#111 John Burke - What Happens When We Die?

John Burke is the New York Times Bestselling author of No Perfect People Allowed, Imagine Heaven and Imagine the God of Heaven. He founded and pastored Gateway Church in Austin, Texas. He's also the president of Gateway Leadership Initiative (GLI), a nonprofit organization. As an international speaker, Burke has addressed thousands of people across more than a dozen countries. He has spent the last several years investigating and documenting the near death experiences of people from all walks of life. Burke has worked tirelessly to analyze these experiences and share the truth behind these extraordinary stories with the world. Shawn Ryan Show Sponsors: https://lairdsuperfood.com - USE CODE "SRS" https://helixsleep.com/srs https://mypatriotsupply.com https://trueclassictees.com/srs https://drinkhoist.com - USE CODE "SHAWN" https://ShawnLikesGold.com | 855-936-GOLD #goldcopartner John Burke Links: To watch or hear more from John Burke, go to: https://linktr.ee/johnburkeauthor Books - https://imagineheaven.net Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/johnburkeofficial | https://www.facebook.com/imagineheavenbook IG - https://www.instagram.com/johnburkeofficial YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTsjGqKZNa61FFhRSnTVTxQ Please leave us a review on Apple & Spotify Podcasts. Vigilance Elite/Shawn Ryan Links: Website | Patreon | TikTok | Instagram | Download Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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• 0:00Speaker 00

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• 0:03Speaker 01

  On October 2nd.

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  Causing massive water displacement and triggering a tsunami. They all heap the blame on me.

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  Tom Cruise is. Digger got us into this mess, and Digger's gonna dig us up. From the director of Birdman and The Revenant.

• 0:16Speaker 02

  What would happen if I stopped doing it? You're stalled, you're freezing there, that's what.

• 0:20Speaker 01

  With great power comes great deniability.

• 0:24Speaker 02

  I'm not the first then.

• 0:25Speaker 01

  Digger, see the trailer online, only in theaters October 2nd. Rated R, under 17, not admitted without parent.

• 0:35Shawn Ryan?

  John Burke, welcome to the Sean Ryan Show.

• 0:38Speaker 04

  Hey Sean, thanks so much for having me on. And hey, thank you for serving our country.

• 0:44Shawn Ryan?

  Oh, thank you for saying that.

• 0:46Speaker 04

  And for all who watch, who have done so.

• 0:50Shawn Ryan?

  Thank you so much. But, so you kind of came on my radar. I, we'd spoken at breakfast about, about a year ago, I had, had a, I feel like I got slapped in the face by God in a good way. And sent me down my journey to faith. And in that journey, I'm always, I'm always looking for more proof. Right? And I don't know if that's everybody, but I'm always looking for more proof. And so I started, I'd heard about Lee Strobel's book.

• 1:26Speaker 04

  Case for Christ?

• 1:27Shawn Ryan?

  Case for Christ.

• 1:27Speaker 04

  He's a good friend, yeah.

• 1:28Shawn Ryan?

  And, and I'm not, I'm gonna be honest, I'm not much of a reader, so I watched the movie.

• 1:34Speaker 04

  No, that's not the same at all, sorry.

• 1:38Shawn Ryan?

  But I watched the movie and then I watched, there was a documentary that he did after that. I think it was called Case for Heaven. And that's-

• 1:45Speaker 04

  I was in that.

• 1:46Shawn Ryan?

  Exactly. That's where you popped up on my radar. You were talking about near-death experiences. And I've had a number of guests on the show that have had near-death experiences in combat. And what you were talking about on that documentary really,

• 2:07Shawn Ryan?

  it sent me down another rabbit hole. And so then I started looking into near-death experiences and-

• 2:14Shawn Ryan?

  And just some of the stuff, some of your talks online and some of the stuff that you've been

• 2:20Shawn Ryan?

  going on about over the past 35 years, I believe, if I'm not mistaken. Yeah, well, it's been, it's been that long that I've been researching. And, and I know you tie in some science and, and it's, I think we're all looking for more proof, right? And I don't know if that ever stops. I'm like I said, I'm new in this journey, but that's what kind of keeps me going. Yeah. Is the symbology, things that are happening that have already been written. The near death experience stuff that you're talking about is really fascinating me. And, and so anyways, I'm just really excited that you're here and, and I've been looking forward to this interview for quite a while. Well, I'm honored, I'm honored to be here.

• 3:04Shawn Ryan?

  Thank you, thank you. But we'll start you off with an introduction here real quick.

• 3:13Shawn Ryan?

  So John Burke, you're a patch, you're a pastor and author, a New York Times bestselling author with the book Imagine Heaven, where you discuss near death experiences. And your new book, Imagine the God of Heaven: Near Death Experiences. Is that your latest book that you've written? Your previous books include Unshakable Love, Soul Revolution, and No Perfect People Allowed. You are the founding pastor of Gateway Church in Austin, Texas. You and your wife Kathy started the church 26 years ago. And as we discussed at breakfast, you had just passed the baton on and you're moving on

• 3:56Shawn Ryan?

  to other things, writing, correct? Writing, speaking, talking about this. Yeah. Yeah. So congratulations. You've analyzed over 1,000 near death experiences and have 35 plus years of research. You're the president of Gateway Leadership Initiative. Which is a nonprofit. Can you go into that a little bit, if you don't mind?

• 4:18Speaker 04

  Yeah, well, it's part of what we talked about at breakfast, that when we started Gateway Church, it was to, to provide a place for people like I was, which we can get into. But I was a skeptic, you know, I was, I was an engineer before I became a pastor. So I've always been like, how do you know? The blind faith thing, that didn't really work for me. You know, like I can have faith, we all have faith, but I need, I need a little evidence. And so we started Gateway Church for people like me. So our, our motto was no perfect people allowed, doubters are welcome, just come as you are. And turns out there are a lot of people like that,

• 5:02Speaker 04

  you know, who maybe either have been burned by church, or they're curious, they have a lot of questions, but not a place to wrestle with it, or, or a lot of struggles. And, you know, church wasn't a safe place to be honest about addictions, or struggles, or, you know, marital struggles, whatever, you know, there's, there's plenty, right?

• 5:25Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 5:26Speaker 04

  So Gateway Leadership Initiative was an organization I started that helped equip leaders, really an understanding that the, the forming of the culture really affects how you live out your mission. I mean, you know that, right? I'm sure in SEAL teams, the culture that gets created is, is key to how that team performs.

• 5:53Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 5:54Speaker 04

  And so similar thing of, of leadership to, to be able to start churches that would actually help people in a culture. So I ended up traveling to 30 different countries, speaking to leaders all over the world.

• 6:09Shawn Ryan?

  Wow.

• 6:10Speaker 04

  About 100,000 leaders all over the world about that.

• 6:14Shawn Ryan?

  How long have you been doing that?

• 6:17Speaker 04

  27 years.

• 6:18Shawn Ryan?

  Wow, that's incredible. You're an international speaker. You've addressed hundreds of thousands of people in 30 countries on leadership, spiritual growth, and the exhilarating life to come.

• 6:32Shawn Ryan?

  You're married to Kathy, you have two grown children, two granddaughters, and you are a former agnostic engineer.

• 6:42Shawn Ryan?

  Am I missing anything?

• 6:43Speaker 04

  No.

• 6:46Shawn Ryan?

  Well, like I said, John, I'm really excited to dig in here. I got a couple of questions that don't really fit into my interview flow, so I'm just gonna ask them real quick. Right here at the very beginning, but you know,

• 7:03Shawn Ryan?

  like I had mentioned, I'm recent, I'm new to faith and about a year in. And, and you know, one of the things, I started going to church, then we kind of stopped and we do it at our house now, as I was explaining to you at breakfast, but you know, I'm noticing this massive wave of people kind of coming to Christ. It seems like you're seeing just all kinds of people just come out of the blue who are looking for answers. I think a lot of that is coming from, from what we're seeing in just society today. I think our culture is being overrun and there's a lot of drastic changes

• 7:48Shawn Ryan?

  taking place in the world that, that I think a lot of traditionalists don't necessarily like or agree on. And, and it's, it's causing people to look for answers, which is bringing people into the church, including myself. My question is, when I got to church and I started going, there seems to be this continuous message of how the church is shrinking. What do you think it is that is turning people away from church?

• 8:23Speaker 04

  People.

• 8:27Shawn Ryan?

  Anything in particular?

• 8:29Speaker 04

  Well, I mean, I think it's.

• 8:34Speaker 04

  You know, I hate to generalize because I don't know, who am I?

• 8:39Speaker 04

  But look, after, you know, after leading a church for 26 years, that, you know, like we talked about at breakfast, started off just so cool to me. Because it was just people who didn't do church, didn't go to church, they were coming from the bars. You know, we held church in bars, you know, former,

• 8:59Speaker 04

  former Purple Heart, who led one of our campuses in a bar, you know, for people. And it just creating a space

• 9:08Speaker 04

  for people to explore faith in God.

• 9:13Speaker 04

  I think that's the core of what it's supposed to be about. I think that's what Jesus was about. He went to people. He, you know, he healed people, he cared about people. He didn't sit back and wait in a synagogue.

• 9:28Speaker 04

  And so I think that

• 9:31Speaker 04

  sometimes though,

• 9:35Speaker 04

  the church gets, well, it's a place where people are. And the, and the truth is people are all in process, all of us. You know, I haven't arrived, I don't know anyone who's arrived. And, and so as a result, and we all have wounds. And, and then sometimes we act out of those wounds and, and we do things that are not what God would want, we hurt each other.

• 10:03Speaker 04

  We're hypocritical. I know very few people who- Bingo. And, and here, but here's, here's the problem, is that I'm hypocritical.

• 10:13Speaker 04

  I'm guessing everybody would, if, if you're willing to be honest, like, how many times have we said to ourselves, "I'll never," but you did. Good point. That's a hypocrite. And, you know, so, so we all struggle with that to a degree. I think, I think the challenge of, of church, and when, when I say church, I don't mean even like the church I led, you know, like we were talking about. I think church at the core is meant to be people learning to love God, love each other, and, and, and care for the world around them. Care for people. And the difficulty in living that out is we need each other to do that.

• 10:58Speaker 04

  You can't do that alone. But when you get close to people, people hurt you and you hurt them. So that means you gotta work through it in a new way. And I think that's the challenge of it. And some do it better than others, but, you know, it's, it's hard not to divide.

• 11:16Shawn Ryan?

  It is, it is. I, I mean, I'm gonna be honest, that's what, that's what kept me out for a long time was hypocrisy and being judged. I just felt like it was a place where you walk in and you're immediately judged.

• 11:32Speaker 04

  Which is so ironic when Jesus said, "Judge not, lest you be judged."

• 11:36Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 11:38Speaker 04

  You know, so, but people don't always, you know, people who claim to follow Jesus aren't in fact many times following Him. You know?

• 11:49Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 11:50Speaker 04

  I mean, I, like, I always like to remind people, you know, it was the religious leaders of Jesus' day who were playing a game that was really about power and prestige, you know, their own position. And in the name of God, protecting God, they crucified Jesus. So it happens. But I think one of the most important and difficult things to do is to not get God confused with people.

• 12:26Shawn Ryan?

  Great advice. My next question is, came from breakfast. You had mentioned, and you'd just spoken about it. You had talked about how you were trying to take the culture back in your church. And people started going out to bars, basically places where...

• 12:47Shawn Ryan?

  How do I say this? Maybe, maybe God's presence doesn't thrive in these environments? Would that be a good way to say it? And I guess what I'm trying to get-

• 12:57Speaker 04

  Not necessarily. See, because, yeah, go ahead.

• 13:01Shawn Ryan?

  I guess what I'm trying to say is, is very non-traditional places to recruit. Or maybe recruit isn't the right word.

• 13:10Speaker 04

  Just have conversation.

• 13:12Shawn Ryan?

  How would you bring that up? I mean, I'm just picturing myself at a bar or a nightclub. And somebody approached me about that 10 years ago. Would not have time for it, would not be interested in it at all. I mean, how, how do you go to that kind of a environment? And bring up the Bible, religion, God, Jesus, however you want to call it, without, without being intrusive?

• 13:45Speaker 04

  Well, we weren't doing that. I mean, we weren't like walking into a bar and sitting down and saying, "Hey, I want to talk to you about God."

• 13:52Shawn Ryan?

  Okay, how were you doing it?

• 13:54Speaker 04

  We were holding, we were holding church in that bar. So we let people know they could come and explore. And, but, but we weren't like pushing it on people.

• 14:08Shawn Ryan?

  Okay, that makes sense.

• 14:10Speaker 04

  Yeah.

• 14:11Shawn Ryan?

  So it would basically be a conversation that people can overhear? And maybe they want to join in on the conversation?

• 14:16Speaker 04

  Yeah. Coming at another time, but it's, but it's, but it's a neutral space.

• 14:22Shawn Ryan?

  Gotcha, gotcha. I like that, that's good. I always wondered, you know, and I think that's, I think that's another thing that turns people off, to include myself, is when it's too intrusive. And it's, it's almost, the, the, the way of thinking is almost forced on you.

• 14:43Speaker 04

  Well, I mean, that's not from what, from what I've seen studying the life of Jesus. That's not what he did. He respected people, he listened. You know, it's fascinating, people don't realize this, but he, he asked way more questions than he just told people what to do.

• 15:08Speaker 04

  It's not that he didn't teach. I mean, he did without a doubt. But, you know, he had asked things like, what can I do for you? What do you want? Do you want to be healed? You know, it's a strange thing. What do you mean, do I want to be healed? I'm blind. Well, but, but sometimes we get used to our wounds and we get comfortable with them. And without a person's willingness, you know, God, God respects free will immensely, which causes a ton of problems.

• 15:42Speaker 04

  Honestly. You believe we have free will? I do. I do. Complete free will? Oh, boy. Wow, we're going to the deep end. Okay. Might as well, right? That's what we're here to do. Well, free will.

• 16:01Speaker 04

  So I believe God has a free will as well, which means that he can work with our free wills. And we can do things against his will, and yet he can still work things according to his will. So some would say then, then our will is somewhat constrained.

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• 16:51Speaker 00

  Mr. President, my company tore me of the explosion on our rig. On October 2nd. Causing massive water displacement and triggering a tsunami. They all heap the blame on me. Tom Cruise is.

• 17:02Speaker 01

  Digger got us into this mess, and Digger's gonna dig us out. From the director of Birdman and the rabbit.

• 17:08Speaker 02

  What would happen if I stopped drilling? You're stalled, you're freezing there, that's what.

• 17:12Speaker 01

  With great power comes great deniability.

• 17:15Speaker 02

  I'm not the first nanny.

• 17:16Speaker 01

  Digger. See the trailer online. Only in theaters October 2nd. Rated R. Under 17. Not admitted without parent.

• 17:22Speaker 04

  I mean, I think we got to get into a little of my research first because when you look at it completely from our finite, three-dimensional, one dimension of time world.

• 17:35Speaker 04

  It doesn't make sense, but when you start to look at it from what these people I've interviewed, who've had near-death experiences, what they say, then you start to go, oh, okay, so it's not in the box I thought it was when I'm trying to answer these confusing, mysterious questions. There's a whole other way of looking at it.

• 17:56Shawn Ryan?

  Okay, well, if I don't, if you think of it, remind me to ask that question at the end then. I think we have free will to choose whether we believe or not, and I think that's about it. But what do I know? So I'd love to dig in.

• 18:12Speaker 04

  Okay, let's go back to that.

• 18:14Shawn Ryan?

  After we, after we wrap this up. But hey, before we get started, everybody gets a gift on the show.

• 18:21Speaker 04

  Oh, thank you. Awesome.

• 18:23Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah, go ahead and dig into that. There's a book in there that might be familiar to you.

• 18:30Speaker 04

  He gave me my own book.

• 18:32Shawn Ryan?

  But, uh, yeah.

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  Should I read it?

• 18:34Shawn Ryan?

  That's my, that's my shameless plug to plug your book in the, in the show.

• 18:38Speaker 04

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• 18:45Speaker 04

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• 18:48Speaker 04

  Dude, I, I ate these every day in German class in middle school.

• 18:55Speaker 04

  You're tempting me.

• 18:56Shawn Ryan?

  Hey.

• 18:56Speaker 04

  I, I shouldn't.

• 18:57Shawn Ryan?

  Little something for the ride home. They're gluten-free too, just so you know. But, um, and then, and then lastly, before we dive 100% into the near-death experience stuff and everything that we're going to talk about, I have a Patreon account. It's a subscription account. There are top supporters. Uh, they're the reason I get to do this and, and why you're here. And, uh, they just, they've been around since the beginning. So one thing I do is I give them an opportunity to ask a question.

• 19:27Speaker 04

  The first question.

• 19:28Shawn Ryan?

  And, uh, so there's two questions here. First one is from John Phillips.

• 19:35Shawn Ryan?

  "Pastors rarely speak about heaven, and the Bible is somewhat vague in my opinion. Why is this?"

• 19:44Speaker 04

  Um, man, well, I don't know why pastors don't speak about heaven. But maybe it is, you know, I mean, if you, if you read what I've written, you see the Bible's not been silent. And what I'm showing is how these near death experiences, what they're reporting commonly, how it aligns amazingly well. But I don't know that many take the time to really systematically look across the scriptures as what is the expectation of, of life after this? And, um, you know, it didn't come quickly to me. Like I said, it's been a 35 year journey.

• 20:28Shawn Ryan?

  Uh huh.

• 20:28Speaker 04

  So, you know, I don't fault them for that, but.

• 20:32Shawn Ryan?

  Okay.

• 20:34Speaker 04

  But that is what I'm trying to do.

• 20:35Shawn Ryan?

  Okay.

• 20:35Speaker 04

  So I'm, I'm trying to correct what he rightly noticed.

• 20:40Shawn Ryan?

  Perfect. This next one is from Jake Gillen. It's an interesting one. We cover a lot of the UFO stuff and anyways. If it did in fact turn out that there was non-human intelligence visiting us from other dimensions, how would this play into religion or would it?

• 21:07Speaker 04

  Um, well, I think what near death experiences tell us is that there are definitely other dimensions. And there are definitely intelligences on the other side. And whether you label them as, as aliens or UFOs or whatever, I don't know, you know? I, um.

• 21:35Speaker 04

  I don't know what that would play in, you know, in terms of how it would affect things. For me personally, I mean, God is an incredibly creative creator. If there's a creator, all right, we've catalogued 2 million species on planet Earth. But our scientists say they think there are probably 7 million species that we haven't yet, you know, there are another 5 we haven't discovered because we're discovering new ones at that rate every year. Wow. So, we're talking about a mind that is so creative, right? So why would we think if there are dimensions beyond ours?

• 22:17Speaker 04

  Which, by the way, science has postulated that, right? I mean Einstein's equations of general relativity perfectly work for massive objects, you know, like planets and suns and galaxies and all that. And quantum physics, quantum mechanics perfectly describes the subatomic, but the two would never work together. So there was always a search for this unified field theory. But back around the time, in the late 30s, Einstein time, two scientists, Kaluza and Klein,

• 22:57Speaker 04

  came up with equations that if you introduce a fifth dimension, those two theories work together. Otherwise, they don't work together. And so what they basically proved is that there must be a fifth dimension, at least, to show how our mathematical formulas of the large and the small work. Since then, I mean, string theory has gone beyond that to propose that there might be 11. Dimensions to our universe that we don't, you know, we don't see all of them. We see three dimensions of space and one dimension of time.

• 23:38Shawn Ryan?

  Really? I did not know 11 dimensions?

• 23:41Speaker 04

  Well, they don't, they haven't proven that. That's a theory. It's called string theory.

• 23:45Shawn Ryan?

  I've looked into a little bit. What, do you have any idea what the 11 dimensions are? How much have you looked into this?

• 23:52Speaker 04

  Oh, man, now, now, now I'm getting out of my lane if I go down that road. Well, I mean, they're, they're like, they talk about curled up dimensions. I, I try to, you know, my former engineering brain, I try to think about it and they're like.

• 24:09Shawn Ryan?

  How would you describe another dimension?

• 24:12Speaker 04

  Okay, so, um, so, so this is an analogy for, you know, just so people listening know, like, my research has been into near death experiences.

• 24:27Speaker 04

  And after interviewing, you know, well over a thousand of them, studying them,

• 24:37Speaker 04

  what I've come up with is an analogy of what they're experiencing. When, and we're talking about a cardiac arrest where there's no heartbeat, no brainwaves, and yet they come back, either modern medicine resuscitates them, or, I don't know, miracle, because we're talking about people who have hospital records that they were dead one hour and 45 minutes. A, a medical doctor, dead 30 minutes, pinned under a waterfall in a kayak, and yet she comes back. And, um, and what they come back commonly saying is that they were more alive than they've ever been. What's that? How do you be more alive than this? Right?

• 25:18Speaker 04

  But that's what they say, um, in a place more real, in a place more beautiful, experiencing things that are just hard to describe.

• 25:31Speaker 04

  And so the way I liken is imagine if we're living this three dimensional experience on a on a flat, black and white painting here in this room. So we only have up and down, side to side. We don't even have a third dimension. We don't have in or out.

• 25:48Shawn Ryan?

  Okay.

• 25:48Speaker 04

  So we don't even, we can't even conceive of that. So death is when you're, I believe, when your soul leaves your body. So your soul's peeled off this third, three dimensional form. So imagine at death, your two dimensional image is peeled off that two dimensional black and white painting and now brought out into this three dimensional world of color that's been around you all the time. And yet you couldn't even conceive of it, even though your, your flat, black and white world was contained within this larger realm, this larger reality. And you can see it for what it is. And now imagine after experiencing this, you get brought back to two dimensional life.

• 26:30Speaker 04

  You get pressed back into the two dimensional, black and white painting. And now you're trying to describe three dimensions of color in two dimensional, black and white terms.

• 26:41Shawn Ryan?

  Hmm.

• 26:42Speaker 04

  How would you do it? And as I have interviewed these people, they said, that's exactly the struggle. Because they're experiencing dimensions of space beyond ours and of time beyond ours.

• 27:00Shawn Ryan?

  So you're basically saying it's, it's basically impossible for the human mind to comprehend what another dimension would be unless you've actually experienced it because it would defy everything we know.

• 27:14Speaker 04

  Apart from analogy. But what is fascinating, so you talked about evidence. There's evidence, lots of evidence. So, you know, for me, I started into all this as an agnostic and a skeptic, you know, like, like we talked about, we both. You know, had some church background, but it was very formal ritualistic. And I was just like, you know, how do you know this stuff is real? Like, how do you know there's a God? Jesus, the Son of God, I mean, legend, come on, you know, you know? And I, and I had lots of questions, like I said, engineer skeptic. That was my, the way my brains always worked.

• 27:58Speaker 04

  And, um, and when people didn't seem to care or wanna address my questions or have answers, I was just like, I'm done with this. Well, my dad was dying of cancer and someone gave him the very first research on near death experiences. And I saw it by his bedside table and I start thumbing through it and I, I couldn't stop reading it. I read it in one night. And at the end of it, I was like, oh my gosh, like this might be evidence, like actual evidence. This whole afterlife, God, Jesus stuff is real because of how many people were talking about it. So that, that didn't change my mind, it just opened me up.

• 28:42Speaker 04

  And, um, and I started exploring, so kinda like you, I, I, I, there was a, just a group of people meeting in a home and they were reading and talking about the Bible. And I got invited into it and because of that, I was like, all right. I told them, I said, you're not gonna want me there, cause I've got a lot of questions. And they're like, no, bring it. And, and so that's actually where I came to faith in Christ. And, um, you know, and then later I went from a career in engineering into becoming a pastor, really to help people like me, skeptics. Um, because I found that not many churches made space for people to doubt and wonder and process.

• 29:27Speaker 04

  And, um, and I found that there are real answers. There's a ton of evidence, like right now, it would take more faith for me not to believe than to believe because of the evidence.

• 29:41Shawn Ryan?

  Really?

• 29:41Speaker 04

  Yeah.

• 29:42Shawn Ryan?

  Would you say the majority of the evidence that you've?

• 29:47Shawn Ryan?

  That brought you here is from near death experiences?

• 29:51Speaker 04

  No.

• 29:52Shawn Ryan?

  No.

• 29:52Speaker 04

  No.

• 29:55Speaker 04

  I mean, those are huge. And, you know, it was what began me on this journey. Now, you know, I also, for 35 years, have been curious, like, what are these near death experiences? And how does, how does the commonality of what they report align with what I've also found to be, what I, what I think is evidence for God's existence in history? And in other, in other ways? And, and what made me actually believe that the Bible is worth considering? Because I didn't, I didn't think that originally. And so, so that's what I'm, I've always been curious about.

• 30:39Speaker 04

  And, you know, and finally wrote on how the two of those come together in, in Imagine Heaven, which I wrote in 2015.

• 30:47Shawn Ryan?

  Let's get into some near death experience stuff.

• 30:51Shawn Ryan?

  So, your dad was dying of cancer. He had a book, you read it. You got fascinated. How do you, I mean, how do you go from agnostic engineer into interviewing thousands of people who had had near death experiences?

• 31:11Speaker 04

  I mean, Sean, I didn't set out to do that. And that's, you know, that's the thing that you look at those, those coincidences of how things work. I mean, so it turned out I was working out in Santa Barbara, California as an engineer. And, um, and I kept running into them or hearing about them. And I, and I just, my brain was so curious. I think because that, because that's what opened me up to faith. And, and so I started collecting them. Or what, what, what turned out to be is that in the early days, we're talking, this is the eighties,

• 31:54Speaker 04

  when all of this just became kind of known in the medical community, as more and more modern medicines resuscitating people and more and more of these stories are coming forth. It turns out that a big population of, of research was being done in Santa Barbara, California, where I worked. And so, you know, looking back, I'm kind of like, wow, that's curious, you know? But I kept running into them, kept hearing them. And in fact, I came across some things I wrote down in 1988, preparing for a talk I did at the University of California, Santa Barbara.

• 32:38Speaker 04

  And I was looking at the different organizations of what people report and, you know, the different types of evidence. And so, yeah, so it's just been this long, steady, collecting the data, sifting through it. I had wondered later in life, like even in the 2000s, am I supposed to write on this? But that's not how it started for me. It was more of just this, I don't know, almost obsession of curiosity.

• 33:15Shawn Ryan?

  What was, what was maybe one of the first ones that really just grabbed you and got your attention? Was there one in particular that really made you want to dive in deeper?

• 33:33Speaker 04

  Yeah, I mean, so, so one of the things that, you know, initially I was like, well, maybe this is just hallucinating, or, you know, maybe it's just something that happens in the brain, or, you know, there have been a lot of alternate explanations. And in the new book, Imagine the God of Heaven, I go into the 10 points of evidence that that really did convince me. And one of them is veridical observation. So when a person dies, when their heart stops beating, no brainwaves, say they have a heart attack, and they have a near-death experience, they say they leave their body.

• 34:15Speaker 04

  Usually they're initially up above their body in the room where their resuscitation is happening. And they commonly say, "I was still myself." Most say, "I had a body, but it was like, it was like a spiritual body." And not with five senses, more like 50 senses and blended senses, which that's hard to describe. What does that mean, blended senses? Well, they say things like, you know, "I couldn't, I couldn't, it's not that I just saw it, I heard it. I, I didn't just smell it, but, but I could see the smell too." So like intuition, maybe?

• 34:56Speaker 04

  No, not intuition, blended senses, like, so the senses we think of, of sight, smell, touch, taste, all that, but, but a, an aroma would, would also have a sound to it. Okay. And a visual. I don't know, I'm, I'm just telling you what they say, I've never experienced anything like that. But they're initially up above their body and they're watching what's happening in the room of their resuscitation. Now, now this was key, because when they are resuscitated, when they come back, they can report observations that can be checked out as either yes or no, right?

• 35:39Speaker 04

  Either that really happened or that didn't. So one of the, one of the key ones that were early on, really convinced me, or didn't convince me, but it really got my attention, but there are many like this, is Pam Reynolds, she was a, a woman, well-known singer, I think from Nashville, actually. And she had a deep brain aneurysm. And she was gonna die unless they did this radical exploratory surgery, which is more common now, but what they have to do is they have to lower the body temperature down to 50 degrees Fahrenheit. They drain the brain completely of all blood.

• 36:24Speaker 04

  They have to make sure the brain is completely shut down because they're gonna have to go down deep into the to the brain to fix the aneurysm. And so as a result, they they they're monitoring with an EEG. They tape the eyes shut so there are no external stimulation to the eyes. They put 100 decibel clickers in the ears so that then they can make sure there's nothing registering in the brain, just flat EEG. Okay, so this is all counts of clinical death are certain for the surgery to happen. And and not many survive the surgery. So it only happens when there's no other option usually.

• 37:06Speaker 04

  So Pam is going into the surgery and she's put into the deepest state of anesthesia for for two hours. And Dr. Spetzler was her neurosurgeon who reported on this. Another cardiologist that I interviewed, Dr. Sabum, also studied the case. There was a resident, Dr. Green, who has also testified because he was there when all this happened. So you've got medical doctors who are confirming what Pam ended up saying. Wow. Yeah. Now, and what people don't realize is like, these accounts have been written up in the

• 37:50Speaker 04

  Journal of the American Medical Association, in the Lancet, Europe's most prestigious medical journal, in psychiatry, in about 900 peer-reviewed scholarly journals that have reported on near-death experiences because there's something there. Right? I mean, all these medical doctors wouldn't, they'd be like, yeah. And that's what many of them are at first, like, I've never heard of that. But they didn't ask. And when they start asking, people start reporting. So Pam says she

• 38:25Speaker 04

  She was out of her body and she's watching what's happening. And some of the things she later reports is that there was, there was a female doctor down by her legs saying, saying, "We can't find it. I can't find it." And the male doctor, Dr. Speckler, said, "Try the other leg." And she registered that as strange because it was brain surgery. Like, "What are they doing down by my legs?" Well, they were, they were, you know, trying to find an artery down there. And, um, and then she, it was about over an hour into surgery that they actually took out the saw. And, you know,

• 39:10Speaker 04

  most people have never seen a brain saw. And, you know, you'd think it's a saw, this is gonna cut. And she, she reported that when, when they took it out, it's called, it's called the Midas Rex. And she said it actually looked like an electric toothbrush. And they had like a, it almost looked like my dad's socket set, she said, with all these blades in it that they opened up. They didn't open that up until an hour into the deepest state of anesthesia and an hour into surgery. When she couldn't have seen anything, her eyes are taped shut. There was no brainwaves. So where's this memory being registered? Right? Wow. Because she's got 100 decibel clickers in her ears

• 39:55Speaker 04

  and they're monitoring that there's no activity in the EEG in her, in her brain. Yet she perfectly reports about that. Then she claims she traveled, and this is another commonality of near-death experiences, through, through a tunnel to a place of exquisite beauty. She felt the presence, I think it was of her grandfather, and, um, and, and knew that God was there, this God of light and love, who, who told her she must go back. She comes back and as she's coming back, they're, they're, they're sewing her up and they're playing Hotel California.

• 40:42Speaker 04

  And she hears that. And then they shocked her to get her heart started again, not once, but twice. And she reports that. So when she is revived, all these things that she reports check out. Now, you could say, oh, that's just, you know, that's a good story, right? Who's she reporting this to? To the doctors. So is this right after surgery? Yeah. What are they saying? Well, I was just in a movie called After Death, which was just in the theaters this fall. And you can see Dr. Green, who was a resident there, and he says, she reported

• 41:27Speaker 04

  things she should not have seen. Dr. Spetzler, who was the neurosurgeon, he's done interviews, he said the same thing. Dr. Saban, who was also in the movie, you know, he researched it and said, yeah, I mean, she should not have been able to report that. Now, it's not, that's not a one-off. That's the thing. So another cardiologist that I spoke with, Dr. Pim van Lommel, in the Netherlands, in Holland, he was the one who actually wrote the case up in The Lancet, Europe's medical journal, of a man who was found dead in a park, brought in, or didn't have a heartbeat, they brought him into the ER, they were gonna

• 42:10Speaker 04

  shock him, but they had to intubate him because he wasn't breathing. And the nurse found dentures. So took, took the dentures out, put them in the lower drawer of the crash cart, they intubated him, they shocked him, they got his heart started again. But he never came to in the ER. They wheel him out, put him in another room. A week later, he comes to. And he's, he's asking, where are his dentures? You know, you lost my dentures. And then he sees the nurse in the hallway and says, wait, that nurse, get that nurse, that nurse knows where my dentures are. And then he explains that he was in the ER, up above, trying to get everybody's attention. And he described the doctors, how many were there, who was

• 42:55Speaker 04

  there, the nurses, what they were wearing, and how that nurse had taken his dentures out and put it in the lower drawer of the cart with all the bottles on it. And that's where they found his dentures.

• 43:08Speaker 04

  So he writes this up in The Lancet. Now, Dr. Jan Holden actually did a study on verifiable observations of near-death experiencers. So she took close to 100 patients who had had cardiac arrest and claimed to have a near-death experience. And then, you know, each one might make 10 or 15 observations of what was going on, right? And she went to hospital records, went and interviewed the people there to verify those observations. She found that 92% of their observations were completely accurate.

• 43:52Speaker 04

  Think about that. 92% were completely accurate. Another 6% were mostly accurate. Only 2%, which turned out to be one patient, were inaccurate.

• 44:02Shawn Ryan?

  Wow.

• 44:05Speaker 04

  Compared to control groups of people who had had cardiac arrests, and they ask them, "What do you think happened during your resuscitation?" And it was guesswork. It was like what they'd seen on ER. You know, 20% accurate, maybe.

• 44:21Shawn Ryan?

  Man.

• 44:25Speaker 04

  That's one of the 10 points of evidence that I write about in Imagine the God of Heaven that convinced me, but not just me, many of these skeptical medical doctors. Most of the ones I know are believers now because of what they've seen and heard studying these.

• 44:46Shawn Ryan?

  What do the doc, I mean, when you're interviewing these doctors, let's say before they are believers, what do they, what, do they have any, is there any other explanations?

• 44:58Speaker 04

  Well, yeah. So Dr. Saban, he was a Christian, and he actually set out, so he read the first research I did and said, bogus, I'm a cardiologist. I've never heard a patient say anything about, you know, watching resuscitation or traveling this place of beauty, or, you know, this God of light, or any of that. And so he set out to disprove it. But when he starts asking his patients, he starts to hear the same things. Now, there's an important reason for that. I mean, back to our analogy. If you experience something more real than this,

• 45:42Speaker 04

  you know, more amazing, more beautiful, more, more, more. And it's kind of sacred to you. And when you try to explain it, people kind of look at you like, yeah, this is the drugs. And they just kind of, or you're crazy. And so it shuts people down. So until more recently, people haven't been willing, not very willing to come forth. I'm amazed at the number of people, when I speak on this, will come up to me and say, that happened to me. And they'll tell me, and I'll ask, you know, like if I'm speaking at a church, have you ever told your pastor? No, never have. Or, you know, just have you ever told anyone?

• 46:26Speaker 04

  Well, I've told my wife, but that's it. So, Dr. Sabum set out to disprove them, starts interviewing his patients, and hears more and more evidence like this. And, you know, like this one guy Pete, he said, when he was doing resuscitation on me, he had a heart attack. And he was up above his body. He said, tell me what, what you saw. And Dr. Sabum said, you know, if I had recorded what he said, I could have used that to teach physicians how to do resuscitation. He said, he should not have been able to know that.

• 47:11Speaker 04

  And so he spent five years going through medical hospital records, trying to disprove scientifically near-death experiences. And instead, he's the one who wrote the article in the Journal of the American Medical Association, having changed his mind and saying, this is grounded in, in reality.

• 47:33Speaker 04

  Dr. Jeffrey Long is an oncologist who read that JAMA article. And he too, he said, "Oh, that can't be true. That's not right." Because most of these guys are coming from what's called a materialistic point of view, right, worldview, which says that our brain is like the computer that runs the body. There's no soul. It's just, it's just what happens in your brain. It's just electrodes and, you know, what happens across electrical synapses in your brain. But this has changed a lot of people's minds.

• 48:11Speaker 04

  And, and so Dr. Long also starts asking patients, starts hearing more and more. And then he sets up a whole research foundation and he's now studied thousands. He's another, like me, who's studied thousands of them. And he said, he said that near-death experiences are, he came to this astounding conclusion that they are scientific proof of a life to come. That was his conclusion.

• 48:44Shawn Ryan?

  What do you think? I'm gonna keep going with some of the, some of the people that you've interviewed on this, but, I mean, when you, when you interview these people and you see these commonalities and then you see physicians and surgeons and, and people at the top of their field who are, who are completely reversing their initial thoughts about near-death experiences. I mean, what do you? It has to spark a question on what is consciousness? What, what? With everybody you've talked to and with, with what you know now, I mean, what do you think consciousness is? Where does it come from?

• 49:32Speaker 04

  Well, personally, and not just from near-death experience evidence, but also because like I said, I don't think, you know, 48% of people having near-death experiences, and I've interviewed, for the new book, I've interviewed 70 people personally on every continent and every religious background. Forty-eight percent of people having a near-death experience encountered the same God of light and love, who is personal, who knows them intimately, whose presence they never, ever want to leave. So, I don't think that God had just showed up,

• 50:16Speaker 04

  just decided to show up in our age of modern medical resuscitation. And that's what I'm trying to show, that the same God has been revealing things about himself throughout history, because what he really wants is relationship. So, for me, my answer to that question is I think it's the soul. I think that's what the Bible talks about, the soul of a human, is our seat of consciousness. Now- Do you think we have a collective consciousness as well? Yeah, I thought you were going there. And so, here's the thing, another commonality

• 50:57Speaker 04

  of what near-death experiencers say is that when they leave their body, they realize that they were inhibited here. So, there's more. Fascinating side note is I think the Apostle Paul probably had a near-death experience. Why do you think that? Well, because in Acts, Chapter 14, and you know, for those who don't know, the Apostle Paul, he wrote a good chunk of the New Testament, right?

• 51:34Speaker 04

  And by the way, he was not a believer in Jesus. He was a Pharisee. He was one of the ones who had Jesus crucified. He wasn't, well, he was of that leadership. And he was actually on his way to have Christians jailed and even killed. He stood there, thumbs up, while Stephen was killed for his faith in Jesus, because he did not believe. When he is on the Damascus Road and this brilliant God of light appears to him, just like his appearing to near-death experiencers all around the globe today,

• 52:12Speaker 04

  same one. And he asked, "Who are you, Lord?" And he says, "I'm Jesus, the one you're persecuting." And I like to point out, you know, Jesus didn't tell him what to do. He didn't explain anything else. He later sends Ananias, a person, to explain all that Jesus had did. And Paul still had a free will. So Paul could have either decided to follow Jesus, but it was going to cost him a lot, because he was a wealthy, powerful Pharisee. So he was about to lose his whole life, and he still had a choice. And I point that out, because I think that's true with what near-death experiences are. That, you know, just because they encounter

• 52:57Speaker 04

  God, they still come back and they have a free will. They can either pursue, they can seek God, or they can just keep going their own way, or, you know, they still have a free will. I find many do, do seek, and when they do, they find. But, you know, and that's kind of what I'm pointing out as well. But I think it's the soul that leaves the body, but expands in powers. And Paul, Paul talks about this, that's where I was going. In Acts chapter 14, it says that a mob turned on Paul, and he got stoned to death in Lystra,

• 53:40Speaker 04

  stoned to death with rocks. Gotta always make that clear for people who don't know the Bible. That's how they killed people back then.

• 53:51Speaker 04

  Right on. So they stoned him, it says they stoned him to death, dragged him out of the city and left him for dead.

• 54:00Speaker 04

  And then his friends gathered around him and are praying for him, and it says he gets back up and goes back into the city.

• 54:08Speaker 04

  So he's badass, right? He's going back to the ones who just killed him.

• 54:14Speaker 04

  But Paul says in 2 Corinthians 12, and I think he might be referring back, he says, 14 years ago, whether I was in my body or out of my body, I don't know, only God knows. I was taken up to paradise and I saw and heard things inexpressible.

• 54:35Speaker 04

  Okay, so I wonder if that's when that happened. Interesting. And then Paul talks in 1 Corinthians 15 about how when our bodies are buried, they're buried in weak, they're buried in a natural body, but they're raised a spiritual body. He says they're buried in weakness, but they're raised in, the Greek word is dunamos, which means power. They're raised in new power. And that's exactly what near-death experiencers talk about. That they have this expanded experience. They have eyesight that's telescopic, like they can see thousands of miles zoomed as if right up close. Every detail.

• 55:17Speaker 04

  Communication, they say, is pure. Some use the word telepathy, but it's more than that. It's thought to thought, but it's also feeling to feeling. It's perfect understanding. That is the communication on the other side. Travel, we're not limited like in this body. So it can be instantaneous in a thought. It can be kind of like on a people mover, almost like a floating or a flying. I've interviewed two different commercial airline pilots who clinically died. And I find it so fascinating that both of them, God gave them a fly-in over the holy city of God

• 56:01Speaker 04

  that John describes in the Bible in Revelation 21.

• 56:06Speaker 04

  And both these guys, one of them who was an agnostic when he died and cried out last minute. Um, the other who was, he was a believer, but you know, kind of just doing his own thing. Both of them get a fly in over the city. And both of them said, I think, I think God thought that'd be cool for me since I was a commercial airline pilot. I've, I've done holding routes over every major city in the world.

• 56:33Shawn Ryan?

  Wow. Very interesting.

• 56:37Speaker 04

  By the way, I interviewed a Hindu who'd never read the Bible before, who described that exact same city.

• 56:45Shawn Ryan?

  No kidding?

• 56:46Speaker 04

  To the T.

• 56:47Shawn Ryan?

  When you, it sounds like when you started, if I remember correctly, when you started looking into near death experiences, it took about eight months for you to become a believer. Was that, is that correct? Am I often saying that?

• 57:03Speaker 04

  Believer in near death experience?

• 57:04Shawn Ryan?

  A believer in, uh, in faith, in Jesus.

• 57:09Speaker 04

  No, it was probably a year, two years, year to two years later.

• 57:13Shawn Ryan?

  Okay. What, what was it that made you flip? Was it, was it a collective of all of the research you'd done? Or was there a specific point where, where?

• 57:25Speaker 04

  You know, that's a great question because here's, here's the thing. I, I had all this evidence and, um, and it wasn't just near death experiences, you know, in, in the Old Testament. But you know, one thing people don't realize, they think the Bible's a book. It's not a book, it's a library. It was written, it's actually 66 books written over 1,500 years. I mean, think about going and trying to pull out 66 books from the library and get any congruency about any one topic.

• 58:04Speaker 04

  And yet, that's what this is. It's written by forty different authors over sixty-six, sixty-six books, fifteen hundred years, and yet there are these common themes of the person of God, God's, you know, it goes all the way back, and that this is the God of all nations. You know, most gods are tribal gods. They're like the God of this people group, or of that people group. But, you know, in Genesis, chapter twelve, I mean, all the way back, the whole story of the Bible is that God created people, because God is love, and He created us for love, for a relationship, which seems bizarre, right?

• 58:49Speaker 04

  But, I don't know, you know, you have a kid, when there is love, there's room for more love, right? Yeah. You know, I have granddaughters. It's like, it's even greater. It's amazing. And God's like that. And so, He creates us for love, but, go back to our free will issue. Love is a tricky thing, because think about it. You can't buy love. You know, you fall in love with someone, you can buy them lots of gifts, and they might stick around with you, but how do you know they're not sticking around for the gifts? How do

• 59:29Speaker 04

  you know they really love you? So you can't buy love, can't force love. I mean, you could say, "I love you," and hold a gun to her head, and make her live with you, and, you know, tell you she loves you, but we all know, well, that's not love, because love can't be forced. It must be free, or it's not love. And that's true even with God, that God, in creating creatures that could love God and love each other, created, basically just chose to limit His own power, to not force free will, but to somehow work within it.

• 1:00:10Speaker 04

  So, all the way back, you know, the story of humanity is that we've all gone our own way. We've all at some point flipped off God and said, "No, my will be done. I don't care about yours. I want, I want my will done." And, and I mean, you know, that's me. That's, that's all of us. That's, that's my everyday struggle. You know, I, I don't wake up every day going, "What, what do you want today, God?" I mean, I try more and more, but it's usually like, "What do I want to do? How am I going to get it done? How to, you know?" And, and that's the world we live in. And, and so, all the way back though, in Genesis 12,

• 1:00:53Speaker 04

  God claims that he raises up two people, Abraham and Sarah. And he says to them, this is Genesis 12:1, "I'm going to form you into a nation, and I'm going to bless you so that all nations on earth may be blessed." So from the very beginning, even in all of our rebellion, God had a plan to, to bless all people, to bring us all back. Everybody who wants to go, to come back. And you see throughout the Old Testament, and this is actually what convinced me, all the way back, you know, that was 2000 B.C. that, that he said that. So that's, that's before

• 1:01:37Speaker 04

  any sacred writing of any world religion is put down. So this is just oral tradition at this point. Then about 1400, 1500 B.C. is when the sacred writings of the world, many of the world's religions start to be canonized, start to be written. And at that point, this same God of light appears to Moses on Mount Sinai, right? And calls himself the I Am.

• 1:02:10Speaker 04

  Now fascinatingly, I interviewed a woman in Tehran who has a heart attack and sees this God who says to her, "I am he who is." And then boom, she's back in her body. That's how it was translated into English, and she was speaking Farsi. Wow. When I heard this. Another woman, Penny, same thing, this same God of light, and he says, "I am." Wow. And so you're pointing all the way back. Now, to Moses, God said, "Here's how you'll know I am truly God. I alone know what's going to happen in history.

• 1:02:52Speaker 04

  I alone can tell you in advance what's going to happen." And then it's gonna, and then it happens, and that's how you'll know. So all the way back 1500 B.C. says this. Well, then you have things happen in the prophets. So, one of the most convincing to me, and this, by the way, is, near-death experiences opened my mind. Then I started giving the Bible a chance and started reading, asking questions, and then I came across this, and I was like, "Why didn't anybody know this? Why didn't anybody tell me this? Like, this is evidence." So Isaiah is a Jewish prophet writing in 780 B.C., okay?

• 1:03:37Speaker 04

  And he's claiming that God, God is revealing things to people through Him. And I believe that part of what God was saying, that He wants to bless the whole world through the Jewish people. You know, you hear they're the chosen people. Well, they're not, they're not chosen like they're better than. Chosen is a responsibility. So, they had a responsibility, and the responsibility was to preserve what God was revealing for all nations. And part of what He was revealing was when He would enter our world in a form we could relate to, to pay His own price of justice.

• 1:04:19Speaker 04

  Okay, so that's a foreshadowing. So in Isaiah,

• 1:04:24Speaker 04

  in Isaiah chapter nine, let me, let me back up because sometimes what I'm about to say, people will say, well, I'm sure they, you know, Jesus lived, they probably took the book of Isaiah, doctored it up after the fact, right? That would, that would be what would be going through skeptics' minds, what would be going through my mind. In 1948, in the Dead Sea Scrolls, you familiar with the Dead Sea Scrolls? We found, yeah. So in the caves of Qumran, which I've been there, fascinating story, these two shepherd boys were chasing their goats up in there, throw a rock in, hear something crash, they discover this pottery sealed with 2,000 year old scrolls.

• 1:05:05Speaker 04

  One of them was called the Great Isaiah Scroll, is a complete copy of the scroll, the book of Isaiah, carbon dating from 150 to 250 years before Jesus, 150 to 250 B.C. You can go read it online, I mean, it's in Hebrew, but you can read the translation online. So we have a copy of Isaiah, proof positive predating Jesus. And yet, what Isaiah foretells about the coming of Jesus, the Messiah is phenomenal. So Isaiah chapter nine says,

• 1:05:45Speaker 04

  "The, the, the, the region of Galilee that was in darkness will see a, a great light, a light will dawn." Okay, so a particular place, the whole earth, Galilee. And then, six verses down, and it says, "For to us a child is born, a son is given, the government will be on his shoulders, and his name will be called Wonderful Counselor, Everlasting Father, Mighty God, Prince of Peace."

• 1:06:17Speaker 04

  And his rule and reign will never end. Okay, so, so this is Judaism in seven, you know, 700 B.C. And their creed is there's only one God. And, and, and don't ever call anything or any, anyone else God. And so to say that there is going to be a child born, a human called mighty God. And, and this began this mystery in the Jewish tradition of this Messiah that would come. Now, 700 years later, Jesus did most of his ministry in Galilee.

• 1:07:01Speaker 04

  And he did claim to be the Son of God. That's what got him crucified. Because they were expecting a, a conqueror to overthrow their Roman oppressors. Not what Isaiah said the, the Messiah would first do. So you skip forward to Isaiah, chapter 53. And it says that the Messiah is going to reveal the arm of God. So imagine our, our two dimensional painting again. So this isn't all there is to God. This is God's arm reaching in as a slice into our two dimensional world. So we're only seeing a slice of the greater reality of God in the, in the form of Jesus.

• 1:07:45Speaker 04

  He's the representation in our three dimensional form of, of, of God. So he's gonna, so Isaiah 53. And again, the 780 years before Jesus, he writes this. And it says, "He will be pierced for our transgressions." Okay, he was nailed to a cross. He, he, he will suffer. And by his wounds, we will be healed. Because all of us like sheep have wandered off, we've gone our own way. But God laid on him the sins or iniquities of us all.

• 1:08:24Speaker 04

  So this Messiah, this arm of God reaching in is first going to suffer to pay for all of humanity's wrongs. It, it later goes on and says, "But after he has suffered, he will see the light of life and live."

• 1:08:44Speaker 04

  Resurrection. But this is in Isaiah 53, 780 years before Jesus ever came. And again, it's going to come to Galilee, a specific place. And that's just two of about 60 of what God put throughout these 1,500 years of writing foretelling what He was going to do in human history.

• 1:09:11Shawn Ryan?

  Wow.

• 1:09:13Speaker 04

  And that's what, that's what, for me, as a skeptical engineer, NDEs opened me up. Then I started learning that and I was like, okay, this is, this is real historical evidence.

• 1:09:24Shawn Ryan?

  So NDEs is what got your attention?

• 1:09:26Speaker 04

  Right.

• 1:09:27Shawn Ryan?

  Okay.

• 1:09:28Speaker 04

  But then I started reading the Bible. And then I started learning about this other historical evidence. And then I started to see that, okay, what NDEs are commonly saying is also what the Bible seems to be saying about the expectation of life to come, about who God is, about what God's like.

• 1:09:49Shawn Ryan?

  Why do you continue, I mean, thousands, how, how many, do you know exactly, exactly how many people that have had NDEs you've interviewed? It's over a thousand.

• 1:10:01Speaker 04

  It's, it's closer to 1,500 now.

• 1:10:03Shawn Ryan?

  15, so you continue to do this?

• 1:10:05Speaker 04

  Oh, yeah.

• 1:10:06Shawn Ryan?

  Just, just curious, out of 1,500 accounts, why do you keep going? What, are you still looking for something?

• 1:10:18Speaker 04

  Um, well, you know, like, like we talked about, I, I feel like I'm supposed to keep writing about this from different angles. So what I'm, what I was trying to write about in Imagine the God of Heaven is to show people more.

• 1:10:37Speaker 04

  That we all put God in a box. We can't help it, we're finite, right? And what these near-death experiencers are saying, but what the scriptures also say, you know, God is far more mysterious and beautiful and powerful and sovereign and this genius mind than we've ever imagined. But he's also far more relatable, personable, funny, enjoyable. I mean, most people, whoa, whoa, whoa, I don't go there. No, and that's a problem. We've got a very small box. And I'm trying to show people that, no,

• 1:11:22Speaker 04

  who God has revealed himself to be and what these people are saying. The reason they consistently say, "I never wanted to leave his presence," is because he is the love we've always wanted.

• 1:11:37Shawn Ryan?

  When they, you know, there's a, we had spoken a little bit about this on the way here from breakfast and I brought up psychedelics. And we were kind of talking about some of the commonalities between a near-death experience and psychedelic therapy, which, which I have not had a near-death experience. I've done psychedelic therapy and it did amazing things for me. But kind of where I'm going with this is the presence of relatives felt that, or people that you love felt that. A lot of people that I've talked to or have gone through that type of therapy with

• 1:12:18Shawn Ryan?

  have felt that the, the presence of ancestors or loved ones, the tunnel that you speak of, in the psychedelic world, we call that a wormhole.

• 1:12:30Speaker 04

  Well, I imagine heaven, I postulate, could this be a wormhole from our kind of time-space dimension to God's expanded dimensionality?

• 1:12:40Shawn Ryan?

  The light, the light that you feel, the presence, the oneness or unity. I mean, these are all, when I hear some of your talks or read about some of the near-death experiences that you've studied, there are a lot of commonalities and...

• 1:13:03Shawn Ryan?

  Kind of where I'm going with this is, I mean, what are your, and to get there, a lot of times, it's an ego death. Where people actually, I mean, when I did it, not a doubt in my mind, I was dying. Um, it's a, it's a, you experience dying. When, when you did DMT? Yes, when I did five M E O D M T, it was a death experience. Then when you come out on But did you literally die? No, you don't, but you, you, in your mind, you Feel like you're dying? Yes. You don't feel like you're dying. You are a hundred percent certain you are dying. Really? And, and Was that scary?

• 1:13:48Shawn Ryan?

  It's, it's, I've been in a lot of scary situations, uh, as a warfighter. And that takes the cake. It is, it was the most anxiety and the most fear I've ever felt. And then when you come out the other side, it is

• 1:14:06Shawn Ryan?

  pure bliss. And so I, I want to ask, you know, what is a pastor? What do you, what are your thoughts on psychedelics? I hear all kinds of things from the Christian community, most of which are derogatory towards the, the treatment, but, you know, I've, I've seen amazing things, uh, happen because of that type of therapy.

• 1:14:34Shawn Ryan?

  Truly amazing, like cures addiction, cures anxieties, cures, uh, uh, gives people another perspective on, on

• 1:14:45Shawn Ryan?

  very traumatizing incidences that have been through sexual, uh, traumatic incidences, rapes, wartime stuff. I mean, I, I had a friend that was shot in the head and could not walk without a cane for years. And I had continually talked to him about this. He finally went down and did it. 24 hours, left his cane there, didn't need sunglasses anymore, uh, on cloudy days because of the light sensitivity, all just changed his entire life. Well, I'm just curious what your thoughts are on psychedelics? And if you've heard of any of the commonalities?

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• 1:17:11Speaker 04

  You know, so I've, I've heard people say things to me like, well, near-death experiences, that's, that's exactly what DMT does, or, um, you know, other, other psychedelic drugs. Some have said ketamine, other, um, and I've interviewed people who have had near-death experiences, who have also had psychedelic drug experiences, who have told me it's not the same. And in particular, um...

• 1:17:43Speaker 04

  The vividness, the reality of it is of an order of magnitude different. Now, having said that, you know, like we talked about, I think it's possible that psychedelic drugs are called gateway drugs sometimes, right? There was an interesting experiment done, it wasn't really an experiment, it was a doctor, Dr. Walter Penfield, in the 50s, I believe it was the 50s, worked on epileptic patients,

• 1:18:20Speaker 04

  and would basically open their brain, and while they were lucid, would stimulate parts of the brain with electrodes, trying to cure epilepsy. And he kind of mapped the brain in doing that. But what he found is he would stimulate across an area and their left arm would go up, and they would say, "I'm not doing that, you're doing that." Which completely changed Dr. Penfield's view, because he went from believing that the brain was who we are,

• 1:19:00Speaker 04

  to realizing there's a someone in there that can observe something completely separate from what's happening in the brain. But Penfield also found a spot where he put electrodes across the brain, and the person said, "I'm leaving my body." And then when he stopped, would come back. Now, I don't know for sure, but I wonder if there's like a trigger in our brain where our soul can release from our body. And so, at a point of near-death trauma, or that is the passing of death, at least of the soul leaving the body,

• 1:19:43Speaker 04

  that something happens that is a release mechanism? And so, do psychedelic drugs actually affect that? In the sense that your soul maybe is traveling, or going somewhere, or experiencing some things of a greater dimensionality of reality around us? I think that could be possible. The problem, the problem is that

• 1:20:19Speaker 04

  you're going into another realm unprotected. And when I've interviewed near-death experiencers, one of the common things they've said to me is that when they're there, they're out of their bodies and, and generally, either angels or what they call a welcoming committee, relatives or friends who have died before them are there to greet them. They say, you know, love them and guide them on, on their journey home and protect them. And like Dr. Mary Neal was the spine surgeon who, whose kayak got pinned under the waterfall, dead for 30 minutes, you know? And, and she said, I knew they were there to protect me.

• 1:21:03Speaker 04

  I said, protect you from what? And she said, I don't know. I just intuitively knew they were there to protect me. And enough said that, that it, it registered for me. And so what I wonder is, you know, if, if we are through psychedelics going into, and, and there are other ways, you know, shut down the neocortex as well and have altered experiences of consciousness or awareness. Maybe you are going into a realm of other dimensionality all around us. But the thing you've got to be aware of is that there's good and there's evil in this world. There's good and there's evil on the other side too.

• 1:21:49Speaker 04

  And so you don't always know what you're going to encounter. And if you're going in unprotected, you know, as the NDEs would, would kind of hint at, you can be deceived.

• 1:22:03Speaker 04

  So, let me, let me, let me go though to the, I've interestingly recently had a firefighter who came to faith in Christ in our church, who, you know, went through tons of abuse growing up, a lot of trauma, then becomes a firefighter, you know, first responder. So there's a lot of, a lot of trauma there. And, um, and he was recently telling me about doing, uh, therapy in a controlled setting with psilocybin, um, and, and that it really helped him. Um, I also, a woman

• 1:22:45Speaker 04

  who, who also came to faith in our church, who had undergone severe, uh, sexual abuse, trauma, um, same, same kind of, same kind of story. And I have a good friend who is a, is a Christian therapist. I told you, he, he, he runs affairrecovery.com. It's the largest affair recovery network and he, and he serves the military. And so he deals with a ton of trauma. And, um, and, and he's, he said there are, there are multiple therapies that, that can get at reintegrating a, a memory that's a traumatic memory with our

• 1:23:28Speaker 04

  neocortex so that you can put new thoughts, uh, new context to that memory. Cause if, you know, memory is stored in a neural network and, and if it's a traumatic memory, many times for survival, it shuts off from our neocortex where most of our thinking, daily thinking is being done. So we can just, you couldn't make it in a constant traumatized state, right?

• 1:23:56Speaker 04

  And so that's the brain's way of protecting us from constant trauma. But then when it gets triggered by something, you're just there. And there's no way to associate it with a new thought. Like if you were a kid growing up, just being beaten on by your father or sexually traumatized and you felt, you know, I'm never safe or whatever. And you get this, this thought associated. When that trauma comes up, it's just pure terror. You're, you're feeling the same thing again. But if that can somehow be reconnected to your neocortex, you can start to associate new thoughts with it. I'm an adult now.

• 1:24:40Speaker 04

  I'm not helpless. Not everyone that looks like that or does that is going to harm me. And so it can begin to reintegrate that memory with new, with a new perspective.

• 1:24:56Shawn Ryan?

  I had a conversation with a good friend of mine last week, who also is a special ops veteran and, and found a lot of healing through psychedelic therapy. And then found God, kind of, or strengthened his belief in God through psychedelic therapy. And we got into an interesting discussion about, you know, whether it's, it's a sin to do or not. And a lot of people have told me, this is the forbidden fruit. This is, this is satanic. This is, this, all kinds of negative things.

• 1:25:36Shawn Ryan?

  All the things that I've seen happen from psychedelic therapy are positive. I've seen very few, when it's in the right setting, when you're doing it with the right intent.

• 1:25:49Speaker 04

  Yeah, like my, my, um, my therapist friend said, you know, like some are more effective than others, like psilocybin. You know, if you have to maintain a microdose, you have to keep to feel good. Well, then that's not complete healing. That doesn't mean there, there, there can't be some, some healing. But of course, the goal is to not have to be dependent. But look, I, you know. I don't speak for the Christian community. I'm sure this will not so far go over well. I'm just telling you what I somewhat recently heard.

• 1:26:28Speaker 04

  And, you know, I've thought about it like, well, I mean, there are a lot of dangerous drugs that are used in medicine. When controlled, that can be very helpful, but when abused can be harmful. And, and so might these be some that have not yet been, you know, found to be useful in a controlled way? Ketamine, ketamine can be abused, right? But I have a friend right now undergoing trauma therapy using ketamine and it's legal. And it's, it's okay in a medical setting. So I don't know. I mean, maybe, you know, I'm out of my lane here, by the way.

• 1:27:12Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah, I'm just, I'm being. You're very respected in what you're doing. So that's why I'm asking is because I don't, you know, it's a, it's a touchy subject. But I'm interested to hear your opinions and, and, you know, so we got into this discussion and he was saying that he thinks. And I don't want to drag on on, on this too long, but he thinks there are certain sections of the Bible that have been pulled throughout the years. One of them is top, he thinks that self-healing through things like mushrooms or ibogaine, iboga, ayahuasca.

• 1:27:52Shawn Ryan?

  He thinks that maybe there had been sections out of that that have been pulled because it is a direct connection, he believes, to, to God. And I'm kind of curious what you're.

• 1:28:04Speaker 04

  I don't think I would go there because I know people who have had hellish trips. And, and, and many who have had trips that started good and everything was good and they kept going because it was so awesome until it wasn't. Well.

• 1:28:24Shawn Ryan?

  There is a caveat to that and some people, I'm not saying that the trips are all beautiful and glorious and blissful by any means. All I'm saying is they are healing. In fact, a lot of people have had horrific experiences, but then the long-term effects kick in and it's like I was telling you, I haven't drank in over two years. Stanford just wrapped up a study where they brought guys down with traumatic brain injuries, where half of the brain isn't lit up, dark spots all over the brain. They do the IbaGain treatment, they fly right back immediately, they do another brain scan

• 1:29:05Shawn Ryan?

  and the entire brain's lit up. There's a lot of, there's a lot of science coming out of it and, and you know, it makes me wonder, you've heard this, maybe you've heard this story about the guy, he was in a flood and he's on his roof and the water's coming and they send a boat and he's like, "No, Jesus is gonna save me." And then they send a helicopter and he's like, "No, I'm not getting on that helicopter, Jesus is gonna save me." And then they send something else and he says, "No, Jesus is gonna save me." And the water keeps rising, he winds up drowning, he goes to heaven and he's like, "Why didn't you save me?" And he's like, "I sent you a boat, I sent you a helicopter and I sent you the other thing." Maybe, maybe psychedelics is one of those things.

• 1:29:48Speaker 04

  Well, I mean, it could be. God, you know, God, if God created all there is, he, he also created things that can help us and heal us. You know, Paul, Paul says in the Bible, "Everything created is good. Everything God created is good." Now, can we abuse just about everything? Yeah, right? We can use good things in, in ways that do us or others harm, but...

• 1:30:21Speaker 04

  Yeah, I'm not saying that, you know, our, our modern medicine might not one day say, "Hey, a treatment using something like this can be helpful in a limited dose." And, you know, I mean, gosh, we're, you know, I had someone in our, in our church who had been on the streets, a meth addict for 10 years. He came to faith in my small group with his living girlfriend. He met in recovery. I married them both for 10 years. They were awesome, completely clean, no alcohol, no drugs. They, they, they served, he served in our homeless ministry.

• 1:31:06Speaker 04

  She served our, our kids. And then he fought, he started working on houses, falls off a ladder, goes in, and without asking, they start giving him opioids. He gets addicted again to opioids and, and ends up dead. Oh, man. You know? So not even everything that we do in modern medicine that's safe is safe or done in a safe way. Yeah. So, um, yeah, I think, you know, I think one of the problems you asked me, you know, kind of why do Christians shoot at it? Well, you know, sometimes we shoot at things we don't know, don't understand

• 1:31:50Speaker 04

  because it, you know, rattles us. And I think a better approach is to, to listen. That's what I'm trying to do right now is I, I've got these people that I, that I trust that are telling me, you know, that this has been very helpful. But at the same time, I think, you know, there's a word of warning too, that you, you can become addicted to other things that you trade one problem for another. And so, you know, I, I, I think what my firefighter friend and, um, you know, and my psychotherapist friend both said is, in a guided situation,

• 1:32:32Speaker 04

  in a guided healing situation, it can be effective. But unguided, not necessarily.

• 1:32:41Speaker 04

  But again, you got me talking out of my lane.

• 1:32:43Shawn Ryan?

  Hey.

• 1:32:44Speaker 04

  I'm an expert on near-death experiences in the Bible, not...

• 1:32:48Shawn Ryan?

  Let's get back into some near-death experiences. You had spoken about a woman who was in a kayaking incident. I pretty, I think I'm familiar with this incident. Could you, could you elaborate on what happened there?

• 1:33:01Speaker 04

  Yeah, her name is Dr. Mary Neal. She's a spine surgeon. She was, she was kayaking with her husband and a group of people in Peru.

• 1:33:12Speaker 04

  Goes over a 15-foot, 15, 20-foot drop, which she said is not, you know, it's not horrific for kayakers who know what they're doing. But she, she ended up at an angle where she plunged in and the force of, of it pushed her down and the nose of her kayak got lodged between two boulders under the waterfall. And so she's pinned to the front of her boat. She can't even release her spray skirt because the, the pounding of the waterfall. And, um, you know, she did everything she could. She's a surgeon, so she, you know, she's used to panic situations and she tried to release herself and pretty soon realized

• 1:33:56Speaker 04

  she's not, she shouldn't be alive still. And, um, it was interesting because she said, you know, right, right before that, when she realized she can't free herself, she said, um, I said, "God, your will be done." Whatever it is, I, she just had this kind of surrendered posture to God. "Your will be done." And she said, "What was interesting is I'd always feared a drowning death." Like oxygen starvation, that just, that terrified me. And she said, "I never felt that." Instead, as soon as she called out to God, she felt Jesus physically holding her.

• 1:34:40Speaker 04

  She wasn't even a very strong believer. She'd gone through medical school and kind of wandered away and kind of become a more of an agnostic materialist. And so she was, the first time she told me, she was very hesitant. She's like, who am I that Jesus would care about me or be holding me? But she said, but I knew without a doubt. And she, you know, she's, she's very logical and analytical. And she said, I, I was fascinated because on the one hand, I'm having this conversation with them and she's having like this life review, which is another commonality of a near death experience. She feels better than she's ever felt. This is more real than anything she's ever felt.

• 1:35:23Speaker 04

  But she's also aware that her knees are bending backward and breaking.

• 1:35:29Speaker 04

  So she realizes her like, you know, she's being like her, her legs and she can somewhat feel it, but there's no, there's no pain in it. And then she feels this like, kind of like a pop and boom, she's, she's out of her body, up out of the water and she's watching her friends panic, swimming around, trying to find her in the waterfall. And then she sees this, what many of them call a welcoming committee of these people. But these people, she said, and by the way, that, that welcoming committee appears, you know, on the other side, from what I understand, we can appear to each other

• 1:36:15Speaker 04

  just like we normally do. Like this one bank president, Mark Besterman,

• 1:36:21Speaker 04

  said, yeah, I was in my favorite golf outfit. And the people I saw were in kind of their native garb or whatever they would like. He saw, you know, people from all, all countries. And, but sometimes they talk about these, they say they're like robes of white, but it's not robes of white. And it's interesting because that's found in Revelation, I think three and five, somewhere like that of.

• 1:36:51Speaker 04

  Which I always thought, "I don't want a robe of white." It doesn't sound good. But what I figured out is that they're actually translucent, and there is the light and love and life of God, which fills everything, coming out of them. So that's what Mary said she experienced. These people that she knew, and out of them was bursting this love that was light, welcoming her and greeting her. And she said it was the most joyous occasion. We hugged and we danced and it was like this big party, this big celebration. And she said, "'Cause I knew these people. You know, I had known them for as long as I existed."

• 1:37:35Speaker 04

  And then they began going down this path, this beautiful pathway, she said, lined with flowers. She loves flowers. And at the same time, though, she can see what's going on on the riverbank. So she's having kind of almost this dual experience. And she ends up at this place, this large structure, and she can see in, and there are people in there, and it's a city. She says, "It's a city, like bustling with life. There was life, there was activity. They were all busy doing something." But she said it was almost like there was this momentary, like, stopping to acknowledge and just welcoming.

• 1:38:19Speaker 04

  She said, "It was amazing. Who am I? I'm nobody. And yet, I felt so accepted and so just welcomed, welcomed in." And at another point, she had an encounter with Jesus, and I asked her, "So what did he look like?" Right? The question. And she said, "This isn't going to make sense, but he looked like bottomless kindness and compassion."

• 1:38:53Speaker 04

  I said, "What do you mean?" He said, "Well, he had physical features, yes, but what just struck me is just bottomless kindness and compassion." Interestingly, a neurosurgeon, a neurologist that I interviewed, said something like that about standing there in the presence of God, that picture the kindest person you've ever pictured or known, you had to multiply it by thousands. And that's what he experienced, combined with the power of standing five feet away from a nuclear explosion. I mean, try to put all that in your head, you know? That's what blows your box open, right? Yeah.

• 1:39:38Speaker 04

  So yeah, so Mary, interestingly, she asked Jesus, she said, "Man, this is so amazing. Like, why don't you give everybody this experience? Everybody would believe." And I love this, because he quotes himself. What he said to Dr. Neal is what he said to Thomas, who's called doubting Thomas. He's the disciple who, when Jesus was resurrected, wasn't there when Jesus first showed up to his followers. And they were telling Thomas, and he's like, "Uh-uh, I don't believe it. I'm not going to believe it until I stick my finger in the hole in his side."

• 1:40:21Speaker 04

  And Jesus shows up again, and he says, "You know, hey, Thomas, touch me. See, I'm not a ghost, I'm physical." He eats fish with them, you know? They touch him. He, so he says, "Stick your hand in and see, I'm real." And then Jesus said to Thomas, "Blessed are you because you have seen, but even more blessed are those who have believed and yet not seen." And that's what he said to Mary.

• 1:40:55Speaker 04

  I love that, Jesus quoting himself. Yeah, wow. So she comes back and, you know, I mean, it completely changed her. She was a materialist doctor, you know? Is she the one who also was told that her son would die? Yes, so when she came back, so she didn't want to come back. So this is another commonality of near-death experiencers. What they've told me is when you are in God's presence, you're, you are with your best friend, the greatest dad you could ever imagine,

• 1:41:36Speaker 04

  and love that doesn't even compare to the most wonderful spouse or romantic lover, which sounds bizarre. But God's not a male or female. We're, you know, we're created in His image, not Him and ours. I use Him, Bible uses Him, but, you know, it says, "Male and female created in His image." So, yeah, I mean, they don't want to come back. So she didn't want to come back, and she was fighting. This is another thing I love, Sean, is that people in God's presence are themselves. You know, their same sense of humor, their same, you know,

• 1:42:18Speaker 04

  whatever things about them they had, and many times they argue with Him. And He's, He gets it, He understands us. And, and, you know, so He, she was very stubborn about it. Like, "I am not going back." She had two little kids at the time, and she loved her kids. But that's how great it is. And that's common. And so He said to her, "Look,

• 1:42:48Speaker 04

  your son is going, is not going to make it past age 18, or he's going to die at age 18, or something like that, and your family's going to need you to get through that."

• 1:42:59Speaker 04

  And then she came back. And at first, she tried to disprove her own near-death experience. She's like, that felt so real, but I want it to not be real because of what she was told was gonna happen. And, um, but searching all the records of what happened to her and everything and then hearing about others too, and she realized, no, it's real. And she didn't talk about it because, one, and she didn't write about it at first because, how do you say to your kids, yeah, I didn't want to come back for you? Yeah.

• 1:43:43Speaker 04

  That's what she told me. You know, I didn't want, I couldn't explain that to them. And then she had a time when she was probably, her son was probably 16 or 17, and there was something they were talking about, you know, when, when he's married and 30 or 40 and has kids of his own and all that, and he looked at her and he said something like, Mom, you know, I'm not gonna live that long. And she was like, I mean, it really struck her. But, um- Can you say that again? Her son said that? Her son kind of knew somehow that he wasn't going to live that long.

• 1:44:26Speaker 04

  And so then, sure enough, it was, it was right after he was 18 and, um, and he was hit by a car and killed. And I'll tell you, you know, an interesting thing, Sean, is Mary, you know, Mary is a friend of mine and, and she told me, and my wife Kathy, you know, I know how wonderful it's gonna be in the life to come, and I know how good God is, and I saw how his, his plan works together, it all works together, and it makes sense in the end, but it doesn't take away a mother's grief.

• 1:45:05Speaker 04

  It doesn't take away your grief for your friend you lost.

• 1:45:08Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 1:45:09Speaker 04

  You still have to go through that. And, um, and it was hard for her.

• 1:45:15Shawn Ryan?

  I'll bet. I'll bet it was. That's, uh, are there any other, maybe, real prophecies that you've seen come out of a near-death experience?

• 1:45:29Speaker 04

  Like foreknowledge of things?

• 1:45:31Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah, or maybe even in the past.

• 1:45:37Speaker 04

  Um, yes, I find that those who've had near-death experiences,

• 1:45:43Speaker 04

  it's almost like whatever, whatever the veil is that separates us, you know, kind of in our two-dimensional painting, from being able to see into the realm around us is thin for them when they come back initially. After a while, it seems to then, kind of the fog settles in again.

• 1:46:06Speaker 04

  And so, sometimes, yeah, they have premonitions of things that are gonna happen before they, before they happen.

• 1:46:16Shawn Ryan?

  Any other specific examples? I'll bring something up.

• 1:46:22Shawn Ryan?

  I don't know how true this all is. It was, it was, like I had mentioned, I had watched Case for Heaven that you're in, and then that sent me down a near-death experience rabbit hole. And, um, I found a, it was a Hollywood movie, and it was talking about a kid that got really sick, had a near-death experience on the operating table, I believe, and saw Jesus, was able to tell his parents that he had a, I can't remember, a sibling that, um, didn't make it past pregnancy. And he just had, this little kid had all these examples of, of

• 1:47:07Shawn Ryan?

  things that had happened before he came around, or that he was too young.

• 1:47:10Speaker 04

  Was this Colton Burke?

• 1:47:12Shawn Ryan?

  It may have been.

• 1:47:13Speaker 04

  Was his father a pastor?

• 1:47:14Shawn Ryan?

  Yes.

• 1:47:15Speaker 04

  Yeah. Yeah, so he's in my book, Imagine Heaven.

• 1:47:18Shawn Ryan?

  Okay.

• 1:47:21Speaker 04

  Yeah, so what was the, what was the question?

• 1:47:24Shawn Ryan?

  Well, his son had knowledge of things that he shouldn't have had knowledge of.

• 1:47:28Speaker 04

  Oh, yeah.

• 1:47:29Shawn Ryan?

  From things that happened before he was born, or that he was, or maybe when he was too young to understand.

• 1:47:35Speaker 04

  Right.

• 1:47:36Shawn Ryan?

  Things like that. And so that's, that's why I'm asking, are there knowledge of, is there, do you see a lot of knowledge from people that have had NDEs, knowledge into the future, or knowledge into the past that they could not have known?

• 1:47:49Speaker 04

  Yeah, so, you know, the 10 points of evidence that I put in Imagine the God of Heaven, just that's chapter two, kind of to set the framework for why believe these. You know, so the verifiable observations is one. But, but another one is encountering people on the other side that they didn't know, or didn't know were dead. And Colton Burke would be an example of that. So, he is a four-year-old kid who, basically, they thought they lost him on the operating table. His dad is a pastor. So his dad goes into the closet in the hospital,

• 1:48:29Speaker 04

  and he is screaming at God. He's so mad, you know, and, because, he's a pastor, you know, I mean, it's, it's, it's true of all of us. We're like, wait, I, I, I served you, and you're gonna take my son? What is going on? You know, and he was mad. He was angry. Colton, meanwhile, this four-year-old, said that he was, he was there with Jesus. And, and there were angels that were basically entertaining him while he was waiting, because he, because Jesus said, "You're gonna have to go back. Your, your, your time isn't finished yet." Which is a common thing that he'll say, is that you still have a purpose, or your time isn't, isn't done yet.

• 1:49:11Speaker 04

  And he, he sees his dad in that closet yelling at God. And he, he, when he comes back, he told them that he, he saw him in there, and that Jesus told him, "We need to pray for your dad right now. He's struggling." And so he was, his son was praying for him in this struggle he's having with his own faith. And then...

• 1:49:44Speaker 04

  Colton also, you know, I mean, he said lots of things. One is he said, when he comes back, he said, Jesus had markers. And his dad was like, markers? What do you mean? You mean like, markers like, you write with? And he said, yes, he had markers right here and here. And then he realized, oh, he's got wounds. It's like if you put a marker dot. Wow. So there's a four-year-old's trying to describe the wounds in Jesus' wrists. That near-death experiencers commonly say. That's a commonality. Commonality. I have a Rwandan Imam. Well, I'll have to tell that one. Okay.

• 1:50:29Speaker 04

  But we'll come back to that one. But what Colton also said, so this four-year-old comes back and he's talking to, and this is coming out over time, right? Because he's a four-year-old. He's, he doesn't know what he, you know. He doesn't even realize that this isn't. Isn't normal or, yeah. I mean, it all came out in the car when they're, when they're driving along and they drive by the hospital and, and, and Colton says, you know, that's where the angels sang to me. And it's a funny story. He said, and, and the father's like, what are you, what are you talking about? And he starts asking questions and he says, yeah, the, the angels sang to me. When did the angels sing to you?

• 1:51:14Speaker 04

  When I was sitting on Jesus' lap. When were you sitting on Jesus' lap? You know, that when, when you were yelling at God in that closet. He's like freaking out, like, how did my four-year-old son know I was in a closet yelling at God? So, and then along the way, Colton said, I met my sister. And, and they said, you don't have a sister. I said, yes, I met my sister. And, and she wanted me to tell you she's waiting for you. And then they realized they had had a miscarriage, but they had never told their four-year-old son.

• 1:51:58Speaker 04

  And he told them it was a girl and she was waiting for them.

• 1:52:06Speaker 04

  Now, that's not uncommon either. Where you have a sibling, there was another one in Finland, I believe, who, she, this little girl dies, meets her sister, Retchie, on the other side, comes back and shares with her parents that she met Retchie, and they leave the room. They freak out. Because Retchie had died of accidental poisoning when she was like two, before this little girl was ever born.

• 1:52:45Shawn Ryan?

  Wow.

• 1:52:47Speaker 04

  How'd she know that? So, you know, you've got verifiable observations. You have people seen and, you know, meeting people on the other side they shouldn't have known, or that they didn't know was dead yet, and when they come back, they find out they died. You have, this one blows me away. You have blind people.

• 1:53:10Shawn Ryan?

  Is it, is it, we'll pick up on blind people and the Rwandan woman. Is it always lineage that people are welcomed by?

• 1:53:21Speaker 04

  You know, no, but a lot of the time.

• 1:53:24Shawn Ryan?

  Why do you think it's always lineage?

• 1:53:26Speaker 04

  Because family matters to God. He put us in families for a reason. And it's not just our immediate family, it's ancestors. But it's also friends. I mean, the bank president, Marv Bestman, said two of his friends that they met together and prayed together regularly, and they were important in each other's spiritual lives. They were there. So I think it's the people that God knows would mean the most to us. We meant the most to them. Karina Martinez, who died in COVID.

• 1:54:02Speaker 04

  This is all new to her.

• 1:54:06Speaker 04

  And her pacemaker fails. She's young, but she had to get a pacemaker because they misdiagnosed a heart issue. Anyway, she's floating up above her body. She sees her husband there. She's like, "Oh, my gosh, am I dead?" She grew up in Colombia, so in the Catholic Church, but horrific pastor. Parents abandoned her and, you know, she went down the road doing everything you could to just prove she was worth something, you know, just use your imagination. And she's realizing, "Oh, my gosh, I'm dead." And she said, "And God is real." She said she just had this instant realization. And she just starts, she starts saying, "Our Father," that she had learned.

• 1:54:50Speaker 04

  But when she comes to, "Father, forgive me," she was like, "I meant it. I was like, I realized." And she just started saying, "Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me." But she was headed to hell. And she knew it. And then an arm grabs her and turns her around and brings her up. And she's going up into this light. And she sees all these people and she hears this voice that she, she knows is the voice of God. And said, "Come, you're home, come." And she said, "No, I can't. I'm filthy. I'm horrible. I deserve hell. Send me back there. That's what I deserve." And this is common too, is that in God's presence, like the truth is the truth. It's

• 1:55:35Speaker 04

  like, you know, we can hide and pretend and rationalize and justify and all that. But there you don't. And so they commonly say, "God was not judging me. I was judging myself."

• 1:55:48Speaker 04

  Which is interesting because Jesus once said, "By your own words will you be acquitted. By your own words will you be condemned."

• 1:55:56Speaker 04

  And Jesus said, "I didn't come into the world to condemn the world. I came into the world that through me, the world might be saved or rescued." And so she cries out anyway, she's going up into this light, she sees all these people and they're like celebrating her. And she's like, "Me? Why are they celebrating me?" And she said, "I'm filthy. I deserve that." And he says, "No, you're worthy. Come. I love you." And she still is... See, and this is the thing that's amazing, Sean, we're ourselves. We don't just boom change instantly from ourselves when we cross over. That's why how we live our lives today matters.

• 1:56:38Speaker 04

  Cause we're becoming something that continues on. And so here's Jesus trying to encourage her. She's worthy and what she later realized is that she just asked his forgiveness and that's all it took. That's all it takes is just wanting him, wanting his forgiveness, wanting his love, wanting his guidance. That's all it takes. You don't have to be perfect. Anything can be forgiven, anything. And she was still hesitant. She said, "God, if it really is okay, if it really is safe, show me someone who's gone before me that I love." And he said, "Look to your right."

• 1:57:22Speaker 04

  So she looks to her right and there is her dog that died the week before. And her other dog that had died like three years earlier. And then she knew and in she goes and has this amazing experience. Amazing. I don't even go into more of it, but just, just the beauty and the joy and the excitement of it all. And she was like... Let me go back. I want to tell everybody. And that's what she's been doing since 2020. I gotta kind of calm her down a little bit because she's a little over the top sometimes. She's so enthusiastic, you know?

• 1:58:05Shawn Ryan?

  Why don't you want to go deeper into what she saw? Or do you want to do that later?

• 1:58:10Speaker 04

  I can. We can. Or we can later. But what I was going to point out is that the people that welcome us sometimes are our relatives, sometimes are our friends, but in her case, it was her pets.

• 1:58:21Shawn Ryan?

  Interesting. Interesting. Let's go the blind, the blind person.

• 1:58:25Speaker 04

  Yeah, so, you know, the third of the 10 points of evidence that convinced me is when people blind from birth have a near-death experience, they can see. And they report the same things that near-death experiencers that are sighted report seeing on the other side. No kidding. No kidding.

• 1:58:47Shawn Ryan?

  How many cases of this have you seen?

• 1:58:49Speaker 04

  Uh, I mean, I put, I think, three in Imagine Heaven and three others I interviewed in Imagine the God of Heaven. So like, um, yeah, and, and this is, this is wild. So Vicky, she, she died in a car accident. She was about 22, I think. And then, and then they resuscitated her, then the hospital, they're operating on her, and, and she codes again, and she's up above her body, and she's, and they, they say different things. Fascinating, because they're like, they're trying to adjust to this new sense. And they, they, they start to realize, oh, this must be sight.

• 1:59:31Speaker 04

  But it's, but it's a different kind of sight, because it's a different order of magnitude of sight as well. And, and so Vicky realizes from her wedding ring that it had an orange blossom on it, you know, that she had felt that that, this, and her long hair, this must be her. Like, I must be dead. But she felt great. And it was chaos, and she was like, I'm out of here. Like, she knew Jesus, she knew where she was going. She's like, I'm out of here. I don't want to, I don't want to be around, I know where I'm going. And she takes off, and she said through this, she called it a tube or a tunnel.

• 2:00:09Speaker 04

  And what was colorful, all of a sudden, there was, she called no color. Black, but that's the way she described it. And she comes out in the end of this tube and is kind of like deposited in this garden-like setting, grass and flowers and trees and just immaculate beauty. But as they commonly say, but with colors we don't even have here on earth and a vividness we don't even have here on earth. But the way Vicky and other blind people describe it is they say things like, it was different shades of brightness. So I mean, how would you describe color? You know, if you don't really know it, but they would describe it like that.

• 2:00:53Speaker 04

  But what's fascinating, so then she has this welcoming committee of people coming toward her. Her grandmother, Debbie and Darlene, who died, she grew up in a home for the blind and they died at age nine and seven of other complications. And she said that, I knew, I recognized them, but they were in their prime. And this is a fascinating thing is people often say, sometimes they'll see like a grandparent as they remember them best, like they're older, but sometimes, most of the time, people are about, they say in their 30s, late 20s, 30s. So she says they're in their prime. And, but here's a fascinating thing.

• 2:01:38Speaker 04

  So Vicky and then Brad Burrows, who was an eight-year-old kid, also blind from birth when he died. He also sees his roommate, hearing him choking and his roommate stumbling out, later reported that. He too, he goes up above the home that they lived in, saw the snow and the plowed, you know, and he'd never seen his playground or, and then he goes up and he's in this meadow, this, he says, this giant meadow of like beautiful tall grass, he saw palm trees and, and he said, but everything was soaking in this light. It's like this light just soaking in everything and, and the light was palpable.

• 2:02:21Speaker 04

  You could feel the light and the light conveyed love. Now Vicky said almost the same thing. So she said this light was coming out of the birds, out of the trees, out of the flowers, and even out of the people. But the light was life and the light was love all together. Okay, so hang on to that thought for a second. Blind people would not hear that light comes out of everything. They would have heard on earth that light shines on things, right? So how do you have consistently blind people reporting that the light of heaven comes out of everything? And that's what sighted near-death experiencers say as well.

• 2:03:06Speaker 04

  Now, interestingly, back to the prophet Isaiah. Isaiah, chapter 60. God tells the prophet Isaiah, "There is no sun or moon in heaven, because God is its light." Revelation, chapter 21. John, one of Jesus' disciples, said he was taken up in a vision of heaven, saw heaven. And he said, "The city of God," which he describes. He said he was up on a very high mountain. And he then describes this city of God. And he said, "But there was no sun or moon, for the glory of God is its light. And the Lamb," referring to Jesus, "is its lamp. And the nations will walk in that light." This is Revelation 21.

• 2:03:51Speaker 04

  Wow. Now, how do you make this up to get people who are blind from birth claiming they did die? And then claiming they're talking about the light of heaven operating the way a prophet from 780 B.C. and one of Jesus' disciples in about 190 A.D. write the same thing?

• 2:04:18Speaker 04

  So that's just three of the points of evidence.

• 2:04:21Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 2:04:21Speaker 04

  You know, and there are many more.

• 2:04:24Shawn Ryan?

  Let's go, let's hit the Rwandan, if you don't mind.

• 2:04:28Speaker 04

  Yeah.

• 2:04:28Shawn Ryan?

  And then we'll get into the all ten of them.

• 2:04:31Speaker 04

  So what's fascinating in this new book, Sean, is that I believe God brought me testimonies of people from, I mean, from every continent, every religious background, and yet they are consistently experiencing the same God. They're describing the same God. It doesn't matter where they are or what their expectation was. So, for instance, this one guy in Rwanda, fascinating story, his mother was a Hutu and his father was a Tutsi. So, if you know anything about the Rwandan genocide, those were the two that killed each other. And,

• 2:05:15Speaker 04

  and his father was a sheik and an Imam in the Muslim religion. Mom was a prophetess of the native goddess Bako. And it's a long story, fascinating story. In the Rwandan genocide, his family got torn apart. His father gets put in prison, blames his mom, divorces his mom. At age eight, he gets put out on the street, pretty much begging for food, ends up doing drugs and then dealing drugs to make money. And just, you know, had

• 2:05:56Speaker 04

  been through, you know, a lot of trauma, a lot of, a lot of stuff. And, and then he, he ends up getting blood cancer. And he's, he's, he's dying of this blood cancer. They put him on palliative care. His father had tried to get the Muslims to, you know, do their rituals and pray for him. And they put the Quran on his head and all this and nothing worked. His mom went to, you know, her goddess and tried all that. That didn't work. Her son's dying. She goes to the Anglican church because she had seen someone healed in the name of Jesus.

• 2:06:40Speaker 04

  And she was desperate. So she said, will you pray for my son in the name of Jesus? And she was too, and they were fasting and praying for a week. Meanwhile, her son dies. So Swadeek is his name. He dies and he finds himself in this hellish place.

• 2:07:03Speaker 04

  Hellish near-death experiences are not uncommon, by the way. Of people reporting near-death experiences, 23% report hellish experiences. Wow. So I do a whole chapter in Imagine Heaven, kind of trying to make sense of all that, because you can't take the good and leave the bad. You've got to make sense of both, right? So he starts off having this hellish experience in this room that he called like a slaughterhouse. And these three creatures, is all I can call them, attacking him. And when he said, "Into the room," comes this man of light in a robe with a gold sash and light just coming out of him, shooting into Swadeek's eyes,

• 2:07:48Speaker 04

  he said, "And just going through my whole soul." And he, he held out his arms like this, and Swadeek saw the holes in his hands. And then he knew who it was, because Mel Gibson's The Passion of Christ had come to Rwanda, and he had, he had seen it accidentally. And, and so Jesus says to him, "I died for mankind. You're among those I died for. Never deny it and tell it to everyone."

• 2:08:27Speaker 04

  He wakes up, sits up with a cloth over his face, and all these people just start screaming. And he looks down to his right, and there's a grave. And he doesn't know what's going on.

• 2:08:45Speaker 04

  So it had been overnight and they were at his burial and he sits up and he starts saying, "Jesus is here. Jesus saved me. Jesus, Jesus is the one who brought me back." And all these Muslims are going, they're just freaking out. About half of them did come to faith in Jesus that day because they saw it. Today, he is an Anglican pastor who has had seven attempts on his life, including his father trying to poison him. Because you can't, you can't convert in an Islamic country.

• 2:09:27Speaker 04

  And I, you know, I, I talked to Swadeek. I mean, he's a courageous young guy. And, and he's like, you know, I asked him, you know, are you, are you afraid? And he's like, "Why would I be afraid? He brought me back from death and he told me to tell everybody." So he won't shut up.

• 2:09:47Shawn Ryan?

  Wow. Let's, let's move into the 10 points of evidence. So after the 1,500 interviews you've conducted with people that have had NDEs, what are those 10 points?

• 2:10:01Speaker 04

  Well, I've gone over three of them. You know, the verifiable observations, blind people being able to see and see things they shouldn't have, have heard. You know, along with that is, is, are things that are commonly reported that are not common to earth, like telepathic or thought to thought, heart to heart communication, experienced across the whole. Children, doctors, lawyers, CEOs, a lot of the people I interview, by the way, you know, they're, they are professionals who have a lot to lose claiming they went to heaven and saw God, right?

• 2:10:42Speaker 04

  And yet they, they say, "It's the most real thing that happened to me." So they're willing to risk what the, you know, the harm it causes their career because it's why they think they're back here.

• 2:10:56Speaker 04

  So blind people experiencing people they didn't know had died on the other side. Like, for instance, one woman in her near-death experience sees this man who is smiling warmly at her with this kind of like loving look. She doesn't know who this is, but has a sense like I know him or I'm supposed to know him. Comes back 10 years later. On her deathbed, her mother tells her she was born out of an extramarital affair. Shows the picture of the man, and that was the man she saw in her near-death experience,

• 2:11:41Speaker 04

  her father. Wow. Or in other cases, someone who, you know, in one case it was a child who meets someone on the other side, who tells them to tell this other person who they knew something, and comes back and they didn't even know that other person had died, but sure enough, they had died and they were bringing a message back. So, you know, that's the third.

• 2:12:18Speaker 04

  The fourth is that, you know, I've chronicled about 40 commonly-reported elements of a near-death experience. You know, things like out of your body, you know, able to observe things, new powers of sight, for instance, telepathic communication, this place of exquisite beauty, colors beyond our color spectrum, beauty not unlike Earth, but at the same time experienced in new dimensions, time not working the same. What do you mean by that, "time not working the same"?

• 2:13:00Speaker 04

  Well, interestingly, another one of Jesus' disciples, Peter, in 2 Peter 3:8 writes, "To the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years is like a day." Well, N D ears say the same thing. They've said it this way to me. They've said, there was no time on the other side. Or others say, no, there was time, but there was all the time you needed. Time didn't work the same way there. And it wasn't always like linear like we experience it here. They're like, all happened together, which we can't even conceptualize. But I talk in Imagine Heaven about how two dimensional time would give that that appearance.

• 2:13:45Speaker 04

  It would have that feel to it. So, yeah, so all these common

• 2:13:51Shawn Ryan?

  Does that mean, when you say there's no concept of time, does that mean you're experiencing everything all at once?

• 2:13:59Speaker 04

  Well, here's the way I describe it. Like, in this life, we experience time as a line going in one direction, one dimensional, right? So one point to the next, you can never go back, right? Or that's the way we experience it. That's one dimensional time. A second dimension would mean at every point on that timeline, there's another line going vertical. So imagine if at every point on our linear timeline, you could experience time on a vertical line that was infinitely up, say. That would have the feel that at each moment of time, even though time is moving, or it can move,

• 2:14:42Speaker 04

  you also have all the time in the world at every point in time. I mean, we can't experience it. We can only imagine it, right? You know, which is part of what I'm trying to get people to do is imagine. It's so much better than anything we've thought of. You know, like people, I find people fear heaven or the life to come because anything in this life becomes boring. I don't care how great it is, right? Eventually, it's like, hmm, I gotta do something else. So we can't imagine anything forever. But that's assuming we're talking about one dimensional time and just the same thing going on forever.

• 2:15:26Speaker 04

  And it's not like that at all. I like to say it's more like if you've ever been in the zone. You know what I'm talking about? Yes. You know, like, like if you're, if you're creating something or you're, you're so absorbed in something you're doing that like time's your enemy because you don't want it to move on. It's like you're just, you, you've lost time. I think it's more like that.

• 2:15:53Speaker 04

  It's a great, I've not heard that before. Thank you.

• 2:15:58Speaker 04

  Yeah. So you want me to keep going with the? Oh, yeah. Evidences? The 40 points is what we're on.

• 2:16:05Speaker 04

  Well, so, so there, there, there are 40 different commonalities that people report like that, that I've chronicled in, in the books. And like I said, I'm showing how they align with what God's been revealing all along. It's not new. But if this was just in the brain, so some of the alternate hypotheses that people will say, and they're different ones that come out every year. There've been, Sean, there've been like 30 alternate explanations for near death experiences and I've, I've heard them all. Oh, that's exactly like in DMT. That's no different. Well, yeah, it is because you can't have veridical perception that can be checked out

• 2:16:48Speaker 04

  and observed, you know, blind people taking DMT can't see, you know, it's like there's, there's a lot of different stuff, right? Plus you're dead. Plus you're dead. I mean, you're dead. I, I, I, I like to point that out to people. Like, you know, some people will say to me, well, I wish I could have an experience like that. Like, no, you don't. You don't know what these people went through coming back. They almost all have a scar right there from their tracheotomy. Well, here's the good news. You will have an experience like that eventually. So. Well, that's the good part. You just want comeback. The comeback is the bad part. Okay.

• 2:17:29Speaker 04

  They're often depressed coming back. They don't want to come back. It's hard coming back. And one, one guy told me it's like, it's like being put back into the sewer.

• 2:17:40Speaker 04

  When you've experienced paradise, you know? So anyway, another alternate explanation that skeptics will say is that this is just in the brain. Like when you're dying, endorphins are flooding the brain, there are a lot of chemicals flooding the brain, it's the brain's way of coping, it just gives us a pleasurable way of shutting the computer down. Well, most have gone away from that now because they realize that doesn't explain most of these other phenomena. So they've now said, well, as the brain is rebooting, then it's coming up with this experience.

• 2:18:22Speaker 04

  And the reason they say that is because, think about it, our memories are stored in neural networks in our brain, that's electrical activity. So when you have a flat EEG for hours, where are these memories being stored? That doesn't work, right? Yeah. Which is another point of evidence. So then they say, well, maybe it's when the brain's being rebooted that this, all this is happening. But again, it doesn't explain verifiable observations, it doesn't explain the blind, doesn't explain meeting people you didn't know were dead on the other side. And if it's just in the brain, why aren't these commonalities 100%?

• 2:19:05Speaker 04

  If it's just a human brain thing, why is it that 57% of indie ears experience relatives who've died before them? Why isn't it 100%? 57%. 57%. 31% get a life review. All right? So they have this panoramic reliving of their lives. But if it's just a brain thing, why wouldn't 100% or 0% get a life review? 48% experience the same god of light and love who, you know, like I said, is the same all around the globe. But why wouldn't it be 100%?

• 2:19:47Speaker 04

  And why wouldn't it be what their cultural expectation was?

• 2:19:53Speaker 04

  So the very fact that there are commonalities, but not commonalities that are all 100% the same, each is a bit unique. You know, if you have, let's say you have a court of law. And, you know, we try to prove things beyond a reasonable doubt, based on testimony, based on evidence, right?

• 2:20:16Speaker 04

  If you have 10 people who say exactly the same thing about an accident or a crime, that usually is sketchy, that's collusion. Because that means they talked, if they say exactly the same thing. But if they say overlappingly the same thing with different details that aren't the same, but unique, well, that's the strongest testimony. And that's what you have with near-death experiences.

• 2:20:46Shawn Ryan?

  What do you think the life reviews are?

• 2:20:53Speaker 04

  Yeah, so it's actually the most life-altering. Apart from being in the presence of God, near-death experiencers say the life review was the most life-altering thing they'd ever experienced. It changes them. So commonly, after experiencing this God of light, who is love, who's personal, who gets them, they can be themselves, you know?

• 2:21:24Speaker 04

  He will sometimes just tell them, sometimes ask them, "Do you want to review your life?" Sometimes he's like, "I want you to see something." So it's different. And what happens, again, because time doesn't work the same way, they can re-experience their whole life and it doesn't matter how long they were clinically dead on earth. And they say, you know, it's like they re-experience it all at once, but I'm telling it to you in order.

• 2:21:52Shawn Ryan?

  Like legitimately re-experience their entire life?

• 2:21:55Speaker 04

  Re-experience it.

• 2:21:56Shawn Ryan?

  Not certain portions?

• 2:21:58Speaker 04

  No.

• 2:21:58Shawn Ryan?

  Like the, from birth to death?

• 2:22:01Speaker 04

  Yes.

• 2:22:03Speaker 04

  And they say, now again, and I think in part this is because we're all unique and God knows our uniquenesses. So there's some uniquenesses to each one. So some of them, they said, God just showed me certain things that he wanted me to see. So it wasn't all of it. But most of them, I find, it is all of it. Like if they're 18, it's up till they're 18. If they're 50, it's all the way up till they're 50. And they're watching their life replay as if, almost like a hologram, but they're there. And they're re-experiencing it. One really trippy one, this CEO,

• 2:22:46Speaker 04

  he was a pharmaceutical executive and then a CEO of several biomedical companies. Again, these guys are like, they got a lot to lose. In fact, when he first read my book, Imagine Heaven, and he came to me and he was nervous about talking publicly about it because he was like, my career will be gone. And yet, they do, you know? But he is there with Jesus. He had six embolisms travel up his leg and had a pulmonary embolism, blocked his breathing, then his body goes into sepsis, shuts down. And he finds himself in, again, this incredibly beautiful place

• 2:23:31Speaker 04

  and he's with Jesus, he's walking with him. And then Jesus starts to show him these vignettes of his life, okay? And it was like a life review. Now, in his case, it wasn't everything, but he showed him these different points. And this one was, well, first, he had a really hard upbringing. So he had no friends. He was in and out of the hospital a lot. He was overweight, so he was bullied a lot. And Jesus is showing him this. And he's like, why are you showing me this? Like, I mean, he's basically like, this sucks. Why are you making me relive this? Because they not only see it,

• 2:24:18Speaker 04

  You feel it, you think it, you remember everything as if you were re-experiencing it, but not just what you were thinking and feeling, what the other people you were interacting with were also thinking and feeling. So it's like you experience your life in a relational way from God's perspective. That's what's life-altering about it. But what was kind of cool in Randy's case is he asked, "Why are you showing me this?" And then it dawned on him.

• 2:24:52Speaker 04

  "Were you there with me?"

• 2:24:55Speaker 04

  And Jesus looks at him and he says, "I was always with you, just waiting for you to turn to me."

• 2:25:05Speaker 04

  And he was basically showing him that, you know, even in all the suffering, he's been there through it, he's been there with him.

• 2:25:13Speaker 04

  And he goes to another venue where he sees himself now and he became an atheist. He went to Northwestern University, he tried to disprove God and disprove all religions, and he went through this whole, you know, he was a pretty mean atheist for a while. And so he's working as an orderly in a hospital, and he goes to serve food to this little seven-year-old boy dying of cancer.

• 2:25:42Speaker 04

  So this is Randy standing with Jesus in this heavenly experience, watching and experiencing this scene play out again.

• 2:25:51Speaker 04

  And the little boy, he comes in, the little boy said, "I'm dying, but I'm gonna go to heaven." And Randy said, "Well, I'm really sorry, but you know, if there is a heaven, I'm sure you will go there." And the little boy said, "Do you believe in Jesus?" And he said, "No, I, you know, I don't really believe in all that, but you know, I'm glad you do, I'm sure you'll be there." And the little boy, this little seven-year-old dying of cancer, right? And he says to him, "I'm gonna pray for you, and you'll be there too."

• 2:26:31Speaker 04

  And Randy's standing there with Jesus in heaven, watching this little boy pray for him, who he didn't even know. And he realizes that God used even that in all the things of his life to get him there.

• 2:26:49Shawn Ryan?

  Wow.

• 2:26:50Speaker 04

  And so the reliving these, yeah, these life reviews, what people, what people commonly say to me is that it was their whole life. And like Dr. Mary Neal said, it was like, my life was laid bare for all its good and all its bad. And, and so they're, they're seeing this again. Now, here's the thing, Sean, is most people fear that. You know, I have. There are things in my life, I don't want to sit there and watch before God, right? And then I started to realize, okay, wait a second. This is God.

• 2:27:35Speaker 04

  Do I really think I've been hiding? Do I really think he doesn't know everything? And that's the reality. No, he's been with you always. And when you start to realize the character of God, that, that God cares about us, like, like you'll care for your little son. Like I care for my daughter and son, my little granddaughters, more so, infinitesimally more so. And he has compassion and mercy. And he wants to help us. It's not a, it's not a condemning. That's what Jesus said, "I didn't come to condemn. I came to rescue." And so that's what near-death experiencers commonly say.

• 2:28:18Speaker 04

  They say, "God was not judging me. I was judging myself. God was unconditionally loving me and supporting me through this, learning about my life."

• 2:28:30Shawn Ryan?

  Why do you think humanity does put God in that box that we were discussing at the beginning? And where, where it is judgment, rules? It's, it's like a...

• 2:28:48Shawn Ryan?

  I've always viewed him as an authority, like a disciplin-

• 2:28:52Speaker 04

  The enforcer.

• 2:28:53Shawn Ryan?

  You know?

• 2:28:54Speaker 04

  What? The cosmic cop.

• 2:28:56Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah. The cosmic cop. I like that one.

• 2:28:59Speaker 04

  Yeah, like my friend likes to say, you know, we, we look at God like he's sitting up there, you know, and he's just a little bit perturbed and angry and like, is anybody having fun down there? Well, cut it out. Get back to work.

• 2:29:09Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah. Where did that come from?

• 2:29:11Speaker 04

  Nothing can be further from the truth. You know what the last thing Jesus said, his last night on earth before he knew he was going to be crucified? Which, by the way, I like to point out, he willingly took the bullet for us. It wasn't forced on him. You know, he said, "You could do nothing to me if it weren't the will of my Father in heaven." He laid, he took the bullet. And right before that, that night before, he said,

• 2:29:43Speaker 04

  this is in John, chapter 15. He said, "I've told you these things so that my joy would be in you and your joy would overflow."

• 2:29:53Speaker 04

  So, think about it. Everything we love about this life, you know, every good thing, every beautiful thing, all the pleasures, all the adventures, all the competition. I'm a soccer player, still play. I love it, you know? Where do we think we got the ability to experience good things like that?

• 2:30:17Speaker 04

  Even sex. You know, we somehow think God doesn't know about sex, you know, like, who, who thought this up? Who thought it up to be pleasurable? Right?

• 2:30:28Speaker 04

  Every, every good gift can be abused, without a doubt. But, that's what you see when people encounter God in these near-death experiences. But I'm also trying to show, that is who God has revealed himself to be all along, through Scripture.

• 2:30:45Speaker 04

  They're, they're not different. And, and God is the most charismatic, winsome, I don't know, what do you want to say? Like, cool? Person being imaginable. But also, the like-

• 2:31:05Speaker 04

  Drop to your knees in awe, powerful. I mean, I had people tell me that. Like, it just brought them to their knees. And, and like this one neurologist told me, he's, you know, the guy who, he got stabbed. I don't know if I told you this, but one of his patients turned on him, had a psychotic break, stabbed him 13 times. And right before the 14th, going for his heart, he said, "Time froze." And he said, "Suddenly, I'm standing there in front of this nuclear explosion of light,

• 2:31:44Speaker 04

  brighter than the sun, like a thousand times, that I knew I must be dead, because otherwise, how could I look at this and not have my retina burned out?" That's common. And he said, um, it was like roiling with energy, like if you were standing five feet from an atomic explosion. Uh huh. This commercial airline pilot, who I told you flew into the, the Holy City, said at the center of the city was this light, that he said, "All I can describe is if you've ever seen the light at, right at the detonation of a, of a nuclear explosion, it was like that continuously." Same thing.

• 2:32:25Speaker 04

  So, so, um, Ron, this, this neurologist, um, you know, he, he describes these characteristics of, of God that just imprint on him suddenly. And he said, you know, "Love is the one quality that summarizes it and wraps it all up." But he said, "Our word, love, doesn't even work, really." He said, you know, "Our love, like, think about all the romantic love, all the love of a parent, or a grandparent, all the love you have for a child." You know, "All that," he said, "is like standing in the ocean, and it's gentle waves of love lapping up against your knees." And he said, "And then comes a tsunami of love."

• 2:33:09Speaker 04

  That's God's love. And it washes, it just washes away all fear, all worry." He said, "I, I didn't even think about this thing that was happening to me, this tragedy." He said, "That turned out to be the best moment of my life." Wow, wow. That's, um...

• 2:33:30Speaker 04

  And he showed me the scar that went right through and he knows all the medical terms. Shouldn't have lived. It went right through and came out the other side.

• 2:33:39Shawn Ryan?

  Are you serious?

• 2:33:40Speaker 04

  Yeah.

• 2:33:42Shawn Ryan?

  Wow.

• 2:33:43Speaker 04

  There was a documentary made on on his life years ago.

• 2:33:47Shawn Ryan?

  Some fascinating stuff. Let's um, let's take a break and when we come back, we'll dive into hell.

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• 2:34:43Shawn Ryan?

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• 2:36:49Shawn Ryan?

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• 2:37:11Shawn Ryan?

  All right, John, we're back from the break and we're gonna dive into, we're getting ready to dive into, some Indies are very hellish in, in kind of painting a picture of what hell looks like.

• 2:37:26Speaker 04

  Yeah. Yeah, as I said before, in one study, you know, and again, I told you, near-death experiencers are reticent to come forward because they, this is a sacred experience that is hard to describe in our three-dimensional terms. So they don't often come forward readily, but even of those who have come forward, 23%, according to one study, came forward talking about having a hellish experience to some degree or another. And so these are common. This 2019 European Academy of Neurology did a study across 35

• 2:38:07Speaker 04

  countries, found that 5% of the population, or 1 out of 20, claims to have had a near-death experience. But they also found an even greater percentage that had hellish experiences, or negative experiences. So you got to make sense of these as well. You know, interestingly, Jesus talked about hell a lot, as something real, but not as

• 2:38:42Speaker 04

  a scare tactic. I think it's more as a, "Look, this is reality, and what he came to do was that no one would, no one would go there." But some do, in their near-death experience. So, for instance, I interviewed this atheist college professor, tenured college professor, who was, he was an art professor who was doing a tour with students in Europe, in France, and his lower duodenum ruptured. You usually have like five to six hours before

• 2:39:22Speaker 04

  you're dead, because you're spilling all that junk into your cavity. And it was a weekend, so they couldn't find a surgeon in France.

• 2:39:35Speaker 04

  And after eight hours, he died. Now, he thought, when you die, it's just unplug the computer, screen goes blank, there's nothing.

• 2:39:46Speaker 04

  And that's not what happened. And instead, he said he was standing there by his bed. He felt the worst he had ever felt in his life, and suddenly he feels wonderful.

• 2:39:59Speaker 04

  And he doesn't even know he's dead. Like, he doesn't realize he's dead, because he's sitting there thinking, something happened. I feel, I feel wonderful. And he feels these new senses. This, this group of people then come into the hallway. And he can see them in the hallway, and they're calling to him, Howard, come, come with us. And, and he said, I'm, I'm sick, I need a surgeon. You know, that's what he's been waiting for. And, and they said, oh, we know, we know all about you. Come, come with us. Don't you want us to help you? We're gonna help you. Come on, we've been waiting a long time. Come with us.

• 2:40:34Speaker 04

  Okay, so, timeout. I like to point out that not every near-death experience is as deep as others. Like, meaning all the elements. So some just, there's an out-of-body experience and they're back in. Okay. Those can be interpreted in a million ways, right? A million worldviews can wrap around that.

• 2:40:57Speaker 04

  If Howard had, at this point, come back to his body and been resuscitated, his interpretation probably would have been, hey, it's all good. Atheists go to heaven, it feels great. It's nice people, everything's good. But that's not what happened.

• 2:41:14Speaker 04

  So he starts to follow these people. And again, time and even distance, it, it doesn't work the same on the other side. Which... I don't fully understand that, except that by analogy, you know, think about, you know, from, from here to Austin, Texas, where I live, Nashville to Austin, it's a long way, right? It's a two hour flight. But what if I could think it and be there? How far is it now? Yeah. Right? All of a sudden, distance doesn't mean the same, the same thing. So on the other side,

• 2:41:54Speaker 04

  so he couldn't tell and he follows these people and they end up, he end up, he starts to realize they're deceiving him, they're starting to mock him, they're, they're cursing him, they're all these, you know, and, and he starts to realize this is not good. And then he realizes he's in this darkness and it keeps getting dark and he tries to say, hey, I want to go back. And they're like, you're not going anywhere. And they start pushing and shoving. And he's in and he calls it a darkness that's darker than black. And, and I've heard people commonly say that. Jesus called it the outer darkness where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth, meaning like just,

• 2:42:38Speaker 04

  it's, you know,

• 2:42:42Speaker 04

  I don't know, I guess, just horrific. And that's what he experienced. And so he finally realizes he's being deceived by these creatures that he couldn't fully see completely because it was, they were kind of veiled. But now it's dark and he can't, he can't see them, but he can feel them and they start to maul him. He starts to try to fight to get away and they just, and they're having fun. So that I, I've had him talk to me about this four times. And he starts to describe it. And then he says to me, I can't go any farther. Because he had PTSD from it. Every single time? And you interviewed him? He couldn't push past?

• 2:43:24Speaker 04

  Yeah, he can't, there's a certain point that he would say, I can't go any farther because it's taken me a long time to, he had what, you know, vets would call PTSD. Because it's real. It's more real than this. And I think that's a very important point to note.

• 2:43:47Speaker 04

  What's ahead is better than the best we've experienced. But what's ahead is worse than the worst we've experienced too. And I believe that we are in a temporal, you know, time capsule for a purpose. We are, we are in a time of choosing. We're in a time of choosing. What kingdom do we want to be a part of? Is it me and my kingdom and I rule? Because as it turns out, that's what hell is. Hell is the creature wanting to play God. And it's dominate or be dominated. And that's what Howard realized in this place.

• 2:44:30Speaker 04

  It was really interesting because he said, I mean, first of all, picture the worst prison scene. Like the worst, I, I, years ago, I saw a movie Midnight Express. You ever see that? No, I haven't. Turkish prison, you know, just, just getting brutalized and raped daily and all kinds of, it's a pretty gruesome movie. That's what was going on. And so, and, and just being eviscerated. And what he said, several things he said that was interesting.

• 2:45:07Speaker 04

  He said, you know, I, I realized that these people were my kindred spirits. I said, what do you mean? So I realized that they were like me on earth. I, I came to a point in my life when I, when I thought the biggest, baddest bear in the woods wins. And that's how I lived. And he said, I, I wasn't good to my, I wasn't nice to my students. I was all about me and building my, my monuments to myself and my ego. I cheated on my wife a lot. It was all about me. And he said, what I realized is that these people were like me on earth.

• 2:45:50Speaker 04

  But when, when the good was gone, it just spirals down worse and worse. So he's in this place. And this is really fascinating. He hears, he said in his, like in his solar plex, as yet he, he still was himself. And he said, he heard pray to God.

• 2:46:17Speaker 04

  And his first thought is, "I don't believe in God." And he feels it again, pray to God. And he's like, "I don't..." He's fighting. And, and this is a very important thing, Shawn, because the ego can imprison us. Our egos can absolutely imprison us. And he, here he is literally in a hellish place, experiencing the worst things you can imagine. And he's hearing this pray to God, but he's fighting it. And finally, the third time, he's like, "I don't even know what to pray." I don't, and he, you know, and he starts just saying this like, "God bless America, and thy country tis of thee."

• 2:47:02Speaker 04

  And, you know, he's just piecing things together and, and he's saying these things, but when he, when he says the name of God, they become more angry and are threatening him even more. But he also noticed backing off. So the, so he keeps doing it because it's working. And then he ends up just alone there. And he said, "For how long?" I don't know. He said, "Time doesn't work the same. It could have been decades." But he was just thinking about his life. And he was thinking about, you know, how, again, on the other side, truth is truth.

• 2:47:47Speaker 04

  There's no hiding. And he's like, he's like, "This is, this is who I've become. This is what I deserve." But at the same time, he didn't want that. And he hears in his soul, the song he heard when someone took him to church as a kid, "Jesus Loves Me." And he couldn't remember anymore, except "Jesus Loves Me." And he had this thought. And he now thinks God was even in that trying to reach him. You know, in this, in this battle he's having in his own spirit, even, even then.

• 2:48:25Speaker 04

  And he finally gets to the end of himself. You know, we all have to hit rock bottom before we look up. That's a famous recovery principle. Some different people have different rock bottoms, but you know, many times we have to hit rock bottom before we look up. And Howard said to me, my rock bottom was low. And, um, and he cries out, you know, he thinks to himself, even if Jesus does exist, why would he care about me? I've, I've been so horrible. But in desperation, he just cried out, Jesus, save me. And he said, into this darkness, he sees a speck of light coming, getting brighter

• 2:49:06Speaker 04

  and brighter and brighter till again, he described as brighter than the sun, but he could look at it and it was mesmerizing and arms reach out, pick him up, take him out of there. And he's then standing before these angels being held by Jesus and he gives them a life review. Now I want to, I want to fast forward for a second because the story sounds so like, you gotta be making this up. But after this near death experience, this Howard, this atheist tenured college professor, you know, once you have tenure, you don't leave that. You can't be fired. It's the most secure thing you, you could have.

• 2:49:51Speaker 04

  Two years after his near death experience, he leaves his tenured college professorship to become a Christian pastor. His wife divorces him because she's still an atheist, atheist and thinks he's crazy. How do you explain that? Yeah. And what he would say, Jesus. You know, in, in the presence of Jesus, he's, he's getting this life review and he said some very interesting things. So he had a very abusive father and, um, like, like beat him daily, cursed him out daily. Nothing was ever good enough.

• 2:50:32Speaker 04

  And he said, you know, I was seeing these scenes of my life play out and.

• 2:50:39Speaker 04

  I was seeing that my father was, he was, he was a horrible person. But I was also seeing that there, it was a two-way street that I resented him and I did things to provoke him and to rebel against him. And he said, the, the places where I always thought, well, I'm the victim, I'm the good guy and everybody else is the bad guy. He said, no, I realized that God wants us to take responsibility for ourselves. He'll take responsibility of what's right and wrong and who's, who's where and what. All we can do is take responsibility for ourselves. And so he, um, when he came back, he reconciled with his father.

• 2:51:21Speaker 04

  And his brothers and sisters disowned him for a while because they were like, how in the world can you, can you reach out to him and become friends with him? He was horrible. And, and yet that's what God does. He, he restores what evil has torn apart and broke, you know, and was broken. And so, so Howard, Howard has seen all this played out. And another funny thing in his life review is he comes to this one point. And, and again, what I love is that, you know, Howard is, um, he's a very, he's funny, but he's also crass. And he's, he's just himself with Jesus.

• 2:52:06Speaker 04

  Like he feels so comfortable just to be himself because he said, I'm here with who I realize is my Lord and, and Savior and friend and Creator. And he said, the most loving, wonderful being I've ever imagined being with. And in his life review, he's seen these scenes of him using and abusing other people. And he said, it was like, I could feel how it was hurting him like I was stabbing him with a knife. He said, not literally, but it felt that way.

• 2:52:48Shawn Ryan?

  He was feeling the pain that he inflicted on others? Is that what you're saying?

• 2:52:51Speaker 04

  He was feeling the pain it caused Jesus when he was inflicting pain on others.

• 2:53:01Speaker 04

  And then conversely, he showed him as well, a time, really simple thing, when his, I think his sister had lost a pet and was grieving. And he heard her crying in the middle of the night. And he got up and he went in there and he just hugged her. And he said, "I was overwhelmed because it caused God so much joy that I would do that simple thing." Which is wild, if you think about it.

• 2:53:35Shawn Ryan?

  It is.

• 2:53:36Speaker 04

  But you know, that's what Jesus said to Paul when he appears as this brilliant God of light on the Damascus Road and Paul was persecuting believers in Jesus. And he said, "Who are you?" Paul said, "Who are you, Lord?" And Jesus said, "I'm Jesus who you're persecuting." But he wasn't persecuting Jesus. He's persecuting people. But that's that oneness.

• 2:54:04Shawn Ryan?

  Hmm.

• 2:54:05Speaker 04

  Right? That we come from God and God has a connection to us. He is, you know, Paul said, "In Him we live and move and have our being." Acts, Chapter 17. In other words, He is the life force that keeps us going. He's always been with you. Through the highs and lows, there's no one who gets you more because there's no one else who's been through everything with you, understands the whys and the hows and, you know? It's amazing.

• 2:54:38Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah. How many accounts of hellish andees do you think you've had?

• 2:54:47Speaker 04

  A lot. I mean...

• 2:54:49Shawn Ryan?

  Half? Quarter?

• 2:54:52Speaker 04

  Ah, you know, I haven't counted. Interestingly...

• 2:54:58Speaker 04

  You know, like, some of the ones that are now my friends are now pastors. Really? It's fascinating. Were all of them atheists?

• 2:55:11Speaker 04

  No, like, Paul O'Heda, he's a good friend of mine. He was a cocaine addict.

• 2:55:22Speaker 04

  He and his wife was a stripper. She wasn't his wife, they just lived together. They were in and out of cartels. I mean, it was...

• 2:55:35Speaker 04

  And he has a cocaine overdose, and suddenly, he's dropping. He said, "I was sober, and I was dropping through this blacker than black." He described it the same way. And he is like, "What is happening? Like, I'm not high."

• 2:55:55Speaker 04

  And he knew, "I'm going to hell."

• 2:55:59Speaker 04

  And he was like, "Oh, my gosh, I can't go to hell. I'm a good person. I didn't do anything wrong." Like, I've never murdered... And he's justifying. "I've never murdered anybody, you know? I haven't been mean to anybody, you know?" And he said, the more he justified, the faster he felt himself dropping. Until finally, he said, he just got to his end, and he just cried out, "God, save me. God, help me. You gotta help me." And he didn't stop dropping. He didn't stop falling. He felt God's presence there, right with him. He didn't see anything visual, but he knew. And he hears a voice, direct to his soul, "Paul, what have you done with the life I've given you?"

• 2:56:45Speaker 04

  And then, boom, he resees his life. Like, the whole thing, the whole life review. And at the end of it, his conclusion was, "I deserve this."

• 2:57:01Speaker 04

  And he says,

• 2:57:04Speaker 04

  "God, I want, I want people to know. I want people to know."

• 2:57:10Speaker 04

  And he's back in the hospital.

• 2:57:14Speaker 04

  And he comes to and says to Lillian, who's now his wife,

• 2:57:21Speaker 04

  "I don't know what you're gonna do, but I'm gonna find the God that just saved me." Because, and, and, and he ends up then coming to faith in Jesus and starting a church in Austin accidentally, because he just kept telling people about his experience, who had been in, um, a lot of people in, you know, addicted drugs, Wiccan, a lot of stuff, a lot of suicidal ideations and all that, and they would call him. And, um, and he would explain what happened to him, and, and they would, they would open their lives

• 2:58:01Speaker 04

  to Jesus, and they would find, they would find peace, and they started going like, "You gotta move here." He was, he was living on a golf course in Houston. He's a master plumber, living on a golf course in Houston. He sells his house on the golf course and moves to Austin, and just starts helping these people, and now he has one of the largest Hispanic churches in Austin.

• 2:58:23Shawn Ryan?

  Wow, wow. What, what are some... Do you have any more accounts where there maybe are demons that are encountered?

• 2:58:37Speaker 04

  Yeah, yeah. I'll tell you, Sean, I mean, studying these has actually changed my, my theology in this sense, even as a Christian, and even as a pastor. I used to think a lot of it was, you know, just fantastical, metaphorical, or... But hearing enough of these people saying the things they say, what I've come to is that, on the good side, all of our, in some ways, wildest dreams and fantasies and fiction, and, you know,

• 2:59:19Speaker 04

  the, the things we only dream of that might be possible, that's better than that, and the horror that we can imagine and see and...

• 2:59:31Speaker 04

  Come up with, it's worse than that. And that both are based in a reality that's beyond this life. Yeah. So this one guy that I interviewed for the new book, For Imagine the God of Heaven, he's in there. His name is Jim Woodford. And he was a commercial airline pilot. Agnostic, he grew up Catholic, but then kind of just, you know, it didn't mean anything to him ever. He said, never prayed a day in his life. His wife was a Christian and was praying for him. He was also a very wealthy businessman, so he'd started multimillion dollar businesses.

• 3:00:13Speaker 04

  Had a, he's a Canadian, he had a horse farm, had 19 British sports cars in a garage, a yacht, his own airplane. But he got Guillain-Barre disease, which is very painful. Got addicted to opioids. And one night, he was out checking the fence lines of his property, feeling the pain coming on, he's facing the setting sun. And he went and took the rest of the bottle. And he forgot that he had already taken more that day. And he said, he said to me, you know when you're dying.

• 3:00:55Speaker 04

  He said, I felt coming up, like this fire coming up through me. And he said, I knew it. And he had this realization that I've never thanked God for the life I thought was my own making. It's like boom, he just has that realization. Which I have heard enough of these to realize that, you know, you don't want to wait till the last minute, but God is pursuing people to the last minute. You know, he is. And, and in that, in that last minute, you know, as his head is about to hit the steering wheel, he cries out, God forgive me.

• 3:01:39Speaker 04

  And then he dies. And Jim is actually a jokester, so I like to joke with him. I think you beat the thief on the cross for last minute.

• 3:01:49Speaker 04

  Yeah, and he did. And he says, "That's who I identify." You know who I'm talking about? You know, because there was, there were two thieves on the cross. They're probably murderers. And one of them mocked Jesus, and, and the other realized that he was probably the Messiah that was foretold. And he said, "Jesus, when you come in your kingdom, remember me." That was it.

• 3:02:14Speaker 04

  Jesus said nothing to the guy mocking him and, and, and demanding that he get them all down off the cross if he's really God, which is fascinating. You know, we, we say, "Prove yourself to me, God." Like, "I don't need to." But the humble guy who realizes, "We deserve this. He doesn't. We remember me." And Jesus said to him, "You'll be with me in paradise today." It's a great thing to remember.

• 3:02:41Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 3:02:41Speaker 04

  There's, there's nothing we can do to keep ourselves from God and His love,

• 3:02:49Speaker 04

  except say, "I don't need you. I'm good."

• 3:02:53Shawn Ryan?

  What are some of the commonalities that you see when it comes to hell experiences?

• 3:03:00Speaker 04

  Well, let me finish telling you about Jim. So Jim then is going up and he is going through this tunnel of, he calls it a tunnel of light. And then he comes out and he, interestingly, he had a, I wouldn't say this is common, but I've seen more common like this where they both get a heavenly and a hellish experience. And I find that those who, they, they cry out to God for forgiveness last minute, it's almost like he lets them see where they were headed before rescuing them. I don't know if that's what's really going on, or maybe he's just saying, "I know you're going back and I want you to see the reality of both." I don't know.

• 3:03:45Speaker 04

  But Jim then, he sees this beauty like on the right, but then it's almost, he said, there was almost, almost like a line of delineation and then it got more and more.

• 3:03:59Speaker 04

  Gray and black and then like a, almost like a black charcoal crevasse that just dropped off into nothingness. And I don't know why, but out of curiosity, he starts to go over there to see what it is. And it's like, he said, imagine looking down into the darkest black valley you can imagine, but darker than that. And then he saw a tiny pinpoint of light, like almost like a campfire in the distance. And he hears something open up and he sees this, what he called a creature, come out

• 3:04:44Speaker 04

  of it. And, um, I mean, it's in the book, but basically that creature comes for him and knows his name. And, and he realizes that, you know, it wanted to claim him. Which I know, I mean, honestly, if I were listening to this as my skeptical self, I'd be like, oh, this is make believe. And when Jim told it to me, that's what I was thinking. And if I hadn't heard enough of them, you know? If I hadn't heard enough of them, but I have, that, that I think there's a reality to it.

• 3:05:29Speaker 04

  Who do you think the demons are? These creatures? I think they are created by God. I think they were angels. And that is what the Bible tells us, that God created another species called the angelic species. Just like, you know, we're a species and dogs are a species and cats are a species, there are angels. And they're even either subspecies or other species within that. There are seraphim, there are cherubim. They look, they don't look like, you know, humans with wings. They look otherworldly. And I've had near death experiencers describe them to me.

• 3:06:14Speaker 04

  I know.

• 3:06:15Shawn Ryan?

  What do they look?

• 3:06:15Speaker 04

  Creatures with eyes all over them.

• 3:06:17Shawn Ryan?

  How do they describe them?

• 3:06:18Speaker 04

  I mean Ezekiel in the Bible describes the same things that I've heard near-death experiencers describe. So there are, there are, there are life forms and there are creatures beyond just what we know and see and imagine.

• 3:06:34Shawn Ryan?

  Well, what, let's, I'd love to hear some descriptions of what these look like.

• 3:06:41Speaker 04

  Well, okay, so interestingly, seraphim look somewhat like a serpent, but with wings and not exactly like we would think.

• 3:06:57Speaker 04

  And, um, and, and according to the Jewish prophets, like Ezekiel, who claims that they saw these creatures around God's throne, they inhabit that place.

• 3:07:14Speaker 04

  Now, it's, it's fascinating because Satan, who we call Satan, which just means accuser, that's what Satan means. So a Satan is an accuser. Lucifer is who we mean, and Lucifer means light bearer, but he was a cherubim. He was one of these creatures around God's throne guarding the most, I mean, what near-death experiencers have told me who have seen that or been there, is it is the most powerful place in the universe. It's also the most splendid, spectacular, energized, like it's, it's, it's where everyone

• 3:07:59Speaker 04

  would want to be.

• 3:08:03Speaker 04

  But also, it's solid and physical, but crystal clear at the same time, which I don't know what that means, you know? But that's what they say. But interestingly, that's what, that's what John describes in the book of Revelation. You know, that's, that's what Ezekiel, a Jewish prophet, describes.

• 3:08:26Speaker 04

  So.

• 3:08:29Speaker 04

  Yeah, so there are, there are species that God created beyond humanity that are not bound by time and space like we are, that exist in dimensionallities beyond ours. I believe all that. I think the Bible teaches that. I think near-death experiencers confirm that.

• 3:08:50Speaker 04

  And not all of them follow God or God's will. So, you know, as the biblical story goes, Lucifer rebels and decides he wants to raise himself above the Most High, above God, "My will be done." And other angels and creatures that God created followed him. And in eternity, this gets into why I think, you know, that, that age-old question, why would God, if God is all-loving and God is all-powerful,

• 3:09:34Speaker 04

  why in the world would he allow us to suffer like we do on this earth? Right? So, age-old question. And, and the one many atheists level at God, like, that just proves there is no God. Which, interestingly, it can be turned back around, because if there is no God, why are we bothered by suffering? It just is. It always has been. Why, why should it bother us? We evolved this way. But, in fact, the reason we unanimously are opposed to it is that there's something in us that tells us something's not right.

• 3:10:16Speaker 04

  But not right according to who, right? So it actually turns, I think, into an argument for, for God. But I think the answer to that question is that there are creatures created by God that rebelled against God in eternity, which... Decisions that aren't made in a sequence of time. You know, when we make a decision in a sequence of time, we can change because it's not an eternal decision. So, so we get to choose and we can correct our mistakes in our temporal world.

• 3:10:58Speaker 04

  But angels who chose my will, not God's will. There's only one place where God stays out. And Jesus said, He created hell for the angels, not for humans.

• 3:11:16Speaker 04

  So hell is the place where the love and the light and the life and the rulership of God, the will of God being done, does not happen. God says, okay, to the free will creature, have it your way.

• 3:11:32Speaker 04

  And so, so hell is angels becoming demons and people, you know, devolving into our worst selves, tyrannizing one another, fight to dominate or be dominated.

• 3:11:50Shawn Ryan?

  What are some of the commonalities that you see on?

• 3:11:56Speaker 04

  Hellish experiences?

• 3:11:57Shawn Ryan?

  Yes.

• 3:11:59Speaker 04

  You know, in Imagine Heaven, in the, in the chapter I do on hell, I kind of saw three or four, I don't know if you call it levels, but different descriptions. So, one is, I don't even know, I don't know if it's hell per se, but it's like a void. So, some experience just this void. They go into a void and it's just kind of like a void of nothingness.

• 3:12:33Speaker 04

  Another is what I call hell on earth.

• 3:12:38Speaker 04

  So this one, um, he was actually, uh, he was actually stationed at Camp Barkley uh, in, in Texas before World War II, um, Dr. George Ritchie. In fact, he, he was the very first one to start talking about his near death experience, which then led to Moody, the first one who researched it, which is the book I read decades ago. Wow. But he heard George Ritchie lecture at the University of Virginia, Moody did, and then started asking his students, um, in his philosophy class if they had ever had any encounter with death, and he hears more and more of those stories and wrote them

• 3:13:21Speaker 04

  down, and that's what I read the first time. Okay. But George Ritchie, um, has this experience where he, he dies of like a intense, uh, double pneumonia, uh, before he was being deployed, um, to, to, he was going to medical school, but through the army. And he leaves his body, same kind of thing, and he's confused because he doesn't understand where he is because he still feels alive, and he's, he's trying to find, he's supposed to be on the train to get to medical school. And so he starts looking, he starts traveling and going, and he's, again, I don't understand

• 3:14:04Speaker 04

  how, you know, you kind of go like, what do you mean you don't know you're dead? You're flying across the earth. I don't know, but this is what he said, is, is he, he realizes he's traveling and he's going across, and it's, it's our earth, and he's, he's trying to get to medical school. And he ends up coming to this place, and I, I think it was like right across the Mississippi River. So again, he was in Camp Barkley in Texas. He ends up at, at this, at this bar across this river in the city he'd never been to,

• 3:14:44Speaker 04

  and there, he, he sees someone standing outside this bar with Pabst Blue Ribbon sign, and, and he stops there and he's trying to get his attention because he's trying to figure out where am I and how do I get to med school? Okay? And, um, and he keeps trying to tap the guy on the shoulder and there's nothing, like, he goes right through him.

• 3:15:08Speaker 04

  And so he, he starts to realize, what am I, where am I? Am I dead? And long story short, he makes his way back, um, this is actually in Imagine Heaven, but he makes his way back, um, to his, to his room and sees his body and then realizes, I am dead. And at that moment, this light comes into the room, same as usual, brighter than the sun. Um, but he, he sees it's, it's not a light, it's a man made of light. And he had the thought instantly, I'm standing before the Son of God.

• 3:15:53Speaker 04

  And, um, again, he gets a, he gets a life review and then, and he knows this is Jesus and, and, and Jesus takes him and shows him first, these people on earth who are, and, and this is why I called it hell on earth, is that they are bound to the things they worshipped or idolized on earth. So one, one guy he sees is, is in a bar, desperately trying to steal a drink from somebody. So he's still enslaved,

• 3:16:32Speaker 04

  but he's incorporeal, so he, he can't fulfill the need. And he, he sees that. He sees a woman following her son, just nagging him, just nagging him still. And, and so he, he gets this understanding like, you know, that when, when, when God is not God, you know, what, what Jesus said is, love God first, love your neighbor as yourself. That sums up the whole Bible, he said, right? But when we put other things as God, you know, what he was kind of seeing is that

• 3:17:14Speaker 04

  that's, that's a form of hell. We continue on from this life and still trying to get it, or that person, or that thing to fulfill what only God can fulfill. And so, so he sees that. That's another kind of level of hell that I talk about. Another one is this outer darkness, which I already described that Howard Storm, the tenured professor, went through. Interestingly, others have described the same thing. Dr.

• 3:17:56Speaker 04

  Rajiv Parthi was chief anesthesiologist at the Bakersfield Heart Hospital. Didn't, you know, he was an anesthesiologist, so he had brought many people back claiming to have near-death experiences and all the things we've talked about. And he'd give them a shot of antipsychotic drug and go check the stock market because he thought they're delusional. He didn't believe it. Mm-hmm. And then he had one. He had one. He had one. And he, he had, yeah, he, he ended up in the LA hospital, ruptured septic, the whole thing. He codes.

• 3:18:36Speaker 04

  He finds himself initially in a hellish place and, and very similar to Howard. And he described, I mean, if this is an anesthesiologist who's Hindu, who grew up in India, he's got a lot to lose. And he's describing hell as this, this place of both darkness and fire and these evil creatures that are running around torturing him and others. How descriptive did he get with the torturing? Um, descriptive. What, like what? You know, and I don't even like to describe it because it just doesn't sound real.

• 3:19:20Speaker 04

  You know, but like stuff we would do to torture each other, you know, like bet a nails kind of stuff and cutting open, but in ways to prolong the pain and the agony. So here's the other weird thing, Sean, that I've, I've, I don't know that I fully understand, is that it seems like on the other side, we do still.

• 3:19:51Speaker 04

  Have a body, we still are ourselves, we can still feel stuff, and in fact, we feel it exponentially more, the good and the bad. And a lot of the evil things we see on earth is just a, it's just when evil can use us to get its will done to each other. But there's, there's God's spirit constraining, and there's law, which is from God as well, constraining evil here. What happens when you take that away? And evil's not constrained, and it just evolves. So, so yeah, I mean, they describe, they describe stuff like that.

• 3:20:32Speaker 04

  And that, you know, that is why I believe God allows the suffering we're going through now. We say, how could God allow so much suffering? What if instead, it's God's merciful warning, for a short period of time, truncated immensely? In other words, we've been squeezed down in our experience of good, so that we can only experience a small amount of how evil things can get.

• 3:21:12Speaker 04

  So this life is a taste of heaven and a taste of hell, very reduced, so that we choose, so that we see that God's will is good, and He did what He did through Jesus to forgive us all. So the only thing that can keep us separated from God is ourselves. You know, C.S. Lewis, who's, he was an Oxford scholar, he's one of my favorite authors, once said, "The gates of hell are locked from the inside." I think he's right. I think after interviewing so many near-death experiencers, and some have even said it, it's like, it's not God's will that anyone would go to hell.

• 3:21:57Speaker 04

  But if they don't want God, like, if you're a Hitler, you know, or Stalin, or, you know, Taliban, or whatever, and you want to be God, you want to determine who lives, who dies, who does my will.

• 3:22:14Speaker 04

  What's God supposed to do? Take someone into heaven and make them obey against their will? Well, that would be hell for them. Right?

• 3:22:26Shawn Ryan?

  Uh huh.

• 3:22:27Speaker 04

  And, and so in fact, I think God allows the suffering, but in the midst of the good. And he's always with us through it. And he's also always trying to get us to just turn to him so that he can lead and guide us not only through it, but out of it and, and to, to undo evil with good.

• 3:22:52Shawn Ryan?

  What about commonalities between the people that have hellish experiences? Have you noticed any, anything in common with, with the, with the folks that have those type of experiences versus having a more blissful?

• 3:23:08Speaker 04

  Well, here, yeah. I mean, here's, here's one of the both hopeful and also interesting is that most of the hellish experiences I've talked to have at some point, they cried out to God for forgiveness and he rescued them. So this Rajiv Parti, like I said, Hindu anesthesiologist, he does from that, he cries out to God and he, and he said, I was, he, he used the word repenting. I was, I was realizing my wrongs. He'd been verbally abusive toward his, toward his son.

• 3:23:53Speaker 04

  He had become addicted to painkillers. He was just all about materialism. He also got a life review and saw how he treated his patients poorly. They were just an object to make more money. He sees all this and, and then he said, these, these two angels take him through this tunnel, out of this hellish experience to this place of exquisite beauty, you know, mountains, rivers and forests and all this, and into the presence of this God of light who, who knows him, who is love.

• 3:24:35Speaker 04

  And later, he encounters the same God of light and says to him, just like Paul in the Damascus Road, "Who are you, Lord?" Because, because he realizes, "This is, this is not, this is not one of the gods I learned of in Hinduism. He's merciful, he's loving, he's compassionate. I thought he was gonna send me back to hell. I deserved it, but he didn't. And he sends me back and he says, "You still have a purpose, and I want you to learn, and I want you to, I want you to love." And so he sees this God of light again, and he says, "Who are you, Lord?" And he says, "Out of the light steps a man

• 3:25:15Speaker 04

  in a robe with a beard, gold sash, and says to him, 'I'm Jesus, your Savior.'" Wow, wow. So you got a Rwandan Imam, you got an anesthesiologist who is Hindu, another I have, a manufacturing engineer I haven't told you about fully, who grew up in India as well, describes the holy city of God.

• 3:25:40Speaker 04

  The cartel couple. Cartel couple. And, and, and here's the point. God is good even to those who don't deserve it, and none of us deserve it.

• 3:25:56Speaker 04

  Do you think there are different levels of hell? I do. Because they've told me, those that, those that, um, near-death experiencers who, who had a taste, said some, like Howard said, they even told him that. Like, "This is nothing. Wait till you see where we're gonna take you."

• 3:26:22Speaker 04

  How many levels? I don't know.

• 3:26:26Speaker 04

  Let me say, different places, different... You know, what I would say is the world to come is vast.

• 3:26:35Speaker 04

  You know, so there are vast amounts of good places in the world to come.

• 3:26:44Shawn Ryan?

  Are there levels to heaven?

• 3:26:49Speaker 04

  Yeah, which will throw some people. But in this sense, like, so

• 3:26:59Speaker 04

  the center of the Holy City of God is the throne of God.

• 3:27:06Speaker 04

  Now, and I talk about this in Imagine the God of Heaven, that even talking about the throne of God, and God the Father on his throne in this spectacular thing, God is more than that. So God incarnated in the person of Jesus as a representation of God in human form. I personally believe that there in the heavenly city, where when we're not bound by our three dimensions, but we're our spiritual bodily selves in a new realm,

• 3:27:46Speaker 04

  that God the Father manifests in a way that the residents of heaven can see God. But the Bible tells us that God is spirit, and that He is both everywhere,

• 3:28:01Speaker 04

  simultaneously, and beyond everything He's created. So He's in everything and sustaining everything. There's nowhere He's not at any point in time. But He's not just the sum of all of His creation. He transcends. He's beyond all of His creation.

• 3:28:23Speaker 04

  And what's wild is hearing near-death experiencers who had no theological understanding, no biblical understanding, and they're describing the same thing.

• 3:28:31Shawn Ryan?

  A lot of people are talking as if we're now in end times. I'm just curious if you see any symbology, or if you think that we're approaching end times.

• 3:28:52Speaker 04

  You know, I don't typically go there. Mm-hmm. Um, and the reason I don't is because Jesus said, "No one knows the day or the time." Mm-hmm. So, I don't know, but I'll tell you what I, what I do know that I find fascinating. Um, one thing is, as I, as, as evil seems to be increasing,

• 3:29:16Speaker 04

  I believe God is giving increasing testimony of His reality and goodness. And I think these near-death experiences all over the world are that. I think He is saying, in this day of global internet connectedness, "Look, I'm the God of all people. I love all people equally. It doesn't matter where they live, or their background, or what they've been through." And what He did through Jesus, He did for all people, for all time. So, I think He's doing that. Now, having said that, there's something that, um, happened in 1948

• 3:29:54Speaker 04

  that was a precursor to the end, whatever the end, whenever the end is. And it also was one of the things that most convinced me that God is real, back thirty-plus years ago, um, when I was still, you know, like, trying to really think all this through and understand, is there evidence for it? So,

• 3:30:19Speaker 04

  in the book of Isaiah, you know, Isaiah wrote, like I said, in 780 B.C., 780 years before Jesus.

• 3:30:28Speaker 04

  Um, in, in Isaiah, chapter 11, God says to him, "In the last days, I will put a sign before all the nations." Again, he's, he's speaking to all the nations. People don't realize that about the Bible. He's always thinking about everyone. And he says, "I will regather the scattered people of Judah, the Jewish people, from the four quarters of the earth, so north, south, east, and west,

• 3:30:58Speaker 04

  and re-establish them in their land a-again, and they will never be displaced again." So he says that in Isaiah, chapter 11. And, and the second time he was going to regather. And the first time was in, was in 586 B.C. When they were scattered to the Babylonian, they were conquered by the Babylonians. They were displaced from their land. Then they came back, they rebuilt the temple, you know, rebuilt Jerusalem, all that. In, um, in 30 A.D. Jesus is crucified. And the week before that, he comes in on the donkey.

• 3:31:42Speaker 04

  And he is looking out over Jerusalem and it says, he weeps over the city. And he says, if you had only known on this day, what would bring you peace? But now your enemies are going to come on you and, and scatter you to the nations because you did not recognize the time of God's coming to you. So he says that. So Jesus is crucified in 30 A.D. This is all history, like historians would not doubt this. 70 A.D. Forty years later. Okay. So 40 years was the time of the Israelites wandering in the desert when they rebelled against God. I believe from crucifying Jesus, you know, 40 years, I think God was giving to, to see

• 3:32:27Speaker 04

  their mistake. But 70 A.D. Roman general Titus marches on Jerusalem, levels the city, levels the temple. Temple still hasn't been rebuilt to this day, but the Jewish people were scattered. And for night, and, and Jesus had said that was going to happen. Isaiah, the prophet, 700 years had said that's going to happen as a sign to all the nations. From 70 A.D. to 1948, 1900 years, the Jewish people didn't have a land. They didn't have a king or a president. They didn't have a common language. I mean, when has there ever been a people scattered for 1900 years with none of that that remained a people?

• 3:33:12Speaker 04

  How could they? And yet, in Isaiah, chapter 66, again, written before Jesus.

• 3:33:22Speaker 04

  God says through Isaiah, "Can a nation be born overnight?" Of course, the answer is no. It's never happened. He said, "Yet no sooner is Zion," and Zion's the mountain on which Jerusalem is, you know, established, "in labor than she gives birth to her children." And he says, "I will bring Jerusalem back and celebrate with Jerusalem." In 1948, okay, after the Holocaust, I mean, imagine the birth pangs of this birth that's to come, evils trying to wipe out the Jewish people. And I believe because this is a major sign to all the nations.

• 3:34:07Speaker 04

  You know, it's God's sign that He cares for all nations. That's what He said it was. Jewish people from, you know, Russian Jews, German Jews, Ethiopian Jews, Australian Jews, American Jews, from all over, come back and start to resettle Israel. And in 1948, the UN declared Israel a nation overnight. I have the article in the New York Times. Wow. But God said it, you know, 2,700 years ago. Jesus said it, and then it happened. And He said it would be a sign to all the nations.

• 3:34:51Speaker 04

  So that had to happen before the end. Jesus then also said in Matthew, Chapter 24, He was talking about all the things that are going to happen in the end times. And He said something that was interesting. He said,

• 3:35:13Speaker 04

  When you see the fig tree start to blossom, you know it's spring.

• 3:35:19Speaker 04

  Even so, you know, summer is near. In the same way, when these things start to happen, this generation will not pass away until all of it is accomplished. Okay, so I always thought, well, wait a second, that's not true. Like, the generation he was talking to there did pass away, and it wasn't all accomplished. But maybe what he meant is, the fig tree, the fig tree was always a symbol of Israel.

• 3:35:52Speaker 04

  And so when the fig tree starts to blossom, you know summer's near. When the leaves come out again, when it's brought back to life. So does that mean when Israel was brought back to life in 1948? One generation? And then the question is, what's a generation? Is it a generation 70 years? Or is it everyone who was alive in 1948? And might be 100 years old, so it might be 2058? I don't know. And I don't speculate. You know, what I say to people who are like,

• 3:36:28Speaker 04

  all worried and fearful that it's gonna be the end, I say, "You're right, it's gonna happen in your lifetime. It's gonna end in your lifetime. Because we're all gonna die." So, I don't know how. You know? But we don't need to worry about that. It's like, live for what matters, and there's nothing to fear.

• 3:36:54Shawn Ryan?

  When these folks that have the hellish NDA experience, do you...

• 3:37:03Shawn Ryan?

  All of them, do the majority of them, do they convert?

• 3:37:08Speaker 04

  I mean,

• 3:37:12Speaker 04

  a lot do. Not all do.

• 3:37:18Speaker 04

  I don't know, actually, do I know anyone who's had a hellish experience?

• 3:37:27Speaker 04

  I think if they don't, they don't talk about it. They bury it and run from it. Because I can't think of anyone who hasn't. But maybe it's, maybe they just don't talk about it. I don't know.

• 3:37:42Shawn Ryan?

  Interesting. I would think they would, they would. But it sounds like everybody that you brought up had.

• 3:37:52Speaker 04

  Yeah, I mean.

• 3:37:53Shawn Ryan?

  Kind of converted.

• 3:37:55Speaker 04

  Well, and convert, I guess, what do you mean by that?

• 3:37:59Shawn Ryan?

  I mean, are they a believer now?

• 3:38:01Speaker 04

  Yeah, you know, I mean, all the people I've, just about all the people I've talked about are followers of Jesus. So they came back seeking and, you know, they discovered.

• 3:38:15Shawn Ryan?

  Let's talk, we have a couple of, of random topics to, to bring up that you thought would be a good idea. So I'm just going to bring them up. Let's talk about the Hindu man that describes the city of God.

• 3:38:28Speaker 04

  Oh, well, and this is in the category of why I wrote Imagine the God of Heaven. Like I said before, I really believe that God is raising up these testimonies all over the globe that He is the God of all nations. You know, from, from Genesis 12, like we talked about where He, He said He's going to raise up the Abraham and Sarah to bless all nations. Jesus comes, He says He laid, He took the bullet. You know, because we are all meant to be His children. And so like a good parent, He went in front of the, the line of fire. What is required for justice?

• 3:39:10Speaker 04

  And He took the bullet for us so we don't have to. And then He said, "Tell all the nations, there's forgiveness offered in My name." So again, all the nations. Revelation, chapter seven, John is seeing heaven. And He said, "There around the throne of God are people from every nation and tribe and language and people group."

• 3:39:39Speaker 04

  So God's gonna do it.

• 3:39:40Shawn Ryan?

  Uh huh.

• 3:39:41Speaker 04

  Like somehow, some way. And I think he's, I think that's part of what these near death experiences in our age of global, global communication. When, I couldn't have written this book five years ago.

• 3:39:54Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 3:39:55Speaker 04

  Because I, I interviewed this Rwandan Imam and Australian and, you know, guy in Singapore and, you know, all these people all over the world that I could interview by Zoom. And their story can be heard, but that couldn't have happened even five years ago. And so that's what I think he's doing. So I, um, Santosh became a good friend of mine, um, dear man. He, he grew up in India and Hindu background. His father was a Sanskrit scholar, so he knew the Hindu scriptures really well.

• 3:40:32Speaker 04

  He has his, um, his, his gallbladder erupted into his pancreas and caused his blood pressure to shoot up over 200. Um, or his heartbeat was like 200 beats per minute and they couldn't get it down. They couldn't operate and he coded. And he hears code blue, code blue, and then he's above his body. And this brilliant God of light, he knew was a divine light, he said. And he said, he said to me in the interview, he said, you know, I always thought when you die, it's either nothing, or maybe I would come back as another life form. He said, but that didn't happen.

• 3:41:15Speaker 04

  Instead, this, this divine light comes to him. And he said, I fell in love with this light because I knew it was good and there to protect me and, and cared about me. And he follows and he travels through, again, these tunnels that he, he said they, they went through. And he comes to this place and.

• 3:41:42Speaker 04

  He's parked up on a platform overlooking what he described it to me as a giant compound. I've been to India many times. We helped build a hospital in India. And India, if you've ever been, have you ever been? You know, they're compounds. They're high-walled, gated communities everywhere, at least where I've been. And he described it that way, but he said, "On the other side, your eyesight is like telescopic." So I could see like thousands of miles each side, and it was square-shaped, and thousands of miles, and inside just lush,

• 3:42:23Speaker 04

  gorgeous, just spectacular beauty and grounds of nature, but also these buildings of otherworldly building material. And he's a manufacturing engineer, so that's what he would notice. Otherworldly building material, these spectacular, beautiful buildings. And he saw people, he saw, and he said, "I long to go in there." He said, "I realize this is the, this is the place we all would love to be." That's what he said. And he saw 12 gates, he said, "I counted them. I could see them all, 12 gates, all the way around." And he said, "They were closed to me." And he looks at the nearest to try to find a way

• 3:43:06Speaker 04

  in, and he sees angels outside the gates. And he said, "Then I realize I'm looking at the kingdom of heaven."

• 3:43:13Speaker 04

  All right, now, what he described is to the T what John describes in Revelation, chapter 21, when he says he was taken in his spirit up to a very high mountain that others have described, these mountains taller than the Himalayas, overlooking the city. And interestingly, John says he describes the city, and somehow he reads the names on the foundation stones. How? Unless he's saying he too had telescopic vision. And this

• 3:43:48Speaker 04

  is in the Bible, right? John describes a walled gated city, square-shaped, and 12 gates, and angels outside the gates, exactly as Santosh described.

• 3:44:08Speaker 04

  Santosh had never read the Bible. All he knew was Hinduism. And then, interestingly, he's like, where am I? And he's looking around, he realizes he's up on a high platform, very high, and there's no railing. And he looks down to his left, and he says, it was hell. He said he was looking into what I think was a vision of hell. I don't think hell is right outside the city of God. And again, I think that's where time and distance and space, they work differently. But God showed him that. And he said it was an abyss.

• 3:44:50Speaker 04

  He said it was a dark, hopeless abyss, that he said had a lake of fire at the bottom. Which, even as a pastor, I thought that was metaphor. Because I was like, you can't have utter darkness and a lake of fire. The fire lights up the darkness. I don't get it.

• 3:45:09Shawn Ryan?

  Not there, huh?

• 3:45:10Speaker 04

  I don't get it, but they said it. And this is a Hindu guy.

• 3:45:14Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 3:45:15Speaker 04

  You know, this is not someone trying to prove the Bible. So, you know, there's a lot of this that changed me to kind of go, well, maybe it's not all metaphor like I thought, you know, or as much metaphor as I thought. So then Santosh is like, he doesn't want to go there. He wants to go in the city. And he's looking for another way in, and he turns and looks, and there, he said he sees a throne, and who he said he knew this was the Almighty. So this is God, and he knew the brilliant light was God, but in this case, he was in the form of a man, but giant.

• 3:46:00Speaker 04

  Which, again, I would have said like, what? But I heard so many say this, so I don't know what to do with it.

• 3:46:10Shawn Ryan?

  This is all of these...

• 3:46:15Shawn Ryan?

  Wow. So all the descriptions are very similar.

• 3:46:19Speaker 04

  Very similar, they overlap. All the ones I'm telling you have others who say the same things. Otherwise, I kind of just put them on a shelf. Until I hear multiple ones reporting the same things. I kind of put it on a shelf and like, yeah, maybe.

• 3:46:34Shawn Ryan?

  Do you have this all mapped out somewhere?

• 3:46:36Speaker 04

  Oh, I wrote two books.

• 3:46:38Shawn Ryan?

  I mean, yeah, I mean, I mean, but 1500 ish.

• 3:46:43Speaker 04

  Oh, yeah, I have. I have so many documents, just, you know, Word documents of interviews and Zoom interviews recorded and, and, you know, audio interviews recorded.

• 3:46:54Shawn Ryan?

  How were you able to map them all into?

• 3:46:59Speaker 04

  All the different commonalities?

• 3:47:00Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 3:47:01Speaker 04

  Took 35 years. I mean, I'm not kidding. It's like, I didn't just set out to do this. I'm just obsessively curious and I don't know why. I, you know, I do know why. I now know why. I think this is God's mission for me. And, you know, there were a lot of things along the way that I'd asked, like, why did I do that? Why did I become an engineer if you wanted me to start a church for skeptics? You know, like, but all of it had a reason now. I see that. You know, my engineer brain trained me, like, when things don't make sense, just hold on to them, you know, keep, keep at it until the puzzle pieces start to fit.

• 3:47:43Speaker 04

  And that's what he's used in this research too. So, real quick with Santosh. What was amazing is in the presence of the Almighty, you know, he sees, he sees, and he told me later, he believes this was the glorified Jesus on his throne. Because what he described is what John described in Revelation, chapter one, it's what Daniel described in Daniel, chapter seven. This man of light, feet glowing bronze and like, face like the sun, eyes like lightning. He doesn't always appear like that.

• 3:48:28Speaker 04

  He doesn't. But he did to Santosh. He did to Bibi in Tehran. So he appears differently at times to different people, you know, but.

• 3:48:42Speaker 04

  Santosh thinks he's gonna, he's gonna cast him into hell because he has a life review and he sees all his sins and he knows, you know, that's what I deserve. And when God speaks to him, he's, he has such, he said, "I felt such tenderness and mercy and compassion and love." He said, "Santosh, I'm sending you back to earth. And when you go back, you must love your family and especially your daughter. She needs your help right now." Which is fascinating. Yeah. I mean, you know, this is supposedly the Christian God. Here's a Hindu man, but he knows intimately what his daughter's going through and how his daughter needs her father. Isn't that amazing? You know?

• 3:49:26Speaker 04

  And he comes back and, well, first of all, when he, when he feels this compassion and tenderness and forgiveness from the Lord, he gets bold and he sees, right next to the throne, he said, he, he called it this very narrow gate or door that was open to him. It was the only one that was open into what he called the Kingdom of Heaven. And he said, "Lord, when I come back, how do I go through that door? I want to go through that, that door into your kingdom. How do I do it?" Which is interesting because God does not often give instruction or direction.

• 3:50:08Speaker 04

  And again, I think it's because he wants to know, will we seek Him? And he says, "If you seek me with all your heart, you'll find me." But he did say this to Santosh, because Santosh was thinking, you know, "What church do I go to? What mosque? What temple? What's, I'll go anywhere." And he was thinking religion, like, once a week, religion. That's what he was thinking in his mind. And the Lord said, "No, I want relationship. I want to know how honest, how sincere will you be with me? Not one day a week, 365 days a year. How sincere and honest will you be with me?"

• 3:50:47Speaker 04

  And then he said to him, "The wages of sin is death," which is a Bible verse, you know? The next part of it is, "But the free gift of God is, is forgiveness through, through Jesus." But he didn't tell him that part, which is interesting. He waited for him to come back and seek. And then he said to him,

• 3:51:12Speaker 04

  Surrender yourself to me daily and walk with me. And Santosh told me, I was actually confused when I came back because I was like, I know the gods of the Hindu scriptures and this God of light and love, this mighty, almighty giant, you know, he said he was compassionate and tender and he knew all my wrongs. I knew what I deserved and yet he forgave me. He was compassionate. Who was this? And he's seeking him. He's praying every day. I want to know you. I want to know you. Two years later, his daughter is invited to sing. She was a choral major in college.

• 3:51:54Speaker 04

  She's invited to sing in a choir at a church with her friend. Santosh goes to hear her. And when he walked in, he felt the same loving presence of that God of light. And the message that day is on the narrow gate and how Jesus is the gate through which you enter into the kingdom of heaven. And he told me, he said, I was like, this is just for me. And he goes home and he starts reading the Bible and he said, everything I experienced was in this book. And he became,

• 3:52:35Speaker 04

  he became a very devoted follower of Jesus. Now Santosh passed away last month. And yeah, it's been, it's been pretty cool because what he, what he wanted more than anything, he loved his family so much and he knew that's what God wanted him to do was to love his family. And so I've been able to be a little bit in contact with them and it's really cool to see, see them even opening up to what, what he was saying. Yeah, I'll bet, I'll bet that's. Because again, you know, it's like he, he wants, it's, you know, people get caught

• 3:53:18Speaker 04

  up in like, well, you're saying your religion is the right religion. No, no, you know.

• 3:53:25Speaker 04

  Muslims don't perfectly keep the five pillars of Islam. Buddhists don't perfectly keep the eightfold path of Buddhism. Christians and Jews don't perfectly keep the ten commandments. Atheists don't perfectly keep their own moral code. They too hurt people and do things that they later regret and have to apologize for. You know, none of us, none of us are perfect. And what God wants people to know is that He is a God who is willing to forgive all. So that we'll walk with Him, just like He told Santosh.

• 3:54:06Shawn Ryan?

  Man, you know, I was gonna go further, but that seems like the perfect way to end this. But, um, so John, if there's nothing else that you'd like to discuss, I say we cut it right there.

• 3:54:20Speaker 04

  Sounds good.

• 3:54:21Shawn Ryan?

  Well, man, I just, uh, I just want to say thank you for coming on and, and, and sharing your experiences and, and with interviewing these people and, and your take on a multitude of different subjects that I threw at you. I'm sure some of them were a surprise, but actually, there is one, there is one, uh, one last question. And that is, why did you write Imagine the God of Heaven? What was the goal behind that one?

• 3:54:51Speaker 04

  You know, Sean, it was because I, I want people to see how

• 3:55:00Speaker 04

  God gets you. And He's crazy about you, like crazy about you, which sounds weird. But what I've realized is that each one of us is unique to Him. You know, people will say to me, there are billions of people. How could He care about me? I have that same thought when I go through airports. I look at all these people, you know, and they're like, it's just a crowd to me, right?

• 3:55:25Speaker 04

  And yet, what indie ears have told me is that when, when they were with him consistently, they say, "I felt like I was the only one he loved." One, Jim Woodford said, "I, uh, I thought about others and then I realized, oh, he loves them like they're the only ones." And that's because, and, and another one, Dean Braxton told me that he, what he realized experiencing that is that God has a unique love that's only for you because no one else he created is like you.

• 3:56:04Speaker 04

  And I want skeptics to know, like when I was a skeptic, there's a ton of evidence. This is not blind faith. You know, there's a ton of evidence that this is real and this is true. So that they will put their trust in God. You know, faith, why does God care about faith? Because faith is just trust and you can't have a relationship without trust. And relationship is what God wants. And so then, you know, for others to see how the heart and the character of God is good and accessible.

• 3:56:44Speaker 04

  That, that even though it's mysterious, and I'll admit, you know, like, um, how do you hear the voice of God? How do you walk with a God you can't see and can't hear? And I go into that. Because just like communication on the other side is thought to thought, that's how God speaks to us, to our thoughts. And you have to start to learn, to discern. And as you act on those, you look back and you see, like in an amazing way, like, oh my gosh, okay. Like he is with me. And when I'm willing to listen and do what I think he's saying, he, he shows me.

• 3:57:25Speaker 04

  And, um, and so I wrote it for that reason because I want people to see that God is the God of all nations. He doesn't like one group of people more than another. One's not more special than the other. There's nothing you do, have done, or ever could do that could change God's love for you.

• 3:57:49Speaker 04

  And he proved that by taking the bullet so that he could be just. And he is just. You know, like, like wrongs have to be paid for, wrongs have to be righted to set things right. But he was willing to pay that price for us so that we can walk with him and become the people he created us to be.

• 3:58:12Shawn Ryan?

  Well, thank you for doing it. So.

• 3:58:14Speaker 04

  Thanks for having me on.

• 3:58:15Shawn Ryan?

  It's my pleasure. And once again, John, it's a real honor to have you here, so.

• 3:58:20Speaker 04

  It's an honor to be here. Thank you.

• 3:58:22Shawn Ryan?

  I hope to meet you again.

• 3:58:24Speaker 04

  Same. God bless.