Ask, Tell, Confess: Why Was A Tampon Glued To The Wall?

In this episode of Ask, Tell, Confess, the Coven dives into a wild mix of personal stories and behind-the-scenes chaos from hotel life. From used tampons on the walls to forgotten expired milk and even a guest who went #2 in the bed (yes… really), nothing is off limits. Bunnie Xo opens up about her past struggles with drugs, how they shaped her, and why hotels still give her the ick today. The conversation shifts into deeper territory as the group talks personal growth, spirituality, and learning to let go. They also touch on the mysterious, cult-like community rumored to exist in Monteagle, Tennessee, before wrapping the episode with a powerful reminder about choosing the high road and releasing old resentments. Raw, hilarious, and surprisingly uplifting — this one has it all. Watch Full Episodes & More: YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@Dumbblondepod

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• 0:24Bunnie XO?

  How's that for your muscle thelioma?

• 0:28Bunnie XO?

  Hello friends, welcome everybody to

• 0:33Bunnie XO?

  Shaboom, boom, boom, shaboom. Ask Tell Confetti.

• 0:42Bunnie XO?

  That was a good one. That's great.

• 0:43Speaker 01

  We were all like, really, like we

• 0:46Speaker 02

  We all ended it at the same time.

• 0:47Bunnie XO?

  I didn't know you guys had that much rhythm. I was in band.

• 0:52Speaker 01

  What'd you play?

• 0:53Speaker 02

  Clarinet.

• 0:54Bunnie XO?

  How's everybody doing this week?

• 0:55Speaker 02

  I did play the trombone, but my arms are too short.

• 0:58Bunnie XO?

  How's everybody doing this week?

• 0:59Speaker 01

  Great.

• 1:00Speaker 02

  Wait. Did you say you played the trombone?

• 1:05Speaker 02

  What the hell? Yeah, my arms were too short to reach some of the notes though, so I had to add a switch. Did you picture her using her leg? To get the fucking trombone out there? And I would throw it sometimes, it would just go flying out.

• 1:17Speaker 01

  Wait, does it not come to a stop?

• 1:19Speaker 03

  No. That's how you

• 1:20Speaker 01

  How did you know that?

• 1:21Speaker 03

  Cause I was in band too.

• 1:22Speaker 01

  Wow. Nerds.

• 1:24Bunnie XO?

  You guys are fucking dorks.

• 1:25Speaker 02

  My mom's a band teacher.

• 1:26Speaker 01

  Just kidding, I did play the clarinet for a little bit.

• 1:29Bunnie XO?

  I was in band, I played the viola.

• 1:31Speaker 01

  The what? I was also in color guard.

• 1:34Bunnie XO?

  I played the viola and I was a crosswalk officer. I fucking loved it.

• 1:38Speaker 01

  Excuse me?

• 1:40Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 1:40Speaker 01

  What is that?

• 1:41Bunnie XO?

  I got to wear the badge and everything, I felt really cool.

• 1:43Speaker 01

  Will you let the kids go?

• 1:44Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 1:45Speaker 03

  No way.

• 1:46Speaker 02

  Like the people I had to stop for where the kids

• 1:48Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 1:48Speaker 03

  Did you hold the sign?

• 1:49Bunnie XO?

  Yep, stop. Go. It was great. I felt so

• 1:53Speaker 02

  Stop sign.

• 1:54Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, I felt great.

• 1:55Speaker 01

  Stop sign.

• 1:57Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 1:57Speaker 01

  What's stop sign?

• 1:59Bunnie XO?

  It was another life.

• 2:00Speaker 01

  How old were you when you did?

• 2:02Bunnie XO?

  Fifth grade.

• 2:03Speaker 01

  Okay.

• 2:03Bunnie XO?

  But I also was in band.

• 2:04Speaker 01

  I thought you meant like 20 years ago.

• 2:06Bunnie XO?

  I'm sorry, I wasn't in band. I'm such a fucking liar. I didn't want to be in band because I thought that the band was nerds. I was in orchestra.

• 2:15Speaker 01

  That's even worse.

• 2:18Bunnie XO?

  I know. I know.

• 2:20Speaker 01

  That's wild.

• 2:21Bunnie XO?

  I played the viola.

• 2:22Speaker 01

  We didn't, is it like a violin?

• 2:23Bunnie XO?

  It's a violin, but it's a big, fatter, chunkier version of it.

• 2:26Speaker 01

  Yeah, the thing for chunk.

• 2:29Bunnie XO?

  Oh, it's great. You know, I used to gross myself out by rubbing the chalk. I can't even think about it right now. I get goosebumps thinking about it, but you know how you have to like, I don't know if you've ever played a string instrument? You have to chalk up the strings on it. So you rub this chalk on it. Oh, God. It's like nails on a chalkboard.

• 2:49Speaker 01

  Is it similar to like when you play pool and you?

• 2:52Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, that grosses me out too. The fucking.

• 2:54Speaker 01

  I don't know what that does. I just like to do it. Yeah, I stand there because I think it looks cool.

• 2:58Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 2:59Speaker 01

  You just be rubbing it?

• 3:00Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, it looks like I'm about to do something cool, but I normally miss.

• 3:05Bunnie XO?

  I love it. So this week on Ask Chalk and Fam, we picked a topic that is pretty much like kind of taboo because nobody really talks about what goes on in hotel rooms. So we wanted to know hotel workers' craziest stories. Who would like to kick this one off?

• 3:28Speaker 01

  I got a pretty good one. What do you got?

• 3:30Speaker 02

  You got, I have a short and sweet one, so you go first.

• 3:32Speaker 01

  Okay, all right. And you know who's a professional at stories like this, right?

• 3:37Bunnie XO?

  Who?

• 3:37Speaker 01

  This guy over here.

• 3:39Bunnie XO?

  Heimlich maneuver?

• 3:40Speaker 01

  What?

• 3:41Speaker 03

  Yeah. For like a good year.

• 3:44Bunnie XO?

  You were a house cleaner?

• 3:45Speaker 03

  Yeah, I would go in, redo the beds, redo the bathrooms, vacuum if needed.

• 3:50Bunnie XO?

  Okay, so what is one of the craziest stories that you can tell us off the top of the dome?

• 3:55Speaker 03

  Gotcha. Well, the one that I think I told last time was the poop on the front door.

• 4:00Bunnie XO?

  We don't want to hear the last one. We want to hear a brand new, fresh, crisp one.

• 4:05Speaker 01

  Crisp.

• 4:05Speaker 03

  Well, I can't think of a specific story, but I can tell you what I learned. The most important lesson I ever learned was. People are disgusting.

• 4:16Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 4:17Speaker 03

  Gent, no, no.

• 4:18Bunnie XO?

  I have a seventeen year old, I can tell you, they're fricking disgusting.

• 4:21Speaker 03

  But I thought people kind of grew out of it, you know, like you kind of develop better habits as you become an adult, but like, no, people, it doesn't matter if they know someone's coming, they'll leave a log in the bathroom.

• 4:31Bunnie XO?

  My husband still does that.

• 4:35Speaker 03

  They'll leave their, their menstrual process items around and not in a trash can.

• 4:41Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 4:42Speaker 03

  But no, that you'd, you'd be surprised how people live their lives.

• 4:47Bunnie XO?

  No, I believe it. I used to live in hotel rooms. We would, we had houses, because growing up in Vegas, you have access to fucking casino rooms. So we would have houses, mini mansions to ourselves in Vegas, but we would be so strung out on drugs that we would literally find a hotel room and live there for like two weeks. I did it at the Beverly Hilton in Cali. I didn't leave there for like two weeks. It was a drug fueled bender. But yeah, we used to do some crazy stuff, but I never left the hotel rooms fucked up because I just wasn't raised like that. But fucked up things happened to me in hotel rooms. Like one night, I'm at the Rio in Las Vegas, and I think the Rio just reopened again. I could be wrong

• 5:29Bunnie XO?

  though, but they closed down for a while. I'm at the Rio in Las Vegas, best seafood buffet that you will ever fucking eat at. And we're sleeping and you know, like when you wake up in the middle of the night because you're so fucking shitfaced and the room is spinning and you just have to go to the bathroom and like pee and try to puke and all that stuff. Well, I get up to, to go to the bathroom and I'm like, it smells like ammonia in here. Like it was like really just brutal smell. And then I put my feet on the carpet and this is before I was like OCD. So my feet are on the second hotel room carpet and it's wet underneath my feet. And I'm like, what is going on? So I open up the door

• 6:06Bunnie XO?

  to the bathroom, the entire sewage system to the fricking hotel room backed up into our room. What we were smelling was everybody's pee and shit. We had to pack up and get a different room, dude. In the middle of the night, while we were fucking hungover and sick. You stepped on it?

• 6:25Speaker 03

  Yeah.

• 6:26Bunnie XO?

  Girl, I've done some weird shit. Listen, I used to snort lines of cocaine off the back of dive bar bathrooms. I probably fucking snorted crank and didn't know it. You know what I'm saying? Like it was. It's crank. Exactly. She said, exactly. Exactly. Yeah, no. It was, it was, it was a time to be alive. Let me tell you.

• 6:48Bunnie XO?

  Should we ask Sunny what crank is? Yeah, I see what she'll say. I think to know. Let's see what Sunny says. Hello, Sunny.

• 6:54Speaker 04

  Hey there. Always good to hear from you. What's on your mind today?

• 6:58Bunnie XO?

  What is the drug called crank made out of?

• 7:03Speaker 04

  So crank is basically a slang term for methamphetamine. It's typically made from a mix of over the counter cold medicines that contain pseudoephedrine or ephedrine and then a bunch of pretty nasty chemicals like ammonia or lithium are used in the process. It's definitely not something you'd want anywhere near you, but that's the gist of what it's made from.

• 7:22Bunnie XO?

  And it's like brown. The shit we used to get back in the day was like brown. Like we don't, we didn't even know what the fuck we were snorting, dude. It's crazy. I'm, I am amazed that I'm still here, but this isn't about me. Yeah. Let's talk about the hotel rooms.

• 7:37Bunnie XO?

  I could go on for days about drug fueled fucking hotel. That's why now I don't like being in hotel rooms. Makes sense.

• 7:43Speaker 02

  That makes sense.

• 7:43Bunnie XO?

  That makes sense.

• 7:44Speaker 02

  Should've just said this story.

• 7:45Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 7:46Speaker 02

  We get it.

• 7:46Bunnie XO?

  When we travel now as a crew, I will, like I fight to not stay in hotel rooms.

• 7:53Speaker 02

  They're disgusting.

• 7:54Bunnie XO?

  They're disgusting and I know what I used to do in them. So I'm like, I do not. And I know that the house cleaners don't clean them that good.

• 8:01Speaker 02

  They don't change the comforters or sheets unless there's stains on them.

• 8:05Bunnie XO?

  You can take a black light to them and find out like what's on them if you really wanted to. Wow. I know I used to leave lube filled handprints on the headboards. Yeah, it was a time to be alive.

• 8:22Speaker 03

  Matt, wait, hold on. You said lube handprints on the headboard? That's a lot.

• 8:29Bunnie XO?

  Yep.

• 8:30Speaker 03

  That's a lot of cleanup.

• 8:31Bunnie XO?

  Yeah. Wow. Stop.

• 8:33Speaker 03

  The headboard.

• 8:33Bunnie XO?

  Oh, yeah. And lube doesn't come off a headboard. It's leather, nothing. It don't come off of nothing.

• 8:40Speaker 01

  Oh.

• 8:40Speaker 03

  Wow.

• 8:41Speaker 01

  I want to call in a lifeline because Mama Susan used to clean hotels.

• 8:44Bunnie XO?

  Okay, do it, do it, do it.

• 8:45Speaker 01

  Oh. I know. And I distinctly remember her telling me a story.

• 8:51Speaker 05

  Hi, babe.

• 8:51Speaker 01

  Mom.

• 8:52Bunnie XO?

  I love that she answered on a half a ring.

• 8:54Speaker 01

  What's a, what's a dirty hotel room story you can tell real quick? You're on the podcast.

• 8:59Bunnie XO?

  Hi, Mama Susan.

• 9:01Speaker 05

  Mimi, I can't tell it.

• 9:02Speaker 01

  Mom.

• 9:03Bunnie XO?

  Say it, Susan.

• 9:04Speaker 01

  Say it, Susan.

• 9:05Bunnie XO?

  Do it now!

• 9:06Speaker 05

  Okay, so I was cleaning a whole bunch of rooms. And then I got to this one room and there was like red stuff like everywhere. I mean, it was, it was like everywhere. And I'm like looking around. I thought, God, is somebody getting shot in here? Oh, no. I guess they were doing it when she was on her period.

• 9:29Bunnie XO?

  Oh.

• 9:30Speaker 05

  There were hunks.

• 9:34Speaker 05

  So disgusting.

• 9:35Speaker 01

  Mom, did you just say hunks?

• 9:38Speaker 05

  There were hunks.

• 9:39Bunnie XO?

  Oh, God.

• 9:40Speaker 01

  God.

• 9:42Bunnie XO?

  Big hunka knob. It's got the juice.

• 9:45Speaker 01

  Okay, that's what I needed. I love you.

• 9:47Bunnie XO?

  Oh.

• 9:48Speaker 01

  Bye.

• 9:49Bunnie XO?

  I hate it.

• 9:50Speaker 01

  She said hunks. You yelling at my mom?

• 9:59Bunnie XO?

  I said, do it now!

• 10:00Speaker 01

  I'm crying, you guys.

• 10:02Bunnie XO?

  I love Susan.

• 10:03Speaker 01

  You know what is even better? She just told that story in public because I checked her location. She's in Hobby Lobby.

• 10:08Bunnie XO?

  Oh.

• 10:10Speaker 05

  She said she couldn't.

• 10:11Bunnie XO?

  And you guys, Mimi's mom is like the most wholesome, sweetest woman you'll ever meet.

• 10:15Speaker 01

  She is Susie homemaker, you guys.

• 10:16Bunnie XO?

  No, she's literally the sweetest. All right, who's going to kick it off?

• 10:20Speaker 01

  Go.

• 10:21Bunnie XO?

  Fuck.

• 10:25Speaker 01

  I've never cried. Okay, mine's very short and sweet. It is so funny. This is so my humor. So someone said, working at a luxury hotel, I once got a call to remove a snail.

• 10:41Speaker 02

  She said to remove?

• 10:43Speaker 01

  I can't even, to remove a snail from a guest room as it was coming after them and that they were afraid for their young child.

• 10:57Bunnie XO?

  What the hell? How big was the snail?

• 11:00Speaker 01

  How big can snails get?

• 11:05Bunnie XO?

  First of all, how fast does a snail move and how big was it?

• 11:09Speaker 01

  Not fast at all.

• 11:10Bunnie XO?

  Were they in Australia? Cause I know.

• 11:12Speaker 01

  How big can snails get?

• 11:14Bunnie XO?

  I don't know. I'm sure they could get pretty beefy. Let's give it a look.

• 11:17Speaker 01

  Can you give it a go?

• 11:18Bunnie XO?

  Let's give it a look see Lou.

• 11:20Speaker 01

  I mean, even then, I would probably make them slower. If they're big, you know, they can't move very, I don't know. This one just fits in the palm of a hand.

• 11:30Bunnie XO?

  And she said it's coming, was she on acid?

• 11:33Speaker 01

  Wait, I didn't even know they could get that big. Why is it in its hand? But still, it's not that big.

• 11:38Bunnie XO?

  But snails can't hurt you though.

• 11:40Speaker 01

  No.

• 11:41Speaker 03

  It doesn't bite, I don't think.

• 11:42Speaker 01

  Guys, I used to put salt on snails. Did anyone else do that?

• 11:45Bunnie XO?

  No, you're fucking horrible human.

• 11:47Speaker 03

  I did. I used to do it.

• 11:48Speaker 01

  Okay, good. I was like, man, I got really judged for a second. Glad we're on the same page.

• 11:53Speaker 03

  Yeah.

• 11:53Bunnie XO?

  Terrible humans.

• 11:54Speaker 03

  Growing up in the hood, that's what we did.

• 11:56Speaker 01

  Yeah, out in the sidewalk?

• 11:57Speaker 03

  It's all, yeah.

• 11:58Speaker 01

  Yeah, you just. What does it do to them?

• 12:02Speaker 02

  They shrivel up.

• 12:03Bunnie XO?

  Makes them die.

• 12:04Speaker 03

  They sizzle.

• 12:04Bunnie XO?

  And suffer.

• 12:06Speaker 03

  But they don't scream. That sounded crazy. I take that back.

• 12:12Bunnie XO?

  Pyrmie is a crazy housewife. Like sometimes when he says shit, I'm just like, I can picture like some fucking like Suzie Homemaker type fucking like wife saying the shit.

• 12:23Speaker 01

  The other day in the podcast, when he said, am I hard? I fucking lost it. Did anyone else watch that part?

• 12:31Bunnie XO?

  What happened?

• 12:31Speaker 01

  The beginning of the Ask Talk Confess the other day, you said, did you get it hard? He goes, am I hard?

• 12:38Bunnie XO?

  How did I miss that?

• 12:39Speaker 03

  I misheard what she was asking me.

• 12:43Bunnie XO?

  I love it. All right.

• 12:45Speaker 02

  You're me?

• 12:46Bunnie XO?

  Me?

• 12:46Speaker 01

  That's you.

• 12:47Bunnie XO?

  Shit.

• 12:47Speaker 02

  You're up.

• 12:48Bunnie XO?

  I wasn't prepared.

• 12:49Speaker 02

  Hold on.

• 12:50Bunnie XO?

  Do it now.

• 12:51Speaker 01

  Do it now.

• 12:51Bunnie XO?

  Do it now. You have to lower your voice when you do it.

• 12:56Bunnie XO?

  Um, there was actually a question that has nothing to do with the hotel rooms, but there was a question of somebody said that, why doesn't Haley and Cody get together? That they would be the cutest couple.

• 13:11Speaker 02

  Pork chop?

• 13:11Bunnie XO?

  Pork choppy chop.

• 13:12Speaker 02

  Cody, my brother Cody?

• 13:14Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 13:14Speaker 02

  No. That's the homie.

• 13:17Bunnie XO?

  And if they only knew what a freak the coach was.

• 13:19Speaker 02

  What does this have to do with hotel rooms?

• 13:21Bunnie XO?

  I just thought it was one of our members on YouTube asked this question.

• 13:24Speaker 01

  I saw it. I saw it.

• 13:25Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 13:26Speaker 02

  That's wild.

• 13:27Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 13:27Speaker 02

  They're like with Haley and her.

• 13:28Speaker 01

  It's like one of the brothers.

• 13:30Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 13:30Speaker 02

  No.

• 13:31Bunnie XO?

  I think when you tour so much with people too, you don't look at them in that way because you see them in every fucking angle and you're like, I love you, but never could be attracted to you.

• 13:42Speaker 02

  I love them, but it, that's like family by the time you do one tour with someone and you, that person is forever family.

• 13:50Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, absolutely. Yeah.

• 13:51Speaker 02

  And then like if, if we broke up, that'd be weird and awkward then.

• 13:55Bunnie XO?

  Mama Lang said, don't you ladies think Cody and Haley would be the cutest, sweetest couple on the face of this earth?

• 14:00Speaker 01

  Oh.

• 14:02Speaker 03

  Well, to answer a question, yes, but it's not practical.

• 14:06Bunnie XO?

  But I mean, that brings us to talk. A lot of people in the comments of that post that I posted yesterday are asking if Haley is still with her dude. Are you guys still dating?

• 14:17Speaker 01

  No.

• 14:17Bunnie XO?

  Bum, bum, bum.

• 14:18Speaker 02

  Nope. End of that.

• 14:20Bunnie XO?

  And he ended up being a turd. That's why I didn't want to meet him.

• 14:24Speaker 02

  Yeah, I don't want to talk about him.

• 14:25Bunnie XO?

  No, we're not going to talk about him because he doesn't deserve the clout.

• 14:27Speaker 02

  He doesn't deserve it.

• 14:28Bunnie XO?

  Doesn't deserve it.

• 14:29Speaker 02

  Nope, but I'm single.

• 14:30Bunnie XO?

  Yeah. Haley's on the prowl again.

• 14:33Speaker 02

  I'm not even on the prowl. No.

• 14:34Bunnie XO?

  Haley's enjoying her single.

• 14:36Speaker 02

  Mental distracting.

• 14:36Speaker 01

  Yeah, she's working on her.

• 14:38Bunnie XO?

  Soft girl era.

• 14:39Speaker 01

  Yeah, she is. I, can we like, go Haley? You've lost 50 pounds. You are working out very religiously.

• 14:46Speaker 02

  I lost 10 pounds since him too.

• 14:47Speaker 01

  Yes. And you are, you're doing, I'm so proud of you.

• 14:50Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, no, you look good. You guys both look amazing.

• 14:52Speaker 02

  Proud of you.

• 14:53Bunnie XO?

  I grabbed her waist the other day. I'm like skinny.

• 14:55Speaker 01

  Skinny.

• 14:55Bunnie XO?

  She said skinny. She's so tiny.

• 14:59Speaker 02

  Funny.

• 14:59Bunnie XO?

  It's alright, I'm hopping on Reddit this weekend, guys. I already started peptides.

• 15:03Speaker 01

  Good, yes.

• 15:04Bunnie XO?

  I gotta tell you guys, I started peptides. I'm taking SS31 and I'm taking, I always get this one wrong. It's either BCP or BPC. One is for your mitochondria, which what is-

• 15:15Speaker 02

  Powerhouse of the cell.

• 15:16Bunnie XO?

  There you go.

• 15:19Bunnie XO?

  I literally told them what I- It was so funny because they're like, what are the peptides for? And I said, well, one of them is for my mitochondria. And Haley goes, the powerhouse of the cell? And we all, it was literally, we all stood there and looked at her like-

• 15:31Speaker 02

  The only thing I remember from high school.

• 15:33Speaker 01

  I took off running. I was so flo-.

• 15:35Bunnie XO?

  No, it was so funny. But yeah, I'm taking those and I'm also taking the BCP and that is for gut and inflammation. And I feel great. I'm on day four or five. So let me get about two weeks in and I'll really brag about it if it's all that. But yeah, your girl just found out that her insulin is double what it's supposed to be.

• 15:53Speaker 02

  Welcome.

• 15:55Bunnie XO?

  What the fuck? I haven't had sugar in almost three years.

• 15:58Speaker 02

  I know.

• 15:59Bunnie XO?

  I eat the fucking strictest diet. I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of this, grandpa.

• 16:03Speaker 01

  Your body just holds on to it and it sucks.

• 16:06Bunnie XO?

  It's crazy.

• 16:07Speaker 01

  And what's crazy is like a lot of people don't realize it immediately causes inflammation in your lower stomach.

• 16:12Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 16:12Speaker 01

  And it's like, there's nothing you can do about that. It literally, the sugar goes through your body. Little bit of knowledge, sugar will like go through your body and for women who have PCOS, it lands in the ovary area. And that's what our cysts are made of. So all of the, the sugar hangs out here and that's why a lot of women have the inflammation in this area. It's because of sugar.

• 16:32Speaker 02

  The only way I can get rid of like the cysts on my ovaries is to get rid of my ovaries.

• 16:36Bunnie XO?

  Oh my gosh.

• 16:37Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 16:38Bunnie XO?

  So yeah, finding out that the fucking insulin was double. She was like, you're a perfect candidate for Reddit. And I'm like, well, I tried Trizepotide and wanted to myself. And I was like, this was pretty, you know, like it was a rough ride. But I think that I'm gonna do good with the Reddit and I'm just gonna put it into the air.

• 16:53Speaker 02

  Well, and you'll be home now. You tried that when we were like on the road.

• 16:58Speaker 01

  Yeah. She says, I'm gonna try Trizepotide on tour in a bus.

• 17:01Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 17:03Bunnie XO?

  It was rough. And have you ever tried shitting on a tour bus as much as you have to shit when you're on Tri- Zepatite? Oh my God, it was brutal. I have a story about that. Yeah, that was bad. Yeah, it was brutal. But I'm gonna try it again this weekend. I made Mo try it. Mo's my fucking science experiment and she's been thriving. She's already dropped two pounds in the first week. How does she feel? She feels great. The first couple of days, she was a little tired and then after that she feels fine. But yeah, no, she's happy. So we'll see if the weight stays off, but I want to cycle it. I want to do it for like 12 weeks and then come off of it and see how it goes. So we'll see how it goes. But you guys know how sensitive my body is and you guys always know I don't gatekeep and I shall tell you. So if you see your girl starting to look a little svelte, that's why.

• 17:44Bunnie XO?

  That is why. I have been killing myself in the gym. I'm on week 33. My entire body is muscle. It feels so crazy to have like this much muscle on my body and still I cannot get the scale to move. Like it is crazy. So I'm hoping this reta will just titrate me down a little bit. Are you scared that it's going to affect the muscle that you've worked so hard for because of? No, because reta is the only GLP-3 that lets you keep your muscle. All the other ones eat your muscle. This one lets you keep your muscle.

• 18:18Speaker 02

  I want mine to eat my muscle.

• 18:21Bunnie XO?

  So that's

• 18:21Speaker 02

  Get rid of my calves.

• 18:23Bunnie XO?

  So that's why a lot of bodybuilders and stuff are on reta. Interesting. We need to have somebody come on and talk about peptides. Cause I really think peptides are like amazing. I know that like I've only been on it for about four or five days, I think. I have to look back, I have a log. But I've had pain in my freaking elbow right here since we went to Europe. Whenever I jumped off that freaking scooter and yanked my arm and I'm talking like I can't even hold a bottle of water in this hand. That's how bad it hurts. And I woke up today and it's not, it's sore, but it's not like it was. Oh, that's great. So we'll see.

• 19:00Speaker 02

  You can do the peptides and the reta at the same time?

• 19:03Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, it's called a stack. You can stack peptides with GLPs.

• 19:07Speaker 01

  I tried.

• 19:07Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, yeah, definitely. I wanna, uh, I'll start shouting at the place I go to once I know that they're amazing and that they're legit. Okay, back on subject with the hotel stuff. When I was fifteen, I was a busboy at a local resort, Little America. They just put the name out there. Little America, Cheyenne, Wyoming. Occasionally, the restaurant I worked in would a- would ask one of the bus staff to deliver room service to one of the rooms. They always asked male staff for safety reasons. On one occasion, I was asked to deliver a tray to a room. I took the tray to the room and a scantily clad woman answered the door. I never went in the room, but I could see that there were about eight or nine men and women in their sixties to seventies.

• 19:50Bunnie XO?

  All of them nude in the room. Even at fifteen, I knew the room smelled like sex. I remember I was tipped well, went back to work, and no one ever asked how things went, and I never really mentioned it to anyone because I didn't think anyone would believe me. That, my love, was a swinger party.

• 20:06Speaker 01

  Okay.

• 20:08Bunnie XO?

  They had a little, they had a little swinger party going on.

• 20:10Speaker 01

  Alright.

• 20:11Bunnie XO?

  Those old people get down. Old swingers, they don't care.

• 20:16Bunnie XO?

  They will let the gray wiry ball hairs fly.

• 20:19Speaker 01

  Uh, I feel like that would be like Velcro.

• 20:22Bunnie XO?

  Ew. Listen, we're gonna be there one day. We're gonna have wiry old gray hairs. I won't, because I shaved mine. But, yeah, you guys will, because you have a bush and.

• 20:31Speaker 01

  Bro, why do you think I have a bush?

• 20:34Bunnie XO?

  You told us you had a bush.

• 20:35Speaker 01

  No, I said I don't shave it like skin. Like, there's like this much hair. That's not a bush.

• 20:41Bunnie XO?

  So you have a five o'clock shadow bush? Why? Double? Doesn't he get razor burn when you guys bang?

• 20:52Bunnie XO?

  Barney Rubble over there?

• 20:54Speaker 01

  It does not.

• 20:55Bunnie XO?

  Start a fucking fire.

• 20:59Bunnie XO?

  That's gotta hurt, dude. I would hate that.

• 21:02Speaker 01

  It's not. It's I don't have coarse hair, though.

• 21:05Bunnie XO?

  I, you have to show us.

• 21:08Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, we need to see it.

• 21:10Speaker 01

  Showing you guys my vagina.

• 21:11Bunnie XO?

  My god. She's so stingy with it. Alright, go ahead, Haley, you're next. Because if I don't get Haley off of it, she'll keep going. Did you hear? Why? Why? Why not?

• 21:24Speaker 02

  There's a bathroom right there.

• 21:25Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 21:25Speaker 02

  Okay, I have another short and sweet one.

• 21:27Bunnie XO?

  Okay.

• 21:28Speaker 02

  I used to clean a big office building and I would wear noise cancelling headphones while vacuuming. About twenty minutes in, I realized I had pulled the cord out and had passed by several people running a dead vacuum over the floor like a ma- madman.

• 21:42Bunnie XO?

  What? I didn't understand that.

• 21:44Speaker 02

  He wears noise cancelling headphones.

• 21:47Bunnie XO?

  Right.

• 21:47Speaker 02

  And he was vacuuming and he pulled the cord out.

• 21:50Bunnie XO?

  Oh, and there was no-

• 21:50Speaker 02

  Twenty minutes ago.

• 21:52Bunnie XO?

  There wasn't a light on there? That he could see?

• 21:54Speaker 02

  It's just the fuel.

• 21:55Bunnie XO?

  Like, isn't there like a vibration?

• 21:57Speaker 02

  I don't, just the fact he's vacuuming for twenty minutes.

• 22:01Bunnie XO?

  What the hell?

• 22:02Speaker 02

  Unplugged.

• 22:02Bunnie XO?

  It's so funny to me. That's funny. Common sense is not so common.

• 22:07Speaker 02

  No, I feel like you would feel it. I, I truly feel like that.

• 22:11Speaker 01

  Okay, this one says, I used to work at a hotel. I post these guests, about these guests often because I always, uh, have these three guests who come to mind. Number one, this guest used the towels to wipe and then smeared it on the walls.

• 22:26Bunnie XO?

  Why? What kind of fucking orangutan are you to do that?

• 22:31Speaker 01

  Why? Like, eh, alright, second was a young lady who was certainly no lady because she stuck her used tampon on the bathroom wall. The blood acted like glue and it cemented itself there. They had to pry the tampon off the wall.

• 22:47Bunnie XO?

  Why are we putting things on the wall? People are disgusting. Disrespect for people who you know are gonna have to clean stuff up. Like, that's not funny.

• 22:56Speaker 01

  Literally. And then this one said, the guests left three week old expired milk in the fridge. Okay, they were clearly living there. Um, but they were only in house for three days. So that means they already had two and a half week old expired milk when they checked in. Who lugs around rotten milk? Ew.

• 23:15Bunnie XO?

  I watched something one time of somebody who drank rotten milk. Like, that was their thing.

• 23:19Speaker 01

  What?

• 23:20Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, I don't know. It was weird. It was a weird thing.

• 23:22Speaker 01

  Columby milk?

• 23:24Bunnie XO?

  Stop, I don't-

• 23:24Speaker 01

  Stop, bro.

• 23:26Bunnie XO?

  It's the word. I don't even drink milk. I don't even eat dairy like that. So I couldn't imagine.

• 23:31Speaker 01

  Do you not use any kind of milk or do you use like just oat?

• 23:34Bunnie XO?

  I use almond, almond milk. I don't even like oat milk. I'm really weird with milk and it's crazy because I used to love milk. Like, I would get a frosted mug, pour milk in it and let it just be like, oh, and eat it with my hash browns and eggs. That was my shit.

• 23:48Speaker 01

  Chocolate milk? My kids are obsessed. We use Fairlife because they can't have lactose.

• 23:54Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 23:54Speaker 01

  But like that chocolate milk, fire.

• 24:00Bunnie XO?

  Nice of you to plug them.

• 24:02Speaker 01

  Oh, cut that.

• 24:03Bunnie XO?

  I'm just kidding.

• 24:04Speaker 01

  I use a lactose free one.

• 24:06Bunnie XO?

  I'm kidding. Hold on, listen. Fairlife, if you're listening to us, pay us. No, I'm just kidding. All right.

• 24:12Speaker 03

  I think I met the Fairlife guy. I'm not gonna lie.

• 24:15Bunnie XO?

  What?

• 24:15Speaker 03

  Yeah, one of Brooke's friends, I think, is a, like, owns like Fairlife. Yeah.

• 24:22Bunnie XO?

  That's crazy.

• 24:22Speaker 01

  Tell him to sponsor us. I'm a huge fan. I like his protein shakes.

• 24:25Speaker 03

  I like him a lot. He's really cool.

• 24:26Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, you guys do love those.

• 24:28Speaker 01

  You have no idea how much I love them.

• 24:29Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, they're not good for you, though.

• 24:31Speaker 01

  I don't even care. I'm good. Yeah. That was like when we were hanging out with Todd that one day, the owner of Canes, and you're like, I thought he was a radio guy.

• 24:42Bunnie XO?

  I didn't even know who that was. Yeah, I remember.

• 24:44Speaker 03

  When was that?

• 24:46Speaker 01

  The owner of Canes, Raising Canes?

• 24:48Bunnie XO?

  Damn.

• 24:48Speaker 01

  She was like hanging out. We were all partying and then like he leaves and she goes, who's that? I was like, that's the owner of Raising Canes. She goes, thought he was a radio guy.

• 24:59Speaker 03

  He does look like a radio guy.

• 25:00Bunnie XO?

  I love it.

• 25:01Speaker 01

  He kinda looks like a radio guy.

• 25:02Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, my bad. All right. Lots of, lots of hotel guests were in for a conference. One night, a guy walks down from his room to the bellhop desk in nothing but tidy whiteys, a bed sheet wrapped around his body from head to toe and blood dripping from his face. This guy sounded out of it, either from being concussed, inebriated, high on drugs, or a mix of the three. He informed security that he and his boyfriend had gotten into a fight, so the two security officers, one supervisor, went to the room to question the other boyfriend, while another security officer waited with the bloodied boyfriend behind the bellhop desk for an ambulance to arrive. Up to the room, security was informed that the bloodied boyfriend had been passed out drunk

• 25:43Bunnie XO?

  and had crapped in one of the beds when the other boyfriend had walked into the room with his wife and two kids. All of whom had been enjoying a night on the town. Both men were coworkers who were in for the conference. Supposedly, the family man had given the suite key to his boyfriend with the expectations that they do the deed during the conference hours. All the while, all while the wife and kids explored the city during the day. No. Back at the bellhop desk, the security supervisor relays the discovered info to the bloodied boyfriend, which sets the guy off. He tackles the security supervisor to the ground. Blood and crap stained the hotel carpet and the supervisor's suit as he finally cuffed

• 26:27Bunnie XO?

  the bloody boyfriend. Cops are called and the guy gets taken away before getting inspected by medics. The moral of the story is, if you want to cheat on your wife with someone else in a hotel room, do your business in the smaller, uglier room and not the large, expensive suite you share with your family. Family man catches inebriated boyfriend in crap stained bed, kicks the boyfriend's half naked ass, who then proceeds to get his half naked ass kicked again by the security supervisor. Oh, my gosh. That was a lot to unwrap, dude. And imagine, you have to stay in that room afterwards. No, but could you imagine being the wife? No. And having to learn about that, like, oh. In that way with your kids? With your kids, man, like, men are disgusting sometimes.

• 27:11Bunnie XO?

  Like, you didn't think this out that you were going to, you know, walk into this room and this man is, I mean, nobody ever thinks that they're gonna walk into somebody shitting in a bed, but. True. And then why do you beat the boyfriend up?

• 27:25Speaker 03

  That was my question.

• 27:25Bunnie XO?

  That's your problem for letting him in there. You gave him the key.

• 27:28Speaker 03

  He got beat up twice?

• 27:30Bunnie XO?

  Well, he tried to tackle security. I mean, he shit in the bed, though. Yeah, I would be there if there shit in my bed. Yeah, how drunk do you gotta be? Like, that's not attractive. If you get, if you get so drunk that you fucking shit somewhere, you need to not be allowed to drink. Hmm. When you start losing bodily functions.

• 27:49Bunnie XO?

  That's your cue to be like, I might need to have a little talk with God, you know?

• 27:57Speaker 01

  Ah, that's where it comes to an end for me.

• 27:59Bunnie XO?

  Yeah. We have a Bob reveal, you guys.

• 28:02Speaker 01

  We got a picture from Bob.

• 28:04Bunnie XO?

  Bobberino. And is, he wants to come out here, right? To get on the show?

• 28:08Speaker 01

  He texted me last night and said, hey, it's Bob. You want me to have me on the podcast tomorrow? I've been thinking about you. Best friend Bob. Bob out.

• 28:15Bunnie XO?

  Aww.

• 28:16Speaker 01

  Love him.

• 28:17Bunnie XO?

  But did we get more of his story? Like, can we talk about it?

• 28:21Speaker 01

  I talked to him a little bit when he texted me. Um, he's in a group home and group home meaning for someone who has disabilities and needs that additional help. Uh, he can't live on his own. He's actually, and I asked him how long he's been there. He's been there since 1982.

• 28:37Bunnie XO?

  That's insane. With no family?

• 28:39Speaker 01

  And I asked him about family and his response was, I'm 77. I have some friends.

• 28:46Bunnie XO?

  Aww.

• 28:47Speaker 01

  I wanna cry.

• 28:49Speaker 01

  We are his friends. I told him he's my best friend.

• 28:51Bunnie XO?

  Bob, we're adopting you.

• 28:53Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 28:53Bunnie XO?

  I don't have a grandpa. I don't have any family.

• 28:56Speaker 01

  Wait, do we bring Bob to Nashville?

• 28:58Bunnie XO?

  Please. Dude, should we take Bob on Broadway? Let's take him out.

• 29:01Speaker 01

  Bob on Broadway?

• 29:02Bunnie XO?

  Bob on Broadway? A vlog, I smell it cooking.

• 29:05Speaker 01

  Wait.

• 29:08Bunnie XO?

  Let's do it.

• 29:09Speaker 02

  That's what Bob is short for.

• 29:11Speaker 01

  Bob on Broadway.

• 29:12Bunnie XO?

  Bob on Broadway.

• 29:13Speaker 02

  God, I love this. I know.

• 29:16Bunnie XO?

  Oh my gosh. We have to find out if he can travel. We need to find out like what his diagnosis really is. Cause I would hate to have Bob come out here and get too excited or something like, you know, like let's.

• 29:26Speaker 01

  Here's the picture of Bob.

• 29:27Bunnie XO?

  Let me tell you something. Those fricking sunglasses are everything.

• 29:32Speaker 01

  His lips? Obsessed.

• 29:34Bunnie XO?

  I know. His skin, his skin is so flawless, dude.

• 29:38Speaker 01

  Cherry lips. Obsessed.

• 29:40Bunnie XO?

  I thought he had lipstick on at first.

• 29:42Speaker 01

  Bowl of cherries. His lips are a bowl of cherries.

• 29:44Bunnie XO?

  Bowl of cherries. I literally thought he had lipstick on when I first saw the picture.

• 29:48Speaker 01

  Yeah, he sent us another voicemail. Um, he called later on.

• 29:54Bunnie XO?

  Did he watch the episode?

• 29:55Speaker 01

  Uh, oh yeah. Big fan.

• 29:56Bunnie XO?

  The world loves you, Bob.

• 29:58Speaker 01

  Um, he sent a voicemail.

• 30:00Speaker 06

  This is Bob. When am I, when am I getting on the podcast?

• 30:06Speaker 03

  Bob Out.

• 30:10Bunnie XO?

  Poor Bob. He sounded like he had a hard day that day.

• 30:12Speaker 01

  She said, yeah, she said he sounded sad.

• 30:15Bunnie XO?

  Stop.

• 30:17Bunnie XO?

  I just love Bob. Or maybe we can go visit Bob. If Bob can't come out here, maybe we can go to Bob.

• 30:21Speaker 01

  And it turns out he lives in the city that my grandparents were in before they passed.

• 30:26Bunnie XO?

  Ah. I will, I always say I will not step foot in Oregon because you're allowed to smoke fentanyl out in the open and heroin and all that stuff. That's so beautiful. But I will, I know it's gorgeous.

• 30:36Speaker 01

  We'd go there for Bob.

• 30:37Bunnie XO?

  I will brave it for Bob if we fly in.

• 30:39Speaker 01

  Brave for Bob.

• 30:39Bunnie XO?

  Brave for, brave it for Bob. Yeah. We have full on Bob Out merch when we show up.

• 30:45Speaker 01

  Yeah, Bob Out.

• 30:46Bunnie XO?

  Bob Out. We need to, we need to make him a Build-A-Bear too that has Bob Out, uh, Sam Bob Out in it.

• 30:51Speaker 01

  Stop.

• 30:51Bunnie XO?

  That'd be so cool.

• 30:52Speaker 01

  That would be great.

• 30:53Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 30:53Speaker 01

  Oh my goodness.

• 30:54Bunnie XO?

  I think you want to cry.

• 30:55Speaker 01

  Yeah, a little bit. Kind of want to tear up.

• 30:57Bunnie XO?

  All right, tell us about this cult.

• 30:59Speaker 01

  Oh, guys, I went up for an anniversary trip and.

• 31:05Speaker 03

  That was a hard right turn.

• 31:09Speaker 01

  Hard left.

• 31:10Bunnie XO?

  Listen, I like to keep shit, well, listen, after the Craig, after the Craig Morgan podcast, I'm not crying again, so let's keep it moving.

• 31:17Speaker 01

  I had a hard.

• 31:17Bunnie XO?

  You guys got to watch the Craig Morgan podcast. Holy cow.

• 31:20Speaker 01

  The whole room.

• 31:21Bunnie XO?

  Frickin', I couldn't, I, and I'm not a crier, but I fucking balled.

• 31:25Speaker 01

  The look on your face, I saw your lip kind of. I can't talk that way.

• 31:29Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 31:30Speaker 01

  All right, cult, cult. I went to, and this might be me starting rumors, guys, I actually have no idea. I just felt it was very culty. I went to Mont Eagle and when we ate at High Point, we had, I mean, the best time ever. If you've never been to High Point, you said you've gone, right? You and Jay have gone.

• 31:47Bunnie XO?

  It's delicious.

• 31:48Speaker 01

  Had the best waitress ever. Shout out to her because she loves all of us. She listens to us back and forth on her commute and is the best. So she tells us to go over to the Mont Eagle Assembly. So she told us all the history of Mont Eagle and she says that the, the college there is owned by the church. There is also a house of nuns up there. It's great, right? She tells me to go over to the Mont Eagle Assembly. I didn't know what that was.

• 32:16Speaker 01

  We drive into this and when I immediately say like, I was like, oh, look at this beautiful house over here. It looks like a cottage, like your dream home, right? It's got the like the embellishments on the front porches and everything. They've got guards like these like wooden gates and stuff to go through. And we start driving in not knowing what to expect. And these houses are so beautiful, but they all have plaques. They're numbered. There's not a soul in sight. And we start driving, it's like one-way roads. And so we're kind of getting lost in this neighborhood. There's like 70 houses in this gated neighborhood, and they have a chain link fence around the whole neighborhood. And I still have yet to see a person or a car. And Jason and I were like, okay, this is getting weird. It

• 32:58Speaker 01

  literally, this whole town looks like everyone just stood up and walked out and never came back. There's like little bicycles just on like the path that are just sitting there. And like, there's leaves everywhere because it's fall time, but like the leaves-

• 33:09Speaker 02

  The lawns mode?

• 33:10Speaker 01

  Uh, no, it's like, I mean, it's fall time. It's like all the leaves were all over the front porches. They hadn't been swept. And there was no cars at the houses. And these houses are clearly lived in. There wasn't a single light on in this entire facility. And like, we went to like a mess hall. And it's like, there's no one there. There's the pool area, and no one's there. And there's just golf carts every so often, no cars or nothing. And Jason and I started like, kind of getting freaked out. We're like, what the hell is this thing? Right? So I go and I look it up online, because I was like, I have to know more. What like, what is it? And apparently, it is part of the church,

• 33:50Speaker 01

  some, one of these religious facilities where people go to learn Sunday School. That's how it started. There were Sunday School teachers that came from all over the United States to learn this belief. And it's a certain kind of name. I started getting weirded out because I was like, wait, why isn't anyone here though? There's no one there, but it looks like as if this community should be there. And so I looked them up online. It's like, our mission is, um, the Sunday School Assembly is to be welcoming community of Christian faith, where people can gather, engage in spiritual growth, renewal, lifelong inquiry and learning, recreational and cultural enrichment while being good to our natural resources and our assembly heritage.

• 34:34Speaker 01

  And I was like, okay, cool. So then I started looking into it more and it's very pressed to you must continue on the faith that they have instilled within this area. And some of these homes are like sixth generation homes that have stayed in the family, but you cannot live here unless you like commit to the belief of pushing out this education type thing.

• 35:01Bunnie XO?

  That's crazy.

• 35:02Speaker 01

  And I took videos.

• 35:03Bunnie XO?

  But you just got on it like no problem?

• 35:06Speaker 01

  I don't know if I was supposed to because there was gates, but there were service workers. So the gates were like open and they were working right there. So we just drove through.

• 35:13Bunnie XO?

  Oh, gotcha.

• 35:14Speaker 01

  So afterwards, Jason and I said, we don't know if we were actually supposed to be here or not, because we just drove through the gate. And when we left, there was three guys standing out there with their hands on their hips and they just looked at us as we went by. And I was like, oh, I don't know if we were supposed to be here. So if someone knows actually what this is, because I really tried to look into it, why are all the homes numbered and named? Like one of them was like called Southern Comfort. And then like one was like the Round Top and they all had numbers.

• 35:43Bunnie XO?

  I live in Jehovah's Witnesses or something.

• 35:45Speaker 01

  You think so?

• 35:46Bunnie XO?

  I don't know.

• 35:47Speaker 02

  Maybe, maybe they're not allowed to have cars either. Like,

• 35:49Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 35:50Speaker 02

  Like, maybe it's like a golf cart only kind of thing.

• 35:53Speaker 01

  Yeah, we almost got to the end and I was like, I feel like we went the wrong way and it said, park at your own risk.

• 35:59Bunnie XO?

  Geez.

• 36:00Speaker 01

  And so we like turned around and like,

• 36:03Bunnie XO?

  Left.

• 36:04Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 36:05Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, that's crazy. I don't know. It sounds crazy to me. I don't know anything about it.

• 36:09Speaker 01

  I would like to know more. That wasn't me starting rumors. I would just like to know whether it's a cult or not.

• 36:12Bunnie XO?

  You would like to learn?

• 36:14Speaker 01

  Yes.

• 36:14Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, I like that. Um, so moving on from the cult, I guess, uh, we are all gathered here today for the little bit of,

• 36:23Bunnie XO?

  let's just keep it real. Uh, I had an outburst online the other day.

• 36:29Bunnie XO?

  And, uh, you know, I am not ashamed to admit it and I, uh, and it came from a place of anger and I'm still trying to learn how to control my anger, but I'm also not that person anymore. Um, I've changed a lot. Um, I'm, everybody in the comments guessed who it's about and I don't even need to say this person's name because one, she doesn't deserve any hate and two, I love her kids and her mother so much more than, um, her. No, I'm just kidding. I don't mean her, but just so much her, so much more than, um, who she is right now that I don't want to do anything to, um, trying to think of

• 37:12Bunnie XO?

  how to say this. I don't want to do anything to bring them any harm. And I fully believe that with a big platform comes big responsibility. Amen. And I just, um, you know, I, I posted that video because, you know, your girl is fucking hurt. I feel very used. I feel very taken advantage of. I'm extremely angry. I'm extremely hurt. I have cried about this numerous times because I just don't understand, you know? Um, but,

• 37:45Bunnie XO?

  um, and one day maybe I will talk about it. If she keeps pushing me, I will talk about it because she's, you know, doing things that she shouldn't be doing. But, um, and if I did, it would completely destroy her. That's the problem. Yeah. And I, I'm not at a place in my life where tearing down people who are in their worst era is who I am. I did it with Monica fucking six years ago and I regret ever doing that online. Um, because, you know, everybody in the comments too was like, it's Momo again, isn't it? And I just want to say, Monica has done a 180. Yes. She is going to therapy. She works out with me every day. She's my husband's assistant.

• 38:31Bunnie XO?

  And she fricking is sober 60 days. She's killing it. She's Oh, we're so proud of you. Fucking crushing it dude. Like, I'm so proud of her. She was the one that I was betting on turning into this one. I didn't, I, I did see it coming with this one because this is a repeated pattern of hers. This is why she's always in and out of my life because she's, to her core, we are not morally aligned. She's, and I'm using my words very choicy here. We are not morally aligned. And I am not who I was 30 years ago. She is still the same person that she was 30 years ago. And there's a difference, if you look at us, of why our lives have gone in different directions.

• 39:20Bunnie XO?

  I was exchanging words with her the other day because she did something really fucked up with somebody who has continually hurt me. And she knows that. And the way she replied to me was absolutely disgusting.

• 39:35Bunnie XO?

  And so the old me, who doesn't pray and isn't trying to be a better human, started going in and I had this long ass text that I was gonna send. We saw. And I sent it to the girls, right? Cause they were with me through this whole situation. This has been going on for weeks, by the way.

• 39:53Bunnie XO?

  And in the middle of that text message, I'm not one of these people who's like, God spoke to me. Cause I'm not like that at all. You guys know that. I'm not super religious. Very spiritual, but I have been trying to walk with God a lot more. Like to the point where I used to have, you guys have heard me talk on the podcast so much about like having witches do my spell work every month and stuff like that. I literally cut all of that off. This journey with this baby has been, just changed my life in more ways than one. And,

• 40:27Bunnie XO?

  Anyways, I'm writing this text message to her and I'm about to just read her to filth. And I heard, "Stop, I'm gonna handle her." It was so loud in my head that it kinda scared me. I was like, if that wasn't God, I don't know what was. I'm hearing voices, you know? So I just hit her with the XO and then the next morning I woke up, you know? And then the next morning I woke up and I really poured my heart out to her and explained to her, you know, like, "This is what you have done and this has hurt me beyond what you could ever imagine." And the way that she keeps replying to me just lets me know that she doesn't have the emotional intelligence to meet me where I'm at.

• 41:07Bunnie XO?

  Um, and I was fully prepared to come here today and lay it all out. And then I kept thinking about it and I was just like, if I tell people what she's done,

• 41:21Bunnie XO?

  she'll never be able to show her face online again.

• 41:23Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 41:24Bunnie XO?

  And that's not what I want, you know? And I don't, I don't, I'm not, even just because I'm hurt doesn't mean I need to hurt her back. And I think that hopefully one day she'll be able to look back and be like, "Damn, she was a fucking good ass friend to me." And you guys know, I am not a victim mentality. I will take accountability for anything that I do. I'm the first person to be like, "Yeah, I fucked up. I shouldn't have done that." There's none of that in this. And you guys know the whole story also.

• 41:57Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 41:58Bunnie XO?

  You know?

• 42:00Bunnie XO?

  She tried to blame it on you guys. Which is crazy, but I wish I could tell, I wish I could tell you guys, um, everything. But this lady wrote me a

• 42:15Bunnie XO?

  comment last night on my post and what's crazy is this entire time that this has been going on for the past few weeks, I've been praying because I've been so angry and I've been so hurt. I've been like, "God, please soften my heart. Please make me look at this from her perspective and understand where she's coming from. I don't want to be this angry. I don't want to think about this and like want to fight people because I feel so taken advantage of and so used." And I mean, I've been mad for weeks. I'm talking like weeks. Like if I talked about it, I was very emotional because I was so upset about it and literally... Now that this is all going on and I could have brought it to the table,

• 42:55Bunnie XO?

  my heart is softer than ever. And it's like, it took weeks for God to let me feel all of those emotions. And then right when I could have put her on blast, I was like, you know what? Pump the brakes. I'm doing so good in life. Yep. I had so many phone calls yesterday that are so amazing and like God is really blessing me. And I'm telling you guys, like, when I took that jump off OnlyFans, it was the scariest thing I'd ever done because that was a huge chunk of my money that had always funded my dumb blonde productions, our dumb blonde productions. And when I did that, God blessed me tenfold.

• 43:35Bunnie XO?

  When I got off of Patreon, it was the scariest thing I've done because I was behind that paywall for six years and made millions of dollars. And to leave something like that in your comfort zone is scary. And God has already blessed us in so many ways since I made that. And I just feel like this is another thing where God's just gonna be like, let me handle it. Because I know, and this is not coming from a place of ego, that anybody that has ever hurt me or my family has never prospered after I took my energy away from them. So this lady wrote this comment and it was just confirmation that I, you know,

• 44:18Bunnie XO?

  need to take the high road and remember that I'm not the same person that I used to be. And she was so cool about it. And I really wish that people who are religious could take a page from this lady's book of how she approached me because it really made me think also. I was like, you know what? You right. She said, Bunny, God is changing you, anointing you and elevating you. Through the process, the old is gone and the new is to come. God also commands us to obey His word and to allow justification and vengeance from Him. Don't pay evil for evil. Don't gossip and slander. Pray about it and let it go.

• 44:58Bunnie XO?

  He's sharpening you and strengthening you. And in this process, what once was is no longer. Everyone cannot go where you're going. Thank Him for the clarity and the insight and let it be. He will protect you and will always avenge you. Don't bother with airing out the laundry, my girl. Prayers your way. And I said, okay, just one last time. Cause I was like, I was dead set on coming in guns ablazin today. And she said, I'll, I'll pray for you. Don't block your blessings. You will heat burning coals over their, their heads when you give it to God.

• 45:33Bunnie XO?

  Wow. And I was just like, if God, I feel like God has literally this entire situation just been like, I'm testing you. Give it to me. Trust me. If you really want to me to use you and like, start changing your life, like I still cuss, I'm not perfect. I don't know what I'm doing. I barely even know like a lot. I know a lot of the Bible, but I couldn't quote you scriptures or anything like that. Like I'm a baby Christian, starting all over again, even though I grew up in the Pentecostal church. So saying that much, I'm just giving it to God. I'm letting him handle it and I don't want to be that person. And the first thing, the first thing to not becoming, to not going back to the old me is to just continue being the new me.

• 46:17Bunnie XO?

  And I genuinely just pray for her and hope that she can realize that everything she's doing in life has not led her down a great path. There's a reason. A lot. This is a lot of emotion, guys. Oh God. I don't know why. I'm not trying to make you guys cry, but it's real. Yeah, no, I'm proud of you like more than you realize. Like this right now, I'm like, really taken back. Yeah, I love you. And I cried about, I've cried about it. I'm hurt. Like she fucked up so bad that I will probably, I remember when Monica hurt me? Yes. And I didn't talk to Monica for five years. Took a long time.

• 46:59Bunnie XO?

  And Monica literally lived the worst life that she's ever lived, the day that she left me. And it took Monica literally calling me and saying, Bunny, I'm not gonna live. I need help.

• 47:14Bunnie XO?

  And I was just like, and remember even her coming here, I was just like, Monica, I love you. I don't trust you and I don't believe that you really want to change. And Monica actually came here and she got fired because she went on a bender and drank for like three or four days straight while I was in New York. I was having a deal with it and I fired her. And Monica came to my house, even though I was like, no, I don't want to talk to you. She came to my house, she said, she looked me in my eyes, she said, Bunny, I want to change. I'm gonna change. And from that day on, she has changed.

• 47:40Speaker 01

  Yeah. Every time she comes to you, it's another huge hurdle.

• 47:45Bunnie XO?

  Yeah.

• 47:45Speaker 01

  It's like, it's a turning point every single time for her and I'm so proud of her.

• 47:50Bunnie XO?

  Yeah, I'm proud of Momo too. I'm proud of us. And we've just come so far and my brand isn't about bashing people. I want to uplift people and I want to uplift her. She needs it. So if you, instead, please, nobody go to her page and send her any hate.

• 48:05Bunnie XO?

  You know, if anything, say a prayer for her. That'll make me happy. And I just want to continue living my blessed life to the fullest and you know, who's with me is with me and who isn't, isn't. And I thank God that he's showing me, you know, that now. So.

• 48:23Speaker 02

  Yeah, let go and let God.

• 48:24Bunnie XO?

  Live and let God.

• 48:29Bunnie XO?

  That was a Guns N' Roses song that I made, a little bit spiritual. But yeah, and I mean, we're not all woo woo over here and like, oh my gosh, holier than thou. But it's like, there comes a time in your life where yes, stand up for yourself. Always stand up for yourself, but it doesn't have to be publicly aired out. And my platform is huge. I realized that after I did that video, that people are just waiting for me to attack somebody so that they can literally tear them down. And I was just like.

• 48:56Speaker 01

  They were already tearing down in the comments a little.

• 48:58Speaker 02

  Throw down me.

• 48:59Speaker 01

  Yeah.

• 49:02Bunnie XO?

  Comments off because it doesn't make me feel good, you know, like that's just not who I am. Like I'm literally on my farm, living a peaceful life and I'm, you know, over here trying to make babies and just, you know, just be a different human. So.

• 49:14Speaker 01

  Yeah, you are. This is a huge moment. Yeah. I think everyone is going to tune in. And you're waiting for the tea and it's not going to be it.

• 49:23Bunnie XO?

  Yeah. And I'm sorry for those that are here with the tea who are throwing popcorn at their frigging screen right now, but you know. Trust me, she'll show herself eventually, you know? Well, and hopefully they learned something, because maybe those people needed to hear what just happened. Yeah, yeah. But yeah, so we're moving on, moving on onwards and upwards, baby. Moving on up. All right, and on that note, we gotta go stream, baby. Let's go stream. Let's go stream. Meet us over on Twitch, guys. Love you. Bye.