours of flight time, we landed back at Phu Bai. The crew chief welcomed us home and began his maintenance tasks after I completed my post-flight inspection. I always respected our crew chiefs. They worked so hard to maintain their assigned airplane toiling all day and long into many nights to be sure their plane was ready for missions. So. Somebody at, you get to the spud club, the bar, somebody asks how to go out west. You get shot at tonight? I answered, yeah, not that close though. Well, you know what that means, don't you?

• 45:10Jocko Willink?

  First time you take fire. Drinks are on you once again.

• 45:14Speaker 01

  By the bar again. You know, my wife read my manuscript. She says, this, you know, you sound like a bunch of drunks over there all the, and I said, well, I got it. So somewhere in the book, what I tried to point out is, is the, and we were talking earlier, we don't drink on deployments today and that's probably a good thing, but we did during the Vietnam war. Whenever you could find some alcohol in Vietnam, you drank it. It helped us mentally cope with going out there day after day. I mean, these are all, these are daily occurrences. These aren't things that happen two or three times during a tour. We were getting shot at almost every single mission that we went out and people were getting hit and aircraft were going down and losing crews. So a way that we could deal with that would be to come back at the end of a day, or if

• 45:58Speaker 01

  you're a night mission, late at night and go to the club and just throw down some drinks and relax and have fun. And so there was that aspect to it. There was also the aspect of just building a spree and camaraderie and fellowship among, among the crews and, and sharing wild stories. But it, it really did bring us all very, very close together. I'm still quite tight with some of these guys, the Loudermilk Twins and one of the observers that's mentioned there, Steve Easley. We still get together at, at reunions almost annually and stay in touch. In fact, I think two days ago I had a text message from each of the Loudermilk's.

• 46:39Jocko Willink?

  Sweet and sour.

• 46:42Speaker 01

  Sweet and sour. Yeah. Both of them are married now, so.

• 46:46Jocko Willink?

  Uh, fast forward a little bit, you're in the Spud Club. Artwork plaques and posters hung on the walls. The two most prominent, the two most prominent pieces were framed, a framed picture of an armed mohawk firing five inch Zuni rockets at night and a large board with several small brass plates affixed to it. The picture was a striking image of the awesome firepower that could hang under the wings of our birds. I noted however, that we never carried those large Zunis. Instead, our A models loaded many smaller 2.75 inch rockets, a little over half that size. We could strike more targets that way. I'd already had a close look at the engraved brass plates on the board. Each was about two by four inches. There was one for every pilot who had served in the unit. Those going home ceremoniously

• 47:31Jocko Willink?

  nailed their plate, plate to the board the night before they left. The commander nailed a plate for anyone who was killed or missing in action. Each plate for the pilot's name and dates of his service in the 131st. For those lost, the plate listed the date of the loss and killed in action or mission in action.

• 47:56Speaker 01

  Yeah. And those, those missing in action, I had the names, I had them all memorized at the time. Uh, and I forget most. I do remember Lafayette was, was one, uh, that there was a thought that he might be alive and held somewhere because he had been on the radio on the ground and had reported enemy was moving close to him. Uh, so when I was shot down and captured and found myself in, in the prison camp system up when I finally eventually got up to Hanoi.

• 48:25Speaker 01

  I went over and the guys in captivity all memorized the list of the prisoners that were there in the camp. So if anybody got released, they could bring it home. At any rate, going through all the lists of POWs that people had, none of those missing were on those lists. In the end, when we came home and the war was over, none of those Mohawk MIAs showed up. They were all either killed when their aircraft went down, or killed shortly after they were captured. If they were captured, none of them survived to come home at the end of the war.

• 48:59Jocko Willink?

  And as you mentioned, a lot of pressure. And in this particular case, John Loudermilk is telling you about MiGs coming after him. He's got, "Two MiGs came after me. You asked what happened. I grabbed the stick and did a quick 180. There was a big fluffy cloud a bit below. I dove into it and kept barreling south as fast as that Mohawk would go. I knew I couldn't outrun them. I just hoped for a miracle. I got a brief strobe on my ECM gear, then it stopped. Crown came back up on guard and said the MiGs turned north. It was over."

• 49:28Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 49:29Jocko Willink?

  That's gotta be another horrifying scenario.

• 49:32Speaker 01

  Yeah, we had the MiGs to worry about. Not so much in Laos, because there was a lot of other US air out there. But that mission up north, North Vietnam coast, that was a real thing to be concerned about up there.

• 49:46Jocko Willink?

  Lots of, again, the book is awesome. Lots of wild characters, lots of wild times. You got another guy named Major Joe Kennedy.

• 49:56Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 49:56Jocko Willink?

  He's on his second tour there. What does he take over as, yeah, he takes over as your new boss, as the, what is he gonna be, Ops?

• 50:07Speaker 01

  Yeah, first he takes over as Ops Officer, eventually he'll become the VR Platoon Leader.

• 50:12Jocko Willink?

  There's a whole story in here about Captain John Pfeiffer and Pfeiffer's gully, which is, I'm sorry, Pfeiffer's gulch.

• 50:21Speaker 01

  Yep, Pfeiffer's gulch. It's a big, long gulch gully just outside that side door of the Spud Club where everybody go out to pee off the edge into the gully.

• 50:30Jocko Willink?

  And he ended up in there one night.

• 50:32Speaker 01

  That's how it got its name.

• 50:38Jocko Willink?

  John saw horrendous things during his tour, during his tour duty with the 131st. The unit originally came to Vietnam as the 20th ASTA detachment. In the opening days of 1966, they brought six Mohawks. Within three months, five of those six aircraft had been shot down. Replacement birds arrived after each loss. On June 1st, 1966, the Army enlarged the unit dramatically. And this is what you were talking about earlier. By year's end, the, by year's end, enemy gunners downed four more Mohawks. Nine aircraft lost in one year with 13 pilots and observers killed or missing in action.

• 51:14Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 51:22Speaker 01

  Yeah, John Pfeiffer was a one of a kind in the, in the 131st. When, when I was there, I knew of Pfeiffer's Gulch and we never knew the story about how it got its name. I met John Pfeiffer after coming back many, many years later and got some, some accounts. And then the details I have in the book, I got a hold of John and we had several wonderful interviews. And what a great guy. So I got the history of Pfeiffer's Gulch and, and John was one of, we had some of our guys near or absolutely total alcoholics during the tour. Most of them came, came out of it when we got back. But John had all those tales, plus a lot of history of the Mohawk. And then I think the last time I talked to him for an interview was about less than

• 52:06Speaker 01

  a week before he passed away. So it's, it's just too bad the book couldn't have been finished. But he knows everything that was written about him in that book. I read back to him to be sure he was going to be okay with it. And he was perfectly happy because he gets described for what he was, a wild, crazy guy, saw some of the most intense combat of any pilot in the organization, saw people die, aircraft get blown out of the sky, drank a good deal to, to compensate for those missions and just a real, a real legend in the Mohawk community, John Pfeiffer.

• 52:38Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, get the book, get those details. It's just, it's just awesome to read. And it's awesome to read. It's like, you know, it's like when, when you're watching a movie and they got all these crazy characters. That's what this book is like. It's just awesome.

• 52:50Speaker 01

  Here, a quick aside. So when, when the publisher wanted me to write, and I told you he didn't want any fiction. So my original idea, if I was ever going to write this Mohawk book, are you familiar with the, the book? Oh, shoot.

• 53:06Speaker 01

  Oh, yeah. Okay, the book and then they later made a movie Catch 22.

• 53:09Jocko Willink?

  Oh, yeah.

• 53:10Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 53:10Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, we, this is ba- this is a lot of Catch 22 activity going on here.

• 53:13Speaker 01

  That's what, that's what, and I didn't want to embarrass anybody. I didn't want to destroy any marriages or anything. So this was going to be a historical novel. I was going to have about a half a dozen fictional characters. Everything in it was going to be absolutely true.

• 53:25Jocko Willink?

  Uh huh.

• 53:25Speaker 01

  I go a little more detail than I even have in this of some of the shenanigans. Uh, but no, the publisher was not interested in, in historical fiction at all. It was to, so I had to, I had to be a little bit careful. But yeah, there are some crazy characters. You got Pfeiffer. I don't know if you're going to get to, to Buick Bingham here later on.

• 53:42Jocko Willink?

  Yeah.

• 53:42Speaker 01

  Okay. And, and Buick has read everything that I wrote about him too. But yeah, we had some real, real characters. But what a great bunch of guys. And this all led to the esprit that we had and what the unit was and, and, and just, it was out of that insanity and, and some degree of, of drunkenness in the club on occasion. Yeah, the occasions weren't more than daily, but on occasion that, that made the 131st what it was and made the Spuds what they were. And a unique unit, a fantastic unit, doing a valuable mission for America and leaving all of us with memories that we will have till the day we all die. Yeah.

• 54:21Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, there is that Catch 22 element of like, if you, if you are crazy, you'll go fly. And if you say you're crazy, that means you're not crazy because you're trying not to fly. So it's a, it's a lose, lose or a win, win, depending on how you look at it. Um, fast forward a little bit. It'd been, it'd been a busy morning in operations. I glanced up from my work to see Major Hank Brummett, the VR platoon commander standing in front of my desk. I stood up, yes, sir. He looked at me for a moment and said, I've had my eye on you, Wild Bill. Let's start your gun checkout. Not every pilot is cut out for this. You are, and you're ready. My heart raced. My expression laid bare my excitement. I tried to regain my composure before blurting out. Now? No, not now. We'll fly tomorrow. We'll start with some basic skills and go from there.

• 55:02Jocko Willink?

  For today, I want you to read up on the armament system. Here's some stuff to go over. He handed me a small stack of relevant gunnery materials. I talked to Ma- I talked to Major Kennedy and Major Alton. They're good with this. Let's meet here at 0800. Go do some shooting. Yes, sir. So this is where it begins.

• 55:21Jocko Willink?

  Fast forward a little bit, it'd been my dream to come here and become a visual recon gun pilot. Our airplanes have been armed with both rockets and 50 caliber machine gun mounted in the underwing pylons. The 50s were great weapons, but repair parts were hard to come by in time. They'd become impossible to maintain and had to be removed. Now we only had rockets, but those were terrific. Depending on the type of rocket pods installed, we could carry anywhere from 24 to 60 rockets per airplane. Major Brummett was a gunship guru. He'd been in the Mohawk program since the early days, five years earlier, back in 1964. He'd filmed in the 11th Air Assault Division at Fort Benning, Georgia. And you go through some of his history, just making this thing work. And this is the guy that's going to take you out.

• 56:04Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 56:06Jocko Willink?

  First thing you do is he does a little demonstration and then it's your turn. You do a dry run. The dry run, you're looking like, you know, maybe not too great, but not too horrible. And so then he gives you a target, there's some bridge, like just a random bridge out there to go for practice.

• 56:22Speaker 01

  This was from Fubai, we'd take off and fly over some mountain peaks to the south. And then it was kind of just no man's land out there, all deserted war zone. And yeah, a bridge in the middle of nothing that we'd use for target practice gun checkouts.

• 56:36Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, that's kind of awesome, just to go out and shoot rockets for target practice. Your first will run, you miss by a wide margin. He tells you the rockets will seek the relative wind, get the nose steady and on target before firing, not moving up or down, left or right. He took the stick, I've got the controls, let me show you one more. Roger, and he's just making it happen. 4G pullouts, he tells you, you gotta get in there, shoot the rockets and then pull out as hard as you can. He asked you about if you've done any aerobatics or acrobatics, I guess.

• 57:11Speaker 01

  Right.

• 57:11Jocko Willink?

  And. You you done a little, but you go into the history of this guy that was sort of your mentor back at flight school. This guy, Major Max Davidson.

• 57:21Speaker 01

  Absolutely.

• 57:21Jocko Willink?

  What a freaking story this guy has.

• 57:24Speaker 01

  I owe my life to Max for what he taught me and instilled in me, and I would not have survived that. Of course, I wouldn't have asked to go to the 131st without him either, but I would not have survived that tour without what he what he taught me.

• 57:35Jocko Willink?

  So he was a Marine Corps pilot.

• 57:38Speaker 01

  Yep, fighter pilot.

• 57:39Jocko Willink?

  A Marine Corps fighter pilot. He was on the Blue Angels.

• 57:42Speaker 01

  Well, he got selected for the Blue Angels, yeah.

• 57:44Jocko Willink?

  So I mean, this is the top of the, you know, the top of the skill in the Marine Corps.

• 57:49Speaker 01

  Yep, shows you what young love will do to you.

• 57:51Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, so then he's in that position and he meets some Japanese woman while he's over there, gets married, and he's like, what, they want to send him back?

• 58:00Speaker 01

  Well, he couldn't get permission to get, for some reason, or whatever, couldn't get permission that Marine Corps had sent him back to the States. And so he said, well, screw this. He got out of the Marine Corps, went back to Japan and married this girl. She was adorable and the love of his life. But they got married and he was out of service. And maybe you're gonna pick up.

• 58:21Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, no, it's just and then he he ends up joining the Army and he enlists in the Army, right?

• 58:27Speaker 01

  Yeah, I guess he needed a buck. I don't know.

• 58:30Jocko Willink?

  And then and then eventually someone looks at him and is like, hey, you know, you know, what? Oh, he had his, he had his.

• 58:37Speaker 01

  He's standing in formation as a Specialist Five or something with Navy Navy Flight Wings on it. And one of the sergeant or officer or something comes up and said, what is this, Bosco? What are you doing with these Navy wings on your uniform?

• 58:51Jocko Willink?

  And so he ends up getting getting into the the flight community in the Army.

• 58:57Speaker 01

  Yeah, he's moved to a direct commission and some minimal training to proclaim him an Army Aviator.

• 59:03Jocko Willink?

  Freaking outstanding. So this is your mentor, and we talked about him earlier. You know, he's drilling you, making sure that you're ready. So and and you get talked through the same thing here. You start getting, you start getting on target, getting closer, getting better. And again, read this thing. On the third day, fast forward, on the third day of gunnery training, as we flew out to practice area, we spent some time discussing the challenges I might face on visual reconnaissance missions I'd have in Laos. The losses we'd experienced and lessons learned. We talked through the anti-aircraft threat at low levels I'd have to fly and the techniques that would help maximize my chances of survival. If you get hit and the aircraft won't fly anymore, get out, eject, don't hesitate, that'll get you killed.

• 59:45Jocko Willink?

  Very important information.

• 59:48Jocko Willink?

  You fired more rockets, you do more camera runs, and then fast forward as we wrapped up in the late afternoon, Brummett said, I run this as a five day gunnery checkout, this is only the end of day three, but you're done, ready to go, the rest you'll pick up on missions, you've got a pass for your VR gunnery checkout, I'm putting you on the flight schedule starting day after tomorrow.

• 1:00:09Speaker 01

  And there I was, I had arrived.

• 1:00:12Jocko Willink?

  How many months have you been in country?

• 1:00:14Speaker 01

  Oh, just a few, two, maybe, yeah, maybe a couple, two, three months.

• 1:00:19Jocko Willink?

  And were you just a, a naturally skilled pilot?

• 1:00:25Speaker 01

  Boy, let me say that, yeah, I think I'm the greatest aviator that's ever, thanks, Jacque.

• 1:00:32Jocko Willink?

  I had this guy, you know, you know who Dave Burke is?

• 1:00:35Speaker 01

  Good deal, Dave.

• 1:00:36Jocko Willink?

  He's, he's a friend of mine and he's been on the podcast a bunch, but he was a, he was a Marine Corps pilot, F-18 pilot, Top Gun pilot, Top Gun instructor, Top Gun senior instructor, he flew the F-18, the F-16, the F-35, and the F-22, and he's kind of the same way, I'd be like, oh, and by the way, he was selected to be the first operational commander of the F-35 squadron.

• 1:01:01Speaker 01

  Right.

• 1:01:01Jocko Willink?

  And I'd be like, so you were a good pilot, and he'd be like, well, yeah, I mean, I was pretty good, I was okay, you know, but there, there has to be like, okay, when you're in the SEAL platoon, and you go to the range and you shoot, there's, there's a guy that's like a really good shot with his pistol, and he can beat the other guys, and then there's a guy that's number two, and there's a guy that's number three, maybe there's a couple of guys that are kind of tied for fourth place, and then you get the rest of everyone else.

• 1:01:24Speaker 01

  Right.

• 1:01:25Jocko Willink?

  So, could, could Major Brummett recognize, I mean?

• 1:01:29Speaker 01

  Yeah, he, he could, and, and I was, I was a good pilot, I, you know, kidding about the best pilot, Mr. Mohawk was a guy named Mike Blacker, who was not in our unit, but he, he flew the Mohawk for his whole career as an officer, stayed, stayed fixed wing, flew Mohawks, and, and was, was rather renowned, I did well, I, I think I did have a natural. Leaning towards flying. I loved, I loved, and part of it's just where your love fly. I love to fly and I always felt very comfortable flying and they'd take us on, on the flight check rides and put you in unusual attitude, turn the aircraft all weird and give, and you have to close your eyes and then you open them and you try to recover. I could always do that immediately, get, look at the instruments, get the aircraft back. Um, and I was the top

• 1:02:13Speaker 01

  graduate out of our flight school class, number one and.

• 1:02:16Jocko Willink?

  So there's, there's a reason why this is happening and you are.

• 1:02:20Speaker 01

  And I'm crazy. I'm a crazy, crazy young guy.

• 1:02:22Jocko Willink?

  I was gonna say dumb enough, but you know, I'm trying to be nice, but you're a guy that would say like, I want, had you told him, I want to do VR?

• 1:02:28Speaker 01

  Oh, yeah. Yeah. No, from the, yeah, from, from, from when I left the Mohawk course with Max, if I could get into the 131st, I was going to go to the 131st to be a VR Mohawk gun pilot. That's what I wanted to do.

• 1:02:41Jocko Willink?

  Okay.

• 1:02:42Speaker 01

  Though I blame, you know, Hank Brummett, who you mentioned, I blame him. I was giving a talk somewhere at a Mohawk group and I looked out and I said, and that's the guy that is why I was a prisoner of war. What? And Hank, because I, I tell Hank, uh, you checked me out in guns. I loved guns. I fell in love with guns and then later we'll, we may get to it, but that led me to try to get to Cobra attack helicopters in for my second tour.

• 1:03:01Jocko Willink?

  Once they took the guns away from the Mohawks.

• 1:03:03Speaker 01

  Right, right. I wanted to continue to be a gun pilot.

• 1:03:07Jocko Willink?

  So here we go. For my first few VR missions, Major Brummett paired me with one of the experienced VR pilots in my right seat. There's a whole new world out there in the daylight. I could see, but the enemy could also see me. I honed my formation flying skills. I'd done a little in the qualification course, but none since. Now I was flying daily two ship missions, a lead aircraft and a wingman. The most experienced pilot flew lead. I'd be flying wing for a while. As such, I needed to get damn good at formation flying. We did everything in synchrony from getting into the cockpit to starting the engine and taxi. We took off with only a short separation and formed in a tight flight as soon as we were airborne.

• 1:03:44Jocko Willink?

  How come you want to stick so close together in formation like that? So I would think you'd want a little separation so that whoever's shooting at you has to pick between two targets.

• 1:03:53Speaker 01

  Yeah, you do on the mission. When we get out doing the mission, we'd separate.

• 1:03:56Jocko Willink?

  Got it.

• 1:03:57Speaker 01

  And you just keep the other guy in sight and keep yourself in a position where you can provide fire support. And usually the missions would be one aircraft would go low to do, get a required photo or do some visual recon. The other guy's watching him and if he takes fire, his high wing would put suppressive fire down to let him break contact and get out of the area. That was the principal reason we had the ordinance on the aircraft.

• 1:04:20Jocko Willink?

  We call that cover and move.

• 1:04:21Speaker 01

  Yeah, yeah, cover and move. But for takeoffs and landings, we always, we just took pride. I don't know. And the fighter guys do the same thing, taking off out of Uban or Udon or wherever they are with their flight of F4s. They'll get pretty, pretty close for takeoffs and landings. So it was just a matter of pride and make it look real nice and professional. So we did that.

• 1:04:42Jocko Willink?

  Yeah. Am I even going to say this? Yes, I'm going to say it. So we would, my first deployment to Iraq, we'd line up our Humvees for a mission. And no one, I don't know, this was just a thing. Everyone would get in, like, stand by, load them up, everyone would get in, and then it'd be three, two, one, start them up. And all the, we'd start at the same time and we'd roll out the gate like, so that, yeah, it's like the same. You must have some weird psychological thing where you're kind of unifying as a group when you do stuff together.

• 1:05:13Speaker 01

  Yeah, I don't know. I think so because you are tight and you do all that together and you can do that. So you know that you got each other's back when you're out in the combat zone, though. You're going to do everything exactly as it needs to be done to survive. Yeah, it always made a good show, particularly coming back in and landing. I described that in there somewhere. I don't know if we'll get to that, but our, our very neat looking 360 degree. We'd come and tuck real as tight as we could. In fact, and I think I mentioned that in the book somewhere, I came back from one mission and there was a dent in the top of my wing. And we figured it was, and I think it was, it might've been Buick or Walden. One of them was flying wing and got so close that they tapped my wing with their wing and put a little dent in the top of the wing. Okay.

• 1:05:51Jocko Willink?

  Here's a little bit more from the book. "The missions were dangerous. I got shot at almost every day." The first time I came home with bullet holes in my aircraft, I felt I'd passed another milestone. Strange, I know, but a feeling I had nonetheless. I'd been shot at. The sting of death came close enough to hit my airplane only feet away from me. The threat was real. It was personal. Still, I was ready to go out again the next day. Injury and death occurred, sure, but always to the other guy. I got shot at, yes, but it was the other guys who got wounded and killed, not me. That sense of invulnerability bolsters some young men in war. I guess it needs to, for them to do what they must do over and over again.

• 1:06:34Jocko Willink?

  I found I was one of them. I never hesitated. I was never bothered. Good thing for me now facing the perils of these VR missions that had taken so many spuds' lives. Of course, nightly doses of alcohol at the spud club helped as well.

• 1:06:50Speaker 01

  Yeah. And I, I think I've talked to others who have that same feeling. You're a young guy and somehow there's this feeling of invulnerability and that added, I mean, yeah, invulnerability. People are getting killed, blown out of the sky, but that happens to the other guy. Somehow it's not going to happen to me. And I had that same feeling second tour and then I get shot down and front seat killed and I get captured and, but, uh, yeah, in fact, I have a, I don't know if you saw it at the very beginning page or two of the book. I got an Ernest Hemingway quote in there. Did you see that?

• 1:07:22Speaker 01

  I guess I saw that and I said, hey, how, how true that is.

• 1:07:27Jocko Willink?

  When you go to war as a boy, you have a great illusion of immortality.

• 1:07:33Speaker 01

  Ernest Hemingway.

• 1:07:35Jocko Willink?

  I had a guy named Dean Ladd on the podcast and he, he was a Marine in World War II on the Pacific campaign. And he, I forget which island he hit first, but he'd, he'd done like, uh, an opposed enemy landing, like in one of those crazy combat island assaults. And then, uh, you know, whatever it was, three months later, he's getting ready to go again. And he's going into Tarawa and they had all this horrible intel about Tarawa. And he's sitting there and I, you know, he said, yeah, so we're climbing down the things, getting in the boats. And I go, you know, I said, were you, were you nervous? About, you know, getting wounded or killed. He goes, and he goes, no, that always happens to the other guy.

• 1:08:18Speaker 01

  Yeah, it's a strange attitude. And I mean, not everybody would experience that, but I think if you're going into the jaws of combat, if that's your job and you do that routinely, you have to have that attitude. I mean, you couldn't go out every day getting shot at thinking, oh, today's going to be the day I'm going to get killed.

• 1:08:34Jocko Willink?

  No, that's the, I don't imagine that you could, you'd go cra- you'd go crazy, I think.

• 1:08:40Speaker 01

  I think so.

• 1:08:40Jocko Willink?

  If you couldn't just say, yeah, well, either that, it's yeah, I might die. I always had to think, well, go, today could be my day, but if it is, it is. There's not much I can do about that. We trained, we prepared, we studied our intel, we have good immediate action drills, we got good standard operating procedures. Okay, that's what I can control. The rest of it, well.

• 1:09:00Speaker 01

  And that's good, too. And that's a good lesson in life. You know, and when I wrote that first book, I think I told you before, I almost didn't finish. My wife said, yeah, you should go ahead. And because I said, this is nothing but a series of unfortunate events. And she said, no, that there's, there's some lessons to come out of that. It has a good ending. You need to finish it. And I did. And I think that's part of what comes out of that. And maybe all of my books. And I hadn't really thought about it. You just mentioned it, but what you can control, you can control and do your best to do that. What you can't control, you can't control. And yeah, the, the, the first tour and into the second, I was kind of, yeah, things happen to the other guy and it's not going to happen to me. That first book about my POW experience, it had

• 1:09:44Speaker 01

  happened to me. And now I'm a prisoner, or even before prisoner, I was shot down, I evaded for three days. And I'm trying to evade that first day and I, and I collapsed and there's B-52 strikes coming just right up against, so close that, that stuff's coming down. And I think my attitude at that time was very much what you just said, you can control what you can control. I have no control over this at all whatsoever. So this is not something that I'm going to spend any of my time worrying about. If I, if I, and that's where I had that thought, if I die, I die. It's in God's hands. It's not mine. There's nothing I can do about it. So I'm not going to drive myself crazy over that. I'll just control what I can control and not worry about what I can't control. And again, I think that's a message through life for anyone who's facing

• 1:10:27Speaker 01

  anything. Don't get all crazy about what you can't control. It's not going to do you any good. Just worry about what you can control.

• 1:10:39Jocko Willink?

  You say this, "On our low passes for photos and visual reconnaissance, one bird stated altitude, ready to pounce with suppressive rocket fire if the enemy shot at the low bird on his run." Again, this is just, I love talking about this because it's the same principle that we use on the ground, cover and move. "My sense of invulnerability was tested from time to time."

• 1:11:01Jocko Willink?

  You are on an early VR mission, you're flying wingman for Captain Frank Griswold. Fast forward a little bit, on this mission Frank completed the initial photo runs while I stayed high covering him. He climbed up and had me go low to finish the final two. On my last run, I took heavy fire, as was our practice. After I climbed back to altitude, Frank flew close to check me over for damage. I held a steady heading and altitude as I watched him carefully slide his mohawk around me, giving me, giving my plane a good look. "You took some hits there, Wild Bill. I see holes under your right wing. There's some fluid there as well. Let's head home. You lead, I'll follow." "Roger, hydraulic pressure is low."

• 1:11:43Jocko Willink?

  This always kind of surprises me because, you know, we, I grew up in a more technologically advanced world, but your plane got, you took fire, so your buddy has to fly around you and look and see if you took hits or not.

• 1:11:56Speaker 01

  Yeah, that was our standard practice.

• 1:12:01Speaker 01

  Frank would later get the nickname Jinx. And yeah, my worst incident, I'm flying with Frank.

• 1:12:08Jocko Willink?

  You have this, "Frank made the radio calls. After appropriate controller handoffs, he called for landing food by tower. This is Spud 05. We are two OV1 Mohawks for landing. Lead has battle damage and requests a straight in. I'll follow with a low pass and pitch up for downwind. Copy. Roger Spud Flight, you're cleared for approach and landing as requested." Fast forward a little bit, "So I mentally opened the checklist in my mind. Hydraulic failure. Flaps up, they are. Perform a no flap approach and landing. I'm set up, but no landing gear. Landing gear system failure. Hydraulic pressure check, it's zero. Gear recycled, done. Gear, check. Checked. Still no landing gear. I went in the final backup procedure. Emergency gear extension, airspeed reduce, I have. Gear down, the handle is. Emergency landing gear release,

• 1:12:52Jocko Willink?

  handle pull. Gear indications, check."

• 1:12:56Jocko Willink?

  I reached across the central cockpit pedestal, took hold of the yellow and black striped T-handle and pulled, hoping the emergency backup system would work as advertised. I drew comfort, knowing that if it failed, I still had the option of making a wheels-up landing on the long 10,000-foot runway at Da Nang Air Base 40 miles southeast. We had the fuel added benefit was that the Air Force could cover the runway with foam. Odds were, my observer and I would walk away fine. I glanced over at him. He sat, stoic, calm, not overly concerned with the situation. He trusted me. He had confidence in my ability to deal with the situation and bring us both down safely. I was always moved by the faith our technical observers had in us. No matter the mission, no matter the circumstances, they strapped into the right-side ejection seat

• 1:13:38Jocko Willink?

  and did their duty oftentimes in the face of daunting enemy fire. I felt the weight of my responsibility to him and his loved ones. Indeed, I did always, with every observer I flew. The emergency backup high-pressure air cylinder worked. The landing gear clunked down, the warning light went out in the gear handle, the indicator showed all three down and locked. I could see the left main solidly down in my left-side mirror. My observer confirmed the same in the right-side mirror. Without hydraulics, I had no windflaps available, so I had to make a somewhat faster approach than usual. Still, we touched down right by the numbers. On rollout, I knew that without hydraulics, the brakes would be limited and nose-wheel steering would be tough.

• 1:14:20Jocko Willink?

  I relied on the reverse thrust of my engines to slow down and the asymmetric application of power to clear the runway and taxi to the spud ramp. What a day.

• 1:14:34Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, I thought a lot about your technical observers. So, in the SEAL teams, you know, we dive, and when you dive, it's...

• 1:14:47Jocko Willink?

  Very tedious, but one person has something called the attack board, which is a compass, depth gauge and, and, and a watch. And you're basically just doing bearings, headings at a depth for 10 feet, you know, 45 minutes on this bearing. You get, you turn, you run another bearing. And so when you're holding that thing, it kind of keeps you compact and it kind of keeps you, you have something to focus on. The other guy that's your buddy, he's just like hating life, doesn't know where he is, barely keeping track of stuff. It's hard to swim and it just sucks. And this is like that times a lot. Just getting in an aircraft and going, okay, boss,

• 1:15:29Jocko Willink?

  I, I hope you can get this stuff done. It's a lot of pressure on you, but also, man, these guys, studs.

• 1:15:37Speaker 01

  They are. And I wanted to make this a story about crews, not a story about pilots. Cause those young men that sat in the right seat, I mean, we were young. I described myself 22, turned 23 when I was over there. A lot of these enlisted right seat observers were like 18 years old. One Steve easily I talk about in there. He was 18 years old. This is a kid sitting in the right seat. They had their absolute trust and faith in the pilot to do what needed to be done to bring everybody home safely. I don't know. And for, and the B and C models, they had no controls over there. They just sat there and ran systems. Well, we did whatever. And I point out later, I mean, I did a lot of growing up during this tour. I showed up as

• 1:16:17Speaker 01

  a kid doing stupid stuff and ended up coming home as a, as a man who had put some of that stupid stuff behind me, still very eager for combat and to do what I needed to do in war, but not some of the insane ridiculous things that I did. And after one, and I don't know if we get to it, but flying low level down a river.

• 1:16:37Jocko Willink?

  In the river?

• 1:16:38Speaker 01

  Yeah. If we get to that, I felt.

• 1:16:39Jocko Willink?

  Go ahead. Tell the story.

• 1:16:41Speaker 01

  Well, we can wait. We can wait. But that just showed me I have a responsibility for the lives of those guys in the right seat and I don't need to be doing stupid stuff that's going to increase our chances of getting killed. If I don't care about myself and think I'm invulnerable, I need to think about that poor young man in the right seat.

• 1:16:59Jocko Willink?

  Yeah. Steve Ward shows up and now you have six graduates from your flight school all in the Mohawk, all in the 131st, all Spuds. That's wild.

• 1:17:12Speaker 01

  Well, he was there in time for me to bring that airplane home with the landing giraffe blown down. He was our, he became our mate. That's why he was late arriving. He went to aircraft maintenance school and he shows up as our maintenance officer and one of the first interactions after he arrived in the unit is I show up with this busted up airplane to give back to him.

• 1:17:28Jocko Willink?

  Oh, later that evening, you're at the club. Night carrier landing, somebody shouted. The singing stopped and people started moving tables, assembling several in low, in a long row extending from just inside the front door all the way to the bar, right up against its stone front. Someone doused the tabletops with quantities of beer while others placed lighted candles along the edges. On command, the lights went out and the fun began. The idea was to stand just outside the club, get a running start and do belly dive, do a belly dive onto the end table, sliding the full length along the slick, glistening beer all the way to the bar without knocking any candles off and potentially burning down the club. This is, this is just what's happening.

• 1:18:09Speaker 01

  Another night in the Spud Club.

• 1:18:11Jocko Willink?

  Uh, here's another Spud Club activity. A frog followed Buick into the bar. Buick threw down a drink, talking with Major Kennedy. Someone stepped on the frog and dropped it in Joe, in Joe Kennedy's glass. Kennedy fished it out, put it on the bar and continued drinking. A black suited Spud nearby said, oh my God, you're not going to drink that now, are you? Another pilot chimed in. You'll make Buick sick. He's a slar pilot.

• 1:18:40Jocko Willink?

  Kind of a derogatory.

• 1:18:41Speaker 01

  Yeah, he was still flying his radar missions. Yeah, he wanted to be a gun pilot, but he wasn't.

• 1:18:44Jocko Willink?

  Buick took offense. He was aspiring VR pilot. He wanted it badly. Buick's action was immediate. He picked up the frog and said to Spud, with that, he threw the, he threw the creature in his mouth, crunched in between his molars and swallowed him with some difficulty. The noisy room full of drinks fell silent. After a few seconds, someone yelled, he ate it. Buick ate the frog.

• 1:19:10Jocko Willink?

  About that time, the frog started to come back up with one of the best one-liners I've ever heard. Buick calmly said, excuse me, I've got a frog in my throat. With that, he picked up his beer and washed the little amphibian down.

• 1:19:23Speaker 01

  Buick had had a few beers before, before that happened with the frog too.

• 1:19:27Jocko Willink?

  Oh, and uh, there's, he, he ends up, they end up enticing him to like eat frogs regularly. And after he got to three, finally said, hey, I'm done eating frogs. If someone eats more than, if someone else eats three, I'll eat four to maintain my superiority here, but I'm done eating frogs.

• 1:19:44Speaker 01

  Cause they were. What's lucky, some of those frogs are poisonous over there. It's lucky he never got a poisoned frog. Yeah.

• 1:19:51Jocko Willink?

  Ah, uh, fast forward a little bit over the next weeks, there's a passing of the guard. Old time VR pilots rotated home. Major Brummett, the platoon leader, Big John Kelly, Harry John, or Harry Shorty Durgen, Jim Traveler Parish, Mark Smiling Jack Bellamy, Neil Uncle Nils Ostgard, and Larry Fox Hauer had, had departed shortly before your arrival. Neil Ostgard had been shot down on a VR mission. He'd actually been recovered.

• 1:20:21Jocko Willink?

  Mark Bellamy was the only Mohawk pilot who had ejected out of a Mohawk twice.

• 1:20:28Jocko Willink?

  Those were some of the adventures of the outgoing crew. Now it was time for the new guys to take over. Major Joe Kennedy replaced Hank Brummett, becoming our beloved VR platoon leader. His team of pilots included me, Mitch Waldron, Sweet and Sour, the Louder Milk Twins, Buick Bingham, Frank Griswold, who became my boss, replacing Joe Kennedy as the operations officer. And of course, our company commander, Spud Six, Mr. Clean, Major Gary Alton would continue to take his share of the riskiest missions flown. Together, we'd carve out our own legacy over the months ahead.

• 1:21:01Jocko Willink?

  It's crew.

• 1:21:02Speaker 01

  Yeah. We were the crew.

• 1:21:05Jocko Willink?

  Uh, place called Chapon, am I saying that right?

• 1:21:08Speaker 01

  Yeah, Chapon.

• 1:21:08Jocko Willink?

  Chapon. Chapon represented the worst of the war in Laos. It mocked us like a beast lying in wait. A serpent coiled, ready to strike and kill in an instant. Communist anti-aircraft positions dotted the landscape. Sandbagged and cleverly camouflaged, they hid among thousands of bomb craters. The pock marks of incessant American airstrikes. More airplanes had been shot down there than any other place in Laos. So there's a terrible place. Um, that's very well protected.

• 1:21:39Speaker 01

  Um. Yep, dirty deadly Chapon.

• 1:21:42Jocko Willink?

  Dirty deadly Chapon is the name of the chapter. Now you got a, a warrant officer Kurt astronaut Denger. And he's astronaut because he, what he took his plane up to like max altitude or something. What did he do?

• 1:21:54Speaker 01

  Well, he was there early on. He was flying a Slarmish and I think when I was a new pilot. And, uh, the weather was bad, some thunderstorms. So he took his airplane way up to got, I don't know, 18,000 feet or something to get over the weather. And the guys found out about it. And, uh, and so he got the, yeah, we all got nicknames for one reason or another. He got, he got tagged with astronaut.

• 1:22:12Jocko Willink?

  Uh, so he comes up with a mission plan.

• 1:22:14Speaker 01

  Yeah, now he, I, I, I would say he was, uh, what, he ended up being the finest infrared pilot in, in the unit. Probably in the United States Army. Uh, he came to the unit as a young warrant officer one with a real good understanding of our infrared systems. He had worked as a civilian before he came in the military for Texas Instruments. And worked on the infrared advances and their development of infrared systems. So he was a real, became an infrared guru in the unit. So he's now moved from SLAR into flying infrared missions. Uh, and, and he would ride in the right seat as an observer as much as he would fly to get the, tweak the system, get the most out of it. So he and I are scheduled to fly one night. He's going to be my right seat, uh, infrared observer and I'm flying pilot.

• 1:22:56Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, and he's, he, he's got a plan for you.

• 1:22:58Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 1:22:59Jocko Willink?

  A mission plan to, uh, get into Chapon and, and get some footage.

• 1:23:05Jocko Willink?

  And you say, "Sounds intriguing, but you know we're forbidden from getting anywhere near Chapon unless it's assigned as a priority mission for some special person, uh, purpose." Looks to me like the fact that it's turned into an intelligence black hole justifies getting some coverage. I've got the mission all laid out for a 10 by 10 mile box. Flight paths, turns, Doppler updates, everything. I can get us overlap on each run, so we'll have good coverage of the whole box. We can get our assigned IR missions finished and still have plenty of time left for this. I figure we can get it done in less than an hour. What do you say? I took a deep breath and let rationalization get in the way of sound logic. It needs to be done. Let's do it.

• 1:23:47Jocko Willink?

  It's kinda crazy. Like, this is a crazy idea from him to go and do this without permission in a forbidden zone.

• 1:23:54Speaker 01

  Absolutely. Yeah. Rather than say, "Hey, we need to check with the commander or anything else." Yeah, and off we went.

• 1:24:01Jocko Willink?

  So you guys go and do your, your standard mission and then you go and, um, you go to execute this thing. "We completed several tracks before the guns started shooting. Most of the fire initially came from a rising hill just northwest of Chapon. The other guns joined in, firing from positions all over the area. They seemed to be lobbing shells at our sound. Nothing came that close. Rounds exploded behind us and well off to our side. The gunners threw big stuff at us. 37mm, 57mm, possibly larger. Most went off well above us. Thank God it's a pitch black night."

• 1:24:32Speaker 01

  And we were low. We were low. Okay.

• 1:24:36Jocko Willink?

  "I felt smug as we headed home. We'd done something pretty extraordinary and I hadn't even gotten a scratch. I don't think either of us really realized how insanely lucky we had been until we heard a chilling call on the radio. Mayday, mayday, mayday. This is Covey 410. Yellowbird 52 has gone in. I say again, Yellowbird 52 has gone in. He's crashed." I cleared him on a pass, then saw an explosion. Fire still burning just north of Route 922, about 10 miles west of the border.

• 1:25:08Jocko Willink?

  Fast forward a little bit. The next morning, you're at work. Flight Operations Clerk says, "Intel wants to see you in the two-shop ASAP." I went in. The analyst had our mission film spread out across their light table. It filled the entire surface. The analyst beamed. "This is the best coverage of Japon we've ever seen. Look at all this stuff you found." One analyst pointed out some key points of interest. "And you got the entire area." "That's never been done by anyone." My Flight Operations Clerk came through the door, just as the analyst added, "We've already sent an intelligence summary to MACV. They're excited. The film is going to them on a special courier flight later today. Good job." My clerk interrupted. "Captain Reader, the CL wants to see you and Mr. Dengr."

• 1:25:54Jocko Willink?

  Am I saying that right?

• 1:25:54Speaker 01

  Degner.

• 1:25:55Jocko Willink?

  Degner, right now. Oh shit, I thought. I headed to the company orderly room. Astronaut was already there, waiting for me by the first sergeant's desk. As soon as I walked in, the first sergeant said, "Go on in." Kurt and I knocked on the door jamb and entered Major Alton's bark. Entered on Major Alton's bark. He was red-faced, obviously anger, angry. Kurt, Degner, looked sunburned from the incident at the club, but he paled in comparison to the crimson ire we witnessed on the face of our company commander. I'd never seen him like that before, or ever again since. Major Alton bit his lip and said in the most measured tone he could, "I just heard about your mission last night. I understand you did a complete area search around Japon and got

• 1:26:38Jocko Willink?

  complete coverage of the entire area, including tracks directly over the town. Is that right?" Kurt and I responded in unison, not knowing what was coming next. "Yes, sir." Our commander fixed an angry glare right into each of our eyes, shifting from me to Kurt and back to me. "You are aware that I put Japon off limits, except for the highest priority missions, and then at higher altitudes, and get right in and get out." Again, together. "Yes, sir." His measured tone was gone. He yelled, "Well, what the hell did you think you were doing? Flying a low-altitude area search, going back and forth and back and forth, all over the heaviest concentration of anti-aircraft in Laos?" I started, "We thought..." "You thought. You didn't think. That's the problem. You disobeyed my direct order.

• 1:27:24Jocko Willink?

  I should rip your wings right off. I should rip your wings off, right here, and put you both up on court martial charges."

• 1:27:33Jocko Willink?

  But I won't. Get out of here and don't ever do such a stupid fucking thing again. Once more in unison, yes, sir. I added awkwardly, no, sir, we won't. As we turned to leave, I could see his emotion was more than anger. It was his fear that we could have been killed, the same as a father's fear for the safety of his children. Gary Alton's restrictions on our operations around Chapon were driven by his desire to protect us, at least as much as he could in this raging war, taking the lives of so many air crews over Laos. Our unit had lost too many great guys. He didn't want us to be two more.

• 1:28:17Speaker 01

  Yeah, hard for me not to get emotional about Gary Alton. And that was just one example of what he thought of us. Yeah, he was our dad and we were his kids and sometimes we misbehaved, but he was always looking after us. He was so proud of his command of that unit for the rest of his life and some of that's captured at the end of the book. But yeah, finest commander I ever had in any of my assignments of 30 years in the United States Army. Wonderful man.

• 1:28:51Jocko Willink?

  Of course, even with that, where does it end up at the Spud Club? We go back to the Spud Club.

• 1:28:55Speaker 01

  Once again.

• 1:28:57Jocko Willink?

  You get in there, it's a little bit subdued. Frank Griswold walked in the door. He just left Ops, he came with bad news. The Cat Killers have a plane down, no comms, no good location. It's dark and he'd be out of gas a while ago. Who's the pilot? I asked. Frank looked at a piece of paper he held in his hand. Captain Mac Bird, pilot. Lieutenant Kevin O'Brien, artillery observer in the backseat. Oh shit, not Mac Bird. I looked at the Loudermilk standing nearby. My glance shifted to Mitch Waldron. We were all classmates, all went through nine months of flight school together. We drank with him at the Cat Killer Club. Stunned, shocked, numbed my expression and my heart. I saw the same expression as I looked into the eyes of my classmates. We grabbed four drinks, moved close and said nothing.

• 1:29:42Jocko Willink?

  There was hope, but not much. We all assumed the worst. It was dark. The weather was bad. Mac was out of gas.

• 1:29:53Speaker 01

  And that was, the cat killers were the unit right next to ours and that was one of the, it was a bird dog unit. Had those two-seat spotter, small, light propeller observer planes. They operated inside of South Vietnam, but all the way in the DMZ area, very hostile mission out by Kason. And some, more of my flight school classmates were over in that unit. Mac Bird was one, Charles Finch was another, and, and that was the night Mac went down. His wreckage has never been found to this day. His body never recovered.

• 1:30:25Jocko Willink?

  And then you guys, of course, you guys go up and on your flights, you check and search and you guys do what you can and you search and search and you found nothing, as you said. Mac Bird left a lovely wife and a beautiful baby girl. A gloom hung over the 220th and 131st. We all searched and searched over the days ahead. Never found anything.

• 1:30:46Speaker 01

  No.

• 1:30:49Jocko Willink?

  "Time for grief is short in war. Ho Chi Minh's quest for victory in the South never slowed. Our missions didn't end. I flew nearly every day for the rest of the month. I flew mostly daytime visual photo recon. A third of the time, though, I flew infrared at low level on dark nights in rough terrain. My sense, my senses sharp." And it's exactly how that, the way you wrote that in the book is exactly, it goes from the little memorial to Mac Bird, straight into "time for grief is short in war." And it is, like, I've told many people, the war doesn't stop. The war's gonna keep going, the enemy's gonna keep going, there's gonna be missions that have to go and you're gonna get your gear back on and go back to it.

• 1:31:31Speaker 01

  Right.

• 1:31:34Jocko Willink?

  "Fast forward a little bit. I'd learned much about my young self during those first months flying Mohawks in combat. It's not that I was unafraid, quite the opposite. I was afraid on almost every mission, but I was able to overcome it. Courage came from my ability to contain fear, push through it, and do what had to be done, even with angst swelling in the pit of my stomach."

• 1:31:53Jocko Willink?

  On Fridays, our VR missions ended in Thailand. You guys would land at the Thai Air Force Base in Ubon. Is that what I'm saying that right?

• 1:32:01Speaker 01

  Yeah, Ubon.

• 1:32:03Jocko Willink?

  And you guys would deliver intelligence to the Wolf Pack, which is the 8th Tactical Fighter Wing. Next stop was the 497th Tactical Fighter Squadron, the Night Owls. And by the time you finished with the 8th Wing and the 497th, the crews were just starting their day. And this is what, so this had to be kind of crazy going to Thailand because Thailand is a totally different world.

• 1:32:21Speaker 01

  Wow. Every Friday, our VR platoon got to take this, the intel products and, and the 492nd Night Owls, we, we operated with them a lot. We flew night, they flew night on our, on our slarn infrared missions over the trail. We'd feed targets to them. So we had a relationship. The intel product went there, uh, the, and anybody could have taken it over, but the VR platoon was selected as the guys that took it over just because of the risk of our mission. It was kind of a reward. So every Friday, we'd, we'd have, uh, crews, the crews that were flying would stop and remain overnight, Arwen and, and, and Ubon. It is like being on the other side of the world. You know, and even though the aircraft flying there are all experiencing the same combat over Laos, living conditions in Vietnam compared to living conditions in Laos.

• 1:33:03Speaker 01

  And, and we'd go check into a local hotel in, in Ubon and go out to dinner and just have a grand time.

• 1:33:08Jocko Willink?

  That's crazy. Yeah, that's cra- that's crazy. The war is so different for different people in different situations. Like even, uh, my first deployment to Iraq, we were, we were in a really good spot right by the Baghdad International Airport. We had our own little camp, but it was, it was, you know, it was relatively Spartan, but you'd go to some places like the Green Zone. These people are in actual, what seem like mansions. And they have this incredible food and they have chandeliers over the dinner tables and candles. Like, it's really weird. And then, you know, like I said, we were in a, you know, we were in hard buildings. We had at least attack operations. We had tents that were, were pretty nice that we had built out. We'd go out to some random outstation where there'd be some conventional army unit

• 1:33:53Jocko Willink?

  or some special forces ODA team and they're literally eating one MRE a day and. You know, just living in terrible conditions and they're going to do that for nine months or 12 months or 14 months. And that's how it is.

• 1:34:06Speaker 01

  Right.

• 1:34:06Jocko Willink?

  And meanwhile, the people over the green zone are having, well, um, they would have like socials. It'd be like, oh, Tuesday's taco, taco Tuesday, you know, what is happening here? So I suppose rolling over to Uban occasionally.

• 1:34:22Speaker 01

  Was quite nice, quite nice. And then while we end up and we'll probably get to it later in the book, we had a whole detachment go up to Udon. And they were living in a hotel in town, getting credit for combat tour, their Vietnam tour. Where they, yeah, they were living in Thailand, flying in Laos, but they had a very hazardous mission too. So, yeah.

• 1:34:40Jocko Willink?

  Well, you know, what's weird too is now you have guys that are flying UAVs or not right now, but during the wars.

• 1:34:51Speaker 01

  Las Vegas.

• 1:34:52Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, flying UAVs, killing people. Go kill, you know, 38 Taliban confirmed dead.

• 1:34:58Speaker 01

  Right.

• 1:34:59Jocko Willink?

  And then you go home and pick up your kids from school.

• 1:35:01Speaker 01

  Yeah, that's gotta be hard.

• 1:35:02Jocko Willink?

  Yeah.

• 1:35:03Speaker 01

  I mean, the conditions aren't hard, but the mental going from killing people in combat to being home at your kids' flag football game or something. Yeah.

• 1:35:13Jocko Willink?

  So we're talking about the night owls here, going back to the book, the night owls flew, yeah.

• 1:35:16Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 1:35:16Jocko Willink?

  No, night owls flew one, two, three ship missions at night, looking for trucks to destroy. Sometimes they found their own targets, often they got assistance in locating or illuminating targets from the C130 flare ship Blind Bat. They also had a working partnership with Spectre AC130 gunships and of course our Spud, uh, SLAR or IR birds. The F4s, when the night owls were in our area, they always appreciated the lucrative targets we passed their way. On one occasion, on occasion, Moonbeam, the nighttime airborne controller would pair one of our SLAR or IR birds with a Blind Bat flare ship. When he had a couple of. F4s in tow from Night Owl. Our Mohawks found targets and called them into the blind

• 1:35:57Jocko Willink?

  bat who illuminated the area with flares before working the 497th aircraft in a strike. The results were often stunning. There's a lot going on.

• 1:36:05Speaker 01

  There's a lot. Every night, there's a lot. Every day, every night.

• 1:36:09Jocko Willink?

  Um, fast forward. On February 15th, I was with my observer getting ready for our afternoon VR mission. I'd be flying as Frank Griswold's wingman. Frank approached, just heard some bad news. What? Stan Clark, Stan Clark went down last night. The 497th Ops Officer. We saw him last month in Ubon. Yeah, good guy. Yeah. Are they making a rescue? They got his backseater early this morning. They don't think Stan got out. No emergency beeper. Not much hope. Worse yet, the lead A1 covering the rescue went down. Hit by 37 millimeter. No shoot, no beeper. Aircraft exploded on impact. He was one of the Sandys from here. Those are the guys we've been drinking with in the club.

• 1:36:52Speaker 01

  And that was a non-confidant. We'd been moved over to non-confidant then, so.

• 1:36:57Jocko Willink?

  Um, and guess what? We strapped into our Mohawks and took off. We listened for beepers on the emergency frequencies, made a few calls in the blind, flew over the area looking. Nothing, no luck. Two more guys gone.

• 1:37:10Speaker 01

  Yep. Yep. Yeah, that was Tet of 1969. We evacuated our aircraft from Vietnam because they were worried about the Tet Offensive in Vietnam. It ended up not being as bad as 68, but no one knew. So we took half our aircraft to Nok Kafanam, Thailand, and half our aircraft to Ubon, Thailand, and, uh, and got to, yeah, spend some quality time with the Air Force guys, uh, over there in Thailand for that, that period. Yeah, it was really sad to see Stan Clark going.

• 1:37:38Jocko Willink?

  Fast forward a little bit. I rolled down the runway and pulled smoothly into the sky. Joe, not far behind, quickly joined up. We flew in tight formation. Joe close under my right wing. We headed west through the wispy clouds, climbing to 5,000 feet. The morning sun at our backs. We passed just north of the A Shaw Valley before hitting the Laotian border. My senses peaked every time I entered Laos. Yes, war raged in Vietnam, but Laos was an altogether different place. It was the layer of fire-breathing beasts lying in wait, ready to shoot us out of the sky.

• 1:38:16Jocko Willink?

  I called to loosen our flight formation and Joe fell back to trail several hundred feet behind. You go over the Anamite Mountains, get above Route 92 of one of the major roads of the Ho Chi Minh Trail. You're going in, take a photo. I keyed the intercom and said, "Start." Observer activated the camera, taking a series of vertical shots. So that's what you're doing. You're kind of like, you'd set up and tell the, "Hey, we're going in to take these shots." After that, you go across the river, you go, you see Route 96, do the same thing there. Called my ring man. "You want to do the next two? Roger that." "Okay, go on down. I'll climb and keep you covered." Joe made the final two photo runs.

• 1:39:01Jocko Willink?

  On his last, on his last, a muzzle flash has erupted. I called, "You're taking fire? Taking fire? Get out of there." The rounds came up behind him. "Not worth expending any rockets. We might need them later if anything serious happened." He was past those meatheads by the time they started shooting. He was okay. My observer dutifully noted the position on his map and gave the coordinates. I called the gun sight into Hillsboro. A fact could put in a flight of fighters if he didn't have anything better. I made a sharp right turn to avoid entering forbidden Cambodian airspace. Now you're along the Chi Kha River. We'd never taken any fire in this area, so I dropped down on the water. I love to do that along this stretch of river banking sharply, trying to follow the river's

• 1:39:43Jocko Willink?

  course as closely as I could, staying below the trees that grew along the banks whenever possible, and getting right down on the water when I could. Stupidity personified, but it was great fun. "You're too low, Wild Bill. Your props are making wakes in the water." I double-clicked my mic button. Two rapid clicks made me neither yes or that I heard and understood the last transmission. I hugged the water, continuing to make wakes a bit longer, then pulled back hard on the stick, ballooning up and climbing out for some altitude.

• 1:40:11Jocko Willink?

  So you guys are, you're having a good time.

• 1:40:13Speaker 01

  That's, the stupidity continues there.

• 1:40:16Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, um, you flew new flying north west, um, a place called Adapoo.

• 1:40:21Speaker 01

  Adapo.

• 1:40:22Jocko Willink?

  Adapo, tains, the town's main street served as an airstrip used by the clandestine CIA Airlines Air American Continental Air Services. It looked to be in good shape. Um, from Adapo, you flew north. On previous flights, you'd seen a small airstrip atop an impressive Bolovens Plateau now towering above our left, above the river. I decided to check it out. Close it up. We're gonna make a low pass over that strip on the plateau. Tuck in tight. A call came over the emergency radio frequency that all aircrows monitor. Aircraft buzzing PS38. This is State House 01. Oh shit. I worried I screwed up, but replied confidently, State House 01, this is Spud 5. Hope you enjoy the show.

• 1:41:04Jocko Willink?

  Roger that Spud, come by anytime. You can give me a call on 121.5. Roger State House. See you again. I transmitted it to Joe. That sounds like an American. Yeah, I'm sure he is. The airstrip showed on our map as Ban Kong Hang. I asked the observer to mark it as PS38. I suspected it was some sort of a clandestine base that I'd spoken to CIA agent running the operation during our stay at Nakan Phanam.

• 1:41:31Speaker 01

  Right.

• 1:41:32Jocko Willink?

  I'd heard stories of CIA involvement in the civil war raging in Laos. So this, again, I had to bring this up because this is just so random. You're like flying over a random Laotian village. And a dude comes up on the guard frequency like, hey, you know, aircraft buzzing. How's it going? This is, this is like the Wild West.

• 1:41:54Speaker 01

  Exactly, exactly. And those, those guys, and I came, you know, and that was a CIA operation. Uh, and we suspected at the time, we didn't know a lot. We weren't read on to the, to the CIA's operations over there. Uh, we, we suspected they were taking place. We'd heard some things when we were over at Nakan Phanam. And now this American's up on the radio and there was no doubt in our mind. He's some CIA guy out there in the middle of nowhere. But yeah, there was one lone American there at PS38 with these indigenous Laotian guerrilla units operating all over southern, and there's several of these guys operating all over, all over southern Laos.

• 1:42:31Jocko Willink?

  It's wild.

• 1:42:34Jocko Willink?

  Back to it, end of February, you're at it again. Mitch Waldron flew your wing, pleasant day, clear weather, unlimited visibility. Hey, how about a run about the, how about a run up the Xi-jiang, Xi-Kong?

• 1:42:47Speaker 01

  It's Xi-Kong, Xi-Kong, yeah, that makes it easier. Yeah, so this is, so I'd done that that other day, I forget who I was with, but this is my first day making this run with, with Mitch. And I really thought it was cool. We'd get down there and just do a low run up this river. Okay, but go ahead.

• 1:43:02Jocko Willink?

  Waldron responded enthusiastic. He was game for anything. Roger, let's go. We came upon the river slightly north of the Cambodian border. I settled right down on the water, happily churning wakes with my prop wash. Man, you must have felt like a badass, huh? Mitch shouted on the radio, shit, Wild Bill, did you see that? See what? The cable you just flew under. No way, you shitting me? No, sir. You just flew under one big fucking cable strung across the river. I was so low that I flew right under it and didn't see it. Must have been strung between high trees. I figured the bad guys had seen my screw-off river runs, because this was something you were doing like regularly.

• 1:43:40Speaker 01

  Yeah, too regularly.

• 1:43:41Jocko Willink?

  And decided to snag themselves a dumb pilot and his airplane. I knew I was lucky to be alive. Stupidity personified. And my poor observer, he trusted me and enjoyed my antics. Childish games that could have gotten both of us killed. I never flew low along a river again. I think I grew up a lot that day. Young men facing death mock it. They taunt it, feeling invulnerable. I was not far past adolescence. When I got to Vietnam, only 22, I'd been given an agile flying machine with rockets to shoot and loads of excitement to be had. Things happened, sure, people got killed, yeah, but not me. Death stalked the other guy. Nothing would happen to me. That all changed that day on the river. I was shocked into manhood at the ripe old age of 23. I was not invincible.

• 1:44:26Jocko Willink?

  I was nearly killed. But for the grace of God, that cable could have sliced right through the cockpit. It should have. I was damn lucky. I knew it. I would always remain an aggressive young pilot, doing what needed to be done in war, but I'd never be so stupidly juvenile again. I felt I'd changed when I landed back at Phu Bai.

• 1:44:48Jocko Willink?

  And the fact that you're putting your observer at risk.

• 1:44:52Speaker 01

  That's what really, that's what really hit home. Yeah.

• 1:44:58Jocko Willink?

  Fast forward, here's another mission. We'd been asked to look for improvements along a road running east from Chavain. Is that right?

• 1:45:06Speaker 01

  Chavain.

• 1:45:07Jocko Willink?

  We found lots of fresh road work. The communists, the communists obviously intended this to be a major throwaway from Route 96, north-south spine of the Ho Chi Minh Trail, to funnel supplies to the North Vietnamese Army and Viet Cong guerrillas inside South Vietnam. And by the way, you've got a whole bunch of history and explanations of the different situations that are going on. It, it gives a really good strategic look and historical look at what was happening on the ground in Vietnam, North Vietnam, South Vietnam, Laos, Cambodia. So you will learn a lot when you read this book. It's just an outstanding book.

• 1:45:47Jocko Willink?

  Frank dropped down for a closer look to get some low level photos. I stayed high, keep him in sight, ready to pounce if he drew fire. As he pulled up, he announces, "A bunch of fuel drums stacked under the trees on the south side of the road. Got good photos. I'm going to put some rockets on them and see what we got. Cover me, then come on behind me and hit them. I'll cover you." Roger. Frank rolled in, fired a pair, then another before pulling up. His rockets hit and exploded, detonating bigger explosions. Flames erupted and roared through the trees. I followed. I keyed my radio. Nice stuff, lead. I'm in. Hit about 100 yards short of mine to the west. I saw more stuff in there. Roger. I did a slow wing over, letting the nose of my mohawk fall steeply toward the earth before leveling my wings, lined up on the target. I fired two pairs of rockets. The tree line burst

• 1:46:31Jocko Willink?

  into flame. That's enough, Wild Bull. Wild Bill, save our rockets. We've still got the rest of the mission to fly. Roger. Looks good. We did plenty of damage here. I fell into loose trail a few hundred feet behind Frank as we climbed heading north. I relaxed, congratulating myself. Nice strike. We did good. Wham.

• 1:46:50Jocko Willink?

  An explosion rocked the aircraft. I saw a bright flash to my right, heard the boom, felt the concussion, all in the same instant. The airplane snapped onto its left side, then rolled violently back to the right. Fragments tore up into the cockpit, ripping superficially into our flesh, debris whirled about. Flames blazed outside, smoke billowed inside, foul in my nostrils with the smell of burning fuel and hydraulic fluid.

• 1:47:20Jocko Willink?

  And where is the fuel in this aircraft placed?

• 1:47:24Speaker 01

  The main fuel cell, thirty-six hundred pounds of JP4 is right behind the bulkhead, behind the pilot's head.

• 1:47:32Jocko Willink?

  So your bird's on fire, there's smoke everywhere. Chaos engulfed my consciousness, my senses overwhelmed, reality became so unreal. I arm wrestled the stick in the fight of my life. I pulled the power back on the right engine, and then the lever that feathered the propeller. I struggled to get the thing flying, caution lights flashed, instruments tumbled. The number two firelight glowed red. I glanced right past Armstrong. He stared straight ahead, terrified, poor guy. Flames engulfed the wing. I pushed my foot hard against the rudder pedal, slipping the airplane away from the flames. I pulled the fire handle, stopping fuel flow to the right engine. I hit the fire bottle switch, activating both extinguishers. The flames stopped.

• 1:48:17Jocko Willink?

  I looked at the remnants of what had been my right engine. The propeller was gone, the engine cover was blown away. Only a few smoking parts remained. The wing was a mess of holes. We needed to get the hell out of there, away from bad guy territory, and we needed to land soon. I turned southwest and headed for PS38, the nearest safe haven. I called Frank. I spoke as calmly as I could, so I'd be clearly understood. Five, this is six. We took a hit. I think thirty-seven millimeter, barely flyable, turning toward southwest, trying to get to PS38. Roger, coming around to find you. A few seconds later, got you. I'll come in to give you a look. Can you hold steady? Not able to maintain altitude, a single engine, damaged the right wing. Every time I try to level off, plane starts to roll onto its back.

• 1:49:02Jocko Willink?

  Have to stay in a decent, in a descent to keep up airspeed. Roger, I'm making mayday calls to get things moving. We'll get a rescue package cranking just in case. I quickly saw that I couldn't make it to PS38. I wouldn't have enough altitude. I'd be below the elevation of the plateau before I got there. I set my hopes on an alternate, almost the same distance, but over 2,000 feet lower. I'm not going to make PS38. I'll be too low, turning towards Saravane. Roger, I'm on you. Doesn't look good. You've got holes all over your right side. I don't see an engine, just a gaping space. Your entire right wing leading edge is shredded. Roger. So this is not a good feeling.

• 1:49:47Speaker 01

  No, no. Of course, I was busy as hell, so there wasn't a whole bunch of chance of opportunity to reflect on, on much other than fly that airplane.

• 1:49:55Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, just going through the protocols.

• 1:49:56Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 1:49:57Jocko Willink?

  The closest thing I've got, which is not even close, not even close, but I did have a parachute malfunction. And I mean, I guess you could get really freaked out when it happens. I've only had one, but I was just going through the procedures that you go through when you cut that thing away and you pull your reserve.

• 1:50:13Speaker 01

  And hoping.

• 1:50:14Jocko Willink?

  Yeah. Again, and you're, I mean, not even hoping, you're just doing the protocol. You're not even thinking, you know, I'm just like doing the things that I was trained to do and doing it. And it's, that's that. Uh, this is clearly a very desperate situation, a lot more complicated and, and, uh, intense than mine.

• 1:50:31Jocko Willink?

  Back to the book, I flew northwest steadily losing altitude. I crossed the Zekong River, seeking the lowest ground, following a valley that seemed to be leading towards Saravane. Frank confirmed my course in between making emergency radio calls. He worked to get a rescue package going. That would normally be a jolly green search and rescue helicopter, covered by a flight of A1 Skyraider attack planes. Still, I planned to land on the airstrip at Saravane. I prayed that it remained in friendly hands. Frank would hopefully be able to confirm that before I got there. When I made my next call, my concern was no, that concern was no longer an issue. We're not going to make it to Saravane, losing altitude too fast. I'll get as far west as I can before we punch out. Roger, I've got you in sight.

• 1:51:16Jocko Willink?

  So you know you're not going to be able to land. You're just trying to get as far as you can, as close as you can to friendly territory.

• 1:51:22Speaker 01

  Yep. And even then, we weren't sure if Saravane was in friendly hands or not. It changed hands, but hopefully it was and I was going to get as close as I could. And I wanted to land there, but that became impossible.

• 1:51:33Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, that became impossible so that it didn't matter anymore. I talked to Armstrong. We're not going to be able to land anywhere. We'll have to eject. Get ready. Remember to grab your upper handle with both hands and pull down towards your knees. When I give you the command, don't worry about the canopy. We'll go through it. The Mohawk did not have a command ejection. In other words, I could not eject both of us. We'd each have to fire our own seat. Armstrong reached up and held the upper firing handle with both hands, waiting. The jungle rose quickly. A few hundred feet above the ground, I keyed the mic and said eject, eject, eject. Armstrong sat there. We always told our observers that if we ever have to eject, we'd give them, we'd give the command three times, then they'd be sitting there by themselves, staring at an empty space

• 1:52:15Jocko Willink?

  where their pilot used to be because we'd be gone. Easier said than done. So you would tell them, you're going to tell them to eject and then you're ejecting. So they better freaking eject too.

• 1:52:26Speaker 01

  Yep. Or they'll be by themselves.

• 1:52:28Jocko Willink?

  I don't know why Armstrong didn't go. I thought he'd just frozen, but if I pushed the mic switch to radio instead of intercom, perhaps he didn't hear me. Regardless, he sat there. I held the stick in my left hand, turned toward him and pounded him on the shoulder with my right. As we approached the trees, I pulled back on the stick. The Mohawk slowed and began to roll right, settling into the treetops. With branches slapping across the windshield in front of him, Armstrong finally pulled his handle and left the airplane. In one motion, I let go of the stick, reached up with both hands and pulled my handle, my handle. Problem was, my head was cocked to the right. My neck bent slightly when I went out. The ejection seat trainer gave me quite a jolt when we'd used it in the qualification course in Alabama. The instructor, Mr. Meadows,

• 1:53:13Jocko Willink?

  told us that was nothing though. The trainer was only a small charge that gave us about seven Gs. He told us an actual ejection would fire us out at 18 Gs. That's 18 times the force of gravity. The ejection seat in the Mohawk was a Martin Baker Mark V. First produced for the Navy in 1957. It employed an ejection gun. Bang, you shot out at 80 feet per second.

• 1:53:39Jocko Willink?

  When I pulled my upper ejection handle, it brought a fabric screen down over my head. I remembered the blast of the punch of the 18 instantaneous G's momentarily blacking out, seeing green foliage, feeling the jerk of the parachute and hitting the ground with a thud. There was not time for full chute deployment or even a single swing under the canopy, but I was alive.

• 1:54:02Speaker 01

  I made it.

• 1:54:05Speaker 01

  I tell them, you know, I've been doing some work with NATO special operations forces here the last years. And when I, when I run into my, my special ops friends who have all their parachute jumps says, hey, I've only got one parachute jump in my life, guys, but mine's a combat jump.

• 1:54:22Jocko Willink?

  And an involuntary one.

• 1:54:27Jocko Willink?

  It worked. Thank God and thank you, Martin Baker. Actually, I was, I was just looking through the internet and there's the whole Martin Baker page on their webpage of people that have ejected. There's stories that you're on there.

• 1:54:43Speaker 01

  You found me.

• 1:54:44Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, I found you. And all these people saying, thank you, Martin Baker for making these ejection seats.

• 1:54:49Speaker 01

  And I get a free tie out of the deal. I got a Martin Baker tie.

• 1:54:53Jocko Willink?

  Oh, nice. That's all you gotta do is eject.

• 1:54:57Jocko Willink?

  I got out of the airplane, the parachute and surveyed my situation. How strange for a pilot to sit in the cockpit one instant, as messed up as that was, then suddenly be on the ground in a strange foreboding place. It was the most unreal sensation I've ever had.

• 1:55:13Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:55:14Jocko Willink?

  It's about to get more unreal. Rat-a-tat-tat, rat-a-tat-tat, machine gunfire.

• 1:55:20Jocko Willink?

  I heard voices in the distance shouting and screaming. I pulled my 38 caliber revolver from my holster of my hip.

• 1:55:26Speaker 01

  That's what they give us, a six-shot revolver.

• 1:55:29Jocko Willink?

  I held it, looked at it, six shots, then fumbled to load six more bullets, one at a time. No way. This would be another, this will not be another Custer's Last Stand. I stuck the pistol back in its holster and pulled on the radio from my survival vest. I extended the antenna and transmitted, Spud, Spud 5, this is 6, on guard. 6, this is 5, have you loud and clear? Are you okay? Phew, got comms. I sighed relief. Yeah, I'm okay. Listen to me, I'm gonna fly over you. I want you to move in that direction as quickly as you can. Will do. What an awesome freaking. Wingman.

• 1:56:01Speaker 01

  Yeah, all my life to Frank Griswold.

• 1:56:03Jocko Willink?

  So he, it's, it's really a very heads up for him to recognize that when you get on the ground, you're going to be disoriented. You're not going to be able from, you're not going to know which direction to go. So he immediately tells you, I'm going to fly over you heading in a certain direction. Go in that direction.

• 1:56:18Speaker 01

  Yep. Which was to move me away from the bad guys.

• 1:56:22Jocko Willink?

  Right, which you don't know where they are.

• 1:56:24Speaker 01

  No, to sort them around.

• 1:56:26Jocko Willink?

  Frank made a low pass over me. That was the direction I needed to go. I heard more gunfire, voices closer. I called them again. I got, I've got bad guys down here. They're shooting at me. Sounds like they're shooting at you too. Roger, there's a village in the opposite direction from where I'm sending you. I saw people coming out with their weapons. Keep going. I moved as fast as I could. I was a bit busted up, but confident I could get through the jungle faster than the small guys chasing me. I broke into a run, crashing through the undergrowth. Frank turned sharply just above the trees. I heard his rockets fire, felt them impact a short distance behind me. Then he made two more runs before climbing to a safer altitude. That slowed the enemy and brought me and bought me time. It seemed like forever, but it was less than an hour before Frank had good news. I've got a helicopter inbound. So an hour goes by. Did you keep moving that whole time?

• 1:57:08Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 1:57:09Jocko Willink?

  I've got a helicopter inbound. Should be only a few minutes out. See if you can find a break in the trees and move to it. Roger, I'm looking for that. How's my right seat? No comms yet. We've been trying. We got a good fix on a shoot though. A moment later, he called again. Chopper's close. He'll call you on this freak. Soon I heard, Spud six, this is Pony Express. We see your crash site and parachute. We are looking in the direction your wingman said you are moving. Can you pop smoke? Roger, popping smoke now. I took a smoke marker from my survival vest, removed the cap and pulled the pin. It spewed smoke. This is Pony, Pony Express. I've got orange smoke. That is me. Confirm orange smoke. Roger Spud, we're dropping a penetrator through the trees. Just lower the seat and grab hold. We'll pull you up. I'd never seen anything like it before. The army did not have survival training on

• 1:57:54Jocko Willink?

  par with the Navy and the Air Force. I had no idea what, what to expect. A metal cylinder came through the trees at the end of a steel cable. It hit the ground. I went to it, pried down a hinged, flat arm and stood by and called on my radio survival, on my survival radio, ready. As the penetrator lifted, I sat on the arm, hugging the cylinder. I grabbed a hold of the cable with my right hand. I continued to rise. I held on tight. I got close to the helicopter. It was a Huey, not a Jolly Green. A crew member leaned out of the open door and screamed, "Let go of the cable, you'll smash your fingers. Hold around the penetrator." I did and watched as the part of the cable I'd clung to, just above the top of the cylinder, rolled into a pulley that would have been nasty. The one who'd been yelling, a big burly guy, grabbed hold of me and pulled me inside.

• 1:58:38Jocko Willink?

  The seats had been removed from the back end. Just open space remained. I collapsed on the bare floor, thankful to be alive.

• 1:58:51Jocko Willink?

  The crew member shouted, "We see your other pilot. We're coming around to get him." He kicked me with his foot to get my attention and handed me an M16 rifle. "Here, take this and shoot out the left side. We're taking fire." I complied.

• 1:59:05Jocko Willink?

  Good dimes.

• 1:59:10Jocko Willink?

  Small arms and machine guns, and machine guns tracers zipping by. Frank gave close air support with his rockets as the helicopter crew called enemy positions to him. The pilot held steady as he flew the helicopter toward Armstrong. Apparently, my crewmate had not moved far from his parachute. He had problems with the radio and could not figure out how to, could not figure out the smoke marker. Luckily, he'd come down beside a small clearing and moved to it. When he saw the helicopter, he stepped into it in the open and waved his arms. The crew saw him on their final approach to get me. There'd be room to land. After, they'd hauled me onboard. They circled back. They picked him up in a jiffy, pulled power, and headed west. A second helicopter, which had remained high, fell into trail and followed. I stopped shooting and sat with my back against the rear bulkhead, breathing deeply and smiling

• 1:59:55Jocko Willink?

  at young Armstrong, so thankful he'd been saved, so grateful we were both alive.

• 2:00:03Speaker 01

  I'll tell you, I owe so many people in my life. I'm thinking through it. I definitely owe Frank Griswold my life, but then, you know, in my book about captivity, all I owe people there in my life, I'm so lucky. And this Air Force crew, Pony Express was an Air Force Special Operations Unit, the 20th SOS, 20th Special Operations Corps, and operating out of Udon, Thailand. They happened to be, just happened to be, operating not that far away in southern Laos, working on a navigation aid site there, and were available to respond.

• 2:00:34Speaker 01

  I'd always wanted to find that crew that picked me up and just thank them and I had no idea how to track them down. And then a guy, what's his name? Jason Collins just published a book about the 20th SOS and in an annex at the back of the book, and I think that's the title, Green Hornets 20th Special Operations Squadron. In an annex at the back, he has a history of the unit, some of the significant activities, just in chronological order. And I'm thumbing through that and I come to March 1st, 1969, and it describes this rescue of this OB1 Mohawk in Laos near Sarajevo. And it has the crew members' names. I should have brought them, I can give them to you later. But he's trying to help me track down these guys. And if they're still around, I'd love to just say, hey, thank

• 2:01:17Speaker 01

  you, guys. I owe you my life for pulling me out of the jungle that day.

• 2:01:22Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, you say in the book, "The Huey flew to the military hospital on Ubon Air Base a little over an hour distant. Along the way, my savior gave me his helmet so I could speak with the cockpit. I thanked the pilots about eight times. I so appreciated them risking their lives to save ours." The pilot told me his unit was US Air Force 20th Special Operations Squadron. "Medics met you on the hospital pad at Ubon. X-rays, exams. Diagnosis is cervical compressions with a cervical sprain, along with a bunch of cuts and bruises and bad hair. Medical technician put a neck collar on me, took me to the ward. Frank Griswold had stayed on station too long. He covered me with rocket fire and slowed the bad guys so I could get

• 2:02:07Jocko Willink?

  away. He wouldn't leave the scene until Armstrong and I had been rescued. He provided close air support to the rescue helicopter throughout. By then, he was about out of gas. He didn't have enough to get back to Vietnam or Thailand, so he headed to PS38, which is that little airstrip. It all comes around. He lands out there randomly. They pumped, they pulled gas out of freaking 55 gallon drums and get him back airborne and get him home."

• 2:02:32Speaker 01

  And he meets the CIA guy. I don't know if you got that part.

• 2:02:35Jocko Willink?

  Yeah.

• 2:02:36Speaker 01

  Okay, go ahead.

• 2:02:37Jocko Willink?

  Just, I mean, that it is.

• 2:02:41Speaker 01

  And yeah, and I guess it's because I like to do research to be sure I got all my facts right. So I'm pushing, pushing, tracking things down. And I thinking, oh, wouldn't it be great if I could track any of these CIA guys down? And one CIA guy had written a book, and in his book, he mentioned something about PS38, and I got a hold of him. And we determined that he wasn't at PS38 when this took place. But eventually, he got me in touch with another CIA guy that was. And so I talked to him a number of times on the phone and got his edition of the account of Frank Lannan there to get gas. In fact, his picture's in the in the book, too. Quite a renowned CIA guy involved in a whole bunch

• 2:03:25Speaker 01

  of stuff and happened to be at PS38 that day that Frank went in there for gas. And yeah.

• 2:03:38Jocko Willink?

  Going back to the book. Two old friends came to my ward the next afternoon, Buick and Frank. Major Alton had made them or had them fly a mohawk from Fubai to check on me to be sure I was okay. They walked into my hospital bed with Irene, the lovely young bartender from the officers' club. The club is only a short distance away. They carried a bottle of champagne and four glasses. The ward nurse turned her head pretending not to see. Frank popped the cork, filled the glasses, and made a toast. Here's to you, Lightfoot. We all four drank, and Irene gave me a big kiss. Wait, Lightfoot, what's that about? That is about you outrunning the bad guys through the jungle for almost an hour. No more Wild Bill. You are now and forevermore Lightfoot of the Spuds.

• 2:04:20Speaker 01

  And that remained my nickname forevermore.

• 2:04:28Jocko Willink?

  Now, you end up, fast forward, you fly back to Fubai. We landed at Fubai and taxied off the runway. Major Alton had formed the entire unit on the ramp. He stood at the front with a soldier, holding a company guidon, got the company guide on. As we came abreast, he snapped everyone to attention, brought them to a smart salute. I opened my canopy and saluted back. Their eyes stayed on me, their care touched my heart. Overwhelmed, emotion rose inside me. My eyes filled with tears, I'd come home. I climbed out, champagne flowed, handshakes and greetings followed. The guys, the guys from the seat shop came up. They were the ones who maintained our ejection seats, inspected the explosive charges, and packed the parachutes. Their sergeant proudly handed me an upper ejection seat handle with its attached face curtain,

• 2:05:11Jocko Willink?

  just like the one I'd pulled to punch out of my airplane. Each of the guys had signed the inside of the curtain, a memento I would cherish forever. Yep, yep, still have it. I bet you do. Amazing.

• 2:05:27Jocko Willink?

  And meanwhile, you would think a normal human would. Echo, he's gonna call me abnormal. You'd think a normal human would say, okay, I just got shot down. I have cervical compression, I've got all these problems. You could probably milk that. I mean, you could probably milk it and get back to America, I'm guessing. Probably could have. Maybe you could milk it and get some downtime in Thailand or Hawaii or something. Or maybe what you do is, and this is what you do, you go into the orthopedic surgeon at the 22nd Surgical Hospital, and you go through some tests. And he had me move my head around and tested the strength of my neck by pushing mildly in different directions. I clenched my teeth and complied, trying my best to mask my pain.

• 2:06:12Jocko Willink?

  You're an obstinate son of a bitch, Captain Reader, here you go. He handed me a piece of paper with something scribbled on it that I couldn't read. I took it right to the flight surgeon, it was good enough for him. They gave me my up slip, meaning you could fly. Yep.

• 2:06:26Jocko Willink?

  I got scheduled for a flight the next day. I flew a VR mission into southern Steel Tiger. I flew VR into Laos for the next three days, then three nights of IR missions, then either VR or IR, every single day for the rest of the month. I didn't take a day off.

• 2:06:43Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 2:06:44Jocko Willink?

  Back in the game.

• 2:06:46Speaker 01

  I don't know if he's going to get to the IR missions that I flew or not with the young man Lacy.

• 2:06:51Jocko Willink?

  Go ahead.

• 2:06:52Speaker 01

  Okay, but I'll give a comment on that. So yeah, so I got back from being shot down, flying some VR, some IR, and this new kid reports to the unit, brand new, out of his training to be a TO, he's an infrared TO, and they put him with this pilot. I didn't even really remember that much about it. And somehow my research, I got connected with him. And so here's the story. He's just in the unit, they're going to put him out on his first mission into Laos with a guy who has just been shot down and is back to flight duty. It turns out to be me. And what I didn't remember, and he refreshed me on all of this, it took, we had two aircraft malfunctions. Went out the first night and the thing malfunctioned, went out the second night it malfunctioned, had to come back. Finally, the third time out, we got out and

• 2:07:35Speaker 01

  were able to do a mission. But here's this poor kid sitting there with this guy that's been shot down. He was a nervous wreck, but turned into a good, Bud Lacy's his name, and turned out to be one of our really good technical observers. And when we finally did get out and do the mission, I think I managed to get the aircraft shot at and brought him back. So what a, what a introduction to his tour of duty with the 131st.

• 2:07:57Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, one of the stories about Bud Lacy is he ends up asking you like, hey, everyone says I'm bad luck, am I bad luck?

• 2:08:06Jocko Willink?

  In the middle of all this chaos, you actually, and the military would send guys on R and R.

• 2:08:14Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 2:08:15Jocko Willink?

  And so at this point, you get sent on R and R, and you end up going to Hawaii.

• 2:08:20Speaker 01

  Right.

• 2:08:21Jocko Willink?

  I'm going to read a little bit here. "It felt strange to be on a commercial airliner high above the Pacific Ocean. We landed at Hickam Air Force Base just outside Honolulu and boarded buses for the drive to Fort Durusie on Waikiki Beach. In the same day, I'd gone from the midst of war to the tranquil beaches of Hawaii. The world seemed strange. Bright colorful life swirled around me, yet I didn't feel a part of it. It was as if I, I watched but wasn't there. An odd sensation." Then the bus stopped and reality returned. A group of women waited nearby. I got off and found my wife, Amy. We hugged. Then she stepped back, looked at me, pointed at my chest and asked, "What's that?" I managed a guilty smile. "It's a Purple Heart."

• 2:09:05Jocko Willink?

  I had two ribbons on my khaki uniform, one that everyone got simply for being in the military at the time, and the other for injuries I'd gotten when I was shot down. Amy's dad had two Purple Hearts from World War II hanging on his wall. She knew what the ribbon looked like. "How'd you get that?" "I got shot down. Nothing major. I'm fine." She frowned. "And you didn't tell me?" "Didn't want to worry you. Sorry." Already the tensions that had strained our marriage for some time began to surface there in paradise. Still, we enjoyed our time in Hawaii. You talk a little bit about being in Hawaii.

• 2:09:33Speaker 01

  Right, right.

• 2:09:37Jocko Willink?

  Then my seven-day sojourn in Hawaii ended. I returned to Vietnam, curiously, comfortably back among my fellow spuds. Even amid the hazards of war, I was ready to be back to work.

• 2:09:52Speaker 01

  It was a family. It was like returning home with those guys. It's odd. In some sense, a very comfortable, warm family feeling, but at the same time, everybody just wanted to have their tour done and be the hell out of there and back to the world.

• 2:10:06Jocko Willink?

  Yeah.

• 2:10:09Jocko Willink?

  You say I'd returned to a bloody page in American history. A big battle had raged in the A Shaw Valley 30 miles west on May 10, 1969. The 101st Airborne Division launched an attack. And you go through the details of what ends up being Hill 916 and Hill 937. They finally took the hilltop on May 20. 72 American soldiers died, 374 wounded, seven missing in action. The American press called Hill 937 "Hamburger Hill."

• 2:10:37Speaker 01

  Yeah, yeah. That was a dark, dark time. A lot of casualties. And, you know, we weren't directly involved in the battle out there, but we'd fly over back and forth going on missions. And I think I describe in there, we'd be taken off from Fubai and hearing helicopters calling, and they'd be in a holding over the hospital helipad, waiting for the one helicopter to drop off casually so the next one could come in. Yeah, that was tough.

• 2:11:06Jocko Willink?

  And then how do you guys feel when like we take the hill and then however many shortly thereafter we leave it?

• 2:11:13Speaker 01

  Yeah, and the enemy's all back in Ashao Valley again, yeah.

• 2:11:16Jocko Willink?

  That's gotta be.

• 2:11:18Speaker 01

  There were, there were, you know, parts of Vietnam, I believe strongly in particularly at the time, and parts of it, I just roll my eyes and wonder what the, what the hell are we doing?

• 2:11:29Jocko Willink?

  And even back then?

• 2:11:30Speaker 01

  Even back then, and, and, and Hamburger Hill was one, and the whole Ashao Valley thing, and the 101st going to clean that out, took casualties, captured the hilltops, and, and we're, we're out, and the enemy's got the valley back.

• 2:11:44Jocko Willink?

  You also, you know, there's a KC-130 that goes down, collides with some F-4s, it was just terrible, terrible scenario.

• 2:11:55Jocko Willink?

  An AC-130 Spectre gets, gets shot up?

• 2:11:59Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 2:12:00Jocko Willink?

  This was, let me read that one real quick. "The pilots ordered the crew to bail out once safely over Thailand. They attempted to land the battered airplane but skidded off a runway. A wing struck and tore off. The mighty ship exploded into flames. The 11 crew members who bailed out survived. The two pilots attempting to land the battered gunship died."

• 2:12:21Jocko Willink?

  "May 1969 was a tough month in Southeast Asia. The war raged, awful as it'd ever been. I'd gotten away for R and R leave right in the middle of the chaos. Turmoil flamed before I left. It blazed after I came back. I'd enjoyed my rest and recuperation, but I now had months more of war ahead, along with responsibilities for a new unit mission getting underway in Thailand."

• 2:12:45Jocko Willink?

  And this is what you mentioned earlier, these, "Earlier in May, Major Alton brought two visitors to operations. They looked out of place. They wore dark suits with white shirts and ties. They had fancy black wingtip shoes like the ones I'd made in, I'd made in Thailand. Mine were already quite dusty, just sitting in my locker. Theirs looked clean and freshly shined. An amazing sight in Vietnam. I'd never seen anything like it. Both walked with purpose, exhibiting an air of importance." Who are these guys? "I shook hands with the visitors." Major Alton added, "Colonel Duskin is the Army Attache at the US Embassy in Vienn- how do you say it?

• 2:13:18Speaker 01

  Viennchen.

• 2:13:19Jocko Willink?

  Viennchen, Laos?

• 2:13:20Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 2:13:20Jocko Willink?

  Mr. Smith on the embassy staff as well." They're to talk about putting some of our 131st Mohawks at the Udon Air Base in Thailand. They will be there to fly special missions into Northern Laos, highly classified and very sensitive. It's all approved. We'll be working directly for the embassy. So this is just.

• 2:13:41Speaker 01

  And this is where we got right smack in the middle of all the CIA stuff over there too. Yeah, there's some descriptions of all of that that comes. Yeah, we sent that detachment over there. Several aircraft operate out of Udon and fly missions up into Northern Laos and in the barrel roll area. And yeah, the guys living like kings in hotels and good foods and restaurants and partying and having a grand time. But still, as I said before, there were some very hazardous missions up there as well. And we lost a lost a crew up there.

• 2:14:10Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, again, the historical and and kind of overview that you give is awesome to read a little excerpt of it here. In the north, the war was a different beast. At the same time, the North Vietnam pushed men and material south. Down the Ho Chi Minh Trail, they waged a wider conflict in the north. There they aim to directly confront the Laotian government and turn the country into a communist state. A communist Laos would be an ally on North Vietnam's western flank. It would serve as a buffer between them and their historic rival Thailand. Fast forward, the lines between the battling government and communist forces wavered back and forth as a seesaw, with much of the fighting taking place in and around the Plain of Jars. The Plain of Jars was an archaeological treasure.

• 2:14:55Jocko Willink?

  Ancient peoples chiseled stone cylinders of various sizes, thousands lay across the huge 500 square mile plain. The vessels played an important role in the burial customs of an Iron Age civilization that disappeared nearly 2,000 years ago. During the 19th century, French colonial rulers named the place the Plan de Jars. Many led this to referred as the PDJ.

• 2:15:20Speaker 01

  Yeah, that was the common, everybody wouldn't say Plain of Jars. They say, yeah, we're in the PDJ. That's going on the PDJ.

• 2:15:27Jocko Willink?

  One indigenous group found itself caught in the middle, the Hmong, the Hmong. They drew their identity, their sense of being, their homeland, the hill, from the hills and valleys around the Plain of Jars.

• 2:15:40Jocko Willink?

  They were animists, believing that animals, plants and places have an interconnected spiritual essence. Um, it was into that environment, fast forward a little bit, it was into that environment. And again, you, you give the entire layout.

• 2:15:52Speaker 01

  Well, you get the, when you're dealing with a guy that earned a PhD in history after he retired, you gotta put up with some of that.

• 2:15:58Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, no, it's not putting up. It's actually, it's actually fascinating. I'm not, I'm not going to read it here, but it's, it's really fascinating and informative to be able to understand the broader context of what's happening. Um, it was into that environment that I, as company operations officer, was to establish the 131st presence at Udon Royal Thai Air Force Base to work for the US Ambassador. The things were about to get very interesting. Embassy officials told us to bring an airplane with no US markings.

• 2:16:26Speaker 01

  Right.

• 2:16:27Jocko Willink?

  So that's interesting. Um, they've, these guys flying to an airstrip deep inside, deep in Laos, in the village of Longteng. They called it LS 20A. And you, in here, that day I learned the difference between PS and LS. PS is Paskey site?

• 2:16:46Speaker 01

  Pakse.

• 2:16:47Jocko Willink?

  Pakse site. What does that mean?

• 2:16:49Speaker 01

  It's, it would relate because they were orchestrated and managed out of a town of called Pakse in southern Laos.

• 2:16:55Jocko Willink?

  Got it.

• 2:16:56Speaker 01

  So everything that the CIA managed out of Pakse were PS sites. And everything that they managed just otherwise, particularly up in northern Laos were LS, which is just landing, landing site.

• 2:17:06Jocko Willink?

  Landing site.

• 2:17:08Jocko Willink?

  Uh, fast forward a little bit. A familiar face approached. Colonel Duskin came to greet us. He looked like a senior official should, but wore casual clothing appropriate for the jungle. He shook our hands. Welcome, guys. He turned and waved us on this way. We, we passed a large cage with an Asiatic black bear inside.

• 2:17:26Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:17:27Jocko Willink?

  That's Floyd. He drinks beer.

• 2:17:31Jocko Willink?

  They're just careful not to let him have too much. This is like Apocalypse Now.

• 2:17:35Speaker 01

  It is.

• 2:17:35Jocko Willink?

  Movie scenario going on.

• 2:17:37Speaker 01

  It's exactly, exactly. And just the appearance and you know, Duskin was a guy showed up in this suit and shine shoes and fubai and now he's in, it was still nice looking, but very casual jungle type attire. And then the rest of these guys are, yeah, like something out of Apocalypse Now wandering around this place.

• 2:17:57Jocko Willink?

  He told us that the Hmong were the centerpiece of ground operations in the north. The plane at Jar was the prize. And the goal is to push the North Vietnamese Army and the path at Laos off the plane. That's what they were trying to do.

• 2:18:09Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 2:18:10Jocko Willink?

  And then they gave you guys the mission, you know, flying SLAR and infrared missions around the PDJ. Also run the Mekong River up to the Chinese border, like getting some serious taskings. He then looked at Tom.

• 2:18:24Jocko Willink?

  He looked at Tom then shifted to me. Remember you work for the ambassador. This was, this was his plan. Day to day, the CIA station chief and I will oversee your operations. We'll stay on top of your performance and make any adjustments the ambassador might direct. I will be your principal point of contact at the embassy. The seven, the seven 13th Air Force will provide your routine mission support on Udon, on Udon. The point was perfectly clear. We were to fly secret CIA missions in northern Laos under the control of the US embassy.

• 2:18:57Speaker 01

  That was it. And that, you know, that's the, that's the essence of what I was not allowed to talk about or utter a word about for all of my life since Vietnam, since that first tour in Vietnam until just recently. But yeah, it's been declassified and there it is.

• 2:19:13Jocko Willink?

  And here we go. So get the book and read all this now recently unclassified information.

• 2:19:22Jocko Willink?

  Our air, fast forward, our air crew, our air crews at Udon made a name for themselves, both in raising hell and boldly flying some of the most harrowing missions in Southeast Asia. They flew night after night dodging anti-aircraft fire and weaving through valleys and high mountain peaks. They funneled information to airborne command and control centers. They passed targets to strike planes and gunships. They did what the ambassador had hoped in support of the CIA's secret Hmong Army. Among those missions were terrifying, some of those missions were terrifying, others not so much. So you get this thing going and you weren't one of those pilots that flew out there. You sent a detachment out there.

• 2:19:57Speaker 01

  I sent a detachment. I would go up from time to time and check them. You know, you gotta go to Thailand to check on the guys and be sure everything's going. Okay. And then I would occasionally fly on a mission with them. But no, I was never one of the routine pilots that stayed up there.

• 2:20:12Jocko Willink?

  Um, fast forward a little bit in June, 1969, our much loved commander, Major Gary Alton, ended his one year tour of duty in Vietnam, Spud 6, Mr. Clean, headed home. I'd never worked for a better man than Gary Alton, nor would I ever again. He was the best.

• 2:20:29Jocko Willink?

  And if you were to talk about why, what made him the best, what would you, what would you tell me?

• 2:20:35Speaker 01

  Well, I'd go back to my ass chewing I got for flying over Chapon. He just, he, he, he loved us. He was a father image to us. We were a kid's image to him, probably rowdy teenagers. And he just really loved us and took care of us. He was a good commander. He did well. We got the job accomplished. I think that we took casualties, minimal casualties because he took such good care of us. Yeah. A caring commander who still got the mission done. I mean, he didn't, didn't baby us, but yeah, he was just a really good guy. And he stayed, he stayed in that role for the rest of his life. We'd get together periodically

• 2:21:16Speaker 01

  for reunions and, and he was always there, always Spud 6. Yeah.

• 2:21:24Jocko Willink?

  Yeah. I always tell people from a leadership perspective, if you take care of your people, they'll take care of you.

• 2:21:28Speaker 01

  Yep. Exactly. Exactly. And he, you know, he set an example and he was there. He flew these hazardous missions. He was right there with us, never shirked from, from any of that. Unlike another, I won't even narrow the unit down, but I did have another commander at another, I'm gonna have to narrow it down because it was helicopters, but another commander who just wouldn't go out on combat missions at all. And the guy, well, not the guy that immediately replaced Gary, but a guy who ultimately came in as the commander one thirty first, didn't want to go out and fly combat missions at all. He just wanted to train people in the pattern to get his flight time. So there's guys that will shirk the dangers of combat and send their other guys, their people out to do it.

• 2:22:11Speaker 01

  Gary Alton was always right there with us, right at the front, leading by example and leading by personal courage in combat.

• 2:22:17Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, that doesn't even, if you're, if you're not willing to step out there and go do the job with the boys.

• 2:22:25Speaker 01

  Right.

• 2:22:26Jocko Willink?

  Then they're gonna see right through that. That doesn't take much time. Buick Bingham went home in April. Round Roger Thiel, round Ranger Thiel departed, departed not long after. So now guys are starting to rotate home.

• 2:22:45Speaker 01

  Right.

• 2:22:46Jocko Willink?

  Um, there's another, another guy that tried to fire some rockets and he actually dropped all of his stores off of his wings and he became known as, that was Mitch.

• 2:22:57Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:22:58Jocko Willink?

  The Mad Bomber.

• 2:22:59Speaker 01

  Mad Bomber. Yeah. Oh, he had trouble living that down because everybody thought that he'd screwed up, that he had selected bombs instead of rockets and that's why all that stuff left. And he swore, he was a very good, very good pilot, swore, no, no, no, no. But when they got the aircraft back, they checked it all out. Yeah, there was some kind of short in the, in the circuit. He had everything set exactly correctly, but when he pushed to fire rockets, all the, the pods dropped off the, off the wing stores and he had to bring it home clean and they called him Mad Bomber.

• 2:23:29Jocko Willink?

  Uh, and then there was Bill Sidon.

• 2:23:34Speaker 01

  Slidin' Sidon.

• 2:23:36Jocko Willink?

  Slidin' Sidon. Heavy rainstorm, slippery runway, his mohawk slid off the narrow runway, caught a ditch, breaking the landing gear and bending both propellers, earned him the nickname Slidin' Sidon.

• 2:23:47Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:23:48Jocko Willink?

  Of course, you were light foot. You end up going to survival school.

• 2:23:52Speaker 01

  After I was.

• 2:23:53Jocko Willink?

  After you were already shot down in the Philippines, which is a typical military scenario. And what that really showed you was how lucky you actually were.

• 2:24:00Speaker 01

  How much more trouble I was in than I thought. Yeah. Yeah, because when I was shot down, as I was, you read, I'm moving through the jungle away from these guys. Frank Griswold flew the direction I was supposed to fly. And I say, yeah, I just got these little guys chasing me. I got a mate. I was a track star in high school. Yeah, we got to the Philippines for survival school and they had the small indigenous Negritos there teaching us survival skills. We couldn't keep up with those guys in the jungle. They just, they move out.

• 2:24:26Jocko Willink?

  So then when you return from the Philippines, from that, going to that jungle survival school. One of these, there's, there's this new mission, code named homing pigeon. And it involved signals intelligence, which is always highly classified, which means the interception of enemy transmissions and communications. And I'm just going to go to the book here. The mission required a top secret security clearance that involved a special in-depth background investigation. The army expedited the process. The clearance arrived and I got cleared onto the special access program. And the reason you had to do this because Jeff Hillis was going, where is he going on leave or something?

• 2:25:08Speaker 01

  Yeah. And he was the only guy in the unit that flew this special mission with a, with a radio research signals intelligence unit tasking the missions. And everybody, oh, Jeff, wow, wow. So yeah, so now he's going on leave. They read me on to take over the mission. I'm going to see what this gee whiz wow mission is all about.

• 2:25:25Jocko Willink?

  So Jeff left and I flew each day until he came back. I found it quite boring compared to everything else we did, but allowed me to smirk as I walked around the company area with an air that everyone should shrink with envy because I was doing such super secret spy stuff. I even got a homing pigeon patch sewn on my party flight suit, just like the one Jeff wore on his. After he returned from leave, we'd walk past each other and give a knowing wink. We were the guys.

• 2:25:54Jocko Willink?

  This friend of mine, before I was in the SEAL Teams, he was in the SEAL Teams and, and you know, we started using lasers to designate targets. Right. And it was a big thing you had to carry and they were going to the, for the first time, they were tasked with using this laser out on, on the range. And so you had to wear these special glasses that in case anything, any of the laser reflected back. Protect, protect your eyes. Protect your eyes. So they only had one set of the glasses and he was the operator of this laser thing. And so he, they get in position, they set everything up and the aircraft's overhead

• 2:26:34Jocko Willink?

  and he puts on the protective glasses and everyone else has been told pre-brief like, hey, when we're gonna go hot with this thing, turn your eyes, look away, don't look at it, you can injure your eyes. And so, so he, they're out in this, you know, this hide site somewhere and they're looking and he turns on the laser and he's looking through the glass, he's like, oh my God, this is, oh my, how does, and just echo Charles, you can't even see it, doesn't look like anything. And everyone's like, let me look, let me look, let me look. And he's like, no, no, I gotta make sure it's designated.

• 2:27:08Jocko Willink?

  Oh, yeah, well. Kind of reminds me of the, of the homing pigeons. Yeah, this big to do mission was nothing.

• 2:27:16Jocko Willink?

  Fast forward a little bit, time passed, days, weeks and months, the intensity of combat remained, our missions were always exciting, often scary, yet there was a sense of belonging, of purpose. We were close in the 131st, we fought for each other and for those who depended on us. We did a job that we felt in our hearts needed to be done.

• 2:27:36Jocko Willink?

  The war had lost luster at home, protesters filled America's streets, but there at Fubai, we lived as a brotherhood. We were doing something important, something bigger than self, we were in it together. We faced risks and we raised hell. Somehow this crazy place had become a world we loved. We were addicted to war, to fear, the fright, the exhilaration. Adrenaline rushed in our veins. We lived in the moment. Our senses tingled with intensity of the chaos that spun us around, that spun around us. War was the most intimate life experience any of us had ever had. Such a strange pull.

• 2:28:16Jocko Willink?

  We all wanted to go home, to be with our wives and girlfriends, to see our children again and pick up where we had left off. We dreamed of it. We sang songs about it.

• 2:28:26Jocko Willink?

  At the same time, we knew we'd miss the fight, the camaraderie, the insanity. But few opted to stay. We only hoped we'd adapt, we'd adapt okay when we got back to the world.

• 2:28:44Jocko Willink?

  This was interesting on our, one day our flight surgeon Doc Miller asked if I'd like to go with him to way. The old Imperial capital of Vietnam, only eight miles up the road. It's off limits, I said, not for official business. I've got doctor stuff to do there. There's a requirement for two people in the Jeep. You can ride shotgun, literally at least M16 in your hand. Yeah, okay, I'd love to go then. We drove to away. We drove away. I watched the scenes pass by, storing impressions in my mental scrapbook. I'd never been off base in Vietnam, save the short bus ride in the dark. From Ben Hua to Long Bin post. The day I arrived in country, I'd never seen poverty like that in my life. People living in hovels or sitting and lying on the side of the road, packs of dog shitting and fornicating in the street.

• 2:29:29Jocko Willink?

  So I thought that was pretty an interesting note. You never even left base because you're a pilot. Why would you leave base? Well, and town was off limits, yeah.

• 2:29:40Jocko Willink?

  So this was Phu Bai, the town outside the gate. There were no young men to be seen. All had gone to war. Soldiers in the South Vietnamese Army. Phu Bai was a place of old people, women and children. Our hooch maids came from there, as did our barbers, cooks and laborers. This was their world. How blessed by luck of birth. It was not mine. I thanked God.

• 2:30:03Speaker 01

  I've thought about that often in my life, as I've traveled the world and been Vietnam, other places. We are lucky to be Americans. We are so lucky to be born here.

• 2:30:15Jocko Willink?

  There is no doubt about that.

• 2:30:16Speaker 01

  And just as easily, I could have been born in Somalia or something and be some tribal person, just trying to survive to see the next day. I'm lucky and I will always appreciate how lucky I am.

• 2:30:30Jocko Willink?

  No doubt about that.

• 2:30:34Jocko Willink?

  Fast forward, the end of my year-long combat tour was in sight. I'd go home. South Vietnamese soldiers fought for decades. They'd still be fighting long after I'd gone. The beginning of the end came with my exile to Saigon. The 131st kept a liaison officer with headquarters in the 7th Air Force. Over my strong protests, I left on a C-130 to serve my penance, sitting behind a desk.

• 2:30:57Speaker 01

  Yeah, that was not, I hated that. We were, as I say in the book, under the operational control of the highest headquarters, MACFE. Their J-2, their intelligence section determined our missions. But 7th Air Force controlled the air tasking order, the FRAG, for all the missions that would fly. So we'd have to be integrated into that FRAGO. And we kept a liaison officer at 7th Air Force Headquarters in their out-of-country recce shop, to be sure that that all worked out well. And on occasion, if they had some mission that they couldn't cover, they'd say, "Hey, where are you guys flying today? Can you handle this?" And we'd pick up a recon mission for them. But, yeah, and some guys, I guess, would love that. Go to Saigon, live pretty good down there. It's still not Thailand,

• 2:31:39Speaker 01

  but it is the big city in South Vietnam. I hated getting down there and I couldn't wait to get out.

• 2:31:46Jocko Willink?

  Well, you say in the book, "I couldn't wait to leave that place." I was anxious to get back to Phu Bai and flying. They must have tired of my repeated messages arguing why it made more sense for me to return to flying than to stay here. I finally got permission. I packed my bag and headed for the Air Force Terminal to get a flight to Phu Bai. Shortly after I returned to flying, I learned that at least one of the pilots in our Mohawk qualification course was lost. He'd gone down on October 3rd, flying infrared with the 225th Mohawk Company, about halfway down the coast of Saigon. Lieutenant Paul Graff and his observer, Sergeant Ken Cunningham, never came back from a mission in the mountains of central South Vietnam. Officially, reports said they were missing in action. Most felt they were dead. Their bodies were never recovered.

• 2:32:32Jocko Willink?

  Two weeks later, tragedy struck the 131st. Shortly after midnight, early on Friday, October 17th, I was awakened in the night and told that Captain Larry Booth had not returned from a night SLAR mission out of Udon. There wasn't much hope. He'd been operating over the Plain of Jars. He'd called at the end of his mission en route to Udon at 10:15. That was his last transmission. High mountains stood between him and safety. If he'd lost an engine, they'd be tough to cross. The area had a few friendly airstrips. Those were treacherous even by day and impossible in the dark of night. The region was remote. If he'd been shot down or crashed, few would have seen.

• 2:33:16Jocko Willink?

  An extensive search got underway at first light on October 17th. Both Air Force search and rescue and our own spuds out there looking. No trace. I got permission to fly to Udon at the end of my VR mission later that day. We never found anything. We mourned, we drank, we sang our crazy songs, and we got on with flying missions.

• 2:33:43Speaker 01

  And Larry's another one. They've never found the crash site, never found the bodies.

• 2:33:50Jocko Willink?

  A few days later, our new commander, Lieutenant Colonel Frank Newman, called me into his office with an assignment. Reader, we've got a mission I want you to take. You will fly infrared, you will fly an infrared bird to Tan Son Newt for a special task highly classified. We chose you because you have the needed top secret clearance. You're one of the most experienced IR pilots, and you're the right guy. I want you to take one of the Super C Seymour airplanes. We're sending our best for this mission.

• 2:34:16Speaker 01

  Yeah, that was just a newer aircraft with some advanced infrared systems that they wanted to dedicate to that, to that mission.

• 2:34:22Jocko Willink?

  And you go to learn about this mission. We caught a ride to MACV headquarters. Colonel escorts you through the door. Your TO stayed outside. And he briefs you, I'm gonna, I'm gonna bring you on a specially compartmentalized classified program. This is above talks, top secret, very close hold. Your right seat is being briefed on the sensitivities involved. He will not be briefed on specific mission details. We'll keep his understanding as general as possible. He is only to operate the infrared equipment and never talk to anyone about what you did here. Understood? Yes, sir. You'll be going into Cambodia. Cambodia is not the same as Laos. Laos is a secret war, yes, but the Laotian government wants us there. They're fighting for their freedom. We're helping

• 2:35:05Jocko Willink?

  their cause. We give them military aid along with CIA advisors and air support and we're battering the Ho Chi Minh Trail in the process. Cambodia is entirely different. It is an independent sovereign country. Prince Sinahuc, Cambodia's ruler, allows the North Vietnamese to operate freely in his country, openly using Cambodia's principal port to move supplies to Vietnam. He opposes any American operations on his soil or flights in his skies. That's why the mission has so much more, is so much more sensitive than anything going on in Laos. No one can know you were there. He went on, after the briefing, you'll be asked to sign documents agreeing to the mission and its risks. You don't have to sign, you

• 2:35:47Jocko Willink?

  don't have to take this mission. It is not an order. You volunteered for this. I hope your decision won't change once you know what you're asking us, what we're asking you to do.

• 2:35:57Speaker 01

  Yeah, the vision in my mind is almost like a, the Mission Impossible where they play the tape and it self-destructs. That's what I felt like at the time. Yeah.

• 2:36:06Jocko Willink?

  And it's pretty kinda cool here. As you near the border, air, call air traffic control and just say, this is Army, give your tail number, going on French leave. That's all you need to say. Going on French leave lets them know to disregard your activities. They'll know you are cleared by the highest authority to do what you're about to do. Don't use your spud call sign, just play an old Army so and so. That's it. Got it, sir? Great. And know that you're on your own over there. No one can come to get you if you get in trouble. Understood, sir? So long as my observer is fine with that, we're good to go.

• 2:36:44Speaker 01

  We took off right after sunset the next night.

• 2:36:48Jocko Willink?

  Pretty wild that French leave thing. You had to feel like a badass of coming up on the radio, taking French leave.

• 2:36:53Speaker 01

  I was excited about that whole thing. And then it was just kind of weird to go out there and then actually do that. When I'm with the air traffic controller who we work with air traffic controllers all over the place. And then I say, this is Army so and so going on French leave. He just says, Roger. And that's it. And I'm off doing all this strange exotic stuff, crossing the border into Cambodia and.

• 2:37:11Jocko Willink?

  Had you ever heard some weird call, uh, pro word like that?

• 2:37:14Speaker 01

  Never, never. I had no idea. And I question, I might have mentioned that in the book. Why am I going from Phu Bai all the because Tottinute Air Base is in Saigon, all the way in the south to fly this mission to Cambodia where the 73rd Mohawk company is right there in Vong Tao near Saigon. Why don't they get the mission? And it was because we were the special mission unit, Mohawk unit that flew all the out of country, weird, bizarre, strange stuff. So yeah, here we go again. As it turned out, I don't know if I mentioned this or not. It that turned out to be an early collection effort to of getting information that would be available later for the Cambodian invasion in 1970, when when we went across with a major force Nixon put us across. Yeah.

• 2:37:57Jocko Willink?

  You you execute the mission and all went well. Uh, no one shot at you and eventually you go back to Phu Bai.

• 2:38:05Speaker 01

  Yeah, flew the mission a few times and then, uh, and then went wet in some strange weather on that last mission, getting back to Saigon and then and then back to Phu Bai.

• 2:38:13Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, they, did I read that right? That the when the storm hits, they give you direction? Like, all right, you can come back now?

• 2:38:20Speaker 01

  Well, I could, I could actually come back anytime I wanted. And we'd usually just got out the weather. I don't ever remember doing anything stopping for for weather, even the one flight earlier. And and we won't go into it, but it was horrible weather and I had to get back from Udon or Uban to Phu Bai. And all the Air Force planes were grounded. Nobody was flying. It was horrible, horrible thunderstorms. But I was, and I had a guy with me, one of the Loudermilk's, but I had arranged with some Donut Dollies who are Red Cross workers, Red Cross volunteers, young ladies who did wonderful things. At any rate, I had arranged to give them a little tour of our Mohawk ramp. So I told Joe, I said, no, we got to get back to Fubai. And through

• 2:39:01Speaker 01

  this horrible, horrible thunderstorm, we went. And so, no, we didn't let weather stop us. In this case, I was done with the mission, I think, and just heading home. And the weather turned awful. And had this bouncing around, which was fine and normal, but then lightning hitting the aircraft. And then we got this thing that was just, there were a few bizarre experiences. This was one. Started getting a bluish yellow glow around the propellers. And, and the rain hitting the windshield was glowing like phosphorus. And some of the rain coming through the vents would hit and sting. And I didn't, we got through all of that and got back. And I described it to someone and then looked it up, too. And it

• 2:39:43Speaker 01

  sounds like it was something they call St. Elmo's Fire. It's rather rare. I'd never experienced it. But yeah, another bizarre circumstance, flying at night through a storm. It's almost like we're going into the Twilight Zone or something, you know, just strange. But yeah, that was my end of, end of that mission. And then back to Fubai.

• 2:40:01Jocko Willink?

  Uh, fast forward a little bit. I returned days before the Loudermilk's departed. They flew their last flight together on the same mission, the only time they'd been allowed on the same mission together their entire time in the unit.

• 2:40:15Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:40:16Jocko Willink?

  That's wild. Fast forward a little bit more. Mitch and I flew our last mission together, a photo recon over Laos. On landing, throngs of spuds met us on the ramp with cheers, popping corks, as they doused us with champagne. We turned in our gear and spent the evening in the spud club. There, we nailed our brass plaques to the board, bid our friends farewell, and stumbled late to bed. We rose early in the morning, shouldered our duffel bags, and climbed aboard the trusty beaver for a ride to Da Nang. There, we boarded a C-130 at Cameron Bay, where we'd catch the freedom bird home.

• 2:40:51Jocko Willink?

  We checked into the passenger terminal to find we'd not depart for two days. That meant two days of waiting. It was an impatient time, a somewhat anxious time. We ate, we drank, and we waited. The night before we left, we both hung our khaki uniforms up in our room. Each had been carefully folded and rolled, but the duffel bags took their toll. We hoped the wrinkles might fall out by hanging them overnight. I looked at them, side by side. Both had Army Aviator wings pinned above the left breast pocket. Each had a distinguished flying cross ribbon just below the wings for some heroic deed. Mine also had the Purple Heart. I laid my hands on the bed. I laid on my bed, the back of my head cradled in my hands on my pillow. I took it all in and beamed with pride. We reported early for

• 2:41:34Jocko Willink?

  the manifest call, checked our duffel bags, and waited. I looked at the big, beautiful civilian airline there to take us home. A soldier called my name. "Sir, you're the designated senior officer, the ranking person. You'll be responsible for the passengers on the flight." Wait, I countered, pointing to the major standing man nearby. What about him? He outranks me. He's a doctor, sir. The designated senior officer must be a line officer. No doctors or lawyers. He made an entry by my name on his clipboard, real fine. I picked a seat way in the back by a window. The rest of the loading followed. Mitch found a seat by the window on the other side of the plane, across from the aisle, across the aisle from mine. The plane filled quickly. A young nurse took a seat beside

• 2:42:19Jocko Willink?

  me. Mitch leaned forward and looked over. I grinned. And I'll close out the book with this. We took off. It was dawn. The pilot made a steep, climbing turn out to sea and pointed east toward the rising sun. I was homeward bound. I thought of what I was leaving, of friends still there and those who'd never return of all that I had done. I'd grown over the past year. I wasn't a boy anymore. The war made me a man. I looked at the world differently, more jaundiced, to be sure. But in the intense cauldron of war, I found a joy that dwelt in every moment lived, whatever lay ahead. I'd grab hold of that

• 2:43:02Jocko Willink?

  joy, bring it close, hold it dear. I'd learned that life is precious and often far too short.

• 2:43:12Jocko Willink?

  No part of life should ever be taken for granted. I'd love my friends and live my life to the hilt.

• 2:43:25Speaker 01

  And I've tried to do that. I certainly have.

• 2:43:29Jocko Willink?

  And you know, that's, there's still quite a bit more in the book. Obviously, the 131st continued to fly secret missions for another three years.

• 2:43:40Jocko Willink?

  And eventually, we talked about this earlier, but the Air Force demanded that the rocket pods be pulled off.

• 2:43:44Speaker 01

  Right.

• 2:43:45Jocko Willink?

  Which sent you to another, another aircraft, the Cobra. Then, but the 131st supported the Lom San 719, which you mentioned earlier. This is a, we covered that on podcast number 294, but that incursion. Eventually, overall, 27 Mohawks were lost in combat. And 29 Spuds, these are the pilots and the technical observers.

• 2:44:16Speaker 01

  Right.

• 2:44:17Jocko Willink?

  Were, were killed in Vietnam and, and you memorialize them in the book. And you also do a really awesome kind of mini bio, a post-war mini bio of all the lead characters in the book.

• 2:44:31Speaker 01

  Right.

• 2:44:31Jocko Willink?

  From Mr. Clean and John Buick Bingham and Max Davidson and Sweet and Sour Loudmame and the rest of the team. You, you, you talk about what they did after they got done with the war, where, you know, what they accomplished, what they achieved. It's just, it's an amazing, amazing book, and that's an amazing tribute to, to showing, you know, how, what people do after war. You know, recently I got interviewed on, on Veterans Day. And I was just talking about the fact that, you know, that there's a, a narrative, you know, that once the war, you come home from war, you're all crazy and you got this terrible PTSD and you, you can't function anymore. And it's like.

• 2:45:13Jocko Willink?

  You know, your book points it out. There's all these guys. They all go on and carry on and they stay in the army. They get out of the army. They do great things. They create things, invent things, carry on. And, and you know, it's funny, we were talking about during the break. It's like, you're saying you, we had a flashing red light in here. And I kind of made a joke about, you know, your ECM going off. And you said, you know, you laughed and said, yeah, I know, I don't really think about that stuff anymore. And, you know, you have an occasional, occasional bad dream or whatever, which, you know, I had occasional bad dreams when I was, when I was 12.

• 2:45:45Speaker 01

  Yeah, yeah, for sure.

• 2:45:47Jocko Willink?

  So, so I have occasional bad dreams now. And, and yeah, I think just, it was really nice to see, to read through that and, and see the, what, what guys did after the war. And, and obviously that includes you. You stayed in the army for over 30 years. But, you know, you transitioned to the Cobra. You, you ended up getting shot down. Obviously, you did your time as a, as a prisoner of war. But, once again, you could have probably milked that a little bit, you know. You need to, you need to take a course in how to milk things better.

• 2:46:21Speaker 01

  I've never been a milker though. And I've never been one to just sit on laurels either. I remembered I was, I was being considered for a job in Washington DC at one point. And the guy that was doing the hiring said, no, he's a former prisoner. I don't want him because he had had experience with another POW who was just, that was his thing. Well, I've been a POW. So, the army owes me, the world owes me. And, but I was never like that. And I'd never, I was, this is not going to sound right with the books, but I'd never been one to look back. Which is probably why I didn't even write that first book until 2016.

• 2:46:55Jocko Willink?

  For 40 years.

• 2:46:56Speaker 01

  Yeah. Cause it was always looking forward. What's ahead? What's the challenge ahead? Let me get on with it. And, and that's been my, my, my impetus. Now, yeah, these books have caused me to relive things and, and look back. But it's because I thought they were important stories to tell. And yeah, they're, they're my stories. But, as I said, in the first one, that's also the story of the, of the experience of the Southern POW, Southern POWs, POWs captured in the South. This latest book on flying Mohawks, We Dared to Fly. Sure, it's my story. And I was in the middle of it. And it had some, some horrendous moments. But as much or more than that, I wanted it to be the story of that unit, that special unit. So the world would know about the 131st Spuds and about those guys that I flew with. That's, that's been my intent.

• 2:47:42Jocko Willink?

  Yeah, and then, I mean, you carried on your career. You were a squadron commander, you were battalion commander, you were brigade commander. You end up getting your PhD in history, which is what makes you write a lot of detail in these books, which you seem a little bit cautious about doing, but I think it's awesome. So, what's the next book gonna be? Are we gonna go back to pre, you know, pre that first tour? What's the next book? What are you working on?

• 2:48:07Speaker 01

  No more Vietnam is done. This is now in three books. It's my Vietnam trilogy. Okay, no more Vietnam. I am working on a book right now on the 24th Infantry Division in Operation Desert Storm, the first Gulf War. And if you remember Desert Storm, we were trying to get the Iraqis out of Kuwait and successfully waged that war to not just be throwing American manpower against the entrenched Iraqi positions in Kuwait. General Schwarzkopf came up with the idea to move forces west. We had the 18th Corps far to the west and the 18th Corps did a envelopment maneuver,

• 2:48:46Speaker 01

  actually, that became known as the left hook for the first Gulf War. The 24th Division was at the spear point of that left hook. 101st Airborne did the longest air assault in US history, and then the 24th Infantry Division did the armor, mechanized armor attack that did that left hook. So I'm focusing on the 24th Infantry Division and the left hook and have been doing a lot of research to date. I've finally started putting pen to paper, but up till now, it's been mostly research to get ready to write this. And interestingly, I mean, these guys were in that war, and particularly looking at the 24th Infantry Division, I've interviewed the division commander, his brigade commanders, many of the battalion commanders, key staff. Most of the people I've

• 2:49:31Speaker 01

  talked to were lieutenant colonels, colonels, majors at the time. I don't know what percent, but the vast majority of these guys are retired three and four star generals now. And it's just been my honor and privilege to do Zoom call sessions and phone conversations to interview them and get the information I need to write this book.

• 2:49:53Jocko Willink?

  What was the original hook that got your interest in the 24th Infantry Division, left hook in the first Gulf War?

• 2:50:03Speaker 01

  Duffy.

• 2:50:06Speaker 01

  There's a whole story behind this, but no, John Duffy Duffy had talked to General Retired McCaffrey and said, hey, you know, that left hook was quite a maneuver. You're, you know, America's fighting general, probably the greatest fighting general since Patton in World War II. And wouldn't it be great if Bill Reader wrote it, wrote a book about that? And, and so it was, it was decided, but I mean, that was where the idea sparked from. But as soon as I heard it and, and had the honor to, to talk to General McCaffrey and, and, and interview him and, and lay out what I might do with the book. It's, it's really been an exciting, exciting trip since then. And that's where I'm going with this.

• 2:50:45Jocko Willink?

  And how far along are you with that one?

• 2:50:48Speaker 01

  Uh, I'm done with the interview phase. I'm, I'm got the outline of the, of the story. I've got a lot of chapter one done and, and some of chapter two done is where I am. So we've got, yeah, we got a few months, we got a few months of work ahead, ahead of us. Yeah.

• 2:51:04Jocko Willink?

  Awesome. So does that get us up to speed?

• 2:51:07Speaker 01

  That brings everything up to speed. Yeah. I, I thank you for having me on the, on the podcast. And, and again, yeah, each of these books I think tells an important story that's, that's worth reading.

• 2:51:19Jocko Willink?

  You can buy these books anywhere, you know, anywhere you buy books. We'll, we'll link them to our website here. You have a Facebook page?

• 2:51:27Speaker 01

  I do.

• 2:51:28Jocko Willink?

  That is the, I, I was, I was. Very hopeful, opening up, doing research that maybe you had wandered into other areas of the interwebs and social media, but you haven't. There's no William Reader Jr. com. There's no, you know, Lightfoot Reader, you know, or anything like that. Maybe we'll have to get something like that set up for you. But you are, the social media that you are on is William Reader and it's, it's a little easier to find if you put William Reader Jr.

• 2:51:59Speaker 01

  Right.

• 2:51:59Jocko Willink?

  And then it, then you can find you and, um, yeah, get these books and yes, read them in reverse order.

• 2:52:08Jocko Willink?

  I actually went back and, and listened to the podcasts. As and then read through the books again, not the whole books, but I was reviewing the books and these are just incredible books. They really are incredible books and you get details in there like John Duffy bringing a freaking aluminum beach chair on this I just the first time when I read the book, I was like, that's really, that's really crazy. And then

• 2:52:32Speaker 01

  But he almost gets killed.

• 2:52:33Jocko Willink?

  Yeah.

• 2:52:34Speaker 01

  And his lowest point on the whole op is the day that then they're getting hit by 130 millimeter enemy artillery shells. People are dying. There's dead bodies all across the battlefield and something hits and blows up his lawn chair. And he is so upset about that.

• 2:52:50Jocko Willink?

  And then clearly, you know, the, the, the last book of the trilogy, this is like Star Wars, Echo Charles.

• 2:52:56Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 2:52:56Jocko Willink?

  Echo Charles, you know, he's a Star Wars type individual over there.

• 2:52:59Speaker 01

  To a degree, sure.

• 2:53:01Jocko Willink?

  But because those movies came out in all random order, right? Like if you were to watch them in order, it would be not the way they were came out.

• 2:53:08Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:53:09Jocko Willink?

  So similar thing, but by the time you get to through the valley. Man, what an incredible book that is and, and what you went through as a prisoner of war and in coming up through the jungle camps. And you know, I was, I was reading through that book again, and they originally told you these, these whatever prison guards, they say, you need to be ready for this 11 day walk. It's going to take 11 days. I recommend you make it and it's going to be really hard. And at this point, you're thinking to yourself, I, you weren't sure if you're going to be able to make 11 days.

• 2:53:44Speaker 01

  I didn't, I didn't see how I could.

• 2:53:46Jocko Willink?

  You were starving, you were broken, you were infected, all this kind of horrible stuff. So you prepare, you set out on this 11 day walk and it ends up being like a four month.

• 2:53:54Speaker 01

  It was over three months, just over three months and, and several hundred miles up the Ho Chi Minh Trail, climbing up mountains and winding around and people dying because yeah, six, I was with 25 South Vietnamese prisoners and one other American. Before we completed that journey and I got to Hanoi, six of those South Vietnamese had died or been executed because they couldn't keep up on the march. And the other American Wayne Finch died and, and I, I made it. Yeah. It's.

• 2:54:24Speaker 01

  I am so lucky and so blessed. I thank the good Lord just about every single day. In fact, every day of my life, I do get out of bed and, and look outside and just tell myself, it's a wonderful day. My poor kids, when they were little, they had to put up with that. I'd go wake them up for school and I'd say, "Tad, Chelsea, get up. It's a beautiful day." You know, we live up in Washington State. Sometimes it's drizzle and rain and dark, but it's still a beautiful day.

• 2:54:49Jocko Willink?

  Beautiful day. Yes, it is indeed. Echo Charles, you got any questions?

• 2:54:52Speaker 02

  No. Oh, what's a Jolly Green Giant?

• 2:54:55Speaker 01

  Oh, it's a, a, a green man and a TV ad for peas and corn.

• 2:55:00Jocko Willink?

  So he's saving you guys.

• 2:55:03Speaker 01

  I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Jolly Green Giant was a large air force rescue helicopter.

• 2:55:09Jocko Willink?

  Helicopter.

• 2:55:10Speaker 01

  Yeah, with the pararescue guys and, and they'd go out with usually A1, uh, uh, uh, propeller driven Skyraider, uh, support and, and rescue down crews. Uh, just very heroically. We lost a lot of Jolly Greens in the war and a lot of people got killed doing that, both the Jolly Greens and the A1s.

• 2:55:28Speaker 02

  So cool to see you again.

• 2:55:30Speaker 01

  Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for having me back. Yeah. If I get this other book done and I'm still able to travel. I turn 80 next year. Can you believe that?

• 2:55:40Jocko Willink?

  We have a rule on your fourth podcast, if necessary, we come to you.

• 2:55:43Speaker 01

  We might have a deal. Come out, come out to the farm and, uh, ride a horse while you're up there.

• 2:55:49Jocko Willink?

  Sounds awesome. Uh, sir, it's just such an utmost honor to be able to talk to you again. And thank you for sharing these incredible stories and these incredible lessons learned. And for your service, for your sacrifice, for risking your life over and over again to, to push the war effort, to help troops on the ground. Your suffering as a prisoner of war, um, and then your leadership throughout your 30-year career where you never rested on your laurels. You just kept, uh, didn't milk anything. Just thank you for, for all of that and for writing these books that chronicle, you know, like you said, not just your story, but the, the heroic men that served and memorializing the lives of those

• 2:56:34Jocko Willink?

  men who did not come home. Thanks to you, we will remember them. Thank you.

• 2:56:41Jocko Willink?

  And with that, Colonel William Reader has left the building. Obviously such an honor to have him here and be able to talk to him and lucky to be able to talk to him as he pointed out.

• 2:56:57Jocko Willink?

  And we're all lucky to be here as a matter of fact, so let's make sure that we do not waste our time. In fact, let's, let's be getting after it. So go out there, get after it. When you get after it, you're gonna need some fuel. Check out jockofuel.com. We have

• 2:57:17Jocko Willink?

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• 2:57:29Jocko Willink?

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• 2:57:34Jocko Willink?

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• 2:58:18Jocko Willink?

  and sacrificed in order to fight communism. And then communism's still alive. And people in America are paying for communism to enslave people and prepare to try and take over the world. So don't do that. Don't buy,

• 2:58:42Jocko Willink?

  don't buy products that fuel the enemy.

• 2:58:47Jocko Willink?

  Or that fuel our adversaries. Instead, go to originusa.com and get American-made products. Jeans, gies, t-shirts, hoodies, boots. What else?

• 2:59:01Speaker 02

  Belts.

• 2:59:02Jocko Willink?

  Belts, wallets, beanies, workout shorts, hunt gear. Just, just go there and check it out. Originusa.com. Originusa.com. Anti-communist.

• 2:59:16Speaker 02

  That's true.

• 2:59:16Jocko Willink?

  Anti-slavery, pro-freedom.

• 2:59:22Jocko Willink?

  That's what we're doing. Originusa.com. Check it out.

• 2:59:24Speaker 02

  Yep. Don't forget about JacoStore.com. So we can get your apparel representing the path. Discipline equals freedom. Good. We all like that one. That's a good, it's a good, good is a good thing to adopt, you know, when you run into, um, you know, those trials and tribulations. Anyway, you want to represent on the path, that's where you get your stuff. JacoStore.com. Also the Shirt Locker on JacoStore.com still. New design every month. Little bit outside the box, but you get one, uh, new design every month. Uh, subscription scenario, online JacoStore.com.

• 2:59:56Jocko Willink?

  Also check out ColoradoCraftBeef.com and PrimalBeef.com. If you need steak, which you kind of do.

• 3:00:02Speaker 02

  Yes, sir.

• 3:00:03Jocko Willink?

  Kind of need steak. Check out ColoradoCraftBeef.com, PrimalBeef.com. Awesome steaks, awesome people, awesome companies. Check them out. Also subscribe to the podcast. Also check out Jocko Underground, jockounderground.com. Uh, we also have several YouTube channels. Jocko Podcast, Jocko Fuel, Jocko Podcast Official, Jocko Fuel, Origin USA. Check out those. Echelon Front has one too. Echelon Front. Check out that YouTube. Uh, Psychological Warfare, FlipsideCanvas.com. Dakota Meyer making cool stuff to hang on your wall. Books. William Reader Jr.

• 3:00:39Jocko Willink?

  We Dare to Fly, read them in this order, We Dare to Fly, Extraordinary Valor, and Through the Valley. That's going to tell you about William Reader's experiences in Vietnam. Check those out. Also, I've written a bunch of books if you're interested, not just adult books, but kids books as well. If you want to get your kids on the warrior kid path, check those out. Also, we have a consultancy, leadership consultancy where we solve problems through leadership. Check out Echelonfront.com. If you or your organization needs help with leadership, go to Echelonfront.com. You can bring us into your organization. You can come to one of our events. Our events always sell out. The next one we have coming up is San Diego, February 23rd

• 3:01:21Jocko Willink?

  through the 25th. So if you want to come to one of our events, go to Echelonfront.com. Also, we have an online training platform, ExtremeOwnership.com. We have magic to teach you, magic skills. Jedi mind trick type magic? No, magic, it's not Jedi mind tricks. It's not mind tricks. It's actually functional maneuvers that are going to help you, help your team, help the people around you, and it's going to make your life better and your business better and your family better. So if you want to learn the magic tricks that we have to teach, go to ExtremeOwnership.com. It'll help you with every aspect of your life. Also, if you want to help service members, active and retired, you want to

• 3:02:04Jocko Willink?

  help their families, you want to help Gold Star families, check out Mark Lee's mom, Mama Lee, she's got an amazing charity organization. If you want to donate or you want to get involved, go to AmericasMightyWarriors.org. There's also HeroesandHorses.org, Micah Fink, heading up into the wilderness with our veterans, helping them find their soul. And Jimmy May's organization, BeyondTheBrotherhood.org. Check that one out as well. If you want to connect with us.

• 3:02:34Jocko Willink?

  Colonel Reader, check out his Facebook page, William Reader Jr. Also, you can check out Jaco.com and social media, @JacoWillink and Echo is @EchoCharles. Just be careful because there's a demonic algorithm there that's going to grab your soul and waste it. So be careful. Thanks once again to Colonel William Reader for joining us. Thank you for your service, sir. Thank you for the example you set as a soldier, as a leader, and as a human being. We appreciate it. And thanks to the men and women in the service out there in the uniform with a salute to the aviation community, the pilots, the air crews,

• 3:03:18Jocko Willink?

  the maintenance teams that win the wars in the sky. We thank you all for your service. Also, thanks to our police, law enforcement, firefighters, paramedics, EMTs, dispatchers, correctional officers, Border Patrol, Secret Service, all other first responders. Thank you for your sacrifice to keep us safe at home. And to everyone else out there, let's just remember those words from Colonel William Reader.

• 3:03:43Jocko Willink?

  "Life is precious and often far too short. No part of it should ever be taken for granted. No, live your life to the hilt."

• 3:03:58Jocko Willink?

  That's the plan. So go get after it. And until next time, this is Jocko and Jocko.