#116 – Sara Seager: Search for Planets and Life Outside Our Solar System

Sara Seager is a planetary scientist at MIT, known for her work on the search for exoplanets. Support this podcast by supporting our sponsors. Click links, get discount: – Public Goods at https://publicgoods.com/lex and use code LEX – PowerDot: https://powerdot.com/lex and use code LEX – Cash App – use code “LexPodcast” and download: – Cash App (App Store): https://apple.co/2sPrUHe – Cash App (Google Play): https://bit.ly/2MlvP5w Episode links: Sara’s Twitter: https://twitter.com/profsaraseager Sara’s Website: https://www.saraseager.com/ The Smallest Lights in the Universe (book): https://amzn.to/3g3LfHA If you would like to get more information about this podcast go to https://lexfridman.com/ai or connect with @lexfridman on Twitter https://twitter.com/lexfridman, LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/lexfridman/, Facebook https://www.facebook.com/lexfridman, Medium https://medium.com/@lexfridman, or YouTube https://www.youtube.com/lexfridman where you can watch the video versions of these conversations. If you enjoy the podcast, please rate it 5 stars on Apple Podcasts https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/artificial-intelligence/id1434243584, follow on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/show/2MAi0BvDc6GTFvKFPXnkCL, or support it on Patreon https://www.patreon.com/lexfridman. Here’s the outline of the episode. On some podcast players you should be able to click the timestamp to jump to that time. OUTLINE: 00:00 – Introduction 05:32 – Falling in love with the stars 09:55 – Are we alone in the universe? 15:27 – Seager equation for number of habitable planets 27:48 – Exoplanets 34:44 – Earth-like exoplanets 40:43 – Intelligent life 52:34 – Number of planets per star 55:09 – Space exploration 57:36 – Traveling to Proxima Centauri 1:00:52 – Starshade 1:07:34 – Using the sun as a gravitational lens 1:09:44 – Starshot 1:12:45 – Rogue planets 1:15:44 – The Smallest Lights in the Universe 1:30:15 – Book recommendations 1:37:48 – Advice for a young person 1:39:29 – Meaning of life

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• 0:00Lex Fridman?

  The following is a conversation with Sarah Seager, a planetary scientist at MIT, known for her work on the search for exoplanets, which are planets outside of our solar system. She's an author of two books on this fascinating topic. Plus, in a couple of days, August 18th, her new book, a memoir called The Smallest Lights in the Universe, is coming out. I read it and I can recommend it highly, especially if you love space and are a bit of a romantic like me. It's beautifully written. She weaves the stories of the tragedies and the triumphs of her life with the stories of her love for and research on exoplanets, which represent our hope to find life out there in the universe.

• 0:45Lex Fridman?

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• 5:49Lex Fridman?

  When did you first fall in love with the stars?

• 5:52Speaker 01

  I think I've always loved the stars. One of my first memory is of the moon. I remember watching the moon, and I was in the car with my dad, who, my parents were divorced, and he was driving me and my siblings to his house for the weekend. And the moon was just following me. Just had no idea why that was.

• 6:08Lex Fridman?

  Yeah. So, like, looking up at the sky, and there's this glowing thing. How do you make sense of the moon at that age?

• 6:14Speaker 01

  At that age, like, age 5, there's just no way you can. I think it's one of the great things about being a kid. It's just that curiosity that all kids have.

• 6:22Lex Fridman?

  You know, I was thinking, because there's these...

• 6:25Lex Fridman?

  Almost out there ideas of that our earth is flat floating about on the internet. And it made me think, you know, when did I first realize that the earth is like this ball? That's flying through empty space. I mean, it's terrifying. It's awe inspiring. I don't know how to make sense of it. It's a

• 6:48Speaker 01

  It's hard because we live in our frame of reference here on this planet. It's nearly impossible. None of us are lucky to go to see the curvature of earth.

• 6:55Lex Fridman?

  I mean, do you remember when you realized understood like the physics? Like the layout of the solar system? It was it like, did you first have to take physics to really like high school physics to really take that in?

• 7:09Speaker 01

  I think it's hard to say. I had this book when I was a child. It was in French. I grew up in Canada where French is supposedly taught to all of us English speaking Canadians. And it was this friend book in French, but it was about the solar system. And I just love flipping through it. It's hard to say how much, you know, you or I understand when we're kids, but it was really great book.

• 7:28Lex Fridman?

  What about the stars? When did you first learn about the stars?

• 7:31Speaker 01

  I have like, I do have this very incredible distinctive memory. And again, it had to do with my dad. He took us camping. Now, my dad was from the UK and he was the type who you'd find wearing a tie on weekends. So camping was not in his sphere, his comfort zone. We had a babysitter every summer. We got a baby. We, every summer we had a babysitter. And one summer we had Tom. He was barely older than than we were. He was 14. My brother was 12. I would have been 11 or 10, maybe. And we went camping because Tom said camping is the thing we should, we should try it. And I just remember I didn't aim to see the stars, but I walked out of my tent in the middle of the night. And I looked up and wow, so many stars. The dark night sky and all those stars just like screaming at me.

• 8:16Speaker 01

  I just couldn't believe that. Honestly, like my first thought was this is so incredible, mind blowing. Like, why wouldn't anyone have told me this existed?

• 8:24Lex Fridman?

  Can anyone else see this?

• 8:25Speaker 01

  Have you, have you had an experience like that with anything like?

• 8:30Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, I've had that. I mean, I don't know if maybe you can tell me if it's the same. I've had that with robots. There's a few robots I've met where I just fell in love with this. Like, is anyone else seeing this? Is anyone else seeing that?

• 8:45Lex Fridman?

  Here in a in a robot is our ability to engineer some intelligent beings, intelligent beings that we could love, that could love us, that we can interact with in some rich ways that we haven't yet discovered. Like, almost like when you get a puppy, you need to have a dog, and there's this immediate bond and love. And on top of that ability to engineer it, it was, you know, I had to just pause and hold myself. I imagine, I don't have kids, I imagine there's a magic to that as well, where it's a totally new experience. It's like, what?

• 9:23Speaker 01

  Well, yeah, the stars, though, unlike kids or the puppy, it's only a good thing.

• 9:30Lex Fridman?

  So you felt, you weren't terrified? Like, to me, when I look at the stars, it's almost paralyzingly scary how little we know about the universe, how alone we are. I mean, somehow it feels alone. I'm not sure if it's a, it's just a matter of perspective, but it feels like, wow, there's billions of them out there, and we know nothing about them. And then also immediately to me, somehow mortality comes into it. I mean, how did that make you feel at that time?

• 10:02Speaker 01

  I think as a child without articulating it, I felt that same way. Just like, wow, this is terrifying. What's out there? Like, what is this? What does it mean about us here?

• 10:12Lex Fridman?

  Now, you, you're a scientist, an exo world-class scientist, planetary scientist, astronomer. Now, I'm a bit of an idiot who likes to ask silly questions. So some questions are a little bit in the realm of speculation, almost philosophical, because we know so little. And one of the awesome things about your work is you've actually put data and real science behind some of the biggest questions that we're all curious about. But nevertheless, many of the questions might be a little bit speculative. So on that topic, just in your sense, do you think we're alone in the universe, human beings? Do you think there's life out there?

• 10:53Speaker 01

  Well, Lex, the funny thing is, is that as a scientist, I so don't even want to answer that.

• 10:57Lex Fridman?

  You really?

• 10:58Speaker 01

  I will answer it though.

• 10:59Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 11:00Speaker 01

  But I just love to say-

• 11:00Lex Fridman?

  You resist it naturally?

• 11:01Speaker 01

  Yeah, we naturally resist that because we want numbers and hard facts and not speculation. But I do love that question. It's a great question and it's one we all wonder about. But I have to give you the scientist answer first.

• 11:13Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, sure.

• 11:13Speaker 01

  Which is, we'll have the capability to answer that question. Soon even, starting soon.

• 11:19Lex Fridman?

  How do you define soon?

• 11:20Speaker 01

  How do I define soon?

• 11:22Lex Fridman?

  So much happened in the last hundred years.

• 11:24Speaker 01

  Right, right. And there's a difference, right? If it's 10 years, or 20 years, or 100 years. Yeah, there's a difference in that. Well, soon could be a decade, or two decades.

• 11:35Lex Fridman?

  And the answer-

• 11:35Speaker 01

  Luckily, journalists usually don't like that, or the people want, like tomorrow, they want the news. But what it's going to take is telescopes, space telescopes, or very sophisticated ground or space telescopes to let us study the atmospheres of other planets, far away, and to look what's in the atmospheres, and to look for water, which is needed for life as we know it, to look for gases that don't belong, that we might attribute to life. So we have to do some really nitty gritty astronomy.

• 12:02Lex Fridman?

  So the promising way to answer this question scientifically is to look for hints of life. That's where, like, many of your ideas come in, of what kind of hints might we actually see about this life?

• 12:14Speaker 01

  Right, right. That's exactly what we need to do. And I like the word you chose, hint. Because it's going to be a hint. It's not going to be a 100% yay, we found it. And then it will take future generations to do more careful work, to hopefully even find a way to send a probe to these distant exoplanets, and to really figure this out for us.

• 12:35Lex Fridman?

  I mean, we'll talk about the details. Those are fun, but like-

• 12:38Speaker 01

  But back to the speculation, maybe?

• 12:39Lex Fridman?

  The zoomed out, big picture speculation question.

• 12:41Speaker 01

  The zoomed out big picture is, yes, I believe absolutely there is life out there somewhere. Because the vastness of the universe is incredible. It's so breathtaking. When we look at the night sky, if you can go to that dark sky, you can see, you know, many, many hundred, or even if you have good eyesight and you're somewhere very dark, you could see thousands of stars. But in our galaxy, we have hundreds of billions of stars. And our universe has hundreds of billions of galaxies. So think about all those stars out there.

• 13:14Speaker 01

  And even if planets are rare, even if life is rare, just because the number of stars is so huge, things have to come together somewhere, someplace in our universe.

• 13:24Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, it's so amazing to think that somebody might be looking up on another planet in a distant galaxy.

• 13:32Speaker 01

  I have to interrupt your reverie and get back to, in our lifetime at least, the short term, we have to, we only have the nearest stars to look at. It's true that there are so many stars, so many hosts for planets that might have life, but in the practical question of will we find it, it has to be a star quite close to Earth, like a few light years, tens of light years, maybe hundreds of light years.

• 13:57Lex Fridman?

  And by the way, you've introduced me to a tool of eyes on exoplanets, I think, that NASA has put together.

• 14:05Speaker 01

  Eyes on exoplanets, it's a great software.

• 14:07Lex Fridman?

  Eyes on exoplanets, that's so cool. But anyway, can you give a sense of like who our neighbors are? You said hundreds of light years, like how many stars are close by? Like what, what's our neighborhood like? Are we talking about five, 10 stars that we might actually have a chance to zoom in on?

• 14:29Speaker 01

  I'm talking about maybe a dozen or two dozen stars.

• 14:33Lex Fridman?

  And those are that's.

• 14:34Speaker 01

  With planets that look suitable for us to follow up in detail.

• 14:40Lex Fridman?

  For life.

• 14:40Speaker 01

  Right.

• 14:41Lex Fridman?

  Okay.

• 14:42Speaker 01

  One thing that's really exciting in this field is that the very nearest star to Earth called Proxima Centauri, it's part of the Alpha Centauri star system.

• 14:51Lex Fridman?

  Cool name, by the way.

• 14:52Speaker 01

  Yeah, Proxima.

• 14:52Lex Fridman?

  Whoever names them.

• 14:53Speaker 01

  Nearby.

• 14:54Lex Fridman?

  Okay, but it sounds cool.

• 14:56Speaker 01

  But Proxima, Proxima Centauri appears to have a planet around it. That's an Earth, about an Earth-mass planet in the so-called habitable zone, or the Goldilocks zone of the host star. So think about how incredible that is, like out of all the stars out there, even the very nearest star has planets and has a planet of huge interest to us.

• 15:16Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, okay, so can we talk about that planet? What, what, what does it mean to be maybe possibly habitable? You know, what, what is, how does size come into play? How does?

• 15:34Lex Fridman?

  You know, what we know about gases and what kind of things are necessary for life. You know, what are the factors that you make you think that it's habitable? And by the way, I mean, maybe one way to talk about that is people know about the Drake equation, which is a very high level, almost framework to think about what is the probability that, correct me if I'm wrong, that there's life out there. And intelligent life, I think. I don't know. But then you have the equation named after you now, which I think nicely focuses in on the more achievable and interesting part of that question, which is on whether there

• 16:17Lex Fridman?

  is habitable planets out there, or how many, I guess.

• 16:21Speaker 01

  Right, right, yeah. So the funny thing is, was one time I met Frank Drake and I asked if he minded if I took his equation and kind of revamped it for this new field of exoplanet astronomy. He was totally cool with it. He's.

• 16:36Lex Fridman?

  He got total approval? Well, maybe, okay, so sorry.

• 16:39Speaker 01

  I'm not sure if he'd actually read the stuff about my equation, but he was cool with it.

• 16:43Lex Fridman?

  He was cool with it? Okay, so I just said like 15 different things, but maybe can you tell from your perspective, what is the Drake equation and what is, sorry, the Seager equation?

• 16:55Speaker 01

  Sure. Well, the Drake equation, as you said, it's a framework. It's a description of the number of civilizations out there, of intelligent beings that are able to communicate with us by radio waves. So if you think of like the movie, if you think of the movie Contact, you've seen Contact, right? We're hoping to get, we're listening in, actually. It's an active field of research, listening to other stars at radio wavelengths, hoping that some intelligent civilizations are sending us a message. And the Drake equation came like at the start of that whole field to put the factors down on paper to sort of illustrate what is involved to kind of estimating. And there's no real estimate or prediction of how many civilizations are out there.

• 17:38Speaker 01

  But it's a way to frame the question and show you each term that's involved. So I took the Drake equation and I called it a revised Drake equation. And I recast it for the search for planets by more traditional astronomy means. We're looking at stars, looking for planets, looking for rocky planets, looking for planets that are the right temperature for life, looking for planets that might have life that outputs gases that we might detect in the future. It's the same spirit of the Drake equation. It's not going to give us any magic numbers. So I'm going to say, hey, here's exactly what's out there. It's meant to kind of guide, guide of where we're going.

• 18:18Lex Fridman?

  Although the Drake equation did, I mean, the initial equation proposed actual numbers for those variables.

• 18:24Speaker 01

  Oh, yes, the equation proposed numbers and you can still plug your own numbers in. And there's this really cute website that lets you, for both the Drake and my revised equation, plug in some numbers and see what you get. So, yeah.

• 18:36Lex Fridman?

  So, okay, so what are, what are, I mean, what are the variables, but maybe also what are like the critical variables?

• 18:43Speaker 01

  So in my equation, I set out to what are the numbers of inhabited planets that show signs of life by way of gases in the atmosphere that can be attributed to life? I could just walk through the terms. It's very simple.

• 18:56Lex Fridman?

  Sure.

• 18:56Speaker 01

  So the first thing I say is what are the number of stars available? And it's not that those trillions and trillions of stars everywhere. It's what are available to like a specific search? And so, for example, the MIT-led NASA mission TESS is surveying the sky, looking for all kinds of planets, but it can also, it also has stars. It has about 30,000 red dwarf stars. So we just take a number of stars that a given survey can access. So that's what the number of stars is. Then I wanted to know what kind of stars are quiet. A quiet, I called it fraction of those stars that is quiet. In the case of TESS, the way it's looking for planets is planets that transit the star.

• 19:40Speaker 01

  They go in front of the stars seen from the telescope. But it turns out that some stars are very active. They're variable and they brighten and dim with time and that interferes with our observation.

• 19:51Lex Fridman?

  I apologize to interrupt. So it's a transiting planet. So you're really looking for a black blob essentially that blocks the light.

• 19:59Speaker 01

  We're looking for a black blob that blocks the light.

• 20:01Lex Fridman?

  And then trying to say something about the size of the planet from the frequency of that black blob's appearance and the size of that black blob, that kind of thing.

• 20:10Speaker 01

  Yeah, but let's just say that out of all the stars there are accessible to whatever telescope, some of them are just bad. For whatever reason, you're not going to be able to find planets around them. So I need to know the fraction of those that are that are good. So again, we have the number of stars, the fraction of them that we can actually find planets around.

• 20:28Lex Fridman?

  And by the way, is our sun such one such, is our sun quiet?

• 20:33Speaker 01

  Our sun is quiet.

• 20:34Lex Fridman?

  Okay.

• 20:35Speaker 01

  So I have actually two terms. One describes how quiet they are and one is if we can find a planet around that star. These transiting planets, for example, not all planets transit because the planet would have to be orbiting that star in this kind of plane as viewed from you. But if a star is, for example, orbiting in the plane of the sky, it will never transit. It will never go in front of the star.

• 21:00Speaker 01

  So in that case, we have to have a fraction that takes into account of that kind of geometric factor.

• 21:05Lex Fridman?

  And hopefully, I mean, you can assume that it's uniformly distributed, hopefully.

• 21:10Speaker 01

  Yes, we can assume and there's evidence that it's uniformly distributed. Yes. So then the next, so all of these factors so far, number of stars accessible to whatever telescope you're thinking about, how many stars are quiet, fraction of stars that are quiet, fraction that are observable, in this case for the geometric factor, those are all things we can measure. And there's one more term in the secret equation we can measure. I call it fraction of planets in the habitable zone. Because believe it or not, we have a handle on that for a certain set of stars. We know from our, the Kepler Space Telescope that operated for a number of years, we have estimates for how many planets are in the so-called habitable zone of the host star for a certain type of star. So all those we have measurable. And then like the Drake equation itself, there are some terms we can not measure.

• 21:56Speaker 01

  And those ones, I call them FL, fraction of all those planets that have life on them.

• 22:03Speaker 01

  Because we don't know what that is. And FS, I called for spectroscopy. The fraction that have, we can use our telescope and instrument tools to look for light. Actually, FS was the ones that, the planets that, that have life that actually gives off a gas, a useful gas that might accumulate in the atmosphere. So we could eventually observe it.

• 22:26Lex Fridman?

  How do the FL and FS interplay? So these are separate terms?

• 22:31Speaker 01

  Separate terms.

• 22:32Lex Fridman?

  And so?

• 22:33Speaker 01

  So for example, you could imagine, so for example, you could imagine life, like us humans, we breathe out carbon dioxide. But our planet Earth, we already have a lot of carbon dioxide on it. Well, we have hundreds of parts per million, but it has a really strong signal. So us humans breathing out carbon dioxide, it's not helpful for any intelligent beings that are looking back at Earth. Because there's already a lot of, there's already enough carbon dioxide, we're not adding to it. So if there is life on a planet, and it's outputting a boring gas, that's not helpful for us to uniquely identify as being made by life versus just being there anyway, then it's not helpful. So I separated those two terms out.

• 23:14Speaker 01

  Soon, I think we'll have evidence that planets that can support life, at least, are common.

• 23:21Lex Fridman?

  So, okay, this is such an awesome topic. I have a million questions.

• 23:28Lex Fridman?

  What, okay, I know this is a little bit of speculation, but what's your sense about that, I think FS, which is like, that life would produce interesting gases that would be able to detect? Like, is there, one, is there scientific evidence? And, and second, is there some intuition around life producing gases, detectable hints in terms of chemistry?

• 23:53Speaker 01

  So interestingly enough, that entire question.

• 23:57Speaker 01

  Relates to, I'm gonna say almost my life's work.

• 24:00Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 24:00Speaker 01

  The work I'm doing now and the work I'm doing for the next 20 years. And I wish I could give you a concrete number, like 1%. Like on the worst days, it's 1%, let's say, in my mind. You know, in the best days, it's like 80%. And I could actually go into a lot of detail here, but I'll just give you the simplest things. So first of all, we make an assumption that, like us and our life here on Earth, life uses chemistry. So we use chemistry because we eat food, we breathe air, and we have metabolism that to break down food, to get energy, to store energy, and then ultimately to use it. And all life here has some kind of byproduct in doing all that, some kind of waste product that goes into the atmosphere. So I like to think that life everywhere uses chemistry.

• 24:45Speaker 01

  Some people have imagined, like, let's imagine like a windmill, like mechanical energy, just getting energy and using it without storing it. And if there was life like that, it might not need to output a gas. So we make this basic assumption of chemistry. That's the first thing. The second, more complicated thing that I and my team work on is what happens to the gas once it is produced by life? It goes into the atmosphere. And a lot of gas is just destroyed immediately, actually, by ultraviolet radiation or by oxygen. Oxygen's incredibly destructive to a lot of gases. So the gas can be produced by life, but it could be just completely destroyed by its environment.

• 25:25Lex Fridman?

  I guess we should pause on that, that you mentioned your life's work. And this is just a beautiful idea, that it's kind of paralyzing when you look out there and you wonder, is there a life out there? It's the first paralyzing. Actually, before I encountered your work, I feel like an idiot. But, you know, it feels like there's no tool to answer that question. And then what you kind of provided is this cool idea that it might be possible to answer that by looking at the gases. I mean, that's a really interesting, that's a beautiful idea. And, yeah, so we could just pause on like,

• 26:06Speaker 01

  Yeah, let's pause on that.

• 26:07Lex Fridman?

  That's as a powerful tool, I think.

• 26:11Lex Fridman?

  That to build the intuition wrong, because I was totally clueless about it. And that was kind of exciting. I mean, I'm sure there's a folks probably early on in your life who were very skeptical about this notion. Maybe I'm not sure, but it's generally you would want to be skeptical. It's like, well, all these kinds of other things could generate gases, you know, all those.

• 26:33Speaker 01

  Oh, that's so true. And that's a big part of this growing field is how to make sure that this gas isn't produced by another effect. But I do want to, you know, again, pausing on that and going back a bit. It's incredible to think, but like at least almost 100 years ago, there's a record of someone talking about the idea of a gas being an indicator of life elsewhere.

• 26:55Lex Fridman?

  That idea was floating about.

• 26:57Speaker 01

  Yes, it was totally floating about. And it comes down to oxygen, which on our planet fills our atmosphere to 20% by volume. And, you know, we rely on oxygen to breathe. You know, when they you hear about the people in Mount Everest running out of air, they're really running out of oxygen. Well, they're running out of oxygen because the air is getting thinner as they climb up the mountain. But without plants and bacteria, there's plants that bacteria that also photosynthesizes and produces oxygen as a waste product. Without those, we would have virtually no oxygen.

• 27:30Speaker 01

  Our atmosphere would be devoid of oxygen.

• 27:32Lex Fridman?

  So, yeah, what if you were to analyze Earth? Is oxygen the strong indicator here?

• 27:38Speaker 01

  Oxygen is a huge indicator, and that's what we're hoping, that there is an intelligent civilization not too far from here, around a planet orbiting a nearby star with the kind of telescopes we're trying to build. And they're looking back at our sun and they've seen our earth and they see oxygen. And they they probably won't be like 100.0% sure that there's life making it. But if they go through all the possible scenarios, they'll be left with a pretty strong hint that there's life here. Yeah.

• 28:05Lex Fridman?

  Okay, but how do you detect that type of gases that are on the planet from a distance?

• 28:12Speaker 01

  And that's, going back to that, that's what people were skeptical about. When I first started working on exoplanets, a long time ago, people didn't believe we would ever, ever, ever study an exoplanet atmosphere of any kind. And now dozens of them are studied. There's a whole field of people, hundreds of people, working on exoplanet atmospheres, actually.

• 28:32Lex Fridman?

  Wow. But first, there was a point where people didn't even know there was exoplanets. Right? When was the first exoplanet detected?

• 28:40Speaker 01

  The first exoplanet around a sun-like star, anyway, was detected in the mid 1990s.

• 28:45Lex Fridman?

  That's a big deal. I kind of vaguely remember that.

• 28:47Speaker 01

  Well, at the time, it was a big deal, but it was also incredibly controversial. Because in exo, you know, in planets, we only had one example of a planetary system, our own solar system. And in our solar system, Jupiter, our big, massive planet, is really far from our star. And this first exoplanet around a sun-like star was incredibly close to its star, its star. So close that people just couldn't believe it was a planet, actually.

• 29:13Lex Fridman?

  So maybe zoom out. What the heck is an exoplanet?

• 29:17Speaker 01

  An exoplanet is our name, like, is the name that we call a planet orbiting a star other than our sun.

• 29:23Lex Fridman?

  Right. Extra-solar, I guess is the name.

• 29:26Speaker 01

  You can call it extrasolar. Exoplanet is simpler. But I think it's worth pausing to remember that each one of those stars out there in our night sky is a sun. And, you know, our sun has planets, Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, et cetera. And so for a long time, people have wondered, do those other stars or other suns have planets? And they do. And it appears that nearly every star has a planet, has a planet we call exoplanet. And there are thousands of known exoplanets already.

• 29:54Lex Fridman?

  So there's already, yeah, like, there's so many things about space that it's hard to put into one's brain because it starts filling it with awe. So, yeah, if you visualize the fact that the stars that we see in the sky aren't just stars, they're like, they're suns. And they very likely, as you're saying, would have planets around them.

• 30:20Lex Fridman?

  There's all these planets roaming about in this like dimly lit darkness with potentially uh life. I mean, it's just mind blowing. But um ma- maybe can you give a brief like history of and like of discovering all the exoplanets? So there's no exoplanets in the nineties. And then there's a lot of exoplanets now. So how did that come about?

• 30:46Speaker 01

  So many planets. How did it come about? Well,

• 30:49Lex Fridman?

  And maybe another way to ask is what is the methodology that was used to discover them?

• 30:54Speaker 01

  I can say that. But I'd like to just say something else first where so in exoplanets, you know, the line between what is considered completely crazy and what is considered mainstream research legit is constantly shifting.

• 31:08Lex Fridman?

  This is awesome. Yeah.

• 31:09Speaker 01

  So before, when I started on exoplanets, it was still sketchy. Like, it wasn't considered a career, a thing, a place where you should be investing.

• 31:17Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 31:18Speaker 01

  And right now, now today, it's so many people are working in this field, a good, I don't know, at least a thousand, probably more. I don't know if that sounds like a lot to you, but it's a lot.

• 31:28Lex Fridman?

  No, it's a legitimate field of inquiry.

• 31:30Speaker 01

  Yeah, legitimate field of inquiry. And what's helped us is everything that's helped everyone else. It's software, it's computers, it's hardware. It's like our phones. You have a fantastic detector in there. Like, they didn't always have that. I don't know if you remember the so-called olden days. We didn't have digital cameras. We had film. You take a film camera, you send the film away, and eventually it comes back, and then you see your pictures. And they could all be horrible. Yeah.

• 31:53Lex Fridman?

  So yeah, it's, I mean, digital, it just changed everything. Data changed everything.

• 31:57Speaker 01

  Yeah. And so one thing that really helped exoplanets were detectors that were very sensitive. Because when we're looking for this, the transiting planets, what we're doing is we're monitoring a star's brightness as a function of time. It's like click, taking a picture of the stars every few seconds or minutes. And we're measuring the brightness of a star, like every frame. And we're looking for a drop in brightness that's characteristic of a planet going in front of the star, and then finishing its so-called transit. And to make that measurement, we have to have precise detectors.

• 32:32Lex Fridman?

  And the detectors that are making the measurement, can you do it from Earth? Is it, are they floating in the bottom of space? Like what kind of telescope?

• 32:42Speaker 01

  Both. So on the ground, people are using telescopes, small telescopes that are almost just like a glorified telephoto lens. And they're looking at big swaths of the sky. And from the ground, people can find giant planets like the size of Jupiter. So it's about 10 to 12 times the size of Earth. We can find big planets because we can reach about 1% precision. So not sure how technical you want to get, but.

• 33:05Lex Fridman?

  Well, yeah, how many pixels are we talking about? Like what?

• 33:10Lex Fridman?

  You've mentioned phones. There's a bunch of megapixels, I think.

• 33:13Speaker 01

  So for exoplanets, you want to think about it as like a pixel or less than a pixel. We're not getting any information.

• 33:21Speaker 01

  But to be more technical, our telescope, you know, spreads the light out over many pixels. But we're not getting information. We're not tiling the planet with pixels. It's just like a point of light or in most cases, we don't even see the planet itself, just the planet's effect on the star. But another thing that really helped was computers because transiting planets are actually quite rare. I mean, they don't all go in front of their star.

• 33:41Lex Fridman?

  Right.

• 33:42Speaker 01

  And so to find transiting planets, we look at a big part of the sky at once, or we look at tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands, or even in some cases, millions of stars at one time. And so, you know, you're not going to do this by hand, going through a million stars, counting up the brightness. We, so we have computer software and computer code that does the job for us and looks for a, you know, counts the brightness and looks for a signal that could be due to a transiting planet. And, you know, I just finished a job called Deputy Science Director for the MIT-led NASA mission test. And it was my purview to make sure that we got the planet candidates, the transiting light curves, out to the community so people could follow them up and figure out if they're

• 34:27Speaker 01

  actual planets or false positives.

• 34:30Lex Fridman?

  So publish the data so that people could just.

• 34:33Speaker 01

  Yeah, publish the data.

• 34:34Lex Fridman?

  All the, all the data scientists out there could crunch and see if they can.

• 34:37Speaker 01

  Exactly. They can discover something. And in fact, the NASA policy for this mission is that all the data becomes public as soon as possible. So anyone could act, it's not as easy as it sounds, though, to download the data and look for planets. But there is a group called PlanetHunters.org and they take the data and they actually crowdsourced it out to people to look for planets. Yeah, and they often find find signals that our computers and our team missed.

• 35:02Lex Fridman?

  So we mentioned exoplanets. What about Earth-like, or I don't know what the right distinction is, if is it habitable or is it Earth-like planets? But what are those different categories? And how can we tell the difference and detect each?

• 35:15Speaker 01

  Right, right. So we're not at Earth-like planets yet. All the planets we're finding are so different from what we have in our solar system. They're just easier planets to find, but like-

• 35:25Lex Fridman?

  In which way?

• 35:26Speaker 01

  For example, there could be a Jupiter-sized planet where Earth should be. We find planets that are the same size as Earth, but are orbiting way closer to their star than Mercury is to our sun. And they're so close that, because close to a star means they also orbit faster. And some of these hot super-Earths, we call them, their year, their time to go around their star is less than a day. And they're heated so much by their star, they're heated so much by the star, we think the surface is hot enough to melt rock. So instead of running out by the bay or the river, you'll have like liquid lava. There'd be liquid lava lakes on these planets, we think.

• 36:08Lex Fridman?

  And life can't survive-

• 36:10Speaker 01

  Way too hot. The molecules for life would just be, molecules needed for life just wouldn't, wouldn't be able to survive those temperatures. We have some other planets. One of the most mysterious things out there, factoid, if you will, is that the most common type of planet we know about so far is a planet that's in between Earth and Neptune size. It's two to three times the size of Earth. And we have no solar system counterpart of that planet. That is like going outside to the forest and finding some kind of creature or animal that just no one has ever seen before, and then discovering that is the most common thing out there. And so we're not even sure what they are. We have a lot of thoughts as to the different types of planet it could be, but people don't really know.

• 36:52Lex Fridman?

  I mean, what are your thoughts about what it could be?

• 36:55Speaker 01

  Well, one thought, and this is more when we want to be rather than might be, is that these so-called mini Neptunes, we call them, that they are water worlds, that they could be scaled up versions of Jupiter's icy moons, such that they are planets that are made of more than half of water by mass.

• 37:13Lex Fridman?

  So, yeah, and what's the connection between water and life? And the possibility of seeing that from a gas perspective?

• 37:21Speaker 01

  Okay, so all life on Earth needs liquid water. And so there's been this idea in astronomy or astrobiology for a long time called follow the water, find water, that will give you a chance of finding life. But we could still zoom out and the kind of the community consensus is that we need some kind of liquid for life to originate and to survive because molecules have to react. If you don't have a way that molecules can interact with each other, you can't really make anything. And so when we think of all the liquids out there, water is the most abundant liquid in terms of planetary materials. There really aren't that many liquids. Like I mentioned, liquid rock, way too hot for life. We have some really cold liquids, like almost gasoline,

• 38:05Speaker 01

  like ethane and methane lakes that have been found on one of Saturn's moons, Titan. That's so cold, though. And for exoplanets, we can't study really cold planets because they're just simply too dark and too cold. So we usually, so we're usually just left with looking for planets with liquid water. And to your point is, you remember, as we talked about how planets are less than a pixel, in that way to say, so we can't see oceans on a planet. We're not going to see continents and oceans, not yet anyway. But we can see gases in the atmosphere. And if it's a small rocky planet, and this is going into some more detail.

• 38:43Speaker 01

  If we see a small rocky planet with water vapor in the atmosphere, we're pretty sure that means there has to be a liquid water reservoir. Because it's not intuitive in any way, but water is broken up by ultraviolet radiation from the star or from the sun. And on most planets, when water is broken up into HNO, the H, the hydrogen, will escape to space. Because just like when you think of a child letting go of a helium-filled balloon, it floats upwards. And hydrogen's a light gas and will leave from Earth, leave from the planet. So ultimately, if you have water, unless there's an ocean, like a way to keep replenishing water vapor in the atmosphere, that water vapor should be destroyed by ultraviolet radiation.

• 39:26Lex Fridman?

  Got it. So there's a, okay, so there's a need for liquid. I mean, I guess there's water. Well, is water essential or are there liquids? I mean, the chemistry here is probably super complicated.

• 39:37Speaker 01

  Well, there's not, it does, but you know, there's not an infinite number of liquids.

• 39:40Lex Fridman?

  Right.

• 39:41Speaker 01

  There's maybe like five liquids that can exist inside or on the surface of a planet. And water is the one that exists for the largest range of temperatures and pressures. And it's also the easiest type of planet for us to find and study is one with water vapor, rather than a cold planet that has ethane and methane lakes.

• 39:58Lex Fridman?

  What's your personal, in terms of solar systems and planets, that you're most hopeful about in terms of our closest neighbors? That you kind of have a sense that there might be somebody living over there? Or there's bacteria or somebody that looks like us?

• 40:20Speaker 01

  I'm hopeful that every star nearby has a planet.

• 40:23Lex Fridman?

  Has some life.

• 40:24Speaker 01

  Because it almost has to for us to make progress. We have to have that dream condition.

• 40:29Lex Fridman?

  So the dream condition is like life is just super abundant out there?

• 40:34Speaker 01

  Yeah, the dream, well, yes. The dream condition is that life is super abundant. And it's based on the thought that if there is a planet with water. And continents, that it also has the ingredients for life. And that the kind of base, the base, the base kernel thought is that if the ingredients for life is there, life will form.

• 40:55Lex Fridman?

  Life will form.

• 40:55Speaker 01

  That's what we're holding on to.

• 40:56Lex Fridman?

  With a relatively high probability.

• 40:59Speaker 01

  Yes, that's it.

• 41:00Lex Fridman?

  Okay, let's go into the land of speculation. What about intelligent life? Us humans consider ourselves intelligent, surprisingly, or unsurprisingly.

• 41:13Lex Fridman?

  Do you think about, from your perspective of looking at planets from a gas composition perspective, and in general, of how we might see intelligent life? And your intuition about whether that life is even out there?

• 41:30Speaker 01

  I think the life is out there somewhere. The huge numbers of stars and planets. I like to think that life had a chance to evolve to be intelligent. I'm not convinced the life is anywhere near here, only because if it's hard for intelligent life to evolve, then it will be far away by definition.

• 41:47Lex Fridman?

  Well, the sad thing is, maybe from the artificial intelligence perspective, is it makes me sad there might be intelligent life out there that we're just not, like, the pathways of evolution can go in all these different directions where we might not be able to communicate with it, or even know that, or even detect its intelligence, or even comprehend its intelligence. I'm convinced cats are more intelligent than humans, that we're just not able to comprehend the measures, the proper measures of their intelligence.

• 42:22Speaker 01

  My dog is so funny. He's the golden doodle. His name's Leo. We joke that he's either a really dumb dog. And sorry, he's not here to defend himself, but he's either really dumb, or he's a super genius, just pretending to be dumb.

• 42:33Lex Fridman?

  Yeah. And it's possible he's, he's a multidimensional projection of alien life here monitoring one of the, you know, one of the top scientists in the world trying to find aliens, just to make sure, just to make sure that humans don't get out of hand.

• 42:51Speaker 01

  That's funny. Oh, I'm definitely gonna go in and ask him, ask him about that. Ask him about that one again.

• 42:57Lex Fridman?

  He's on to something, yeah. What might we look for in terms of signs of intelligent life? From your toolkit, do you think there are things that we should, we might be able to use, or maybe in the next couple of decades, discover? That would be different than life that's like bacteria, that's primitive life?

• 43:20Speaker 01

  I still love SETI, Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence. I like to hope that if there is a civilization out there, they're trying to send us a message. I think, like, think about it, I don't know, what are your thoughts? Like, if you think about our Earth, there's no structure we've built that intelligent civilizations could see from far away. There's literally nothing, not even the Great Wall of China. And so to think, like, why would this other civilization build a giant structure that we could see?

• 43:46Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, so with SETI, the idea is that we're both trying to hear signals and send signals, right?

• 43:51Speaker 01

  Well, we haven't sent one, they call that meddie, messaging. And there's a big, kind of, fear over meddie, because you want to tell them you're here. It's kind of this, like, let's wait till they call us.

• 44:02Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 44:04Lex Fridman?

  It's like the dating game, you have to, like, how many days do I wait before I call, kind of thing?

• 44:09Speaker 01

  Yes, it is, and so, but the funny thing is, if no one's sending us a message, if everybody's only listening, how do you make progress?

• 44:16Lex Fridman?

  That's right, and, I mean, but there's also, there's the Voyager spacecraft, that we have these little pixels of robots flying out all over the place. Some of them, like the Voyager, reach out really far, and they have some stuff on them. Okay, I just-

• 44:33Speaker 01

  We do, we have the Voyager, but they're not really going anywhere in particular, and they're moving very, very slowly on a cosmic scale.

• 44:39Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, and me saying they're far is kind of silly.

• 44:42Speaker 01

  Yeah, it's all relative in astronomy, it's all relative, yeah.

• 44:46Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, I just, so from a, if you look at Earth from an alien perspective, from visually and from gas composition, I wonder if it's possible to determine the degree of maybe productive energy use? I wonder if it's possible to tell, like, how busy these Earthlings are?

• 45:08Speaker 01

  Well, let's zoom out again and think about oxygen. So when cyanobacteria arose like billions of years ago and figured out how to harness the energy of the sun for photosynthesis, they re-engineered the entire atmosphere. 20% of the atmosphere has oxygen now. Like, that is a huge scale. You know, they almost poisoned everything else by making this what was apparently very poisonous to everything that was alive. But imagine, so are we doing anything at that scale? Like, are we changing anything at like 20% of the Earth with a giant structure, or 20% of this, or 20% of that? Like, we aren't actually.

• 45:44Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, that's, that's, that's humbling to think that we're not actually having that much of an impact.

• 45:49Speaker 01

  I know. But we are, because in a way, we're destroying our entire planet. But it's humbling to think that from far away, people probably can't even tell.

• 45:57Lex Fridman?

  But from the perspective of the planet, when we say we're destroying, you know, global warming, all that kind of stuff, what we really mean is we're destroying it for a bunch of different species, including humans. But like, I think the Earth will be okay.

• 46:13Speaker 01

  Oh, the Earth will be, the Earth will remain. Whatever, whatever happens to us, the Earth will still be here.

• 46:18Lex Fridman?

  And it'll still be difficult to detect any difference. Like, it's sad to think that if humans destroy ourselves, except potentially with nuclear war, it'd be hard to tell that anything even happened.

• 46:29Speaker 01

  Yeah, it will be hard to tell from far away that anything happened.

• 46:32Lex Fridman?

  What about, what are your thoughts? Now, this is really getting into speculation land. You've, you've mentioned exoplanets were in the realm of, you know, this is beautiful edge between science and science fiction, that some of us, a rare few are brave enough to walk, I think, in academia. You are brave enough to do that. I think in some sense, artificial intelligence sometimes walks that line a little bit.

• 47:03Lex Fridman?

  There is so much excitement about extraterrestrial life and aliens in this world. I mean, I don't know what, how to comprehend that excitement. But to me, it's great to see people curious because to me, extraterrestrial life and aliens is at the core, a scientific question. And it almost looks like people are excited about science. They're excited by discovery.

• 47:32Speaker 01

  Discovery, right?

• 47:33Lex Fridman?

  And then the possibility that there's alien life that visited Earth or is here on Earth now is, is excitement about discovery in your lifetime, essentially. I mean, what do you make, what do you make of that? There's recent events where DARPA or DOD released footage of these unmanned aerial phenomena, they're calling them now, UAP. They got everybody like super excited, like, maybe there is like, what, what's, what's here on Earth? Do you follow the, this world of people who are thinking about aliens that are already here or have visited?

• 48:17Speaker 01

  I don't really follow it. They follow me, I'd say. Because in this field, if you're a scientist of any kind, you get, the people contact us, me. And there's a lot of them about, hey, I have stuff you should see. Hey, the aliens are already here. I need to tell you about it. And I know there are people out there who really believe.

• 48:38Lex Fridman?

  There's a psychology to it.

• 48:39Speaker 01

  There's a psychology to it.

• 48:40Lex Fridman?

  And it's fascinating, but okay. So it's similar to artificial intelligence.

• 48:44Speaker 01

  But I still, but like you, I'm still enamored with the point that it is out there and that people believe so strongly and that so many people out there believe.

• 48:53Lex Fridman?

  Believe. And I don't know, I, I'm not as allergic to it as some scientists are because ultimately if aliens showed up or do show up or have showed up, you know, these are going to be very difficult to study scientific phenomena.

• 49:12Lex Fridman?

  Like, in fact, like going back to cats and dogs, like, I just, I think we should be more open minded about developing new tools and looking for intelligent life on Earth that we haven't yet found, or even understanding the nature of our own intelligence, because it kind of is an alien life form, the thing that's living, you know, in our skull.

• 49:36Speaker 01

  It's so true, and we don't understand consciousness.

• 49:38Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 49:39Speaker 01

  It's true, we don't understand how, biology's hard, you know, unpacking it and working it all out, it's a stretch. And they say too, that our thinking mind is like the tip of a pyramid, that everything else is happening under the hood, and, but what is happening? But the thing with, so the typical scientist's response to, you know, are there aliens here? Is that we need to see major evidence, not like a sketchy picture of something, we need some cold hard evidence, and we just don't have that.

• 50:10Lex Fridman?

  That's exactly right. But from my perspective, I admire people that dream, and I think that's beautiful. The thing I don't like, there's two sides of the, of the folks that probably listen to this, this podcast is, oh, those that dream, I think is beautiful, are that, that wonder what's out there, what's here on Earth. And then the other ones who are very conspiratorial and thinking that stuff is being hidden. And it becomes about institutions.

• 50:38Speaker 01

  Right, right, right. Okay, I got, I have a funny thing to talk about that. So one of my colleagues had a really good answer to that. And it's not me saying this, so I can say this, but he said, look, he works with NASA, not at NASA, he works with government, not in the government. It's kind of mean, but he'd say, trust me, they couldn't hide it if they tried. Do you know what I'm saying? Like,

• 50:56Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, everybody I know.

• 50:57Speaker 01

  We're not, we're not smart enough, or good enough, not we, or not me, or not you, but whoever to cover it up. It just, it's sort of a myth.

• 51:05Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, it makes it sad because the people at NASA, the people at MIT, the people in academia, the people in these institutions, and yes, even in government, are often trying, they're like just curious descendants of apes. They're just, they, they want to do good, they want to discover stuff, they're not trying to hide stuff. In fact, most of them would, in terms of leaks, would love to discover this and release this kind of stuff.

• 51:37Speaker 01

  There's a, did you ever watch this show called The X-Files?

• 51:40Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 51:40Speaker 01

  Scully and Mulder?

• 51:41Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 51:42Speaker 01

  And what I love, actually, I used to put it up during my talks, my public talks. There's a picture of a UFO, or what looks like UFO, and it says, "I want to believe." So that's, that's where I think a lot of us are coming from. I want to believe. And it's so great. And one time, I put that up, and this very, very nice couple approached me really nervous afterwards. And they said, "Hey, can we take you out for lunch sometime?" And I said, "Sure." And they were like the nicest people. And just one of many who has an alien, alien abduction story. And the woman could never have kids. They were older, but they didn't have kids, which for them was a real source of regret. But it was because the aliens who had abducted her had made it so that she couldn't have kids.

• 52:24Speaker 01

  And she had apparently something implanted behind her ear, which was somehow unimplanted later. And they were just so sincere. And they're such a lovely couple. And they just wanted to share their story.

• 52:36Lex Fridman?

  That's, that's a real, whatever that is, that's a real thing. The mystery of the human mind.

• 52:42Speaker 01

  Right.

• 52:42Lex Fridman?

  Is more powerful than any alien, or, I mean, it's as interesting, I think, as the universe. And I think they're somehow intricately linked. Maybe getting a sense of numbers. How many stars are there in?

• 53:00Lex Fridman?

  Maybe, I don't know what the radius that's reasonable to think about. I don't know if the observable universe is like way too big to think about. But in terms of when we think about how many habitable planets there are, what are the numbers we're working with in your sense? What are the scale?

• 53:16Speaker 01

  Honestly, the numbers are probably like billions of trillions.

• 53:20Lex Fridman?

  Of stars.

• 53:21Speaker 01

  Yeah, you know, in the UK, I think, I don't know if we do that here, but they will call a billion trillion. We put like one billion followed by a trillion. Yeah, it's kind of weird, but here I don't even know how to say the number 10 to the 20. Like, if you know what that is, that's one followed by 20 zeros. That's a big number. We don't have a name for that number. There's so many.

• 53:39Lex Fridman?

  Per star, I think we kind of mentioned this. Is there a good sense? There's probably an argument about this, but per star, how many planets are there?

• 53:48Speaker 01

  We don't have that number yet, per se. You know, we're not really there. But some people think that there's many planets per star. There's this analogy of filling the coffee cup. Like, you know, you don't usually just pour one drop, you fill it. And that planetary systems, we see stars being born that have a disk of gas and dust, and that ultimately forms planets. So the idea, this kind of concept is that planets, so many planets form, too many. And eventually some get kicked out and you're left with like a full planetary system, a dynamically full system. And so there have to be a lot because so many form and a bunch survive.

• 54:24Lex Fridman?

  I mean, that that makes perfect intuitive sense, right? Like, why wouldn't that happen?

• 54:30Speaker 01

  Right. Well, there's other thoughts too, though. These big planets that are really close to the star, we think they formed far away from the star where there's enough material to form, and they migrated inwards. And some of these planets migrating inwards due to interaction with other planets or with the disk itself, they may have cleared it out. Like, kicked other planets out of the system. So there's a lot of ideas floating around. We're not entirely sure.

• 54:55Lex Fridman?

  And what about Earth-like planets? Is that that's another level of uncertainty that?

• 55:00Speaker 01

  It's a level of uncertainty. If we think of an Earth-like planet being an Earth around a sun in the same orbit. An Earth-like planet being an Earth-sized planet in an Earth-like orbit about a Sun-like star, we're not there yet. You know, we're not able to detect enough of those to to give you a hard number. Some people have extrapolated and they will say as many as one in five stars like our Sun could be hosting a true Earth-like planet.

• 55:26Lex Fridman?

  Wow. On the topic of space exploration, there's been a lot of exciting developments with NASA, with SpaceX, with other companies successfully getting rockets into space with humans and getting them to land back, especially with SpaceX. What are your thoughts about Elon Musk and SpaceX, Crew Dragon, while working with NASA to launch astronauts? What's your sense about these exciting new developments?

• 55:56Speaker 01

  Well, SpaceX and other so-called commercial companies are only good news for my field because they're lowering the cost of getting to space. By having reusable rockets, it's just been, it's incredible and we need cheaper access to space. So from a very practical viewpoint, it's all good. About getting people, there's this dream that we have to go to Mars, boots on Mars.

• 56:18Lex Fridman?

  Boots on Mars. What do you think about that? You mentioned probes. What's the value of humans? Is that interesting to you from both scientific and a human perspective?

• 56:30Speaker 01

  Human mostly. I think it's such in our desire to explore because it's part of what it means to be human. So wanting to go to another planet and be able to live there for some time, it's just, just what it means to be human. You know, oftentimes in science and engineering, big, huge discoveries are made when we didn't intend to. So often, this kind of pure exploratory type of research or this pure exploration research, it can lead to something really important, like the laser. We couldn't really live without that now. At the grocery, you scan your foods. There's surgery that involves lasers, GPS. We all use our GPS. We don't have GPS because someone thought, hey, it would be great to have a navigation system. And so I do support, I do, I just, but I really think it comes primarily just from

• 57:15Speaker 01

  the desire to explore.

• 57:17Lex Fridman?

  Do you think something, there's a lot of criticism and a lot of excitement about Mars. Do you think there's value in trying to go to put humans on Mars, first of all, and second of all, colonize Mars? Do you think there's something interesting that might come from there?

• 57:35Speaker 01

  I'm convinced there will be something interesting. I just don't know what it is yet. But I don't think, I don't think having some commercial value or value in the metric of something useful is really what's motivating us.

• 57:46Lex Fridman?

  So really, you see, exploration is a long-term investment into something awesome that eventually will be commercial value.

• 57:52Speaker 01

  I do, actually.

• 57:53Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 57:54Speaker 01

  I do.

• 57:54Lex Fridman?

  So what about visiting?

• 57:58Lex Fridman?

  Okay, I apologize, but I mean, there's an exciting longing to visit Earth-like planets elsewhere. So what's the closest Earth-like planet you think is worth visiting? And how hard is it?

• 58:17Speaker 01

  Wow, it is very hard. I mean, our nearest, call it Earth-mass planet, it's orbiting a star very different from our own sun, an Emdor star, a small red star, Proxima Centauri. It's over four light years away. And we can't travel at the speed of light. We can't even try, I mean, it would take tens of thousands of years to get there with conventional methods. So you know the movies like Multi-Generational? Yeah, this movie Passenger, have you seen that movie? Passenger.

• 58:42Lex Fridman?

  No.

• 58:43Speaker 01

  It's about a big spaceship that is traveling to another planet and everyone's hibernating. I won't give you the spoiler alert because one person wakes up and then it's kind of a problem.

• 58:51Lex Fridman?

  Okay, got it.

• 58:52Speaker 01

  But yeah, the multi-generational ships, I mean, when you think about where we're headed as a species, maybe we don't send people. Maybe we end up sending. Raw biological materials and instructions to print out humans. It sounds kind of far fetched, but already we're printing like liver cells in the lab and beating heart cells. We're starting to reconstruct body parts. I mean, the thing is, it is so hard to get to another planet that this thought of printing humans or printing life forms actually could be easier.

• 59:26Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, that's somehow so sad to think to think of the idea that we would launch a successful spaceship that has multi generational like non-human life. And it's going to reach other intelligent life. And by the time they figure out where it came from,

• 59:46Lex Fridman?

  human civilization will be extinct.

• 59:48Speaker 01

  Wow, yeah, that is really suffering.

• 59:50Lex Fridman?

  That's so that's one. There's a there's a tempting thing to think about. What are the possible trajectories? So, uh, you know, Elon keeps talking about multi planetary, us becoming multi planetary species. I mean, sure, Mars is a part of that, but like the dream is to really expand outside the solar system. And it's it's not clear, just like, as you said, like what the actual scientific engineering steps that are required to to take. It seems like so daunting, so daunting. So like the the smart thing seems to be to do the most achievable, near daunting task, even if there doesn't seem to be a commercial application,

• 1:00:35Lex Fridman?

  which I think is colonizing Mars. But like from your perspective, is there some Manhattan Project style huge project in space that we might want to take on? And you've had roles, you had scientist hat roles, and then you also had roles in terms of being on like committees and stuff determining where funding goes and so on. So like, is there a huge like multi trillion, we've been throwing the T word around recently a lot, but these huge projects that we might want to take on?

• 1:01:09Speaker 01

  Well, first of all, we want to find the planets like Earth first, like just even finding those Earth like planets is a billion dollar endeavor, billions of dollars endeavor. And that's so hard because an Earth is so small, so less massive, and so faint compared to our sun. It's the proverbial needle in a haystack, but worse. And we need very sophisticated space-based telescopes to be able to find these planets and to look, look at them and see which ones have water and which ones have signs of life on them.

• 1:01:37Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, the, the Starshade project that you're part of.

• 1:01:40Speaker 01

  Starshade.

• 1:01:41Lex Fridman?

  Starshade, yeah, this probably the most badass thing I've ever seen.

• 1:01:43Speaker 01

  Right. And you know what's interesting?

• 1:01:45Lex Fridman?

  Can you describe what it is first of all?

• 1:01:46Speaker 01

  So what's amazing about Starshade is it was first conceived of in the 1960s. Imagine that and revisit it every decade until now when we think we can actually build it. And Starshade is a giant specially shaped screen. It is about, there's different versions of it, but think about 30 meters in diameter.

• 1:02:04Lex Fridman?

  So you're blocking out the sun?

• 1:02:06Speaker 01

  You're effectively blocking out the star.

• 1:02:09Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:02:09Speaker 01

  So that you can see the planet directly. And Starshade would have a spacecraft attached to it and it would fly in space far away from Earth's gravity. And it would have to formation fly with a space telescope. So the idea is that Starshade blocks out the starlight in a very careful way. And it has to block that starlight out so that the planet, that is 10 billion times fainter than the star, that only the planet light goes to the telescope.

• 1:02:35Lex Fridman?

  Yeah. So in formation, meaning the telescope flies, and you gave a presentation on this, but like it, it would fly like in, this is extremely high precision and effort.

• 1:02:48Speaker 01

  Yeah, we had this analogy, like asking a friend to hold up a dime five miles away.

• 1:02:53Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:02:53Speaker 01

  Perfectly, like at the perfect line of sight with you.

• 1:02:56Lex Fridman?

  Yeah. And the shape of it is pretty cool. I mean, I don't know exactly what the physics of that, like what the optics are that require that shape.

• 1:03:04Speaker 01

  I can tell you. It turns out that if you block out a star, imagine blocking out a star with a circular, circularly or a square shaped screen, you wouldn't actually be blocking it. Because the star acts like a wave, the starlight can act like a wave and it would actually bend around the edges of the screen. And so instead of blocking out the light, you're expecting to see nothing, you would see ripples.

• 1:03:24Lex Fridman?

  Hmm.

• 1:03:25Speaker 01

  And the analogy that I love to give, it's like throwing a pebble in a pond. You know, you get those ripples, you get these concentric ripples and they go out and light would do something quite similar. You'd actually see ripples of light and those ripples of light, they're actually way brighter than the planet we'd be looking for.

• 1:03:42Lex Fridman?

  So. So they would introduce this noise that's.

• 1:03:45Speaker 01

  Yeah, noise. And so the star shade, it's like a mathematical solution to the problem of diffraction, it's called. And this is what the first person who thought about star shade in the 1960s worked out, the mathematical shape or one solution, one family of solutions. And the idea is that when the star shade, this very special shape, like a giant flower with petals, when it blocks out the light, the light bends around the edges but interacts with itself in a way to give you a very, very dark image. It would be like throwing a pebble in a pond. And instead of getting ripples, the pond would be perfectly smooth, like incredibly smooth to one part in 10 billion. And all the waves would be on the outer edges, far away from where you drop that pedal, pebble.

• 1:04:29Lex Fridman?

  And so this camera would be able to, oh, this camera, this telescope would be able to get, get some signal from the planet then.

• 1:04:36Speaker 01

  Yes, and it would be hard because the planet is so faint, but with the star out of the way, the glare of that bright, bright, bright star, with that out of the way, then it becomes a much more manageable task.

• 1:04:47Lex Fridman?

  So how do we get that thing out there? We're still working with unlimited money.

• 1:04:51Speaker 01

  Okay, we're working with unlimited money. We have some more engineering problems to solve, but not too many more. We've been burning down our so-called tall poll list.

• 1:04:58Lex Fridman?

  And then we just. What kind of list?

• 1:05:00Speaker 01

  We call it tall techno, uh, technology tall poll. It's a phrase where you have to figure out what are your hardest problems and then break those down to solve. So the star shade, one of the really hard problems was how to formation fly at tens of thousands of kilometers. It's like, wow, that is insane. And the team broke that down actually into a sensing problem. Because of the star shade, how do you see the star shade precisely enough to, to control it? Because if you're shining a flashlight, you know, the beam spreads out. So the starshade has a beacon, an LED or a laser, it's going to spread out so much by the time it gets to the telescope. The problem wasn't how do you tell the starshade how to move around fast enough to stay in a straight line? The problem was how are you able to sense it well enough?

• 1:05:44Speaker 01

  So, problems like that were broken down and money that came from NASA to solve problems is put towards solving it. So we've got through most of the hard problems right now. Another one was that starshade, even though it's looking at a star, light from our own sun could hit the edges of the starshade and bounce off into the telescope, believe it or not. And that would actually ruin it because we're trying to see this tiny, tiny signal. So then the question is, how do you make a razor thin edge? Like those petal edges would have to be like a razor. What materials can you use? So there's a series of problems like that.

• 1:06:18Lex Fridman?

  Wow, so there's a materials problem in there?

• 1:06:20Speaker 01

  Some of them. Materials problem. And there's one, so we

• 1:06:24Lex Fridman?

  So cool.

• 1:06:25Speaker 01

  Almost finished solving all those problems and then it's just a matter of building one and testing it in a full-scale sized facility. And then building the telescope, it's just a matter of time to build everything and get it up for launch.

• 1:06:39Lex Fridman?

  So this is an

• 1:06:40Speaker 01

  Close.

• 1:06:41Lex Fridman?

  This is an engineering project.

• 1:06:43Speaker 01

  It's a real engineering project. I actually can tell you about two other projects that are not mine. I like to call starshade mine because it was my project that I helped make it mainstream, where that line is constantly shifting. When I started, when I got this leadership role on starshade, I remember telling people about it and it was definitely not on the mainstream okay line. It was on the giggle factor side of the line.

• 1:07:06Lex Fridman?

  Giggle factor.

• 1:07:07Speaker 01

  And people would just laugh, like, that's dead. Like, you can never formation fly. Or they'd say, why are you working on that? That's just so not, it's not

• 1:07:14Lex Fridman?

  This is so awesome. There's a few things you've done in your life. And that's when I first saw starshade, I was like, what? Really? And then, like, it sinks in. I mean, it's the same thing I felt with Elon Musk or certain people who do crazy stuff. And then they actually make it work. I mean, if you get starshade in formation, flying together, I mean, how awesome is that? If you actually make that happen? Even like from a robot, I'm sorry, from the robotics perspective, even if it doesn't give us good data, that's just like a cool thing to get out there. I mean, it's really exciting.

• 1:07:51Speaker 01

  Really cool. So there's two other topics that aren't mine, but I still love them.

• 1:07:55Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:07:56Speaker 01

  One of them, let's just talk about it briefly. Because it's not a probe, but it's the idea to send a telescope very far away to 500 times the Earth-Sun distance. And this is way farther than the Voyager spacecrafts are right now. And to use our sun as a gravitational lens, to use our sun to magnify something that's behind it.

• 1:08:16Speaker 01

  It's got to sink in for a minute.

• 1:08:17Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, exactly. I mean, I don't know what the physics of that is, like, how to use the sun.

• 1:08:22Speaker 01

  In astronomy, and Einstein thought about this initially, we can use massive objects bend space.

• 1:08:28Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:08:29Speaker 01

  And so light that should be traveling like straight, it actually travels around the warped space.

• 1:08:35Lex Fridman?

  And somehow you figure out a way to use that for magnification.

• 1:08:40Speaker 01

  You have a way to use that for magnification, that's right. There are galaxies that are lensed, so-called gravitational lens, by intervening galaxy clusters, actually. And there are micro lensing events where stars get magnified as an unseen gravitational lens star passes in between us and that very distant star. It's actually a real tool in astronomy. Yeah, using gravitational lensing to magnify, because it bends more rays towards you than normally would, you'd normally see.

• 1:09:09Lex Fridman?

  And again, we're trying to get more higher resolution images that are basically boiled down to light.

• 1:09:17Speaker 01

  Well, it boils down to light.

• 1:09:18Lex Fridman?

  And then you can maybe get more information about.

• 1:09:22Speaker 01

  Well, in this case, you would ask me, let's say, if this thing could get built, it would take, like, something like, they like to say 25 years to get from here to there. 25 years, and then it could send some information back to us. And then you'd say, so Sarah, how many pixels? And I wouldn't say one or less than one. I'd say, you know, it could be like 10 by 10 pixels, could be 100 pixels, which would be awesome.

• 1:09:44Lex Fridman?

  I mean, that's still crazy that we can get a lot of information from that.

• 1:09:47Speaker 01

  Crazy, right. And it's crazy for a lot of other reasons, because again, you have to line up the sun and your target. You'd only have one telescope per target, because every star is behind the sun in a different way.

• 1:09:59Speaker 01

  So it's a lot of complicated things.

• 1:10:01Lex Fridman?

  What about the second?

• 1:10:02Speaker 01

  The second one, it's called Starshot. You know, Starshot means like big dreams. And it's an initiative by the Breakthrough Foundation. And Starshot is the concept to send thousands of little tiny spacecraft, which they now call Starchip. So instead of Starship, it's Starchip. And there's a little chip. And the Starchip, so like sending, like thousands of little turtles being born, they're not all going to make it. Because they just send lots of them. And each of these Starships, once they're launched into, I guess, low Earth orbit, they will deploy a solar sail that's a few meters in diameter.

• 1:10:45Speaker 01

  And the idea is that on Earth, we would have a bank of, this one is still a bit on the other side of the line, but we'd have a bank of telescopes with lasers. They'd be like a gigawatt power. And these lasers would momentarily shine upwards and accelerate. They'd hit these sails. They'd be like a power source for the sail. And would accelerate the sails to travel at about a twentieth the speed of light.

• 1:11:14Lex Fridman?

  Is that, is that as crazy as it sounds?

• 1:11:16Speaker 01

  Well, like, like any good, well, like any good engineering project, it has to be broken down into the crazy parts. And the Breakthrough Initiative, like to their huge credit, is sponsoring, you know, getting over these, actually, they've listed initially, they listed 19 challenges. This is broken down into concrete things. Like one of them is, well, you have to buy the land and make sure the airspace is okay with you sending up that much power overhead. Another one is you have to have material on the sail where the lasers won't just vaporize it. So there's a lot of, a lot of issues. But anyway, these sails would be accelerated to a twentieth the speed of light. And their journey to the nearest star would now, wouldn't, would no longer be tens of thousands of years, but could be 20 years.

• 1:11:59Speaker 01

  Okay, 20, so it's not, not as bad as tens of thousands.

• 1:12:02Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:12:02Speaker 01

  And this, um, these thousands or whatever, however many make it, they'll go by the nearest star system and snap a few, snap some images and radio the information back to Earth. Because they're traveling so fast, they can't slow down, but they'll zoom by, take some photos, send it back.

• 1:12:18Lex Fridman?

  Hi, Raz.

• 1:12:19Speaker 01

  Yeah, but see, just what I want you to pause on for a second is that just by making that a real concept, and the money given won't make it happen, but we'll, but what it's done is it's planted the seed. And it's shifted that line from what is crazy to what is a real project. It's shifted it just ever so slightly enough, I think, to plant the seed that we have to find a way to somehow find a way to get there.

• 1:12:40Lex Fridman?

  That is, again, to stay on that, that is so powerful. Take a big crazy idea and break it down into smaller crazy ideas, order it in a list and knock it out one at a time.

• 1:12:56Lex Fridman?

  I don't know, I've never heard anything more inspiring from an engineering perspective, because that's how you solve the impossible things. So you open your new book discussing Rogue Planet PSO J318. I never said this out loud, point 522, so a rogue planet, which is just this poetic, beautiful vision of a planet that, um, that, as you write, lurches across the galaxy like a rudderless ship wrapped in perpetual darkness. Its surface swept by constant storms, its black skies raining molten iron. Just like the vision of that, the scary, the, the darkness,

• 1:13:40Lex Fridman?

  the, just how not pleasant it is for human life. Just the intensity of that metaphor, I don't know. And the reason you use that is to paint in, a feeling of loneliness.

• 1:13:58Speaker 01

  And despair.

• 1:13:59Lex Fridman?

  And despair, and.

• 1:14:03Lex Fridman?

  Why, maybe on the planet side, why does it feel, maybe it's just me, why does it feel so profoundly lonely on that kind of planet? Like what?

• 1:14:18Speaker 01

  I think it's because we all want to be a part of something, a part of a family, or a part of a community, or a part of something. And so, our solar system, and by the way, I only, it's sort of like a,

• 1:14:33Speaker 01

  like when you treat yourself to like eating an entire tub of ice cream. Like, I sometimes treat myself to imagine things like this and not just be so cut and dried. But when you imagine that, this planet's not part, because I don't want to give emotions to a planet per se, but the planet's not part of anything. It's somehow, it's just all on its own, just kind of out there, without that warm energy from its sun. It's just all alone out there.

• 1:14:58Lex Fridman?

  To me, it was this little discovery that I actually feel pretty good being part of this solar system. It felt like we have a sun, we have like a little family. And it felt like it sucked for the rogue planet.

• 1:15:11Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:15:12Lex Fridman?

  To just floating about, not floating, of flying rudderless. By the way, how many rogue planets are there in your sense?

• 1:15:21Speaker 01

  We don't know totally. I mean, there's some rogue planets that are just born on their own. I know that sounds really weird to be, how can you be born an orphan? But they just are. Because most planets are born out of a disk of gas and dust around a star. But some of these small planets are like totally failed stars. They're so failed, they're just small planets on their own. But we think that there's probably, honestly, there's another path to a rogue planet. That's one that's been kicked out of its star system by other planets, like a game of billiard balls, something just gets kicked out. We actually think there's probably as many rogue planets as stars.

• 1:15:56Lex Fridman?

  They're all flying out there, fundamentally alone. So the book.

• 1:16:04Lex Fridman?

  Is a memoir, is about your life and it weaves both your fascination with planets outside the solar system and the path of your life. And you lost your husband, which is a kind of central part of the book that created a feeling of the rogue planet. By the way, what's the name of the book?

• 1:16:34Speaker 01

  The name of the book is The Smallest Lights in the Universe.

• 1:16:38Lex Fridman?

  What's up with the title? What's the meaning?

• 1:16:40Speaker 01

  The title has a double meaning. On the face of it, it's the search for other Earths. Earths are so dim compared to the big, bright, massive star beside them. Searching for the Earths is like searching for the smallest lights in the universe. It has this other meaning, too. I really hope that you or the other people listening never get to the place where you're just, you've fallen off the cliff into this horrible place of huge despair. And once in a while, you get a glimmer of a better life, of some kind of hope. And those are also the smallest lights in the universe.

• 1:17:20Lex Fridman?

  Well, maybe we can tell the full story before we talk about the glimmer of hope. What did it feel like to first find out that your husband, Mike, was sick?

• 1:17:34Speaker 01

  It was incredibly frustrating. Like, lots of us have had some kind of problem that the doctors completely ignore. Just that they kept blowing him off. It's nothing. Are they paid to just say it's nothing? I mean, it's just insane. I was just so angry. And we finally got to a point where he was really sick. He was like in bed, not able to move, basically. And it turned out, all the things they ignored and not done any tests, he had like a 100% blockage in his intestine, like 100%. Like, nothing could get out, nothing could get in. And it was pretty, pretty shocking to even hear then that it could be nothing.

• 1:18:14Lex Fridman?

  What was the progression of it in the context of the, maybe the medical system, the doctors? I mean, what did it feel like? Did you feel like a human being?

• 1:18:24Speaker 01

  I felt like a child, like the doctors were trying to...

• 1:18:32Speaker 01

  Water down the real diagnosis or treat us like we couldn't know the truth or they didn't know. You know, I felt mixed like it's not a good situation if you think the doctor either has no idea what he or she is doing, or if the doctor is purposely, let's just say, lying to you to sugarcoat it. Like, I didn't know which one of it was, but I knew it was one of those.

• 1:18:51Lex Fridman?

  What were, what were the things he was suffering from?

• 1:18:55Speaker 01

  Well, initially, he just had a random stomach ache. I hate to say that out loud because I know a lot of people will have a random stomach ache.

• 1:19:00Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:19:01Speaker 01

  But so he just had a bad stomach ache and then, hmm, this is weird. A few days later, another bad stomach ache, kind of gets worse, might go away for a few weeks, might come back. And at the time, all I knew was my dad had had that same thing. Not the same identical system, but he had these really weird pains and he ended up having the worst diagnosis. One of the worst diagnoses you can get from a random stomach ache is pancreatic cancer. Because the time, the pancreas, like you can't feel anything. So by the time you feel pain, it's too late, it's spread already. So I was just like beside myself. I'm like, this is like, wow, this guy, he's got a random stomach ache. All I know is another man I loved had a random stomach ache and it didn't end well.

• 1:19:41Lex Fridman?

  How did you deal with it emotionally, psychologically, intellectually, as a scientist? What was that like? That, that whole, because it's not immediate. It's a, it's a long journey.

• 1:19:52Speaker 01

  It's a long journey and you don't know where the diagnosis is going. So anyone who's suffered from a major illness, there's like always branches in the road. So, you know, he had this intestinal blockage. I can't imagine someone in their 40s having that and that be normal. But the doctor is like, it could be nothing, could just cut it out. You don't need most of your intestine. It's a repeating pattern. Just cut that out, it could be fine. But it ended up not being fine and he was diagnosed as being terminally ill. Well, it really changed my life in a huge way. First of all, I remember immediately one summer, the summer when this happened, I started asking everyone I knew, I would ask you, I don't know, it's my, my job to put you on the spot. I'd say, you have one

• 1:20:32Speaker 01

  year to live, or two or three. What will you do differently about your life now? Lex, you have one year to live, what would you do?

• 1:20:43Speaker 01

  I mean, it's hard. I don't know if you want to answer that.

• 1:20:45Lex Fridman?

  No, no, no, I think about it a lot. I mean, that's a really good thing to meditate on. We can talk about maybe how, why you bring that up, if it is or not a heavy question.

• 1:20:58Speaker 01

  But I get, I think about mortality a lot.

• 1:21:03Lex Fridman?

  And for me, it feels like a really good way to focus in on is what you're doing today, the people you have around you, the family you have. Is it, does it bring you joy? Does it bring you fulfillment?

• 1:21:24Lex Fridman?

  And basically, for me, long ago, tried to be ready to die any day. So like today, you know, I kind of woke up, look, if I was nervous about talking to you, I really admire your work and the book is very good and it's a super exciting topic.

• 1:21:50Lex Fridman?

  But then, you know, there's this also feeling like if this is the last conversation I have in my life, you know, if I die today, will this be, will this be the right? Like, am I glad today happened? And it is, and I am glad today happened. So that's the way.

• 1:22:06Speaker 01

  And that's so unique. I never got that answer from a single person.

• 1:22:11Lex Fridman?

  The busyness of life, there's goals, there's dreams, there's like planning.

• 1:22:17Speaker 01

  And very few people make it happen. That's what I learned. And so a lot of these people.

• 1:22:22Lex Fridman?

  Oh, like you run out of time?

• 1:22:24Speaker 01

  It's not so much you run out of time, but I'd come back later and be like, okay, well, why don't you do that? If that's what you would do, if you're going to die a year from now, why don't you, why don't you make it real? Simple things, spend more time with family. Like, why don't you do that? And no one had an answer, it turns out, unless you, usually unless you have, you really do have a pressing end of life. People don't do their bucket list or try to change their career. And some people can't, so we can't, like, for a lot of people, they can't do anything about it. And that's, that's fine. But the ones who can take action, for some reason, never do. And that was one of the ways that Mike's death, or at the time, his impending death, really, really affected me. Because, you know, for these sick people, what I learned, he had a bucket list, and he was able to do some of the bucket lists. It was awesome.

• 1:23:08Speaker 01

  But he got sick pretty quickly. So if you do only have a year to live, it's ironic, because you can't do, you can't do the things you wanted to do, because you get too sick too fast.

• 1:23:18Lex Fridman?

  What were the bucket list things for you that you realized, like, what am I doing with my life?

• 1:23:23Speaker 01

  That was the major concept of him. After he died, I didn't know. Like, I, I was just lost. Because when something that profound happens, all the things I was doing, most of the things I was doing were just meaningless. It was so tough to, to find an answer for that. And that's when I settled on, I'm going to devote the rest of my life to trying to find another earth and to find out, to find that we're not alone.

• 1:23:54Lex Fridman?

  What is that longing for connection with others? What's that about? What do you think? Why is that so full of meaning?

• 1:24:02Speaker 01

  I don't know why. I mean, I think it's how we're hardwired. Like, one of my friends some time ago, actually when my dad died, he never heard someone say this before, but he's like, Sarah, you know, why are we evolved to take death so harshly? Like, what kind of society would we be if we just didn't care people died? That would be a very different type of world. How would we as a species have got to where we are?

• 1:24:28Speaker 01

  So I think that is tied hand in hand with why do we, why do we seek connection? It's just that what we were talking about before, that subconsciousness that we don't understand.

• 1:24:38Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, coupled, you know, the other side, the flip side of the coin of connection and love is a fear of loss. It's like that was, again, I don't know, that's what makes you appreciate the moment is that the thing ends.

• 1:24:55Speaker 01

  Yeah, that's definitely a hard one. The thing ends, but and it's hard to not, you, you wouldn't want to limit like it's,

• 1:25:04Speaker 01

  like my dog who I love so much, I'll start to cry like I can't think about the end. I know he'll age much faster than I will and someday it will end, right? But it's too sad to think of, but should I not have got a dog?

• 1:25:14Lex Fridman?

  Right.

• 1:25:15Speaker 01

  Should I have not brought this sort of joy into my life because I know it won't be forever? It's.

• 1:25:20Lex Fridman?

  Well, there's a, there's a philosopher, Ernest Becker, who wrote a book, Denial of Death. And just, uh, and Warm of the Cores and there's another book, talks about terror management theory. Sheldon Solomon, I just talked to him a few weeks ago. He's a brilliant philosopher, psychologist, that their theory, whatever you make of it, is that,

• 1:25:44Lex Fridman?

  the fear of death is at the core of everything, everything we do. So like you're, that you think you don't think about the mortality of your dog, but you do, and that's what makes the experience rich. Like there's this kind of like in the shadows lurks the, the knowledge that this won't last forever. And that makes every moment just special in some kind of weird way that it, the moments are special for us humans.

• 1:26:19Lex Fridman?

  I mean, sorry to use romantic terms like love, but what do you make? What did you learn about love from, from losing it, from losing your husband?

• 1:26:35Speaker 01

  Well, I learned to love the things I have more.

• 1:26:39Speaker 01

  I learned to love the people that I have more. And to not let the little things bother me as much.

• 1:26:47Lex Fridman?

  What about the rediscovery? Or like the discovery of the little lights

• 1:26:57Lex Fridman?

  in the darkness? So you, the book, I think you brilliantly described

• 1:27:06Lex Fridman?

  the dark parts of your journey.

• 1:27:09Lex Fridman?

  But maybe, can you talk about how you were able to rediscover the lights?

• 1:27:17Speaker 01

  They came in many ways. And the way like to think about it is like grief is an ocean. You know, with tiny islands of the little, like, like the little lights. And eventually that ocean gets smaller and smaller and the islands like become continents with lakes. So initially it'd be like the children laughing one day. Or my colleagues at work who rallied around me. And would take me away from my darkness to work on a project.

• 1:27:45Speaker 01

  Later on, it turned out to be a group of women my age, all widows, all with children in my town. And it would be, even though it was a bit morose getting together, still very joyful at the same time.

• 1:27:59Lex Fridman?

  What was the journey of rediscovering love like for you? So re-finding, I mean, is there some by way of advice or insight about how to

• 1:28:14Lex Fridman?

  how to rediscover the beauty of life?

• 1:28:17Speaker 01

  Of life? It's a hard one. I think you just have to stay open to being positive and just to get out there.

• 1:28:26Lex Fridman?

  Do you still think, do you still think about your own mortality? So you mentioned that that was a thing you meditate on as a question. When it was right there in, in front of you, but do you still think about it?

• 1:28:41Speaker 01

  I think I will after talking to you. But no, it's not really something I think about. I mean, I do think about the search for another earth and will, will I get there? Will I be able to conclude? My search and is there one? Like as time goes by, you know, that window to solve that problem gets smaller.

• 1:29:02Lex Fridman?

  What would bring you? Again, I apologize if this makes concrete the fact that life is finite. But what, um, what would bring you joy if we discovered while you're still here?

• 1:29:15Speaker 01

  What would bring me joy? Finding another earth, an earth like planet around a sun like star, knowing that there's at least one or more out there. Being able to see water, that it has signs of water and being able to see some gases that don't belong. So I know that the search will continue after I'm gone. Enough to fuel the next generation.

• 1:29:36Lex Fridman?

  So just like opening the door and there's like this glimmer of hope. What do you think it will take to realize that? I mean, we've talked about all these interesting projects, star shade especially. But is there something that you're particularly kind of hopeful about in the next 10, 20 years? That might give us that, that exact glimmer of hope that there's earth like planets out there?

• 1:30:01Speaker 01

  I have to, I stand behind star shade in all cases. So there is this other kind of field that I, that everyone is involved in because star shade is hard. Earths are hard. But there are, there's another category of planet star type that's easier. And these are planets orbiting small red dwarf stars. They're not earth like at all. Think like earth cousin instead of earth twin. But there's a chance that we might establish that some of those have water and signs of life on them. That's nearer term than star shade and we're all working hard on that, too.

• 1:30:32Lex Fridman?

  Let me ask, uh, by way of recommendations. I think a lot of people are curious about this kind of stuff. What three books, technical or fiction or philosophical or anything really, uh, had an impact on your life and, and/or you would recommend besides, of course, your book?

• 1:30:52Speaker 01

  There's one book I wish everyone could read. I'm not sure if you've read it. It's actually a children's book, like a young adult book. It's called The Giver.

• 1:31:01Lex Fridman?

  Yes.

• 1:31:03Speaker 01

  And it is the book that kids in school read now. And I only.

• 1:31:06Lex Fridman?

  Sorry, that's wow.

• 1:31:11Lex Fridman?

  Sorry, that caught me off guard. So when I first came to this country, I didn't speak much. It's really what made me. It had a profound impact on my life. And at a really important moment, because they give it to kids.

• 1:31:24Speaker 01

  Like middle school, I think, or maybe elementary.

• 1:31:26Lex Fridman?

  Something like that.

• 1:31:27Speaker 01

  I'm so surprised you've even heard of this book.

• 1:31:29Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, so they give it, but like it's the value of giving the right book to a person at the right time.

• 1:31:36Lex Fridman?

  I was, because it's very accessible.

• 1:31:39Speaker 01

  Do we want to share what the story is without spoiling it?

• 1:31:42Lex Fridman?

  Oh, yeah, you can, without spoiling, right?

• 1:31:45Speaker 01

  Well, it follows this boy in this very utopic society that's like perfect. It's been all clean cut and made perfect, actually. And as he kind of comes of age, he starts realizing something's wrong with his world.

• 1:31:58Speaker 01

  And so it's part of that question, are we going to evolve as, I mean, this isn't what's there, but it made me wonder, you know, are we evolving to a better place? Is there a day when we can eliminate, you know, poverty and hunger and crime and sickness? In this book, they pretty much have in a society that the boy's in. It sort of follows him and he becomes a chosen one to be like a receiver. The giver is the old wise man who retains some of the harshness of the outside world so that he can advise the people. As the sort of boy comes of age and is chosen for this special role, he finds the world isn't what he expects. And I don't know about you, but it was so profound for me because it jolts you out of reality. It's like, oh, my God, what am I doing here? I'm just going with the flow with my society.

• 1:32:39Speaker 01

  How do I think outside the box and the confines of my society, which surely carries negative things with it that we don't realize today?

• 1:32:46Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, and also in the flip side of that is if you do take a step outside the box on occasion, what's the psychological burden of that? Like, is that, is that, is that a step you want to take? Is that a journey you want to take? What is that life like?

• 1:33:03Speaker 01

  I don't know, I felt like from the book, you have to take it. I found from the book. I never thought, like, now that you're saying it, I see what you're saying. The burden is huge, but I always felt like the answer is yes, you absolutely want to know what's what's outside, but you can't do that if you're very, it's hard to be objective about your own reality.

• 1:33:19Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, I think it's a very human instinct, but it also, the book kind of shows that it has an effect on you.

• 1:33:28Lex Fridman?

  And this, it's a really interesting question about our society and taking a step out.

• 1:33:33Speaker 01

  It's by Lois Lowry, I think, is how you pronounce it. I really do hope everyone can read it, and it is a young adult book, but it's still, it's incredibly, I'm really glad, I only read it because my kids got it for school. I just thought, okay, well, why don't I just see what this is about? And I just, wow.

• 1:33:48Lex Fridman?

  Yeah, yeah, I think it's also the value of education. I think, I'm surprised you mentioned, I've never really mentioned to anybody. I'm sure a lot of people have had some experience like me and maybe.

• 1:34:00Speaker 01

  It's a generational thing, though, because like, the book came out, I think, in the 90s. So if you're older than like me, that book didn't exist when we were in middle school. So I just do think a lot of people won't have heard of it.

• 1:34:10Lex Fridman?

  But it's an interesting question of like, those books.

• 1:34:15Lex Fridman?

  I mean, I'm reminded often, I suppose the same is true with other subjects, but books are special. At the early age, like middle school, maybe early high school, this, those can change like the direction of your life. And also certainly teachers, they can change completely the direction of their life. There's so many stories about teachers of mathematics, teachers of physics, of any kind of subjects, basically changing the direction of a human's life. That's like, not to get on the.

• 1:34:48Lex Fridman?

  The whole, almost like a political thing, but you know, we, we undervalue teachers. It's a special, it's a special position that they hold.

• 1:34:59Speaker 01

  So true, yeah. Well, I do have two other books or two other things. One is something I came across just a few days ago, actually. It's actually a film called Picture a Scientist. And when you picture a scientist, you probably don't picture the women and women of color in this film. And it is a way to get outside your box. I really think everyone interested in science, even just peripherally, should watch this because it is shocking and sobering at the same time. And it talks about how, well, I think one of the messages across is, you know, we really are like, I don't know if we're hardwired to just like people like ourselves. But we're excluding a lot of people and therefore a lot of great ideas

• 1:35:43Speaker 01

  by not being able to think outside of how we're all stereotyping each other. So it's, it's, it's hard to kind of convey that. And you can just say, oh yeah, I want to be more diverse. I want to be more open, but it's a nearly impossible problem to solve. And the movie really helps open people's eyes to it. This book I put third because unlike The Giver, people may not want to read it. It's not as relevant, but when I was in my early twenties, I went to this big, this like 800 people, large conference called, uh, run by the Wilderness Canoe Association in my hometown of Toronto. And there was a family friend there who I met. And he said, read this book, it'll change your life. And it actually changed my life.

• 1:36:25Speaker 01

  And it was a book called Sleeping Island by an author, P G Downs, who just coincidentally lived in this area, lived in the Boston area. And he was a teacher, I think at a private school. And every summer he would go to Canada with a canoe, often by himself. And he wrote this book, maybe in the forties or fifties about a trip he took in the late 1930s. And it was, I was just shocked that even at that time, although that was a long time ago, there were large parts of Canada that were untouched by white people. And he went up there and interacted like with the natives. He called the book. It had a subtitle that was called, it was something like Journey in the barren lands. And when you go up north in Canada, you pass the tree line, just like on a mountain. If you hike up a mountain, you get so far north there aren't any trees.

• 1:37:10Speaker 01

  And he wrote eloquently about the land and about being out there. There weren't even any maps of the region, like in that time. And I just thought to myself, wow, like that you could just take the summer off and explore by canoe and go and see what's out there. And it led to me just doing that, that very thing. Of course, it's different now, but going out to where the road ends and putting the canoe in the water and just, well, we had to have a plan. We didn't just explore, but go down this river, rivers with rapids and travel over lakes and portages and just really live.

• 1:37:42Lex Fridman?

  So just really explore. Screw it. That doesn't like it doesn't.

• 1:37:46Speaker 01

  Or just use from a topo map, from a topographical map from the library.

• 1:37:52Speaker 01

  There were scary elements about of it, out of it, but part of the excitement or the joy or the desire was to be scared. Like it was to go out there and have, live on the edge.

• 1:38:03Lex Fridman?

  And persevere. Yeah.

• 1:38:04Speaker 01

  And persevere. Yeah.

• 1:38:06Lex Fridman?

  Do you have a advice that you would give to a young person today? That would like to help you maybe on the planetary science side, discover exoplanets? Or maybe bigger picture, just succeed in life?

• 1:38:21Speaker 01

  I do have some advice just to succeed. It's tough advice in a way, but it is to find something that you love doing, that you're also very good at.

• 1:38:31Speaker 01

  You know, in some ways the stars have to align because you've got to find that thing you're good at or the range of things. And it actually has to overlap with something that actually you love doing every day. So it's not a tedious job. That's the best way to succeed.

• 1:38:44Lex Fridman?

  What were the signals that in your own life were there to make you realize you're good at something? That you're, you're like, what were you good at that made you pursue a PhD? And it made you pursue the search?

• 1:39:02Speaker 01

  I mean, that was the one sentence version. In my case, it was a long slog and there were a lot of things I wasn't good at initially. But so initially, you know, I was good at high school math. I was good at high school science. I loved astronomy and I realized those could all fit together. Like the day I realized you could be an astronomer for a job, it has to be one of my top days of my life. I didn't know that you could be that for a job.

• 1:39:23Lex Fridman?

  Yeah.

• 1:39:23Speaker 01

  And I was good at all those things. And although my dad wanted me to do something more practical, where he could be guaranteed I could support myself, was another option. But initially, I wasn't that good at physics. It was a slog to just get through school and grad school's a very, very long time. But ultimately, when faced with a choice and I had the luxury of choosing, knowing that I was good at something and also loved it, it really carried me through.

• 1:39:46Lex Fridman?

  Now, I asked some of the smartest people in the world, the most ridiculous question. We already talked about it a little bit, but let me ask again, why are we here? So I think you've raised this question when your presentations is like, one of the things that we kind of as humans long to answer in the search for exoplanets is kind of part of that. But what do you think is the meaning of it all, of life?

• 1:40:14Speaker 01

  I wish I had a good answer for you.

• 1:40:20Lex Fridman?

  I think you're the first person ever who refused to answer the question.

• 1:40:24Speaker 01

  It's not so much refusing, I just, yeah, I mean, I wish I had a better answer.

• 1:40:28Lex Fridman?

  It's, it's.

• 1:40:29Speaker 01

  Why we're here.

• 1:40:29Lex Fridman?

  It's almost like the meaning is wishing there was a meaning, wishing, wishing we knew.

• 1:40:37Speaker 01

  I love that. That's a great way to, that's a great way to say it.

• 1:40:41Lex Fridman?

  Sarah, like I said, the book is excellent. I admired your work from afar for a while. And I think you're one of the great stars at MIT. It makes me proud to be a part of the community. So thank you so much for your work. Thank you for inspiring all of us. Thanks for talking today.

• 1:40:59Speaker 01

  Thank you so much. Thanks.

• 1:41:02Lex Fridman?

  Thanks for listening to this conversation with Sarah Seeger. And thank you to our sponsors, Public Goods, Power Dot and Cash App. Click the links in the description to get a discount. It's the best way to support this podcast. If you enjoy this thing, subscribe on YouTube, review it with five stars on Apple Podcasts, support it on Patreon, connect with me on Twitter at Lex Fridman, spelled I'm not sure how. Just keep typing stuff in until you get to the guy with the tie in the thumbnail. And now let me leave you with some words from Carl Sagan. Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known. Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.