#679: Simon Coronel, World Champion of Magic — Quitting the Day Job, The Delights of the Magic Castle, Finding Glitches in Reality, Learning How to Use Your Own Brain, and Worshiping at the Altar of Wonder

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[08:23] The Magic Castle. [17:27] Catching the magic bug at age 18. [19:56] Acknowledging neurodivergence. [28:16] Glitches in Reality. [30:53] The road to winning the 2022 FISM World Championship of Magic. [53:04] Workshopping out the kinks before the competition. [57:59] The muse and the Shoot seal of approval. [1:01:31] Gauging audience perception and finding balance pre-game. [1:05:49] The big day. [1:18:45] Categories of stage magic. [1:20:15] Ugly crying through victory. [1:30:10] The immediate aftermath. [1:34:03] A homecoming drink at the Magic Castle. [1:36:37] Why a later start in magic was lucky. [1:39:13] How working at Accenture played into Simon’s weaknesses. [1:45:30] Making the decision to do magic full-time. [1:52:34] Hotbeds of magical innovation. [1:55:57] Mentalism misgivings. [2:01:13] Why learning magic can be so daunting for a beginner. [2:07:29] How Simon teaches magic. [2:10:45] Magic in the media. [2:14:35] Is atheism a prerequisite for the modern magician? 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• 3:55Speaker 01

  At this altitude, I can run flat out for a half mile before my hands start shaking.

• 3:59Speaker 02

  Can I ask you a personal question?

• 4:01Tim Ferriss?

  Now would be the most appropriate time.

• 4:05Speaker 02

  I'm a cybernetic organism, living tissue over metal endoskeleton.

• 4:17Tim Ferriss?

  Hello, boys and girls, ladies and germs. This is Tim Ferriss. Welcome to another episode of The Tim Ferriss Show. It is my pleasure, as always, to interview and deconstruct world-class performers from all different disciplines. And my guest today comes from a very strange, very mesmerizing, very exciting, and certainly unique world, and that is the world of magic. Simon Coronel, that's C-O-R-O-N-E-L, is legally classified as an alien of extraordinary ability by the United States government for his skills as a magician and illusionist. Simon discovered magic in 1999 as a first-year student at Melbourne University. He then spent five years working full-time in management consulting while juggling his

• 5:02Tim Ferriss?

  secret performance career. Now, flashing forward, he's currently a jigsaw puzzle designer for The Magic Puzzle Company, which is incredible in and of itself, and which also made the number-one backed, that is the most-backed, puzzle of all time on Kickstarter. He is also a regular performer at the Magic Castle in Hollywood, and the importance of that will be described in this episode. Simon has appeared twice on the hit TV show Penn and Teller Fool Us. He has won more than a dozen international awards for magic, including being crowned the World Champion of Magic in 2022 at FISM, F-I-S-M, the Olympics of Magic. And the story behind that is incredible, which we also dive into.

• 5:45Tim Ferriss?

  You can find all things Simon at SimonCoronel.com. That's S-I-M-O-N-C-O-R-O-N-E-L dot com. He is one of a kind, I promise you that. And you can find more on The Magic Puzzle Company at magicpuzzlecompany.com. So now, without further ado, please enjoy a wide-ranging conversation with none other than Simon Coronel.

• 6:13Tim Ferriss?

  Why don't you begin with explaining your policy of radical earliness? Because I think number one, it's incredibly strategic for Los Angeles.

• 6:26Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 6:27Tim Ferriss?

  But it makes sense in a lot of other places.

• 6:28Speaker 01

  Yeah, I have noticed LA and LA geography and traffic aside. One of my weaknesses is that I am not great generally at estimating time and planning ahead. There's almost certainly some kind of executive function disorder going on that I'm trying to. I'm in the process and the journey of trying to figure out in my own life. But I've noticed I historically have been late a lot of my life. And I went, you know what? I don't want to be that. I don't want to be that guy. I don't want to do that to people. It's not fun. And I've finally worked out the only way I can reliably be on time for anything is say today. I know, all right, meeting team here at this location. I Google Maps for a cafe nearby that has wifi and looks nice. And I get there an hour or two early, at least an hour, ideally more. Often I end up there like half an hour, 20 minutes early because of all the reasons.

• 7:13Speaker 01

  And I just camp out and either do work or read a book or chill or meditate or whatever. It's easy to kill time. And then by the time I set an alarm for 10 minutes before the thing and then just walk over. And I'm exactly on time reliably.

• 7:25Tim Ferriss?

  Low stress.

• 7:26Speaker 01

  Yeah, works out great. I love it.

• 7:29Speaker 01

  It's the only way that works.

• 7:30Tim Ferriss?

  As I was prepping coffee before we started recording, I was saying, I've never understood my friends who seem to want to set personal records each time they go to the airport for how close they can come to missing their flight. Because what I'm going to be doing at the airport and what I'm going to be doing at home, thinking about how soon I need to go to the airport.

• 7:49Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 7:50Tim Ferriss?

  Are the same. So I might as well go there.

• 7:51Speaker 01

  Yeah, you're either hanging out, doing stuff at home or hanging out, doing stuff at the airport. I also find a double benefit to that. I've really, yeah, become a con sort of enjoying sitting in departure gates for an hour or two before a flight. Just relaxed because I'm exactly where I need to be. And how rarely are we exactly where we need to be ahead of time with no stress. And I often find it easy to get work done in those situations because there's not all the distractions of my living space.

• 8:15Tim Ferriss?

  Totally.

• 8:15Speaker 01

  There's not much I can do except write or think or work or design or whatever it is I'm going to be working on. And I'm often really productive there.

• 8:23Tim Ferriss?

  So there's another place where I feel like you've demonstrated productivity. And that is at this bizarre, amazing, enchanting location known as the Magic Castle.

• 8:34Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 8:35Tim Ferriss?

  So we met for the first time not long ago, at all, it was the last week, maybe, at the Magic Castle. Can you do two things? One, describe what the Magic Castle is and perhaps also tell the story of how you first heard of the Magic Castle.

• 8:51Speaker 01

  Oh, yeah. So the Magic Castle is, it's a bizarre, completely unique place. There is nothing like it on earth anywhere. And the easiest way, I think, to think of it is imagine two very separate, unrelated things mashed together. Thing number one is a nighttime country club for magicians. So like, take a moment to imagine that. And when I say magicians, think of them more as like cinematic or theatrical special effects designers, but live in person. That's the good word. Don't think wizards, don't think Harry Potter, don't think Gandalf, like think engineers, designers, performers, like special effects engineers, you know, who then perform them, because that's more the mindset. It's like craft at skill at sea.

• 9:31Speaker 01

  And so it's this club where they can hang out, network, have drinks or dinner together, talk shit, bring guests. Private club for magicians to hang out, like a professional network. That's thing number one. Thing number two is a public focused entertainment venue to take these illusions, these magic effects, and then present those to the general public. Because doing magic for magicians is, at best, I don't think very useful, and at worst, impossible. Because, you know, the quote unquote magic, the illusion of impossibility, happens literally in the mind of the observer. And if you know how it's done, that illusion doesn't happen. And so, you know, the tree falls in the woods and there is no sound because there is no magic without the mystery. So you need the target audience for magic is the general public. So the Magic Castle mashes these two unusual, bizarre things together.

• 10:17Speaker 01

  And you get magicians like mingling and hanging out and chatting and like workshopping ideas and, you know, gossiping or whatever it is. And then you have the general public like yourself coming in to experience the results of this creativity and workshopping and everything. And it's just, it's fascinating. It's a fascinating, unique, bizarre place that's the real deal. It's a genuine, profound part of magic history as an art and a craft and a venue.

• 10:39Tim Ferriss?

  It's been around for...

• 10:41Speaker 01

  Just over sixty years.

• 10:42Tim Ferriss?

  Just over sixty years.

• 10:43Speaker 01

  It just has like sixty second or something, sixtieth anniversary was a few years ago.

• 10:48Tim Ferriss?

  And the number of stories that I was told, the number of stories that caused me to scratch my head as I wandered through this space with the guidance of Jordan and others who were with us blew my mind.

• 11:02Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 11:03Tim Ferriss?

  The place is so strange.

• 11:05Speaker 01

  It really is.

• 11:06Tim Ferriss?

  And unlike anything else I've ever seen, I mean, it really is like you walked into the equivalent of, say, a brilliant mind melded with magic, plus maybe some type of psychomimetic drug.

• 11:21Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 11:22Tim Ferriss?

  Plus architecture, the way the whole place is put together and has developed over time. And I remember Jordan was mentioning over dinner that the entire place caught on fire, or a large portion of it, and it happened to be, number one, on a Halloween that was themed Inferno.

• 11:40Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 11:41Tim Ferriss?

  Number two, was it on the date of Harry Houdini's death?

• 11:47Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 11:48Tim Ferriss?

  So, some people thought it was Harry Houdini's ghost, others said, you know, it could be some type of electrical short, those people are called the fire department. And

• 11:59Speaker 01

  It was actually a roofing accident.

• 12:00Tim Ferriss?

  It was a roofing accident.

• 12:01Speaker 01

  Okay.

• 12:02Tim Ferriss?

  And I was not aware, for instance, that the Magic Castle had been open seven days a week, nonstop, for the entirety of its existence. So they'd not had the ability to pause.

• 12:16Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 12:16Tim Ferriss?

  To do repairs, to take a little breather, until catastrophe struck.

• 12:21Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 12:23Tim Ferriss?

  Incredible.

• 12:23Speaker 01

  Yeah, it's one of those rare places, particularly in somewhere like LA, that it's the real deal. So where so many places in LA are kind of trying to pretend to be the thing, this is the actual thing, this is the place, this is, its history and significance in the world of magic is infinite. There's nothing like it, it's one of a kind.

• 12:39Tim Ferriss?

  It really is.

• 12:40Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 12:40Tim Ferriss?

  So when Ilan Lee, mutual friend, mentioned that there might be the opportunity to go to a show. At the Magic Castle, I leapt at the chance and I did have to find a suit, which is a prereq, cannot show zippers. There are many rules as far as dress code goes. So Hollywood suits, thank you for the $150 Joker suit that I was able to put together. It worked out. And as you put it, the eclectic mix is not Gandalf meets some Lord of Magic from the Elven Kingdom. It's more hyper-specific, at least on, I want to say the the main floor. I'm not using the right terminology, but the kind of mingling era, you have technicians and

• 13:24Tim Ferriss?

  specialists who are the best at what they do. And one example that comes to mind, and you probably know the name, I apologize and I'm blanking on his name. I have a silhouette. Dave Spafford. Yeah. The silhouette cutting guy. Yep.

• 13:39Tim Ferriss?

  Who will look at you from the side, you stand against the wall and cut out a perfect silhouette with his prize scissors. And he won't travel to do this because he cannot risk the possibility of being separated from these incredible scissors. And what this man can do is beyond incredible. Yeah. In two minutes or less for each person. And I don't know, I imagine he wouldn't mind. Maybe you can tell me if I need to cut this out, but he worked at Disney for a really long time. And I was being told that someone went up to him at one point, I'm masking names, maybe I don't need to, but and asked him, is it true that there are all these like hidden dicks and so on? All of these frames in these Disney movies? And he said, it's absolutely true. And they said,

• 14:24Tim Ferriss?

  well, how do you know? And he goes, because I did it. Yep. Because back then, there was no freeze frame. There was no stick on one frame and hyper-examine all the details. And you could just slip it in, so to speak.

• 14:39Tim Ferriss?

  How did you first come across? The Magic Castle, this Mecca.

• 14:44Speaker 01

  It's almost impossible to, no matter where you live in the world, if you get interested in magic, which I did at age 18, you know, it's a whole different topic we can get to. But everyone's heard of it. It's influenced, extends all over the world. One of the many reasons for it is, one of the things that made the Magic Castle the Magic Castle, apart from being this amazing venue and again, the eclectic interior, is back in, I don't even know the decade, my magic history sucks. There was a guy called Di Vernon, who, a good way to think of him is, you could say he was to magic, in a way, what Einstein was to physics. Not the only person by a long shot, but one of the single ones that had the biggest, single-handed influence that changed everything that went after afterwards, a real paradigm shift.

• 15:28Speaker 01

  And Vernon's big contribution to magic, again, I'm oversimplifying this, is the theory of what's called naturalness, natural action. That before Vernon, magic was mostly done in these very sort of like overstated bombastic gestures. And he, from a, trying to understand like gambling and card cheating, which has to be, magic is, again, historically very showy and dramatic and look at this. Whereas if you're a card cheat, using some of the similar techniques of deception and sleight of hand, you have to look the opposite. You have to be completely unassuming and unnoticed, draw no attention to yourself. And Vernon's big innovation, again, oversimplifying, was to take this concept of unassuming naturalness hiding in plain sight and start to apply it to magic theory. And this just really changed everything that went after him.

• 16:12Speaker 01

  And to this day, pretty much every competent magician that performs has elements of Vernon's influence in their technique, their approach. And he basically lived and hung out at the castle for decades. And he was the main, again, not the only, but the main reason why magicians gradually, again, practitioners of the craft and students of it and technicians and everything, flooded from all over the world to visit the place. And then more people started to move here. And slowly Hollywood, because of the castle, because of Vernon, because of the the Larson family's vision to like, offer Vernon a really sweet deal to live there and stay there. It became this Mecca and this sort of community gathered around it. And this incubator, this pressure cooker, this critical mass of talent and ability and creativity that still lingers to this day.

• 16:54Tim Ferriss?

  I'm so fascinated by the history of places like that.

• 16:59Tim Ferriss?

  These, in some respects, possibly arbitrary locations that gain a tiny critical mass, and maybe because of one or two people, handful of people, this is true of Silicon Valley as well, suddenly develop this momentum and this snowball rolls and rolls and rolls until you have the definitive Mecca of film.

• 17:19Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 17:19Tim Ferriss?

  It's wild.

• 17:20Speaker 01

  Yep, that's the castle.

• 17:22Tim Ferriss?

  That's the castle.

• 17:22Speaker 01

  And it's gone through many shifts in its history, but still it lingers. It's, that reputation stays.

• 17:27Tim Ferriss?

  So 18, knowing nothing about magic myself, when I hear 18, I think that sounds relative to some of the stories I have heard of the personal histories of people who perform magic, pretty late.

• 17:41Speaker 01

  Extremely late, yeah.

• 17:42Tim Ferriss?

  Okay.

• 17:42Speaker 01

  Much, much later than average, yeah.

• 17:44Tim Ferriss?

  It seems like magic for a lot of folks, at least in my mind, I'm like, yeah, it's kind of like piano or gymnastics. You start really early.

• 17:52Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 17:53Tim Ferriss?

  18, so how did you become interested in magic at 18?

• 17:57Speaker 01

  The first thing to note about it, I think, is that I think I was lucky to get into it late. We'll sort of get to why, but I was at university in Melbourne, I'd finished high school. I was interested in everything. I was just an insatiable, curious, like sciency, engineering, nerdy, brained kid who just wanted to understand the whole universe, micro all the way to macro and everything in between.

• 18:17Tim Ferriss?

  Underachiever.

• 18:18Speaker 01

  Yeah. Small ambitions. Oh, look, I mean, I don't know if I was doing a good job with it, but I was interested. Like, motivation is different from results.

• 18:25Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 18:26Speaker 01

  And, uh, and I had no idea what to do with my life. I had no real thing I was good at. I had never really excelled at anything at that point. I was sort of, I tried a whole bunch of stuff, but this is a topic I know you're into, I hadn't learned how to learn yet. I hadn't figured out how to use my own brain yet. And so I was sort of fumbling through most things and tried a bunch of sports and a bunch of martial arts and a bunch of creative arts and, you know, got a couple of small roles in a school play and just nothing really clicked. I wasn't really good at anything. I was like eh, adequate at a bunch. And I got okay grades, but again, it was, school was stressful and difficult and I didn't really find it easy. And so I was sort of, everyone I knew just, well, you go to university next, that's what you do.

• 19:06Tim Ferriss?

  And to place you geographically, this is in Trenton, New Jersey, that's the strong New Jersey accent.

• 19:11Speaker 01

  Detroit, actually, but yeah, close, yeah. Melbourne, Australia.

• 19:16Speaker 01

  Uzbekistan. I knew it, I knew it. It comes through. And again, in the bubble I lived in that, you know, I hadn't yet realized was a bubble because everyone grows up. What's normal to you? Yeah, this is what everyone does. You go to university next. That's what you do. And then you get some kind of job and then you work and retire and die. Like, that's it. That's I'm like, oh, God, fuck, I don't know. That didn't sound very exciting to me, but I didn't know any other options. So I went to university and I failed to get into the degree I applied for, which was engineering slash law as a double major. Because I don't know. That's what everyone said was good. Be a doctor or a lawyer if you can. I didn't have any better ideas. And I missed out on it. I didn't quite have the grades and I got into engineering arts instead. And so I did a psychology major under arts and a software major under engineering.

• 20:00Speaker 01

  I started off in a computer major, but I sucked at the electrical subjects and did okay at the software subjects. So I saw the writing on the wall and shifted and, you know, blah, blah, blah. Why do you think that was? There are two things, not counting quantum physics, because no one understands that. There are two things that I have completely failed to understand in my life. One is music, one is electronics. From the hardware perspective. Yeah, well, from any perspective, like, what is the electrons doing? What's going on? What happens in a capacitor or an inductor? Like, how do you design a circuit, all the stuff? And I think eventually I realized after many decades of going, why can't I understand these two damn things? No matter how much I try and no matter how many people I ask for explanations.

• 20:43Speaker 01

  And I think it's because for better and worse, it's a lot of both. I don't feel like I understand something unless I completely understand it from the ground up, from the protons upwards to the human experience and everything in between. And I think the way, because of how electricity and music in their own very different ways work. In a way, no one understands them to that level. And it took me a long time to realize that. And so I was always asking these questions about, yeah, but what's actually like going on down there? And I realized like, that's not the way it's taught or thought of, because I think actually we really don't know. And so I was always frustrated.

• 21:21Tim Ferriss?

  So I mentioned Jordan's name earlier, Jordan Gold, for people who want to check him out also. And that'll probably wrap back around into the context of puzzles, but let's bookmark that for now.

• 21:31Speaker 01

  Totally.

• 21:32Tim Ferriss?

  I want to incorporate a few things. So first, I think, and I don't want to put words in your mouth, but that you've described yourself as neurodivergent. Would that be fair to say, something like that, neurodiverse?

• 21:43Speaker 01

  Yeah, that's a new thing for me. I have spent my entire adult life kind of hiding that and not acknowledging that. And literally in the past few months, I've kind of gone, you know what? Maybe it's time to start being more open about that.

• 21:54Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 21:55Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 21:56Tim Ferriss?

  I think it's a service to be open about it. And I think there is incredible potential and also a know thyself sort of recommendation. And funny stories all wrapped into one, in the sense that when Jordan was explaining the many things that make you who you are, unique, idiosyncratic, incredible at what you do, which we haven't, we haven't yet made the leap across from where we were, where we left off in the timeline to that, but we'll get there. And he said, well, there's something you need to know. And I'm not doing justice to the story, but he said, let's say we were going to sit down and make a cake. And you've probably heard this before. And you give Simon the recipe and recipe.

• 22:38Tim Ferriss?

  Number one is take one egg and break it into the bowl. And then there are 10 more steps. Well, Simon would say, what is an egg? And Jordan would say, you know, it's an egg. Everybody knows what an egg is, just one egg, just that's what it is. And he said, but what is really an egg? And then you would disappear for a year and come back and you would have read all the manuscripts, the history of the egg and the chicken and but what is a chicken? And it would have gone on and on and on until to the finest level of granularity, an inch wide and a mile deep. You would know everything about eggs and then be like, okay, step number two. And if you're aware of that predilection and that superpower, but also the risk of doing

• 23:21Tim Ferriss?

  that all the time, then you can make better choices in life, which comes back to your phrasing of learning how to use your own brain. So we may come back to that, but let's resume the timeline. So you're saying not particularly excellent at anything, had trouble figuring out the electronics. So you shifted to software and then what happened?

• 23:42Speaker 01

  Shifted to software and in first year, like Melbourne University is, it's about a 30,000, at the time was a 30,000 student campus. So it's a big, serious university, one of the big sort of two or three in Australia. And as with many universities, I think it's similar in the US, there were lots of like student clubs and societies around the place. Yeah. And during orientation week, one of the many things that they have there, you know, a couple of hundred clubs have, join us, you know, the fantasy, science fiction society, the chocolate lovers society, the beer connoisseur society, the taekwondo club, like it's everything you can imagine and a lot more that you, some of them are stupid, ridiculous ones. Some of them are very serious, special interest ones. And I was just wandering around trying to join stuff to, you know, try and get out of my shell and explore a bit and take advantage of being on a university

• 24:27Speaker 01

  campus. And there was a table for the Melbourne University Magician Society. And I'd had like a magic kit when I was 10, but it had as much effect on me as it did almost 10 year olds. Nothing. I had no ability. It was confusing. I gave up after two days. And, but you know, magic was one of the many things I was interested in, like everything, you know, I wanted to learn how everything worked in the world. Again, wasn't doing a great job of it. And they, it's like, magic club, what do, what do you guys do? And they said, well, you know, magic, like card tricks and stuff. And I'm like, oh, I can't do any of that. I tried, but I sucked. So gave up as you do. And they said, well, if you join, we teach you that we've got a beginner's course. And I was like, eh, I don't know. I mean, I don't, I'm not very dexterous. And I was like, eh, why not? Give it a shot. And I remember they had really cool membership cards, which I thought was cool.

• 25:12Speaker 01

  That kind of tipped me over the edge. And so I just kind of joined and then I forgot that I joined for the next month because I had other things going on. It was very busy. And then Tina, the club secretary called me up on my parents' landline, because this is pre, I didn't own my Nokia 3310 yet at this point in the story. And said, hey, we've got you down as having signed up but not turned up. Do you still want to come? I was like, oh yeah, magic club. Right. That's right. Oh yeah. When do you meet again? Wednesdays, 1pm. Great. And then Wednesday, 1pm rocked around and I was like, 1pm, I was supposed to be somewhere. I hadn't discovered radical illness yet. I'm like, I think, oh crap, Magic Club. That's right. Oh God, where is it again? Damn. So I turned up about 15 minutes late, just in time to see someone, this guy Brian, who was one of the special guest sort of teachers,

• 25:57Speaker 01

  explaining this trick. And he was basically going, okay, now via the blah, blah, blah technique, a jargon term I didn't know at the time, you know their card is the King of Clubs. And you could just say that, or you could use the blah, blah technique that we talked about last week. And then he took a seven of diamonds, waved it on the table, and it changed like right 10 inches in front of me into a King of Clubs. And this was the most incredible thing I'd ever seen in my entire life. It was just like reality broke down in front of me. Everything I knew about life and physics and what the, it was just this transcendent, consuming moment. And I sort of made semi incoherent noises of like, wait,

• 26:39Speaker 01

  what the heck? What? Huh? What is that? And Brian, not realizing I hadn't been turning up for the, so far, quote unquote, reminded me, oh, the blah, blah technique like this from last week where you do this and this. And so in seconds, I went from being profoundly, transcendently amazed to seeing how it was done. And it was like, whose quote is it? Give me a lever long enough and a place to stand.

• 27:03Tim Ferriss?

  Archimedes.

• 27:03Speaker 01

  Archimedes, yeah. It felt like that. It was this revelation that from this not easy, but simple technique, you could do the most profoundly, transcendently amazing thing I'd ever seen in my life. And the implication of the leverage of that was just extraordinary. It's like discovering that you can sort of poke a table and power the entire city with the energy of that poke. It was just, I was so fascinated. And just started going to that club every week and just became completely intrigued by what is this art and craft and what the hell? And the motivation was purely understanding. It was just knowledge seeking. I just want to understand this thing I'd seen. Yeah. If you see something amazing, intrinsically, I want to understand it and learn more about it.

• 27:44Tim Ferriss?

  So that's where you got your first hit of magic dope.

• 27:47Speaker 01

  Oh, yeah. Oh, it's a powerful drug.

• 27:51Tim Ferriss?

  All right. So you get that hit. And the way I want to play this is I'd love to flash way forward. And then we're going to fill in some of the gaps along the way.

• 28:01Speaker 01

  I like it. I can see the screenplay now.

• 28:03Tim Ferriss?

  Exactly. I'm writing the screenplay in my head.

• 28:05Speaker 01

  Love it.

• 28:05Tim Ferriss?

  As we go. I've already bought your life rights. I hope you don't mind. It's fine. I wasn't doing anything. Yeah, you signed the release, right? I wasn't doing anything good with them.

• 28:15Tim Ferriss?

  All right. The name of the show that I saw at the Magic Castle, what is it? Glitches in reality. Glitches in reality. All right. So glitches in reality, setting the stage. I've never heard your name before, but Elon says, trust me, I'm not sure if we can get space. But if we can get a seat, you need to come. And I take that very seriously. He's an enthusiastic guy, but he's not a bullshitter. Completely. And I wanted to move anything and everything necessary to come to the show, just based on pure faith. Yep. Landed the show and Jordan was kind enough to also get a spot for a friend of mine who had never been to a magic show, which will be relevant shortly.

• 28:58Tim Ferriss?

  Rule number one, unless you only ever want to go downhill, do not go to Simon's show first as your only magic show. You should just quit while you're ahead in that case. And we go in. My favorite magic, not that I have much vocabulary, much experience, but as a spectator, as an awe seeker, but also a truth seeker, maybe we'll come back to that at some point. I love anything that is reasonably close up, just like the card changing in front of you 10 inches from your face. Completely. And by far the best magic show I've ever seen. So I want to say that publicly, number one. And we can parse out why that is the case, but the combination of wonder,

• 29:44Tim Ferriss?

  explanation, surprise, and also for me, your ability to showcase almost a decathlon of magic in terms of, to my muggle mind, a wide breadth of different skills. If that makes any sense. Completely. And when you, towards the end, began to set up and tell the story.

• 30:11Tim Ferriss?

  Of FISM and we're going to come back to that. Elon almost ejaculated in his pants. I don't know how else to put it. And I don't want to make too strong a case, but I thought he was either having a seizure or ejaculating. I wasn't sure, maybe both. He was so excited because you guys are friends and he had told me that after the world championships, which we'll get to in a moment, he thought you may never perform this trick. And we'll get to what this trick is ever again. And it was one of the most spectacular, mind bending things I've ever seen in my life.

• 30:51Speaker 01

  Thanks.

• 30:52Tim Ferriss?

  You're welcome. Could you please tell the story of the world championships?

• 30:57Speaker 01

  Oh, boy.

• 30:59Tim Ferriss?

  And I know there are a million ways this can be told. And guess what? They're all good.

• 31:02Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 31:03Tim Ferriss?

  So.

• 31:03Speaker 01

  How many hours have you got?

• 31:04Tim Ferriss?

  We have all the time in the world.

• 31:07Speaker 01

  I'm still working out how to tell this story because again, there are so many ways it can be told. Let's start with a short version and then you can unpack, request unpacking any bits you think are relevant.

• 31:18Tim Ferriss?

  And maybe, do you mind if I make this sort of participatory journalism?

• 31:23Speaker 01

  Sure.

• 31:24Tim Ferriss?

  And I'll give people just a snapshot from the screenplay.

• 31:28Speaker 01

  Absolutely. I defer to your expertise.

• 31:31Tim Ferriss?

  The sort of in media res, we start in the middle of the action. And so to set the stage, upon intended, you can correct me on some of the particulars, but you're being judged by your peers.

• 31:47Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 31:47Tim Ferriss?

  At this event, they are watching Magic all day long. You are close to the end. You perform your trick and then invite people up to inspect your work if they don't believe it's real. And it effectively shuts down the venue because there is a rush of 2,000 plus people to the stage to inspect this.

• 32:10Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 32:11Tim Ferriss?

  To the extent that it becomes a problem for the organizers, it becomes a safety risk.

• 32:18Tim Ferriss?

  It's just the ultimate magical mic drop. No one had ever seen anything like it.

• 32:23Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 32:23Tim Ferriss?

  Okay. Now you can start wherever you like.

• 32:26Speaker 01

  The only small correction I'd make to that. I mean, it wasn't quite 2,000 people. It was a lot. It was hundreds of people. Hundreds of people. But the thing that made it even more powerful for me personally was that I didn't actually invite them up. What happened was I had one person on stage who gets given the thing that is created. And they then go back to their seat. I'm like, thank you very much. You know, you get to keep that. That now gets to linger in the world. And I just went, cool, thanks, bye. And just left the stage. I'm like, thank God that's over. Oh, my God, that was so stressful. Phew, we did it. We got there. And then I was just backstage decompressing going, oh, God, thank, oh, man, so glad that's over. Finally, I can relax. I've, I've, for months, I've been looking forward to this moment where I could finally stop stressing. Then a friend comes backstage and goes, you should come look at this. I'm like, what? And he goes, just come look.

• 33:10Speaker 01

  And I walk out and I see that this mob has gathered like spontaneously. It wasn't even invited. I didn't expect this would happen.

• 33:17Tim Ferriss?

  That makes it even better.

• 33:18Speaker 01

  Yeah. I'm just like, oh, my God, holy.

• 33:20Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 33:24Tim Ferriss?

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• 34:23Speaker 01

  So as a kid, I was not particularly happy. I was not having a great time growing up. Nothing super horrifying, but I just didn't fit in. Again, I now know neurodivergent, that tends to not be a good time if you don't know that and you're a kid in a normal sort of area. And I realized I was always interested. I figured this out in hindsight. This was looking back. I saw the pattern. I was interested in stuff that involved kind of breaking out of reality, like ESP and aliens and the X-Files and space exploration and quantum physics and science fiction and just ways that I life felt just so mundane and uninspiring and gray and dreary and just, ugh. And all those things for different reasons weren't accessible to me. Australia didn't have a space program, so I couldn't be an astronaut. Quantum physics was real but too

• 35:07Speaker 01

  hard. Hypnosis was real, but not that interesting to me. Aliens don't seem to be real, sadly, as far as I can tell. Who knows? There was just no way. I wanted out of reality. I wanted life to be more extraordinary. And so when I saw this magic club and I saw this card trick at age 18, it was the first time in my life that it felt like, again, there was like a crack in reality that I could sort of see something brighter and more extraordinary through. And again, I only realized this like a decade later, looking back and trying to make sense of the path. It only becomes clear in hindsight. So it makes sense now. I got so captivated by magic. It was the first time I could kind of engage with that, with something more extraordinary and that that altered state of consciousness that was profound. And so I became obsessed. But again, I wasn't particularly

• 35:51Speaker 01

  gifted at it. There was no apparent natural talent, but I loved it so much that I kept going despite the absence of natural talent. And as we know, that's what tends to make a difference is if you love it enough to stick with it and enjoy the process with no thought as to the destination, which will become a theme as well, I think. And so then fast forward a bunch of years, I'm working full time at a graduate job, which I don't really like, but is good experience. And some of the people there were great and I'm glad I did it, but I didn't really fit in. It wasn't What was the job? I worked for Accenture, big business consulting company. And again, I met some great people there. Shout out to Grant and Thomas and Jackie and everybody else, but it wasn't really my thing. It didn't play to my strengths. It played to a lot of my weaknesses, which I didn't really understand at the time.

• 36:35Speaker 01

  And the magic was continuing to grow in the background as a real passion. But there wasn't really a sense I could ever do that professionally. I didn't see much of a market for it where I lived. And I started to sort of win little competitions locally, which was amazing. This was the first time I displayed any sort of noteworthy skill at anything, which was kind of addictive. It's a good feeling. We want to feel significant and competent at things. And I hadn't mostly in my life so far.

• 36:56Tim Ferriss?

  How did you decide to participate in your first competition?

• 36:59Speaker 01

  It was a thing, a guy called Nigel McCullough in Melbourne, a magician, ran a little one day magic convention, a get together just to have a bunch of workshops and shows called Melbourne's Magic Malachi in 2001. And it had this close up magic competition. And at the time, I can't remember why, I think I'd like read something or just this idea that it's worth trying things, even if they fail because you get an experience from it. And again, at the time, this was a new idea to me because I was young and, you know, everything. And I went, yeah, you know what? Why not, you know, step into the arena, you know, try a thing. There was zero percent chance in my mind that I had a shot at it. And I ended up winning it, partly because, again, the thing with competitions, it's often who turns up on the day.

• 37:42Tim Ferriss?

  For sure.

• 37:43Speaker 01

  And also the theme that I've often not really realized how what I'm doing will be experienced or perceived by others. Again, neurodivergency.

• 37:51Tim Ferriss?

  Well, we talked about this. I don't want to take you off track, so keep your place. But even before we started, I was asking you. I was, exactly. I was asking you if you had any greatest hits stories or stories that were really well received by the audience. And I'm paraphrasing, but that's not a superpower that I have in terms of identifying what will be interesting to other people. So that's my job.

• 38:14Speaker 01

  I've frequently been surprised by what people have and haven't found resonant. So I enter and I unexpectedly win it and I go, holy shit, very unexpected. And so that was the first sort of sense I got that maybe, maybe I'm kind of onto something here. Maybe I've got something I'm doing that's working, that's kind of exciting. So I kept starting to enter other competitions and also I learned from it. It's great to have a deadline. It's great to have a challenging, slightly healthy, stressful thing to work towards. So I kept sort of doing that. I found competitions useful as a way to grow and I kept winning little ones locally, which was really gratifying. And then fast forward a few years of this and still working full time at the job, doing magic on the side and on weekends, often when exhausted from 12 hour days at a big corporate job.

• 38:54Speaker 01

  And then going out to like open mics to grind in material and try and get experience and workshop things and just burning the candle. Just like holding the candle in the fire with tongs, not even more than both ends. I was just really burning out, but I was so excited. I needed to make a living and still chase this passion. Again, with no thought that it was going to be a profession or anything at this point. It was just like, I just loved it intrinsically. It was fascinating. And then 2009, so the Magic World Championships, the SING FISM, which stands for something in French that we can get into or not. It's basically a way to think of it is like, imagine like the UN of magic clubs. And again, magic clubs, professional organizations for technicians, designers who try to create the illusions of impossibility.

• 39:35Speaker 01

  Right? That's the way to think of magic, special effects design, but live and in some ways more powerful. And so organizations where these people get together and workshop and talk and exchange ideas. Some of those then affiliate with FISM, which is French for International Federation of Magic Societies. That began in like the 50s as a way to kind of like try to unite, like to make some international collaboration, which is a really healthy, nice thing. And it's like any organization, there's politics and there's a bunch of bullshit, but mostly it's a really good thing overall. And the main thing they run is every three years, they have a big competition that is kind of the de facto Magic World Championships as a way to kind of, I think of it as, to paraphrase Rick and Morty, every three years, FISM says to the world of magic, show us what you got.

• 40:19Tim Ferriss?

  Right.

• 40:20Speaker 01

  And the world of magic shows what it's got and it's always got something cool and also a lot of stuff that sucks and everything in between. And in 2009, it was going to be in China for the first time ever. It's mostly been in Europe throughout its history. It's always in a different city around the world. And I ended up with the opportunity to be the only Australian entrant because clubs get given entry slots prorated based on membership. And Australia has a very small population. And so again, getting those critical masses is very hard in Australia. And it's one of the reasons I eventually came to the US to seek more people and more inspiration. There are plenty of really cool people there, but again, the critical mass just isn't there as much. And I went, oh my God, the prospect to who gets the chance to represent their country

• 41:01Speaker 01

  at the world championships of anything, particularly a kid who didn't really, you know, have much he felt he was talented at. This was extraordinary and terrifying and all the things. And so I did it. And much like kind of Rocky, I just wanted to compete and not embarrass myself or my country. That was the goal, just to compete at a world stage was already more than I'd ever imagined. And I ended up worked for over a year on preparing the routine and getting ready for the competition and ended up tying for third prize in the close up magic category, which was so far beyond what I'd imagined. I think about that, that thing that the, the bronze medalist is often happier than the silver medalist. As the silver medalist missed out on gold, the bronze medalist missed out on having nothing. You know, who's even happier than the bronze medalist? Who's that?

• 41:46Speaker 01

  The person who tied for bronze, because maybe fourth place was a long way below you. But when you tie for third, you are a hair's breadth from nothing. You just squeaked into something and I was ecstatic and it was amazing. And very quickly I realized that I was like, oh my God, I've made it. This is incredible. And then it did nothing for my career or life in any way whatsoever. So, so that Band-Aid got ripped off pretty quickly, which was probably healthy in hindsight. Yeah. There was the moment where the Chinese media came up and I was there with a friend who'd won second prize in his category. And we were going, oh my God, this is amazing. The Chinese media come up and go, you are, you are prize winners. And we're like, yeah, thinking, yes, this is awesome. We're going to be famous now. And they go, oh, what did

• 42:28Speaker 01

  you win? I go, I tied for third in close up magic and Charlie here came second in parlor magic. And they went, ah, not first. I'm like, oh no, but like, and then they just, oh, sorry, and left. It's like, I don't, I don't think we got 15 minutes of glory before just the, the cold water was dumped on us, which is the shortest route from exuberance to just, oh, Charlie Brown walk away from the room. So that happened? That happened. Then in 2012, three years later, I enter again. It's now in the UK this time. And the very short version of that very long story is I prepare a different routine, again, for over a year. And I find out about two weeks before the competition that a big chunk of what I'm planning to do isn't going to work.

• 43:14Speaker 01

  Now normally, what you would do is pull out of the competition at that point, or try and find something else to replace it and come up with something. I possibly naively, stupidly chose the latter. Turns out I'm not a quitter. Once we're doing it, we're doing it. And it was insane. I am still kind of astonished, you could call it legal insanity, that went for it, worked with an amazing group of people, friends, shout out to Dave and Yao and Y C and everybody in Melbourne who helped with that and all the names I'm now forgetting in the moment, and somehow got something adequate over the line. And it ended up winning the award for most original closer back. Not best closer back, but most original, which isn't necessarily the same.

• 43:57Speaker 01

  And I think it was because in that insane pressure cooker of having to come up with something, I came up with something so bizarre and unusual, out of just sheer brute force necessity of what can we do with what's available? There wasn't any time to develop any sort of good polished methods. We had to just use some bizarre stuff and just decide, you know what? I don't even know if this is going to work, but let's try it. And miraculously it did work, barely. Like, I still watch the video of that and just, oh God, the amount of things that almost went wrong but failed to is still insane. Somehow it got across the line and got this originality award, which again, I hadn't expected, hadn't been aiming for originality. I'd just been aiming to not shit the bed in front of 2,000 people. That was a hundred percent of my goal at that point of like, oh God.

• 44:41Tim Ferriss?

  Sometimes close bedfellows, pun intended.

• 44:43Speaker 01

  Right. Exactly. There's still this amazing photo somewhere of me on stage in 2012, accepting this award with this completely bemused expression on my face. I mean, elated but just surprised, like the last thing I saw coming. And so that happened. And the idea that I threw together at the last minute, that came to me at like 4am while stressed out and vaguely panicked, was I'd always been obsessed with this idea of can you take this fleeting, transcendent instant of wonder and somehow preserve it into something physical and tangible that lengthens that moment, lets you sit in that space longer? Because I love that space. That space is powerful and life changing.

• 45:24Speaker 01

  And the idea was what if you did an act where you create one of these things live? Because these things exist, but you see the finished result, but not the process. And what if you could create the illusion of it being created instantly? So a piece of the act then lingers beyond the end of it into the world. And that was the idea. And in 2012, I did this first kind of very rough, janky, thrown-together, seat-of-the-pants version of it that was not good, but worked, and I loved the idea. And I also then gave up on magic competitions because they're great, they serve a purpose. But at the time, I was trying to have a career. I'd now quit my full-time job to go full magic, which I don't necessarily recommend, but has been going okay. We'll come back to that. We'll come to that. And I was trying to make a career.

• 46:06Speaker 01

  I was trying to find a way to make a living, which is often the opposite of art and creativity, sadly. Not always, but sometimes. And this idea of this, like, creating the impossible object in the act, I didn't see any commercial potential to it. It was so high-touch, so much setup, played so small. And I'm like, I love this, but I need to shelve this and work on something else. But it nagged at me, it ate away at me. And putting effort into magic competitions, I wasn't seeing any career payoff to that at the time. So I went, you know what? I've got to focus on actual getting gigs, earning money, shelve the competitions and the creative projects. And for 10 years, that stayed that way, until in 2019. Again, this, still, this is the short version. Highly abbreviated.

• 46:49Speaker 01

  Yeah, this is the incredibly abbreviated story. I started, ended up in jigsaw puzzle design, separate story we'll get to, and left magic as a profession, which was really liberating, because I love magic, I love it as an art, it's a horrible business to be in, like most of the arts. The comedians know, the jugglers know, all the variety entertainers know, the actors know, most of the musicians know, it's rough, it's brutal, it's hard. And a lot of my weaknesses were very relevant. My strengths didn't play well, my weaknesses were very hindering, and I found it really hard to build a career. And so when the prospect of getting into creative product design came up, work on a thing with a good team of people, put it into the world and have it scale passively

• 47:33Speaker 01

  in the background, not completely passively, was amazing. And you don't have to turn up to be earning the money. And also, being a magician's like being unemployed. Every gig is often a once-off, so you're constantly having to hustle and hustle for the next gig, and I'm not great at that. So quit magic full-time. I'm like, great, it's now a hobby. Ah, glorious, I can just do the bits I'm excited by and passionate by. And then the pandemic happened and all kinds of crazy stuff happened, and it was a weird time for everybody. And during that time, the 2022 Magic Championships was coming up.

• 48:05Speaker 01

  And I just went, great, this is awesome. I'm a hobbyist amateur magician now. I can just go and hang out. It doesn't matter. There's no stress. And then I realized that I know myself now. I'm going to enjoy it more if I'm. I'll always pick creating over consuming. If you have a choice, it's more rewarding. Got to get that, you know, that little garnish of trauma. Right? That little, I really feel it. It's like the spicy chili or the bit of coffee like, oh, you feel it. You know, you're alive. And I thought, well, I could do maybe get booked to do a show. There's all kinds of events. And then I remembered that 2012 routine, that kind of very janky version of a really beautiful idea that I'd loved. And worked on, I went, you know? And I'd been thinking about that ever since.

• 48:46Speaker 01

  In weak moments, I would sort of work on bits of a version of an idea on how to fix it and improve it. And they go, no, no, I shouldn't be working on this. I should be working on my career. And then a year later, I'd be like, ah, I think I have another idea on how to solve this problem. And I kept trying to find, and it kept not being solvable. It was one of these impossible problems. And then in that lockdown, hiding out in the Midwest in 2021, away from everything and all the insanity and the chaos. And I was like, I think I finally have the last piece of it. This is not quite the right analogy, but having the idea and actually actualizing it, executing it. As our buddy Derek Zivers says, ideas and execution is so different. And I was like, I think I can do this, but it's going to take months of work to even test it, to find out.

• 49:31Speaker 01

  And the way the magic championships works is the year before they have regional continental qualifiers. They have the North American, the South American, the Asian, the European, the African and the Oceanian, like mini championships. The North American championships was coming up in about six months. And I went, you know what? I need a deadline to make my brain hyper focus. I'll enter that. It'll be small. This was still during lockdown. It was post vaccines, but still in lockdowns. It won't be very well attended. If I can't get this idea together and it shits the bed. It'll only shit the bed in front of a small, relatively small audience. And if it doesn't shit the bed, I'll know, all right, I've got something and I have a year to really work on it to make it good. I went, great, you know, low stress, just high enough stress to do it.

• 50:13Speaker 01

  And so I spent the next six months in crunch mode going, okay, let's take a swing at this. Let's see if I can bring this thing to life. And I work like a maniac, I go into full workshop rehearsal, testing, theory mode. And I go to the North American Championships. Again, just to kind of see if this thing's got legs or not. I don't really know yet. I don't know what I've got or not. And I win the whole thing. I become the North American Closer Magic Champion. And once again, I'm shocked. I'm completely surprised. I did not see this coming. And I go, oh, I guess it does have legs. Oh shit. Okay. All right, we got something here. And then, how much do you know about when a caterpillar turns into a butterfly? What happens inside the chrysalis? I'm gonna go with very little. Okay. Just so I don't get caught.

• 50:58Speaker 01

  As the emperor of no clothes. I also am not a biologist, or is it an entomological biologist? This is one of the most amazing things I've learned about the natural world. You would think that the caterpillar maybe changes shape a bit, then you know, sprouts wings and now it's a butterfly. Turns out the caterpillar basically liquefies into primordial sludge. With small chunks of neural matter still in there. And then from that primordial soup, the butterfly then just basically grows into its full form. Which is astounding and it retains memories and experience through this process. And they've done, you know, scans of this to see that this is what happens, which is one of the most, again, magical in the sense of seems impossible. Turns to sludge and then reforms into a completely different organism.

• 51:41Speaker 01

  And I realized in the months I was working before the real championship that at the North American Championships, I felt like I had, I'd won the prize for like best caterpillar in show. And I'm like, this thing's great, great caterpillar. Oh my God, what a caterpillar. Damn. But I had this hunch that I think this thing could fly. I think this thing might be able to grow wings, like maybe. And that meant it had to turn into sludge. And there's a lot of people who can relate to that creativity. And so for the next like eight months. I went to the Magic Castle because one of the best things about that place is it has these areas where magician members can go and do little impromptu shows for, you know, whichever public members are around. It's hard to find open mics. You need places to test stuff. You only get good by doing and experiencing and that's hard to find for

• 52:26Speaker 01

  most variety arts, magic included. And it's one of the reasons I live near the place. And I went there on quiet nights because to get the routine to this better place, I had to kind of break it and test out these things that you can only test them in front of people. You need observer's mind is where the magic happens. And it wasn't good and it was awkward and it was uncomfortable and I hated it. And I would wait till there were just like three people. Rather than gathering a big crowd to get good energy, I'd be like, ah, no, I don't want anyone to see it sucking while it's in this crappy phase. And just went there night after night, just again and again. It was brutal and it was unpleasant, but slowly wove it together and started to find a way to get the improvements.

• 53:04Tim Ferriss?

  So question, just on that process, because I saw the room.

• 53:08Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 53:08Tim Ferriss?

  Where you did a lot of that practice.

• 53:10Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 53:11Tim Ferriss?

  Tiny little room. And I saw the performance when things worked.

• 53:15Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 53:16Tim Ferriss?

  Okay.

• 53:16Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 53:17Tim Ferriss?

  So when you're workshopping this rough material, and it makes me think of a long time ago when I was in the Bay Area, I was actually a judge for an amateur comedy competition.

• 53:26Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 53:26Tim Ferriss?

  But there were a couple of pros and they would bring their notebooks up on stage and something would just die on the vine. Wouldn't get any results and be like, okay, we're gonna cut that one. And then they'd pull up in their notebook and on stage they would make their notes. And

• 53:40Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 53:41Tim Ferriss?

  I loved seeing the under the hood process. When you were performing for say three people and it sucks to use your word.

• 53:50Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 53:51Tim Ferriss?

  Does that mean it works, but it's not pretty? Does that mean it just completely falls apart and does not work? It doesn't produce the illusion? And what do you say or do when people have come to be entertained and it doesn't work?

• 54:04Speaker 01

  The answer is sort of all of the above. There are so many different failure modes, which again is sort of the engineering mindset, the different ways it can fail. With this particular thing I was working on in this story, there was one particular thing I needed to accomplish secretly without anyone seeing. It was some Mission Impossible type shit. You know, your mission should you choose to accept it is, you know, the parameters should have been impossible. And I was trying to find a way to make this work and I had a hunch there might be a way. But it relied on sort of like nuanced body language based misdirection and like how human perception actually works and how to kind of slip that through the cracks in ways that were really hard to theorize. And you have to kind of feel it. And so I would prefix it, knowing that there was a solid chance of it failing, by going, hi, I'm testing on something new. If it works, it'll be amazing.

• 54:49Speaker 01

  If it doesn't work, it'll be hilarious. So win, win, win. Either way, hopefully you will get an entertaining experience. So they, you know, they set expectations, informed consent, they know what they're getting into. And it's a weird place because I don't know which one of those it's gonna be. And if it works, they are gonna see something astounding. And then they're gonna see me go, was that any good? Like, was that, which is such a jarring experience for them to see me just break reality and they go, uh, was that, was that any good? Did you, did you see the thing that I hoped you didn't see? They're like, what the hell? I get just, but then if they did see the thing, they'd be like, I mean, yeah, cause I'm, I'm letting them know I want their feedback. And it's often hard to get people to give you that feedback because often they mistakenly think that being polite is better.

• 55:33Speaker 01

  Is helpful. They don't want to hurt your feelings. I know it's the opposite. I but like hurt me, punch me in the face. Like, let's go. Give me the pain. I need to know. I want the painful truth of the beautiful lie. This is what we need right now. And usually you can see it on their faces, even if they're trying to hide. You can sort of see that their eyes flicker to where the thing happened. I'm like, damn it. Ah, all right. Well, lesson learned. Back the drawing board. Let's try it again tomorrow. And if it does work, they just, you see the wonder. And so it's great. We got it that time. Now let's try and make sure that happens every time with an error margin. So you're putting in the reps. Putting in the reps, just grinding through the reps for weeks and months. And it gets down to the point where I've sort of got two approaches kind of figured out. There's two paths to making this thing work and they each have different pros and cons.

• 56:18Speaker 01

  And I can't really decide between them. One is the slightly like risky one that looks better, but has a different problem. Again, a classic engineering situation. You just have to decide between the trade offs. And with now, it's just a few weeks away and I go, all right, we're going to pick one and focus on it. And I picked the safer one that is less amazing, but like more reliable. So we go to the competition and it's a six day event and it's the competition, but also shows and workshops and panel discussions and events and all kinds of cool. It's a whole big, beautiful celebration. Festival. Yeah, exactly. And the competition's the main thing. And annoyingly, my friend Shoot and I, so Shoot is a really good magician friend who was also competing in a different category. And we'd been training each other, really like supporting each other on the journey and trying to do our thing.

• 57:01Speaker 01

  And we're both on the final day, which is annoying because what I wanted to do was rip off the Band-Aid early and then enjoy the festival. But instead I have to make sure I get to sleep and make sure I stay healthy. And so I can't go too hard because I spent like a year and a half working towards this. In a way, I spent 10 years working towards this. I don't care if I win, I'm just there to do the thing and to see if we can close this narrative arc because it'll be more engaging. Cause the fact that it was exactly 10 years felt just too perfect to let that go. It's such a beautiful plot arc. I'm like, I want to see if this thing can fly. And if it can't, that's okay. Cause at least I'll know, at least I tried the thing. And Shoot's in a similar place. He's just entering because it's been a pandemic. We haven't been able to do this for so many years. He wants to be part of it. So it's the final day.

• 57:43Speaker 01

  Actually, it's not yet because two days before the final day, I'm lying awake. Shoot and I are sharing a hotel room and I have insomnia, which doesn't happen to me much. And I'm lying awake because adrenaline and time zone and just, it's not surprising. I'm lying awake staring at the ceiling going, god damn it, get to sleep. And then suddenly it's one of those moments where my eyes widen and I just suddenly see the matrix. And I'm like, holy shit. I suddenly think I've seen a way to combine these two approaches and get the best bits of both. Two days. Two days before. Yeah. And this always happens to me. This every day, it's a running joke with friends in Melbourne who know the Muse only visits. Forty-eight to thirty-six hours before the deadline. Forty-eight hours before go time. Every damn time. That's when the muse turns up. I playfully anthropomorphize my muse. I think of her as like,

• 58:29Speaker 01

  I'm like arguing with her going, could you one time turn up three weeks out? And she's like, no. And I'm like, oh, you know what? Terribly sorry. Appreciate you. Please don't stop turning up. Mate, no. All right. That's, I guess that's what it's gonna be. Looks like that's the schedule. Yep. All right. Thank you. Appreciate you. Please don't, don't leave. So she turns up at four AM, two days before, and just punches me in the face with this idea. I'm like, oh my God, hang on. And Shoot is asleep in the, he's a pretty sound sleeper. We've traveled together a lot now for many gigs. And I realize, hang on, I think often you need to think with your body, I find. You need to sort of work through it and block through it. So I get up very quietly, trying not to wake him up. And in the darkness,

• 59:08Speaker 01

  there's like dim light of the moon through, you know, a slit in the window. I sort of work through this idea thinking, am I insane? Will this work? And I kind of think, I think this might have legs, but I don't know if I'm just sleep deprived and delusional. So I write down a bunch of notes on it for my future self in the morning to go like, in case I forget. And then I don't get to sleep. I'm just lying there and my mind's racing. I'm like, I think, hang on, maybe is this, this gonna work? And finally Shoot wakes up. What the fuck are you doing? He's used to it. He's not surprised. The amount of weird shit we've seen each other doing for magic over the years. Like, it's all so much stranger than fiction. He just looks at me as like, uh huh. I go, okay. So full disclosure, I haven't slept, so I might be a little manic.

• 59:51Speaker 01

  What do you think of this idea? And Shoot is legendary for being a friendly, beautiful human, but very sort of blunt with his feedback and his opinion. He breaks a lot of people's spirits unintentionally because he's just. The dream destroyer. Exactly. Very, very sort of, yeah, like a younger Mr. Miyagi, like, I don't know. And I go, okay, here's the idea. We all know each, everything about each other's act at this point. I'm going, so this version, this version, I think if I do this and do this, and then that, and that gives us the best bit of this, but without the drawback of this, because this angle and this perceptual focal direction is here, and there's this. What do you think? Is this something? Has it got legs? And he looks at me and thinks and goes, I can't say no. Which from him is

• 1:00:31Tim Ferriss?

  Which is like A plus.

• 1:00:32Speaker 01

  High praise. He's like, yeah, cause normally you'd be like, ah, but you know, this wouldn't work. So I'm like, oh shit. Okay. And then I ran it by Jordan as well. Later on, like again, haven't slept, might be a little manic. You know, I'm learning how to, you know, interact and filter properly. And he's like, yeah, I think maybe. And I'm like, all right. So then I spent the next day and a half, cause that's all I've got, blocking through this new version. It's not a massive change.

• 1:00:54Tim Ferriss?

  When you say blocking, what do you mean?

• 1:00:56Speaker 01

  Blocking in the theatrical sense, as in kind of walking through it physically, like going through the whole motions. Because a lot of magic, again, the Vernon theory of naturalness is about looking like your body has no tension, where there is actually a lot of tension or vice versa, or faking tension where there is none. And you kind of need to, in the same way that a special effects designer is lying with their CGI, lying for the benefit of the audience, lying for, to create something beautiful. You have to sort of lie with your whole body.

• 1:01:24Tim Ferriss?

  Sure.

• 1:01:25Speaker 01

  In a really, a way that's really, it takes a long time to kind of get intuitive. And it's one of the hardest things about learning magic at a high level.

• 1:01:31Tim Ferriss?

  You know, I just realized also something about you, which, tell me if this is an accurate perception. And that is, you may not be able to put yourself in the minds or the shoes of, say, certain listeners of stories. But you would have to be quite good at putting yourself behind the eyes, at the very least.

• 1:01:50Speaker 01

  Absolutely, yeah.

• 1:01:51Tim Ferriss?

  Of your spectators, of your marks.

• 1:01:54Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:01:54Tim Ferriss?

  Because the angles matter.

• 1:01:56Speaker 01

  Yeah, absolutely. And the knowledge and the preconceptions and the assumptions and the, just the ways people perceive reality around them. Absolutely, is literally the medium with which, you know, the magician slash illusionist works. And the common misconception is, you know, the hands or the cards or the coins or the whatever. But no, I mean, those are the tools, but you are sculpting the perceptions of an observer into a beautiful, amazing shape. You need to be present to that. That is the sculptor that you are crafting. And the thing where I find that's different about things like what stories would be interesting is perception of physical reality is a much more universal, consistent thing than people's creative preferences or personal preferences or wants or needs or desires or interests. That is hugely variable between people.

• 1:02:41Speaker 01

  And I think in any sort of, at least for me, the the neurodivergences are more about those things are more divergent, what I like, what I'm interested in, what I want to hear about, what I don't. Whereas perception of physical objects-

• 1:02:54Tim Ferriss?

  Perceptual faculties for survival that have evolved over time.

• 1:02:57Speaker 01

  Exactly. That's pretty much the same for everybody.

• 1:02:58Tim Ferriss?

  Pretty consistent.

• 1:02:59Speaker 01

  Not everybody, but all, you know, way higher percentage of people.

• 1:03:02Tim Ferriss?

  So you're forty eight hours roughly out. You're not sleeping. Come on, Simon. For fuck's sake. Get to sleep.

• 1:03:09Speaker 01

  Get it together.

• 1:03:10Tim Ferriss?

  Muse is like-

• 1:03:12Speaker 01

  Muse is just punching me in the face with amazing things. And I'm like, thank you, I think.

• 1:03:17Tim Ferriss?

  So now you, you think you have something?

• 1:03:19Speaker 01

  I think I've got something.

• 1:03:21Tim Ferriss?

  How do you balance, maybe that's not even the word to use, prepping with something new before game time with trying to get some sleep?

• 1:03:31Speaker 01

  Yeah. I definitely try to get sleep. Sleep is important. I don't really have a process. I just sort of feel it. And I get it to a point where I think it's good enough. I have a bit of a background in improv acting, which is one of the best things I ever studied in my life. And being okay with just kind of, again, the friends from Melbourne who are listening, shout out to Dom and Viom and everybody else, know that I'm inevitably like hours before a show, building something new to try in it. I think a lot about this idea of the two thresholds of imagine that you oversimplify how good is a performance into a single axis, which is ridiculously oversimplified. But say, you know, at the bottom is the worst thing you've ever seen.

• 1:04:12Tim Ferriss?

  This is like the Y axis on a graph.

• 1:04:13Speaker 01

  Exactly. And the top is the best thing you've ever seen in your life. Again, oversimplification, but for the sake of argument, it's that George Box quote, "All conceptual models are wrong, but some are useful." And this is wrong, but useful. And I often think about, we're trying to go upwards. We're trying to get high on the scale. You want it to be, that show was really good. Some people think it was the best thing they've ever seen. Some people think it's really good. And there's an infinite number of lines you could draw on that graph. And the two that I think about the most is somewhere very high up is people in the audience are thinking, that is one of the best things I've ever seen ever in my life across all categories of experience. Holy shit. That's always where I'm aiming at. I don't think I hit it. I think most people never hit it. Maybe I'll hit it one day before I die. That would be amazing. Maybe I won't.

• 1:04:58Speaker 01

  That's okay, but I'm aiming at that. I think about the Bruce Lee quote, the aim the punch two inches beyond the intended point of impact. Aiming at the line, I don't need to hit it to feel happy. But then way lower is the line above which not one person in the audience felt like they wasted their time or their money. And I'm willing to take risks down to that line, but not below it. If I go below that line, then I'll beat myself up. Then I have a karmic debt to repay to the world. But above that line, my conscience is clean, my karma is clear, and I'm willing to take risks to explore and experiment down to that line. And this is a bit different because the world damn championships. So the minimum line's a bit higher. And so it's more, I get to the line where I'm like, I'm confident that this is going to do extremely likely to work to the highest level. You can never be certain, but I'm confident I've got this and it'll work.

• 1:05:43Speaker 01

  And at that point, I chill and get some sleep and try and relax. Okay. And then, and that's the competition. And then I'm up and it's terrifying and I'm ready. One of my favorite, a little tangent about, again, a thousand stories we could tell. Because why is it actually worth doing anything? What do we do before we die? What makes you happy? What makes you, what you find fulfilling? One of the things back in 2012 that made that performance I did so insane as a weird method is one of my best friends in Melbourne, Dave, helped out by, and this is massive spoiler, first time it's revealed, hiding under the table during the act. This is not a method. This is not something magicians do. This is ridiculous and absurd.

• 1:06:25Speaker 01

  This was a desperation move of just a brute force approach, heinously inelegant, and basically like constructing things during the act to make this thing possible, which was such a ridiculous thing to do as a method. But I'm like, we, we don't have time to come up with something better. We're just going the brute force thing. Under the table you go. Yep. Dave, and Dave's like, I got this. And that's. Again, there's a group of friends there, again, like Dave and Dom and Viom and Y C and Yout, that many of us have done this for each other. What do you need? We're on it. Jason Bourne, a nonviolent Jason Bourne kind of mentality, like what needs to be done? We'll get it done. I've hidden under the table for friends in various other bizarre situations to build shit, which is wonderful. It's like the behind the scenes. And so it became a running joke that Simon's magic is done by Dave being under the table.

• 1:07:09Speaker 01

  Not the case. This is not how magic is done, but it became a running joke. And so again, that was 10 years ago. And for this one, I've realized for six months, I've got a bit that I want to do. I've got a joke I want to make in homage to these wonderful friends and these beautiful people who have helped along the way. And in this act, it doesn't use a table. It uses this tiny little side stand that's part of, that's one of the problems with the 2012 one. It was cumbersome. It was bulky. It was inefficient, inelegant. This one's very simple and clear and minimalist. And on this little side stand that I'm putting the very few props I have, that I've always been a minimalist in my tastes. I make a little video 10 minutes before I go on stage for the world championships. And to me, that's what makes this funny. That's what makes this good, that it's there in the arena.

• 1:07:52Speaker 01

  And I record a little video of the table going, all right, guys, going on stage in 10 minutes, world championships, just pre-show check. I open my little box. I'm like, yep, all the props are there. Is everyone where they need to be? And I pan down and look under the table and there's a photo of Dave taped under the table. Yep, everyone's in place. We've got everyone need to be. All right, we're ready. And I send that to the group chat and like, that was the thing I really wanted to do, like stuff like that. That's the actual beauty of it.

• 1:08:16Tim Ferriss?

  So on the game day,

• 1:08:18Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:08:18Tim Ferriss?

  I'm just wondering, because you're on the last day.

• 1:08:21Speaker 01

  The last day.

• 1:08:22Tim Ferriss?

  Okay. So I have had the fortunate opposite experience. The only time that I spoke on the TED Main stage,

• 1:08:29Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:08:30Tim Ferriss?

  I was in the opening session and I was so grateful because it was a lot of pressure and stress on one hand, but then I could enjoy the rest of the event.

• 1:08:37Speaker 01

  Completely.

• 1:08:38Tim Ferriss?

  And I knew that I would otherwise just be mentally rehearsing my own act the entire time. So walk us through game day and what it's like leading up to it also.

• 1:08:50Speaker 01

  So game day, well, and also before game day, because you're so right, like exactly what you described is what's way better. And instead I'm watching all the competitions with friends and it's also a great celebration of magic and amazement. But we're watching going, again, so much of how it goes is. Who's there? Is there someone way better than you? Is no, who's turning up from all, you know? Who are the Belgians bringing? Who are the Italians bringing? You know, who's here from South Korea? You know, what, what is the world going to deliver that might be amazing? And, and again, the goal isn't to win, but still you can't help but kind of want to maybe imagine. And no, but then you don't imagine that's, that's setting yourself up for disappointment. You don't want to think about that. So game day, get up, final preps and doing things like this joke of Dave under the table is also what's keeping me sane.

• 1:09:34Speaker 01

  Because that's something else fun and beautiful to focus on.

• 1:09:37Tim Ferriss?

  Just to let a little, little pressure out of the tires.

• 1:09:39Speaker 01

  And those are in many ways, the things that really matter in some ways about just being a human being and, you know, friendships and relationships and all those things. So I get there, just double check the props. I've got backups of everything. And also I've spent the last few days trying to write a script.

• 1:09:53Tim Ferriss?

  While you're there?

• 1:09:54Speaker 01

  While I'm there, because I'm not, I'm not good at scripting, not good at script writing. I've always found it very hard.

• 1:09:58Tim Ferriss?

  I see. Script, you're like writing a totally unrelated screenplay. All right. Script meeting for the act.

• 1:10:03Speaker 01

  Well, I was writing some unrelated software, but we'll get to a separate story.

• 1:10:07Tim Ferriss?

  I was writing my rom com.

• 1:10:10Speaker 01

  Now, right, what I'm actually meant to be saying during the act.

• 1:10:12Tim Ferriss?

  Got it, got it.

• 1:10:13Speaker 01

  And usually my process for quote unquote scripting is I sort of work out roughly what I want the thing to be about. And I go to the literal or figurative open mic. And I think of it like sketching a line. You do a lot of like light sketches and gradually find the shape of the line until you thicken it and thicken it and find the actual, the bold line. And that's sort of usually how I work on material.

• 1:10:32Tim Ferriss?

  So meaning that you would have a few bullets and then you would improv.

• 1:10:35Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:10:35Tim Ferriss?

  And you would gradually find the right sculpting.

• 1:10:42Speaker 01

  Exactly.

• 1:10:42Tim Ferriss?

  Of the words that are the connective tissue between those bullet points.

• 1:10:46Speaker 01

  Or even how to articulate those bullet points in the moment. I know semantically the idea I want to get across and the words. I discover what words come out of me in that moment. And for whatever reason, for me, I found that's the best way to find the real stuff. Cause in that moment, in the spotlight, it's more real. And I then record all the shows and go, ooh, oh, that, those words are good today. Yeah, damn, what did I say? Oh, that's good shit. I'll say that again next time. And that's slowly how the script emerges. Most of the time, I don't necessarily think that's a good way to work, but it's the way I've got that I found.

• 1:11:16Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 1:11:17Speaker 01

  But for this one, it's like, I want to kind of have this nailed. And I failed to write this script. I keep trying. I've got friends who are like, come on, write your script. Like we're gonna, I'm like, I'm, I'm on it. I'm gonna do it. Locked myself in the room for an hour. Can't do it. Brain just slips off the task. So on the day, I don't have a script. And I'm like, you know what? I'm just going to accept that. I wish I did. I didn't. It is what it is. And I hit up a friend, Jared, an amazing magician, who is also there just hanging out, performing. And there's this one line. I kind of want to nail the ending line. I know what I'm going to open with. And I know a bunch of key phrases that are going to be good. And I'm confident I've got through this many times in rehearsal.

• 1:11:58Speaker 01

  And it's always a little bit different, but it's fine. There's this one bit at the end that it's a chance to give it the final line before the ending. I don't, I've never like worked out what to say there. And Jared is just an amazing human being philosopher, writer, speaker. And we sort of have a, we overlap a lot in some of our theories of magic. And he's like sort of me, but more poetic and philosophical. And so I hit him up. I'm like, hey, I'm trying to figure out this line. And we just sit down and the competition's going on. I'm the second last act of the whole day of like the 15 competitors that on the Friday. And we just sit down and there's this odd ironic zen-like calm because I've now done everything. The preparation's over. It's in that sort of calm before the storm. We've done everything we realistically could.

• 1:12:38Speaker 01

  And we just chat about this final line. And it's this beautiful peaceful moment of just him and I, these grizzled veterans of this bizarre art form just going, yeah, what's this want to be? And we figure out sort of a line for it. I'm like, that's pretty good. Thanks. Thanks, man. We'll see if I remember it in the moment. Cause I don't know. We don't know what's going to happen. And then backstage, and again, a couple of friends, Dom and Shoot are there going, okay. We have this term being the special agent. Again, it's like the nonviolent Jason Bourne, just the person who's capable, motivated, and just on top of whatever inevitably is going to go wrong. Cause something is. So this is like your A-team fixer?

• 1:13:17Speaker 01

  Yes, exactly. Yeah. And I am often that for other friends as well. And so we all take turns like who's just on it and gets it and is there. When Dom went on America's Got Talent, I was his special agent. I'm like, we're there, we're ready, just going to deal with whatever's going to happen. And so he's there and it's great and it's calm. And then I do the stupid video joke because I've realized from experience, going on stage at something like that is terrifying. And I've realised that it helps me to have something else to think about. And that's part of the reason why jokes like that are funny little side projects. There are a couple of other ones that are other stories. And one thing I love actually, that's relevant at FISM. I've been there five times, I've competed three times, attended two times.

• 1:14:00Speaker 01

  And something that has happened every single time is a contestant will go out and begin their act. And something will go wrong. They'll have a fumble or a clear issue or a lighting problem that they have to pause. And you've got this audience of up to 3,000 magicians from all over the world. And every time this happens, someone has kind of an awkward fumble moment.

• 1:14:22Speaker 01

  The audience like applauds supportively in that sort of nice quiet applause to say like, they know how scary it is and how much bravery it takes to walk out on that stage. And it's like, we see you, we got you. Even if we're hoping someone else wins, we want everyone to at least be able to do a great job. We want to see something amazing. And it's just, it's every damn time it makes me choke up slightly when I see that happen. It's just lovely. It's my favourite damn thing about the whole thing. It's

• 1:14:48Tim Ferriss?

  And it's not true for all communities.

• 1:14:50Speaker 01

  No.

• 1:14:51Tim Ferriss?

  There are really hyper competitive communities. And then there are others that seem to be really supportive in that way.

• 1:14:59Speaker 01

  Yeah, everyone there is, most people, there's a few narcissists and shitheads and everything. But mostly people are there worshipping at the altar of wonder. They want to feel the thing. They want to see people be able to do the thing. And I know that as well, and that also helps me. I'm going out there to a warm room. It's always warm. People want to be amazed. They want you to be good and you just have to not screw it up. So I go out and I do the thing and it goes okay. And I can bring the person up and I do the thing. I'm going to create this moment that then is going to linger beyond the end of it. And it goes okay, and the new bit goes fine. It goes really well. It's one of those rare beautiful moments where the thing goes as you planned. Usually things don't. It takes a lot of iterations to get through it. It just works and it's just, oh, it's deeply satisfying.

• 1:15:44Speaker 01

  I do the thing, I give the person to the person, they go back. All the lines land, all the moments hit. And I go, you know, then blah, thank you, you know, good night. And it gets the whole room up, stands up to applaud. It gets a full standing ovation, which again, I did not expect. I was just trying to focus on, I just want to do the thing and not shit the bed. Just gonna get through this with, with my janky ass half written script and remember the line that Jared gave me. And like, just trying, I'm just completely focused on getting through it. Again, not knowing how it's going to be perceived. I've learned that I just don't know, it might be great, it might be terrible. And the main thing, they have very strict time limits. Minimum five minutes, maximum 10 minutes. A minute over, a second over or under, you get disqualified.

• 1:16:27Speaker 01

  And I think the theory is you're professional, you should be able to keep within a five minute range. Get it together. And I still remember when everyone's standing up to applaud, my main thought is, wait, am I, is this gonna put me over time?

• 1:16:37Tim Ferriss?

  Does this count as my session?

• 1:16:38Speaker 01

  Oh God, can I, like, is this, I don't know, they're still applauding, this is, I'm getting, but luckily there's a timer I can look at. And we're only at like eight minutes fifty, so I'm like, oh, okay, thank God. All right, we're fine, we're fine, we can, we can accept applause, it's great.

• 1:16:50Tim Ferriss?

  Oh, man.

• 1:16:51Speaker 01

  And I feel awkward about it, like, it's, it's that weird duality of, it's lovely, like, the recognition is beautiful. But also, I also feel very awkward about it at the same time. I'm a shy ass introvert. I mask very effectively and pretend not to be, but I'm shy and awkward in most situations. And this is definitely one of them. So I'm like, ah, don't look at me, but also thanks, I really appreciate it, it's complicated. So finally, I'm like, all right, and I just go backstage. And then the moment happens, the riot happens, the friends like come out and look at this. I'm like, oh my God, like what, this crowd is gathered around the person with the object and they're taking photos and examining it and this. And there's a whole bunch of photos out there of people just looking like they're getting high.

• 1:17:29Tim Ferriss?

  Jordan showed me a photo, sort of a diagonal top down photo from someone who had that vantage point of this.

• 1:17:36Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:17:36Tim Ferriss?

  And the variety of extreme facial expressions.

• 1:17:43Tim Ferriss?

  Is tremendous.

• 1:17:44Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:17:45Tim Ferriss?

  You have some people who are just, they look like they're inspecting a diamond, right? They're really trying to scrutinize. You have one guy, I think he had a very short white beard who just, he looks like he's blissed out on cloud nine in an opium den.

• 1:17:57Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:17:59Tim Ferriss?

  He's just soaking it in.

• 1:18:01Speaker 01

  Yep, it was wild.

• 1:18:02Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah, he's taking in his communion with wonder.

• 1:18:04Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:18:05Tim Ferriss?

  And what an experience.

• 1:18:07Speaker 01

  Right, and then thank God it's over. And Shoot and I had been joking for weeks about, yeah, we were so tired. We were giving it everything we had, like, let's just try and, we're doing this once. This is also the only time I'm ever gonna do this again. I'm never gonna enter another magic competition after that at the time, is what I'm thinking. I'm like, this is the shot, so I wanna give it everything. I wanna at least give it the chance to just bloom and to be whatever it's gonna be. I don't wanna think, you know, what if? I wanna just give it a shot, cuz this is, either way, this is the end of this 10-year story arc for this routine, one way or the other. And so now Shoot and I, like, oh my God, we're done, thank God. Now we can actually join the party and celebrate and relax, and it's great. But the way this thing works is they do all the preliminaries. There's eight different categories, three subcategories of close-up magic, five subcategories of stage magic.

• 1:18:50Tim Ferriss?

  Would you mind just mentioning some of the categories?

• 1:18:53Speaker 01

  Hmm, sure. So under close-up magic, they have general close-up magic, they call it micro magic, which is just European for close-up magic, basically. Parlor magic, which is more medium scale, and then card magic, it's its own category as a specialist.

• 1:19:05Tim Ferriss?

  And medium scale refers to the size of the props?

• 1:19:09Speaker 01

  Oh, the audience.

• 1:19:09Tim Ferriss?

  The audience.

• 1:19:10Speaker 01

  Yeah, so normally, and these categories are sort of, I would debate whether these are useful categories, but the way they define it is close-up magic is done where you can physically touch the audience, where you're in physical proximity, it's truly close-up. Parlor magic is more for sort of 50 to 100 people in a more stand-up situation, generally. Again, that's an oversimplification, but that's kinda how they roughly define it. It's always a bit nebulous and blurry.

• 1:19:35Tim Ferriss?

  And what are some of the, outside of the subcategories of close-up magic, what are some of the other categories?

• 1:19:40Speaker 01

  So under stage magic, they have general stage magic, manipulation, which is heavy, sleight-of-hand focused, so sort of difficult dexterity to give the illusion of impossibility, state grand illusion, which is like big Box tricks, basically, not really my thing, but.

• 1:19:54Tim Ferriss?

  Big box, like cutting someone in half.

• 1:19:56Speaker 01

  Yeah, that kind of thing. Yeah. The cutting a person in half is the classic big box grand illusion, as they call it. Mentalism, the illusion of mind reading or fake psychological abilities or whatever, and comedy magic. It gets its own category, which again is an odd false dichotomies all over the place, but that's the.

• 1:20:11Tim Ferriss?

  Still makes it fun. Adds some spice.

• 1:20:13Speaker 01

  Exactly. Makes it interesting. And the way it works is they award a first, second and third prize in each of these eight categories. And one of the things I really respect about FISM, because again, it has many flaws. It's not perfect by a long shot, but I respect that the judges don't have to award any of the prizes. If an act is not a standard, they don't have to award the first prize, for example, and often they don't.

• 1:20:33Tim Ferriss?

  Interesting.

• 1:20:34Speaker 01

  The theory is.

• 1:20:34Tim Ferriss?

  So it's not a ranked podium finish. You could have the top winner in a category get the equivalent of second place.

• 1:20:42Speaker 01

  You could, yeah.

• 1:20:43Tim Ferriss?

  No one gets first.

• 1:20:44Speaker 01

  And that does happen. That has happened many times in its history. They try to make it mean something over the decades.

• 1:20:49Tim Ferriss?

  I love that.

• 1:20:49Speaker 01

  Yeah, I really respect.

• 1:20:50Tim Ferriss?

  No great inflation.

• 1:20:51Speaker 01

  Yep, absolutely. Yeah, it's not just who's best on the day. It's like, is this good enough by the standards we've sort of admittedly arbitrarily, subjectively set? But yeah, I respect that intent.

• 1:21:01Tim Ferriss?

  What a, just a breath of fresh air.

• 1:21:02Speaker 01

  Right? That's kind of cool.

• 1:21:04Tim Ferriss?

  Make it mean something.

• 1:21:05Speaker 01

  Right? Exactly. And obviously it's subjective. How do you judge art? Should you try and judge art? Should you even have competitions? These are very reasonable questions, but at least they're kind of trying. They're genuinely going in. And then of the, the winners, the first prizes, they have the option, but not the obligation to give out one overall quote unquote grand prix. You know, it's French, big prize for overall close up and overall stage, the two big mega prizes that they don't have to award, but that's the big final thing. But shoot and I like, we, we're done. It's great. It's over. Thank God. We get to relax and finally party and hang out. And then one of the organizers comes up to us and goes, um, forget the words, but like, uh, yeah, be ready to perform again tomorrow. And which is simultaneously amazing and terrible news.

• 1:21:49Tim Ferriss?

  You're like, what about the cheesecake and rum?

• 1:21:52Speaker 01

  What about the thang?

• 1:21:53Tim Ferriss?

  Damn it.

• 1:21:54Speaker 01

  Oh, horrible, horrible success. And this is incredible because we're pretty sure we don't know for certain. This is also what makes it complex.

• 1:21:59Speaker 01

  It implies there might be. It seems likely we have probably won our categories or you can tie for first. They can offer like a special prize. You never quite know. There's a lot of exception cases throughout history that have happened. So we're like, probably means, which is a weird place to be. We're like, we think that means we might have won our categories. It definitely means I shouldn't get blackout drunk. It definitely means we have to do it again tomorrow. And it's, and it felt exactly like, like getting to the end of a marathon. Having given it everything to make it to the finish and suddenly you need to run another five miles. And we're just like, oh my God, oh God. And we just, we did not prepare for this. We did not think this was what was going to happen. And so we go back

• 1:22:41Speaker 01

  to the hotel room and start prepping for another performance. And for both of us in different ways, that's a non trivial undertaking. And it's like, oh, God damn it. But also amazing. Oh my God, this is incredible. What a, oh my God, what a joy. Like it's such a complex yin and yang of emotion.

• 1:22:55Speaker 01

  Yeah, that's sort of Janus faced blessing. Exactly. Oh yeah. And so we then get some sleep and get up the next day and go into preparation mode. And again, that, that day is its own insane story of all kinds of weird things went wrong. The first place winners all perform again, this time for all 12 judges. The close up and stage judges join together to judge everything. So the close ups haven't seen the stage thing. The stage judges haven't seen the close ups. They're all now going to watch them and judge, are any of these acts worthy of the Grand Prix? And if so, which one for each? And 10 minutes before walking out for that performance, I am in the stairwell, the fire escape stairwell, in my T-shirt and jeans, not my suit, fixing a problem with one of the props

• 1:23:41Speaker 01

  that has gone wrong for reasons. It's a whole story. There are visual aids. It's a separate thing. It's, and again, Dom and Ruben and V M never, I'm not surprised because they're like, yeah, classic Coronel, this, it's always like this. I'm like, yeah, I wish that wasn't true, but it is. Yeah. One day I'll be fully ready for a performance. One day it'll be great. And at that point, I'm thinking, if it comes down to it, I would rather walk out in my crappy t-shirt and jeans with a trick that works than in my nice stage suit with a trick that doesn't work. Luckily, we get both barely. So I walk out on stage fighting the trembles. Like I'm, I'm adrenaline soaked and haven't had time to get in the zone at all. But I do the thing, it goes okay. I'm freaking out, but holding it together. No one can tell. The tremor is

• 1:24:24Speaker 01

  very slight in the hand, but I keep it together. And the person, the different person I bring up is amazed and it works well. And I'm like, now it's over. Thank God. God damn. Now we're actually done. And so then there's a few hours while the judges deliberate and then there's going to be the award ceremony. And the award ceremony is the first time we find out what actually happened. And it turns out that shoot wins first prize in parlor magic, which is amazing and wonderful. And I tie for first in close up magic, in micro magic, which is incredible. Holy shit. I just wanted to make this thing real. And I was so happy back in 2009 to tie for third. Now, I, one day I'll get my own award. Like I keep tying for things. It seems to be a running joke. And then we go back and sit in the audience with the trophies. And this is

• 1:25:08Speaker 01

  the first moment I've had in days, if not weeks, to pause for breath. I'm sitting there in the crowd amongst friends and like Vincent, a guy from Australia came second in parlor magic after shoot, which is amazing. And Dom went there to do a stupid joke for a show he's working on and achieved it. And just everyone got some version of what they came for. And it's just beautiful. And all the other prize winners, I would call it worthy. Cause sometimes someone wins, you're like, ah, really? Is that who's the world champion of that? But it was all beautiful. It was just this beautiful moment. Everything was great. And I'm sitting there and when there's 150 contestants or thousands from in the preliminaries, you're like, Anything could happen. You don't know. You're up against so many people. It's you don't even think about what the outcome is going to be. So much of it's again, epic tetus, right?

• 1:25:50Speaker 01

  It's out of your control. But now I'm sitting there and they're slow rolling the award ceremony. And there's other announcements and they announce the next one's going to be in Italy. And that's a whole thing. And they thank the sponsors and they do the thing. I'm sitting there, holding this first place trophy. And now thinking about, wait a minute, they're still going to announce the Grand Prix's. And now rather than 150 people or hundreds or thousands of people, it's down to four people. It's me, the guy I tied with, shoot, and the card guy from France, I think. That's slightly embarrassing, wherever he's from. And when it's one in four, that's something your brain can engage with. And I'm sitting there trying not to think about it. Because the internal dialogue is going, don't you do this to yourself, you son of a bitch? Don't you do it? This is what leads to disappointment. Don't you fucking think about it?

• 1:26:35Speaker 01

  Can we swear? Yes, you can swear. Don't you fucking do this to yourself? Don't you get your hopes up because you get disappointed? That is how that happens. Don't you do it? But then the brain goes, well, look, imagine you're a FISM judge. And you're thinking, okay, who do we give the Grand Prix to? And my brain was like, there was a riot. Something happened that's never happened before. And I'm like, don't shut up, shut up, internal voice, shut the fuck up, get the, don't you do this? Don't, don't get the hopes up. But it, this goes on for like 10 minutes, 20 minutes. And they're, they're slow rolling this thing. I'm there with this internal-

• 1:27:09Tim Ferriss?

  Like to thank our bronze sponsor.

• 1:27:10Speaker 01

  And I'm there in this deep internal struggle of like, don't think about it. Med it zen, remember the mindfulness, focus on the breath. But then the inner voice is like, but maybe, and I'm like, no. And I'm thinking about it because it's the first time I've had to catch my breath. And I am thinking about the last year and a half, and the last 10 years, and the last decades, and this whole damn journey. And it becomes very clear to me over that half hour sitting there, that if- As much as I try not to think about it at all, if they say my name, I realize I'm absolutely gonna burst into tears. And I'm not a crier. I cry like once every year or two, like maybe. And I realize, oh yeah, there's no way. It's because I'm already like just at the memories

• 1:27:52Speaker 01

  of like what it had taken and how mu- what it had cost and how much it had taken to walk this path and get to this point and how I never thought it would get anywhere, let alone here, let alone what I'm despite myself thinking. And I realize, oh yeah, I'm gonna, I'm just gonna break down. And I realized in that moment that one thing that's always made me sad is when people cry, so often the first instinct is to hide or apologize or pretend not to. And that always breaks my heart. I wish that weren't the case. It's sad that society teaches us to hide that or to shelve that. And I kind of decide, you know what? The only thing, it's like a little side quest in my head now at this point, to just sort of like not think about it, is that all we can ever do is try to lead by example. And

• 1:28:35Speaker 01

  even that, you very rarely get a chance to do. And I do, you know, you know, what does it be the change you want in the world, even if it's in a tiny, almost trivial way? And I go, you know what? If this happens, don't think about it, don't think about it. But if, but don't think about, okay, if it happens, I realize I'm not gonna hide it. I'm not even gonna wipe a tear away. I'm just gonna let it rip. And at least, I mean, I'm gonna cry, at least I can do it on my own terms. And then they say my goddamn name. And as predicted, I burst into tears, just uncontrollable, like convulsive sobbing. And I walk up on stage and I stand there. And the only thing I'm thinking about is try to keep shoulders back, head up. Make it clear that you are not gonna hide. And I just stand there on

• 1:29:20Speaker 01

  stage. And I find out later that the presenter was like awkwardly kind of expecting to give me the mic to give a speech. Whereas I almost like, I'm just fucking heaving and sobbing. Someone called it ugly crying, just like holding this enormous goddamn trophy, just bawling my eyes out on stage. And this was, I found out later, this was live streamed as well. So I'm like, okay, cool. Great. Fine. And then the main FISM guy comes over and we pose the photo and I'm still just weeping and then walk off stage and try to find a tissue.

• 1:29:49Tim Ferriss?

  What did it feel like to let it rip?

• 1:29:51Speaker 01

  Really cathartic, really good. It felt right. It was the right decision. I mean, it's not what I would have chosen to do if I'd had the option, but it was very clear that I was not gonna have a choice. This was gonna happen, whether I wanted it to or not. And so it felt good to, yeah, to not hide and to not, yeah, not be ashamed, because that's, that's what I want for everybody else.

• 1:30:10Tim Ferriss?

  What did the

• 1:30:13Tim Ferriss?

  hour or two or three after that feel like?

• 1:30:17Speaker 01

  So then they announced the stage Grand Prix person, which is this duo from Belgium, who also did this amazing stage act. And then we come back out and then all the winners come back out, which is, you know, three times eight plus a heap of people on stage for like all the photos and the video and to everyone to come up. And it was just this sort of sort of genteel pandemonium in the, in the loveliest sense, because again, everyone's there out of love and it's just had been this beautiful thing. And basically everyone felt good about all the announcements and just and we stood on the stage and all the official photographers took photos and then everyone else took photos and a bunch of people wanted to pose for selfies and and then eventually there's this photo somewhere, once it had sort of started to calm down, as in went from 3,000 people down to only a few hundred people.

• 1:31:02Speaker 01

  And then Shoot and I just kind of sat down on the steps at the front of the stage and just sat there, just empty, yeah, completely just huh. And then, and people kept coming up and just saying, oh my, you know, it was great or congrats. Or can we get a photo? Or can you sign my thing? And it was just this sort of the first time I'd felt like sort of clear headed in weeks or months, or just like the catharsis of it. I don't even know how to describe it, just.

• 1:31:26Tim Ferriss?

  So in addition to the catharsis, were you or are you able to, in that case, let's make it specific, were you able to sit in the afterglow? Or celebrate? And I ask in part because I'm not terribly good at it.

• 1:31:41Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:31:42Tim Ferriss?

  Or were you like, let me catch my breath and then already? You did a few days later, thinking about

• 1:31:48Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:31:48Tim Ferriss?

  Where you might be pointed.

• 1:31:50Speaker 01

  A bit of both. It was one of the many things. And I mean, one thing I still haven't fully processed it. You know, this was July last year. It's now April. It feels like eating a six foot wide donut. I don't know how to get all of this knowledge.

• 1:32:03Tim Ferriss?

  Not sure how to do this.

• 1:32:04Speaker 01

  Yeah, I don't, I'm nibbling at it, but it's not going in. It still hasn't gone in yet. I'm still actively figuring it out. What, did that really happen? I keep forgetting it happened. It's not fitting into my brain. But one of the things that came out of it, two big things. One was for the first time I felt my imposter syndrome, which nearly everyone has, unless you're a raging narcissist. I think everyone has imposter syndrome to some degree. I felt it just pop like a soap bubble, just a delicate little and felt free of it. Which isn't the same as having an ego or anything, because not everything I do is good, but that demon on the shoulder that tells you, no, you suck, you're not good enough. That was finally a big enough event that even that demon got squashed by it and couldn't rebut.

• 1:32:47Speaker 01

  The demon was like, oh, all right. Okay, fine. You can do good stuff. All right, fine. Shut up. That was one. And the other thing was, it was the first time in my adult life since finishing high school that I felt like I could stop and catch a breath for a moment. Because I'd never felt that before. I always felt like I, you know, I hadn't proved myself. I hadn't like figured out a career. I hadn't like achieved the thing or, you know, there was always something to do. There was always that pressure, that forwards movement. And for the first time, I felt, you know what, I'm going to take a few months and just do nothing and just sit and just regroup and catch my breath. Because also I was unsurprisingly massively burnt out. I was so burnt out at that point.

• 1:33:23Tim Ferriss?

  Not, not shocked.

• 1:33:24Speaker 01

  Yeah, right. I mean, pandemic alone and everything else, plus all of that. But the thing that was great was shoot and I flew back to LA. And we slept and then the next day we did what we had been knowing for months or over a year at this point, that we knew what we wanted to do more than anything. And we went to a cafe and we just hung out and had coffee. Without stress or worry or the upcoming pressure and it was perfect. That was, that was what we, we were twenty four years, you know, once this is over, oh man, we can just hang out and have coffee. And like, that's the best possible thing. The simple things. And then we went to the Magic Castle that night just to have a drink and we, I remember we, actually, no, sorry, the night we flew back, we went to the Magic Castle.

• 1:34:09Speaker 01

  This is before the coffee and we kind of went, you know what, let's go have a drink at the castle. Why not hang out? And we, as we walked up the hill to it, we, we were going, I wonder if anyone's heard, because it had been that day. It was that same afternoon, like, I wonder if anyone's heard, I don't know, maybe, maybe not. And we walk in and everyone has heard, like, it was all, everyone who works there, the people in the kitchen, like, everybody. It was the number one news. We're like, oh, God. And that night was amazing because. What a homecoming. Right. And because the thing is, the Magic Castle was, I mean, again, it's the real place, but there had been, even pre pandemic, it'd be going through kind of a dark age. In that it had just been, been less inspiring, there were fewer really amazing people hanging out there.

• 1:34:51Speaker 01

  It was under management that wasn't particularly tapping into the beautiful, wonderful things about the place. And I'd found myself just less inclined to go there on any given night. Normally you go there and you have an amazing night and it's incredible and you meet amazing people and see amazing things. And that had just been happening less and less in the years leading up to the pandemic. And then the pandemic, obviously, was awful. And so many people that night mentioned versions of, you know what this feels like? This feels like the old school castle again. And there was a vibe, people I hadn't seen for years were there. And this is the closest I will ever come to saying something self congratulatory. Because even just being Australian, it's like, ah, awkward, but this was someone else, this is something someone else said. So I feel less uncomfortable about it, even though it's still very uncomfortable.

• 1:35:36Speaker 01

  And this friend said, well, yeah, you know, because the Magic Castle was founded back in the fifties in the vernor on having the best magic in the world was there. And that was true. And for a long time, that had kind of stopped being true. And the best magic was maybe in Madrid or South Korea or Germany or a bunch of other places that are these real hotspots of magical innovation and excellence. And it hadn't been the castle actually for a long time. And then she said in this amazingly dramatic way, but tonight that changed. And I was like, oh, chills, tingles. And also I don't know how to handle the implied responsibility of that. I'm still kind of figuring that out. I don't know. I'm mostly just not thinking about it as much as I can.

• 1:36:14Tim Ferriss?

  So you went to have a drink. What was your drink?

• 1:36:17Speaker 01

  I had a vodka lime and soda. The low calorie option. Trying to, you know, trying to keep it together.

• 1:36:23Tim Ferriss?

  Trying to keep it together.

• 1:36:24Speaker 01

  If I'm not thinking about the calories, it's a French 75.

• 1:36:26Tim Ferriss?

  What is a French 75?

• 1:36:28Speaker 01

  I think it's champagne, gin, lemon juice and simple syrup. Sort of like a fancy Tom Collins.

• 1:36:34Tim Ferriss?

  Cheat day.

• 1:36:34Speaker 01

  Yeah, exactly. Exactly.

• 1:36:37Tim Ferriss?

  I have a long list of questions.

• 1:36:39Speaker 01

  Break it down. Let's go. See if we can answer them in less than an hour and a half each, unlike the last one.

• 1:36:45Tim Ferriss?

  So feeling lucky having started later with magic.

• 1:36:51Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:36:51Tim Ferriss?

  Why is that?

• 1:36:52Speaker 01

  The main reason is a lot of good things begin from empathy. Understanding the experience of the other person or people in so many ways, in so many fields of human endeavor. And magic in particular, like you observed earlier, requires an understanding and awareness of the mind of the observer of what's happening perceptually. And one of the things that I think is really difficult about magic is that once you learn how it's done, it becomes very hard to remember what it was like to not know how it was done.

• 1:37:21Tim Ferriss?

  Totally.

• 1:37:22Speaker 01

  It's very hard to maintain empathy with the audience experience. Very, very difficult, even more so than most other arts.

• 1:37:28Tim Ferriss?

  I have thought about this. I don't want to take us down a side alley too far, but I'll let out a secret that we probably won't have time to unpack today. But you speak Chinese very well.

• 1:37:37Speaker 01

  I do.

• 1:37:37Tim Ferriss?

  Mandarin. And I've spent time in China, I've spent time in Japan, and I often wonder what it used to be like to look at Japanese or Chinese writing.

• 1:37:50Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:37:51Tim Ferriss?

  When it just looked illegible.

• 1:37:53Speaker 01

  Yep.

• 1:37:54Tim Ferriss?

  But I can't revert.

• 1:37:55Speaker 01

  Absolutely. And it's similar. It is very hard to maintain that sense of what it is actually like to literally see the magic, to see the thing that looks impossible, because you can't, once you know. And I think I see a lot of magicians who get into it when they're younger. There's often this disconnect of, so I have very clear memories as an adult, technically, legally, legal adult, eighteen. I can remember seeing what are considered in the magic industry, very sort of simple, almost beginner tricks. And I can remember the visceral memory of being profoundly affected by them and being profoundly amazed. I run into many magicians, like, not the good ones, the good ones get it, the good ones understand, who have long ago lost touch with the power of these illusions. And they're like, oh, that's just basic.

• 1:38:37Speaker 01

  Listen, man, do not underestimate the power of that, because I have those memories still. And those guide so much of my creative process with magic of like, I remember what it felt like to see these things, just barely. Like, I try to hold those memories because they're so precious and valuable, because they, yeah, give, enable that empathy with the audience.

• 1:38:56Tim Ferriss?

  Right. So you can position switch, in a sense.

• 1:38:59Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:38:59Tim Ferriss?

  Perhaps more effectively than people who started so young.

• 1:39:02Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:39:03Tim Ferriss?

  That their reference set of experiences.

• 1:39:06Speaker 01

  Exactly. Yep.

• 1:39:07Tim Ferriss?

  Makes it very hard to stand in for the audience.

• 1:39:09Speaker 01

  Yeah. And it's still hard for me, but less hard.

• 1:39:12Tim Ferriss?

  Mm hmm. All right. So we hop, skipped and jumped across a few lily pads.

• 1:39:18Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:39:18Tim Ferriss?

  And consulting was in there.

• 1:39:21Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:39:22Tim Ferriss?

  At one point. And so Accenture, I'd like to talk about that. That's a name that a lot of people recognize, very well respected.

• 1:39:31Speaker 01

  Mostly.

• 1:39:32Tim Ferriss?

  Mostly.

• 1:39:32Speaker 01

  Depends who you ask.

• 1:39:33Tim Ferriss?

  Depends on when it was.

• 1:39:34Speaker 01

  Depends, exactly, right? They have the complex history.

• 1:39:37Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah. Depends on the point in time.

• 1:39:38Speaker 01

  But yeah.

• 1:39:39Tim Ferriss?

  And, but a recognizable name.

• 1:39:40Speaker 01

  Absolutely. Yeah. It's like Fortune three hundred company.

• 1:39:43Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 1:39:44Speaker 01

  At least back when I worked there, it's huge.

• 1:39:45Tim Ferriss?

  Huge.

• 1:39:45Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:39:46Tim Ferriss?

  So I guess a few questions related to that. The first is diving into some phrasing that you used that I think I'm capturing accurately, which is, you said that Accenture played to some of your weaknesses.

• 1:39:59Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:40:00Tim Ferriss?

  What do you mean by that?

• 1:40:01Speaker 01

  I mean, this sort of gets into the, this is the thing that, again, as I mentioned earlier, I feel very sort of nervous, timid about talking about because I spent most of my life, adult life, actively avoiding, hiding the neurodivergent stuff.

• 1:40:14Tim Ferriss?

  Mm hmm.

• 1:40:14Speaker 01

  You know, and I figured, why not? When you asked me on this, it's a good chance to just rip off the Band-Aid.

• 1:40:18Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 1:40:18Speaker 01

  In the most public possible arena, we're going to the honest, truthful phase of my life or something. But in my early twenties, I was diagnosed with, at the time, Asperger's Syndrome, like high functioning autism spectrum thing, which to the surprise of no one at the time, so many people have the same experience. It was a relief. I was like, oh, that's why all that stuff was confusing and awkward and didn't make sense. It's bad news. Like, it's not good news, but at least it makes sense now.

• 1:40:45Tim Ferriss?

  There's some explanatory power.

• 1:40:46Speaker 01

  Yeah, at least I kind of now know what we're working with and can start the incredibly long, difficult process of working out what to do about that. And that then was the next couple of decades of my life, trying to work out what to do about that and how to learn those skills that weren't there naturally and learn how to, you know, read nonverbal signals and communication and just all that. That's still ongoing. It's still a challenge every day. It's a pain in the ass, but there are worse problems. I don't know. So human interaction is challenging. It's difficult. There's extra layers. There's a lot of extra thinking and analysis to figure out. And in a high-pressure business environment, there's a lot of that. And so it was a lot of situations I found very awkward and uncomfortable and stressful, even more so than they would be for anybody, I think. A lot of it's like trying to figure out what is universal and what is unique.

• 1:41:30Speaker 01

  And the answer is lots of both. And also, I'm now realizing, I spent so many years focused on like trying to work around that and make up for those deficits and do the extra work to deal with it, that it's now increasingly apparent that I probably also have some kind of executive function disorder situation going on. Maybe ADHD, maybe something else. I'm not going to self-diagnose. I'm going to wait till I can actually get to a professional to deal with that. Because again, things I didn't realize weren't universal. Difficulty with scheduling, with remembering things, keeping track of time, being organized, organizing data, things like that. All the kinds of things that you're doing a lot of in a high-pressure, high-powered business strategy consulting environment. And I was doing okay. I was getting the job done and doing a pretty okay job of it, but it was just exhausting.

• 1:42:15Speaker 01

  It was killing me to do so. All the extra cognitive load to deal with some of those things that are not easy for anybody necessarily, but were like extra exhausting. And at the time I was, you know, I now have learned the term masking, hiding it, trying to, you know, do the work to pretend to not be dealing with this stuff. Cause for all the reasons that people learn to do that.

• 1:42:33Tim Ferriss?

  Sure.

• 1:42:33Speaker 01

  And learn that they should. And I'm only just now kind of going, you know what? What if we try not doing that? What if we sort of acknowledge it? And I think one of the reasons I hid it was I've just seen so many people use it as an excuse or a crutch, where they're just kind of being an asshole and go, oh, I'm on the autism spectrum. So it's okay. I'm like, what? No, it's still just an asshole. And I think I'd seen too much of that, that I wanted to make sure I didn't give myself that out, that I didn't give myself the crutch. There's a quote from Terry Pratchett is one of my favorite authors.

• 1:43:02Tim Ferriss?

  Amazing author.

• 1:43:03Speaker 01

  I love, God, that man, I feel so lucky to have gotten to his books when I was at like early teenager, learned so much about just being a human being in the best way. And one of his characters, Granny Weatherwax, one of the witches, who's just an amazing character. There was this quote she says to one of the other witches that, yeah, the hard way is pretty hard, but it's not nearly as hard as the easy way. And there's deep wisdom there, but I think maybe I ran too far with that. I think maybe I made it too hard for myself. And that's been good. And now let's try maybe acknowledging it a bit. So yeah, it's very scary and very intimidating.

• 1:43:37Tim Ferriss?

  Well, I appreciate you being so candid. I know that there are many people, not only in my audience, but there are many people in my audience who have children who also fit this profile. Many of my very close friends right now have neurodivergent children. So it gives them permission to also have conversations, which is important. If we look at Accenture at the job, I find this of interest to put under a microscope for a little bit because it's also a path that contrasts with maybe some of the often apocryphal, but storied histories of say magicians or authors who throw caution to the wind. And

• 1:44:22Tim Ferriss?

  if you're going to be a writer, write goddammit. And they don't have a backup plan and they're just living hand to mouth, barely making ends meet. And they figure out a way to make writing financially viable. But then there's the other track, which I would say, just based on what I'm hearing, this would fit into, which is similar to say, a friend of mine who's a very successful novelist, Salman Chehannani. And even after he had had one or two New York Times bestsellers, he still had an SAT tutoring company. Very small. I mean, it was a, I think he was a solo proprietor, but he kept it running because he didn't want to feel too much pressure imposed on his creative love and what he hoped

• 1:45:07Tim Ferriss?

  would have wings, but that he didn't want to bet on.

• 1:45:09Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:45:10Tim Ferriss?

  And there are sort of philosophical differences here, right? One is give yourself no options that you take the only option you can.

• 1:45:17Speaker 01

  Burn the boats.

• 1:45:18Tim Ferriss?

  Exactly. Burn the boats. The other is good idea to have a little bit of savings, maybe a little bit of stability so that you can develop your craft without having to make a lot of creative compromises.

• 1:45:30Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:45:30Tim Ferriss?

  How did you feel during this process when you were basically Bruce Wayne by day, Batman by night, or on the weekends?

• 1:45:38Speaker 01

  It's a very generous analogy, but I'll take, I'll take.

• 1:45:40Tim Ferriss?

  You know what? I'm feeling generous today. And, and how did you make the decision to go full time? What did that process look like?

• 1:45:52Speaker 01

  I realized when I joined Accenture, I joined it with the intent of sort of doing it for a couple of years, seeing what it was like, get enough experience on the resume that it would hold its value. That was at least the conventional wisdom at the time. And then do something else, like start a startup or like go full magic or something. I didn't really know. And I remember before I joined Accenture, there was this like, I think I was also lucky to get into magic late because I was just barely wise enough to make some smart choices.

• 1:46:20Tim Ferriss?

  Barely. Wisdom is a heavy word for what you have when you're 18.

• 1:46:23Speaker 01

  Lower case wisdom.

• 1:46:24Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah. Compared to a nine year old, right?

• 1:46:25Speaker 01

  You've got a little, yeah.

• 1:46:26Tim Ferriss?

  Very wise.

• 1:46:29Speaker 01

  And when I joined Accenture, I realized I had this sort of flash forward to going, yeah, I'm young and idealistic. I'm going to join for a couple of years, then quit and do something, you know, that leads me towards something, whatever. I don't know. And I just had a sudden flicker of like, wait a minute, I've heard this story. I've heard how this can go. And then

• 1:46:48Tim Ferriss?

  Very common.

• 1:46:48Speaker 01

  You blink and you're 40 in middle management and wondering where the decades went. And I kind of sensed, ah, wait, that could be me. You never know who you are until you're there in the moment, until you're faced with the actual trolley lever, right? You don't know which what you'll do. And so I went on this round the world pilgrimage with all my remaining savings at the time. It was the first time I came to America to see the Magic Castle, to see Vegas and all the Cirque du Soleil shows and all the stuff I'd heard of. And this is before? This is before Accenture. This was in the months, because I realized it was going to be a while before I had free time. I was going to go into this high pressure corporate environment. And I did it as kind of a almost creative pilgrimage to kind of, I thought it was like almost injecting inspiration into intravenously to kind of keep that fire burning.

• 1:47:33Speaker 01

  Stockpile some fire. Exactly. Hide my soul in my sock where they can't find it and drag it into the corporate drudgery. That was sort of the mind, the mindset at the time. And I think that was good because I did have a sense I wanted to do something, but I didn't know what or when. And so at Accenture, while I was there and earning a, you know, okay salary, I still lived pretty frugally and I stockpiled savings. I deliberately didn't buy a car, even though I could have afforded one. And instead I spent that money on trips to the US to keep getting inspired and connecting and everything and building savings. I didn't live extravagantly because I kind of had a sense, whatever's next, I don't know what's next, but it's going to be good to have a stockpile of savings. And then I realized

• 1:48:14Speaker 01

  that the phrase I wrote once in a diary entry was fear and enthusiasm battled and fear kept winning. I'm like, I want to leave and do something cool and do the thing and go full magic or something, but ah, it's scary. I don't feel ready. And then finally after sort of three more, I was at the company for five years. And after three years longer than I intended to be, just out of fear and out of the golden handcuffs and the stability. And one day, finally, some pieces clicked together in my head. There was an actual moment where I realized I'd read an article by a palliative care nurse about her observations on people's end of life regrets. And the number one, as is well documented, is that they never tried the thing. Didn't try the thing, always wondered, never found out. And I realized, yeah, I don't want

• 1:48:59Speaker 01

  to die that way. I want to know, even if it fails, at least you know. So it's okay. Number one, I have to try the thing. Number two, I'd been waiting until I felt ready. Enough savings and enough like career contacts, enough good magic material or whatever. And I realized I was a perfectionist and I was never going to feel ready. And so number three, if there's no right time, then sooner is better than later. And I started drafting my resignation letter. Like it was one of those rare moments. Normally life doesn't work with these epiphanies, but that was one where it was. There was A, B, C. It was a simple equation. It was an algorithm. I'm like, yep, that logically checks out. All right, fuck, I guess I'm doing it.

• 1:49:36Tim Ferriss?

  And in your mind, did you think to yourself, something along the lines of the management or strategy consulting, it's like, okay, I'm going to do this for X number of years to accumulate A, B, and C, and then assess course or do the thing.

• 1:49:51Speaker 01

  Completely.

• 1:49:52Tim Ferriss?

  And so with magic, did you have something similar to like, okay, I'm not going to leave this open ended. I'm going to say travel to LA. I'm going to be in the thick of things. I'm going to give it six months or 12 months and then reassess. Or was it like, okay, come hell or high water?

• 1:50:06Speaker 01

  It was something in between the two. It definitely wasn't the former. There was no plan. I just went for it. I think I just went out there again, sort of, I kept the beginner's mind. I'm just going, I don't know what's going to happen. Let's go and find out. Let's jump into it with full strength and full intensity and just reevaluate as we go. I think that's the only way to sort of, again, be like water, right? Stay open, no fixed positions in the martial art, see what happens. And it basically didn't work, which is the weird twist. My full time job was magic for the next 10 years, and I would say I failed at it. I mostly lived off those savings. I was earning money, but not enough. The savings were dwindling. And most of those years, safe space, no one else is listening. It's fine. It's just us, Tim. For that 10 years, I mostly earned poverty line or below income for those 10 years.

• 1:50:51Speaker 01

  It was hard because the tragedy is what gets financial success is not artistic ability. It's networking, client relationship management, negotiating, et cetera, et cetera. It's those business skills that are replying to emails in a timely manner. All that stuff that I just did not have at all, or being able to find the right people. But again, shy, introverted, spectrum type, I wasn't good at finding people. I was good at connecting with people I really felt resonance with, but they often weren't the ones who could build my career. And I just never found a way to make it work. And in the end, when the puzzles came along, I was so ready to be done with it. I love the magic, but not the business of it.

• 1:51:28Tim Ferriss?

  And you have, though, at least for the show that I saw, assembled a core team of people who do complement.

• 1:51:36Speaker 01

  Which is amazing. And it is the first time I've really felt this. And it is, I feel a lot like, I think a lot about the parable, is that the right word? Of the cat who sits on the hot stove and gets burnt, and it learns not to sit on the hot stove, but it also doesn't sit on the cold stove.

• 1:51:53Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 1:51:53Speaker 01

  And I've been thinking about that a lot recently, about looking back over my experiences in the 10 years I was full-time magic and going, oh, god, no. But maybe it's a different stove now. I haven't made conclusions on that yet, I don't know. But Chad Rubenovitz, the director and producer of the show, who's amazing, incredible magic director, of which there are not many in the world, he might be the only good magic director in North America that I know of, he nudged me to do this. He went, come, we should get this show up. And I'm like, oh, god damn it, no, professional magic sucks. I felt that it was bad, it wasn't for me, I'm done with it. And he's like, come on, let's do the show. And I'm like, you know what, I would like this to happen, just creatively. And I'm like, I don't know, maybe it doesn't have to be a failure this time, I'm not sure. I don't know.

• 1:52:34Tim Ferriss?

  So I wanted to, to highlight that, that you have this core team now. And then we will talk about the puzzles. Before we get there, I have a whole slew of miscellaneous that I need to address, or it'll bother me. So the first is hotbeds of magical innovation. I'm always fascinated within these subcultures of which locations seem to be producing interesting things. And I just wrote down Madrid, South Korea, Germany.

• 1:53:03Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:53:03Tim Ferriss?

  And before we started recording, we were also looking at some of the tabletop games that I have behind me, which I'm testing out. And there are certain places that just take tabletop gaming very seriously. Germany would come to mind.

• 1:53:18Tim Ferriss?

  In the world of magic, what are the top high concentration spots for magic innovation?

• 1:53:26Speaker 01

  I think the biggest one right now is probably South Korea. The South Korean magic scene is extraordinary right now. And it really, the rest of the world found out about it. I think it would have been roughly 2012 at FISM, the one that I got the weird originality prize at, when a guy called Yuho Jin won the Stage Grand Prix. It's still one of those just defining moments I remember in my life of being there just in the audience, hanging out. I'd competed on like the first day, like, yeah, got it off. And acts come out and Yuho Jin comes out and just is transcendent, just does, it's just amazing. It's, yeah, well, there's Grand Prix moments that captivates everybody. And I remember afterwards, just instant standing ovation.

• 1:54:07Speaker 01

  I remembered thinking, I'm just gonna stand here and applaud until I cannot physically applaud anymore. Like, I'm just gonna clap these hands until they fall off. I'm just, that is amazing. And this was the world kind of going, oh my God. And there were a bunch of other South Korean magicians there as well, who also placed very highly. Everyone's going, what is happening in South Korea? I'm not qualified to speak to the details of it, but apparently there'd been this, you know, there was the Korean War and the North Korean situation. And there'd been like this artistic slump for a long time, but then a couple of people there had really done a lot to reincubate it. And this amazingly collaborative scene had emerged where they were like really innovating. There was government funding, I think, like Arts Council funding that was helping as well. And just to this day, just South Korea, it's really exciting.

• 1:54:51Tim Ferriss?

  I was literally just having a conversation yesterday with this entrepreneur, and also a very, very skilled writer named Bobby Hundreds, who's here in LA, famous for creating the iconic streetwear brand. And he is Korean-American. And we were talking about South Korea because there are so many sectors. In which South Korea just comes out of seemingly nowhere and begins to dominate. That's true. And of all things, breakdancing, for many years, they had the best breakdancers in the world, the most innovative. They were doing things people didn't think was even in the realm of possibility for human bodies to produce. This would include even comparing them to Olympic gymnasts.

• 1:55:34Tim Ferriss?

  I mean, they were doing some of the most incredible things anyone had ever seen. And then you have desktop gaming, right? PC gaming, archery, they've been the most dominant in Olympic archery. No close second place forever. And this is something I want to study. So I'll just make another note, South Korea, revisit, revisit South Korea. You were mentioning the categories of magic in the FISM competition. And I'm wondering if there are any particular experts or specialists. They don't have to be specialists, but people who are particularly impressive to you in the world of mentalism.

• 1:56:18Speaker 01

  Yeah, my opinions on mentalism.

• 1:56:21Tim Ferriss?

  Start with your opinions on mentalism.

• 1:56:23Speaker 01

  I, I am not a fan of mentalism.

• 1:56:25Tim Ferriss?

  Why is that?

• 1:56:26Speaker 01

  All right. Oh God, this is going to get me hate mail. So what the hell, radical honesty, let's go. So again, this is, this is not universal. There are exceptions to this. There are wonderful people who do mentalism. Some of them are friends, they're cool, but.

• 1:56:40Tim Ferriss?

  And for people who don't remember the definition, maybe you could just define the term broadly.

• 1:56:45Speaker 01

  Mentalism broadly, you could define it as magic used to create, rather than the illusion of vanishing and reappearing and things like that. Used to create the illusion of psychic or psychological abilities that you do not have.

• 1:56:57Tim Ferriss?

  Think of a number from one to 17.

• 1:56:58Speaker 01

  Yeah. Oh my God, you got it right. Holy shit, you must have either psychic powers or like really good body languagey NLP stuff that overwhelmingly is not the case. Here's the thing is, oh boy, oh, this is really gonna, this is really gonna piss some people off.

• 1:57:12Tim Ferriss?

  But you know what?

• 1:57:13Speaker 01

  Can't please everyone. You really can't. Here's the thing, one of the things I realized back when I first got into magic, I was really intrigued by mentalism. Because how would you not be? It's compelling, it's powerful, it gets a reaction. Of course, you feel like all the things that, many of the things that draw you to it. But I eventually realized that a very common, I've always held the golden rule, do as you will be done by. Ethic reciprocity doesn't always work because people are different, but it's a pretty good place to start from. And I remembered way back.

• 1:57:41Speaker 01

  Seeing a magician as a teenager and being amazed by something going, oh, how did you do that? It's a natural, healthy, scientific question and getting like a glib dismissive reply. And I was like, this guy's an asshole. I felt dismissed. I didn't feel good. And so when finding myself on the other side of that interaction, I take it very seriously. And I realized that the things I do magically personally are all things where if someone goes, how did you do that? I have to hide the method to keep it amazing, but I can go, it's a combination of sleight of hand and misdirection and a bunch of other complicated things to create the illusion of a thing that definitely didn't happen. The coin didn't actually disappear. I did a bunch of complicated shit to make it look like it disappeared. And that is the truth. That is the literal truth of what happened. So you can give them a lot of the truth without ruining it.

• 1:58:26Tim Ferriss?

  I don't know if this is too much of a reveal. We can take it out if you want, but you do a fair amount of this in glitches in reality.

• 1:58:33Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 1:58:33Tim Ferriss?

  And do you explain some of the elements and bob and weave in a very interesting dance, which I really enjoyed.

• 1:58:42Speaker 01

  And it is very much doing as I would be done by.

• 1:58:45Tim Ferriss?

  Right.

• 1:58:45Speaker 01

  That is how I would like to be treated by a show.

• 1:58:47Tim Ferriss?

  You can do that with what you do.

• 1:58:48Speaker 01

  Yeah. And also, if people do say, find out the actual method, all of them, I think, stand up as, yeah, that's wow, that's intriguing. That I'm proud of it. I'm not going to be ashamed by the revelation of the truth. It's not like, oh no, I'm ruined. I'm a fraud now. Yeah, I did what I claimed to do. We did clever, complicated, sneaky stuff, though. But with mentalism, I found when I was doing it, and people said, oh my God, how did you know? I was thinking of 17. I realized I couldn't tell them any of the truth without completely destroying the illusion. Because with mentalism, what you are claiming to do is completely false. You are claiming a category of ability you absolutely do not have. It is all a lie. You know, like 1%, yeah, maybe sometimes you kind of take a guess and read a bit of body language, but that's like 1% of it, maybe. And I just didn't feel comfortable with that because I also realized doing magic,

• 1:59:32Speaker 01

  I meet people through, I've met you through magic. We literally married a show. And I realized if I was doing a mentalism show, you would be impressed by me doing things that I absolutely cannot do. And the foundation of our relationship would be based on a lie. And I realized I didn't want to live that way. If I meet friends or in a dating context or whatever, I don't want our relationship to be based on. A fundamental miscategorization of my art craft job abilities. And I just, I think, again, exceptions, I think you kind of have to be a bit of a sociopath to be okay with that. And again, or have not really thought it through. And I think a lot of lovely people who are mentalists, I think they just haven't really thought through what the ramifications of what they're actually doing are.

• 2:00:15Tim Ferriss?

  The social ramifications.

• 2:00:17Speaker 01

  Yeah, yeah, the social or the cultural.

• 2:00:19Tim Ferriss?

  What if you open your act by saying, I have none of these abilities?

• 2:00:23Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:00:23Tim Ferriss?

  If you precede your act with that disclaimer, does that solve the problem or not really?

• 2:00:29Speaker 01

  It helps. Someone like Darren Brown, who is a masterful showman, a beautiful human being. And again, one of the people I would call mostly an exception, but the problem is, I think it doesn't quite.

• 2:00:38Tim Ferriss?

  Like his show Miracle, right?

• 2:00:39Speaker 01

  Oh, God, yeah.

• 2:00:40Tim Ferriss?

  As an example.

• 2:00:40Speaker 01

  Darren's amazing, like incredible, incredible inspiration, but like even Darren, who goes out of his way to kind of be a, you know, servant of the truth. I don't think there's any disclaimer strong enough because the illusions are so powerful and so compelling that people are still going to go, oh, yeah, yeah, the disclaimer's fake. Obviously you have some kind of actual powers and these things are actually possible and real and they're just not. And it just makes me uncomfortable. I don't know, I'm not going to say mentalism's evil or anything, you know, don't.

• 2:01:05Tim Ferriss?

  Come on, I need my headline on YouTube.

• 2:01:06Speaker 01

  Yeah, right.

• 2:01:07Tim Ferriss?

  I'm kidding.

• 2:01:07Speaker 01

  But it's just, it, ah, it just, it, it makes me uncomfortable.

• 2:01:10Tim Ferriss?

  Okay.

• 2:01:11Speaker 01

  Just, yeah, it's not my thing.

• 2:01:12Tim Ferriss?

  So you don't have to name names, which is what I was sort of going for with my initial question, but if we skip that.

• 2:01:18Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:01:18Tim Ferriss?

  Are there magicians, broadly speaking, and you could look at this question any way that makes sense, who have just such ability to compute or do unusual things mentally that stand out to you? I would imagine there are types of performances where there's a lot that you need to sort of hold in working memory.

• 2:01:39Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:01:40Tim Ferriss?

  I don't, I don't know. I'm just, I'm just kind of speculating.

• 2:01:42Speaker 01

  Put it this way, I'm probably paraphrasing as best I can. Teller from Penn and Teller, who is an extraordinarily brilliant performer and person, talks about the fact that often the method to a lot of magic is just that no one would ever imagine you went to as much effort as you actually did to do a thing.

• 2:02:00Tim Ferriss?

  Mm hmm.

• 2:02:00Speaker 01

  Half the times the secrets are hidden by the being so off the scale. Crazy extent of effort and work that no one, it wouldn't even occur to someone. And sometimes something you watch all the time is people will see a magic trick and often guess the method correctly and then talk themselves out of it going, maybe he, whatever, whatever. No, no, I want to do that. It's a what is, I have no idea. And they will actually get it and then go that it couldn't be that. That's ridiculous.

• 2:02:27Tim Ferriss?

  Now, because it seems too simplistic or it just seems like too much work.

• 2:02:30Speaker 01

  Uh, both. Sometimes A, sometimes B, sometimes both together. Magic is so much broader and so much deeper than people ever realize. There are so many different rooms in the house of magic. You could spend 10 lifetimes on it and not even get close to everything there is to know and learn.

• 2:02:48Tim Ferriss?

  So given that the breadth and depth is, I mean, has to say infinite, but just beyond the scope of anything one human could digest, let alone master.

• 2:03:00Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:03:02Tim Ferriss?

  If say someone wanted to, as an adult, delve into the world of magic.

• 2:03:07Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:03:07Tim Ferriss?

  As a practitioner, not to become a professional, but to experiment with something that might be enjoyable, to become more aware of perceptual faculties and how perception can be shaped. How might they start, right? Because if it's say baseball or a given sport, you're like, okay, we can break this down to a few components. We can practice those components. Here's a logical progression. So we can put A through F in some type of logical buildup.

• 2:03:37Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:03:38Tim Ferriss?

  If I said, I would love to experiment with magic somehow. How would we even navigate that? And what questions might you ask me or what recommendations might you make? Yeah. Cause I know there's so many different types and so on.

• 2:03:50Speaker 01

  I think the, the truest answer is it's hard. There isn't an easy answer. Again, we can only ever speak for ourselves. I'm always wary of advice because all advice is wrong for somebody. Everyone's situation is so different.

• 2:04:01Tim Ferriss?

  Totally.

• 2:04:02Speaker 01

  I found that I, again, when I was a kid, I had a magic set and I had a few magic books and none of them helped me. I concluded I was terrible at magic and I had no potential. Which tells you something about, you know, those books and those kits. And for me, what made the difference was going to that university club and having a person to guide me. Because a good teacher, teaching's hard. Teaching's a complex art and craft. And I teach a lot of magic. I used to teach beginner magic courses in Melbourne at this organization and I still sometimes take on students if it's the right kind of person and the schedule allows is, you know, there's the job of the teacher to adapt to the student. And having a person to see what I was struggling with, the unique struggles I was having that everyone wouldn't, and then be adept to that and guide that, knowing, you know, whether it's

• 2:04:44Speaker 01

  you or someone, what is it you want to achieve? Why do you want to get to magic? What do you want out of life that is making you think about magic? These are all relevant questions that will then affect what you would teach and how you would teach it and, you know, what that journey would be.

• 2:04:56Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah, I would say it's the pervasive ADD, meaning awe deficiency disorder that I think humans suffer from increasingly. This like despondent nihilism, where there is severe deficiency in moments of awe. And the ability to conjure that simply, or maybe not simply, but both in learning the skill myself, but also to provide those moments, even it's just for kids who maybe aren't going to discern what I'm doing as easily as adults. That's fine. I mean, I don't want to perform birthday parties, so maybe it makes sense for me to

• 2:05:35Tim Ferriss?

  practice for adults. The only, let's call it magic book that ever clicked for me, and I didn't take it seriously, this was a gift, but I did buy a handful of books here and there. And similar to your experience, most of them was like, I'm not good at this. I can't do it. This doesn't work. There was one very short book and it was basically science magic tricks. It was very straightforward. It was like, okay, here's how you can take a fork and a spoon and say shove them together and use a toothpick to balance it on the side of a glass. And it just blows people's minds. It doesn't seem to make any sense. And then you can burn the ends of the toothpick and it looks insane. And you can pick it up in

• 2:06:16Tim Ferriss?

  two minutes and then demonstrate it. And that was extremely gratifying for me. I also just like learning new things, taking it seriously for a period of time and seeing what comes of it. It's like, okay, if I did a sprint for a few weeks with magic, whatever that would end up meaning, what could I do? Right? And there are certain things that go through my mind where I'm looking at, for instance, some of the demonstrations that you did. Very strong opener, by the way, in the show.

• 2:06:44Speaker 01

  Thanks.

• 2:06:44Tim Ferriss?

  Love the opener. I'm just looking at some of the things you can do with your hands. I'm like, okay, there's no fucking way that I'm going to develop that in a few weeks. Also, because I simply just don't have, much like learning to speak Mandarin. It's like you can take someone who's never spoken Mandarin and try to get them, even if they have very good hearing, to mimic some of the tones and sounds. They're not going to have the musculature.

• 2:07:08Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:07:08Tim Ferriss?

  And the control in their throat, in their vocal cords, to produce those sounds. It doesn't matter how smart they are.

• 2:07:15Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:07:15Tim Ferriss?

  Similarly, I'm like, okay, I probably am not going to develop the attributes to do some of a lot of what you can do. But I wonder what I could do in a shorter period of time.

• 2:07:24Speaker 01

  Yeah, and you could if you gave it long enough, but that may not be a thing that you care enough to do. And there's nothing wrong with that.

• 2:07:29Tim Ferriss?

  So when you're teaching, let's say, these introductory courses, what did the course look like?

• 2:07:34Speaker 01

  So it always began with exactly that question. Like, and I usually capped it at about 10 to 15 people. Now it's more one-on-one or very small groups usually. On the occasions I do it. And it was always going around and asking, first of all, why is everyone here? Like, why are you here? What do you want? What are you hoping to get out of this? And let's see if we can find an overlap that we can achieve. And also ask if they've ever either learned a martial art or played a sport or learned a musical instrument or even just learned to drive a manual car. And I'm looking for some way I can like find an analogous experience of going up like a mastery journey of like going from, I have no idea how to do this thing and now I can do this thing. Because a lot of people just tap out. They get demotivated and they, they are, they are the miss, the common misconception that it's about natural talent or natural dexterity,

• 2:08:17Speaker 01

  that, oh, my hands are not big enough or not dexterous enough, or I won't be able to do this. And it's like, no, well, you, you learned that other thing, you'll be able to learn this. And that's trying to find that way to reach them. Cause I know from experience, that's one of the common stumbling bits. And then usually starting by teaching a couple of basic tricks. And I always go for get some instant gratification, right? Cause you want to have that response. You want to get them in some sort of flow state. Give them a very simple thing. And then right from the start, the thing I do that's pretty unusual compared to most teachers is from the very beginning, I'm teaching them to put their own unique presentational spin on it. It is always ideally do this trick in a way that no other person would do it exactly the same way. What are you saying? How are you saying it? What's your vibe? Who are you?

• 2:09:01Speaker 01

  And how are you, as you're going to do this trick for whoever you do it for? And the theory is that particularly in a casual sort of social performance as opposed to a formal show like you saw, I sort of think that ideally the performance should be a bit different every time. You should never say exactly the same thing because the situation's different, that being present to that person in that moment and like how to guide that, how to feel that, how to keep it adaptable and keep it real and everything.

• 2:09:26Tim Ferriss?

  How long were these courses that you taught in the small groups?

• 2:09:28Speaker 01

  The ones I did back then, it was four weeks, four three-hour sessions, once a week for a month. And it was pretty good. There's a bunch of people who I'm still in touch with who got started there and that's always very gratifying. But I love the different reasons why people would do it. Like there was a bartender who wanted to get better tips and I'm like, oh, cool. That's a very different thing to.

• 2:09:46Tim Ferriss?

  That's cool. That's a great use case.

• 2:09:49Speaker 01

  Yeah. There was a woman in her seventies who was developing arthritis and wanted like something to do with her hands. It was more fun occupational therapy. Great. That's a totally different objective that we'll teach to very differently. There was an author who was working on a novel, he was a published author legit, who wanted to research for a magician character and wanted to make sure he actually understood the source material. And I'm like, I respect that. Good for you. Like actually want to know what you're talking about. Doesn't matter if he like gets the sleight of hand down. He just needs to understand to be present. I'm like, this is great. These are all wonderful reasons that we can, we can feed to all of these.

• 2:10:18Tim Ferriss?

  So in my case, I would say that I would like to be able to use found objects. So rather than travel with a kit.

• 2:10:28Speaker 01

  Yep. Very relatable.

• 2:10:29Tim Ferriss?

  Whereas like the dinner with the toothpick and the silverware. It's like I can do that anywhere.

• 2:10:33Speaker 01

  Yeah. It feels more organic. It's more relatable.

• 2:10:35Tim Ferriss?

  And it could be, I mean, this isn't magic, but like I had a friend who was incredibly good at turning paper napkins into like roses and all sorts of stuff. And it was wonderful because it traveled with him. He could do it anywhere. The question I have next, I suppose, because you mentioned, kind of lead into this with what you just said, are there any films or books that relate to magic in some way that you like or that magicians like? And the reason I ask is because I'm sure there are a ton that you do not like.

• 2:11:01Speaker 01

  Oh, yeah.

• 2:11:02Tim Ferriss?

  And. I have one friend who's an extremely high level professional drummer. I loved the movie Whiplash.

• 2:11:08Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:11:08Tim Ferriss?

  He can't watch it though, because there are all these technical aspects that they took a lot of creative license with.

• 2:11:15Speaker 01

  So are there any movies, docs, books?

• 2:11:19Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 2:11:19Speaker 01

  Anything that comes to mind?

• 2:11:21Tim Ferriss?

  Absolutely. There's a few because the one, an interesting one, because you've got the, to start with a very famous one, The Prestige is interesting because I would rate its magic accuracy is extremely low, but it's a good movie.

• 2:11:33Speaker 01

  Yeah, I like the movie.

• 2:11:34Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 2:11:34Speaker 01

  Complete, a couple of things that actually gets pretty good, but mostly very like, they never kill the doves in the cages, the whole twins thing. It's very not representative, but good movie. I liked it. In terms of magic accuracy, there's a book I would recommend to anyone, a book called Hiding the Elephant by Jim Steinmeier, which is the only magic history book I've ever completely enjoyed. I'm not a good nonfiction reader. I need a plot to keep me going. Hiding the Elephant's amazing. You learn a lot about perception, psychology, history, Houdini, goes into some of the details, really interesting and a good read. Patient, Arrested Development, a cult classic sitcom. I remember when it came out in the Melbourne magic scene, we were watching this show, it was just hilarious and incredibly written,

• 2:12:15Speaker 01

  going and there's Joe Bluth, the magician character who plays this awful, awful magician parody, character. But it's accurate awful parody. And that's not normally the case. Like, but Wonderstone, for example, it's again, good movie, not accurate for magic. Like, it's this whimsical, silly thing, oh, fine. Joe Bluth, whoever wrote this knows the magic industry. Like, it's too on the nose. Like, it's

• 2:12:38Tim Ferriss?

  It's kind of like when musicians talk about spinal tap.

• 2:12:40Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:12:40Tim Ferriss?

  And then getting lost backstage.

• 2:12:42Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 2:12:42Tim Ferriss?

  And not being able to get through the curtains.

• 2:12:43Speaker 01

  Exactly, yeah.

• 2:12:44Tim Ferriss?

  This person knew.

• 2:12:45Speaker 01

  Yeah. Joe Bluth, Arrested Development is that for magic. It's so dead on. Like, The Gothic Castle is a perfect parody of The Magic Castle. The Alliance of Magicians is so, in the same way that the real estate people are parodies of awful real estate tropes. The magic is so accurate in that, in its twisted parody way. It's so good. In fact, it turns out, I think it was Mitch Oates. It's like a magic castle member knows the industry. I'm like, yeah, that checks out.

• 2:13:07Tim Ferriss?

  So there are a number of docs that I've watched. I've had this maybe fascination from a distance with magic for a long time, but I've never jumped into it. I haven't known how, in part because it's so Expansive in its scope. I'm like, I don't know how to do this. Whereas if it's something like a language, it's like, okay, well, let's figure out what the thousand most frequently occurring words are. Let's figure out the sentence structure. Like, I know how to break it down. Whereas with magic, I'm like, ah, how do we boil this ocean? I'm not really sure. But I have watched a bunch of docs. I really enjoyed Delt, which is a fantastic documentary about Richard Turner, who lives near Austin and San Antonio, who lost his eyesight. Yeah, extraordinary guy.

• 2:13:48Tim Ferriss?

  One of a kind, amazing character, and incredible card mechanic. Also, an honest liar about, is it the amazing Randy? James Randy, yeah. James Randy. And that leads into my next question, and here's how it connects. So for people who watch An Honest Liar, Randy was famous as a magician, but he's also famous, and I'm not sure if he's still around, but as a debunker. Yeah. And he wanted to identify frauds and charlatans. And he actually provided a real service in a bunch of cases where there were some very manipulative cult-like figures

• 2:14:27Tim Ferriss?

  who were convincing people to leave their medications and donate money and do all of these things that were certainly not in their best interest. I have noticed, at least among some of the magicians I've had exposure to, who are from either the US, UK, or Australia, that there's a strong atheistic identity. Yeah, okay, very common. Right. Now, on one hand, I can see why that would make sense if you feel like you are able to identify part of your skill in magic is deconstructing illusion and truth-seeking. But are there religious magicians out there? There must have been at some point. There still are.

• 2:15:11Tim Ferriss?

  And the reason that I'm curious, is it almost a prerequisite to have an atheistic? Right, at the very least agnostic stance to be accepted by magicians now.

• 2:15:22Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:15:23Tim Ferriss?

  If they're from a sort of secular, Western frame.

• 2:15:27Speaker 01

  The short answer, there absolutely are religious magicians. And much like any demographic trend, it's a huge spectrum of someone who's, you know, a chill observant, you know, Quaker or whatever, who does magic, all the way up to someone who's an evangelical, whatever, who uses magic in their sermons and everything in between. And again, this is not my area, you know, I'm not really highly qualified to speak to it. But if you ever want a fascinating Google rabbit hole, just Google gospel magic.

• 2:15:50Tim Ferriss?

  Gospel magic.

• 2:15:51Speaker 01

  As a genre. And there is a genre of magic that is, you know, products and books and things are released for about how to use magic with religious themes to communicate religious concepts. And it is fascinating. Without placing any value judgment either way on that, it is an eye opening little niche that exists. Uh, again, magic is broad and deep. There is so much more in there than you can imagine.

• 2:16:14Tim Ferriss?

  Jigsaw puzzles.

• 2:16:15Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:16:16Tim Ferriss?

  How on earth did we get to jigsaw puzzles?

• 2:16:19Speaker 01

  While struggling to be a professional magician and work out how to make a living and pay my rent and afford healthcare in America and all those things. And struggling really badly, I realized that also it really hit me that with magic, even the best case, you know, you become David Copperfield or Penn and Teller or whoever, Shin Lim, you're crushing it, your shows are successful. It hit me that I realized I don't enjoy doing the same thing day in, day out. And it suddenly hit me that even if I achieved, you know, quote unquote, success in magic, I still think I wouldn't be happy. And that was a really confronting realization.

• 2:16:54Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah, totally.

• 2:16:55Speaker 01

  And also, you know, I was reading a lot of, you know, passive income is good, trying to work out my long-term financial future, how to like learning more about business theory and everything else. And basically, long story short, someone I knew was thinking of making some jigsaw puzzles and ran into the idea that I had been working completely separately with the engineering and geometry and math and programming background on these things called geometric vanishes. The most famous one is the infinite chocolate illusion that many people will see on the internet.

• 2:17:23Tim Ferriss?

  I haven't seen, but I need to go look it up.

• 2:17:25Speaker 01

  Look it up, infinite chocolate illusion. It's great. You chop up a block of chocolate and rearrange the pieces and it looks like you remove a piece, but the block is still intact. It's a really delightful, very clever little geometric illusion. I had a bunch of ideas on ways I could use this. A lot of the material I do starts with me seeing something that's pretty good. And I'm like, I think this could be better. I think there's more here than is being explored. That's where a lot of my things begin. And again, I went, what is an egg on it? Like, what is, okay, let's really, let's, and went away like as Per's, Jordan's very accurate story. And I'm like, what is going on here? Let's really get into this and started like drawing diagrams and doing mathematical research and reading the source material. And six months later, I found that when I work on things, 19 out of 20 of them go nowhere. Or like, okay, but not great. And I'm like, oh, well, that's fine.

• 2:18:10Speaker 01

  That's just the ratio it takes to try stuff. And this one was like that. I sort of had some ideas, but it never got there. But I'd done all the reverse engineering. I knew what an egg was in that regard. And then it was a sort of like, what if we like, just make a product that goes on shelves? And jigsaw puzzles are popular, but at the time they were all kind of boring. You know, they would just get a piece of art, whack on a puzzle. And while we were talking about this, we ran the idea of like, wait a minute. Could that geometric vanish be applied to a jigsaw puzzle? I'm like, I don't know, but maybe. And I went away and didn't shower for six days and went like fully into the tank. I like went into full, you know, creative mode and realized, yeah, I think it can. There's a few complicated constraints on how it would have to happen and how the dial lines would be cut.

• 2:18:54Speaker 01

  But like, I think this is doable. And again, long, complicated story led to then did some prototypes and eventually put the puzzles up on Kickstarter. And by absurd coincidence, this happened to be right at the beginning of the first 2020 pandemic lockdown. So for you guys, good timing, probably. In fact, kind of too good. I learned a term apparently that originates from Xerox, a success disaster. Where something is so big, it causes problems. And it's actually worse than if it had been smaller. Sometimes I call that the hug of death. Yeah, completely, in so many ways, because also this was. A time where in the pandemic lockdown, global supply chain crisis, this was like before it was

• 2:19:39Speaker 01

  cool. We were having a supply chain crisis before the rest of the world was. It was just insane and dealing with it. But the puzzles were good. And I suddenly realized, oh, my God, this is a thing. Maybe I don't have to just want to shoot myself in the face from trying to be a professional magician all the time. Like, maybe I can actually be a product designer and create beautiful things that bring people happiness and wonder and joy that then I just scale and sell. And I don't have to be just like dealing with the contracts and the negotiation and the hustling and just the exhausting dynamics of doing it. And it was this real revelation of realizing that all the things that I'd learned in software engineering and in psychology and in magic, they're all kind of the same. It's all experience design to some degree. And it was an amazing exercise to be able to apply all of

• 2:20:23Speaker 01

  that thinking and realize it absolutely translates across different fields and applying that to a jigsaw puzzle to give the same experience of surprise, wonder, delight. And it was a real eye opener for me. And now, as I think about the future, I'm like, okay, what else can we apply these thinking to? What is the next thing that can use this kind of background and understanding of human experience and psychology and engineering and everything else to make optimize something else in a surprising way?

• 2:20:47Tim Ferriss?

  You have some good friends, as far as I can tell, to help with thinking through these things as well.

• 2:20:52Speaker 01

  We'll find out.

• 2:20:53Tim Ferriss?

  You have a good crew, lots of special agents. So that is the number one back puzzle of all time.

• 2:21:01Speaker 01

  It is.

• 2:21:02Tim Ferriss?

  On Kickstarter.

• 2:21:03Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:21:03Tim Ferriss?

  And I highly recommend people check this out. So I have not yet received mine, but certainly Magic Puzzle Company. People need to check out magicpuzzlecompany.com. People can find you at simoncoronel.com. Where would you like your show to go? What is your sort of ideal dream manifestation of that? What does it look like?

• 2:21:24Speaker 01

  Mostly, this show began, the show I launched was, I don't know yet. I'm going in there with the beginner's mind. I'm not sure. I've learned that no matter what you expect, I was talking with, this is my good friend, Viom, Viom Sharma, medical doctor and magician in Melbourne. After phison I went through, as I've learned is not uncommon, after a massive success, I went into a deep existential depression for about six months, which was a really weird, complicated, messy time for all kinds of reasons. One of the many things that helped me Claw out of it was something actually he said that you can, as we see throughout history all the time, you can have the best plan, you can have everything figured out. You know what you're doing, you've got the plan, it's going to be great. And then out of nowhere, it can fail. Or you can also have no idea what you're doing, no idea where you're going, but move

• 2:22:08Speaker 01

  forward, work hard, be a good person, keep your eyes open and things can just work out out of nowhere. And so it made me kind of feel more okay that I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing, which is a lot of the cause of what do I do now? How do I make a living? What is going to happen? And so that's kind of where I'm at with the show right now. I don't know, but I want it to, I first had the idea for this show back in 2013 as sort of a full show version of this idea of take a moment, preserve it in the world in a wonderful way. And it has never quite hit the full vision of the vision in my mind of what it was going to be. It's very close now, thanks to Chad and thanks to another friend, Tim, who introduced me to Chad and a few other people, again, the team, the wonderful people who have been involved. Right now, I mostly want to see it hit the full vision. I want to see the full version of it. It's like 90% there now.

• 2:22:52Speaker 01

  It's a few more improvements and just for my own like internal spiritual satisfaction. I want to close this plot arc. It's what took me to the world championships. I just wanted to end the story. I just wanted to like, try the thing, see what happens.

• 2:23:05Tim Ferriss?

  Find the thing.

• 2:23:06Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 2:23:07Tim Ferriss?

  Complete the story arc.

• 2:23:08Speaker 01

  And then, I don't know, and then whatever comes next, we'll find out. Maybe nothing, maybe that'll be it and it'll go nowhere. That often is what happens with these things. Maybe it'll go somewhere.

• 2:23:17Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah. I mean, sometimes doors close, sometimes more interesting doors open than we could have planned for.

• 2:23:23Speaker 01

  Right. And from the ashes, new phoenixes are sometimes born.

• 2:23:26Tim Ferriss?

  Is there anything else you would like to say, any requests to my audience, anything at all that you'd like to add before we wrap up this first recorded conversation?

• 2:23:35Speaker 01

  How many more hours have you got? The world's confusing, the world's complicated, it's difficult, it's hard for most people. It's just really damn hard, but that doesn't mean that it doesn't have to be great as well. I don't know. Yeah, I'm wary of advice, you know?

• 2:23:50Tim Ferriss?

  Yeah.

• 2:23:51Speaker 01

  But I mean, pontificating.

• 2:23:54Tim Ferriss?

  It's not necessarily equal prescription. Yeah, true, true that. So I think, I think that's a good place to wrap. Try the puzzles, they're delightful. Try the puzzles. I'm a person who is incredibly critical of his own work. Every time I watch back a show, I'm like, ah, ah, you know, the audience liked it, but I'm unhappy. The puzzles are so good. They just really make me smile with just how well they turned out. It's a beautiful thing. So that's, it's the reason they've been backed as much as they have been backed. And there's a lot of excitement as people will see online if they go look around. MagicPuzzleCompany.com, check it out, folks. And for links to everything we've talked about, you can find them in the show notes as per usual at tim.blog/podcast. Thank you, Simon. My pleasure.

• 2:24:36Tim Ferriss?

  And until next time, folks, be a little kinder than is necessary, not only to others, to yourself as well. And thanks for tuning in.

• 2:24:46Tim Ferriss?

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• 2:25:28Tim Ferriss?

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