#108 Dr. Jordan B. Peterson - We Who Wrestle With God

Dr. Jordan B. Peterson is a Psychologist, Best Selling Author, Professor and Thought Leader. He's taught some of the most highly regarded courses at Harvard and the University of Toronto and authored three books that have sold over seven million copies. Peterson also maintained an active clinical and consulting practice where he's helped thousands of people develop personally and professionally. Well known for his lectures, Peterson is now traveling across the world on his "We Who Wrestle With God" Tour–a continuation of his critically acclaimed seminars on the book of Genesis. Shawn Ryan Show Sponsors: https://lairdsuperfood.com - USE CODE "SRS" https://helixsleep.com/srs https://meetfabric.com/shawn https://hillsdale.edu/srs https://bubsnaturals.com - USE CODE "SHAWN" https://ShawnLikesGold.com | 855-936-GOLD #goldcopartner Jordan Peterson Links: Books - https://www.jordanbpeterson.com/books Tour - https://www.jordanbpeterson.com/events Podcast - https://www.jordanbpeterson.com/podcast IG - https://www.instagram.com/jordan.b.peterson X - https://twitter.com/jordanbpeterson Tik Tok - https://www.tiktok.com/@dr.jordan.b.peterson Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/drjordanpeterson YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/jordanpetersonvideos Please leave us a review on Apple & Spotify Podcasts. Vigilance Elite/Shawn Ryan Links: Website | Patreon | TikTok | Instagram | Download Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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• 0:01Speaker 00

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• 1:06Shawn Ryan?

  Dr. Jordan Peterson, welcome to the show. Thank you, sir. Thanks for the invitation. My pleasure. It's an honor to have you sitting here. I went to your event in Nashville, We Who Wrestle With God event. And very intriguing. I loved it, and I want to dig into some of that today. And just our previous conversation right before the show started, dig into a little bit about PTSD, is I have an audience that's very veteran-heavy, and veteran-family-heavy. And so there's a lot of people that are watching this that struggle with the aftermaths of a lifetime in combat.

• 1:49Shawn Ryan?

  And so I think that'll be very helpful. And then on top of that, my original plan was you have, you have all these kind of religious figures, philosophers, you discuss the Bible a lot, and I've seen just some really interesting content, one being, I saw a lecture of you where you talk about how the Bible references itself 65,000 times approximately. Hyperlinked. And I would like to dig into some of your personal beliefs, and maybe if there's time, a little bit about what's going on in the world, and why you think this is all

• 2:31Shawn Ryan?

  kind of happening right now. But first, let me give you a quick introduction for anybody that doesn't know who you are, which I don't imagine there will be, but Dr. Jordan B. Peterson, an author, psychologist, online educator, and professor at the University of Toronto.

• 2:52Shawn Ryan?

  The Jordan B. Peterson Podcast frequently tops the top charts in the education category and among all podcasts. You've written three books which have sold more than 7 million copies, Maps of Meaning, 12 Rules for Life, Beyond Order. For 20 years, you've taught at some of the most highly regarded courses at Harvard and University of Toronto. You've published more than 100 scientific papers, nominated for five consecutive years, is one of Ontario's best university lecturers, was one of only three professors rated as "life-changing" in the U of T's Underground Student Handbook of Course Ratings. You've

• 3:33Shawn Ryan?

  released a 17-part seminar on the biblical book of Exodus as the continuation of...

• 3:42Shawn Ryan?

  Excuse me.

• 3:46Shawn Ryan?

  And a publicly acclaimed lecturer on Genesis, 7.5 million YouTube subs, 150 million podcast downloads, 8 million IG followers. You've been a dishwasher, a short order cook, a bookkeeper, a tow truck driver, a gas jockey, bartender, plywood mill laborer, and railway line worker. Quite the resume there. You're a husband to your wife Tammy and a father of two kids, and currently on the We Who Wrestle With God tour in 2024. Am I missing anything? I'm sure I am. But, but how long have you been married?

• 4:29Speaker 03

  Got married in 1989, so I think it's coming up on 35 years.

• 4:35Shawn Ryan?

  Congratulations.

• 4:36Speaker 03

  35 years in August. Thank you. But I've known my wife for longer than that. I've known her for 52 years.

• 4:42Shawn Ryan?

  52 years.

• 4:43Speaker 03

  Yeah, we met when we were eight. We were childhood friends.

• 4:47Shawn Ryan?

  That's incredible. What would you say the secret to a successful marriage is?

• 4:54Speaker 03

  Well, being insanely attracted to your partner is helpful.

• 5:01Speaker 03

  You know, that's helpful. What else? More practically speaking, she's honest. Like, we swore when we decided to get married that we tell each other the truth. And, you know, that's a vow that has expanding benefits as your life progresses. It's very useful to be able to trust your partner. It makes your life a lot simpler, like a lot simpler. Plus, you sort things out if you tell each other the truth. It means that there's conflict when it's necessary. But there's no difference between conflict when it's necessary and thinking. They're the same thing. And so people who avoid conflict, avoid thinking, and that's

• 5:46Speaker 03

  not a good idea. You know, you have to think when things are difficult. Well, of course, there's going to be conflict. You're going to have conflict around how you discipline your children, for example, because it's hard to figure out how to do it. You can have conflict around your finances. Because you have to sort it out. And there's lots of options. And so this is one of the things people don't understand about thought. It's like... Should speech be offensive? Well, only if you want to talk about things that are difficult. Why would you talk about things that are difficult then? Well, because life's difficult. You might as well sort it out instead of running headlong into a wall or off a cliff. So, yeah, so she's very useful.

• 6:28Shawn Ryan?

  A lot of people avoid conflict. And I think a lot of that it's that's a great point. I ask this question a lot, and that's the first time I've heard, you know, live by truth. And then you got into how people avoid conflict. So my question would be,

• 6:49Shawn Ryan?

  how do you approach your wife when there is conflict?

• 6:55Speaker 03

  Well, one of the things you have to understand about women is you have to listen to them. So women are more sensitive to negative emotion than men, on average. My wife is actually pretty insensitive to negative emotion for a female. But generally speaking, women are more agreeable. That would be part of the maternal dimension of their personality. And they're more sensitive to negative emotion. So their threat detection systems. And so a woman will bring you her concerns. Now, because she's sensitive to threat, she produces a fair number of false positives, right? So she's concerned about things that maybe aren't,

• 7:39Speaker 03

  maybe it's not necessary to be concerned about. But she'll be concerned about them before you are. So women initiate about 75% of divorces, for example. And you might say, well, that means women are primarily troublesome within a relationship. It's like, well, possibly. It's also possible that they pick up what's wrong in a relationship before men do, on average. And so, and because women have to care for infants. That's why they're more sensitive to threat. That's not the only reason. They're also more sexually vulnerable. They're more physically vulnerable. Makes perfect sense that they'd be more sensitive to negative emotion. And that means that in a relationship, they serve the function of threat alert. And so a woman will be concerned about something,

• 8:22Speaker 03

  and she'll bring her concerns to her husband, and he'll try to solve the problem right away. But that's not helpful, because she doesn't know what the problem is necessarily. So she has to wander around and... Talk about all the things that might be a problem. And if you let her do that, she'll dispense with most of that. And then you can kind of zero in on what the problem might be. And then if you, like if you let the discussion unfold to that degree, then you can potentially offer a solution. But you can't do that too early. You learn this in therapy too. Like when people come to lay out their life to you, you might even know what they should do, but you can't tell them. First of all, they won't listen. Second, they're annoyed if you tell them because they need to figure it out.

• 9:07Speaker 03

  You can't steal someone's destiny from them. You know, if you solve all your children's problems for them, well, you might think, well, they have no problems. It's like, yeah, they have a problem. They don't know how to solve their own problems. That's a big problem. And so you got to back the hell off. And it's frustrating for men often to participate in that more feminine mode of approaching the world. But if you understand that a woman who's more sensitive to trouble will detect things early and that her discussion of those things that upsets her will clarify problems, maybe even before they arise,

• 9:52Speaker 03

  then you can understand that it's useful. I mean, I still have to, even after years of practicing this with Tammy, I still have to stifle my proclivity to leap to the solution. You know, but it's, you want to solve the right problem, man. So you got to listen. And my experience as a therapist indicated to me that in the typical marriage, people need to spend at least 90 minutes a week talking to each other just about their lives, just about the domestic economy, about their kids, about their relationship, just to keep everything up to date. And it's very difficult to have any true intimacy if that isn't allowed for.

• 10:36Shawn Ryan?

  Did you, I'm sorry, did you say 90 minutes a day?

• 10:39Speaker 03

  No, 90 minutes a week.

• 10:40Shawn Ryan?

  Is that rare?

• 10:43Speaker 03

  Half marriages end in divorce, so it's rare enough. You know, I mean, you might find that frustrating that you have to spend that much time attending to your domestic landscape, let's say, but it's better to do that on a regular basis than to do it in divorce court while you're paying your lawyers, you know, $500 an hour and having a custody battle for your kids for 10 years, which is not a fate that I would recommend for anyone who wants to have a happy life. So it's also the case that it's very difficult to engage in any romantic adventure with your wife if there's things between you.

• 11:25Speaker 03

  It's very hard because that's a form of play, that romantic adventure, and play is a very fragile psychophysiological state. If there's anything between you that hasn't been sorted out, you can't play. So.

• 11:40Shawn Ryan?

  Very interesting. I did not realize that was a, I mean, 90 minutes a week sounds like nothing.

• 11:49Speaker 03

  Hey, man, if it stops you, if it keeps your marriage together, it's a pretty decent investment. You know, I would say that's a minimum.

• 11:56Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 11:56Speaker 03

  But, you know, and that, and that would be 90 minutes a week that's specifically devoted to, well, like your marriage and family as a business, let's say, you know, practical affairs, practical affairs. It may take longer than that, depends on how much disarray there is in your life. But if you start hoping that it's going to be less than that, well, you drift apart too. You have to weave your stories together like a rope across your life. You have to know what your wife is up to and what she's thinking and vice versa. You have to be on board with your interpretation of the past and the present and also your aims in the future, and that's constant negotiation.

• 12:38Speaker 03

  See, you know, in our culture, we have this idiot idea that your identity is whatever you say it is. I mean, it's unbelievably immature and narcissistic. In a marriage, your identity is almost never what you say it is. You're negotiating who you are with your wife all the time and vice versa, and with your kids, for that matter, your identity.

• 13:00Speaker 03

  If you're a civilized human being, your identity is a negotiation. You know, people think, "I just gotta be me." It's like, I don't want to be around you if that's what you're like. I don't mean that you should be a pushover, and that there should be nothing in the situation for you. You know, that you live like a bitter martyr only for the pleasure of other people. That's not helpful. But being mature means negotiating your identity constantly, constantly. You know, that keeps you alert and alive, too.

• 13:32Speaker 03

  I spoke with a very wise man here, Tor Nortrand, just a week ago. And he said something interesting. You know, he said that he could see all women in his wife. And I thought, "How the hell do you figure that out?" That's a rare thing to understand. He's a very wise person, a Danish author. And if you communicate and you... Then you have all that in your relationship. You can let all that make itself manifest. And if you do that, don't box up your wife. What is it? "Peter, Peter, pumpkin eater." Put his wife in a pumpkin shell, and there he kept her very well. What does that mean? Well, that's what people do to each other.

• 14:16Speaker 03

  They put each other in a box. And they don't let... They don't let their partner or themselves out of that box, and then they get bored. Well, if you communicate with your partner and you facilitate their development, then they continually reveal new parts of themselves. And then your relationship stays dynamic and alive. And that's a good deal.

• 14:41Shawn Ryan?

  Do you think people realize they put their partners in a box?

• 14:45Speaker 03

  You can get to a very bad place, one idiot step at a time. So do you realize it? You realize what you're doing at each microstep? You may be completely ignorant of the total consequences of that. You know, like, if you want to build a pathological personality, you do that one lie at a time. And you might say, "Well, is someone with a pathological personality conscious of their pathology?" And the answer is, "No, it's ritual by that point." But they were conscious at each decision step.

• 15:18Shawn Ryan?

  Interesting.

• 15:19Speaker 03

  It's terrible. It's terrible. It's a frightening thing. This is why you shouldn't lie. So if you lie, you, well, you automate your deception. That's what you become. Then it's built into you then. It's not just some attitude you have. You rewire yourself in accordance with the lie. It's a very bad idea. If you knew what that meant, you wouldn't do it. Really. If you could understand what the full consequence of that, you'd step very carefully in your life.

• 16:27Shawn Ryan?

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• 17:08Shawn Ryan?

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• 17:52Shawn Ryan?

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• 18:34Shawn Ryan?

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• 18:50Speaker 00

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• 19:19Speaker 01

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• 19:55Shawn Ryan?

  It's interesting to see people

• 19:59Shawn Ryan?

  who

• 20:02Shawn Ryan?

  who lie. And I don't, do you, I don't know if they actually believe their own lies eventually.

• 20:09Speaker 03

  Yes, definitely.

• 20:11Shawn Ryan?

  But...

• 20:12Speaker 03

  You believe the story you tell yourself. If you tell yourself habitually, it happens very quickly. So there are experiments, for example, showing... So imagine I brought students into a classroom. And I gave them a questionnaire that assessed their political attitudes. Say with regards to abortion. And maybe they were pro-choice. And so I said, okay, now you write a 500-word essay on the contrary view.

• 20:44Speaker 03

  And then you have them come back a week later and measure their political attitudes. They tilt way over in the direction of what they wrote. So when you explicate yourself, you build the structure through which you see the world. So if you lie habitually about something, that's the world you come to inhabit. And if you do that with enough

• 21:09Speaker 03

  heart, let's say, you can live in a delusion. And then, then your perception of the world doesn't match the world. That's not a... That's like having a map of the wrong territory. That's a really good way to get lost. Like seriously lost. And then you get lost like that, you get bitter, and then you get resentful, and then... Well, then, all the real hell starts to break out. So, it's a very bad idea.

• 21:36Shawn Ryan?

  It is. I see people do it all the time on social media. They build, they, they, they lie about their background. They lie about what they own. They lie about past experiences. They lie about what happened in war. And they build this character. And I see it time and time again with, with,

• 22:02Shawn Ryan?

  I would say more, more than not, the, the, the social media phenomenons.

• 22:08Speaker 03

  And you think the social media facilitates that?

• 22:11Shawn Ryan?

  I think it, maybe. But where I'm going with this is then I see them get trapped. This has happened to friends of mine that do build a character around themselves rather than just be themselves. And they get trapped in that character. And exactly what you were talking about, they get resentful and angry at the world and, and just having to put that false cloak on every day when you wake up. They, they, they go out into the world and they're, it's a completely false person. And it, it follows them for years.

• 22:47Speaker 03

  And the resentment, that's a very good a- aspect of that.

• 22:51Shawn Ryan?

  Where I'm going with this is one particular part of the, a part of your tour that, that I went to, We Who Struggle With God, you were talking about pride. And, and where I'm going with this is the, is they live this lie and they think that they're trapped, but they're only trapped because their ego won't allow them to come out and, and tell the truth. And they just dig themselves in deeper and deeper.

• 23:21Speaker 03

  So, in the story of Exodus.

• 23:24Speaker 03

  The Egyptians are freed from the tyranny of, or the Israelites are freed from the tyranny of Egypt. But that tyranny has two elements, say, because the Pharaoh is a tyrant, but the Israelites are slaves. Like tyrant needs a slave. So they're both morally culpable. The tyrant's culpable because he's a tyrant, and the slaves are culpable because they're slaves. They're, they're, it's a dance. So Moses comes along, he's speaking on behalf of God, and he opposes the tyrants, and then he frees the slaves, frees them. They cross the Red Sea, which is a bit of a catastrophe. But they end up not in the Promised Land.

• 24:09Speaker 03

  They end up in the desert. And the reason for that is that when you abandon your tyranny, you end up in the desert. That's why people stick pridefully, one of the reasons people stick pridefully to their erroneous presumptions. It's like, once you've built that false character, you let it go. It's not like you're, you're, it's all good then. It's like, no, you're lost. And, and the Israelites, they're lost for three generations, right? So you may be so lost that you just can't get it back together in your lifetime, especially if you stick even more bitterly, let's say, to your pride. You know, because it's a real mystery. Imagine this. There's a pathway to enlightenment. Just imagine that might be the case. Of course, sages have said that forever. And you might say, well, why the hell wouldn't people just walk it then?

• 24:55Speaker 03

  If there's a pathway to enlightenment, that seems like a good deal. It's like, well, there's a lot of desert to wander through when you let go of your stupidity. And so people don't. They double down, which is what the Pharaoh does in the Exodus story. Right? And, and he doubles down 10 times until he destroys the future and his own people. That's like, that happens all the time. People do that all the time in their lives. States do it, nations do it.

• 25:26Shawn Ryan?

  I think it's sad. I have friends that do this. And I think it's, it's, I'm sad for them that they, that they put on that false cloak every day. And, and, and, and it carries on for years and years and years. And I see them. I see how exhausted they are. I mean, and that is, you know, with...

• 25:49Speaker 03

  It's very difficult to maintain a structure built on lies, eh?

• 25:52Shawn Ryan?

  You lose track of them all.

• 25:54Speaker 03

  Well, that's for sure. No kidding. No kidding. This is why in a marriage, it's just so much better just to say what you think. And, you know, I mean, without being, telling the truth is complicated. You, you can't use the truth as a weapon. Like, tell, if you're telling the truth, it's a multi-dimensional problem. Like, if I'm talking to my wife, I have to talk to her in a way, I can't use the truth as a cudgel. That's a lie. Like, then the truth isn't, it's not the truth. It's truth as weapon. Really, what I'm doing is beating her with the truth. I'm looking for a club, not the truth.

• 26:27Shawn Ryan?

  Could you give me an example of that?

• 26:29Speaker 03

  Well, maybe you're, you're trying to sort something out, even about how things are working on the domestic front, who does what job? And maybe she's doing something that isn't up to scratch, let's say, with regard to the house. Well, you could try to address that as a problem to be solved, or you could use it as an opportunity to punish and trumpet your moral superiority. And you could, you could say, "Well, I'm just telling the truth." It's like, "Yeah, well, you're not doing a very good job of it." You know, because the truth would be, "Well, I need to tell you what I think, but I have to be around you tomorrow and next week, so I should try to tell you what I think in a way that isn't gonna turn you against me."

• 27:15Speaker 03

  You know, I guess there's something in that, that's something like minimal necessary force with regard to the truth. The truth has to serve the harmony of the relationship, you know, as well as describing whatever the problem is that has to be solved. So I would say, the same with children, if you're disciplining them, you want to do that in the spirit of love. And what does that mean? Well, the reason you're disciplining them isn't to lord it over them or to indicate your moral superiority, but to put a...

• 27:47Speaker 03

  Wall up to protect them, let's say, or to specify a pathway forward that they can walk down that would be productive. And if you're not doing that, well, then you're not serving the truth in the highest sense. And so, it's, it's, it's, that's why there's a religious insistence that truth has to serve love, that the two things are united. And love means, it means care, I suppose. People often think that means the provision of security and safety, but it, love means encouragement too. Right? That's, in some ways, that's the distinction between the female role and the male role in a family. You know, or feminine and masculine.

• 28:31Speaker 03

  The feminine tends to provide security and safety, and the masculine tends to encourage and challenge. Both those are aspects of love. And that's also the case within a relationship. I mean, you want to provide your wife and her to you a certain degree of security, but you want that allied with an optimal challenge because that facilitates development. And that's, well, that's one of the things that lends life interest and adventure. So.

• 29:03Shawn Ryan?

  For somebody that is living a lie, how would you,

• 29:09Shawn Ryan?

  how would you advise them to get back to baseline?

• 29:16Speaker 03

  Well, I have a program online that's actually designed to, to deal with that problem.

• 29:26Speaker 03

  We put together, my colleagues and I, Daniel Higgins and Robert Peel. Robert Peel was my graduate supervisor at McGill, and Daniel was a student of mine at Harvard. And I've worked with these two for about 40 years now. We put together a series of writing exercises at a site called selfauthoring.com and the past authoring program helps you write an autobiography, right? Break your life into seven epochs, identify the events of emotional significance during those times, positive and negative, tell the story of your life, write it down as honestly as you possibly can, that's a good way of figuring out where you are.

• 30:10Speaker 03

  The next program in that series helps you identify your faults and your virtues in the present. So everybody has a temperament and your temperament is going to provide you with opportunities, like if you're extroverted, for example, you're going to be someone, you'll be tilted in a sales direction, you know, so that's a benefit that comes along with that temperament. Extroverts can be narcissists as well, and so that would be the sin that would be associated with that temperament. And wherever you are in the temperamental landscape, you're going to have some advantages conferred on you by those temperaments and some disadvantages, and it's useful to sort those out.

• 30:51Speaker 03

  So it's easy for creative people, for example, to be scattered. It's easy for people who are high in intelligence to be prideful, right? So that probably the biggest individual difference between people is intelligence. And you might think in some ways that that's unfair. Some people are born with an IQ of 130 and some with an IQ of, say, 70, and those are very different people. The person with an IQ of 70 is going to struggle to become literate, regardless of the amount of time they put into it, right? But the temptation that goes along with intelligence is to be prideful, right? To assume that... You should be worshipped because of your intelligence,

• 31:36Speaker 03

  or things should go your way just because you're smart, that the world should bow down at your feet, that the fact that you win arguments means that you're right. Well, that's... Anyways, the present authoring program helps people identify their faults and virtues. And then there's a future authoring program. That's the third step. You can do any of them or all of them. That helps you lay out a pathway to the future. And it's very structured. All of those are very structured because it's hard to write an autobiography. It's hard to write a plan for the future. The future plan, we've done a lot of research on.

• 32:15Speaker 03

  If a young man does the future authoring program, when he goes to college, he's 50% less likely to drop out. 50% is a lot. And grade point average goes up about 35%. The future authoring program helps people develop a vision for their life. And you actually don't have any hope or any freedom from anxiety without a vision for your future. Like, a vision for your future is the structure that provides you with hope and that regulates your negative emotion. Because it specifies a goal. Once a goal is specified, you feel positive emotion in relationship to the goal. And your anxiety is constrained because you have a direction.

• 32:59Speaker 03

  You're anxious when you have way too many directions. That's why you get anxious if your car breaks down. It's like, what do I do now? Too many pathways. You want the pathways through life collapsed to a single implementable dimension. One that goes uphill. And then when you walk uphill, so to speak, each step that you see yourself making is indexed by positive emotion. Hope, enthusiasm, meaning. So you need a vision. This isn't optional. People are very bad at this. We're very bad in our culture at helping people develop a vision. We don't actually do it with students, with kids in school. It's a blind spot that's so large that it's kind of miracle.

• 33:43Speaker 03

  So the way this program works is that... So here's the game. Okay, so you're gonna look five years out in your life.

• 33:52Speaker 03

  And you're going to treat yourself, for the purpose of this exercise, like somebody that you care for. That's a hard thing for people to do. Like, most people are reverse narcissists. Most people are harder on themselves than they are on other people. That isn't always the case. There are narcissistic people, but most people are harder on themselves than they are on other people. And they don't really believe that it would be just or good if they were successful and not miserable. You know, because they know their sins, they know the ways they've wandered off the path. They carry a lot of guilt with them. And so they don't really believe that they deserve anything good. That's a depressive temperament when it really gets out of control. So you have to put yourself in a position where

• 34:35Speaker 03

  you treat yourself like someone you care for, okay? So get in that frame of mind. All right, now, here's the deal. You can have what you want and need within the bounds of reason in five years, but you have to specify it. So if you could have what you wanted and needed, that would satisfy you, what would that be? Well, that's a complicated question. People have a hard time answering that, right? But we break it down for them too. It's like, well, if you had the family you wanted, your siblings, your parents, your wife, your kids, what would that look like, in some detail? Dream a bit. Like, if you could have what you wanted, what would it look like? With your friends?

• 35:19Speaker 03

  Same thing. You have the friends you want. People who are happy when good things happen to you, and commiserate with you when bad things happen to you, and that you can walk side by side with, and that are on your side. People don't even understand that they can choose their friends, you know? And that they have a moral obligation to do so. What would your career look like? How would you educate yourself? How would you take care of yourself mentally and physically? What would you do with your time outside of work that would be productive and meaningful? How would you serve the community? If you could have what you wanted? Well, this exercise helps people specify all that. And it's ridiculously useful. You need, to orient yourself in the world, you need a vision. It's like the development of a map. It's a map of the future. And without that, you're lost.

• 36:04Speaker 03

  And people are lost, and they blow in the wind. And then their lives are meaningless, and they feel like they're powerless. And it's because they haven't developed a vision. The people perish without a vision. It's a very old idea. It's definitely true.

• 36:18Shawn Ryan?

  There's so many directions I want to go just off that piece of conversation that we just had. One being, I want to know why so many, why you think so many people are lost, but before I lose this one, you talked about when your car breaks down. You'd talked about when there's too many directions to go, that's when people feel anxiety.

• 36:36Speaker 03

  Yeah, it's entropy.

• 36:37Shawn Ryan?

  Do you think that that is part of what's, look, the country seems to be in shambles. It's lost right now. I think a lot, it seems like half of the people want to be told exactly what to do.

• 36:51Speaker 03

  That's the slave problem.

• 36:53Shawn Ryan?

  So is that in, is that part of what is happening right now to this country?

• 36:59Speaker 03

  If you get a tyranny, you get the slave tyranny, the slave tyrant dynamic always works. Sure, people want, they want whatever they want on the sexual front, on the hedonism front, right now, with no responsibility. And tyrants make that offer. The state will take care of you. There's no reason for you to be mature. There's no reason for you to forego gratification. You can be taken care of from cradle to grave. Fair enough, you know? But the price you pay for that is that you're a slave. And inevitably, and it's worse. The religious dynamic, so imagine there, the tyrant makes an offer to the slave and the offer is

• 37:43Speaker 03

  an offer of unbridled hedonism, essentially, something like that. The tyrant always kills the the source of pleasure in the final analysis. It's like you'll be offered what will attract the immature part of you, but don't be thinking you're going to keep it, because that isn't how things work. Is why take responsibility for your life? All the responsibilities you do not shoulder will be taken up by tyrants and used against you. That's the iron law of human existence. And so Why mature? Well, because if you turn that responsibility over to someone else, they'll become a tyrant and you'll be a slave.

• 38:26Speaker 03

  And that won't work out very well for you. Because tyrants become contemptuous of their slaves. And unsurprisingly, Stalin was completely contemptuous of the Russian people. He thought they all lied and kowtowed. Why? Because they all lied and kowtowed. It wasn't that he was wrong. I mean, he produced the situation in a dance with his people, but Hitler thought the same thing about the Germans by the end of World War II. He thought contemptible people, they deserve what's coming to them. He didn't think he was wrong as the tyrant. There's always a dance between the slave and the tyrant. And the way you get out of slavery is by taking responsibility for your own destiny.

• 39:12Speaker 03

  And you do that by developing a vision. It's not optional. None of this is optional. And you might say, "Well, why bother with maturity even? If I could just have what I wanted." First of all, you aren't built so that you would be satisfied with just having what you want. Any more than a two-year-old is ever satisfied if you give the two-year-old everything he wants. All you get is an angry two-year-old if you do that. Because you don't get what you want by always getting what you want when you want it. That isn't how life works. You get what you want by molding yourself into something mature and communal and capable of sacrifice. Like, we're built for way higher order

• 39:57Speaker 03

  journey, way higher order adventure than just infantile hedonistic gratification. That's a dismal, bloody vision of the world. This is the celebration of pride, the hedonistic celebration of pride. You know, we have Pride Month. Well, what are we celebrating? First of all, how about we don't celebrate pride? Pride's a cardinal sin. And you might say, "Well, they don't mean pride. They mean, you know, it's a group of oppressed people and now they're just finding their identity and they're getting some security in that identity. And so what they mean by pride is security in that identi... It's like..." The word's pride. That's the word that was chosen.

• 40:42Speaker 03

  So I don't care what the lies around that are. And it's pride in relationship, as far as I can tell, to nothing but hedonistic self-gratification. It's like you're gonna, your identity's gonna be your sexual desire. That's your identity. Your sexual desire. So that's, sexual desire is at the center of hedonism. So that means you've reduced your identity to the most immature and hedonistic part of you. The part that would exploit someone else for your own gratification, for example. The part that would exploit you for your own gratification. And now that's your identity. And now that's what we celebrate. Yeah, no. That's a very bad idea.

• 41:27Speaker 03

  That's the worship of the golden calf. And that's what, in the Exodus story, for example, when Moses disappears, so he's the prophet of God. When, when the prophet of God disappears, the Israelites are left in the hands of Aaron, and Aaron's a political leader. And in no time flat, the political leader offers the slavish Israelites the worship of the golden calf. They're all drunk and dancing naked around the fire in a way that makes them contemptible to their enemies. That's what it says in the biblical text. You don't have to be much of a genius to understand that, you know, Rachel Levine is not exactly striking heart in the striking fear in the heart of the Iranians are so damn stupid.

• 42:14Shawn Ryan?

  I'm with you on that.

• 42:17Shawn Ryan?

  You'd also mentioned how lost people are nowadays, and, and I see it everywhere I go. Why do you think, why do you think so many people are lost and, and why are they

• 42:31Shawn Ryan?

  missing the direction that they need to?

• 42:35Speaker 03

  Well, I think, I think I know why. Because I've watched crowds of thousands of people, hundreds of times, respond to

• 42:46Speaker 03

  Certain things I've said investigating that problem.

• 42:50Speaker 03

  For, since 1960, we've insisted that the purpose of your life is a kind of hedonistic happiness, that you have rights, which includes the rights to that hedonistic happiness. The capitalist marketers certainly capitalize on that, just as much as the, you know, governmental tyrants. Rights, rights, rights. What I want right now, that, that idea of infantile consumption fundamentally.

• 43:21Speaker 03

  Well, you have rights for a particular reason, and the reason you have rights is so that you can

• 43:28Speaker 03

  shoulder your responsibilities. And you might say, "Well, I don't want to shoulder my responsibilities." But that's where all the meaning in your life is. And so when I tell people this, the, the audiences always go dead silent. It's like, "The adventure in your life will be found in responsibility." No one ever hears that. We haven't told young people that for like sixty, sixty years. You pick up the cross and shoulder it uphill, because that's where all the meaning in your life will be derived from. It's, it's in the difficulty, it's in the responsibility. It's not in the hedonistic self-gratification that, as I said, won't even satisfy a two-year-old, not in the final analysis.

• 44:11Speaker 03

  All you do is, if people just get what they want all the time, immediately.

• 44:18Speaker 03

  It's not like that ennobles their character. Like, obviously not. Your, your character is made noble by sacrifice, by the delay of gratification. That's all associated with maturity. And the community itself is a sacrificial...

• 44:35Speaker 03

  The community itself requires sacrifice on the part of the individual, obviously. Like, to be in a community is to sacrifice your individuality to the community. It's the definition of community. You know, you don't get everything you want the second you want it in your marriage. You have to take the other people into account. Well, that's a sacrifice of immediate gratification. Now, you might say, "Well, it's a good long-term deal." It's like, "Yeah, that's kind of the point." It's a good long-term deal. So you sacrifice the idiot present.

• 45:08Speaker 03

  For a good long-term deal, a good communal long-term deal. And if you do that properly, then you have a stellar reputation. Right? Because you're someone who can be counted on, relied upon. And then that also is something that provides your life with meaning. We're lost because we have no direction. We don't even believe that there is such a thing as direction. And then you might say, well, what's, what's the proper direction? The direction of maximal voluntary self-sacrifice. That's the proper direction. Every military person knows that.

• 45:40Speaker 03

  It's the core of the military enterprise. And there's obviously adventure in that. You know, there can be catastrophe in it as well, but.

• 45:50Shawn Ryan?

  I wanted to also elaborate on what you were saying at the event on pride and how pride can trigger all of the negative emotions. Depression, anxiety, you were, you went down the list. And could you please explain how that works? And, and because when you were talking about it up there, I had thought about a lot of the times that I had felt anger or regret or resentment, and a lot of that was when I refused to. It was my ego. It was my ego getting in the way.

• 46:31Speaker 03

  Okay, so I should return to one thing we discussed. So I discussed that self-authoring program. You'd asked me about lies and how people get out of it. Well, one way you get out of your web of lies is to replace it with a truthful story. And that has to cover your whole life, right? Past, present and future. And so you retool your life if you want to escape from your web of lies. And you try to do that by laying out what happened as clearly as you possibly can. Right? With no. You lay out the unvarnished truth and there's going to be real pain in that. This is a treatment for post-traumatic stress disorder, for example.

• 47:11Speaker 03

  So if you, if the terrible thing that happened is in the past, because you don't want to do this if it's too soon. You know, you have these psychologists who rush in to schools during a shooting and have the kids talk about it. All that does is make it worse. Like, it's a traumatic event. If you dwell on it while it's happening, it makes it worse. Now, if it's something that's five years distant and still a hot memory, it's something that has to be confronted. Then you go and write it down in painful detail and try to assess exactly what happened and why you acted the way you acted.

• 47:55Speaker 03

  And that can be curative, but that's painful. It's painful in the short term. And the research on these sorts of programs shows that if you have people write about a traumatic experience, let's say, that it worsens their mood in the short term. It's not surprising. That's why they want to avoid thinking about it to begin with, but the long-term consequences are positive. So if you've encountered something traumatic, it's like you've, there's an abyss in your life and you had fallen into it. And the reason you're still upset about that is because you don't know why you fell into it. And so your brain, your mind, your soul is warning you. It's like, you fell into a pit, buddy, and you don't know why. And so you could fall into it again.

• 48:40Speaker 03

  And so I'm not going to let you forget it. You have to figure out why you fell into that pit. And if you've done something particularly terrible, then that's a very deep pit. And that's very, very hard on people. It's very common for soldiers, for example, to develop post-traumatic stress disorder when they watch themselves do something they can't believe they could do. And it flips their understanding of themselves upside down. They don't know who they are. And they also don't know who other people are. And they don't know what the world's like. It's not what they thought it was, that's for sure. And there's a lot more to them on the dark side, let's say, than they could have ever imagined. It's like, that's definitely the case. Well, how do you come to terms with that? Do you come to terms with that fundamentally? The deeper the trauma, the more a religious...

• 49:26Speaker 03

  Approach is necessary. Because if you're traumatized, you're in the landscape of good and evil. Right? You're traumatized by an encounter with evil. It's not mere tragedy. It's not just that something bad happened to you. Bad things happen to people all the time without them being traumatized. Usually if someone's traumatized, they've been bit by malevolence. Might be their own, might be someone else's. They've been bit by malevolence, they don't know what to do with that. They don't know what to do with the reality of evil. One of the things you do with the reality of evil is start to understand the mythological landscape. And that is the landscape of good and evil. And then you have to start to understand what good means and what the pathway back there is. You know, part of the religious enterprise, the Christian enterprise, deals with this very forthrightly.

• 50:11Speaker 03

  It's like people can wander very badly off the path and end up in places they can't tolerate being. How do you get back? Confess. Repent. Atoned. That's exactly right. What's the confession? Well, what do you do? Everything. What do you do? Okay? Repent. Well, could you set yourself up so you wouldn't do that again? How would you have to change yourself, the way you look at the world, so that you don't fall into that pit again? Atoned. What do you have to do to make it good, to make it right? And if you don't do that, then, well, then you're stuck in hell.

• 50:53Shawn Ryan?

  Do you think there's always a way to make it right?

• 50:57Speaker 03

  You could pray that that was the case. They promise, like, the Christian promise is that the answer to that is yes. But the depth of the confession and the difficulty of the repentance and atonement is proportional to the magnitude of the sin. So that's rough, but it makes sense, right? If you did something terrible, it's not going to be easy to fix it. But that doesn't mean you. The Christian insistence is that there's always a pathway back.

• 51:33Shawn Ryan?

  I have a friend that's coming on, and he's going to be here towards the end of this year. And he was a SEAL.

• 51:42Shawn Ryan?

  And generally with the special operations crowd, I do a, if I have a guest on from that community, it's a life story. And there's so much truth that comes out of those interviews. And it's almost turned into like a therapy session.

• 52:02Speaker 03

  Yeah, that's the confession.

• 52:05Shawn Ryan?

  I have somebody coming on who had to, maybe he didn't even have to. I didn't, I told him I didn't want to have the entire conversation on the phone and that if he wanted to have it here, then we could have it here. And he says he does, but he killed a child. And it's stuck with him for years. It's haunted him. How do you?

• 52:39Shawn Ryan?

  How do you make that right? How do you make something like that right?

• 52:46Speaker 03

  I would say in a situation like that, the devil's in the details, right? So if I was working with someone like that, the first thing I would find out is, well, what happened? Because you need to know the details, you know, because, for example, in the story that you laid out, I don't know if that was, how much of that outcome could be attributed to the situation?

• 53:12Shawn Ryan?

  Well, let's, let's just say it was a justified kill. But yet, it still haunts him. I think it probably haunts a lot of the team members that were a part of that operation. And, but whether it was justified or not, he's still struggling with it.

• 53:30Speaker 03

  Yeah.

• 53:31Shawn Ryan?

  He doesn't feel, I don't want to speak for the man, but it obviously bothers him because it got brought up right away. And, and, and he wants to, he wants to bring that up here. And so.

• 53:49Speaker 03

  Well, what would I investigate then?

• 53:56Speaker 03

  So imagine he's torturing himself. And imagine he's doing that in a way that is counterproductive. And that's also counterproductive in relationship to his family.

• 54:08Speaker 03

  Is that helping or making it worse? Right? I mean, so that's something to think about. It's this isn't. I mean, I'm speaking hypothetically because obviously I don't know this person. I don't know what their situation is, but almost everyone has other people depending on them. You know, and if you

• 54:26Speaker 03

  overburden yourself with guilt and take yourself out, you're going to hurt people around you. So you have a moral obligation to not do that if you can avoid it. So that's one of the things I would investigate to begin with. I would find out exactly what happened. What were the situational requirements? Conscientious people tend to overestimate their culpability in any given situation and downplay the situational factors. And that's called the fundamental attribution error. And it's particularly true for conscientious people. So I do a very careful analysis of the situation and find out, well, was it likely that anyone would have done that in that situation? Okay, well, then, then, well, then you there's another problem that comes along with that, which is, well,

• 55:10Speaker 03

  what does it mean about life that you can be in a situation where you have to do something terrible to proceed? That's a religious question to some degree. And and there are ways of addressing that. In terms of atonement,

• 55:25Speaker 03

  likely what I would have him do is I would ask him to begin with, at least is like, well, imagine that you were counseling one of your friends who has this problem. And you wanted to help him calculate a pathway forward that would enable him to.

• 55:42Speaker 03

  Get on with his life. What would you require from him? What sacrifice would you require for him? You know, because people will often burden themselves with an impossible moral task. And it's not helpful. You're not, you're not... It's not right to take yourself out of the game. Right? So...

• 56:04Speaker 03

  I can't be much more specific than that, because the devil's always in the details. It has to be personalized. One of the things that I've done with people who've had post-traumatic stress disorders, I've familiarized themselves with the literature of horror. That's very useful. So there's a book called Ordinary Men, that details how a battalion of German police officers were turned into the murderers of naked pregnant women in Poland, one step at a time. There's a book called The Rape of Nanking, which is about what the Japanese did in China at the run-up to the Second World War. The woman who wrote that, Iris Chang, she committed suicide. It's a rough book.

• 56:49Speaker 03

  Human beings have a very dark side. And now and then, what happens to someone who's traumatized is they run into that dark side. Well, how would that be conceptualized religiously? Well, if you meet Satan at the crossroads, there's no necessity that you're going to recover from that. Like, these are realities. In fact, they're the deepest realities. That's why people break apart in a situation like that. They come across something that's so dark that they just can't function. Well, the first thing to become aware of is that's actually how the world is constituted. It's constituted as a landscape of good and evil. We're very bad at teaching people that. We portray it in our movies, always.

• 57:34Speaker 03

  In action-adventure stories, always, a landscape of good and evil. A mythological quest, The Lord of the Rings, The Hobbit, The Marvel Universe, you know, those are all landscapes of good and evil. What we don't understand is, that is the landscape. Now, partly, we don't understand it because we're in pumpkin shells. Right? It's like, you know, normal, middle-class existence. There's not much good in it, in the extreme sense. There's not much evil in it, in the extreme sense. It's all middle-of-the-road. But that's not life. And if you're in that pumpkin shell and you're naive and then you encounter life, it's like, well, good luck to you, because you are completely without resources in

• 58:19Speaker 03

  in relationship to how to deal with that.

• 58:22Speaker 03

  People have an immense capacity for darkness.

• 58:27Speaker 03

  But it's bottomless. It's bottomless. No matter how bad you think someone can act, there's something someone did that was worse than that, and no one wants to go there. And people, even when they conceptualize themselves, when people read the history of Nazi Germany, they always think they're Schindler. They always think that they're the person who would have saved Anne Frank in the Netherlands. They never read history as a perpetrator. That would, I wouldn't have done that. It's like, did you watch people during the pandemic? In Canada, thirty percent of my neighbors were thrilled that they had the opportunity to inform on their, on the people around them. Thrilled.

• 59:09Speaker 03

  They would have worn those goddamn masks for the rest of their life if the payoff would have been they could feel morally superior and inform. And so, you know, people have a very dark side. And see, once you start to understand that, it also lifts the moral burden off you to some degrees. Like, well, you aren't who you think you are. You're way worse and way better. And that's, your friend, for example, he discovered that. He discovered he was way worse. It's like, yeah, that's, that's the world. That's reality. Okay, now you know that. Now you know that. You're no longer naive. You might say that. What do you do about that? Well, that's the next question. The antidote to evil is good. And good is, good is deeper than evil.

• 59:54Speaker 03

  I don't know how good your friend would have to be in order to free himself from his entanglement. You know, maybe he has to become a saint, so to speak. Could be. There's a lot of atonement there.

• 1:00:13Shawn Ryan?

  I think the, the fact that...

• 1:00:20Shawn Ryan?

  I appreciate the fact and people who think like that because so many people just justify their

• 1:00:29Shawn Ryan?

  their wrongdoings to in their head. They justify why they did it and they they look for reasons to convince themselves on on why they're why they're sinning. Why do you think people, why is it so hard for people to just admit wrong? Instead of justifying?

• 1:00:50Speaker 03

  Well, so that that's related to that question you had about pride.

• 1:00:56Speaker 03

  We like to be right.

• 1:00:59Speaker 03

  If I'm right and you're wrong, I don't have to change. And so that's pretty convenient for me because change, there's a desert part of change. Like if I have to change, I have to fall apart and then I have to put myself back together. It's very annoying to fall apart. You know, if you're arguing with your wife and it turns out you're wrong, then you have to go figure out why you're wrong. God only knows why you're wrong. Like maybe it's a deep wrong, maybe it's a pattern. And you have to take, maybe 10% of you has to go, something like that. And that's a kind of death. It's really hard. And so people will insist that they're right so they don't have to change. Because change involves sacrifice, change involves death. When you learn something new, the stupid part of you has to go.

• 1:01:45Speaker 03

  And it has to die. And that's actually painful. You might have put a lot of work into that stupid part of yourself. You know, and then you have to let it go. And then it's not like you're, like I said, it's not like you're better as soon as you let it go. It's no, you're just lost on that front. And you have to figure out what to do instead. In the religious orientation, what you try to do is you try to replace insisting that you're right with trying to find out how to be right. And that's the opposite of pride. That's humility. It's like, okay, there's some pathway forward here that I could.

• 1:02:22Speaker 03

  Journey down, if I could only specify what it was. My wife has started praying the rosary, and she does that every morning for about an hour. It takes her about an hour to orient herself properly, because she's trying to be grateful. Practice it. Practice it, right? To orient herself upward, to commit, to recommit to the truth. That's the attempt to find the right pathway, rather than to insist that the one you're on is already right. It's a completely different orientation. In the Christian landscape, that's something like Christ within me and not me, not my will. Well, what does that mean? Well, it means you replace what you want

• 1:03:07Speaker 03

  with the attempt to do what's right. Well, what's right? Well, truth. So in our conversation, how I weigh my words. I'm trying to find the words that are solid. That's the pathway forward. Each word is a stone on the water that specifies the pathway, through chaos even. You know, if you're in a tight situation, you should be very careful with what you say, especially if you're around dangerous people, say. And so you weigh your words, and that's an attempt to find the pathway forward, instead of to insist that you're right, you know, in your current configuration. It's a form of faith too,

• 1:03:52Speaker 03

  because you might say, well, do you want to put faith in who you are? Or do you want to put faith in who you could become? And it's way better to put faith in who you could become. That's a much better deal. Then you can give up who you are. You've put your faith in the right place. You don't have that tyrannical insistence that you're right all the time. When I'm dealing with my wife, like, we're trying to sort something out, what's my aim? I want to sort this out so we don't have to fight about it anymore. I want to put it right. And if I have to give up something stupid that I'm doing to put this right, that's okay, because what I'm aiming at is... Peace and tranquility and romantic adventure.

• 1:04:35Speaker 03

  And that's the pathway that I want to take forward. And if I have to give up something idiotic about myself to make that happen, I'd like to find out what it is, so I can get rid of it as fast as possible. That's a sacrificial offering. Right? There's an insistence in the biblical corpus that sacrifice is the pathway forward. There's no difference between that and maturation. There's no difference between that and work. Those are sacrificial offerings, right? They're delay of gratification. So you sacrifice what you want, that's what you do when you work. You delay gratification, you sacrifice what you could be having right now for the future. It's a sacrifice.

• 1:05:17Speaker 03

  That's, that's the communal... That's the communal orientation of human beings, that sacrificial pathway. And if you're smart, you look for what you can sacrifice. Why? To replace it with something better, always. And that's your upward aim, and that can be the antithesis of that sort of pride.

• 1:05:40Shawn Ryan?

  Do you think that's a good thing? Sacrificing for the future. I, I personally struggle with this, because there's the live in the now, which, when I can do it, I feel great. And then there's the sacrifice for the future, which we all do through work.

• 1:06:00Speaker 03

  So, the, the Sermon on the Mount is about that. So, the, the central idea in the Sermon on the Mount is that you should aim up, and then you should concentrate on the present. Then you get to have your cake and eat it too. But the first thing is that you aim up. So, you want to orient yourself, so that everything you do is in keeping with an upward aim. Then you can concentrate on the present. And that's...

• 1:06:29Speaker 03

  That's, that's, that's the best possible pathway forward.

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• 1:07:33Speaker 03

  So what does it mean to aim up? That's, you might ask that. Well, in the final analysis, it means to align yourself with the spirit of God. But if you want to bring it down to earth, it's like, well,

• 1:07:48Speaker 03

  there's undoubtedly some things you're doing that you know aren't optimal. And you could aim at improving those. Well, that's an upward aim. And you could imagine that the sum total of all those incremental improvements is the upward aim. You know, and that as you make an improvement, you get better at seeing the next step upward. The, the ultimate upward aim is,

• 1:08:16Speaker 03

  what would you say? The heavenly city on the hill. It's something like that. It's, it's existence that would be optimal for you and optimal for everyone else. But that's a, that's a receding goal, right? That's a kind of impossible heaven. But it's the thing that sort of stands behind all your proximal aims. Want to aim upward and then you can concentrate on the present. You know, so what I'm trying to do in this discussion, and I'm sure you are, is what are you trying to do in this discussion? You're trying to have an honest discussion. Okay, why? Why?

• 1:08:51Shawn Ryan?

  I want to learn from you.

• 1:08:52Speaker 03

  Why?

• 1:08:53Shawn Ryan?

  I want to improve my life.

• 1:08:55Speaker 03

  Okay, and you're bringing other people along on that trip?

• 1:08:58Shawn Ryan?

  Yes.

• 1:08:59Speaker 03

  Why is it useful to bring other people along?

• 1:09:02Shawn Ryan?

  Because it improves their life.

• 1:09:04Speaker 03

  Okay, and is there something meaningful in that?

• 1:09:07Shawn Ryan?

  Absolutely.

• 1:09:08Speaker 03

  Okay, so that's a mystery. I talked to Jocko Willink, and Jocko wanted to be a soldier from the time he was like three. And he's a complete bloody monster, you know, he's four feet thick and rampaging. And he said he could have easily been a criminal. He's a disagreeable militaristic guy. He went off to train and he found that it was, he really liked mentoring young men. That was way better than being a criminal. He found a better pathway. You know, in these discussions that you're having with the people you bring on here, like you said, you're trying to learn. So you're trying to shed your stupidity and move uphill. But at the same time you're doing that, you're engaged in a communal endeavor.

• 1:09:51Speaker 03

  Right? Because you're helping other people do that too. And so then you've got this great alignment between what's good for you and what's also good for everyone else. That's a good deal. God comes to Abraham as the voice of adventure.

• 1:10:07Speaker 03

  So Abraham is rich and he's 70 years old when the story starts. He spent his whole life in his father's tent, just living a hedonistic and secure life. And there's no reason for him to do anything else because his parents are rich. But God comes along and says, get the hell out of your zone of security. Leave your parents, leave your tent, leave your community, go out into the world. And Abraham agrees. He commits to it and he makes the sacrifices along the way that are necessary in expanding.

• 1:10:43Speaker 03

  Cada sacrificio que marca su camino hacia adelante requiere un mayor rendimiento. Se cumple en la ofrecida de su hijo. Dios le dice que sacrifique a su hijo a Dios. Y así es la culminación del proceso sacrificial. Pero Dios hace un acuerdo con Abraham. Es un acuerdo tan genial. Esto es una cosa maravillosa de entender. Así que imagina que hay un instinto en tu hijo que causa a ese hijo a empujarse a su límites y a desarrollarse, a ser maduro, a ser independiente. Imagina que te eduques como padre, ¿verdad? Así que te desafiarás a tu hijo porque quieres que pueda soportar el peso de la existencia por sí mismo.

• 1:11:26Speaker 03

  Pero más que soportarlo, soportarlo de una manera aventuradora.

• 1:11:32Speaker 03

  Dios viene a Abraham como la llamada del espíritu de aventura. Y él hace un acuerdo con Abraham. Él dijo: "Si te mantienes en el espíritu de aventura, con todo corazón, y haces los sacrificios que son necesarios, no importa lo que sean, serás una bendición para ti mismo. Tu nombre se convertirá en renombrado, así que tendrás una reputación. Estabas establecerás algo permanente que sea bueno, y lo harás de una manera que sea buena para todos los demás. Y que todo esté alineado con ese espíritu de aventura. Ahora, eso es un buen acuerdo. Creo que es verdad. Si no es verdad, significaría que

• 1:12:12Speaker 03

  lo que nos llama a desarrollarnos no está alineado con la vida comunitaria, la sociedad, o con lo que es bueno para otras personas. Podría fácilmente ser el caso de que si te tratabas a ti mismo correctamente, en el sentido más alto, que eso estaría alineado perfectamente con las necesidades más profundas de otras personas.

• 1:12:36Speaker 03

  Y esa es la armonía divina que está en oferta, en el lado religioso de las cosas. Eso está asociado con lo que es bueno. Y me parece... Me parece verdad. Sabes, diría que para tu amigo que cometió este terrible pecado es que su camino hacia adelante es jurar hacer lo que es bueno.

• 1:13:02Speaker 03

  And I don't know how deeply he has to swear that. It would be commensurate with his error. And that could be of great benefit to him to some degree because it's a very rare person who becomes good without, you know, running into Satan at the crossroads. You're not serious enough before then. You don't take yourself seriously enough. Think, well, what does it matter? What does it matter what I do? I'm just one dust speck among eight billion. You know, it's like, no, if you start to see yourself as... What would you say? The author of all evil? That's a good one. You might just start taking yourself with a certain degree of seriousness. And then you can do a lot of good.

• 1:13:46Shawn Ryan?

  Let's go back to post-traumatic stress. I've done three and a half years of therapy, twice a week. I've done psychedelics treatments, therapies. I've done, I've explored all kinds of different ways to overcome post-traumatic stress, TBI. But let's just concentrate on post-traumatic stress. It always seems to go back to childhood. Everybody I've talked to, their therapist starts them at childhood. I started at childhood. Then, when I got into, when I started researching the psychedelic therapy,

• 1:14:30Shawn Ryan?

  and I started interviewing people about it, a lot of the visual experiences that they relive is not wartime. A lot of it is, I would say more than not, our childhood memories. Why?

• 1:14:49Speaker 03

  The psychoanalysts would have called that a complex. Well, imagine that it's the same as a portal into hell, I suppose. That's another way of thinking about it. All things you haven't dealt with are the same thing.

• 1:15:07Speaker 03

  Why? Well,

• 1:15:10Speaker 03

  all things you haven't dealt with are things you don't understand. Well, how can you classify things that you don't understand? Because you don't understand them. Well, you classify them with negative emotion. That's the class. The class of all things that produce negative emotion. Okay, what's at the core of that? The deepest hell you've managed to fall into. What's associated with that? Everything you haven't dealt with in your life.

• 1:15:34Speaker 03

  Right?

• 1:15:36Speaker 03

  So...

• 1:15:40Speaker 03

  That, if you encountered something particularly traumatic, it would aggregate everything that was partially traumatic around it. It's something like that, because it's the same thing. It's all those places in your life you did not traverse properly.

• 1:15:56Speaker 03

  Right? And those all have to be mapped, because otherwise they're pitfalls. And that's how your psyche responds to them. There are dragons there. Look out. Do you have to sort that all out? You do if you don't want to carry it with you. You have to sort everything out that you don't want to carry with you. That's partly why the Catholics insist on confession. It's like, "What did you do wrong this week?"

• 1:16:24Speaker 03

  "Well, I don't want to think about that." It's like, "Fair enough," but then you carry it.

• 1:16:29Speaker 03

  It's very difficult to keep... And this is the same thing in marriage. This is why you talk for 90 minutes. It's like to keep things from aggregating.

• 1:16:39Speaker 03

  So... The small things that you avoid collect in your closet. And in the closet, they turn into a monster. And then one day, when you're weak, they come leaping out of the closet and devour you. That's an ancient story.

• 1:17:00Speaker 03

  So when you were with the psychedelic experiences, you said that there was a relationship between childhood experiences and the traumatic experiences that you were describing. Is that something that you experienced in a rush? Like, how did those connections make themselves manifest?

• 1:17:20Shawn Ryan?

  With me, there was not really any connection. It was more chronological order. And I don't understand what the connection is. And that's why I'm asking you, is because

• 1:17:35Shawn Ryan?

  it's a trend that I see when I talk to gents about this type of stuff. It's always, it always seems to go back to childhood.

• 1:17:46Speaker 03

  You know, that's what Freud observed. Well, it's because

• 1:17:51Speaker 03

  everything that you don't, everything you've encountered in your life that you don't understand is traumatic to some degree. Merely because you don't understand it. It's unmapped. You haven't coped with it properly. You don't know how to deal with it. And so

• 1:18:11Speaker 03

  all of those things are tagged pretty much forever with anxiety, with entropy. Like, they are entropy itself. They're confusion itself. And you have to make the world out of that. So the great hero creators of the cosmos in the mythological world are always those who face the dragon of chaos, who cut it into pieces and make the world out of the pieces. It's the oldest story we know. It's the dragon fight in its most fundamental sense. A dragon is a monster that's composed of monstrous parts. And monstrous parts are parts that are terrifying, but that also don't...

• 1:18:55Speaker 03

  Like, a monster is something that's an aggregate of the... A monster is an aggregate of the incomprehensible. That's a good way of thinking about it. And so, everything that's happened to you that's incomprehensible is going to be part of that monster.

• 1:19:11Speaker 03

  And you have to deal with all of it? Well, you either deal with it or you don't. And if you don't deal with it, you carry it with you. That's how it goes. That's how it works.

• 1:19:24Speaker 03

  It could easily be too that, you know, people who were primed, let's say, for post-traumatic stress disorder had a sequence of traumatic occurrences in their past that have already

• 1:19:40Speaker 03

  cracked them in some ways.

• 1:19:47Shawn Ryan?

  I want to switch gears now. I want to get into

• 1:19:52Shawn Ryan?

  the lecture that you gave about how the Bible references itself approximately 65,000 times. And you had a great visual, which

• 1:20:05Speaker 03

  Yeah, it's a great visual, eh?

• 1:20:07Shawn Ryan?

  It's, it's, it was, it was very captivating. And could you elaborate on that a little bit?

• 1:20:14Speaker 03

  Well, the first thing we could say is that the Bible is the world's first hyperlink text. Because many of the verses refer to many other verses. And that means it's a very complicated text because you can find your way through it many, many ways. Like, the more a text is cross-referenced, the more pathways through it there are. And you can imagine that that explodes exponentially. So you might say, well, what does a Bible verse mean? And the answer is, well, it means whatever it means in reference to all of its cross-references. And then each of those cross-references has cross-references. So it's a web. It's a web of meaning, a very complex web of meaning. And so

• 1:20:58Speaker 03

  that's what makes it deep, technically speaking. Okay, so, so what does that mean? This is a good way of understanding a symbol. See if I can explain this properly. Imagine that you have a belief of any sort.

• 1:21:18Speaker 03

  Then imagine that there are other beliefs that are statistically likely to co-occur with that belief. Right? So if you believe one thing, here's four other things you're likely to believe. And then each of those four has four things, four beliefs that are likely to occur with them. That's what you'd say if someone was conservative. Right? If you know one of their beliefs, you can predict many other beliefs. Or if they're liberal.

• 1:21:42Speaker 03

  Every idea, no idea exists independently. It exists in a web of ideas. That web is something like the statistical probability that another idea will co-occur with that idea. That's what the large language models map. They map that mathematically. So here's a way of thinking about it. Imagine a word like, uh, um, hilt. Like the hilt of a sword. H-I-L-T. Well, how do you know that's a word? Well, you know the meaning of the word, but you also know it's a word because a word is identifiable because of the statistical regularities between the letters. You know perfectly well that Z-Q-N-X is not a word.

• 1:22:29Speaker 03

  Why? Well, because there's no word that has that statistical relationship. There's no word that's four consonants, not one. You have to have a vowel in your word. So one of the ways that helps you identify a word is your understanding of the statistical regularity between the letters. So, um, the word C-I-L-T, that's not a word. But it's quite a lot like a word. It's a lot more like a word than Z-Q-N-X. So

• 1:22:59Speaker 03

  a word has predictable statistical relationships between its letters. Words exist in relationship to each other. Patterns of words exist in relationship to other patterns of words. Paragraphs exist in relationship to paragraphs. All that's a mathematical domain of statistical regularity.

• 1:23:26Speaker 03

  That's what a symbol is.

• 1:23:29Speaker 03

  A symbol is the complex of ideas that are associated with a particular idea. And so, when you're exploring the symbolic landscape, say, of the biblical stories, you're exploring this statistical relationship between all the ideas. That's a reality, that statistical relationship. It's a reality. It's like, does a witch live in a swamp or a high-rise? Well, witch lives in a swamp. You know that. Well, why? Well, because in portrayals of witches from time immemorial, witches are likely to be in swamps. So when you think witch, that's one of the things you sort of think along with it. And everything we think is like that. And the...

• 1:24:15Speaker 03

  Part of what the biblical corpus is, is a walk-through...

• 1:24:21Speaker 03

  How would you say it? It's a walk-through

• 1:24:27Speaker 03

  the patterns of character and order that have been reliably observed to exist, to coexist over thousands of years. That's a good way of thinking about it. So here's an example. This is very complicated, but here's an example. So I talked about God. God for Abraham was the spirit of adventure, the call to adventure. This is a definition. This is very much worth knowing, because people have no idea what to do with the concept of God. It's like, God's the call to adventure. That's a definition. Okay, but that's not all. So, God for Noah wasn't the call to adventure, not exactly. For Noah, God was the call to batten down the hatches when chaos looms.

• 1:25:13Speaker 03

  So imagine that you're a wise man, which is how Noah is portrayed in the story. So you've actually... You see things straight. You're wise for your time and place, which is how Noah is described. Your eyes are open. And you get an intuition that all hell is about to break loose. And so you take the appropriate precautions. Okay, God is defined in that story as the spirit that comes to the wise to have them prepare in times of trouble. And then the co-occurrence of those stories is the insistence that the call to adventure and the call to prepare are the same thing. That's the monotheism that's underneath it. Right, and so what the biblical corpus is doing is aggregating visions of what's highest

• 1:25:58Speaker 03

  and making the presumption that they're all manifestations of a unity. Now, the alternative is that it's a plurality, right? I mean, you're going to cope with this one way or another. Like, either everything that calls to you morally is the manifestation of one thing in some complex manner, or there's a plurality of moralities. Those are the only options. The monotheistic insistence is that what's highest is, in the final analysis, one thing. So what else? So how else is it portrayed in the Old Testament stories? God is the voice of conscience. That's another portrayal. And so you could say, God is the voice of conscience. God is the impetus to prepare in times of chaos, and God is the call to adventure. And that's all the same God.

• 1:26:43Speaker 03

  It's just manifesting itself. The same spirit is making itself manifest in different conditions. In the Christian corpus, God is identical with voluntary... God is the spirit of voluntary self-sacrifice. Right, right. And that's the same as the spirit of adventure. And that's the same as the voice of conscience. And that's the same as the voice of prudence during times of chaos. It's all the same thing. And that's... I think that's right. I think it's... I think that's exactly right.

• 1:27:20Shawn Ryan?

  What was the... If you know, what was the most referenced verse in the Bible? If I remember it, the graph showed-

• 1:27:30Speaker 03

  Yeah, that's a good question. I don't know the answer to that, actually.

• 1:27:34Shawn Ryan?

  It was very, uh, yeah, it was-

• 1:27:36Speaker 03

  See, that's a very good question, because that's actually one way of determining what idea is central. Right? Because some ideas are going to be more central than others.

• 1:27:45Shawn Ryan?

  At the bottom of the visual aid, there was, it showed-

• 1:27:50Speaker 03

  The length, the number of connections, the number of cross-references, yeah.

• 1:27:54Shawn Ryan?

  It was right smack dab in the middle. There was one that had to be at least double the length of all the others.

• 1:27:59Speaker 03

  Yeah, yeah, right, right.

• 1:28:01Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah, that would be interesting to know.

• 1:28:02Speaker 03

  Yeah, that's for sure, that's for sure.

• 1:28:03Shawn Ryan?

  Did you put that together?

• 1:28:04Speaker 03

  No, no, someone, I found that online. You can find it online if you look up biblical- graph of biblical cross-references, it'll pop up right away. Something you can probably find for this podcast and show people. Yeah, it's great, it's great, it's great.

• 1:28:20Shawn Ryan?

  I'll find it.

• 1:28:21Speaker 03

  Your brain is organized like that too, by the way. So it's, every neuron isn't connected to every other neuron. That isn't how it works. That's too much connection. Actually, that's what starts to happen in a psychedelic experience. Is that the number of connections increases dramatically. That's partly why there's that overwhelming sense of increasing meaning. So, but you don't want everything to be connected to everything else. I mean, that's part of the pathology of the modern world. We're connecting everything together. It's like, that's a little too much connection. It's insanity-making. Right? We may be driving ourselves mad with the interconnectivity online.

• 1:29:03Speaker 03

  You know, it's a great way of educating yourself. It's a great way of having access to information, but I'll tell you, man, it's a great way of being connected to all sorts of things you don't want to be connected to. And-

• 1:29:16Speaker 03

  It isn't obvious which of those is going to get the upper hand. You know, like, I'm not... It isn't obvious to me that Twitter could be good. See, because I'm afraid that the social... Like, let's take Twitter, for example. Twitter is speech without responsibility. Speech without responsibility might be fatal. You know, and I'm saying that as an advocate of free speech, but there's a very big difference between free speech on Twitter and the free speech you and I are engaging in right now. Like, you're sitting right there. There's a lot of things that I'm not going to say to you. Like, not because I'm hiding, but like, I'm going to be polite.

• 1:29:57Shawn Ryan?

  There would be an immediate consequence.

• 1:29:59Speaker 03

  There would... Definitely.

• 1:30:01Shawn Ryan?

  There is no immediate consequence on Twitter.

• 1:30:03Speaker 03

  Well, worse. The consequence of being psychopathic might be positive on Twitter. Right? Whenever the psychopaths get the upper hand, society dies. And it could be... Like, I'm afraid of this. I think it's possible that social media enables the psychopaths. Fundamentally.

• 1:30:27Speaker 03

  It's very worrisome. I mean, there are a lot of bad actors on... Well, you know, you read comments. You know.

• 1:30:35Speaker 03

  People need a slap.

• 1:30:37Shawn Ryan?

  Yes, I do.

• 1:30:38Speaker 03

  They certainly do. And there's no way of administering said slap. And so, one of the consequences of that, for example, many psychological commentators had made this point. Twitter devolves into female aggression.

• 1:30:53Speaker 03

  So, females, when they're aggressive, they use reputation-savaging gossip and innuendo. It's unbelievably corrosive, because they can't engage in physical combat. And so, that makes female antisocial behavior unbelievably pernicious and difficult to regulate.

• 1:31:16Speaker 03

  Twitter enables gossip, reputation, savaging and innuendo unconstrained. So what does that mean? It means everybody who tilts in that direction has free rein. But it also means that even if you don't tilt in that direction, it's gonna tilt you in that direction. So, and we don't know, these are unbelievably powerful communication systems. You know, you can write something casual that a million people will read. Well, maybe you shouldn't ever write something casual that a million people should read. Maybe that's a reason for it not to be casual. Maybe if we have a technology that enables people to discuss things casually with a

• 1:32:00Speaker 03

  million people, we just all die. Like, that could be. We have no idea what we're doing with these transformations of communication. We have no idea. It's very difficult to be on Twitter without always feeling like you need to take a shower. You know, and I, I, I don't, I, I wouldn't say that I'm at my best on Twitter. Why do I use it? I use it because that's how I keep track of the doings of 700 people that I know. I do it so that I know what's happening in the moment, and that's often where I find my podcast guests. What's the downside?

• 1:32:44Speaker 03

  It's easy to say stupid, casual things. Um, and you're immersed in this responsibilityless landscape of casual speech, where all the psychopaths come out to play.

• 1:33:01Shawn Ryan?

  It's made, uh, I mean, I don't know if this is what made it, but this is something that I want to get into with is, is, is the polarization. People have become, I don't know if this is the right word, but almost tribal, it seems like. And, you know, what really, I'm always, every day, every single day I wake up, I'm wondering, how did we get here? Why is the, why is the country the way it is? It's not just the country, it's the entire world. Why is the world the way it is now? And, and, you know, kind of where I'm going with this is, is people have put...

• 1:33:42Shawn Ryan?

  So much faith into political parties, political candidates. They refuse to they refuse to look at or admit wrongdoings of, of, of anybody that they back. And that's, that's, that's, you have the right calling the left sheep. And they're doing the same thing. They're doing the same thing. I could show them a million different things of, hey, look at, this is what this person did. And they will dismiss it and they will make excuses for it. And they put, why, why do people?

• 1:34:25Shawn Ryan?

  Why is it so, why has it become so polar? Nobody can, can. It's like we've lost all critical thinking skills in the world. It seems like to me.

• 1:34:35Speaker 03

  Well,

• 1:34:39Speaker 03

  the, the new technologies flattened the information hierarchy. So that everybody can communicate with everyone. Everyone's now a journalist. That might be too many journalists. You know, we've radically expanded the degree to which we're connected with people. And, okay, so you can imagine if you're a good person, perhaps that's a good thing. If you're a bad person, it's a really bad thing. A lot of the people that aggregate together online, for example, they wouldn't have a single friend in the actual real world. No one would, like your base, you know, your typical basement dwelling resentful keyboard warrior. It's like if he was left to his own devices without this technological intermediation,

• 1:35:22Speaker 03

  he'd have zero impact on anything because no one can stand being around him. But he's magnified madly online and can aggregate with other people. That's what I mean in some ways by the enabling of the psychopaths. So it's not that easy for psychopaths to organize because no one likes them, including other psychopaths. But they can certainly organize, they can certainly organize online.

• 1:35:48Speaker 03

  And so we're enabling that. And people are not cognizant of the danger. I've talked to Democrats for seven years, 50 congressmen, senators, people in positions of authority, RFK, Dean Phillips. I always ask them the same question. When does the left go too far? They never answer. They have no idea. They don't take the fringe seriously. They think, oh, those people don't mean it. It's like,

• 1:36:24Speaker 03

  people tend to mean what they say. You know, I know people lie, but often the easiest way to find out what someone's up to is just to listen to what they say. They'll tell you. Hitler told everyone what he was up to. He wrote a book about it. Oh, no, and he couldn't be up to that. It's like, yeah, yeah, pretty much he was up to that. These people who come out and say, you know, we should burn everything to the ground and start again. It's like, that's what they mean. Oh, they don't really mean that. They don't mean that with equity. They don't mean equality of outcome. They don't really mean that. They mean it. They have sway online. And far more than is good for us. Is that part of the polarization? I think so. I think the polarization is driven

• 1:37:09Speaker 03

  to some degree by the fact that social media enables the psychopaths. So we know what they're like. So here's the, we know this is true, by the way, because these people are much more likely to troll post online. So there's been psychological investigations into that. What's the psychological makeup of LOL troll posters? These are people who are doing it for the laughs, doing it for the lulls, just causing trouble. Ha, ha, ha. They're psychopathic. So that means they're predatory parasites. They're narcissistic, which means they want reputation without earning it. They're Machiavellian, which means that they use their words to do nothing but manipulate for their own short-term benefit.

• 1:37:54Speaker 03

  And, to cap it all off, because that's not enough, they're sadistic, which means they take positive delight in the suffering of others. Alright, that's, that's not good. None of that's good. And so you let those people take the upper hand? You're in serious trouble. And you don't need that many of them to bring things to a shuttering halt. You know, it was a very small minority of people who fomented the Russian Revolution. Tiny percentage of the population. You let those people out of the, out from under their rocks, at your peril. And the marginalized, it's like, "We should welcome the marginalized." It's like, "Okay, what are you gonna do with the fringe of the margin?"

• 1:38:38Speaker 03

  Well, they don't exist. It's like, "Wait till they show up at your door, buddy." You'll be, you'll be pretty, you'll be thinking twice about the fact that you opened the gate when those people show up. And if the fringe of the fringe isn't enough to terrify you, the margin of the fringe of the fringe, they'll do the trick. And people don't have, we talked about this earlier, they don't have imagination for that kind of evil. They don't wanna look at that. Even Michael Schellenberger. I talked to Michael a couple of weeks ago about the WPATH files. Marcy, I think Bowers is his name, the surgeon who runs WPATH. The surgeon who operated on Jazz Jennings. The surgeon who's surgically converted. 12,000 people. Right, an absolute bloody monster.

• 1:39:23Speaker 03

  It's like, "You wanna look at that?" Well, Michael told me, when I started talking to Helen Joyce, for example, who wrote a book on the trans phenomena.

• 1:39:32Speaker 03

  He didn't wanna look at it. He, he didn't believe, he couldn't believe that could be happening. That was Michael Schellenberger. I mean, Michael, he'll look. He looked into the Twitter files. I mean, Michael's a great journalist. You know, um, what's his name? Bill, no, uh, Mark Cuban came out the other day on Lex Fridman's show, and he said, "Well, in order to believe that this sort of trans butchery is happening, I'd have to believe that the nurses and the physicians and the psychologists are all in on it." Well, you have, that's ridiculous. It's like, "Have it your way." You know, I can see why you don't wanna believe that. People won't look.

• 1:40:14Speaker 03

  We've given the marginal, the upper hand in the social media networks, and that could be fatal. Like, I really mean that. We don't, we have no idea, we have no idea how significant this transformation in communication is. We have no idea the long-term consequence, let's say, of Twitter. I mean, Musk took it over because he hoped he could make it into something good, you know, on the free speech side, and I think he's improved it a lot. But it could be intrinsically evil. It's highly probable. Well, think about it this way. What's the probability that a radical revolution in connectivity would only have positive consequences? Like, zero, right? Because positive consequences, they're really... If you take any complex system and you radically disturb it,

• 1:40:59Speaker 03

  the probability that the radical disturbance will be a net good is infinitesimally low compared to all the ways it could fall apart. You can't throw a wrench into a military helicopter and improve it. So... And what we've done is we've connected people. It's a major league technological transformation.

• 1:41:21Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah.

• 1:41:23Shawn Ryan?

  I mean, how do we, how do we get through this? I mean, it's... Nobody holds themselves accountable anymore. Everybody wants to pass the buck.

• 1:41:33Shawn Ryan?

  People not only are making excuses only, not only for themselves, but they're making excuses for their, their political figures, parties, candidates, whatever you want to call it. And, and all I, all I see is just bitching and moaning.

• 1:41:49Speaker 03

  Why did you invite me onto this podcast?

• 1:41:53Shawn Ryan?

  Because I want to pick your brain about these things.

• 1:41:54Speaker 03

  Okay, okay, but, but, but obviously, part of the reason is because you've observed the effects or the consequences of what I'm doing. Okay, what do you think those consequences or effects are?

• 1:42:07Shawn Ryan?

  I think they're making people think.

• 1:42:08Speaker 03

  Okay, okay, so is, and you think that's a good thing?

• 1:42:11Shawn Ryan?

  Absolutely.

• 1:42:12Speaker 03

  Okay, so what in the manner in which I'm inviting people to think, do you think, what part of that do you think is good? What element of that is good?

• 1:42:21Shawn Ryan?

  I think that...

• 1:42:26Shawn Ryan?

  I think that people have lost the ability to think for themselves and they're being led around by the nose by political candidates. And I think when somebody like you gets a platform and speaks, it forces them to get out of that hamster wheel.

• 1:42:46Speaker 03

  Okay, okay, so, okay, so, so you asked what can be done about this? Well, what I've observed is most effective is something like a call to adventure. That this is why the work I've been doing has resonated with, in particular with young men. Because it's a call to adventure. It's a call to adventure through responsibility. And no one's doing that. We haven't done that with young people for 60 years. And so there's a huge hole there. And if you, I see this wherever I go. If I talk about the relationship between responsibility, adventure and meaning, people get it right away. No, I mean, you think when you're raking yourself over the coals of your conscience and you're searching

• 1:43:31Speaker 03

  in your soul for something you've done that's good, so that you don't have to take yourself out on the despair and nihilism front. You're going to be looking for times when you made real sacrifices on behalf of something higher and that was successful. When you were of service to other people, when you were good for the people that you loved. When you went out of your way to accomplish something difficult. You'll be able to satisfy your conscience with those memories. Well, what if you just lived like that? That's the, that's the Christian call. The Christian call is to bear maximal responsibility. That's what the cross means. It means to pick up your cross and walk uphill. What's, what's the cross?

• 1:44:15Speaker 03

  Death, pain, malevolence. That's what it is. It's unjust death. That's the cross. What does it mean to bear that? Well, it means to bear the weight of life responsibly. Why do that? Because it's deeply, well, first of all, it's good. And just that in and of itself might be sufficient. But it's also, it's, it's in keeping with that, it's deeply meaningful. I tell young men, it's like, find something difficult to do. You need that. You're not built for... Comfort or pleasure? Like if that comes along, good. You know, if you have a day where you're comfortable and there's some things around you that give pleasure,

• 1:45:00Speaker 03

  have some sense and enjoy it. But don't be thinking that's what your life is aimed at. That's contemptible. Everyone knows that. Everyone knows that. And if they orient themselves in that hedonistic direction, there's nothing in it but shame. No one is proud of themselves for using pornography. They might screech and bitch about their right to do it. You know, "I can live whatever lifestyle I want." It's like, well, first of all, no, you can't. That doesn't work. It won't work for you because you can't sell yourself out, and it won't work for other people. We know, for example, who engages in hedonistic, short-term mating strategies? We know that from the psychological literature.

• 1:45:44Speaker 03

  So imagine, on the one end of the reproductive strategy distribution are people who commit to the long run. And on the other end are the people who pursue short-term, hedonistic, one-night-stand relationships. Okay, now you can ask, "Who are these people?" Well, the people who commit to the short-term, responsibilityless, sexual gratification relationship are psychopathic, narcissistic, Machiavellian, and sadistic. And if they don't start out that way, they train themselves to become that with that lifestyle. Right, so like, okay, you might ask, like the marquis de Sade,

• 1:46:28Speaker 03

  you might ask, "Well, who the hell cares? If I can gratify myself at your expense, why the hell shouldn't I? Who's to say that's wrong?" And my answer to that would be, "Go try it." See what happens. Well, what'll happen? You will degenerate, because you're exploiting other people and yourself. And you can't exploit other people and yourself without degenerating. You will never form a relationship, because who the hell's gonna hang around with you? If it's all about you, and all about you in the moment, you're the last person anyone wants to be around. So that means that as you age, you'll become increasingly isolated. There's nothing more despicable than a 50-year-old hedonist,

• 1:47:13Speaker 03

  oldest guy at the frat party. "Oh, that's a hell of a..." That's a hell of a name. You know perfectly well, at some... Maybe if you're 30 at a frat party, even then, like, the eyebrows are up. If you're 40, not only their eyebrows up, you're kind of a creep. Or maybe you're really a creep. Like, a serious creep. And creep can get pretty damn serious. So... Those lifestyles, they don't work. They don't work for the person, because they're not sustainable, not within the context of the relationships that would make for a community. And they don't work communally, obviously, because community is based on sacrifice. That's why societies... Civilized societies are monogamous.

• 1:47:58Speaker 03

  Well, why? Well, because if you dispense with monogamy... What happens if you dispense with monogamy? Well, we already know. Here's what's happening on the college campuses. So, imagine now you have a college campus that's 65% female and 35% male. So you think, "Well, that's pretty good for the men, because they're making out like bandits." It's like, no. A tiny fraction of the men are making out like bandits. Like, you know, maybe 10% of them, let's say. It's probably more like 5%. High-status, high-value males. And they sort of have the pick of the women. And the women are all after those guys. They don't care about the other guys. They're after those guys. And those guys have, like, 10 women. So what are they learning? Well, they're learning how to exploit 10 women. So they're just turning into exploiters.

• 1:48:43Speaker 03

  What happens with the women? Well, they don't have a relationship. They're all chasing the same high-status guy. And he has options. So he doesn't have to make any sacrifices to formulate a long-term relationship. So the women who... Any of the decent women are... They're just... What the hell's left for them? They can sell themselves out, you know, to be an easy lay for the high-status guy. But that, women pay a massive price for that. Women pay way more a price for sexual immorality than men do, because the cost for them is, obviously, much greater. The risk is much higher. So, the shame is greater in consequence. You know, I don't think it's any better for a man to do that than for a woman. That's not my point.

• 1:49:26Speaker 03

  But a promiscuous woman is selling herself out immediately and in the long run in a way that's more profound than a promiscuous man. They're equally morally reprehensible in some ways.

• 1:49:41Speaker 03

  Maybe.

• 1:49:43Shawn Ryan?

  Would you say just about any men? Any man who was put in the top 5%?

• 1:49:48Speaker 03

  Yeah.

• 1:49:49Shawn Ryan?

  Would they act the same?

• 1:49:51Speaker 03

  Well, that's complicated, isn't it? There's a reason Andrew Tate's popular. Andrew Tate's popular because it's better to be Andrew Tate than to be an incel. Right, and so, it's not surprising that a man who has zero sexual value would admire someone who has his pick and choice of hoes. Because that's actually an improvement.

• 1:50:16Speaker 03

  Right? It's the improvement.

• 1:50:20Speaker 03

  Someone who's peaceful because they're a coward

• 1:50:24Speaker 03

  isn't an improvement over a gang member who will fight. He's worse. He's just pathetic. His goodness is all weakness. The gang member at least will fight. Now, is the gang member good? Well, he's good compared to the coward. Is he good compared to what's good? No. And Andrew Tate's the same way in some ways. Or the people who, let's say, the pathway that Tate

• 1:50:51Speaker 03

  represents. He had enough courage to go out there and get for himself. At least he isn't hiding in his basement. You know, and he's a fighter. And so you can see why people admire that too, because he actually does put himself on the line.

• 1:51:07Speaker 03

  But he worked as an electronic pimp. Well, if you have no women working as an electronic pimp, that looks like a pretty damn good deal. But it's not, it's not the right deal. The right deal is to be attractive to women. Radically attractive to women. Radically attractive enough to women so that you have your pick of women. And then to find one woman.

• 1:51:33Speaker 03

  And society falls apart if that doesn't happen.

• 1:51:40Speaker 03

  That's a sacrifice, obviously. I mean, it's a funny sacrifice because

• 1:51:46Speaker 03

  what you get from the sacrifice is your life, you know? I mean, I've been, like I said, I've been married for 35 years. Okay, so what's the advantage to that? Well, I've been through a lot with my wife. She understands me. She understands in a deep way. She's been with me for decades, five decades. She knows me in a way that no one else could possibly know me. We were kids together. We've gone through all these transformations together. We've had kids together. We've gone through a lot of adventures and trials. We know each other deeply. There's a huge, there's huge

• 1:52:20Speaker 03

  significance in that. There's huge reality in that. And challenge to keep it working and dynamic. Otherwise, your life fragments.

• 1:52:31Shawn Ryan?

  I mean, it's, it's

• 1:52:35Shawn Ryan?

  it's an interesting conversation because everybody, everybody, I think that everybody has the temptation to, and, and, and it's in, it's in all beings.

• 1:52:45Speaker 03

  Well, if you don't have the temptation, then you're lying or you're weak.

• 1:52:49Shawn Ryan?

  Yeah, it's, it's in all beings that, that the male wants to plant his seed in as many females as possible.

• 1:52:57Speaker 03

  Yeah, well, that's a proclivity.

• 1:52:59Shawn Ryan?

  And so it's, I 100% agree with what you're saying, but it's just, it's, it's

• 1:53:09Speaker 03

  Well, that's the real, the female romantic fantasy, the female myth is Beauty and Beast.

• 1:53:18Speaker 03

  Tameable beast. In the Disney movie Beauty and the Beast,

• 1:53:25Speaker 03

  the woman, who's quite a stellar character, right? She's beautiful, and she's wise, and she's intelligent. She has her choice. She's got narcissist. Like, she's got loser, the village man. She's got narcissist, that's Gaston. And she's got beast. Now, you might think, and the stupid women like the narcissist. They don't like the losers. They don't like the dwarfs. They like the narcissist. Now, stupid women like narcissists. Naive women like narcissists. Because they confuse their narcissism with competence and confidence. That's how narcissists exploit. They look like they're confident. They look like they're competent. Beauty, Gaston is after her, wants to charm her. She goes for the beast.

• 1:54:09Speaker 03

  Well, the beast is a monster. He's a traumatized monster even. But she hopes that he's tameable, that she can bring him into relationship. And, like, a good beast has options.

• 1:54:25Speaker 03

  But he'll forego the options for the relationship. That's the female sexual fantasy. So, tameable beast. Now, that's rough, right? Because

• 1:54:37Speaker 03

  how likely is it that you're gonna be able to tame a beast? Not that likely, but

• 1:54:43Speaker 03

  pretty damn useful if you can do it. Then you have someone who can keep the real beasts at bay. Right? And it's a really, like, women have to negotiate a very tight line. Because they're looking for men who are disagreeable enough to be able to tell the monsters to go to hell. But who are generous and productive enough to share. That's a tight, that's a hard target to hit. It's a hard target for a man to become, too. You know, because you can imagine Tate would be a good example of that. He's got all the temptations of success. Well, why not fall prey to them? Well, compared to not having success or the temptations, it's better to have success than the temptations. But it's actually better to have the success and then not fall prey to the temptations. Right?

• 1:55:28Speaker 03

  Then that's a real mastery. High-order mastery. That's truly admirable.

• 1:55:36Shawn Ryan?

  100% agreed. I would like to move into...

• 1:55:41Shawn Ryan?

  You obviously study a lot about the Bible. And I love a lot of the things that you say about it. On your podcast, you have all these, all these...

• 1:55:54Shawn Ryan?

  You're digging, you're digging, you're talking to religious figures. You're discussing the Bible, you're... All these things. Yet, and I researched you and I wanted to figure out what you believe. And I couldn't find it. I found that a question that you despise is, do you believe in God? And so I'd like to dig in, in...

• 1:56:20Speaker 03

  See, the thing about God is that God isn't something you believe in. This is the thing. Or people, or you could say that the way we conceptualize belief in the modern world is shallow.

• 1:56:31Speaker 03

  To believe in God is to commit your life. That's what the belief is. It isn't the statement, "I believe in God."

• 1:56:41Speaker 03

  You could...

• 1:56:43Speaker 03

  The statement can get in the way. It does all the time. It says in the Gospels, Christ Himself says, "Not everyone who says, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven." Just because you say you believe something, it's like...

• 1:56:56Speaker 03

  People say all the time that they're Christians. "I'm a believing Christian." It's like, that's hard there, buddy.

• 1:57:04Speaker 03

  That's the most difficult possible commitment, by definition. It's the... Because it's the hoisting of the cross. Right? Really? You're gonna commit to that, are you? So here's what you're committing to. Painful, painful unjust death accompanied by betrayal, the perfidy of the mob, and the dominion of the tyrant. And you're gonna welcome that. And that's not all, because Christ harrows hell. That's not all, that's just where it starts. Full confrontation with malevolence. You're gonna commit to that, are you? Because that's what you're doing.

• 1:57:41Shawn Ryan?

  What do you mean, you're gonna commit to that? You mean, you're gonna commit to believe that He went, that Christ went through that? That you're gonna do it?

• 1:57:51Speaker 03

  In your own life. That's what Christ calls upon people to do. That's the imitation of Christ. That's at the core of a genuine Christian commitment. Now, people will say, "You can't get to heaven by works alone." And that's true. That's not what I mean. That's not, that's not the point here. The point is that the belief is a commitment to a pattern. The pattern is full voluntary confrontation. Full naked crucified voluntary confrontation. Accepted in good faith, with joy and courageously. Bring it on. Military people understand this.

• 1:58:35Speaker 03

  Or at least an aspect of it, right? Because they put their lives on the line. And not just their lives. Their souls. And so, it's a hell of a thing to ask of people. Christianity is not a comfort. Look, Christ says his, his burden is light. And what does he, what does that mean? It means that there's really nothing that's more, that can provide abundance and security like the truth. So that's the lightness part of it. But the cross part of it is,

• 1:59:10Speaker 03

  you have to decide not to shrink away from anything. You don't get to live in a pumpkin shell anymore. That's the people, Christ comes back at the end of time. And he doesn't reserve his wrath for the sinners.

• 1:59:29Speaker 03

  He reserves his wrath for people who sit on the fence. And, you know, people who want normal, a normal, secure life. I'm not pillor-ing that. I'd rather have them than the radicals and the revolutionaries. But there's, that's not what a human being is.

• 1:59:48Speaker 03

  Like we're, we're bounders over the, over the stormy ocean, you know? We're built for a life of radical harness and adventure. We're built for the maximum sacrifice. That's what it means to believe, to accept that. No holds barred, away the hell we go. And so people say they're believing Christians, it's like, really? Really? You dare say that? You have no idea what you're saying. Because it's a total commitment. It's a total commitment to ride out, to confront and ride out the worst. I'll give you an example. So in, uh, in the story of Exodus, the Israelites are lost in the desert.

• 2:00:33Speaker 03

  They're lost for like 45 years and they're always whining and bitching and complaining and acting like, you know, privileged slaves and pining for the tyranny and hoping for the golden calf and, um, complaining that the heavenly food they have to eat isn't good enough because there's not enough variety. It's like, they're really quite contemptible and near the end of their voyage to the promised land, really on the border, they run out of water again. And, uh, they go to Moses, they get all bitchy about it and, um, they're faithless and complaining and God gets sick of them again and he sends a bunch of poisonous serpents in to bite them. And you might think, well, no good God would do that.

• 2:01:18Speaker 03

  It's like, you, you don't, you're not paying attention to the story. What's the story? If you're lost and faithless and then you get whiny and resentful, it's just going to make it worse. And so you're in the desert and you don't have enough to drink and there's all sorts of stupid things you can do that bring the snakes forward. And so that's what happens is that it's already bad and they make it worse. So now there's all these poisonous snakes biting them. And they get tired of it eventually and they go to Moses and they say, well, we know that you can talk to God and so do you want to see if he'll call off the snakes? And God, Moses goes and has a chat with God and God says basically that he's pretty sick and tired of the Israelites and he thinks that some more snakes might be just the thing

• 2:02:03Speaker 03

  they need, but he decides that maybe he'll listen to Moses because Moses has, you know, stored up a certain amount of goodwill. And so God says to Moses, Cast a serpent in bronze, and put it on a bronze pole, and put it in the midst of the Israelites, so they can all look on it. And if they look at it, then the poison won't affect them. He doesn't get rid of the snakes. He calls upon the Israelites to face what they're avoiding, to face what's poisoning them. And because of that, they become stronger. That's life, man. And so Christ says later, much later, that he has to be lifted up like the snake in the desert, which is a very strange thing for anyone to say. And

• 2:02:48Speaker 03

  the Israelites have to look on what they're terrified of in order to

• 2:02:55Speaker 03

  obtain resilience. That's the healing motif. That snake on the staff is the symbol of Asclepius. It's the symbol that physicians still use now to represent their healing enterprise. A little of what poisons you makes you stronger. That's the theory. Right? And that's the theory of voluntary confrontation. Well, Christ, the crucifix is the same image, except expanded. It's like all possible snakes. It's all the things that could happen to you if the worst possible things happen to you all at once. And the Christian calling is to welcome that.

• 2:03:34Speaker 03

  Right? To become the sort of person who could welcome that. Job, for example, in the story of Job, Job is tortured by Satan himself. Job's a good man, and God's bragging about him in heaven about how good he is. And Satan comes along and says, "I don't think he's that good." And God says, "What do you mean?" And Satan says, "He's just privileged. Things are going well for him, and so he's good. Let me at him for a while, and we'll see if he's good." And God says, "I think he's good. Do your worst." And so Job is

• 2:04:09Speaker 03

  all his...

• 2:04:11Speaker 03

  Enterprises collapse, his servants all die, his wealth is demolished. He ends up extremely ill with a disfiguring disease. He's sitting in the ashes, demolished. His wife tells him that all that's left for him is to shake his fist at God and die. And then his friends come and tell him that it's all his fault. And so that's Job. And what does Job do? Job says, "These terrible things have happened to me, but that's not because of some central flaw in me." He maintains his faith in his integral humanity, and he refuses to lose faith in God. And it's kind of perverse in a way,

• 2:04:52Speaker 03

  because Job has every bloody reason to shake his fist at God and die, which is what his wife tells him to do. And Job's insistence is, "No, no matter what happens to you, you're called upon to maintain faith and move forward." And that's expanded in the crucifix story, crucifixion story.

• 2:05:10Shawn Ryan?

  So with all your studies that you've done in the Bible, and I'm asking you because you have immersed yourself in it, and you've studied it for so long. Do you believe in it?

• 2:05:27Speaker 03

  Well, I believe in it in the way that we just described. Do I believe that the truth sets you free? Absolutely. It isn't that I believe it even. I know it's true. I know it's true, and I try to live in that knowledge. It's very difficult to only think or say things that are true, but you can practice it. And it's a great relief. As you pointed out, you don't have to keep track of anything. That's just, that in and of itself is...

• 2:06:03Shawn Ryan?

  It's freeing.

• 2:06:04Speaker 03

  That's for sure. That's for sure. Do I believe that Christ is the way and the life, and that no one comes to the Father but through Him? Sure. But I also know what that means. It means that, imagine that you want to...

• 2:06:22Speaker 03

  Have the spirit of the Almighty dwell within you, say, in this Old Testament manner. How do you do that? By taking the burden of life on yourself voluntarily. Why? Because that causes the best within you to make itself manifest. You know that. Look, why did you push yourself on the military front? Why did you go become a Navy SEAL? That's a ridiculous thing to do, right? They just torture you to death in the water. Why'd you do it?

• 2:06:56Shawn Ryan?

  Because I wanted to serve my country in the highest capacity possible.

• 2:07:00Speaker 03

  Okay, so why did you think that? So you believed that there was a highest capacity?

• 2:07:05Shawn Ryan?

  Yes.

• 2:07:05Speaker 03

  Right? So that was an element of faith? And you, and so personally, you put yourself through this brutal transformative process. What, how did that change you?

• 2:07:20Shawn Ryan?

  In a lot of ways, it changed me, it...

• 2:07:25Shawn Ryan?

  We've been talking about this off and on. There was a lot of pride involved. And when I graduated from that, I'd never felt more pride. Another reason I did it was I always felt that I had fallen short in childhood. And I wanted my parents to have something to be proud of.

• 2:07:48Speaker 03

  Okay, so let's separate pride from accomplishment.

• 2:07:50Shawn Ryan?

  Okay.

• 2:07:51Speaker 03

  Right, because you can see, pride would be unwarranted pride in your accomplishment. But that doesn't mean that there's no such thing as accomplishment. Okay, so do you feel that you accomplished something real when you went through the Navy SEAL training program?

• 2:08:03Shawn Ryan?

  Absolutely.

• 2:08:03Speaker 03

  Okay, why was it real?

• 2:08:07Shawn Ryan?

  Because it's the, it's... Why was it real? It was the hardest thing that I've done.

• 2:08:12Speaker 03

  Right! That's right. Yeah, was it meaningful?

• 2:08:17Shawn Ryan?

  Absolutely.

• 2:08:18Speaker 03

  Was it transformative?

• 2:08:19Shawn Ryan?

  Yes.

• 2:08:19Speaker 03

  And it was the hardest thing you'd ever done? Okay, well, that's the, that's the pathway. The pathway to what's most real is through the hardest things that you can do. Right? And that's the path. Obviously, that's the path of adventure. You know, you go watch a James Bond movie, which everyone loves to do, right? A romantic adventure. Well, what's James Bond doing all the time? Impossible things. And everybody thinks, wow, that's so... Well, so what? It's not fun exactly. Right, because...

• 2:08:50Speaker 03

  It's better than fun. Fun is for kids, let's say. This is that pathway of sacrificial adventure. That's way better than just fun. Even though, because it's difficult even. The pathway of maximal difficulty. Now, I don't mean you should go out and play in traffic just because it's dangerous, you know. But this is something, and this is something that's been, one of the things that's been great about these continued tours is that I can see people's lights go on when I talk about this. It's like, no, no, you're going to put yourself together by shouldering maximal responsibility. No one's ever told me that. It's like, because you see, the conservatives say you should. And they finger wag.

• 2:09:35Speaker 03

  But that's not the right, it's not the optimal way of presenting it. It's like, no, you don't understand, is that the meaning that will sustain you in your life will be found in the shouldering, voluntary shouldering of maximal responsibility. And everyone knows that. You know, if you're, if you go out of your way for your friends, you have better friendships. If you go out of way, go out of your way for your wife, you have a better marriage. If you go out of your way for your kids, you have better kids. I don't mean in this like resentful martyrdom. I don't mean resentful martyrdom. I mean generous sacrificial productivity. If you give yourself away, you get more back. That's for sure.

• 2:10:19Speaker 03

  In the universities, I always noticed this with professors, especially when I was a graduate student. There are two kinds of professors you could work with if you were a graduate student, which means you're kind of an apprentice scientist. There was the professor who had the odd idea and was really zero sum about those ideas. Always suspicious of his students because maybe they're taking his ideas and not giving him credit. Not generous with publication name, for example. Always assuming that everything was in short supply and that his ideas were hyper valuable and that... He couldn't trust his students because he needed to get credit for what he was doing. And then there was the other kind of supervisor. My supervisor was like this.

• 2:11:04Speaker 03

  He just gave away all his ideas. He really did what he could to foster the development of the career of his students. What happened? Well, because he gave away all his ideas, he was surrounded by enthusiastic students who were really happy about him and what he was doing. And that was rewarding. And so the part of his brain that was producing those ideas grew. Because things grow if you reward them. And so then he had even more ideas. It's this inexhaustible well that is replenished by its inconsequence of generosity. That's that radical giving away. That's a form of courage. And that's also part of this sacrificial pathway forward.

• 2:11:49Speaker 03

  Why does Christ call upon people to be radically generous? Because that's the best. There isn't a better strategy than that. You know that, man, you know that. If you're radically productive and generous, people flock to work with you. Well, that's a good deal for you. You know, you could imagine a situation where if you're in a relationship with someone, it's 60% for them and 40% for you. Just imagine that. And you might say, well, that's not fair. It's like, well, how about you have 20 relationships like that? Because people are lining up. And so with each, you only get 40%, but you got 20 of them, or maybe 100, or maybe 1,000. Now, you know, I'm not sure those ratios are correct, but you get my point.

• 2:12:33Speaker 03

  If you're going to err on the side of generosity, how could that do anything but work to your long-term advantage? I don't mean in that selfish and manipulative way. It's the strategy of community per se. We know among archaic people, hunters, hunter-gather groups.

• 2:12:58Speaker 03

  If you're a good hunter, you still fail most of the time.

• 2:13:02Speaker 03

  So if you're gonna be a good hunter for your family, you have to deal with the fact that some of the time, even though you're a good hunter, you're not gonna produce any food. So how do you deal with that? Well, you go lead all your men on a hunt. And you take down your mammoth, let's say, and you give the best parts to everyone else. And you downplay your role in the hunt. Why? Because the next time the like fifth guy in the hunting group brings down a mammoth, he's pretty goddamn happy to share with you. Right, absolutely, man. Absolutely. And you know, I'm sure you understand that perfectly well in the military context. Right? The leaders that people will follow to their death aren't the tyrants. Those are the guys that get shot in the back.

• 2:13:48Speaker 03

  You know, on the front lines when they've pushed their authority a little harder than would be wise.

• 2:13:58Shawn Ryan?

  We only have about five minutes left before you gotta jump for your flight, and I have one more question. A lot of people think that we are in end times. And as much as you've explored the Bible, are you seeing any any symbolic any symbolism that we are in end times? Especially today with the eclipse happening.

• 2:14:22Speaker 03

  Well, what I would say that

• 2:14:26Speaker 03

  the end times in the Book of Revelation are always with us.

• 2:14:32Speaker 03

  Life is characterized by apocalypse. Right? It's built into the structure of life. No matter what you produce, it's going to come to an end. Right? There's cataclysmic there's cataclysm everywhere, always. Are we in end times?

• 2:14:47Speaker 03

  Things are moving very quickly around us, right? Quick in an unparalleled manner. And so the contours of the mythological world are becoming clearer. Are we in end times? There's no difference between end times and times of rapid technological transformation. Could that go terribly wrong?

• 2:15:10Speaker 03

  Yes, could it go extremely well? Yes, how will it go extremely well? If we become as wise as we are technologically proficient? That's what I'm attempting to

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  communicate.

• 2:15:33Speaker 03

  We've got

• 2:15:35Speaker 03

  big toys. We better play the right game with them. What's the right game? Well, that's the religious question. What's the right game?

• 2:15:46Speaker 03

  The right game is certainly

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  sacrificial. That's, I think that's obvious, just in consequence of definition. Community is a sacrificial enterprise. It's why the

• 2:16:02Speaker 03

  altar is a place of sacrifice, right? The altar is at the center of the church and the church is at the center of the community. Well, why? Because sacrifice is at the center of the community. What do you sacrifice? Well, you sacrifice the present for the future. That's maturity. Literally, that's what maturity is. And you sacrifice the self for the community. And so

• 2:16:27Speaker 03

  the most mature sacrifice is the sacrifice of self for community and future.

• 2:16:34Speaker 03

  That's, as far as I'm concerned, that's just self. All you have to do is think that through and it's instantly self-evident. You know, if you have a father, his father you admire

• 2:16:45Speaker 03

  and love and are grateful for, you're all of that will be in proportion to his sacrifice on behalf of the family. Obviously,

• 2:16:57Speaker 03

  my father did everything for us. It's a hell of a thing to say about someone. It's at the core of what we admire. It's obviously at the core of community.

• 2:17:08Speaker 03

  You know, a monster whose father sacrifices his sexual profligacy for his children?

• 2:17:15Speaker 03

  It's a hell of an offer.

• 2:17:21Shawn Ryan?

  Well, Jordan, time is up. I don't want you to miss your flight, so I just want to say thank you for the conversation and thank you for coming on the show. And it was truly an honor to meet you. Thank you, sir. Feelings mutual. Hope to do it again. Yep. You bet. Thanks a lot, man. Yeah, thank you.